MELISSA SCOTT 
Five-Twelfths of Heaven 
Chapter 1 
The court complex was crowded as it always was, jammed with 
contentious Secasian natives babbling away in the local variant of 
the Hegemony's official coine. Silence Leigh edged her way through 
the crowd toward the entrance of the Probate Court hall, trying 
not to draw too much attention to herself. For all that she was 
decorously veiled, the stark mourning cloth drawn so tight across 
her face that she could barely stand to breathe the stifling air 
of the corridors, she had neither man nor homunculus to escort 
her, and an unaccompanied woman was fair game at any time. Almost 
as if conjured by the thought, a bearded man jostled against her, 
trying to see her face beneath the veil. Silence turned slightly, 
so they met shoulder to shoulder, refusing to let herself, be 
pushed aside. The man grinned down at her, then was lost in the 
crowd. Silence felt a surge of pure, screaming fury. In the three 
weeks since her grandfather had died, stranding her on Secasia 
until his affairs could be settled, she had had to put up with 
that sort of harassment almost daily. 
Then her anger was drowned by the numb misery that seemed to 
follow any thought of her grandfather's death. It had been so 
unexpected, had given her no time to spot the warnings of ill 
health or sheer old age, no time to prepare herself for the 
unthinkable. There had been only the call from the planetary 
police, then the chill, sterile hall where she had identified the 
body, and finally the search for her uncle, the third member of 
the crew, whose signature was required before the police could 
release the body. She still could not fully understand what had 
happened. Bodua Leigh had been an old man, true enough, but not 
that old. Certainly he himself had felt no warnings of impending 
doom: he had left his business in its usual state of inspired 
confusion. Silence shook her head. Her grandfather had been a 
brilliant businessman in his way--it had been his talent for 

profitable improvisation that had made him the chief man of 
business for the richest oligarch on Cap Bel. But that had been 
ten years before, before the Hegemony had conquered the Rusadir 
worlds, and in passing ruined the oligarchs of Cap Bel. Bodua 
Leigh's methods were less suited for managing the affairs of a 
single starship, trading along the fringes of the Hegemony. But he 
had refused to change, and now she was paying the price of his 
stubbornness. 
Two men were waiting at the door of the Probate Court, both in the 
dark red livery of the court's staff. The older of the two held 
out a hand to bar her from entering. 
"This is the Probate Court, miss. Women's Court is two floors 
down." 
"Yes, I know," Silence answered. 
"You're a litigant, then?" The guard's expression made it quite 
clear that he found that hard to believe but, given the Hegemony's 
laws, there was no other plausible explanation. 
"Yes, I am." 
This time, the off-world cadence of her speech betrayed her, and 
the two guards exchanged glances. The older said, "This way, miss. 
You're familiar with Hegemonic law? You know you need a guardian-- 
a male guardian--to speak for you in court." 
"Yes," Silence said, and was unable to keep the bitterness out of 
her voice. "I'm meeting him here." 
"I see, miss." The guard's expression showed only too clearly what 
he thought of a guardian who would allow a woman to travel alone 
to the court complex, but he said nothing. He escorted her to the 
benches reserved for the litigants, handed her to a seat, and then 
returned to his post. Silence loosened her veil slightly, letting 
in some of the cooler air of the courtroom, then glanced nervously 
around the long hall. The Probate Court was even more crowded than 
the corridors, the benches on the floor of the hall filled to 

capacity with both local notables and off-worlders who thought 
they might have an interest in one of the many wills to be proved 
today. The gallery was equally crowded, filled with idlers from 
the port come to see the show. They were in a holiday mood, she 
thought sourly, and why not? There was a special attraction today: 
it was not often that an off-worlder died so magnificently 
intestate, or with a woman as his sole heir. She scanned the hall 
again, looking for the pudgy figure of her maternal uncle. There 
was no sign of him in the sea of unfamiliar faces. Where are you, 
Uncle Otto? she thought desperately. I can't do anything without 
you to sanction it. 
Then her lips thinned slightly. She could guess where her uncle 
had gone. There were only two choices. Either he was drugged in 
one of the many smokehouses around the port, or he was being 
swindled by a dealer in curiosities, feeding his obsession with 
lost Earth. No, she corrected herself, it hardly qualified as an 
obsession. The explorers and magi who sought Earth simply because 
the true roads had been lost during the Millennial Wars, or for 
the lost knowledge, or because Earth was mankind's proper home 
were obsessed. Otto Razil was interested only in the profits 
involved. The last time he had tried to persuade her grandfather 
to make a search, Razil had quoted a possible profit of over five 
million Delian pounds. The old man had laughed at him, and Razil 
had stalked out, muttering something about going where he would be 
appreciated. Silence's eyes filled with tears she could not 
afford. 
The group talking softly in front of the judge's high bench broke 
apart, and the clerk-of-court consulted his sheaf of printouts. 
"The case of Bodua Kesar Leigh," he announced, his voice carried 
to the corridors and waiting rooms by the microphones embedded in 
the heavy torque of his office. "Will the interested parties come 
before the face of justice?" 
Silence hesitated, hoping against hope to see her uncle's stocky 
figure appear at one of the doors. There was movement at the 
farthest door, someone shoving his way into the hall, and she 
sighed her relief. Then the figure came clear, and a merchant in 

long robes shifted sideways along a rear bench to make room for 
his colleague. Silence whispered a curse. 
"The case of Bodua Kesar Leigh," the clerk announced again, and 
Silence shook herself. She gathered her full, ankle-length coat 
around her, and edged her way out into the open space before the 
judge's bench. The old man peered down at her, his wrinkled brown 
face not unfriendly. 
"Is there no one else?" he asked the clerk, who shrugged. "Call 
again." 
The clerk repeated his call, but there was no response except for 
an appreciative chuckling from the gallery. 
"No one at all?" the judge repeated, frowning. "Young woman, come 
here." 
Silence did as she was told, staring up through the narrow slit in 
her veil. 
"Now, what's this all about, girl?" the judge asked. "Surely you 
know the Hegemony's laws." 
"Yes, your Honor," Silence said carefully. "I've been told that I 
cannot speak for myself, but must be represented by a male 
guardian, and I had made arrangements for my uncle to be here. But 
he isn't, and I'm from Cap Bel, in the Rusadir. I don't know 
anyone else who'd be able to speak for me." 
"Your uncle's name?" the judge asked. 
"Otto Razil." 
The judge gestured to the clerk. "Call Otto Razil." 
The clerk nodded, and adjusted his transmitters to reach every 
area of the court complex. "Otto Razil! On pain of fine and 
forfeit, answer to the Court of Probate. Otto Razil!" 

Silence held her breath, but refused to look at the open doors of 
the hall. Razil wasn't coming, that much seemed clear; he was as 
useless as he'd always been, and she was stuck with the 
consequences yet again.... 
The judge cleared his throat and leaned forward. "We can't wait 
all day, girl. You can either hire an advocate--" One withered 
hand swept out, indicating a bench of shaven-headed lawyers toward 
the front of the hall. "--or the court will appoint a guardian for 
you. Which will it be?" 
"My money is tied up in my grandfather's estate," Silence said, 
forcing herself to think constructively. "Unless I can draw on 
that, the court will have to appoint a guardian." 
"Since it is the court's responsibility to decide the rightful 
owner of the estate," the judge said dryly, "you could hardly be 
permitted access. The court will appoint a guardian. Your name?" 
"Silence Leigh." 
The judge raised an eyebrow at the old-fashioned name. "And your 
relation to--" he glanced at his printout "--Bodua Kesar Leigh?" 
"My grandfather," Silence answered, then corrected herself, 
remembering the Hegemony's laws. "My father's father." 
The judge nodded. "The uncle you mentioned, he's not of agnate 
kindred?" 
Silence hesitated. "He's my mother's brother." 
"Not the agnate line," the judge murmured, noting that on his 
printout, then signaled to the clerk. "There's quite a bit of 
property involved, young lady." 
The clerk rose to his feet. "Is there any free man, citizen of 
Secasia or other world of the Asterion Hegemony, who will, under 
the provisions of the Tabiran Laws and the decree of the Hegemon, 
act as guardian for this woman, Silence Leigh, granddaughter and 

heir of Bodua Kesar Leigh, provided thereby that guardianship is 
not taken away from any legal guardian? A fee of three solas is 
offered for the service." 
There was an excited stirring in the gallery--three solas was a 
day's wage on Secasia--and some quick exchanges among the 
merchants on the floor of the hall, the latter prompted by the 
preliminary assessment of Bodua Leigh's estate, now displayed on 
the viewscreens that ringed the hall. The sound died away in a 
disappointed mumble as a man rose to his feet in the front row, 
lifting his hand to attract the judge's attention. 
"May it please the court, I'm willing to act as Miss Leigh's 
guardian." 
The judge nodded gravely. "Come forward, and give your name." 
The man stepped out from the row of merchants, his hands folded 
politely in the sleeves of his crimson coat. Prominent on one 
sleeve was the mark of Secasia's largest trading house. "My name 
is Tohon Champuy, merchant-master and freeholder of this world. I 
have often had dealings with the young lady's grandfather, and 
know something of his business." 
"No!" Silence bit back the rest of her startled exclamation. 
Champuy knew her grandfather's business, all right, but only 
because he'd been trying to cheat the old man for the past five 
years. "Sir, your Honor, rather, can I refuse?" 
The judge frowned. "On what grounds?" 
"Merchant Champuy's been trying for five years to buy Black 
Dolphin, or to get Grandfather under contract," Silence said. "And 
at scrap prices, too, for a starship with a new keel and engines-- 
" She broke off, realizing that she was babbling, and Champuy 
spoke quickly into the silence. 
"I don't like to contradict a lady, your Honor, but the Black 
Dolphin isn't worth much more than the scrap price. In fact, that 
was one of the reasons I offered Bodua Leigh a contract, in hopes 

that he'd be able to repair the ship properly. I'm sure the strain 
of handling so battered a ship hastened his death." 
"That's not true," Silence said. 
The judge glanced dubiously at her, then touched buttons on the 
control pad embedded in the surface of the bench. Screens slid 
across the upper windows of the hall, dimming the light 
considerably. A display globe descended slowly from the ceiling, a 
scale replica of Black Dolphin coalescing in its center. Silence's 
eyes filled with tears at the sight, and she shook them away 
angrily. There was no time for that now, she told herself. If she 
wanted to keep the ship that was rightfully hers, she would have 
to fight for it, and she could not afford emotion. 
"What was your position aboard the Black Dolphin, young lady?" the 
judge asked. 
"I am the pilot, your Honor." 
"The pilot?" the judge repeated incredulously, and a murmur of 
surprise rippled through the hall. 
Silence ignored it, used to being an oddity. "Yes, your Honor." 
"A pilot has very little to do with the maintenance of the ship," 
Champuy said quickly. "I am certain that Bodua would not have 
burdened a woman--" 
"Wait, please." Silence clasped her hands in supplication, playing 
for time. She had been thinking like a man, in terms of ships and 
cargos, the economics of a star-traveller's life, but that 
wouldn't help her in the Hegemony. Only the Hegemony's peculiar 
customs could rescue her--if she could make them work for her. 
"Sir, I don't want him as my guardian because--there's another 
reason he wanted the ship, battered as it may be. He wanted not 
only the ship, but her pilot--myself." She bowed her head as if in 
shame, scanning the surrounding faces from under the protection of 
her veil. "My grandfather, all honor to his name, wouldn't sell." 

For a moment, she thought she had overdone it, that the judge and 
the staring spectators would catch her lie, but then there was a 
swelling mutter of voices from hall and gallery, angry and 
indignant. 
The judge glared at Champuy, who spread his hands wide. 
"Your Honor, the young lady is distraught. I assure you, my offer 
was genuine, and my concern for her merely fatherly, prompted by 
my long association with her grandfather. I will state, in open 
court and under binding oath, the terms I offer. I will purchase 
Black Dolphin from her--at the assessors' price, even though I 
believe it to be an inflated figure--and I will keep Miss Leigh on 
as pilot, if she should choose to stay." He turned and spoke 
directly to the pilot. "You will not find a better offer, young 
lady." 
I know a threat when I hear one, Silence thought. To the judge, 
she said, "Your Honor, I do not want him for my guardian." 
The judge glanced from her to the merchant and shrugged irritably. 
"Very well. Merchant Champuy, the young woman has declined your 
services as guardian, and I will uphold her refusal. Please stand 
aside." 
Champuy bowed, expressionless. "As your Honor pleases." 
The judge nodded to his clerk, who rose to his feet. "Is there any 
free man, citizen of Secasia or other world of the Asterion 
Hegemony, who will, under the provisions of the Tibiran Laws and 
the decree of the Hegemon, act as guardian for this woman, Silence 
Leigh, granddaughter and heir to Bodua Kesar Leigh, provided 
thereby that guardianship is not taken away from any legal 
guardian? A fee of three solas is offered for the service. This is 
the second time of asking." 
There were a few stirrings among the lesser merchants toward the 
back of the hall--after all, there were potential profits to be 
made from the guardianship of a woman who was heir to a starship-- 
but Champuy turned to look blandly at them and the noises 

subsided. Silence winced. Champuy was one of the most powerful 
merchants on Secasia by virtue of his combine directorship-- 
certainly he was the most powerful in the hall. If he had some 
scheme, none of the others would risk interfering in it. 
The judge leaned forward, scowling first at the more solvent 
audience on the floor of the hall, then up at the galleries. "This 
is absurd," he exclaimed. "Is no one willing to fulfill his 
obligations--even for three solas?" 
There was a burst of conversation in the gallery then, as the 
unemployed men seated there realized that they were being given 
the chance to earn a day's pay, and to have some fun in the 
process. She had outsmarted herself, Silence realized, and her 
stomach twisted. She had avoided the Champuy's direct 
guardianship, but a guardian chosen from the gallery would have no 
reason to try to protect her interests, as one of Champuy's rivals 
might. In fact, to avoid offending Champuy, and to buy favor and 
perhaps a job, anyone from the gallery would cheerfully sell Black 
Dolphin, regardless of her wishes. Under the Hegemony's laws, 
there was nothing she could do to stop it. If only the Rusadir 
hadn't resisted its absorption by the Hegemony ten years ago, she 
thought greyly. The Hegemon might have let us keep a few of our 
old rights.... But there was no use wishing. She was going to lose 
the Dolphin, and with it her only chance to lead a startraveller's 
life. Oh, she would get enough money for ship and 
cargo to take her back to Cap Bel in style, to let her live 
without a husband, or provide her with a highly respectable dowry, 
as she chose. But without a ship, she would have no way of proving 
herself as a pilot. It had been hard enough to get her license for 
the Rusadir, and to have it extended to cover the Hegemony, when 
she was twenty and her family had influence with the Commercial 
Boards. Now, with the Hegemony in complete control of the Rusadir, 
and threatening to expand into the Fringe, there wasn't a captain 
alive who would make trouble for himself by hiring a woman pilot. 
Silence closed her eyes, momentarily grateful for the veil that 
hid her despair. 
"Excuse me, most honorable. May I speak?" 

The call came not from the gallery but from the back of the hall. 
Silence looked up quickly, but could see only an arm, encased in 
star-traveller's leather rather than Secasian rosilk, waving above 
the heads of the men standing behind the last row of benches. Then 
the arm's owner worked himself free of the crush, stumbling over 
someone's leg as he stepped out into the aisle. 
"I beg your pardon, sir, but I believe I can help." 
The speaker was not a particularly impressive man, of average 
height, hawk-faced and greying, but he was a star-traveller--a 
captain, from the medallion slung around his neck. Silence held 
her breath as the judge glanced from her to Champuy, who was 
frowning openly. The latter seemed to decide the judge. 
"Come forward, Captain." 
"Thank you, sir." At the head of the aisle, the star-traveller 
bowed twice, first to Silence and then to the judge. "If the court 
allows it, I'm willing to act as the lady's guardian--given her 
consent, of course." 
"Your name and status?" the clerk asked. 
"Denis Balthasar, owner-captain of the Delian ship Sun-Treader." 
He held up a hand to forestall Champuy's immediate protest. "I am 
a citizen of Delos, but I have commercial rights--citizen status 
in the courts--as granted under the Johannine Law to persons doing 
a significant amount of business in the Hegemony." He reached into 
a pocket of his jacket and produced a thin metal disk slightly 
smaller than his palm. The clerk took it and fed it into one of 
his machines. 
"Your identification disk?" 
Balthasar slipped his medallion from around his neck and handed it 
over. The clerk consulted his machines again, then returned both 
disks. 
"Your status is confirmed." 

 "One moment," Champuy exclaimed. "Your Honor, you cannot uphold 
the right of a mere Delian, even one with commercial rights, and 
give him precedence over Secasians born and bred." 
The judge looked at him with undisguised distaste. "Merchantmaster 
Champuy, the majority of Secasians present today show no 
desire to do their civic duty. Captain Balthasar is a startraveller, 
and therefore the young lady's kin by association. If 
Miss Leigh has no objection, I am willing to appoint Captain 
Balthasar to represent her interests." 
Silence hesitated only momentarily. While the men had argued, she 
had had time to think. Balthasar was an unknown quantity, and it 
was certain that no man would offer to take on the duties of a 
guardian unless he thought there was some advantage in it for him. 
But he was also a star-traveller, part of a world she understood 
and could manipulate, and a Delian--and a far better choice than 
anyone else she had seen. She could worry about his motives later. 
"Your Honor, I accept Captain Balthasar as my guardian." 
The judge nodded. "See to it," he said, and the clerk rose to 
pronounce the formulae. When he was done, and both parties had set 
their thumb-prints to the agreement, Balthasar drew her aside, 
smiling a vague apology to the judge. 
"Quick, was any of that true?" he murmured, still smiling. 
"Which?" Silence whispered back. 
"What you told them," Balthasar answered. 
Silence hesitated, then admitted, "Champuy's never wanted me, just 
my ship." 
"Well, then--" 
"No, hold on," Silence said. "Why're you doing this?" 
"I suppose you wouldn't believe mere benevolence?" Balthasar 

asked. 
"No," Silence said flatly, old fears stirring. There were worse 
things than ending up back on Cap Bel--but the man was a fellow 
star-traveller, she reminded herself, and would follow those 
codes. At least this way, there was a chance of keeping the ship. 
"I need a pilot," Balthasar said quietly, suddenly serious, "and 
for reasons I can't explain here, it's worth a lot to me to get a 
woman pilot. You're the first one I've found." 
Or at least the first one who was desperate enough to take the 
job. Silence thought. Sure, there were no female pilots in the 
Hegemony or, any more, in the Rusadir--it was not explicitly 
illegal for a woman to hold a pilot's license, but the legal and 
customary restrictions, particularly the veil, that kept women 
under some man's tutelage throughout their lives, made it 
impossible for a woman to meet the licensing requirements. But 
there were no legal bars to women on the Fringe Worlds and, if 
custom kept them out of piloting, there was always Misthia. Women 
ruled on Misthia; women flew Misthia's starships, and no startraveller 
was averse to money. If the price were right, he could 
always hire one of their pilots--though, to be fair, no Misthian 
liked working for a man. Still, she thought, I don't like the 
sound of this. 
"You'll have to tell me more than that," she said. 
Balthasar looked pained. "I can't tell you now, not here," he 
said. "Look, I don't blame you for not trusting me. I'll do 
whatever you say I should about your ship, about your 
grandfather's things. But look what I'm offering. I'll give you a 
pilot's job, passage from here to Delos guaranteed even if you 
turn down my other offer, and you can leave the ship there without 
any other obligation. On Delos, you're bound to find work." 
Delos. Black Dolphin had never traded there; the ships that plied 
the Delian lanes were owned by richer men than Bodua Leigh. But 
Silence had heard tales of Delos. It was the richest of the nonaligned 
Fringe Worlds, their unofficial leader--richer even than 

much of the Hegemony. And Delos was free. She would not have to 
resort to fictions there. Silence shook her head, an almost 
unacknowledged dream dying stillborn. She had thought, in the 
first days after her grandfather's death, of trying to run Dolphin 
herself, as pilot and owner. But she would never find a crew 
willing to serve under a woman, especially not on Secasia. She had 
no choice worth making, except to accept Balthasar's offer. 
"All right," she said slowly. "I'll do it." 
"Thank you." Balthasar looked over his shoulder at the display 
globe, and the ship's image frozen in its center. "What do you 
want done?" 
Silence took a last look at the ship she had piloted for nine 
years, then resolutely looked away. "Sell it--the assessors' price 
is the absolute minimum, but I doubt you can get much more. The 
cargo's included in the assessment, so we can forget that. 
There'll be some debts--field fees and the like--but the money in 
Grandfather's accounts should cover them." 
Balthasar nodded and turned back to the judge. "I beg your pardon, 
sir. We're ready to proceed." 
"I'm glad to hear it, Captain." The judge glanced at his printouts 
again. "You're prepared to take possession of Bodua Leigh's 
property--the standard freighter Black Dolphin, her cargo, and the 
assets currently in accounts held under that name--and to assume 
responsibility, within the limits of those assets, for any debts 
legally incurred by Bodua Leigh, all this in the name of Captain 
Leigh's heir. Silence?" 
"Yes, your Honor," Balthasar said. 
Silence touched his shoulder. "The debts first." 
The captain nodded. "Sir, it's Miss Leigh's--and my--wish that the 
money in Captain Leigh's accounts should go to pay off his legal 
debts. Any surplus, of course, should go to Miss Leigh." 

"I beg your pardon, Captain," the clerk interjected, "but Captain 
Leigh's debts were substantial. Even applying the total amount 
available, over half the debt remains unpaid." 
"Let me see that," Silence snapped. 
Balthasar caught the printout as it emerged from the clerk's 
console, and held it while Silence scanned the columns of numbers. 
There were half a dozen entries of which she knew nothing, repairs 
and modifications that had never been made, supply purchases that 
made no sense, contracts that suddenly showed losses instead of 
profits.... Even her grandfather's haphazard methods should not 
have produced such strange results. Her confusion was replaced by 
anger as she read the list of creditors' names. Herlich and Wak; 
Chandlers; Adelphi Yards; Swirka Company: they were all part of 
the combine Champuy headed. Champuy's own name was even on the 
list, and according to the faint printing Bodua Leigh had owed him 
more than he owed any other single creditor. Silence frowned. She 
actually remembered that contract, a cargo of rosilk, to be sold 
on Akra Leuke. They had indeed bought on credit, but had made a 
decent profit, and had paid off the debt on the return trip. It 
would have been easy enough for Champuy to change his own records, 
and the other companies' as well, but the ship's data bank should 
have shown payments to Champuy, and should have proved that Bodua 
Leigh never bought any of the other things-- 
"Uncle Otto," she said aloud. 
"What?" Balthasar turned to look at her. 
"Uncle Otto. He could sign for Grandfather; he's the one who ran 
up these debts." 
"Can you prove it?" Balthasar asked calmly, too calmly for her 
liking. 
Silence took a deep breath, fought back the urge to strike out at 
him and at Champuy, to shriek her fury. "No, of course not." It 
was clear now why Champuy had tried to get himself made her 
guardian, and why her uncle had failed to appear at the court. 

Champuy might be owed the largest amount of money, but that did 
not give him clear title to Black Dolphin if she were sold to pay 
the creditors. And it would be the ship he was interested in, not 
just the money--no, she realized, not the ship so much as the 
ship's fittings, her charts, and most especially the star-books, 
the collections of pilots' instructions that took the ships from 
sun to sun. Rusadir star-travellers, free until the absorption 
from the Hegemony's strict regulations, had always kept better 
books than the Hegemony's star-travellers were allowed to own. Or 
was there more to it than that? she wondered suddenly, remembering 
port gossip. Champuy, it was said, was interested in Earth-- 
interested in the same mercenary way as was her uncle. It looked 
as though Razil had finally found himself a backer, though she 
could not tell why the merchant would be willing to go to so much 
trouble when he could afford to buy another ship for Razil and 
leave her stranded.... She put that train of thought aside as 
unprofitable: he was doing it. Well, the joke's on you, Tohon 
Champuy, she thought. You may get the charts as part of the ship, 
if I can't "get it broken up and that price split among the 
creditors, but I know there's nothing you can use in them. The 
star-books are my own property--they're the tools of my office, 
and that makes them dower-property, and even Hegemonic law can't 
take them away from me. 
"What's the total I owe?" she asked. 
"Here." Balthasar pointed to a figure at the bottom of the sheet. 
Silence winced. The scrap price she would get if the ship's value 
were divided among the various creditors would hardly cover that. 
She would have to sell. 
"What's Champuy after?" Balthasar asked. "Your books?" 
Silence looked up in surprise. "How--?" 
The captain shrugged. "I've seen this kind of trick before. What 
do you want to do?" 
"I don't have much choice, do I?" Silence said bitterly. "See if 

he'll buy it--but by God he'd better pay the assessors' price--and 
claim my books as dower property. I'll have to let him have the 
charts." 
"All right." Balthasar turned to the judge. "Your honor, since 
Captain Leigh turns out to have owed such an unexpectedly large 
amount, Miss Leigh has asked me to sell the ship, and use that 
money to pay the various creditors. Her personal--dower--property, 
which wasn't included in the assessors' survey, of course isn't 
included in the offer of sale." He glanced at Champuy, his grey 
eyes suddenly mischievous. "Merchant Champuy had already said he 
would buy the Dolphin, at yard price. Do I hear a better offer?" 
Behind her veil, Silence smiled for the first time that day. It 
was a petty revenge, but it was a beginning. 
"My offer was made under other circumstances," Champuy said 
warily. 
The judge cleared his throat. "Merchant Champuy, your offer was 
made in open court, and I am compelled to hold you to it. Is there 
a counteroffer?" 
There was an echoing silence in the hall. Clearly, no one was 
prepared either to challenge the merchant, or to get him out of 
his current position. The judge's eyebrows twitched, though 
Silence could not tell if that were a sign of annoyance or 
amusement. "Very well, the ship is sold. Draw up the papers." 
Silence waited while the clerk tapped at his keys, and the machine 
spat sheet after sheet of paper. Both Balthasar and Champuy 
signed, then Silence added her thumbprint and accepted Champuy's 
voucher for the pitiful four hundred Secasian solas that remained 
after all debts were paid. It would be less that half that amount 
in the more usual currencies, Delian pound or Asteriona marks, but 
she made no outward protest. It would be one more item on 
Champuy's account, if ever she had the chance for revenge. 
"The case of Sumi aBrand," the clerk announced, and Silence 
started. 

 "What now?" she asked. 
Balthasar made a face. "Let's get out of here," he said roughly. 
"Then to Dolphin, to get your books. You don't want to have to 
fight with Champuy after he's already taken possession." 
"No," Silence agreed, and followed him from the court. 
The Secasian streets were drowning in an afternoon sunlight that 
bleached all color from the world. The buildings and the people 
alike had faded to a uniform sandy shade. Only the few women, 
shrouded as law and custom required in black or dark blue veiling, 
provided any break in the uniform pale brown. Sweat pearled on 
Balthasar's harsh-boned face, one drop running down a curious 
bleached patch of skin on one cheek. Silence reached automatically 
to push aside her veil, wipe the sweat from her own face, but 
realized in time where she was. She brushed feebly at the weighted 
cloth, feeling like a fool, then jammed her hands into the pockets 
of her coat. 
At the edge of the court plaza, a line of cabs was waiting, their 
domes on the reflective setting to drive off some of the heat. 
Balthasar tapped on the window of the leader and was rewarded by a 
sudden clearing of the shell. A mechanical voice spoke from the 
driver's compartment. 
"You wish transport." 
A homunculus, Silence thought, and barely restrained a shiver. She 
had spent most of her adult life in space, where heavy work was 
done almost exclusively by the homunculi, but she still could not 
be comfortable in the presence of the quasi-living specimens of a 
magus's art. They were little more than crudely shaped pseudoflesh 
slapped onto a metal skeleton, given rudimentary 
intelligence and volition, and turned loose to do the dirty jobs 
no human being wanted. She knew they were useful--necessary, even-- 
but today more than ever, the thought of the caricatured face, 
like a child's drawing, made her cringe, and she was glad that the 
part of the dome that covered the driver's section remained 

reflective. 
Balthasar did not seem in the least affected. "Yes, to the port-- 
to the assessors' dock." 
"Enter," the homunculus said, and the rear canopy rose slowly. 
Balthasar scrambled in, and Silence followed more carefully, 
gathering the skirts of her coat about her. The canopy slid closed 
again, and the interior fans whined, sending a stronger jet of 
cooled air into the compartment. Balthasar sighed and leaned back 
against the seat cushions, eyes closed. 
The homunculus droned on. "The meter will run at a standard rate 
of two bazai each kilometer. Luggage is carried at the rate of 
three bazai per piece, one las per large parcel or crate...." 
There was more, but it was dulled by the thrum of the motors as 
the cab lurched away from the plaza. Silence sighed and loosened 
the uncomfortable veil, folding back the piece that had covered 
her nose and mouth. The touch of the air was deliciously cold on 
her sweating skin. 
"So that's what you look like," Balthasar remarked. Silence looked 
at him, and he quickly changed the subject. "You really think this 
uncle of yours made a deal with Champuy?" 
Silence shrugged, wondering again what the Delian wanted and what 
price she'd have to pay for this much help. But there was no 
reason yet not to answer the question honestly. "If Champuy wanted 
the books, there's plenty he could offer Otto--my uncle's not 
picky. And that could cause me trouble later, since he's still my 
legal guardian." 
"I forgot that," Balthasar muttered. 
Silence said, "The Tabiran law only allows the courts to appoint a 
temporary guardian in the absence of a male relative. It doesn't 
give you any permanent rights." 
"I see," Balthasar said. There was a speculative look in his eyes, 
but he did not pursue whatever thought had occurred to him. 

 Silence watched him out of the corner of her eye, trying to guess 
what had caught the other's attention. But after that one brief, 
calculating glance, Balthasar's face closed up, discouraging 
questions and giving nothing away. Silence looked away again, 
nervous and dissatisfied. The sooner I find out what's really 
going on, and what his real price is, the happier I'll be, she 
thought. And the sooner I have some real bargaining power--however 
I can get it, even if I have to use my starbooks somehow--the 
safer I'll feel. But it'll have to be an awfully good offer before 
I'll take his second job. 
The cab slowed then, and they passed through the massive arch that 
was the gate to the port area. Peering through the darkened dome, 
Silence could make out the delicate spire of the main control 
tower, the customs house, and the other administrative buildings 
clustered at its feet. To either side of them ran rows of the 
long, low barns that were the docks and tuning sheds and 
mechanics' workshops. It was remarkable how little those buildings 
varied from world to world. Only the control tower and its 
associated complex was ever different. 
Beyond the docks was the field itself, a flat expanse of fused 
earth, linked to the docks by a network of taxiways. A cradled 
ship waited at the far end of the field, its tow scurrying away 
toward the bunkers at the edge of the fused strip. As soon as the 
tow had vanished inside, the ship's harmonium whined to lifting 
pitch--even two kilometers away, Silence could feel the vibration 
in the walls of the cab. The ship trembled once, a great shudder 
that racked it from nose to tail. Then it lifted, rising at first 
quite slowly, then faster and faster, the gleaming silver of the 
sounding keel lifting it toward heaven. Silence watched it dwindle 
until the cab turned into the tunnel that led to the assessors' 
buildings, and the walls cut off her view. 
The cab stopped outside the double doors of the assessors' dock, 
and Balthasar fed local banknotes into the meter to pop the 
canopy. The docking bay was almost empty, only two of the twelve 
spaces surrounded by the durafelt baffles that marked the presence 
of a ship. There was a small glassed-in cubby just inside the 

door, and Balthasar approached it confidently. 
"Excuse me," he said, tapping on the glass, and a gnomish little 
man appeared as if by conjuration. 
"Yes?" 
"We're here to get some things off the Black Dolphin," Balthasar 
said. "She's been sold, so you won't have her hanging around her 
much longer." 
The watchman looked suspiciously at him. "I'll have to see the 
papers." 
Balthasar handed over the paper authorizing his temporary 
guardianship, and Silence produced the bill of sale, pointing out 
the provision that exempted her own belongings. The little man 
examined each page with excruciating care, but finally nodded. 
_ 
"All right, I'll let you aboard--but I'll have to come with you. 
And you can only take things from your cabin, miss. Otherwise I 
can't know what's yours." 
"Fair enough," Silence said, when Balthasar didn't answer. 
The watchman led them down the row of empty cradles, past the 
first baffled ship, whose bow curtain hung open enough to reveal 
the sharply raked nose of a customs lighter. The unprotected 
sounding keel showed silver, not the oiled lead of a true keel: it 
was a local ship, not capable of interstellar travel. There would 
only be enough Philosopher's Tincture in the metal of the keel to 
take the ship away from the elemental earth of Secasia's core, not 
enough to reach purgatory and the stars. 
"Silence?" Balthasar called softly, striking a whispery echo from 
the two keels. "Are you coming?" 
Somehow the other two had gotten ahead of her, were already 
standing on the catwalk that ran along the top of the Dolphin's 

cradle. Silence hurried to join them, her feet on the rattling 
stairway drawing a new low thrumming from the keel as she passed. 
The watchman was waiting at the now-open stern hatch, a rainbowglittering 
key in his hand. 
"Which is your cabin, miss?" 
"This way." 
Silence took them down the main corridor that ran the length of 
the ship to her cabin across the common room from the ladder 
leading to the lower bridge. The latch clicked open at her touch, 
and the door slid back. There was not much for her to take: 
clothes, tapes, trinkets, and jewelry, and finally, from the 
locked strongbox beneath the mattress in the platform of her bunk, 
her star-books. They were real books, bound in thin metal, the 
paper edged with metal as well, to help protect the fragile 
contents. Charged locks bound covers and pages tightly together, a 
pinpoint light winking red in the center of each touchplate. She 
lifted them out of their hiding place, the New Aquarius and the 
ninety-first edition of the Speculum Astronomi, written in the 
bastard Latin that had been the magi's first language; then the 
fussy, much-abused Star-Follower's Handbook, and her copy of the 
Hegemonic Navy's Topoi. One was missing. She frowned, and looked 
around the cabin again, wondering if she could have left it out on 
the shelves. But she remembered putting it with the others and 
locking the box over it. 
Balthasar glanced at her and said in an undertone, "What's wrong?" 
"My Gilded Stairs. It's not here." Silence frowned more deeply. 
Only the captain had the master key that would unlock the cabin 
strongboxes, and she had seen it among her grandfather's effects; 
Razil could not have stolen it. "Unless Grandfather borrowed it, 
and left it in his cabin?" 
Balthasar nodded once, then cleared his throat. "Was that your 
bell, watchman?" 
"Hm?" The man frowned suspiciously--as well he might, Silence 

thought disgustedly, that was one of the oldest tricks in the book- 
-but then sighed "I didn't hear it. You'll have to come with me 
while I check. I can't leave you aboard alone, you know." 
"I'm ready anyway," Silence said. 
Balthasar hoisted the larger bag, the one containing the rest of 
her belongings, to one shoulder. "Is this everything?" he asked. 
Face and voice were still expressionless, but there was a new 
tension in his stance. 
"All except the books, and I have those," Silence said, and let 
him precede her from the cabin. The watchman glanced back, but saw 
only an incompetent woman fumbling with the latch of her carryall. 
Balthasar was with him, and that was what mattered. Silence held 
her breath, timing her steps carefully. When the watchman reached 
the hatch, she was beside her grandfather's cabin, her hand, 
concealed behind the carryall, fumbling with the latch buttons. 
She pressed them in the proper sequence, upper left, lower right, 
lower left and upper right, and then, as the watchman leaned out 
of the ship to listen, she kicked the opening panel. The door 
popped open, and she slipped inside. There was no time to look 
around; the familiar grey binding of the Gilded Stairs stood on 
the shelves beside the door, and she seized it and swept it into 
the carryall in one motion. Then she was outside again, the door 
closing behind her, consumed by the nightmare fear that she had 
gotten the wrong book after all. 
"Sieura Leigh?" That was Balthasar, calling from the hatch. She 
looked up and saw both men staring at her, the watchman not 
bothering to hide his annoyance. "The men are here to claim the 
ship," Balthasar went on. 
"Oh?" Silence said, trying to keep her voice level. She glanced 
down into the carryall, saw the proper title, and hid her sigh of 
relief. "Then I suppose I'd better hurry." She left the carryall 
unlatched and walked on to the hatch. Balthasar was still staring 
at her, one eyebrow slightly raised in question, and she nodded as 
discreetly as she could. 

The captain nodded back. "We'll be off," he said. "You needn't see 
us all the way out, watchman, we'll be going by the tunnels." 
The other man hesitated at the head of the cradle stairs, but 
shrugged. "Go ahead, Captain. Good voyage." 
Balthasar nodded his thanks, then took Silence's arm and hurried 
her down the cradle stairs and toward the dimly lit tunnel 
entrance at the far end of the dock. She quickly matched his pace, 
glancing once over her shoulder toward the main entrance. Sure 
enough, a group of men were waiting there, their dull coveralls 
badged with an insignia she could not quite read, but was 
certainly the mark of Champuy's combine. Champuy himself did not 
seem to be with them. 
"Do you think they'll start trouble?" Silence asked. 
"I doubt it," Balthasar said, hauling back the door to the 
tunnels. "No profit in it--I hope." Despite his words, he glanced 
nervously over his shoulder at the approaching figures. 
Wishing that she knew how to interpret that look--and that her tenshot 
heylin were not buried at the very bottom of the carryall-- 
Silence hiked her coat to her knees and hurried down the narrow 
stairs. Balthasar followed more slowly, his free hand deep in the 
pocket of his jacket. The fabric bulged with more than just his 
fist. At the first landing, he paused to listen. 
"Well?" Silence asked, after a moment. 
"We're clear, I guess. Come on." 
The pilot shrugged, biting back her anger, and followed him down 
the winding stairs. 
The area beneath the dock buildings was honeycombed with tunnels, 
originally intended to give the dock workers some sort of 
protection from Secasia's baking heat. The star-travellers had 
taken it over almost immediately, turning it into Secasia's 
version of the transients' Pale, and expanded the network of 

tunnels and caverns to include hotels and apartments, recreation 
areas catering to every conceivable taste, shops and local offices 
for the giant combines, mechanics' workshops, and even a minor 
magus's laboratory. Stepping from the secondary tunnels into the 
main concourse was like stepping into another world, a world far 
more hospitable than Secasia. 
Silence pulled off her veil, stuffing it deep into a pocket, then 
slipped loose the fastenings of her coat and let it swirl back 
over the short tunic and sober grey tights she wore beneath it. 
The cool, machine-scented air of the Pale flowed past her, and she 
threw back her head to let it stir her close-cropped hair, washing 
away some of the misery of the past hours. The sight of the 
colorfully dressed crowd, Oued Tessaans, Rhosoi, Castagi, even a 
Numluli youth sporting festival ribbons, and the rise and fall of 
the pure coine of the star lanes calmed her a little. She had lost 
her ship, but her dream of being pilot-owner of a starship had 
never been more than that, and an impractical dream besides. She 
had escaped working for Champuy, or being forced back to Cap Bel-- 
and with a minimum of harassment, despite her sex. She had passage 
to Delos even without accepting Balthasar's second, dubious offer, 
and some chance of finding more work. Things could have been worse- 
- 
"Silence!" The voice came from one of the hole-in-the-wall bars 
that filled the shorter side tunnels, and stopped her in her 
tracks. 
"It's my uncle," Silence said involuntarily. 
Balthasar made a face. "You can't ignore him now." 
"Silence, wait!" The tubby man pushed open the shutters that gave 
onto the main concourse and clambered out through the empty window 
frame, ignoring the curses of patrons and passersby. 
"Don't you know enough to use the door?" Silence asked. 
"I was afraid you'd get away," Otto Razil panted, straightening a 
jacket that tended to ride up over his paunch. "When is the 

hearing with Probate?" 
"This morning, and you damn well knew it," Silence snapped. Razil 
was flushed, and the faint, cloying scent of iore, the most 
expensive of the Ariassan narcotics, clung to his beard. He could 
rarely afford even the cheap taio on his share of Dolphin's 
profits, and Silence's anger flared again. 
"I'm so sorry," Razil said, slurring his words only a little. 
"What happened? Did you have to sell the ship?" 
Silence took a deep breath. "Yes, I sold Dolphin. It turned out 
there were some very interesting purchases made on the ship's 
account that I never saw results of. Do you know how that 
happened?" 
"Your grandfather was always spendthrift," Razil blustered. "I 
never wanted to trouble you with the financial problems he had--" 
"Troubles, hell," Silence said. "You did all the buying, and you 
altered our records. How much did Champuy pay you for it?" 
Razil hesitated, then drew himself up in an attempt at dignity. 
"If I choose to work for him, that's my business. If you're too 
stupid to know a good offer--well, I'm not going to let you drag 
me down with you. Especially when I should be a captain in my own 
right." 
"That's what he offered you? To be Dolphin's captain? Or to go to 
Earth?" 
Razil abandoned all pretense. "Yes, by God, and I'll make it to 
Earth, now that I've got the backing I need, and there'll be no 
sharing with some chit of a girl pilot." His expression was 
momentarily clever. "You're still legally under my power, Silence. 
I could refuse to let you sign a contract with anyone else, make 
you come back and pilot for me, let you drool over the five 
millions and never give you a penny--" 
"Shut up," Silence said. She was suddenly consumed with fury, not 

just at Razil, but at the entire situation. "Listen to me. Law or 
no law, if you ever try to act as my guardian, if you ever 
interfere with my life again, I will kill you. Here and now, with 
my bare hands if I have to. Do you understand me?" 
The pudgy man took a step backwards. "Silence, dear girl, no need 
to be hasty. It's a good job I'm offering." 
"No. Now go." Silence reached for the bag Balthasar was carrying, 
but the captain stepped out of her reach. In the instant her 
attention was distracted, Razil vanished into the crowd. "Goddamn 
it, I will kill him!" 
"I don't blame you," Balthasar said, "but not here." He nodded at 
the curious faces around them, the beginning of a crowd of 
witnesses, and Silence sighed. Her anger faded almost as quickly 
as it had flared up; she was shaking now with the reaction. 
"All right," she said. "But I meant it." "I know," Balthasar said. 
"Let's go." Balthasar's ship was cradled in the fifteenth dock, a 
long low barn nearly at the end of the row of port buildings. 
These were the cheaper docks, far from the tuning sheds and the 
central offices, and were consequently crowded. All but two of the 
thirty-odd berths were full, and workers were busy preparing those 
two for new arrivals. It was hot in the dock, especially after the 
cool of the Pale, and Silence slipped out of the heavy coat. It 
was the designer's fault for building windows in a dock, she 
decided, no matter how much it saved the Port Authority on lights. 
The narrow row of windows that ran around the entire perimeter of 
the dock, just below the roof beams, showed nothing but Secasia's 
white-hot sky. 
Sun-Treader's cradle was in a berth in the middle of the row. 
Balthasar lifted a corner of the baffle curtain to let them 
through, then carefully secured it behind them, shutting out the 
extraneous noises that might upset the tuning of the keel. Silence 
stared at the ship. She had been expecting another ship like Black 
Dolphin, a rounded, fractionally ungainly hull bulging over the 
edges of a narrow keel. Sun-Treader's hull was long and sleek, not 
as narrow as a Navy three or four, but still very slim, a 

streamlined bump on the arrow of the keel. She was clearly build 
for speed and maneuverability, and Silence's fingers itched for 
the feel of the controls. 
"She's Delian built," Balthasar said casually, but there was a 
calculating expression in his eyes. "A half-and-half, the yards 
call that design. She'll only carry about seventy-five mass units-- 
but she's twice as fast as an ordinary freighter." 
Silence nodded, following him up the catwalk that clung to the 
cradle's side. That said a lot about Balthasar, whether he had 
intended to reveal it or not. A half-and-half just might be a 
respectable ship on Delos and in the Fringe, but in the Rusadir it 
was a pirate's ship, at best a smuggler's ship. The cargo space 
might be limited, but the most valuable illegal cargos tended to 
be small, and a half-and-half could outrun anything smaller than a 
Navy five. Just what do you do for a living, Denis Balthasar? she 
thought, but said nothing, watching Balthasar work the hatch 
controls. 
"Yo, Julie?" Balthasar stepped into the narrow corridor, peered 
around and upward. "I'm aboard, with a pilot." 
"Oh?" A temporary ladder rattled sharply, and a heavily built man 
dropped through a maintenance hatch into the corridor in front of 
them. Packing fluid streaked his hands and a few droplets were 
caught in his untidy beard. He looked momentarily startled to see 
a woman, but recovered quickly. He removed most of the fluid by 
dragging his hands across the thighs of his trousers and held out 
a hand in greeting. "Welcome aboard, pilot." 
Silence took his hand speechlessly, overwhelmed by the sheer size 
of the man. He towered over her by nearly half a meter, his bulk 
filling the passageway. 
"Silence Leigh, Julian Chase Mago, my engineer," Balthasar said. 
"Silence has signed on at least to Delos." 
"Oh?" Chase Mago looked down at his captain, over Silence's head. 
"So she's going to--" 

 "We haven't discussed that," Balthasar cut in quickly. The 
engineer shook his head. 
"That reminds me," Silence said. "What was this deal you couldn't 
talk about at the court?" 
"Let's drop your things in the pilot's cabin," Balthasar said. 
"Then we'll talk." 
The half-and-half's construction was very different from that of a 
standard freighter, and the differences made Silence wonder again 
just what kind of cargos Balthasar carried. The main hatch opened 
not onto the main deck but into a short length of corridor running 
between the two main holds. A ladder led up to the crew deck, 
directly into a common room that was little more than a broader 
section of corridor fitted with a few battered pieces of 
furniture. A bank of automatic kitchen machines stood against one 
bulkhead, separated from the rest of the common area by a woven 
metal partition. Silence could see grooves in the floor where 
other partitions could be fitted to create at least two more 
cabins. 
The pilot's cabin was right up in the bow, at the base of the 
ladder that led to the double bridge. It was oddly shaped, almost 
triangular, but the fittings were fairly standard. Bunk and 
monitor console were built into opposite bulkheads, and a shower 
compartment was tucked into the apex of the triangle. 
"I know it looks like you're right over the keel," Chase Mago 
said, "but you've got about a meter of packing in between. You 
shouldn't feel a thing." 
Silence nodded and tossed the smaller carryall onto the bare 
mattress of the bunk. Balthasar set the larger bag just inside the 
door and turned to go. 
"I'm fixing tea," he said. "Do you want some, Silence?" 
"Please." 

 The door slid shut automatically behind him, and Silence stared at 
the empty cabin. Bare walls, bare bunk, darkened console ... 
suddenly all the practical difficulties of starting over, of 
imposing her will on a new ship and fitting into a new unit, 
threatened to overwhelm her. 
"Is there anything I can do to help?" Chase Mago asked. 
"No, thanks, I'll settle things later," Silence answered. Then at 
last the cadence of his speech registered. "You're from the 
Rusadir, aren't you?" 
The engineer hesitated briefly, then said, "Yes, from Kesse." 
Silence looked up quickly, the trivial question of mutual 
acquaintance dying on her lips. Kesse--renamed Tarraco by the 
Hegemony in an attempt to wipe out the memory of the planet's 
resistance--had been the last of the Rusadir worlds to fall to the 
invaders. It had lasted for a year under siege, had turned back 
all the tricks the magi had thrown against it. Only the treachery 
of a splinter faction of its oligarchs had forced the planet to 
surrender. The survivors had been forcibly relocated and subjected 
to harsh sanctions--among which, if she remembered correctly, was 
a ban on star travel. 
Chase Mago shrugged, reading the question in her eyes. "Lots of 
things are possible if you pay off the right people. And we don't 
go very deep into the Hegemony if we can help it.... I think the 
tea's ready now." 
Silence nodded, oddly embarrassed, and followed the engineer out 
of the cabin. The smoky aroma of the tea filled the commons. Chase 
Mago sniffed at it, then dropped heavily into a folded cushion 
chair that bore the permanent imprint of his huge frame. A hammock 
chair stood by the dented table, the paint worn from its metal 
frame by constant use; it was obviously Balthasar's favorite. 
There was a third chair as well, an oil-inflated armchair whose 
undented cushion proved it had only recently been taken from 
storage. Silence drew it closer to the table and settled herself 

cautiously against the still, chill padding. Balthasar emerged 
from the galley cubicle with three large mugs balanced on a tray, 
and Silence accepted one blindly, sipping at the steaming liquid. 
For the first time in days, in the weeks since her grandfather's 
death, she had the time to think of her own feelings, and she 
winced, expecting the familiar tide of grief and anger. But there 
was only exhaustion, a numbing fatigue and a sense of being out of 
place. There had been so much fighting, and not much to show for 
it, really--only this strange ship and its equally strange crew. 
"Do you want to talk?" Balthasar asked. 
"No," Silence said, rising so quickly that she almost spilled her 
tea. "Not now. I'm dead tired, and I want some sleep before I have 
to make any decisions." 
"Sure," Balthasar said, and Chase Mago nodded. Their eyes 
flickered toward each other in almost subliminal conversation, but 
Silence had no interest in reading it. She retreated to her cabin, 
closed and latched the door behind her. She stooped for the bag 
that held her bedding, but lost her balance and stumbled back 
against the bunk. The mattress was positively seductive in its 
Spartan comfort, and she let herself lean back against the pillow. 
In just a minute, she promised herself, in just a minute I'll get 
up, make the bed. In just a minute. And then she slept. 
Chapter 2 
Silence woke stiff from sleeping curled on the unmade bunk, her 
coat dragged loosely over her. She had dreamed, she knew, but 
already the thread of it was fading, leaving her with a vague 
memory of her grandfather's face and an odd sense of release. She 
groped for the substance of the dream, and it was gone. She sighed 
and stretched, muscles protesting a little. At least she had 
slept, and slept soundly, for the first time in weeks. She smiled 
wryly to herself. I think I can even face this offer of 
Balthasar's. 
The ship was very quiet, only the hissing of the ventilators 
proving that the ship was alive. She got up, wincing--the lights 

faded on automatically with her movement--and searched the monitor 
for the chronometer display. She found it at last and keyed it on: 
the little screen declared it to be 0941 hours. She checked the 
abbreviated notation beneath the numbers. That was local time, but 
the arbitrary ship's time matched it fairly well, at 0652. She 
bathed arid dressed and, thus fortified, pushed open the cabin 
door. 
The common area was dark and empty. Past the closed doors of the 
men's cabins, a guard light burned orange in the entrance to the 
engine room, but there was no other sign of life. Even the ladders 
to the other decks were only just outlined by the blue pinpoints 
of safety lights. Chastened, she retreated, closing the door 
behind her. 
So they're late risers, she told herself. Let them sleep. You can 
use the time to put this place to rights. Determinedly, she flung 
back the straps to release the mattress, exposing the strongbox 
beneath. Unlocking the smaller carryall, she put the starbooks 
away, and adjusted the strongbox's lock to respond to her 
palmprint. Then she pushed the mattress back into place and began 
unpacking the rest of her things. She was stacking the last 
filmbook in its place when someone tapped gently on her door. 
There had been noises in the common room for some time, she 
realized, as she moved to unlock the door, but she hadn't noticed 
them until now. 
"Yes?" 
"Breakfast is ready," Chase Mago announced. "And Denis wants to 
talk to you." 
"Thanks. I'm sorry I--about last night," Silence amended, 
following the engineer through the commons into the kitchen area. 
She drew a mug of coffee from the huge urn mounted on one 
bulkhead, but refused a slice of the sweet, heavy daybread. 
Balthasar, already sitting at the table, raised a hand in 
greeting. 
"Good morning," he called. "Pull up a chair. How are you feeling?" 

 "Better," Silence said, taking her place at the table. "And 
curious." 
At her elbow, Chase Mago grinned briefly. 
"All right, I owe you an explanation, I know." Balthasar made an 
odd face: seemingly the thought of explanations caused him 
physical pain. "Did Julie mention he's from Kesse?" 
"Yes." Silence stole a glance at the engineer. His bearded face 
was grim, and one hand slowly contracted on his mug, as though he 
would shatter it. 
Balthasar went on as if he hadn't noticed. "You know the 
restrictions that were imposed. Relocation, confiscations, 
restrictions--it's the restrictions that're important. The 
Kessemen can't travel except with special documents, controlled 
from the capital, and Julie doesn't have--can't get--those papers. 
You can't really forge them," he added quickly, forestalling 
Silence's question. "Asterion handles them directly, and the 
Hegemon himself has to approve each one. So far, we've gotten by 
with some pretty crude Lachesan papers and a lot of bribe money. 
But we can't go very deep into the Hegemony that way, and it's 
getting more expensive every trip." 
"And so?" Silence asked. 
"I'm a Delian citizen," Balthasar said. "You know the citizenship 
laws there?" 
Silence frowned, wondering when the connection would be made, but 
answered willingly enough. She felt almost as if she were in 
school again, when the quickest way to get the information she 
wanted was to humor the teachers. "They don't allow immigration. 
Population control, I think, since it's a crowded world." 
"Right. But it's less a question of population than that they want 
to restrict the number of people with citizen status, to make it 
hard for off-worlders to get it. Being a Delian citizen has a lot 

of advantages ... and there are only two ways to get it: be born 
on planet to two full citizens, or marry a Delian. Now, Julie 
would be free of the restrictions if he had Delian citizenship. 
You see the problem?" 
"Delos doesn't recognize one-sex marriages?" 
Chase Mago said, "That would make things too easy." 
"They don't bring full citizenship," Balthasar said. 
"I'm still not sure I see--" Silence began warily, and Balthasar 
cut in. 
"But they do recognize multiple marriage." 
"Oh." Silence looked from one to the other. "So you want me to 
marry both of you?" 
"That's the idea," Balthasar said. 
Chase Mago frowned at him. "There wouldn't be any--physical 
obligation on your part, I promise. It would be a marriage of name 
only." 
"Delian law lets all parties keep citizen status only if the 
marriage lasts a year or longer," Balthasar added. He made an 
apologetic gesture. "They don't want it to be easy." 
"So if I did this, I'd have to wait a year to get out of it if I 
discovered I couldn't stand the two of you?" Silence shook her 
head. "Why couldn't you just marry a Delian woman?" 
Chase Mago stared into the depths of his mug. "I do not know many 
women--many people at all--on Delos. And the laws against 
marriages of convenience are strict. . . ." 
His voice trailed off, and Balthasar said practically, "It's just 
not to their advantage. There's nothing he--or I, or we--can offer 
that a Delian doesn't have already. Even on Delos, or anywhere in 

the Fringe, there aren't a lot of women who become startravellers. 
The ones that do are all supercargos, or stewards, 
things like that. You're the first woman pilot I've met, except 
for Misthians. I don't have any use for a supercargo--Sun- 
Treader's too small to need a separate person to handle cargo--but 
I do need a pilot. Anyway, most of those woman are already 
married, and I guess I don't have to tell you why." 
Silence nodded. The Hegemony was the largest political entity in 
known space; all star-travellers had to deal with it and its laws 
at some point. Marriage was probably the easiest way for most 
women to gain legal existence under the Hegemon's code. "So why 
not marry a planetsider?" 
"We couldn't prove the marriage," Balthasar said. "Delian law 
defines marriage as cohabitation over a set period of time. I 
can't spare Julie, and there isn't room aboard for anyone who 
doesn't work." He smiled winningly. "This isn't a one-sided deal. 
You'll get citizenship, too, and pilot's work. And you won't have 
to worry about your uncle." 
"Let me think!" The words came out more sharply than Silence had 
intended, and she gestured an apology. "I don't know." 
"Just think about it," Balthasar said. "The rest of my offer 
holds." 
"How can I tell if I can work with you?" Silence asked. "I've 
known you less than a standard day." 
"The flight to Delos," Balthasar said. "We'll take a long road. 
That'll show up any incompatibilities." He grinned, delighted by 
his own inspiration. 
Chase Mago's eyebrows rose, but then he smiled faintly. "It's a 
thought." 
Silence looked at them again, at Chase Mago's broad, bearded face, 
Balthasar's face all angles, with the patch of pale skin beneath 
one eye. Chase Mago was at least a Rusadir man, Kesse-born and 

Kesse-bred; she and the engineer shared a common culture. 
Balthasar was another matter, closed in and secretive, giving so 
little of himself that even his apparent benevolence was 
unsettling. . . . Both of them were unknown quantities, with 
unknown strengths and weaknesses ... she was not ready to commit 
herself to anything, especially not to a new ship, not yet. Still, 
it was the best offer yet, and who could know what things would be 
like on Delos? Even a Delian might hesitate to hire a woman pilot. 
And she would gain her freedom. She shook her head again. The 
marriage was nothing, less than nothing if Balthasar kept Chase 
Mago's promise and it remained a marriage of name. Love was less 
intimate a relationship than the trust that had to exist between 
the members of a starship's crew. 
She sighed. Balthasar's idea was a good one. A long road, lasting 
six hours or longer in subjective time, was usually reserved for 
the superfreighters with their ten-man crews--but if the three of 
them could take Sun-Treader through, the difficulties of the 
passage would either weld them into a functional crew or prove the 
attempt to be pointless. Either way, it would be quick. Against 
her better judgment, she nodded. 
"I'm not stupid," she said. "I can see how it's to my advantage. 
I'll work out a long-road course to Delos, captain, and I'll give 
you my answer when we're cradled there." 
"Fair enough," Balthasar said. He gulped the last of his coffee 
and stood up quickly. "Julie, I've got business in the port. Why 
don't you show Silence the ship, let her get the feel of the 
controls?" 
"Right," Chase Mago answered, and Balthasar was gone, disappearing 
down the ladder to the main hatch. The engineer shook his head, 
sighed. Silence took a last sip of her coffee. 
"Shall we start?" she asked. 
"There's no hurry," Chase Mago said. "Look, Denis makes up these 
plans as he goes along. He doesn't have some great controlling 
scheme in mind, even if he'd like to make you think he does. This 

marriage--he was going to try and find a supercargo, and worry 
about those problems later, but then he saw you at the court, and 
figured you were what we really needed. He--don't let him push 
you, that's all." 
"Oh, I won't," Silence said, more grimly than she had intended. 
Chase Mago looked down at his plate as though he were surprised to 
find it empty. "Then I guess we might as well get started," he 
said. He swept up his own plate and utensils, caught both their 
mugs in his free hand, and dumped the lot into the cleaning slot 
as he passed the kitchen console. Silence did the same with 
Balthasar's dishes, then wondered if she should have left them. 
Before she could ask, Chase Mago had begun his tour. 
"This is the cabin space," he said, gesturing to the two doors 
beyond the commons. One--Balthasar's, Silence thought--was open a 
crack, revealing an unmade bunk and bare walls. "We can fit in two 
more cabins by breaking down the common area--three cabins if we 
eliminate commons all together," Chase Mago went on. 
"Engineering's through here." 
Silence stepped over the raised coaming, through the warning 
barrier of orange light, and blinked at the sudden sterile 
brightness of her surroundings. There were two main consoles, and 
half a dozen smaller monitors, mostly dark and silent. The smaller 
of the two consoles hummed and clicked softly to itself. Chase 
Mago glanced once at it, then turned his attention to the other, 
his eyes caressing the few pale lights flickering among the 
darkened gauges. He touched keys on the double board and watched 
the readings shift, before turning his attention back to the 
pilot. 
"We're Delos built," he said, "but we tune to the Numluli scale." 
He touched a glowing key set apart from the others and the 
harmonium spoke, a low chord that was no known harmony, no human 
music. The sheer beauty of it shivered to her bones. 
Into the silence that followed, Chase Mago said, "We reach fivetwelfths 
of heaven." 

 Silence tried to convert that to velocity and failed. Considered 
as a measure of time, it was easier to see what that would mean. 
Compared to Black Dolphin, whose harmonium would only make a sixth 
of heaven, Sun-Treader would spend less subjective time in 
purgatory. Or so she thought. Frowning, she reviewed what she knew 
of the engineer's art. The essential parts of a starship were the 
sounding keel and the harmonium. The keel was made of a base metal 
impregnated with the Philosopher's Tincture, the only celestial 
substance that could exist in the mundane world. The tincture in 
the keel always sought to return to the transcendant, nonmaterial 
world--heaven--beyond apparent reality, but was bound down by the 
material substances with which it was surrounded. Only under 
stimulus from the harmonium, which was tuned to as close an 
approximation of the music which ruled heaven as was humanly 
possible, could the tincture rise toward heaven, first fleeing the 
elemental earth of a planet's core, then rushing faster and faster 
into the void between the stars, where the barriers between the 
mundane and the. celestial were thinnest. The rest of the ship, 
riding on the keel, was drawn up with it. Because most of the ship 
was made of material substances, gross matter, it could never 
reach heaven--but the harmonium could bring it to the crucial 
point, the twelfth of heaven that was purgatory. Time and space 
twisted, doors opened, and the ships passed between the stars in 
minutes rather than in hundreds of years. And that was where the 
ranking of fractions came hi. The closer a ship came to heaven, 
the less time it seemed to take to pass through purgatory. 
Chase Mago was still talking. "... biggest problem has been the 
cargo space. The holds are right over the keel, not on the top 
deck like on a freighter, and none of the baffles has worked quite 
right. We have to be really careful about the stowage." 
"What kind of cargo do you carry?" Silence asked. 
The engineer hesitated. "All kinds. Denis is under contract to a 
group, and we run a lot of their light stuff." 
The explanation did not ring quite true--for one thing, if Sun- 
Treader were a contract ship, where were her employers' markings?-- 

but Silence said nothing. 
"You'll see what I mean when Denis gets back," Chase Mago said. 
"Do you want to see the control room now?" 
"Sure" 
They walked back toward the bow, then Chase Mago waved her up the 
ladder ahead of him. The lower control room was about what Silence 
had expected, twin consoles for captain and pilot, twin 
acceleration couches that could be tilted back to form almostcomfortable 
bunks, the triple view-screen dominating the forward 
bulkhead. She gave it a cursory glance and pulled herself up to 
the pilot's bridge. 
The dome was starkly functional, empty except for the massive 
control yoke, shaped rather like the wheel of one of the legendary 
sea-ships of old Earth. Rudimentary status lights glowed on its 
hub and along one of the thick spokes, but the well-worn metal was 
otherwise unadorned. Nothing more was needed: In purgatory, 
control was maintained as much through symbolic effects as through 
any sophisticated mechanical linkage. Silence stepped onto the 
platform before it, slipping her feet into the waiting hollows. 
The clingfoam covering wrapped itself around her ankles. She took 
hold of the wheel itself--it swung freely to her touch, disengaged 
from its systems--and her eyes narrowed as she tried to imagine 
the ship in purgatory. The hull would go transparent, the 
voidmarks glittering through.. . . 
In the compartment below, Chase Mago cleared his throat, and she 
came back to reality with a start. Sliding down the short ladder, 
she asked, "What happened to your old pilot? You can't have run 
this ship with just two people. " 
"Actually, we have been," the engineer answered. "Denis is a 
licensed pilot--can tune a ship, too, if you can believe him--and 
when Alex was offered a better post, Denis took over until we 
could find someone to replace him." 
"It looks like it's taken you quite a while," Silence commented. 

If they had been running short-handed, that would explain the 
surprisingly spartan commons: there would have been no time to 
arrange more than minimal comfort. 
Chase Mago shrugged. "It's hard to find a good pilot, and Denis 
believes in leaving our options open." 
Silence's lips tightened in spite of herself, but she could think 
of no safe response. Then there was a clattering from the 
hatchway, and Balthasar's voice echoed up from the lower deck. 
"Yo, Julie?" 
Chase Mago leaned into the ladder well. "Topside." 
Feet rattled on the ladder rungs below him, and Balthasar appeared 
in the opening, looking up with a quizzical expression. "There 
wasn't much after all. Come help me manage the homunculi." 
"I'll be right down." The engineer dropped through the hole 
without a backward glance. Silence hesitated, not sure if she were 
included in the order, of if she wanted to be, but then Balthasar's 
voice floated up over the rattling of the ladders. 
"Where's Silence?" 
"Coming," she called, and dropped down after them. 
The homunculi were waiting at the base of the cradle, three short, 
stunted, vaguely humanoid creatures, each with a metal-bound crate 
nested in the frame embedded in its shoulders. Balthasar, at the 
top of the catwalk, raised their control disk, and the crude faces 
turned toward him, dull glass eyes full of a false awareness. He 
adjusted the settings, and the homunculi shambled forward, apelike 
arms taking part of the weight off their forward-leaning torsos. 
Silence shrank back in spite of herself as they started up the 
stairway. 
"Silence?" Chase Mago pulled a key box from his pocket and tossed 
it in her direction. Startled, she batted at it, and knocked it 

clattering to the deck plates. 
"That's to the forward hold," Chase Mago said. "Go on ahead and 
unlock it, would you?" 
Silence nodded, scooping up the key, and ducked back into the 
ship. The lock responded willingly, and she folded back the stiff 
leaves of the hatch. The lights came on in the hold as she did so. 
"Watch yourself," Chase Mago called. 
Silence turned, and found her path blocked by the column of 
homunculi. Rather than risk their touch, she stepped into the 
hold, retreating up the slight incline toward the bow. The plates 
underfoot were soft and spongy, made of the same combination of 
elements as the baffles that surrounded the ship. 
The first homunculus loomed in the hatchway, levering itself over 
the low coaming with clumsy movements of its arms. Silence stepped 
to one side, almost tripping over one of the low, soft ridges that 
crisscrossed the stowage space. It shambled past her and the next 
one lifted itself stiffly into the hold. It was followed by a 
third, and then by Balthasar, who positioned himself to one side 
of the hatch, watching their progress with an anxious eye. Chase 
Mago, standing stooped to peer into the hold, gnawed on a 
thumbnail, guessing distances. 
"That looks all right," he said at last. His voice was without 
resonance in the padded compartment. 
Balthasar nodded and adjusted the disk again. The homunculi froze 
in their tracks. "Unload?" he asked, and Chase Mago shrugged. 
"Why not? We'll have to do most of the shifting by hand anyway." 
Balthasar moved the disk. Each homunculus reached over its 
shoulder, massive three-fingered paws closing surely over the 
crates on their backs. With surprising grace, they lifted the 
crates over their heads and set them on the floor-plates in front 
of them. 

 "Is there more?" Chase Mago asked. 
"No, this is it." Balthasar looked up as the engineer edged 
cautiously into the hold. "Where do you want these?" 
Chase Mago consulted a chart laminated to the bulkhead behind him. 
Then he pulled a small, thick notebook from his pocket and began 
flipping through the pages, mumbling to himself. "What is this, 
anyway?" 
"The usual," Balthasar answered airily. 
"Right." Chase Mago tucked the notebook away again and slid back 
the cover that protected the field controls. "Clear." 
Hastily, Silence stepped out of the stowage into the narrow 
corridor that ran between the two spaces. Behind her, light--the 
outward manifestation of a Newtonian field that would confine the 
cargo--flared briefly along the ridges, then coalesced to outline 
three widely spaced squares, two to her left, one to her right. 
Chase Mago cut the field, frowning. 
"The crates are light," Balthasar interposed. "It might be easier 
for us to move them than to try and tell the homunculi where to 
put them." 
Chase Mago sighed. "All right. You see where they have to go." 
"Sure," Balthasar said, and reached for the first of the crates, 
lifting it with apparent ease. 
Silence copied him, carefully staying out of the nearest 
homunculus's reach. It would not move without an express command 
and she knew it, but her skin crawled at the thought of its touch. 
The crate itself was lighter than it looked, but heavier than she 
had expected from Balthasar's attitude. She could barely raise it, 
and settled for shoving it along the decking, tipping it over the 
ridges into its proper place. Chase Mago did the same, and Silence 
was meanly gratified when she spotted the captain rubbing his back 

muscles. Balthasar was stronger than he looked, but not as strong 
as he pretended to be. 
Chase Mago straightened. "I can handle it from here," he said. Hie 
pulled a small, egg-shaped object from his pocket and tapped it 
against his palm, then set it to his lips and sounded a single 
note. Silence winced--even a pilot, not trained to listen for the 
fractional variations in pitch that concerned an engineer, could 
tell that the cargo was positioned out of tune. Chase Mago had a 
long, niggling job ahead of him, shifting the crates by 
millimeters until the ship was in tune again. 
"I'll get the homunculi back to the agency," Balthasar said 
quickly, and picked up the control disk, bringing the homunculi 
back to life. They straightened to their walking stance and turned 
slowly toward the hatch. Silence scrambled out of the way, then 
turned to the engineer, trying to pretend unconcern. 
"Do you need my help?" 
"No." Chase Mago's attention was on the problem in front of him, 
but he looked up long enough to smile at her. "Surely a pilot's 
not interested in tuning?" 
"Not quite," Silence said, and fled before he could accept her 
offer. 
Once in the commons, she drew herself another mug of coffee, less 
because she wanted it than to give herself an excuse for sitting 
at the table. God, she thought, I hate beginnings. And I'm not at 
all sure I want to make a beginning here. A three-way marriage.... 
Three-way marriage was considered, at best, peculiar in the 
Rusadir, even among the avowedly eccentric star-travellers. She 
knew of only one such triple among the ships that travelled Black 
Dolphin's roads, and the three--it had been two women, both of 
whom took care of the passengers on the tiny mail liner, and a 
man, the captain--had claimed that the arrangement existed only to 
guarantee rights if one of them died. But there had been something 
between them, something in the glances that passed between them, 
that gave the lie to their simple explanation. There had been a 

lot of gossip about them among the star-travellers, gossip and a 
sly exchange of looks and words every time the triple came into a 
bar. No, she had no desire to end up like that, the object of 
snide remarks and speculative glances. Better to begin again on 
Delos, no matter how hard that might be. 
That decision made, she felt a little less lost. Balthasar had 
suggested a long flight to Delos; she might as well begin plotting 
that course. She stuffed her mug into the cleaning slot and was 
already at the door of her cabin when Balthasar appeared on the 
ladder. 
"Silence?" he called. "You starting the course plot?" 
"I was going to." 
"How long do you think it will take?" 
"I don't know," Silence answered. "Are you taking on more cargo?" 
"No, this is it," Balthasar answered. 
Silence waited for a further explanation, but the captain smiled 
cheerfully at her and swung himself off the ladder. You could be a 
very irritating man to work for, Silence thought. I know perfectly 
well the only cargos as small as this one that pay expenses--never 
mind making a profit--are the illegal ones. "I think," she said 
carefully, "that if you want me to consider this scheme of yours 
seriously, you owe me an explanation." 
Chase Mago, stepping off the ladder behind Balthasar, gave a short 
bark of laughter. "She's right, Denis, you owe her." 
The captain made an odd gesture that was not quite a shrug. "All 
right. The cargo isn't precisely illegal--I've got genuine papers 
for it, it's going to its rightful owners, it isn't restricted-- 
but it is, well, sensitive. My employers pay very well to see that 
it arrives on Delos within certain time limits, without anyone 
asking awkward questions." 

Balthasar was a master of the art of talking without giving 
anything away, Silence thought sourly. He didn't say a thing I 
couldn't have figured out on my own. "And who are these 
employers?" 
Chase Mago cut in irritably. "It's a laundering operation, 
Silence. Loot fenced on Enkomi and Astapa buys iore on Ariassus 
and spring spice from the Madakh. That buys gems on Tartessos, and 
gems buy credit on Delos. And Delian credit buys anything, 
anywhere. We're just the couriers on the last leg." 
"And who pays you?" Silence asked, even though she suspected the 
answer. 
It was Balthasar who answered, with a grimace almost of pain. 
"Wrath-of-God." 
Silence shivered. Wrath-of-God was the greatest of the pirate 
combines that had dominated the starways from the Millennial Wars 
to the reformation of the Hegemony, and the only one to survive 
the police raids that had earned the Hegemon Adeben II his title 
of the Scourge. Wrath-of-God's power had been diminished since 
those days, when its squadrons had raided even Asterion with 
impunity, but its ships still roamed the Fringe, snapping up 
unwary, or unlucky, freighters. Black Dolphin had sighted one, 
once, or what they had thought was a Wrath-of-God ship: a sleek 
longship, barely more than a collection of weapons-turrets 
balanced on an outsized keel, travelling unmarked and with its 
identity beacon silenced. Dolphin had turned and run, back toward 
Tell Sukhas and its patrols, and when they had taken time to look, 
the unknown ship had faded from their screens. Bodua Leigh had 
refused to travel that route again, even after the Tell Sukhan 
patrols had made a sweep and claimed to have destroyed the pirate. 
Silence looked at Balthasar, at last able to identify the bleached 
patch of skin on his right cheek. The senior captains who ruled 
Wrath-of-God marked their men; that scar was the mark where their 
tattoo of a fire-eyed skull had been hidden or removed. 
Balthasar raised one hand to his cheek, rubbing two fingers over 
the mark as though her stare had made it hurt again. "We're not 

pirates," he said. "A half-and-half isn't really good enough any 
more, not to take the profitable cargos. Those travel in convoy 
anyway. We just handle the business end." 
"I see," Silence said. But I don't have to like it, she added to 
herself. No wonder they didn't tell me who they worked for. They 
knew I wouldn't even consider their scheme if I did. Well, they 
were right. I'll get this ship to Delos, and then I'll leave it-- 
so long as Balthasar keeps his part of the bargain. She shivered 
again at that thought. 
Balthasar had taken her silence for assent. "Can you have the 
course ready by tomorrow morning?" 
"Yes." 
"Good." Balthasar disappeared into the galley, returning a moment 
later with a mug of coffee. "Then I'll try to arrange a morning 
liftoff." 
Silence swallowed her protest. She could work out a course in six 
or seven hours, one that would bring the ship through in one 
piece. And if it wasn't a particularly easy passage--that would be 
one more reason for Balthasar to let her go once they reached 
Delos. "I'll get right on it," she said meekly, and stepped into 
her cabin. 
Latching the door behind her, she crossed to her bunk and pulled 
out the starbooks, then settled herself at the console, pulling 
out the tiny writing board to give herself more space in which to 
work. The Gilded Stairs had the best tables for this part of space 
and she flipped to them only to stare in surprise at a set of 
unfamiliar symbols. The treated paper felt odd beneath her 
fingers, far older than any of her own books. . . . She paged back 
quickly to the frontispiece, sought the date of imprint among the 
tangle of decoration. It read 781 N.A. Prewar, she realized 
wonderingly, touching the pages with more respect, but she could 
not remember the formula for changing the old "New Age" dates to 
the Standard Years of Rusadir and Hegemony. So how had a starbook 
printed before the Millennial War gotten into Bodua Leigh's cabin? 

It was not as though he shared his nephew's interest in things 
prewar that might lead to Earth. She turned back to the blank 
pages at the very front, hoping to find a bill of sale or some 
indication of ownership and found instead a small slip of paper, 
closely covered with her grandfather's spidery writing. 
"Silence," it began, "one of Otto's dealers came looking for him, 
wanted to sell this for the usual exorbitant price. I'd have sent 
him away, but for the initials in the beginning. Of course, he 
claims this was Gregor Mosi's very starbook and, well, I can't 
disprove it. In any case, I'd rather you had it than Otto. Happy 
early (or late) name-day, with love from your grandfather." There 
was no date. 
Silence looked automatically for the initials, but her sight was 
blurred by tears. She blinked them away, and found the tiny, 
intertwined G and M that might stand for Gregor Mosi, legendary 
pilot of the prewar era. Mosi had been her hero from the time she 
had first decided to become a pilot; he had discovered a dozen new 
worlds, made and lost a hundred fortunes--always in the most 
romantic fashion possible--and had finally disappeared while 
attempting to find an utterly alien planet, his ship presumably 
torn apart by the bizarre tuning of his harmonium. She stroked the 
pages reverently. This edition would no longer be of much use in 
travelling from star to star, but she could think of no better 
talisman for a pilot. Clearly, Bodua Leigh had thought so as well. 
After a moment, she sniffed and wiped her eyes hard. It was a good 
present, she told herself sternly, but of no practical use. You 
have a job to do, pilot. Get on with it. For a moment, she wished 
for her own up-to-date Gilded Stairs, but the Topoi's tables were 
almost as good. She turned to them, jotting down the relevant 
hieroglyphics and cross-referencing them. There was only one long 
route from Secasia to Delos, though there was a cluster of linked 
shorter routes that would have been her first choice under other 
circumstances. But Bal-thasar wanted a long route, and a long 
route he would get. She checked her notes again, and slid one hand 
down the column listing duration until she reached the proper 
time. Then she searched across the top of the table for the 
hieroglyph indicating the physical route, Secasia to Delos, and 

found the point of intersection. The sign indicated the Way of the 
Carts. The Topoi had better tables, but the Speculum Astronomi 
used a better system for noting the voidmarks. She flipped through 
the pages until she found the proper place, then propped her feet 
on the edge of her bunk, scanning the half-page of cryptic text 
and the accompanying symbols. But the picture, the dog-headed man 
who capered awkwardly atop a wheel turned by a blindfolded woman, 
the second woman who crouched in a corner shielding a fretted 
lamp, remained obstinately only a drawing. Nothing came to her but 
the sterile, common knowledge that was within the grasp of anyone 
who had read a standard hieroglyphica. The Carter's Road, as the 
Speculum named it, was a tricky route--that was the meaning of the 
crouching woman--and shielding the lamp suggested that the pilot 
should conserve strength and ship's power. The wheel stood for a 
random vortex, a twisted knot in heaven, reflecting the presence 
of some massive object existing on the material or submaterial 
planes. 
Silence sighed and closed the book, keeping a finger between the 
pages to mark her place. She took a deep breath and tried to 
relax, to reach the calm she needed if she was to read the 
voidmarks accurately. She was looking for a gate that was not a 
gate.... It was an old riddle, but it focused her mind admirably: 
true understanding was the key to true perception, her first 
teacher had said. The gates of which the pilots spoke were not 
really gates in the sense of being fixed locations in space and 
time. Rather, they were methods, ways of getting from one place to 
another in a set amount of time. Some--like the Carter's Road-- 
needed certain physical features in the space through which they 
passed, so that the ship could benefit from the ghostly, 
nonmaterial reflections of those objects. Others required nothing 
more than the pilot's understanding of the signs that marked them. 
Meta-physicists said that any place, if such a word could be used, 
in purgatory was exactly the same as all places, that all things 
existed there and that star travel was as much a matter of laying 
departure point and destination side by side as it was a matter of 
following rules and voidmarks. 
She opened the starbook again, and this time the meaning leaped 
out of the picture at her. The Carter's Road was a random vortex, 

with a blind spin clockwise and a nasty twist to it at the end. 
The way to get through it was to drive into the current, to ride 
with it, nursing the ship along just as the woman nursed her lamp, 
until the distorted reflection of a sun that was the center of the 
vortex, the hub of the wheel, came clear. And then you dove 
straight through. Silence blinked, and the vision faded slightly. 
The passage through purgatory would, in itself, be fairly simple, 
now that she had a coherent picture of the route. 
There was a tentative knock at the door. Silence glanced up at the 
chronometer as she reached for the button that would release the 
latch, and was surprised to realize that four hours had passed. 
The door slid open, and Chase Mago stood framed in the doorway, a 
dinner tray weighting his hands. 
"I thought you might be hungry by now," he said. 
"Oh, thank you." Silence had been so caught up in her work that it 
took a moment for the contents of the tray to register. Chase Mago 
grinned as her expression reflected sudden hunger. 
"Shall I set it on your desk?" 
"Please." Silence swept aside the starbooks and a sheet of paper 
covered with obscure symbols, and the engineer slid the tray onto 
the smooth surface, lifting the cover with something of a 
flourish. 
"It's the last real food we'll have for a couple of days," he 
said. "I didn't think you should miss out on it." 
"Thank you," Silence said again. It was an unexpected courtesy, on 
a new ship and from a couple of men who were little better than 
pirates, and she asked impulsively, "Why do you work for Denis?" 
Instantly, she wished she had said nothing. She had not meant to 
ask, and she was not sure she wanted to hear the answer. But Chase 
Mago only frowned momentarily. 
"You mean, why do I work for Wrath-of-God," he corrected without 

anger. 
"I suppose--" She hesitated, then answered honestly, "Yes." 
"Because they fight the Hegemony." Chase Mago was suddenly very 
serious. "They raid Hegemonic ships, and that hurts the Hegemon in 
a way the Rusadir could never manage. And, of course, Denis hates 
the Hegemony, too." He hesitated in his turn, absurdly unable to 
find a place for the tray cover. "I was supposed to tell you, we 
lift just before dawn, 0430 our time." 
Silence nodded, the moment in which she might have asked more 
questions clearly past. "I'll set my alarm." 
"Then I'll let you eat in peace...." The engineer's voice was lost 
in the hiss of the closing door. 
Silence stared after him. It made sense when she thought about it, 
and fit in better with her first impressions of the big engineer. 
Kesse had fallen, the Rusadir had lost, but the pirates still 
raided, and Chase Mago could turn that into a continuation of his 
own war. As long as the Hegemony suffered, he could accept the 
cost to the innocent. In spite of herself, her longstanding fear 
of politics, and her resolution to leave Sun-Treader as soon as 
she could, she found herself sympathizing with him. She pushed the 
thought away, and turned her attention to the dinner he had 
brought. She would put in another hour or two studying the marks, 
and then go to bed. 
She woke a few minutes before the alarm sounded, roused by her own 
internal time sense, and reached automatically to shut off the 
mechanism. Already, she could hear the others moving around in the 
common room--Chase Mago, probably, since the engineer had more to 
do to prepare for lift-off than either captain or pilot. But if he 
was up and about, it was more than time for her to go to work. She 
threw back the light coverlet and headed for the shower. The 
stinging water woke her fully, and she felt almost confident 
enough, when she emerged from the cloud of spray, to skip the 
ritual last minute review of the voidmarks. But not quite 
confident enough: the Speculum lay open on the console where she 

had left it the night before, and she glanced quickly over text 
and picture even as she wrestled herself into the clinging 
shipsuit and fastened the multiple seals. There was really nothing 
new to be learned, but the brief glance focused her mind, and put 
her into the proper mood for her art. 
The chronometer display read 0321. It was high time that she was 
on her way. Hastily, she dropped the starbooks back into the 
strongbox, then drew the security netting over the unmade bunk and 
swept a few loose baubles into the nearest drawer. Then she caught 
up the gloves and hood that matched her suit and stepped out into 
the common room. 
As she had expected, Balthasar was there, hunched over his mug of 
coffee, but Chase Mago had already disappeared into the engine 
room. The heavily baffled hatch was closed across the entrance, 
but a faint something, not sound but more than mere vibration, 
leaked out through it. Silence felt the familiar excitement rising 
in her belly, but she fought it down, and drew herself coffee and 
a bar of nutritional concentrate. Balthasar regarded her blearily, 
dark circles prominent under his eyes. 
"Did you have trouble getting clearance?" Silence asked. 
"Not exactly. Just the usual red tape and nuisance." Balthasar 
sighed, and seemed to see her for the first time. "You could have 
real food if you wanted it. The tow doesn't come for half an 
hour." 
Silence shook her head. "I'd rather not. I don't like to eat first 
thing in the morning." 
Balthasar grunted and returned to the morose contemplation of his 
coffee. Silence stared--she had not expected to find anything that 
could subdue the captain, least of all something so trivial as 
lack of sleep--then forced herself to pay attention to her own 
meal. The Carter's Road was five full minutes long, real time, 
which would translate to about five hours' subjective passage, and 
even if Balthasar could spell her in the early stages, she would 
need all her strength. 

 "Oh, captain?" 
"Um?" 
"Do you want to go over the route now, or later?" 
Balthasar sighed, rubbing his eyes. "Now, I suppose. How are we 
going?" 
"By the Carter's Road," Silence answered. 
Balthasar looked at her blankly. 
"The Way of the Carts?" she added. 
The captain nodded. "I know it. A wheel-road, right? Over and 
around, then through and out?" 
"That's right. I'd forgotten you were a pilot." 
Balthasar grinned, looking more like himself. "Of sorts. I can 
take some of the first leg, I think, once you've got us lined up." 
"That's what I was thinking," Silence agreed. 
"All right--" Balthasar's next words were cut off by a buzz from 
the wall monitor. With a glance of apology, he reached across the 
compartment for the response switch. "Sun-Treader." 
"Captain Balthasar? This is Kardal, your tow boss." 
"Yes. Are you ready to bring us out now?" Balthasar's irritated 
glance at the chronometer made it clear that the tow had arrived 
early. Silence hid her grin. 
"We're ready. whenever you are," Kardal answered. Even through the 
distorting speakers, his voice was appallingly cheerful. 
Balthasar glared at the monitor. "I'll be in the control room in 

two minutes to unlock the cradle." He switched from the exterior 
channel to the inside speaker without waiting for Kardal's answer, 
but turned to Silence before calling the engine room. 
"Would you mind making sure things are secured here?" 
Silence sighed, even though she knew that this was always the 
newcomer's job. "No." 
"Thanks." Balthasar turned his attention back to the monitor. 
"Julie?" 
The acknowledgement was indistinct, distorted by the rising wail 
of the harmonium. 
"The tow's here--yes, already. I'll want systems power in three 
minutes. Can you do it?" 
Silence didn't wait for the engineer's answer, or for Balthasar's 
grumbled acknowledgement. She collected the breakfast mugs and 
shoved them into the cleaning chute--they would be safe there for 
the flight--and then gave the common room a quick inspection, 
making sure that all the furniture was fastened to the decking and 
that the cabin doors were securely latched. Satisfied that nothing 
was likely to come loose and start wandering--a pseudo-animation, 
the result of the stimulation of the tiny amounts of spiritual 
substance present in every ordinary material object as the ship 
came closer to heaven, was one of the most disconcerting effects 
of purgatory--she followed Balthasar to the lower bridge. 
The captain was already strapped into his chair, his hands moving 
quickly across his controls, instruments coming alive at his 
touch. He nodded to Silence as she slipped into her place and 
settled her headpiece, featherweight earphones and microphone, as 
comfortably as possible. In the middle of the blinking confusion 
of newly activated instruments, the triple viewscreen flashed to 
life, two screens showing only the dull grey folds of the baffle 
curtains. The third showed the tow, an ugly rounded thing 
squatting on its treads in a narrow opening in the curtains. The 
top hatch was open and a man in Port Authority badges--Kardal--sat 

on the edge, a massive control wand in one hand. At the bottom of 
the screen, Silence could just see one of the homunculi that 
responded to that wand. It was better articulated than the 
carriers, thinner limbed and quicker moving, with outsized hands 
for attaching the two hooks to the cradle. 
"Is everything clear below, Julie?" Balthasar asked. 
"Everything's fine," Chase Mago answered. 
"Then I'm releasing the cradle lock," Balthasar said. He threw a 
series of switches, leaving a trail of orange warning lights in 
his wake, then touched a control stud. "Kardal?" 
In the screen, the tow boss raised his free hand to his earphones. 
"Here." 
"I've released the lock," Balthasar said. "You can make the link." 
"Right." Kardal answered and his image in the viewscreen gestured 
sweepingly with the control rod. The ship shuddered faintly as a 
homunculus jostled the cradle. 
Silence leaned back in her couch, deliberately divorcing herself 
from the liftoff preparations. None of this was her responsibility- 
-her job only started when they reached the twelfth of heaven, and 
crossed into purgatory. She watched idly as the link was made and 
tested, then braced herself against the first jostling as the tow 
got underway. The cradle was well stabilized, however, and the 
motion quickly settled to a rhythmic swing. 
The massive doors at the far end of the dock stood open to the 
half light of the hour before dawn. Cradle and tow moved between 
the last pair of tightly baffled freighters, and then the ship 
lurched sharply as the cradle passed from the smooth floor of the 
dock to the rougher pavement of the taxiway. The forward-focused 
viewscreens showed the tow and the long wedge of runway picked out 
by its lights. The third screen showed the port tower, black 
against the greying sky, the lights of the tracking room giving it 
a starlike crown. The stars themselves were hidden by a thin wash 

of cloud. 
In the screens, the tow bounced once, and then the cradle jerked 
again as it was dragged onto the launch table. Balthasar opened a 
line to the tow toss, reeling off a string of coordinates given 
him by the astrologers in the port tower. Kardal repeated them, 
and began edging the cradle around, so that the ship's bow was 
directed away from the sunrise, onto the most favorable line away 
from the planet, the line freest of solar and planetary influence. 
Balthasar watched his instruments intently. At last the ship was 
positioned to his satisfaction; he signaled Kardal, and waited 
with some impatience while one of the homunculi detached the tow 
link. Then the tow moved away, the homunculi clinging to the 
retracted link platform, and vanished into the bunker beside the 
taxiway. The heavily baffled gate slid shut behind it. 
"All set below, Julie?" Balthasar asked. 
"Whenever you're ready," the engineer answered. 
Balthasar reached across to the astrogation console set between 
the two couches and fiddled with the controls. In the tiny 
projection globe, a Ficinan model of Secasia's system sprang into 
existence, the five planets and their sun positioned accurately in 
relation to each other, the lines of harmony and dissonance, the 
musica mundana, visible as a ghostly flush of color ringing each 
of the worlds. Sun-Treader's course appeared as a vivid blue line, 
following what Silence recognized as the path of least resistance. 
She took a deep breath as Balthasar read off the last harmonium 
setting, unable to control her small excited smile. Balthasar 
grinned back at her as he activated the primary control board, 
posing his left hand delicately above the keys, the same eagerness 
in his eyes. 
"Secasia Control, Sun-Treader is ready to lift." 
The port tower answered promptly. "Acknowledged, Sun-Treader. You 
may lift when ready." 
"There must not be much traffic," Silence murmured. 

 "Not this early," Balthasar agreed. His hand was trembling 
slightly above the keys; he stilled it with an effort. "Julie, 
give me the first sequence." 
"Coming up." Chase Mago's voice was swallowed in the sudden surge 
of music as he opened the stops of the harmonium. The ship 
shuddered throughout its length and pulled free of the cradle. 
There was a second of fierce pressure, a massive weight on chest 
and stomach, and then Silence felt the familiar tingling deep in 
her bones as the harmonium's influence brought the entire ship 
into tune. In the screens, Secasia's surface fell away, the pull 
of the planet's elemental core cheated by the protective sphere of 
the music. 
The viewscreens flickered briefly as Sun-Treader burst through the 
veil of clouds, and Silence looked away, dizzied by the shifting 
images. The astroga-tion console showed that Sun-Treader was 
drifting slightly away from the planned course, attracted by some 
affinity between the ship's tuning and the music of one of 
Secasia's sister-worlds. She opened her mouth to point it out, but 
Balthasar's hand was already moving on his keyboard. In the 
chaotic music of the harmonium, a single note changed, and the 
pinpoint that was the ship steadied to its course. 
"Sun-Treader, this is Secasia Control. We confirm a successful 
liftoff, and that you're running true to your projection. You 
should be clear of planetary and solar influences in four hours. 
Good voyage!" 
Silence glanced at the captain, but his attention was still wholly 
on his instruments. "This is Sun-Treader," she said, keying on her 
own headset. "We copy your projection, and thanks for the good 
wishes." 
There was a faint burble of static, and then Secasia Control faded 
with its planet. Balthasar seemed to relax a little, though he 
still held his hands ready to correct the ship's flight. 
"Almost," he whispered. "Almost--there." 

 Silence felt it too, the sudden steadying as Sun-Treader reached 
its true flight line, the point at which the celestial harmonies 
were first discernible, not blocked by the noise of the planets. 
The sound of the harmonium faded, the affinity between its sound 
and the music of heaven easing the passage. At the same time, the 
meaningless velocity reading winked out. 
Balthasar sighed. "That does it. Now it's just a pleasure cruise 
'til we get out of the system. Thanks for dealing with Secasia 
Control, by the way." 
"No problem," Silence said, and tilted her chair back to its 
farthest position. The captain nodded approvingly. 
"Good idea." 
"Thanks," Silence said, and closed her eyes. 
As always, she did not mean to sleep, but the distant sound of the 
harmonium half hypnotized her, seeming perpetually on the verge of 
forming itself into a recognizable tune. Neither listening nor 
ignoring it would exorcise it; she lay back in the couch and let 
the music sweep through her. In no time at all, there was a hand 
on her shoulder. 
"Silence." 
She sat up, rubbing her eyes. The viewscreens showed the black of 
deep space, Secasia's sun a reddish pinpoint in one, the other 
stars faded and remote. They did not yet show the garish corona 
that marked the twelfth of heaven, but it was very close. "Time?" 
"Twenty minutes," Balthasar answered. "We'll be switching over to 
the upper register in ten." 
"Right." Silence unclasped her harness, stretching. "I'll go up 
now." 
For some reason, sleeping shipboard was twice as restful as any 

other steep, and drowsiness never seemed to linger afterward. She 
stretched again, and was fully awake, ready to face the passage 
through purgatory. Underfoot, the decking and then the rungs of 
the ladder felt faintly sticky, as though she had stepped in glue. 
It was another effect of the harmonium, and she noticed it only as 
one more indication that everything was working properly. In the 
upper control room, she settled her feet in the recesses before 
the wheel and methodically set about activating all the control 
systems, first locking the yoke so that it could not move. Then 
she opened her intercom link and announced, "I'm ready to take the 
con." 
"All right," Balthasar said. "Julie, we're ready to go to the 
upper register." 
"Switching over," Chase Mago answered. 
All around them, the keelsong changed. It deepened, and at the 
same time gained a whole new range of sound, floating above the 
first notes. The dome of the hull quivered, a trembling beginning 
at the base, then running up the walls to meet above Silence's 
head, and then quietly fading to translucence. The stars shone 
through, ringed by unmoving halos of fire. She took a deep breath, 
setting her hands on the yoke in front of her, and saw without 
surprise the bones gleaming beneath her skin, webbed by a ruby 
lace of veins and arteries. They had entered purgatory. 
"You have control, Silence." Balthasar's voice sounded in her 
ears, and her hand had already reached for the lock, snapping it 
aside, before she answered properly. 
The yoke moved smoothly under her hand, as smoothly as she had 
expected, with the hint of resistance that meant all the controls 
were working properly. She smiled, allowing herself a brief moment 
to savor the experience of flying a new ship, then turned her 
attention to her course. The stars were fading as their coronae 
brightened: they had passed the first twelfth long ago. She took a 
deep breath and sought her voidmarks. 
Almost immediately, the Carter's Road took shadowy form before 

her, first the curve of the great wheel's rim, the fire-edged 
ghost of the spoke, then the entire shape of the cart wheel, 
turning lazily against a purple starfield splotched with the gaudy 
coronae of uncountable suns. Silence marked her course with a 
practiced eye: over the top, onto the rim and then down it, moving 
with its spin, then down the center of a lower spoke and out 
through the white-hot hub. The wheel grew larger and larger as the 
ship approached, and Silence adjusted her course to bring the ship 
in over the top of the monstrous image. She brought Sun-Treader 
down slowly, turning it to lay the keel against the apparently 
molten surface of the rim. The ship sank into it, shuddering. 
Silence clung to her bucking controls, blinking and unable to 
spare a hand to shield her eyes from the fierce glare that 
enveloped her. Then the ship struck the stability she had known 
would be there, and the light faded to a bearable glow. 
Cautiously, she lifted one hand from the control yoke and, when 
the shuddering did not begin again, rubbed at her watering eyes. 
This was the easy part of the passage, now that the ship was 
positioned properly. Sun-Treader could be relied upon to stay on 
this course without much attention from her, until the time came 
to turn into the spoke--in fact, if she never touched the yoke, 
Sun-Treader would simply circle the cart wheel until the elemental 
water that powered the harmonium was utterly exhausted. She 
relaxed, her hands loose on the controls, and watched the shifting 
lights around her. Sun-Treader seemed to float on a river of fire, 
beneath a sky of fiery cloud. All around her, the hull had faded 
to nothing, except underfoot, where the specially compounded metal 
resisted the translucence of purgatory. The cloth of her shipsuit 
contained traces of the same compound, spun fine by witchwomen on 
Castax and Akra-Leuke, decently veiling bone and blood and organs. 
After a time she could not define, there was a hand on her 
shoulder. She turned, and met Balthasar's eyes, twin points of 
green light glowing in a face that was as much skull and brain as 
flesh. Wrath-of-God's skull tattoo was sketched ghostly on his 
cheek. 
"The clock's ticked once, so I figure we're about halfway," he 
said. "I'll spell you, if you like." 

 "Thanks," Silence said. She leaned away from the controls, 
allowing Balthasar to slip in front of her, then relinquished her 
grip on the yoke. Around her, the voidmarks faded, becoming 
insubstantial shadows of what they had been. She reached for the 
ladder, a transparent shimmering in the air, and carefully felt 
her way to the lower control room. The fittings there were made of 
the resistant metal; the consoles appeared perfectly solid, though 
the screens and readouts were dark, the chronometer frozen at the 
instant in which they had entered purgatory. Or not quite at that: 
Balthasar had said it had clicked once since then. 
She dropped down the second ladder to the oddly quiet common room, 
her feet clinging to the soft tiles of the deck. There was fruit 
juice in the galley's ready box, and she drove a straw into the 
soft pack, but set it aside after the first sip. She would not 
need the distraction of a full bladder when it came time to make 
the turn from the rim to the spoke. Spurred by that thought, she 
went into her own cabin to relieve herself, then stretched slowly 
to work out the stiffness of the first half of the trip. Then she 
returned to the lower control room. 
The chronometer had changed again--she had not been in the commons 
for very long, she thought, but then real time passed irregularly 
in purgatory. She climbed to the next level and stood frowning for 
a moment, willing the voidmarks into existence again. They 
resisted at first, obstinately refusing to come clear, but then 
the pattern formed. The spoke loomed overhead--Balthasar had 
turned the ship onto its back, sparing her the chore and making 
the course change that much easier. 
"Thanks," she said again. "I can take it now."' 
"You timed it perfectly," Balthasar answered, and slid out of her 
way gracefully. 
She nodded, and instantly forgot him as she began to line up the 
ship for the turn down the spoke. Amid the tongues of fire, she 
could see the line of least resistance, marked by the eddies that 
curled to either side. She eased the ship toward it, nudging the 

control yoke. The ship bucked, protesting. At last she had Sun- 
Treader aligned with the current she wanted, and she leaned hard 
into the wheel, forcing the ship into the turn. It came around 
sluggishly at first, and then the current caught it, sweeping it 
forward down the spoke toward the glowing line that marked the 
hub. The controls leaped in her hands, struggling to get free, as 
the ship's apparent speed increased, so that Sun-Treader seemed to 
be pulled toward certain annihilation at the center of the wheel. 
The hub changed shape, too, as they approached, going from a line 
to a disk, the celestial reflection of a star. In spite of long 
experience, Silence tensed, bracing herself for the collision-and 
then the ship burst through, like a Gresham's tiger through a 
flaming hoop. She was suddenly aware of a change of pitch, and the 
quick conversation in her earphones as the ship went from 
purgatory to the mundane universe. The ship had been falling out 
of purgatory even as she flew down the spoke, she realized, the 
approach to the material somehow translating to an apparent 
increase in speed. Automatically, she reached to secure the yoke, 
turning control back to Balthasar. 
"--respond, please. Delos Approach One, this is DRV Sun-Treader, 
respond, please." 
That was Balthasar's voice in her ears, quick and mechanical as he 
concentrated on the dozens of readouts suddenly alive on the 
boards below. The deck shuddered delicately underfoot as Sun- 
Treader passed the invisible border of the Delian system, and that 
faint motion released Silence from her near-trance. She would be 
needed below, if only to handle the initial conversations with 
Delos Approach, and Customs, and whoever else might be interested 
in their arrival. She stepped onto the ladder, then kicked free 
and slid the rest of the way to the control room deck. Strapping 
herself into her couch with one hand, she reached for the 
communications switches with the other. 
"I can take that now," she said. 
Balthasar nodded, his eyes fixed on the projections in the screens 
before him. One was a two-dimensional copy of the Ficinan model in 
the projection globe, the others were representations of Delos 

itself, each webbed with the lines representing the standard 
approach roads. "See if you can get through," he said, without 
taking his attention from the readouts. Around them, the ship 
shuddered and leaped, the harmonium quavering as he fought toward 
a harmonious bearing. "I need to know which Roads they want us to 
come in by." 
Silence adjusted the frequency knobs. "Delos Approach One, this is 
DRV Sun-Treader, respond, please." 
"Sun-Treader, this is Delos Primary Approach." The voice in her 
earphones was a woman's, cheerful beneath the competence. "We have 
you on our scopes, and we suggest you funnel into the Saefrin 
Roads, with descent to St. Harbin's field controlled by their 
speaker." 
Silence reached for the navigation plot, keyed in the information 
she had been given. Balthasar's nod was a mere formality. "Agreed, 
Primary Approach. The Saefrin Roads, and then a landing on St. 
Harbin's field. Would you bespeak a berth there for us?" She 
glanced at Balthasar before adding, "Class four." 
"Done, Sun-Treader," Approach answered promptly. 
"In the Roads," Balthasar said quietly. The vibration slackened 
perceptibly. 
"We are in the Roads, Approach One," Silence said. 
"Confirmed by our musonar," Approach answered. "You will switch to 
St. Harbin's beam at the planetary perimeter." 
Silence glanced at the navigation projection and found the pale 
halo of blue surrounding the pinpoint world, marking the edge of 
planetary influence. Balthasar had already set up a course, a 
simple curve skirting the influence of Delos's single sisterworld. 
"ETA to transfer is five hours, twenty-three minutes," Approach 
went on. Remain in the Roads, and you'll have no trouble with 

local traffic. Delos Primary Approach out." 
"Thank you, Primary Approach," Silence said, but there was no 
answer. 
Balthasar nodded to her. "I can handle it from here, if you want 
to rest. That was a long flight." 
Silence's answer was choked by a yawn that caught her unaware. "It 
was that." 
"Take a rest," Balthasar urged. "I'll wake you well before the 
final approach." 
"All right, thanks." She had tilted the couch to its most 
comfortable position before she realized that he had read her real 
hesitation about sleeping now: she did not want to miss her first 
landing on Delos. He had been good about other things, too, she 
thought, her mind dulled by the subjective hours at the wheel. 
He's different in space. He had showed up when she needed him to 
take over, let her handle the secondary control room jobs--no, he 
had simply assumed that she would do them, as any pilot would, 
then done his own part without fuss or bother. It could be good to 
work for a man like that, no matter who paid for his cargos.... 
Hold on, now, she told herself sharply. This is no time to make 
your decision. Wait til we land, til you've had a good night's 
sleep, and then you can decide. 
Chapter 3 
"Silence." 
There was a hand on her shoulder, too. She gasped and tried to sit 
up, but the protective webbing held her back. 
"Sorry," Balthasar said, "but I didn't think you'd want to miss 
this." 
"No," Silence said slowly, and pulled her couch upright. All three 
screens were filled with the disk of Delos, a perfect grey-black 

circle defined by the diamond-ring effect of Delos's sun, thrown 
into artificial eclipse by their angle of approach. The planet 
itself was not entirely dark, however. The surface was webbed with 
light, the pattern broken by banks of cloud that could not 
completely hide the reflection of the cities' lights. No, not 
cities, Silence thought. All of Delos was a city, or so the books 
and films said, a single vast urban area that filled every 
available meter of solid land and spilled out into the ocean which 
they farmed so assiduously. 
That single city made it beautiful, too, glittering and spangled 
like one of the festival balls that dove and swooped above the 
midsummer crowds on Cap Bel. 
The voice of the planetary approach controller sounded in her 
ears, making her jump again. "Sun-Treader, this is Saefrin Local. 
Everything looks good from here. You'll enter atmosphere in twentyeight 
minutes; switch over to St. Harbin's Field Control now." 
"Thanks, Saefrin," Balthasar answered, before Silence could 
recover enough to respond. "We'll take it from here." 
A new voice cut in immediately, young and brisk and male. "'Sun- 
Treader, this is St. Harbin's Field Control. We'll transmit a 
tuning beam whenever you're ready." 
Balthasar flipped an intercom switch. "Julie?" 
"I'm ready to record," Chase Mago answered promptly. 
Silence glanced at the captain, who nodded. "Field Control, this 
is Sun-Treader," she said. "We're ready for the tuning beam." 
"Transmitting," Field Control answered, and a moment later Chase 
Mago announced, "Transmission received and recorded." 
Silence passed that on to Field Control, received his updated 
estimate of the time to atmosphere, then relaxed against her 
cushions to watch Balthasar work. Liftoff and landing were 
properly the captain's responsibilities, but on Black Dolphin, as 

her grandfather aged and his touch on the controls became less 
sure, she had taken over more and more of his technical duties. It 
felt very good, not to have to feel out the approach line on a 
world as crowded as Delos.... As though to emphasize her relief, a 
tiny speck of light, the bronze reflection from some in-systems 
ship's keel, drifted across the central screen, well down and 
ahead of their flight path. The musonar screen showed even more 
ships around them, the specks of light swarming like a cloud of 
gnats. 
Balthasar was obviously used to the difficulties of the descent. 
His eyes flickering from musonar to the course plot, now replacing 
the picture of Delos in the left-hand screen, he brought the ship 
into line, then, as the St. Harbin's beam came on, brought her 
down into the atmosphere, laying the keel against the beam, using 
it to cheat the shattering dissonance of Delos's core. Sun-Treader 
shivered, passing through the layers of air, but the trembling 
never threatened his easy control. They sank rapidly toward St. 
Harbin's field, flashing through the cloud layer, and Balthasar's 
hands tensed over his keys. The course plot showed a plan of the 
field, their cradle drawn in flashing red. 
"Stand by for breaking harmony, Julie," he murmured. 
"Ready," Chase Mago answered. 
Balthasar did not answer. He watched the screen intently, and 
Silence found herself tensing. This was the trickiest part of 
landing, when the ship was riding the field beam down toward its 
cradle. That beam had to be interrupted, its hold on the ship 
broken, before the ship smashed full speed into the field 
harmonium. Judging the right moment to switch the ship's harmonium 
to a dissonant chord was a knack she had never had; her landings 
tended to be rough, cutting the beam too soon. But Balthasar was 
waiting too long; the field buildings were distinct in the screen. 
She thought she could see a laggard vehicle disappearing into a 
bunker.... Her. hands closed on the couch arms, and she bit her 
tongue to keep from shouting to Chase Mago. 
"Now, Julie!" Balthasar cried. 

 The pitch of the harmonium split painfully, reforming with a 
grating shriek that set Silence's teeth on edge. The sudden change 
racked her guts, but the ship slowed perceptibly. Inertia carried 
it down further, slowing all the way, until it settled easily into 
the cradle. Instantly, padded clamps reached for the hull, and a 
new bank of lights sparked green along the top of the captain's 
board. 
"Cut power," Balthasar ordered. He wore a small, satisfied smile. 
"Power's off," Chase Mago answered. The song of the harmonium 
faded, leaving a quiet that was almost tangible. 
A new voice spoke into the stillness. "Sun-Treader, we're ready to 
bring you in. There's another ship on your tail, so we need to get 
moving." 
Balthasar stopped trying to loosen his webbing and looked up at 
the face reflected in the screen above him. The lights from the 
main tower made the field as bright as day. "Tage Rolin, isn't 
it?" 
"Yes, Captain Balthasar. I hope your trip was fortunate?" 
"Decent," Balthasar answered. "All my locks show green. Go ahead 
and hook us up." He waited until the harshly lit image in the 
screen had given orders to the team of homunculi before he asked, 
"Is all well with you?" 
"Tolerable, captain, tolerable," Rolin answered. His voice became 
suddenly formal. "Hookup is complete." 
"I show that green," Balthasar answered. 
"Stand by for the tow," Rolin said. 
"Ready when you are," Balthasar answered, and a moment later the 
ship and cradle lurched forward together. 

There were more docks on this field than on the Rusadir worlds 
where Black Dolphin had traded, a triple rank to either side of 
the main control complex, and Silence could not begin to count the 
tuner's sheds and other supporting buildings. Like any newcomer, 
she switched from camera to camera, staring eagerly at each new 
perspective. 
The cradle turned a corner then, off the taxiway to the broad road 
that ran along the perimeter of the field, then turned again to 
pass between the dock buildings. The door of one, almost in the 
center of the row, was open, and in spite of herself, Silence 
breathed a sigh of relief. She had not thought to confirm that 
Primary Approach had found a dock space for them; on some worlds, 
that failure would guarantee delays, bad docking, and inflated 
prices. But then, Delos lived on the starships. It would not pay 
to cheat them. 
The tow nudged ship and cradle into the empty berth between two 
tightly baffled superfreighters, carefully avoiding the customs 
team that was already waiting beside the smaller, pedestrians' 
entrance, their sensor pack resting on the back of a patient 
homunculus. As soon as the cradle was in place, Balthasar bolted 
from his couch to secure the curtains, leaving Silence to make her 
way more slowly down the ladder to the common room. Chase Mago, 
emerging from the engine room, had the desperately alert 
expression of a man trying to keep from falling asleep on his 
feet. Silence drew him a cup of coffee, then, at his despairing 
grimace, found the bottle of wake-up pills behind the spice 
dispenser. The engineer swallowed them dry, then reached for the 
coffee with a little more spirit. 
Balthasar returned with the customs team then, calling from the 
bottom of the ladder for the ship's papers. Chase Mago set his 
coffee aside and went to fetch them from Balthasar's cabin, along 
with the two sets of identification papers. Silence collected her 
own documents from the strongbox and followed Chase Mago to the 
cargo deck. 
The customs team had split up, one man probing the forward cargo 
compartment with a bell-mouthed sensor, a second directing a 

slender wand at the bulkheads around him, the third conferring 
with Balthasar over the bills of lading. The captain accepted the 
ship's registry documents with a quick nod of thanks, then turned 
back to the customs man's questions. The second officer finished 
his examination of the lower level and vanished up the ladder to 
the crew deck. Silence leaned against the bulkhead, out of the way 
of the man with the bell-mouthed machine. She would be the last, 
as the least senior, to have her papers checked. The customs man 
got around to her at last, asking the routine questions--name, 
birthplace, planet of origin, citizenship--in a voice that was 
neither bored nor particularly interested. Silence answered, 
handed over her papers, and waited while they were photoflashed 
and the important information circled on the copies. 
"Good enough," the customs man said. He flipped through the sheets 
of photoflash paper. "Denis Balthasar, captain; Julian Chase Mago, 
engineer; Silence Leigh, pilot. That's your full crew?" 
Balthasar nodded. 
"Permanent, or will anyone be leaving here?" the customs man went 
on. 
"Julie and I are permanent," Balthasar answered, and glanced at 
Silence. 
"I'll be staying on, too," Silence answered, then looked quickly 
at Balthasar. "If you're willing." 
"It was your choice," Balthasar murmured. "Sieur Anane, I believe 
I'm required to file intent papers if I plan to marry an offworlder. 
Can that be done through you, or do I have to visit the 
licensing bureau?" 
Anane gave the pilot a sidelong glance, and Silence felt herself 
blushing fiercely. No, I'm not like that, I'm only marrying him 
for convenience's sake, she wanted to say, but it was too late 
now. The customs man was droning on about the various legal 
requirements, forms to be filed and medical scans to be completed, 
and Balthasar was nodding attentively at every pause. Oh, why did 

I ever say I was permanent crew? she wailed silently. I could've 
found other work here, found another ship--one that doesn't fly 
for Wrath-of-God. But it would have been another beginning, she 
reminded herself, and these two are good to work with, a smooth, 
quick-working crew. I work well with them, and they haven't 
hassled me at all. And besides, she added firmly, it's too late to 
back out now. 
"--and for Sieur Chase Mago," Balthasar finished, and Silence 
brought herself back to reality with a start. 
The customs man, filling out registration forms, looked from pilot 
to engineer with a startled, disapproving expression on his face. 
"A triple?" 
"Good God above," Silence began, and Balthasar gestured for her to 
be quiet. 
"That's right," he said, with perfect equanimity. 
Anane had the grace to blush. "I beg your pardon, sieura, sieurs." 
He finished stamping the three forms, using the homunculus's 
casing as a writing board, then passed them back to Balthasar. 
"Captain, since you're a citizen, I don't need to remind you of 
local regulations. Information on trading combines, markets, 
currency exchange, and so on is available in the Port Authority 
library for a nominal fee. The librarians there can give you a 
more exhaustive catalog if you're interested." The customs man who 
had been investigating the crew deck slithered down the ladder 
again, giving Anane the slightest of nods as he did so. Anane 
nodded back. "Well, captain, it seems everything's in order. 
You're free to do as you please. I hope your stay is pleasant." 
"I'm sure it will be," Balthasar answered, and the customs team 
disappeared out the hatch. He looked at Silence then, obviously 
somewhat at a loss for words. "Well--" 
"Thank you, Silence," Chase Mago interrupted. The stimulant was 
working; he looked almost awake now. "I am glad you decided to 

stay." 
"Yes, thank you," Balthasar added gratefully. "How are you 
feeling, Julie? Awake enough for a ride into the city center?" 
"Yes, I suppose," Chase Mago answered. "Why?" 
"It'll take a while for the papers to be processed," Balthasar 
answered. "I figured we'd be here at least two weeks, so why stay 
shipboard? I got us a suite at the Parsley Vine." 
The name meant nothing to Silence, but Chase Mago raised an 
eyebrow. "Let's hope the factor has more work, then." 
"He will," Balthasar said. "You're sure you feel up to going in 
now?" 
"Oh, yes. But I've got packing to do, if we're staying." Frowning 
vaguely, Chase Mago hauled himself back up the ladder to his own 
cabin. 
"Two weeks, you said?" Silence asked. 
"About that." Balthasar shrugged. "The factor tends to take his 
own time finding us work, and I thought you might like to see a 
little of Delos." 
"Thanks." Silence stumbled a little over the word, surprised by 
the sudden, casual kindness. "Then I guess I've got some packing 
to do, too." 
There was not that much she needed to take with her. The starbooks 
would have to come, of course--she could not risk losing them--and 
her good clothes, but that would hardly fill a carryall. Shoes, 
toilet kit, jewelry box.... From what she had read of Delos, she 
would look drab indeed compared to the flamboyant star-travellers, 
merchant captains and adventurers all, who populated this world. 
She hesitated a moment, then switched on the section of her 
monitor that was tied in to the standard local-conditions channel. 
The narrow screen flashed white, then settled down again. Silence 

contemplated the list of options--transit schedules, library 
codes, a list of advertising tapes coded by service.... Among the 
last was a list of major banking houses and commercial 
institutions with offices on Delos, and she wondered briefly if 
Denis's factor, Wrath-of-God's business representative on this 
planet, would be listed among them. 
There was no time for that sort of speculation, she told herself 
sternly, and pressed the keys that called up the local weather 
forecast. The screen filled momentarily with stars, then the stars 
moved off the screen and words crowded on after them. 
"Current conditions, St. Harbin's Field and St. Harbin's mainurb. 
Time, 0449 hours of twenty-five. Temperature, twelve point four 
degrees centigrade. Precipitation, none; humidity, low. 
Probability of precipitation negligible. Two-day prediction--" 
Chill then, and dry, Silence thought, turning away from the 
screen. The next days' weather didn't matter to her, nor did the 
local season: she was bringing all of her shore clothes with her 
anyway. She fumbled momentarily in her carryall, then brought out 
a rich blue tunic and the tights that matched it. She unsealed the 
shipsuit, fighting the clinging material down over her hips, then 
pulled on the tights and the loose tunic, adjusting the waist tabs 
without a glance at the reflective panel on the back of the cabin 
door. The sleeves were very full, and the tight cuffs turned them 
into more than adequate pockets. She slipped her passport folder 
into the left sleeve, along with a thin book of universal cash 
slips and the card with her starbank access code, then zipped 
closed the cuff. Then she fitted the clear plastic shields over 
her feet, wriggling her toes to make sure that the treated 
substances would cling securely to each other. She glanced quickly 
at her reflection: she was very pale, but the pallor was in 
striking contrast to her black hair and the rich blue of her 
clothes. In any case, there was no time to spare for makeup. She 
tossed the shipsuit hastily into a drawer, caught up the carryall, 
and hurried from the cabin. 
The other two were waiting by the main hatch, each with a carryall 
slung across his shoulder. Silence was glad to see that they had 

changed clothes, too, and for a wonder, neither remarked on her 
tardiness. Chase Mago wore the plain trousers and high-collared 
shirt common in the Rusadir; the colors were dull, but the fabric 
was expensive and the three buttons that closed the collar and the 
off-center opening of the shirt were carved from glowing, semiprecious 
stones. As she had half expected, Balthasar was more 
elaborately dressed, in a loose, wide-sleeved coat that hung open 
over a full shirt and tight trousers, but it was a style that gave 
no clue to his origins. He turned to meet her, and the coat swung 
open further, revealing the low-slung belt that carried his 
heylin. 
"Do you think we'll need that?" she asked. 
Balthasar frowned momentarily, then touched the gun butt gently. 
"This? I doubt it. But it's better to be prepared." He swung the 
coat closed again, the heavily brocaded facings holding it shut, 
concealing the weapon. "The Watchers will register it, of course, 
but they won't report it unless I have to use it, in which case 
I'm sure I'll want their intervention. Are you ready?" 
Watchers? Silence thought, but nodded anyway. "Whenever." 
They caught the tubetrain from the St. Harbin's Field station to 
the mainurb, carefully avoiding the lower levels where the crosscontinental 
trains came and went. There were a surprising number 
of people in the car, but except for that, Silence could see no 
difference between Delos and half a hundred other worlds. They 
left the train at Anagra Market, Balthasar leading them through 
the crowd with practiced ease, and rose the long stairwalk to the 
surface. There was light above them, Silence realized abruptly, a 
strong orange light that mimicked sunlight. Or perhaps it was 
sunlight, though she could think of no sun that would produce such 
odd, harsh colors. And then the stairs rose above the surface, and 
she stumbled forward, staring, onto the hard-glazed tiles of the 
market plaza. 
There was no night on Delos. The sky overhead was black and shiny 
as enamel, but stars and even moons were drowned by the thousands 
of lights that played on the streets of the mainurb. Twin ranks of 

trees flanked the plaza, and each tree was filled with lights, 
each twig seeming to sprout a bulb of fire. The reason for the 
glaring brilliance was instantly obvious. The market was alive 
with merchants even at this hour, from mere peddlers who sold 
their gaudy wares from trays in the middle of the pedestrian 
walkways to vendors with carts to the brightly lit storefronts 
that surrounded the plaza. Hundreds--thousands--of potential 
buyers made their way past the carts and squatting peddlers. Some-- 
usually young men and women in the too-smart clothes that marked 
clerks from Athos Maria to Tartessos--rushed past without looking 
at the goods spread out before them. More paused to look or to buy 
or to exchange banter with one or another of the sellers. Silence 
shook her head, almost overcome by a feeling like vertigo. It was 
night, there should be quiet-- 
Balthasar caught her arm, pulling her out of the way of a hurrying 
knot of men in factory-hands' coveralls. "You can shop tomorrow 
afternoon," he said. "But for now, I think we'd better be getting 
to the Vine." 
"Of course," Silence answered automatically, glad he hadn't 
guessed the real reason for her hesitation. "It'll be good to get 
in." 
Their path to the Parsley Vine--Silence was still not sure if it 
was a hotel or a transients' apartment house, or indeed, why 
Balthasar had not found them rooms in the Pale--took them along 
the edge of the market, in the broad walk between the shopfronts 
and the first rank of carts. At the end of the plaza, Balthasar 
darted to his left, onto a broad street less crowded but as 
brightly lit as the plaza. The sudden change of course took even 
Chase Mago by surprise. Trying to follow, Silence was first 
separated from the engineer, then pushed by the crowd toward the 
massive statue that stood squarely in the center of the 
intersection of street and plaza. Trying to avoid a collision, she 
slipped and nearly fell. Glancing down, she saw she had stepped 
onto a ring of bright red tile that surrounded the statue's 
pedestal. There was a grating sound above her, and she looked up 
to find the statue staring down at her, its deep-carved eyes 
suddenly alive and glowing. Frightened, she stepped back quickly, 

off the tiles. Instantly the eyes closed, and the massive, leonine 
head swiveled stiffly back to its original position. 
"Silence!" Balthasar waved to her from the side of the avenue and, 
shaken, she worked her way through the crowd to join him. 
"What is that thing?" 
"A Watcher," Balthasar answered, a note of pride in his voice. 
"There's one at most of the important intersections. They're 
controlled by a magus, who sees through their eyes, hears through 
their ears. Usually he just moves from one to another at random, 
but if you step over the ring it alerts him, and he checks on the 
particular Watcher that called." 
"I see." Silence glanced back over her shoulder. The statue once 
again crouched unmoving on its base, empty eyes half-lidded. It 
was just another application of the principles that created 
homunculi, she told herself--but she disliked the homunculi as 
well. It was one thing to deal with the ordinary low magi, who 
helped tuners, handled communications, and generally worked with 
star-travellers and mechanics to make life easier. It was anotherthing 
to deal with the high magi, who manipulated not only matter 
but the sub- and super-material planes as well, or with their 
creations. She shivered and turned away, following Balthasar up 
the long street. 
The Parsley Vine was not what she had expected at all, neither a 
hotel nor an apartment complex, but closer to the travellers' inns 
usually found only in the Pale. It was a tall building, the base 
taking up almost the entire block, the upper stories set back, so 
that the building resembled a stair-stepped glass pyramid topped 
by a glass obelisk. The obelisk was darkened except for a ring of 
warning lights, and she craned her head to see better. Balthasar 
nudged her and pointed saying, "Greenhouse." 
Silence nodded, and followed him through the thick archway of the 
main doors. While Balthasar paused at the concierge's desk, Chase 
Mago handed is carryall to a youth in sober building livery. 
Silence stared at the lobby, entranced. There were shops and a 

cafe against the walls, and the open atrium was dominated by a 
broad pool, where water rippled down the channeled sides of a 
central pyramid. In opposite corners, stairwalks coiled together 
like snail shells, or the double helix so important to the 
ancients. Fountain and stairwalks alike were mechanical; when they 
reached their suite, one wall of the main room was filled with 
monitor screens and controls for the room's various elaborate 
systems. No other planet Silence had visited had been so lavish in 
the use of mechanical devices--most worlds were forced to restrict 
them to protect the magi and their Art from the mechanical 
interference that could disrupt even the best-shielded harmonics. 
But then, Delos was crowded enough to need these systems, and, 
more importantly, it was not a great center for the Art. Merchants 
could live with minor interference as the magi could not. 
There was no time to consider the subject further. Chase Mago had 
already claimed the first bedroom, dropping the painted curtain 
behind him without a word spoken. Balthasar shrugged, and pointed 
to the ladder set against one wall. 
"There're two more bedrooms up there. Take your pick." 
"Aren't you coming up?" Silence asked, and immediately regretted 
it. 
Balthasar smiled. "I'm flattered. But I've got some calls to make-- 
let the factor know I'm here, and where here is, for a start." He 
dropped his bag in one corner and pulled a chair up to the 
communications board. 
Silence shrugged to herself and, slinging her bag more securely 
across her shoulders, climbed to the loft. There was little more 
there than the two bedrooms, each containing a bed and a storage 
chest that would double as a chair. The entire suite was much 
smaller than it looked at first glance, she realized suddenly-- 
another triumph of mechanical design. Above her, the glass wall of 
the building slanted up and back, the sky growing grey behind it. 
She frowned. In a few hours, the sun would be up, and the thin 
painted-paper curtain would be no protection from the glaring 
light.... As if he had read her mind, Balthasar leaned out of his 

chair, stretching to reach the window controls. The glass darkened 
abruptly, cutting off all sight of the outside world. Silence 
sighed and went on into the bedroom, dropping the curtain behind 
her. 
The first week on Delos passed in a whirl. The unending activity 
of the Delians--nearly all the businesses operated on a twentyfive 
hour schedule to accommodate the star-travellers--unnerved 
Silence at first, and she was disoriented by Balthasar's 
determination to keep to ship-time, so that their day was 
planetary night. At Chase Mago's insistence, however, the captain 
shifted their sleep-wake cycle until it coincided with planetary 
night and day, and Silence found herself more at ease among the 
hurrying crowds. But the starless, moonless sky still bothered 
her, and after dark she would not look up, demanding that the 
windows be blanked as soon as night fell. As her sense of time 
steadied, she began to find the patterns amid the confusion, 
learning to find her way through the maze of streets and markets 
that surrounded the Parsley Vine. With Balthasar and Chase Mago, 
she filled out an endless number of applications and depositions 
for the marriage, and each flimsy sheet and scrawled set of 
signatures made it a little easier to contemplate. The more papers 
she signed, the harder it would be to back out. As it became more 
difficult to stop the process, she thought less about it, 
accepting the marriage as merely the price of having work and a 
good crew to work with. Her doubts surfaced only in her dreams 
and, with a pilot's stubborn discipline, she contrived to forget 
those nightmares in the daylight. 
Mornings were usually spent in one or another of the offices that 
dominated the mainurb's center, filling out forms. In the 
afternoons, Chase Mago disappeared to the Field, where he 
apparently closeted himself with the magi who were specialists in 
shipbuilding and tuning, officially pricing repairs and overhaul, 
but actually catching up on the gossip of his art. Balthasar slept 
or left message after message for his factor, who obstinately 
refused to answer. It seemed that this was not unheard of, as the 
captain did not seem particularly concerned, and Silence did not 
pry. There were other offers of work as well, and Balthasar 
provisionally accepted two, but primarily he waited. 

 Silence, not needed by either man, made the expected visit to the 
Charthouse, hoping to catch up on the pilots' gossip. But though 
the workers at the Charthouse grudgingly agreed to update her 
Starbooks--as they were required to do for any licensed pilot--she 
was still a stranger, and no citizen. The traditional channels of 
rumor remained obstinately closed to her. 
Rather than admit she was at loose ends, Silence played tourist, 
visiting the nearby pre-War sites, and generally exploring St. 
Harbin's mainurb. Most of the pre-War sites were fortresses, of 
the kind she had seen a dozen times on as many other worlds. 
However, the center of the mainurb boasted an installation she had 
never seen before: a pre-War data center, one of the last to be 
built before the magi forced the closing of all such institutions. 
She paid her two-pounds admission fee and stepped into the gloom 
of the central lobby feeling her skin tingle from the shield that 
kept the residue of mechanical energies from affecting the 
buildings that surrounded it. Like any tourist, she gaped at the 
retrieval terminals, row upon row of cubicles, each with its tiny 
screen-and-keyboard, and a slot in the wall where, according to 
the bored guide, information was copied instantly for each user. 
The upper floors were filled with similar cubicles. Some were 
elaborately appointed, designed for scholars, but most were 
simple, accessible to anyone. On the lowest floor, she peered 
through thick glass at the dead heart of the installation, the 
massive computers that had stored the information. Seeing them, 
Silence could not repress a shiver of amazement. No one built 
machines that large any more. Most worlds, in fact, restricted 
size by law; but even where there were no regulations, practical 
considerations--and the influence of the magi--kept them small. 
And computers were among the worst of all mechanical creations. 
Their peculiar function--a parody of human thought--produced a 
parody of the powers controlled by the magi, a sort of antithought 
that completely disrupted any work of the Art brought into 
contact with it. They were still necessary for certain kinds of 
work, but inconvenient; none was larger than the small machines 
that handled the port's information service. 
But it was the final exhibit that Silence found the most 

disturbing of all. A single reader was still functional--though 
the guide was quick to assure them that it was no longer connected 
to the main banks--and a copy of the Library's catalogue had been 
placed within it. Scanning the topics, Silence could understand 
why the magi had crusaded against such banks as dangerous 
institutions. Mixed in with ordinary information--fiction, common 
references, other entertainment--were listings for starbooks, 
advanced alchemical works, even a guild handbook on starship 
construction and tuning. And anyone, anyone at all, the guide 
assured her, had been allowed to read those books. Silence 
shivered again, thinking this time of craft secrets, and of laymen 
reading her starbooks. It was a good thing such places had been 
closed. 
She was very glad, that night, of Balthasar's habit of waiting 
each evening for the rest of his crew in a windowless startravellers' 
bar called Bangum the Boar's. It was a battered, 
comfortable place, and the drinks were strong. Silence was 
grateful for the last, and did not ask either about its name or 
the odd group of star-travellers who congregated there. Balthasar 
seemed to know most of them; many were employed by Wrath-of-God, 
or were free-lance raiders, and those who were not were 
professional explorers, gaudy, hard-bitten men who were either 
richer than Croesus or too poor to pay their Field fees. 
On the ninth day since landing, Silence arrived at the Boar to 
find only Chase Mago waiting for her. In the end, Balthasar was 
nearly an hour late, but when he did arrive, he brought word that 
the marriage contract had come through at last, and that they 
would sign it the next morning. 
"Then we pick up the citizenship papers," he went on, "and we're 
all set. If Nnamdi ever calls." 
"He hasn't gotten in touch with you either?" a stocky, balding 
captain asked, frowning. 
"He's been late before." That was Tasarla, captain of the 
Ostinato. She was a Misthian, something of a renegade in the eyes 
of the other star-travellers from that caste-proud, matriarchal 

world, who had done courier work for Wrath-of-God for seven 
standard years. "Give him time." She leaned forward, setting one 
elbow carefully on the unsteady table. Her bracelets chimed, 
falling from wrist to elbow. "When is the wedding, Denis? And are 
we invited?" 
"Times and mores, Tasarla," Balthasar said uncomfortably. "It's 
just a contract." 
"So?" The Misthian captain raised one eyebrow, a kohl-darkened 
line on her bronzed face. She was not of the highest caste--her 
hair was too light, brown rather than true black, she was too 
tall, and her skin was space-darkened rather than naturally brown-- 
but she had learned the gestures somewhere. "It's a rather 
important contract, isn't it? And one that should be started in 
good fortune, not tempting fate?" Surprisingly, she grinned. 
"Besides, we always need an excuse for a party." 
Chase Mago nodded, his face completely serious. "You're right 
about tempting fate, though. We should do something." 
Balthasar looked from one to the other, a hint of annoyance in his 
smile. "Silence? What do you think?" 
The pilot looked up quickly. It was on the tip of her tongue to 
say that she agreed with Balthasar, but the faces around her made 
her hesitate. The Delian's face had closed up again, with the 
habitual secretiveness that Silence found infuriating. Chase 
Mago's expression was as grave as always behind his beard. And 
Tasarla was simply cheerful, ready to give a party, and sincerely 
wishing them well. It was the last that decided her. She smiled 
and shrugged. "It might be fun." 
"You're outvoted, Denis," Chase Mago said. 
The captain spread his hands. "All right, a party it is. At noon, 
say?" 
"Noon?" Tasarla's eyes widened. "That's dawn for me, Denis." 

"Our appointment's in the morning," Balthasar answered. 
"All right, I'll shift my schedule," Tasarla said, rising. "And 
now, if you'll excuse me, I'll start collecting for your 
fountain." 
Balthasar moaned and put his head down on his folded arms. 
"Tasarla--" Chase Mago began, but the Misthian was already out of 
hearing. 
"Not a fountain," Balthasar said, his voice muffled against the 
table. 
"What's a fountain?" Silence asked. 
"It's a drink," Balthasar answered, without raising his head. 
"It's a tradition at the Boar--it's a party all by itself." 
Silence looked at Chase Mago, but for once the engineer did not 
seem inclined to modify his captain's statement. 
The marriage itself was very straightforward. They arrived at 
Sisika House, the section of the mainurb's primary administrative 
complex that handled marriages, and made a final, formal statement 
before a minor official. Then all three signed the statement of 
intent, the contract itself, and an application for citizenship 
for Silence and Chase Mago. The papers were duly witnessed, and 
they were sent next door to the records office, where the 
citizenship application was officially accepted, and pilot and 
engineer were issued new papers. The entire process took less than 
half an hour. The trip back to the East End and the Boar's was 
longer, and Silence could not help feeling a distinct sense of 
anticlimax. 
But the party at the Boar raised her spirits immediately. The 
fountain was all Balthasar had said. She did not know the name of 
the ruby liquor that coursed through the nesting spiral tubes of 
the fountain machine and splashed in the silver-washed catchbasin, 
but it was sweet and thick and spread a warm glow through her 

body. Star-travellers, mostly friends of Balthasar's--the captain 
seemed to be both well-known and well-liked despite the core of 
silence beneath his outgoing manner-- crowded around to 
congratulate her, and to give ritual approval to her new papers. 
The level of liquor in the catchbasin dropped slightly, then rose 
again when Tasarla spoke quietly to the bar's owner. The room grew 
noisy, and the talk freer. 
"--lucky man, Denis." The voice carried clearly over a sudden lull 
in the conversations. Silence glanced up to meet the leering gaze 
of one of the explorers. "But I wouldn't want to share her." 
A burst of laughter from the group at the fountain swallowed 
Balthasar's reply, but Silence could feel her cheeks burning. She 
rose, intending to demand an apology, to explain that this was 
nothing but a convenience, but instead pushed her way out of the 
group to find a place at a side table. The man was drunk, she told 
herself, you'll get no apology from him. And you can't explain the 
contract without annulling the marriage itself. My freedom-- 
instinctively, she touched the new papers in her pocket, 
reassuring herself that they were still there--is worth a little 
humiliation. It's worth more than that if necessary. 
"Silence?" Tasarla slid a plate of treats, miniature cheeses and 
tiny loaves of bread, onto the table in front of her. "May I join 
you?" 
"Sure." 
"Look," Tasarla said, settling herself comfortably, "I heard what 
Istavan said." 
"So, I think, did everyone else," Silence snapped. 
"Yes. He's a fool, though. Everybody knows that." Tasarla 
hesitated, Misthian frankness warring with caste-pride, but then 
frankness won out. "What's troubling you? You did marry them. 
Surely you thought about what people would say." 
Silence hesitated in her turn, then said, "I thought. But--the 

marriage isn't a real one, it's just to get the citizenship." Why 
did I say that? she wondered instantly. It must be the wine 
talking. As unobtrusively as possible, she pushed her half-filled 
glass away from her. 
Tasarla raised an eyebrow, but then slowly nodded. "I do see." 
"They promised it would be a marriage in name only," Silence said. 
She could not bring herself to match the proverbial Misthian 
bluntness. 
"And you're worrying about that?" Tasarla's tone made it only half 
a question. 
"Yes. Hell, Tasarla, I hardly know them." 
The Misthian nodded, her expression suddenly gentle. "But I know 
them. They're good men, Silence--honorable men, honest as a 
woman." She made a wry face at the Misthian phrase, and Silence 
laughed in spite of herself. 
"Truth," Tasarla said. "They wouldn't--" Silence winced in 
anticipation, and the captain obligingly rephrased it. "They won't 
force you to do anything you don't want." 
"I believe you," Silence said. "I really do--I wouldn't've agreed 
to the contract if I didn't. But I can't help worrying a little." 
Tasarla nodded and started to say something, but her words were 
cut off by the slamming of the street door. Heads turned across 
.the room, and a woman's voice said, into the silence, "Tasarla 
neAda?" 
Tasarla raised a beckoning arm. "Over here." 
The other woman--also a Misthian, small and slight, with an 
expression of utter contempt for the perversity of the rest of the 
galaxy--shouldered her way through the crush to plant herself 
beside the table. She said something in Misthia's peculiar 
dialect, deliberately ignoring Silence. Tasarla frowned, 

listening, and then her expression changed from annoyance to 
concern. When the other woman had finished, she snapped a brief 
question, and received an equally short answer. Tasarla rose 
quickly. 
"I am sorry, but I must go," she said to Silence. She seemed to 
have lost all command of coine. "There is a thing, an emergency 
happened--" 
The other Misthian turned and stalked away, tossing a sentence 
over her shoulder, and Tasarla broke off to follow her. Silence 
stared after them, wondering. 
"What did Cyrilla want?" Chase Mago asked, looming suddenly over 
the table. 
"I don't know," Silence answered slowly. "An emergency, Tasarla 
said--but I don't know Misthian." 
"Who does?" The engineer looked rather forlorn, standing there 
with a half-empty glass forgotten in his hand, but before Silence 
could say anything, Chase Mago asked abruptly, "May I join you?" 
"Of course." Silence had expected him to say something about 
Tasarla's emergency, but the big man stared into his glass, 
apparently oblivious to her presence. At last she nerved herself 
to ask, "Is anything wrong?" 
"I suppose not." Chase Mago sighed. "I don't know what's the 
matter, it all went very well. But--there's something missing. 
And, Silence, I don't even know what it is I want." 
A romantic, Silence thought, and could not repress a bemused 
smile. Who would have expected the big engineer to have that in 
him? "I don't know either," she said gently. Her eyes fell on the 
other's glass and she stood up. "But I do know what you need. 
Another drink." 
Chase Mago did not protest when she slipped his glass from under 
his nose, and he reached for it automatically when she returned 

with the refills. Silence caught his wrist. 
"No, wait." She lifted her glass. "I propose a toast, for us. No 
regrets." 
"No regrets," Chase Mago echoed dutifully, and then he smiled, his 
mood lifting. "You're right, there's no reason to regret anything. 
I'm a free man now." His smile turned suddenly shy. "And you are a 
good friend, Silence." 
Silence blinked, pleased in spite of herself, and reached for her 
glass to hide her embarrassment. 
Balthasar joined them then, three more drinks precariously 
balanced in his hands. They were the first of too many. Silence 
grew giggly, a state she despised, and Balthasar got the hiccups; 
in the end it was Chase Mago, as drunk as they but steady-footed, 
who got them both back to the Parsley Vine and into their 
respective beds. Pale and shaky, they ministered to each other's 
hangovers, sharing the suite's tiny pharmacopia as well as exotic 
remedies culled from a dozen different planets. Despite the 
latter, they recovered. 
Two days later, the factor called. 
The taped transmission was double-coded, and Balthasar spent a 
quarter of an hour adjusting his machines before the tape would 
run. Silence retreated to the far side of the suite's living room, 
trying not to watch. The tape ended, but Balthasar played it 
through again before switching off the machines and coming to join 
her. 
"Well?" Chase Mago said, appearing in the doorway of his room as 
if on cue. 
"Well, indeed," Balthasar answered. "It's very weird, that's all. 
It was taped, all the codes right, check signs in order--but I 
tried to get back to him and his house won't accept the call. He 
wants me to come out there. He lives in one of the suburbs, I 
forget which one--" 

 Chase Mago ducked back into his bedroom. "Go on." 
"And he 11 give me instructions then, Balthasar finished. "I wish 
to hell I knew what was going on." 
"Fen Micheas," Chase Mago said, reemerging. 
"What?" Balthasar asked. 
"Fen Micheas. That's where Nnamdi lives." The engineer held up a 
small pamphlet. "According to this, it's about thirty kilometers 
outside the Rota mainurb. On the Rota-Mavrides Port line." 
"When are you supposed to go there?" Silence asked. 
"Now." Balthasar went back to the console, sliding back the 
figured screen that covered the tourist information board. "And I 
think it might be a good idea if you people came, too. Safety in 
numbers." 
"Do you think this has anything to do with Tasarla's emergency?" 
Chase Mago asked. "She and Cyrilla lifted off yesterday, in a 
hurry." 
"I don't know," Balthasar answered. 
Silence looked from one to the other. "I don't like to be an 
alarmist," she said slowly, "but would I be wise to bring my 
heylin?" 
She had hoped Balthasar would laugh, but he considered her words 
quite seriously for a moment. "Probably. You, too, Julie." 
"What else did Nnamdi say?" Chase Mago asked. 
"I told you everything."Balthasar hit a final set of keys and 
straightened up. A miniature printer, cleverly concealed in an 
apparently ornamental carving, clattered and spat a set of ticket 
foils. 

 Chase Mago scowled, and Silence asked hastily, "When do we leave?" 
"Now. We've got tickets on an express leaving in half an hour," 
Balthasar said. "Better get your heylin." 
They made it to the train with perhaps ten minutes to spare, 
Balthasar leading them easily through the crowds. There was a 
Watcher at the gate, a diminutive copy of the massive statues 
decorating the streets, and Silence slowed in spite of herself, 
suddenly conscious of the heylin in her shoulder bag. Balthasar 
frowned at her, and handed their tickets to the guard. He checked 
them, verifying the reservations, then waved them through onto the 
platform. As Balthasar passed beneath the delicate archway, the 
Watcher sprang suddenly to life, tilting its head so that its 
open, beady eyes could scan all of his body. The captain ignored 
it, and it settled back to its perch. It reacted the same way when 
Chase Mago passed through, and as Silence stepped past, holding 
her breath, she was eerily aware of its eyes at her back. It had 
seen the heylins, she knew, and as she walked toward the open 
doors of the train she was tensed for the call of police whistles. 
But the magus controlling the little Watcher did nothing more than 
note the presence of the guns. They were allowed aboard the train 
without trouble, and ushered to seats in one of the desirable 
middle cars. 
The warning signs began to flash, and Silence automatically 
checked the crashwebbing. Then the train's harmonium sounded, a 
low hum that quickly rose to a metallic scream, and she was thrown 
violently against the back of her seat as the train jerked 
forward. A moment later, the pressure eased, and the noise faded 
to a more bearable level, though it was still loud enough to make 
conversation difficult. Apparently the other passengers had been 
expecting that: the group of merchants who occupied the expensive 
cluster of seats in the middle of the car pulled out thick ear 
guards and the latest news sheets. Balthasar, too, produced a set 
of ear guards and set them in place, then closed his eyes, 
instantly asleep. 
Silence glared at him. It was typical, she thought. 

 He could've mentioned this, warned us what to expect--but he's 
incapable of telling us anything without a direct question. She 
turned to Chase Mago, but he was deep in concentration, listening 
to the sound with the abstracted intensity of an engineer. Silence 
grimaced, and leaned back in her seat, trying to relax. The noise 
of the train's harmonium was wearing, always on the edge of 
dissonance, and at last she leaned over to touch the engineer's 
shoulder. 
"Why do they have to do this?" she said, raising her voice to 
carry over the wailing. 
"That's what happens when you try to tune a harmonium to a core 
harmony," Chase Mago shouted back, leaning so close that his beard 
tickled Silence's ear. "And then they never can cast elemental 
earth properly--" 
"No, that's not what I meant," Silence said. "I know perfectly 
well how these systems work. I just don't understand why they 
don't use something mechanical instead. I mean, Delos doesn't seem 
to put much restriction on mechanics in general...." 
Chase Mago was shaking his head. "Something mechanical on a worldwide 
scale? Think of the interference." 
"I would've thought you could keep the individual components small 
enough for safety," Silence screamed, more to distract herself 
from the wearing noise than because she was seriously interested 
in the subject. 
"The sheer volume would be enough to distort everything," Chase 
Mago said. "And think of the chaos a mechanical system would 
produce near the port. I suppose discomfort's just the price we 
pay for progress." 
"Discomfort," Silence muttered, but could not muster the energy to 
continue the conversation. 
By the time the train pulled into the Rota mainurb station, 

Silence was sure she had been permanently deafened. But in fact 
when they pushed their way up from the platform to the huge lobby, 
the noisy crowd gathered there proved that she had lost none of 
her hearing. The vast space, dimly lit by cool-light globes that 
floated uneasily near the vaulted ceiling, was filled with people, 
some scurrying between shops and ticketing counters, more resting 
on the stone benches that dotted the area, or relaxing in the 
coffee houses. 
Like all crowds she had seen on Delos, every individual dressed 
with a lavish disregard for conformity or common fashion--but 
there was a common factor here. She glanced up at the massive 
glowing map that dominated one wall of the station, directly above 
the ticketing machines. Rota was marked by a single, multi-faceted 
jewel; the other mainurbs, linked by threads of light, were marked 
by different, smaller stones. With difficulty, she identified St. 
Harbin's, traced their route south and farther south, to Rota. As 
if to confirm her thoughts, a door swung open at the far end of 
the station, admitting a miniature tow and a sled full of cleaning 
apparatus. With the tow came a wedge of glaring light, and a 
sudden breath of air like the blast from a furnace. Balthasar had 
known, of course, having visited the factor before, but hadn't 
bothered to tell the others. Silence glanced down at her heavy 
tunic and swore to herself. 
Chase Mago had come to the same conclusion as she had. Glaring 
down at Balthasar, he said, "Rota's equatorial, isn't it?" 
The captain shrugged, undisturbed. "Yes, but drier than you'd 
think." He gestured vaguely to a number of small shops clumped 
together by the entrance to the public lavatories. "You could pick 
up some light clothes there." 
"Thanks," the engineer said sourly, but made no move in their 
direction. "You might've told us, Denis." 
Silence glanced from the stores and the cheap, gauzy things 
displayed in the archways that served as doorway and walls, to the 
now-closed entrance. "Well, I will," she said, and stalked off 
toward the shops. 

 The clothes were both cheaply made and overpriced. In the end, she 
simply removed her heavy tights and pinned back the full sleeves 
of her tunic. Just outside the lavatories, an adolescent in the 
glossy white robes of a magus's apprentice squatted beside a tiny 
burner, offering instant sandals. Silence let him paint the warm, 
sticky liquid heavily across the soles of her feet, and add a 
lighter layer across the tops of her toes. It dried almost 
instantly, leaving only a faint tingling that faded to a mere 
reminder of something on her body, no more annoying than the 
feeling of clothing. She paid him, and hurried to join the others. 
Despite his complaints, Chase Mago had made some concession to the 
heat, removing his shirt and twisting it into a complicated 
turban. He glared at her as she approached, and Silence, wisely, 
said nothing. 
"Are you coming?" Balthasar asked. He had removed his coat and 
loosened the neck of his shirt, but that was all. 
"I'm ready," Silence said hastily. The engineer grunted something, 
which Balthasar ignored. 
"Let's go, then." 
Pedestrians left the station through a double revolving lock, 
designed to keep the cool air in. The glare on the white-painted 
towers and pale grey streets was nearly blinding, and Silence 
blinked hard, tears starting. Before she could clear them, 
Balthasar caught her arm, and steered her toward a waiting cab, 
pushing her gently down and into the passenger section. Chase Mago 
was already inside; she was jammed against him as Balthasar 
climbed in beside her. The engineer shifted slightly, but seemed 
quite content to let her lean against him. For the first time, she 
was fully, physically aware of him--of his height, of the bands of 
hard muscles beneath his sun-browned skin.... 
"Where to?" The driver's voice shattered the spell, and Silence 
drew a shaken breath, edging away toward Balthasar. 

"Fen Micheas," Balthasar answered. "Bellman's House?" 
Through the half-darkened canopy, Silence could see a human hand 
moving on the map console. Not a homunculus, then--but she had 
learned, in her short stay on Delos, that the planet was too 
crowded to allow a creation to usurp any job a human being could 
or would perform. 
"Right, Captain, Bellman's House it is." The driver's hands moved 
again. The overhead canopy lightened a little, enough to let them 
see out without allowing in too much of the heat, and the cab 
edged out into the traffic. 
Rota mainurb was much like St. Harbins, except for the small 
details of window size and the inelegant solar towers decorating 
every roof. Tall buildings vied with low, enclosed markets for 
space. There were fewer pedestrians but many more bubble cars, and 
everywhere the signs of flourishing commerce. The cab darted 
through the crowded streets for perhaps a quarter of an hour, and 
then, with startling suddenness, turned a corner into another 
world. Two tall buildings, apartment complexes of the kind common 
in St. Harbins as well as Rota, stood to either side of the 
street, but directly ahead was a bridge, arching over a stream too 
straight to be natural. Across the canal was an expanse of green, 
broken by a line of trees in the middle distance. Beyond the 
trees, a roof showed coyly. 
"What the hell?" Silence murmured in spite of herself. 
"That's a suburb," Balthasar grinned. "The rich live there." 
The very rich, Silence amended, as they crossed the bridge and 
passed twin Watchers. The lawns to either side were immaculately 
tended, not a blade of grass out of place; the hedges sprouted 
flowers from half a hundred worlds--not merely Fringe Worlds, 
either, but from as far into the Rusadir as Athos Maria and 
Reshef. The houses were hidden by stands of trees or casually 
placed sculpture, but even the tilt of a roof or the single 
visible corner was enough to betray the amount of money spent. 

"Not all of them," Chase Mago said mildly. "Quite a few of the 
shipping magnates live in the mainurbs, with their folk." 
"And our factor lives out here," Balthasar muttered, but before 
Silence could decide if that was criticism or compliment, the cab 
pulled up at a private gate. 
"Here you are, Captain, Bellman's House." 
"Thanks." Balthasar popped the canopy and slithered out into the 
glaring sun, pausing only to hand the driver a thin sheaf of 
Delian pounds. Silence followed, cautiously, and was surprised to 
find the air cooler than in the mainurb. From within the hedgeshielded 
compound came the sound of a fountain. 
"Yes, sieurs, sieura?" 
The man who had emerged through a discreet break in the hedge 
carried gardener's shears slung at his waist, but his loose 
trousers and shirt were of a mottled green fabric, perfect 
camouflage against the cool greens of the lawn. A tiny, monkeylike 
creature clung to one shoulder, chattering in his ear: no 
gardener, then, but a guard, and an expensive mercenary from the 
look of him, Silence decided. 
Balthasar stepped forward. "My name's Denis Balthasar. I've 
business with Nnamdi--he should be expecting me." 
The creature on the guard's shoulder chittered discreetly, and the 
guard said, "Yes, Sieur Nnamdi is expecting you--but these 
others?" 
"My crew," Balthasar said. "I wasn't sure of--conditions here. 
Nnamdi's request was unusual." 
The creature tugged gently at the guard's ear, spoke urgently in a 
low monotone. The guard nodded, and the thing clambered down his 
body, skittering off through the hedge toward the house. The guard 
said, "Sieur Nnamdi says you are all welcome, though he wasn't 
expecting Sieur Chase Mago and Sieura Leigh. Won't you come in?" 

He gestured to the hedge and the branches shrank back on either 
side, revealing a respectable opening. 
"Thank you," Balthasar said again, and stepped through the gap. 
Following him, Silence noticed three-inch thorns hidden in the 
foliage, saw too the pale flowers of a camisado vine winding 
through the branches. Clearly Nnamdi--or Wrath-of-God--was willing 
to pay dearly for his privacy. 
Once inside the shelter of the hedge, the temperature dropped 
dramatically, becoming almost springlike. Magus's work, Silence 
thought--shaping elemental air into an enclosure, and then 
creating the gentle weather pattern that prevailed inside. The 
expense must have been astronomical. 
Nnamdi's house sat atop a gentle rise, windows and doors 
apparently open to the soft breezes, though Silence was sure that 
security considerations made that an illusion. Trees placed at 
artfully chosen intervals spread a network of shade across the 
immaculate turf; a black-plumed merry widow bird clung to a lower 
bough in the nearest one, its trilling like well-bred laughter. 
"This way, please." The guard led them up the winding path toward 
the house, leaving the pavement only once to skirt a basking 
vipera. The chunky lizard lifted its head as they passed, and 
hissed without lifting its neck frill. 
They were met at the door by two more mercenaries in typical houseservant's 
livery, and by another of the monkey-like creatures. 
Nnamdi was well guarded, Silence thought. I wonder if it's just 
for show, or if he needs them? She glanced around discreetly, but 
could see no further signs of security measures, or of any recent 
attack which might have prompted new causation. 
"Sieurs, sieura," the older of the guards said quietly. He had a 
faint Rusadir accent. "If you would please leave your weapons here 
... ?" He let his voice trail off, implying that he was merely 
asking a favor, but Silence had no doubt that any refusal would be 
swiftly dealt with. She handed her bag to the younger guard, and 
Balthasar and Chase Mago passed across their heylins. The young 

man locked them away in a cabinet, and the first guard bowed 
deeply. 
"Captain Balthasar," he said. "Sieur Nnamdi will see you in the 
library. If Sieur Chase Mago and Sieura Leigh will accompany 
Edmon, he will see that they are made comfortable on the terrace." 
"Lead on," Balthasar said. The monkey-like creature followed him 
out. It was some kind of familiar, Silence decided--a magus's eyes 
and ears--but she could not tell if it were some responsive 
species or, like a homunculus, the creation of a laboratory. 
"If you'd come with me, please?" Edmon asked. He seemed less 
comfortable in his role as houseservant than the others had been; 
his military bearing betrayed him as a soldier. 
The house had not seemed particularly impressive from the outside, 
especially when set against the lush grounds. Within the walls, 
however, its true size and luxury were glaringly apparent. The 
hallway through which they passed was decorated with art that even 
Silence could recognize as expensive, and the floor was covered 
with copper-highlighted blackwood from Oued Tessaa. Half-open 
doors provided glimpses of yet more spectacular wealth--a table 
set with gilded dishes, resting on a cloth of spider-lace from the 
Madakh; a sun-bright room filled with expensive gymnastic 
equipment; a hothouse room apparently stocked only with Sareptan 
orchids. Then Edmon slid open a final door, and gestured for them 
to precede him onto the terrace. 
A table was waiting for them, and twin chairs, looking out over a 
huge fountain and a stretch of lawn as immaculate as the first. A 
young woman in a loose white shift was adjusting the thin canopy 
covering the entire terrace. A gentle breeze stirred the plants on 
the terrace, and died at the edge of the canopy. 
"Lisele," Edmon called. "The sieuri are here." 
The girl secured the canopy cord and came forward. Her arms and 
legs were as hard-muscled as a dancer's, and Silence could not 
help wondering if she, too, were part of the guard force. But the 

Rusadir mercenaries never hired women. 
"Sieur, sieura," Lisele said, bowing. "Please make yourselves 
comfortable. Sieur Nnamdi tells me that he should not detain your 
captain for long, so I brought only drink, but if you should wish 
for anything else, you have only to tell me." 
"Thank you, this will do nicely," Chase Mago said. 
The girl bowed again and backed away, disappearing behind the 
drooping edge of the canopy. Silence could just make out her 
shadow against the thin material; she would remain there, 
ostensibly to serve them, but equally to report anything of 
interest that might be said. Silence touched the engineer's 
shoulder and nodded toward the corner. 
Chase Mago murmured, "Yes, I know." He handed her to a seat with 
unexpected grace, and poured the thin, cold wine into the crystal 
glasses that stood ready. 
Silence lifted hers gingerly, afraid that even the lightest 
pressure would shatter the fragile things. The wine was the best 
she had ever tasted, with a flavor that hinted at a dozen 
different things but in the end was something unique. "What is 
this?" she asked at last. 
"Sanguis Auri," Chase Mago answered without hesitation. "Blood-ofgold." 
He lapsed into silence again, staring into the pale depths 
of his glass. 
Silence regarded him and the wine with equal admiration. Blood-ofgold--
Sanguis Auri, she corrected herself--was one of the rarest 
wines in the galaxy, produced only in a single province of a 
single world. Once it had been reserved for the table of the 
Hegemon. Now magi's aid made it possible for some, at least, to be 
sold on other worlds. That she had been served it was remarkable; 
that Chase Mago had recognized it was incredible. Certainly the 
engineer did not seem at all intimidated by his surroundings, 
though Balthasar had been fractionally ill-at-ease. She had seen 
that in his very refusal to be impressed. But Chase Mago seemed 

very much at home. 
She glanced sidelong at him, realizing once again how little she 
knew about him. He was from Kesse, a rich planet--and on some of 
Rusadir worlds, a double name marked an oligarch. But would an 
oligarch ever have allowed his son to become an engineer? The 
oligarchs of Cap Bel, for all their mercantile connections, would 
have considered that a waste of a child. Yet how else could he 
have become familiar with such surroundings? She could not ask 
here and now, but she filed the questions for later. Perhaps she 
would ask Balthasar, although she was far from certain that he 
would know.... 
"I don't know how to thank you for this, Nnamdi." That was 
Balthasar, appearing suddenly at the right side of the terrace. He 
held back the canopy for Nnamdi, a small, slim, dark-skinned man 
with close-cropped grey hair. The factor wore an unor-namented, 
tightly cut coat and equally plain trousers. Only as he approached 
did Silence see the quality of the material and the expertise of 
the tailoring. 
"I have my orders, Denis," the factor said. "As you do." 
"I don't have to like them," Balthasar answered. "The least you 
could do is pay me for my cargo now." 
Nnamdi spread his hands. "Again, orders, Denis. Besides, our 
mutual employer wishes to be certain that all his captains are 
present. You will be paid on arrival." He held up one finger to 
stop Balthasar's protest. "I am authorized to advance you the 
money to pay your expenses here, and for the trip. In fact, the 
money has already been transferred." 
Balthasar hissed softly. "So that's why you let me make those 
arrangements." 
Nnamdi bowed slightly. "But of course." 
"Damn you," the captain said, without heat. "What about 
transport?" 

 Nnamdi gestured to the lawn. Beyond the fountain, one of the low 
hills split open, revealing the mouth of an underground hangar. A 
slim needle of a local transport plane emerged, rolled by a crew 
of mechanics in Nnamdi's livery. "All settled." 
Chase Mago stood up, setting aside his empty glass, and Silence 
imitated him. 
"What's up, Denis?" the engineer asked. 
"A change of plan," Balthasar said grimly. "We've been ordered 
back to Wrath-of-God for a captain's council, no further details." 
"This minute?" Silence asked, and Chase Mago said, "Is there an 
emergency, Nnamdi?" 
"I do not know," Nnamdi said. "Really, Sieur Chase Mago, I do not. 
But I don't think so." 
"Let's go," Balthasar said. 
Chapter 4 
Nnamdi and Wrath-of-God spared no expense for transport, either. 
The little ship was capable of sub-orbital flight, riding her 
silver keel up toward the break between celestial and mundane, 
then gliding back to the planet's surface. They would make the 
flight to St. Harbin's in less than two hours. After Nnamdi had 
said his farewells, and had moved back out of range, they took 
they places. One of the mercenaries handed their heylins aboard 
and the pilot lifted off in a thunder of sound. As the transport 
gained its cruising altitude, harmonium flickering on and off to 
maintain them, the noise steadied to a sound no worse than wind. 
"All right," said Chase Mago. "What's going on, Denis?" 
"I told you," the captain snapped. "We've been ordered back to 
Wrath-of-God for a captains' council." 

"That's all?" The engineer plainly did not believe him. 
"That's all." Balthasar glared at him. "We leave immediately--our 
things are being sent directly from the hotel to the ship. This 
flight lands at St. Harbin's Field, and we go straight aboard Sun- 
Treader. Nnamdi's orders." 
"He said it wasn't an emergency?" Silence asked. 
"Ha." The captain leaned back in his seat. 
"Nnamdi doesn't usually lie outright," Chase Mago said 
thoughtfully. 
Balthasar sighed, somewhat mollified. "No, he doesn't. And I think 
that's what worries me most of all." 
They landed at St. Harbin's Field on schedule, and found a lowslung 
car waiting for them, ready to take them to the dock. The 
Parsley Vine had done its work well--they were probably used to 
that sort of thing. Silence thought--and their baggage, packed for 
star travel, was waiting at the foot of the cradle. They hauled it 
aboard, and then Chase Mago switched on the coffee brewer in the 
commons. 
"We don't have time for that," Balthasar said. 
"Yes, we do," Chase Mago said. "Silence still has to learn the 
voidmarks." 
"Hell." Balthasar scowled, and Silence winced. "How long will it 
take you?" 
"Will they be completely unfamiliar?" Silence asked. 
"Not completely," Balthasar answered. "You should know the 
notation." 
"Let me see them." 

Balthasar hesitated, then shrugged, unlatching his cabin door. 
"Come on in." 
The room was spartan--bare walls, plain dark blanket on the bunk, 
the book rack half-empty, with only a couple of the most trivial 
popular novels tucked between manuals and a general hieroglyphica. 
The disordered clothing had been put away. There was 
nothing to give her any clues to the captain's personality. Then, 
tossed aside on his writing board, half-fallen between that and 
the monitor console, she saw a glint of silver. She reached for it 
automatically, to set it right, and pulled out a tiny model of a 
ship. It was a Navy six, only one class below a dreadnought, but 
there were no markings on it that she could identify. 
"Do you want to see the marks?" Balthasar asked abruptly. He left 
his mattress standing on its edge, but closed the lid of the 
strongbox over whatever else was left inside. He held out a single 
folded sheet of paper, obviously torn from a pilot's manual. 
"Yes, please." Silence set the model ship carefully on the writing 
board. "Is that a Wrath-of-God ship?" 
"Yes. I served on it." Balthasar swept it aside, and unfolded the 
sheet of paper. There was something about his very indifference 
that made Silence certain there was something important involved, 
but there was no opportunity to question him further. She focused 
her attention on the page displayed before her. 
The voidmarks were not at all what she had expected. The tiny, 
handwritten notation at the top of the page said "The Path of 
Small Restraint," and added, cryptically, "dense clouds, no rain." 
Silence groaned to herself. As Balthasar had promised, she 
recognized the notation: the page had been taken from the Tiger's 
Book, the most obscure and least useful of all the starbooks she 
had ever studied. But at least she had studied it. 
"It'll take me a couple of hours to relearn Tiger's system," she 
said, "and another couple to get comfortable with the road. Five 
or six hours, say." 

"Make it five, if you can," Balthasar said. "I'd like to find out 
what's going on." 
"I'll do my best," Silence said, staring at the unfamiliar 
drawing, where demons and dragons and completely unrecognizable 
figures crawled through clouds that hung low over a parched and 
barren plain. "May I take this?" 
"Feel free." 
It took her a little more than six hours to learn the voidmarks, 
but Balthasar was able to arrange for an immediate clearance. 
Silence suspected Nnamdi's hand in that. As soon as Sun-Treader 
settled into the line of least resistance, Silence freed herself 
from her couch and reached for the ladder to the upper bridge. 
Balthasar shot her a questioning look, but did not speak. It was 
not unusual for a pilot to want time alone before an unfamiliar 
passage through purgatory, and Silence did not bother to offer 
that explanation. On the upper bridge, she settled herself against 
the bulkhead, and rested her forehead against her drawn-up knees. 
The voidmarks for Wrath-of-God, for the "Path of Small Restraint," 
were still unfamiliar, the symbols less than comfortable. She took 
a deep breath, using the tricks of memory taught her as an 
apprentice to conjure up an exact mental image of the page of the 
Tiger's Book. Painstakingly, she began to identify each individual 
symbol, murmuring the name of each one out loud. 
"Silence." 
She looked up with a start, saw the bulkheads cloudy-clear around 
her, Delos's distant sun showing a ring of green flame. "Yes?" 
"Are you ready?" Balthasar's voice was beginning to show strain. 
Silence hurried toward the control yoke, wiggling her feet into 
the clinging surface of the platform, then locked the yoke and 
activated its systems. "I'm ready." 
"All right, Julie, ready for the upper register." 

"Switching over," Chase Mago answered, and the song of the 
harmonium split again, bringing in a whole new range of notes. 
"You have control, Silence," Balthasar said. 
Silence slapped off the lock in a panic, swearing to herself. The 
ship was surrounded by clouds, thick, impossibly solid clouds that 
rolled slowly toward her, lightning flashing in their depths. She 
had never seen voidmarks come clear so quickly--she had been too 
concerned with them, had had them too firmly in mind.... With an 
effort, she looked away, letting the ship take its own path for a 
moment before looking again. The clouds seemed fractionally less 
threatening--they no longer seemed to be advancing on the ship-- 
but there was still no indication of a path. And then, at the 
point where the horizon would have been if there had been land 
beneath her instead of a mirror-image of the clouds above, a line 
of calm showed clear. 
The ship was shivering a little, the shaking growing worse with 
every heartbeat. Cautiously, she edged the nose down, lining 
herself up with the distant horizon. It stayed as distant as 
before, but the shuddering eased away. The clouds stayed where 
they were, but hung ominously close, above and below, lightning 
sparking now and then in their depths. Dense clouds, she thought, 
but no rain. Then this is the path, and I don't need to do 
anything more. The Path of Small Restraint indeed. 
The apparent horizon came closer at last, growing brighter as it 
came until it gleamed like a white-hot gash against the clouds. 
The harmonium's note changed again, and there was the familiar 
rush of speed as the ship fell out of purgatory. Then there was a 
sharp change of pitch, and the bulkheads were solid around her. 
She hurried to lock the control yoke and switch off the systems, 
her eyes filled with the scene she thought she had glimpsed in the 
split second before the bulkheads firmed up. She slid down the 
ladder to the control room, anxious to get a look at the 
viewscreens. The sight took her breath away. 
Two massive waves of dust rose up, frozen in the instant before 
breaking, starkly limned against a sky scaled with gold fire. The 

light tipped each billow of dust with gilded spume. A cluster of 
suns hung against that brilliant curtain, so bright that she could 
only count three of them before her eyes were dazzled and she had 
to look away. Green shadows blinded her, almost obscuring the 
chain of lights that hung just below the right-hand wave. If that 
wave ever broke--and the chance formation of dust mimicked water 
so closely that it seemed impossible for it not to fall--the tiny 
lights would be engulfed. Balthasar freed a hand to tap the screen 
gently, just above the lights. 
"Wrath-of-God." 
I can see why, Silence thought. Aloud she said, "That's a space 
station, not a planet." 
"That's right," Balthasar said. "Actually, it's a group of linked 
stations--hollowed asteroids, really--" He broke off as a light 
winked on in the communications board. 
"Wrath-of-God, this is Balthasar 70219, Sun-Treader. I repeat, 
this is Balthasar 70219, Sun-Treader. Acknowledge, please." 
The response, when it came, was alarmingly sharp. "Balthasar 
70219, Sun-Treader, this is Yoshi-ko 75851, Raksha. We identify 
you. Follow me in; the local approach tugs will take you in tow 
when we reach Mageara." Silence glanced quickly at the musonar. A 
ship was visible on the screen, well within shooting range of Sun- 
Treader. 
"Yoshiko 75851, Raksha, there's no need to take us in tow. I've 
mated to Mageara dock before." 
"Sorry, Balthasar 70219, Sun-Treader," the escort ship answered. 
"That's orders, from the Council. Things are a bit crowded around 
the docks now. No one wants to take any chances." 
"I don't want those damned flame-throwers near my ship," Balthasar 
muttered, but Silence saw that his transmitter was switched off. 
There was nothing to do but follow the escort ship in. It 

travelled at a maddeningly slow pace, and Balthasar's scowl grew 
deeper. As they approached the string of stations, Silence began 
to pick out more details, the instrument towers and the docking 
rings sticking out from the three large units that made up the 
station. 
"Three separate stations?" she said aloud, more in hopes of 
distracting Balthasar than because she really wanted to know. 
"Mm." Balthasar roused himself from his black mood with an effort. 
"Five, actually. You just can't see the other two, they're beyond 
Alecto. The three main units--they were the first built--they're 
Megeara, Tisiphone, and Alecto." He grinned sourly. "We're lucky 
they've lasted. Phobos and Demos--they're the new stations, the 
ones you can't see--have needed repairs since the day they were 
put into position. But the great magi, and most of the merely 
competent, don't work for us. We get the same kind of magi that we 
get pilots and captains." 
Raksha cut in again with a comment about their tuning, and 
Balthasar's attention was instantly elsewhere, leaving Silence to 
puzzle over his last remark. Of course, most of the magi 
gravitated toward the established, legitimate worlds; there, at 
least, they could be assured of some security. These days, more 
and more were taking service with the Hegemon, who could promise 
much more than security. The only price was that those magi worked 
first for the Hegemon's glory, not their own knowledge. Which 
meant, Silence thought, that Wrath-of-God would get two kinds of 
magi, those who hated the Hegemon and wouldn't accept his service, 
and those whom the Hegemon wouldn't accept. And, with the Fringe 
full of worlds that welcomed magi, there would be more of the 
latter. 
"It was Zeheb Omena who built the first three units," Balthasar 
said. 
Silence looked up, startled. She had thought Omena was more than 
half legendary. 
Balthasar saw her expression and smiled again. "Truth, he did. I 

can show you his forging-mark, on Alecto. He brought the asteroids 
here, set up his engines and shaped them, hollowed them out and 
made them habitable, all in a standard week. The little creation, 
they called the scale he used to shape them. That's lost, if 
anyone else ever knew it." 
"Why did he work for Wrath-of-God?" Silence asked. The stories all 
say he was a good man, she added to herself, but did not quite 
dare voice the words. 
Balthasar's expression twisted as though he guessed her thought. 
"It was a challenge, something no one had ever done. And Wrath-of- 
God could always pay well. Omena wanted to go looking for aliens." 
He broke off, glancing at the musonar. "There's the tug." 
That made sense, Silence thought, scanning the viewscreen until 
she too had found the flickering dot that was the tug. A magus's 
good and evil were traditionally fluid: if an act brought new 
knowledge, any price, even a blood price, was worth paying. 
Balthasar muttered something to himself, and Silence's attention 
snapped back to the screen. As the tugs got closer, she could see 
why the Delian had objected to them. They were primitive things, 
powered by chemical fuel, shooting jets of flame across the 
intervening distance. Despite the tug pilots' obvious skill, she 
held her breath as the tiny ships worked themselves into position 
on either side of Sun-Treader. The grapples fired--Bal-thasar 
winced, and Silence heard a heavy sigh from the engine room as 
Chase Mago contemplated what that new force would do to his 
delicately tuned keel--and the tugs began to work their way down 
to the dock. The waiting dock seemed much like a standard cradle-- 
but then the tugs deftly rotated the ship, bringing it in so that 
the top of the ship, not the keel, was against the dock. 
The cradle lock monitors flashed green, and at the same time the 
right-hand viewscreen snowed a flexible tube snaking up from the 
dock to fasten onto the airlock. Balthasar waited until a small 
indicator faded from yellow to green, then touched a speaker 
button. 

"Cargo team?" 
"That's right," a voice said cheerfully. Silence could just see 
the man's shadow on the screen, bulky in an old-fashioned 
spacesuit. 
"Come on aboard," Balthasar said, and worked the hatch controls. 
Customs formalities were nonexistent on Wrath-of-God. From 
Balthasar's offhand comments, Silence gathered that one was either 
expected, and therefore already cleared, or dead. Their cargo was 
removed--Balthasar asked for, but did not get, the voucher for his 
pay--and they were quickly assigned rooms and a table in one of 
the dining halls. Wrath-of-God was unusually crowded, filled to 
capacity with the crews of the ships whose captains had been 
summoned to Council; they were lucky to be given three tiny 
cubicles, set across the hall from a lavatory that they would 
share with the seventeen other people billeted on that hallway. 
The rooms contained only a bunk and a set of shelves, and Silence 
could not avoid thinking that they were hastily converted storage 
cells. 
Conditions in their dining hall were somewhat better. They were 
assigned to a table with eight strangers, but already a brisk 
exchange of seats was in progress. Silence was whirled from table 
to table in Balthasar's wake, Chase Mago running interference for 
them both. After involved negotiations, they took their seats at a 
long table occupied by Tasarla and her crew, and another captain 
whom Balthasar introduced as Lenno. 
Conversation turned wholly on the purposes of the Council. Rumor 
ran wild: the Hegemon had declared secret war, Lenno whispered, 
but Tasarla's pilot contradicted him. The opposite was true, she 
said; the Hegemon and the Council were ready to sign a secret 
truce. When one of Lenno's men suggested that someone had finally 
found Earth, and the Council was planning a raid on the ancient 
world, Silence stopped listening. I'm sick of hearing about Earth, 
she thought, stabbing viciously at her food. Earth was gone, 
destroyed, or if it wasn't it was staying hidden in the Rose- 
World's unbroken trade ring, refusing all contact with the planets 

of Hegemony, Fringe, and Rusadir. But that sort of common sense 
was unappealing, especially to people like Otto Razil, and 
expeditions were launched almost every year to find the lost road 
to Earth. Most of those ships simply vanished, though occasionally 
a broken exploring vessel would limp back to an outlying port, 
with a half-starved crew and a cargo of wild tales. Silence 
sighed. That time and sacrifice would be better spent on the 
search for alien worlds, she thought. At least we know they have 
to exist, even if the magi haven't been able to construct a 
harmonium that would play an alien enough scale. She sighed again, 
and put aside those thoughts. 
They were hustled out of the dining hall by serving homunculi, 
making room for the next shift of diners, but no one wanted to 
return to their cheerless rooms. Sun-Treader's crew stood with 
Tasarla in the crowded corridor until a harassed-looking man with 
an-official armband told them to return to their assigned rooms. 
"Hell with that," Tasarla said, as soon as the man was out of 
earshot. "Let's try the observatory." 
Chase Mago glanced at Balthasar, who shrugged. "Why not?" 
The three followed Tasarla through the gently curving corridors to 
a central stairwalk, rising and falling treads coiled together, 
then up two levels to the tube connecting Mageara to Tisiphone. 
Tisi-phone seemed almost identical to Mageara, except that a 
different set of directional symbols marked the walls. It was only 
when they passed through a second opaque transfer tube into Alecto 
that things changed. The corridors were wider in this, the central 
unit of Wrath-of-God, and there seemed to be fewer people moving 
about. At first Silence thought this was only an illusion brought 
on by the greater space, but then she noticed that nearly all the 
passersby bore Wrath-of-God's skull on cheek or hand. Tasarla was 
careful to keep out of their way, and Silence wondered just what 
the tattoo meant. Tasarla didn't have one, and plainly never had, 
but Balthasar.... She glanced surreptitiously at him, and saw him 
rubbing at the patch where his mark had been, a pained scowl 
distorting his features. 

Like the other two stations, Alecto had a central stairwalk, but 
it was wider, and bathed in a cooler, bluer light. Tasarla stepped 
on, judging the speed perfectly, and Silence followed, stumbling. 
As the stairwalk rose, she could see a part of the level that had 
been hidden by the curve of the stair. Heavily armed guards stood 
outside a massive door that was spattered with warning 
hieroglyphics. 
"What's down there?" Silence asked, reaching to touch Tasarla's 
elbow. 
"Library," the Misthian answered, without looking back. "Offlimits, 
of course, unless you're captain of at least a five." 
"Oh." Tasarla was hugging the right-hand rail, Silence saw, 
leaving room for people to pass. The pilot imitated her, and a 
moment later was glad she had done so, as a gang of laborants-- 
failed apprentices or impoverished mechanics bound to a magus's 
service--rushed by, carrying unidentifiable equipment. 
They rode the stairwalk to its end, where the treads flattened and 
vanished beneath the spongy flooring. The stairhead was empty 
except for a stairway, marked with the domed tower that had 
symbolized an observatory since long before the Millennial Wars, 
and with the red-slashed circle denying admittance. Two more doors 
leading off the stairhead were marked with the same symbol. 
Tasarla crossed to the third door and fiddled with its stiff lock. 
Balthasar touched Silence's shoulder. "Look up." Obediently, 
Silence tilted her head back--and saw, set into the ceiling, a 
woman's face, distorted in fury. For a moment, she thought it was 
real, somehow preserved by magi's art, but then she realized it 
was only stone, carved from a rock lighter than the rest of 
Alecto. Beneath it, gold letters spelled a brief message: Omena me 
fecit. Omena made me. 
"Are you coming, Silence?" Tasarla called. 
Silence shook herself, and stepped through the now-open doorway 
onto a platform that circled the base of the observatory tower, 

protected from space by a single layer of mage-cast glass. Silence 
stepped gingerly onto a black floor so highly polished that it 
reflected the stars, and then, when it did not break, and she did 
not slip and fall out into the starfield, she walked carefully 
around the curve-of the instrument tower, toward a glow in the 
sky. 
From this angle, the wave of dust reared over the station, doubly 
black against the flaming brilliance beyond, light tipping each of 
the billows. Silence took a step backward, ready for it to fall 
and crush her. Chase Mago caught her shoulder, keeping her from 
running into him. 
"My God, that's--incredible," Silence said, and felt a fool for 
using such an inadequate word. 
The engineer nodded, releasing her. "I know," he said. "It's 
always so...." He, too, let his voice trail off in defeat. 
Tasarla said, "Now that I've got you here, Denis, there's a thing 
or two I want to ask you." 
Silence glanced over her shoulder in time to see the Misthian pull 
Balthasar back to the other side of the circular platform. In the 
glaring light, the Delian looked ill, his shoulders slumping, his 
face haunted. But then he was gone, and Silence wondered if she 
had imagined it all. Shrugging to herself, she turned back to the 
nebulae. 
It took an effort of will to look away from that terrible splendor 
and examine the station spread out below her. Beyond Alecto lay 
two more stations, clearly newer than the others, hollowed from a 
different kind of rock. Each of those stations had two docking 
wheels, and every space was full, but she could see none of the 
large raiding ships, the navy-built fives and sixes she knew Wrathof-
God owned. 
"That's Phobos and Demos," Chase Mago said. 
"They're mostly for the magi, and for anybody else who's staying 

long-term." 
"Where are the big ships?" Silence asked. "I didn't see any when 
we docked." 
"They dock here, to Alecto," Chase Mago answered. "Around here." 
He led her along the platform, back around the observatory, until 
its dark bulk blocked half the nebula. "If you look almost 
straight down, I think you can see them." 
Silence pressed herself against the glass, staring down between 
her feet, and could just glimpse a docking wheel far more massive 
than any of the others, and the immense keel of a six. 
"All the warcraft dock to Alecto," Chase Mago went on. "Alecto's 
the biggest dock, and the tracking center's here--most of that's 
done by this observatory--plus the master controls for the 
stations' harmonia, and the Admiral keeps station from here." 
"I see," Silence said. The dark quiet of the observatory platform 
seemed to loosen the engineer's tongue, and Silence willed him to 
keep talking. "What do the tattoos mean?" 
Chase Mago hesitated, then said, shortly, "Crewman from a fighting 
ship." 
"Then Denis was on one of the raiders?" 
"I suppose he must've been." The engineer shrugged. "He doesn't 
talk about it, in any case." 
That was a clear warning, and Silence gave up her questions, 
taking a few more steps along the platform. She was almost back to 
where they had started; Tasarla and Balthasar, leaning against the 
observatory wall, looked up from their conversation in surprise. 
Silence hardly noticed them. To the side of Tisiphone, swelling 
out from the station's lower quadrant, was a billowing cloud of 
material, shimmering from rich blue to white as it moved. 
"What the hell is that?" 

 Chase Mago moved to join her, stared entranced. "An airtight 
bubble? I don't know." 
Balthasar pulled himself away from the wall. "That's the assembly 
hall," he said. "They can't fit all the captains into any of the 
rooms on the station, so we meet out there." He shivered slightly. 
"Everyone must be here." 
Stragglers from Wrath-of-God's fleet arrived over the next few 
sleep/wake periods, a number of couriers and two rather battered 
fours, for which there was no room on Alecto's docking wheel. In 
the end, they were tethered to a makeshift dock off the axis of 
Demos, and the crews were ferried back to Alecto for quartering. 
Silence and Chase Mago watched their arrival from the observatory 
deck, then moved around the platform to look again at the bluewhite 
sphere of the assembly hall. It looked like nothing so much 
as a giant balloon, but that illusion was spoiled by the tiny 
human shapes that could be seen moving around on the inner 
surfaces. Stringing guideropes and seating nets, someone had said. 
The magus who had created the hall had not brought it into the 
field of the station's harmonium, though he had given it an 
atmosphere: the captains would have to float weightless throughout 
their meeting. 
Now, as she leaned against the slick cold glass, staring down at 
the hall, a three-toned chime sounded overhead, and all motion 
stopped. For a brief second the quiet was so deep that she could 
feel the low hum of the harmonium buried in the depths of Alecto. 
Then a woman spoke. 
"This is the Voice of the Council," she announced, her voice cool 
and faintly menacing. "The Admiral and senior captains summon all 
the captains of Wrath-of-God to Council. Council will begin in one 
local hour. Failure to attend will result in loss of privileges 
and status. The Voice of the Council has spoken." 
"Who or what is the Voice of the Council?" Silence whispered, but 
Chase Mago shook his head, frowning. 

"Later." 
Throughout the station, the summoned captains streamed toward the 
temporary tube that connected the assembly hall to the side of 
Tisiphone. The two captains who had been on the observatory deck 
hauled open the door to the stairhead, nearly knocking over a 
laborant unlucky enough to get in their way, and hurried out. 
Below, Silence could seen the first arrivals filing into the 
transfer tube. She watched in fascination as the hall filled, the 
surface of the sphere darkening as more and more men took their 
places in the maze of rope. 
"So what happens now?" she asked. 
"I don't know for sure," Chase Mago answered. "Presumably the 
Council tells everyone why they've been summoned, and then they 
put the question to a vote." 
"How long do you think it'll take?" Silence asked. 
Chase Mago snorted. "The Committee stage-manages things as well as 
any clutch of oligarchs. An hour or two, no longer." 
"You know a lot about politics," Silence said, and did not add, 
and about the sort of life Nnamdi leads. The words hung unspoken 
in the air between them, and for a second she wondered if she had 
gone too far. Then Chase Mago ducked his head in embarrassment. 
"My father was an oligarch--a new man, the first new man to break 
into the Circle of Families on Kesse in a hundred years, but still 
an oligarch. I just absorbed a lot of things, growing up in his 
house." 
"And he let you become an engineer?" 
Chase Mago shrugged. "I had brothers, and my father thought I'd be 
happiest and most useful if I could help run the family fleet. 
That was how I escaped when the Hegemony put Kesse to the sack." A 
spasm of pain crossed his bearded face, and Silence did not need 
to ask what had happened to his family. 

 "I'm sorry," she murmured. For a long moment, neither said 
anything. Then Silence smiled, wistfully. "My family always wanted 
me to marry an oligarch, but I don't think this is what they had 
in mind." 
Chase Mago looked down at her, his face breaking into the first 
real smile she had seen from him. "But you're not first-family 
yourself." 
"No, my kin are merchants, clients of one of our oligarchs," 
Silence answered. "But when I was nineteen, the third son of Vald 
Kiollr--he was one of the most powerful men in the senate at that 
time--asked me to marry him. He was everything a girl could want-- 
handsome, clever, only twelve years older than I. My parents 
didn't believe I was serious about becoming a pilot until I 
refused him the third time. The next year, my grandfather got his 
patron to sponsor me for my license." 
"Kiollr." Chase Mago was frowning, oblivious to the rest of her 
story. "The Kiollr are on Cap Bel, aren't they?" 
"Yes. I'm from there." 
"And a Kiollr arranged the general surrender, didn't he?" 
"Yes," Silence said again. Chase Mago's face darkened with an old 
anger, and the pilot hurried on. "Not all of Cap Bel supported 
him, not even all the oligarchs. That's how my grandfather lost 
his fortune, reinstating Avaras--that was his patron--when the 
Hegemony despoiled him. And not all the Rusadir's as defensible as 
Kesse. We don't have the fleets or the moon stations to fight 
from." 
Chase Mago's expression eased a little. "I know. I'm sorry." 
"It's all right," Silence said, vaguely. She could still remember 
when Avaras had been ruined, the second year she had had her 
license. She had been flying one of Avaras's smaller ships, and 
had brought it home only to see her captain forced to hand over 

ship and cargo to the Hegemon's men. There had been nothing left 
for her, she had thought, and she had gone home, numb, to find her 
female kin in tears and her grandfather at the computers, calmly 
turning assets into cash. Of all Avaras's clients, only three had 
stood by him, turning over their own funds to help him buy back 
his properties. Bodua Leigh had given more than any--he had 
received most, he said, in Avaras's good days--and bankrupted 
himself in the process. 
The observatory had emptied while they stood talking. The stars 
and the half-hidden fire of the nebula had become faintly 
menacing, and the air seemed suddenly cold. "Let's go below," she 
said. 
Despite Chase Mago's confident prediction, the Council lasted 
seven hours. Silence sat cross-legged on her uncomfortable bunk, 
trying without much success to concentrate on a Misthian novel 
borrowed from one of Tasarla's crew. The conventions of the plot 
were peculiar, and her attention kept straying to the hallway 
beyond her half-open door. At last there was a stirring in the 
air, a muttering that began below the level of hearing and swelled 
rapidly to full-scale shouting. Silence stepped to the door, 
pushing it fully open, and leaned out into the hall. 
"What's happened?" 
"Council's over," a stranger in a patched shipsuit shouted 
eagerly. "War's declared." 
"On who?" she cried after him, but he had disappeared down the 
hallway. 
Chase Mago looked at her from his door, his expression grim. "No 
use listening to rumors yet," he said, as much to himself as to 
her. "We have to wait for Denis." Balthasar appeared at last, 
following a gang of be-ribboned Numlulians. He looked very tired, 
the skin of his face dragged tight over his harsh bones, and he 
walked as though his back hurt. 
"Well," he said, when he came close enough to be heard over the 

babble of talk filling the hall. 
Chase Mago raised an eyebrow. "Well?" he repeated. "That's it?" 
"Hardly," Balthasar said, with a bitter smile. "Let's talk." 
The captain's cubicle was as cheerless as any of the others, more 
so because Balthasar had made no effort to personalize the space. 
The captain kicked his carryall beneath the bunk, clearing a 
square of floor, and hoisted himself onto the mattress, pushing 
back against the wall to make room for the others. Silence settled 
herself on the very foot of the bunk; Chase Mago lowered himself 
to the floor. 
For a while no one spoke, until Silence nerved herself to say, "I 
heard war's been declared." 
Balthasar sighed and sat forward. "Yeah, well. Apparently the 
Hegemon's decided to start cracking down on Wrath-of-God's 
connections inside the Hegemony. The Council might've known he 
wouldn't tolerate that forever. And this crackdown's neither 
subtle nor discriminating, from all accounts." 
Silence remembered one battered ship she had seen in the Mageara 
wheel, remembered too Tasarla saying the crew was being kept in 
quarantine. 
"Was Skrymir involved in that?" 
Balthasar grinned. "And how. The Navy's caught two others-- 
squadron mates to the twin fours that came in last--and the crews 
just vanished. They're either dead, or the Hegemon's magi have 
them, and I, for one, hope they're dead. Skrymir got real lucky, 
that's all. She carries Delian markings, and that made the 
Hegemon's people just wary enough. You saw the damage she took 
anyway." 
Silence nodded, remembering the scored paint and the dulled, offcolor 
look of Skrymir's keel. 

"And that's not all," Balthasar continued, with a sort of grim 
relish. "They've arrested two of our factors in the Rusadir, 
executed one with all his family, and are ready to do the same to 
the other one. Not to mention that they publicly flogged the 
satrap of Inarime--and him an aristocrat, one of the Thousand--for 
not keeping a closer eye on his customs officers." 
"And the customs officers?" Silence asked, after a moment. 
"Dead." 
"That would explain why it's been harder to bribe the customs 
people lately," Chase Mago said. The captain grunted, and the 
engineer went on, "I didn't think we did that much business 
through the Hegemony. Not enough for this to hurt too much." 
"We don't," Balthasar said. "We mostly live off their ships, but 
we still need contact. But there's also talk on Asterion that when 
the Navy has dealt with the Rusadir--secured them, that is-- 
they'll move into the Fringe." 
Silence shivered. The Fringe Worlds, unprotected by any league of 
planets, would be even less of a match for the Hegemony than the 
Rusadir had been. And with the Fringe gone, Wrath-of-God would 
have no place left to sell its plunder. "So what did they 
propose?" she asked. 
"A raid on Arganthonios," Balthasar said. 
"The water world?" Chase Mago looked up. "That would hurt the 
Hegemony, all right." 
So it would, Silence thought, but it might hurt us, too. 
Arganthonios was an anomalous world, a thin skin of ordinary ice 
concealing a core of elemental water--and it was elemental water 
that powered a starship's harmonium. Arganthonios was the single 
largest source of the substance in the known galaxy; control of 
that was one of the cornerstones of the Hegemon's power. It was 
not a world to take lightly. 

"Arganthonios must have a substantial garrison," she said 
cautiously. 
Balthasar grimaced. Silence thought the expression might have 
started as a smile. "It does. But the Council has decided to throw 
all our ships against it." 
"All?" Silence could not keep the protest from her voice. 
Even Chase Mago looked startled. "The couriers can't be of much 
use, surely." 
"Oh, but the raid's practical, too," Balthasar answered. "The 
Hegemon is talking about refusing to sell water from Arganthonios 
to outsiders. So the captains plan to take enough of it to fill 
all our tanks, enough to last two or three years." 
"How?" Chase Mago asked. 
"The big ships--the fives and sixes, and anything else with enough 
guns to be useful--will swoop in first and secure the planet. Then 
the rest of us will land and load up with the water." Balthasar 
added quickly, "Don't worry, Julie, the shipwrights will make the 
modifications to the holds." 
"And retune when they're done?" 
"Of course," Balthasar said. 
"They'd better," the engineer said, but without heat. Some of the 
worry was smoothed from his face as he contemplated the attack, 
and the damage to the Hegemony. Silence shook her head. 
"I suppose there's no way out of this," she said. 
Balthasar smiled wryly. "None." 
The next week was spent planning for the raid. Sun-Treader was 
assigned a place in the third wave of couriers--Ostinato was part 
of the same group, to Silence's relief--and given the road to 

follow between Wrath-of-God and Arganthonios. She had flown the 
Lion-Road before, but she spent hours with her starbooks anyway, 
defeating uneasiness with the familiar symbols. She saw little of 
the others. Balthasar was occupied by almost constant captains' 
councils, and Chase Mago spent his waking hours at the docks, 
supervising the shipwrights. The day's routine was set by the 
Voice of the Council, her perfectly modulated tones issuing new 
orders at regular intervals. Silence asked again about her, 
wondering how even Wrath-of-God could give so much power to a 
woman, and Balthasar explained, looking over his shoulder as he 
spoke. The Voice was a revenant, he said, an idiot or a criminal 
bought by a magus, who then destroyed the existing personality and 
replaced it with a matrix only slightly more complex than that 
given to a homunculus. The Voice was capable of repeating the most 
complex instructions, and of making very simple decisions, but she 
could never use her power as the Council's representative to 
create a policy of her own. 
The use of a revenant was only too typical of Wrath-of-God; a 
black carelessness filled the station, and Silence found her 
thoughts slowly deadened by it. The raid was a gamble, but unreal-- 
the couriers grumbled a little, but were solaced by the thought of 
the profits to be made. The warships' crews were frankly ecstatic-- 
but none of it affected her. She knew she should be afraid, and 
was not; only the unreality of it all raised a nagging worry. 
Sitting on her bunk in the badly lit room, she opened the Speculum 
to the pages showing the Lion-Road, but could not concentrate on 
the over-familiar symbols. Sighing, she set it aside, and reached 
for the Gilded Stairs. The odd texture of the treated paper 
reminded her that this was not her copy. She turned the pages 
anyway, glancing idly at the unfamiliar tables and strange roads. 
While the number of roads known to the compiler of this version of 
the Gilded Stairs was limited, the number of planets he had known 
was far greater than she had imagined. The major worlds of 
Hegemony and Rusadir were listed in the tables, and a few of the 
Fringe planets, but there were also listings for planets that had 
been destroyed in the Millennial Wars. There were worlds she had 
never heard of, and she assumed that they, like Latmos and 
Vahalis, were among the planets shattered by the war. Then she 

recognized, among a table full of unfamiliar names, Sicyon, and 
then Aja. Those were Rose Worlds, prohibited worlds, and she 
wondered if the other names in the table could be variants of the 
other planets of the ring. Lemirey might be Limyre, she thought, 
and el Mersa could be Mersaa Maia. That was easily enough checked, 
and she turned quickly to the New Aquarius, comparing the listings 
for the roads between Asterion, listed in both books, and Mersaa. 
The books gave the same roads, and she turned back to the Gilded 
Stairs with a feeling of satisfaction. It was rather amusing to 
think that she now shared the vaunted secrets of the Rose-Worlder 
pilots. No one knew precisely what they had to hide, though there 
was much speculation. The majority, like Otto Razil, said that the 
Rose Worlds knew how to reach Earth.... Silence drew a sharp 
breath. Was it possible that this book might really hold the key 
Razil had been looking for? 
There was no index. Instead, the entries in the tables that made 
up the first third of the book were arranged according to an 
unfamiliar system. She could not work out the key, and was finally 
reduced to going through it page by page. And then, among the mix 
of symbols and oddly misspelled planetary names, she saw it: the 
circle surrounding a cross that stood for Earth. The crossreferenced 
worlds, the originating planets, were ones she did not 
recognize, though at least one of the roads was a familiar one. 
Perhaps that was why no one had noticed the value of this copy, 
she thought. The listed worlds were mostly unknown or unreachable, 
so the Earth symbol, if anyone had noticed it, had been ignored 
because the roads were useless. But probably not completely so, 
she thought. I imagine that, with patience, I could trace those 
worlds, and from there I could reach Earth-- I wonder why 
Grandfather never noticed this? Probably because he never looked, 
she told herself. He had bought it only a few days before his 
death, if he had bought it for her name-day--and that day had come 
and gone, she realized suddenly, without her noticing--and even if 
he had bought it earlier, he was not particularly interested in 
the arcana of the pilot's art. It would have been like him to buy 
it without ever looking beyond Gregor Mosi's initials. 
She pulled herself up off the bunk, wondering if Balthasar were in 
his room. Then she hesitated. If she told the Delian what she had 

found, the Council would inevitably hear about it--she was sure 
their surveillance was more than adequate. And that's something I 
don't want to risk, she thought. If Wrath-of-God had the Earth- 
Road... I don't know what they'd do, how they'd handle it, but I'd 
almost rather see Otto find Earth first. She closed and locked her 
Gilded Stairs, then buried it at the bottom of her carryall, 
pulling a shirt over it. She could not even think of looking for 
the worlds that had been the departure points for Earth until she 
was well clear of Wrath-of-God--and probably not even then, she 
admitted. But at least I can always sell the book, if I need 
money. If we survive this raid. For the first time, the 
possibility of death seemed real, and she wished she could spend 
what might be her last days on any world but Wrath-of-God. 
Twenty-four hours after her discovery, the warships lifted from 
their docks; six hours after that, the couriers followed. Sun- 
Treader did not so much lift from her cradle as fall from it, her 
harmonium tuned low, barely giving her steerage way. Sweating, 
Balthasar took the ship through the confusion of traffic, dodging 
other formations and ships under tow. Sun-Treader was sluggish in 
the interference from the other harmonia, and the captain took his 
time working her into her assigned spot behind Ostinato. Chase 
Mago lowered the pitch of the harmonium even further then, waiting 
for the signal from the fleet commander. 
Finally, the formation was complete. At the head of the long 
column of starships, the fleet commander gave a signal, which was 
reflected back along the line of ships. Silence saw Balthasar's 
face pale as Ostinato repeated the brief transmission and opened 
the stops of her harmonium. The captain's eyes were fixed on the 
twin pitch recorders, one tuned to Ostinato, the other to his own 
harmonium. To keep station, he and Chase Mago would have to keep 
Sun-Treader's harmonium tuned a full step below Ostinato's primary 
note. 
"Now," Balthasar said quietly. 
Silence reached for the transmitter switch, sent the prepared 
signal to the ships behind them. At the same moment, Chase Mago 
opened the stops, and the music rose glorious, only to waver 

instantly into dissonance. Balthasar winced and touched his keys, 
bringing the ship back into line. The interference eased, but did 
not disappear entirely, and Silence glanced nervously at the 
strain gauges. The needles were flickering, but only at the edge 
of the yellow area. They had a long way to go before they reached 
the red danger mark. 
"Acceptable?" Balthasar asked, without taking his eyes from the 
pitch indicators. 
"Looks fine to me," Silence answered. 
"Good." . 
When the pitch indicators showed Sun-Treader to be less than 
twenty minutes from the twelfth of heaven, Silence climbed to the 
pilot's bridge. It took every exercise she had learned in 
apprenticeship to put herself in the proper state of receptivity, 
but at last she was able to look at the fading bulkheads with some 
confidence. She knew the Lion-Road well enough, but had never 
flown any road in company with so many other ships. She could not 
entirely quell the fear that she would lose control of Sun-Treader 
in the eddies and backwash set up by other ships. 
"Are you ready, Silence?" Balthasar asked. In the background, 
Silence could hear Chase Mago's monotonous chant, counting off the 
fractions as they approached the twelfth. Balthasar would be 
paying more attention to the readings from Ostinato, keeping Sun- 
Treader half a step behind. 
"Ready," she said softly, and did not expect an acknowledgement. 
She rested her hands on the control yoke, fingers on the lock, and 
waited as the metal surrounding her grew nebulous and vanished all 
together. 
"You have control, Silence." 
The pilot snapped off the lock and searched quickly for her 
bearing. To her surprise, the marks were palely visible already, 
the snarling cats setting the path that curved gently down to a 

gate that seemed to be shaped both like a prison portcullis and 
the mouth of a lion. She shook her head, trying to make the lion's 
head come clear, but the dual image persisted. It was the other 
pilots' doing, she realized. The standard texts disagreed on the 
symbol for the end of the path, and purgatory was doing its best 
to accommodate both visions. 
Sun-Treader fell into the proper path almost without her help, its 
path eased rather than hindered by the starships that had preceded 
it. Seeing that, Silence relaxed a little, staring at the chain of 
ships. Ostinato rode ahead of her, her keel shining rainbow 
bright, and beyond her was the slimmer arrow of Micah, half 
transparent and glowing. Beyond Micah was Freya's Witch, and 
beyond her more ships whose names Silence did not know, strung out 
like beads on a string. They were all in the road, not a ripple of 
dissonance to mark a deviation. 
As the lead ships approached the distorted image of the gate, the 
first dissonance appeared. It was harder to control the ships as 
they fell out of purgatory; captains lost control of their 
harmonia, setting up new distortion. The needles of the new strain 
gauges set into the yoke jumped sharply, hung just at the edge of 
the red zone. Sun-Treader shivered, and Silence tightened her hold 
on the control yoke. 
The disturbance grew worse as Sun-Treader came up on the gate, 
apparent speed increasing as they fell away from five-twelfths of 
heaven. The ship bucked, then swerved crazily as a new eddy 
manifested itself as a tiny tiger crouched to spring. 
Silence brought them back into line, but not before the harmonium 
shrieked wildly. She heard Chase Mago swear, and realized that he 
had lost control of the tuning. The end of the path loomed ahead 
of them, Ostinato framed against the teeth of the half-lowered 
bars. Or were those a lion's teeth? Silence's head swam as she 
tried to take in the double picture. With an effort, she banished 
the lion's head. 
They were gaining on Ostinato. She was sure of that despite the 
difficulty of judging relative distance, with only illusion to 

measure it against. She bit her lip, hesitating. Should she wait, 
take the chance that both ships would make it out before they 
collided, or should she risk the dissonances that bordered the 
path and sheer off now? 
"Julie, watch the pitch," Balthasar snapped in her ears. "Watch 
it, we're climbing their tail." 
Chase Mago's only response was an inarticulate growl. He'd lost 
it, Silence realized, was no longer a fraction ahead of things. 
Sun-Treader seemed to leap forward suddenly, and she no longer had 
a choice. 
To either side loomed the stone pillars of the gate, terribly 
solid even as the illusion faded. Below was indeterminate, a 
nothingness she avoided without knowing why she did it. Even 
before she was completely aware of her reasoning, she leaned back 
against the control yoke, hauling the protesting ship up and out 
of the path. The illusory world around her spun crazily as she 
twisted the yoke against the stuff of purgatory, dissonance that 
was the gate-image, momentarily bit into and through it. A ghost 
of sound passed through the pilot's bridge, and then they were 
through, falling rapidly away from purgatory. 
Silence clung to the yoke, retching, then gathered enough strength 
to lock her controls. That touch of celestial stuff had very 
nearly been too much for her material self. 
"Are you all right?" Balthasar demanded. "Silence? Are you all 
right? God, that was completely off the scale. Silence?" 
The pilot swallowed carefully. "I think I'm all right," she 
whispered. "I will be, anyway." 
"You don't sound it," Balthasar said. "Julie, lock things down and 
get up there--" 
"I'm fine," Silence said, and almost meant it. "I'm better 
already." 

"I--" Balthasar broke off as the interships channel crackled to 
life. 
"Balthasar 70219, Sun-Treader, you are off station." 
Silence did not bother to smother her weak giggle, and Balthasar 
snarled, "Tell me something I don't know. Ayaz 59982, Mesmer, we 
were overrunning Ostinato." 
Ayaz, the fleet commander, seemed unruffled by Balthasar's tone. 
"Report any damage, Balthasar 70219, Sun-Treader." 
"Well, Julie?" Balthasar asked. 
"We need to retune," the engineer answered. Listening, Silence 
could almost hear something different, something not quite right, 
perhaps a single note a half-step higher, that changed the 
harmonium's song from pleasant to faintly wearing. 
"Right away?" Balthasar asked. 
"As soon as possible," Chase Mago answered. "But we could go 
another gate or two. If we have to." 
"Ayaz 59982, Mesmer, this is Balthasar 70219, Sun-Treader. We need 
to retune, but it's not quite desperate." 
"Received. Tasarla 68035, Ostinato, report your condition," Ayaz 
said. 
Tasarla's answer was quick and cheerful. "Ayaz 
59982, Mesmer, this is Tasarla 68035, Ostinato. We're all right, 
nothing more than a shaking. Nice piloting, Silence." 
"Thanks," Silence murmured, though she was certain the transmitter 
was off. 
"No gossip, Tasarla 68035, Ostinato," Ayaz said. "Change places 
with Balthasar 70219, Sun-Treader." 

 "Acknowledged," Balthasar said, and Tasarla echoed him. 
Slowly, Silence pulled herself upright. She still felt shaky, but 
not as sick as before. Carefully, she let herself down the ladder, 
rung by rung, then dropped heavily into her couch. Even that 
limited activity left her dizzy, and she had to close her eyes for 
a moment before she could summon the strength to secure the safety 
webbing. 
"Are you sure you're all right?" 
Silence nodded. "I really am. I'm better already." 
The captain looked dubious, but the shift to approach formation 
demanded his attention. "The warships have secured the orbits, and 
things seem to be going well on the ground--channel four, if you 
want to listen." 
Silence shook her head, staring at the screens. Visual and musonar 
showed Arganthonios and its sun, forever circling an invisible 
point like a pair of wary wrestlers. They were bound together by 
limited Newtonian forces, pushed apart by the mutually exclusive 
elements, fire and water. The musica mundana, reflected in the 
Ficinan model, showed the contrasting forces interwoven, each 
distorting the other, achieving only a precarious harmony. On the 
visual screen, Arganthonios showed almost as bright as its elderly 
sun. Sun-Treader was still too far out for the scanners to be able 
to distinguish the picket ships, but the musonar showed them 
clearly, two rings of bright dots, one banding the planet at the 
equator, the other circling it from pole to pole. A cluster of 
lights hovered around Arganthonios' irregular moon: the garrison 
was fighting back. "So we're going in," Balthasar finished grimly. 
Chapter 5 
The descent to Arganthonios was unexpectedly easy. The fleet of 
couriers fanned out into landing formation, designed to minimize 
the impact of any attack from the planet, and met nothing except 
the guidance signals from the orbiting warships and the beacons 

planted beneath the temporary fields. There had even been time to 
set up field harmonia, so Balthasar did not have to make an 
unassisted landing, balancing the keel against the song of the 
planet's core. Sun-Treader rode the beam down as she would onto 
any world, onto padded skids rather than a cradle, and was dragged 
to one side by a team of heavy-duty homunculi. Balthasar and Chase 
Mago saw to the fitting of baffles around the already stressed 
keel, and adjusted the chocks that held the ship upright, ready 
for a quick liftoff. 
Silence waited for them just within the hatchway, an unfamiliar 
projectile rifle cradled in her arms, her heylin slung at her 
waist. Cold settled over the ship, chilling her in spite of the 
thickly quilted jacket and trousers provided by the quartermasters 
on Wrath-of-God. With the cold came the quiet, doubly unnatural on 
a planet just taken by storm. There was no noise, no shouting, not 
even the nearly soundless popping of heylins or the flat crack of 
the projectile rifles. Across the steaming metal of the temporary 
field, she could just make out a cannon emplacement, half-hidden 
by the last ship in the parking line. It took much more effort to 
find the white-garbed troops who manned it, but when she finally 
picked them out of the snow, they were drinking coffee, very much 
at their ease. 
When the men returned, they brought the cold with them, an 
invisible cloud about their bodies. Chase Mago headed immediately 
for the engine room to set up collectors to power the secondary 
plant. Balthasar and Silence remained behind to set up the 
security devices--monitors that would sound alarms if anything 
moved too close to the ship--then retreated to the commons. 
"Isn't there something we should be doing?" Silence asked. 
Chase Mago passed her a mug of coffee from the giant urn, and she 
sipped at it cautiously. The engineer had left his jacket on her 
chair, and she lifted it off, noting as she did how the cold still 
clung to it. Her own clothes were chill, too, and she worked her 
way out of them, precariously balancing the mug. 
"Like what?" Balthasar asked. He, too, accepted a cup of coffee, 

and drank half of it in a single gulp, before beginning to strip 
off his cold-weather gear. "We aren't heavily armed enough to help 
in securing the main installation, and the field guards don't need 
our help. All we can do is wait for the order to start loading the 
water." 
"And be ready to lift," Chase Mago interjected quietly. "Where do 
we go, Denis, if things go wrong?" 
"There's nothing in the plan," Balthasar said. "It's too late for 
things to go wrong." 
I don't like the sound of that, Silence thought, and saw Chase 
Mago surreptitiously make a gesture to avert bad luck. 
"All right, so what's your plan?" the engineer asked. 
Balthasar shrugged. "The Madakh, I suppose. Or would Ariassus be 
better?" He took a deep breath and, with a great effort, focused 
his attention on the idea, "Yes, I think Ariassus. Bigger 
population, more ships calling there, and the governor doesn't ask 
questions even if the Hegemon does pay his salary. Silence, go 
ahead and set up a course for us, Arganthonios to Ariassus--plot a 
backup, too. Arganthonios to the Madakh." He glared at Chase Mago. 
"Does that satisfy you?" 
The engineer, staring into his coffee, said nothing. Silence rose 
and went into her cabin to collect her starbooks. I didn't think 
Julie was being that unreasonable, she thought, lifting the 
mattress and unlocking the strongbox. It seems only reasonable to 
want to have a disaster plan. But then, Balthasar had a point, 
too. It was too late for things to go wrong. If they were attacked 
now, there would be nothing to do but run. Or be blasted on the 
ground.... She shied away from that thought, flipping quickly 
through the tables in the New Aquarius, but the planet's chill 
quiet had crept into her cabin. She was uneasily aware of the 
slightest creaking of cold metal, of the occasional scuff of a 
footstep outside her door. In the end, she swept up her books and 
returned to the commons. 

The others were sitting as she had left them, but Balthasar had 
lit the wall screen, which showed a picture taken by a camera 
placed just above the main hatch--the row of parked ships, the 
snow beyond them, and the spindly drilling towers. She squinted at 
it, and thought she could just make out the cannon emplacement at 
the edge of the temporary field. 
"Nothing yet?" she asked, and Chase Mago answered, "Nothing." 
Silence sighed, and spread her books across the table, pulling up 
a chair so she could work in comfort. The tables in the New 
Aquarius listed only three routes between Arganthonios and 
Ariassus, and none between Arganthonios and the Madakh, but the 
Topoi's tables listed seven for each. Two of those were familiar 
roads, ones so common she had lost count of the number of times 
she had flown them. She could take Sun-Treader through to either 
the Madakh or Ariassus, even if the ship were falling apart around 
her, or if she herself were hurt. And it spared her the effort-- 
likely to be unsuccessful--of trying to memorize voidmarks when 
her mind was on other things. 
She closed her books and put them away in her cabin, then returned 
to the commons. Balthasar had a fresh cup of coffee, but nothing 
else had changed. In the screen, night was falling on 
Arganthonios, grey-white fading into the blues and violets of 
twilight. In the distance, she could just see a sliver of moon 
rising behind the drilling towers, casting the faintest ripple of 
light across the gently mounded snow. 
Suddenly, lights blazed from the top of the drilling towers and 
from the roofs of the other buildings. She jumped, reaching 
instinctively for the heylin she had discarded with her heavy 
jacket and, in the screen, the cannon's crew jumped for their 
weapons and fired hastily. The blazing ball of energy blasted away 
the darkness, nearly shorting out the camera and blinding the 
three watchers in Sun-Treader's commons. When Silence's eyesight 
returned to normal, she saw that that was all the damage it had 
done. A great puddle was slowly refreezing on the hill beyond the 
towers, but nothing else had changed. 

"Attention, attention," a voice blared over both loudspeakers and 
the internal communications channel. "Kesin 453, ground forces 
commander, speaking. There is no attack. Repeat, there is no 
attack. All troops, cease fire at once." 
"An automatic switch," Chase Mago said, and drew a shaky breath. 
"Damn stupid of them not to warn us," Balthasar growled, but 
before he could go on, the speakers crackled again. 
"Attention, all personnel, this is Haldan 309, operations 
coordinator. Stand by for fleet orders. All commanders check in." 
"This is it," Balthasar said, and reached to touch a single button 
set beneath the screen. The snow-covered landscape faded, and was 
replaced by a man's face. In one corner of the screen, numbers 
flickered rapidly, froze, then disappeared before Silence could 
read the total. 
"Attention, all personnel, this is Haldan 309, operations 
coordinator," the man repeated. "Stand by for new orders. Orbital 
control was achieved at 1428 hours, local; ground control at 1450. 
However, the amount of elemental water in the storage tanks was 
considerably less than projected, threatening the second half of 
the Council's objective. Therefore, the senior captains have 
decided that the fleet will remain on Arganthonios until enough 
water can be pumped to fill our tanks back on Wrath-of-God. The 
resident magi have agreed to operate the mining machinery in 
exchange for interviews with selected captains and crewmen, on the 
usual terms." 
Silence could not help shaking her head in wonder. A magus would 
sell his soul for new knowledge. These magi, despite their 
presumed oaths of loyalty to the Hegemon, were prepared to give 
active aid to his enemies, in exchange for the right to ask 
questions. They were even willing to keep the answers secret-- 
those were the usual terms. 
"Garrison troops will be held on the lunar station," Haldan went 
on. "Transport captains will be detailed to ferry prisoners up 

there, and those selected for interview will also be notified 
within the hour. Haldan 309, operations coordinator, ending 
transmission." 
"They're crazy," Balthasar said. "They're totally insane. What 
makes them think the alert hasn't already gone out, and that we 
won't have a whole task force down on us within the day?" 
"Maybe it's worth the chance," Chase Mago said. "The water will 
last for years, even at the rate the fleet uses it--" 
The speaker buzzed again, and Silence reached for it quickly. "Sun- 
Treader." 
"Mikos 949, speaking for Haldan 309, operations coordinator. 
You're the pilot?" 
"Yes," Silence said. 
"Right. I need to speak to Balthasar 70219." 
The captain spoke without turning, raising his voice to carry to 
the pickups. "What the hell do you want, Mikos?" 
The coordinator's representative did not seem disturbed by the 
obvious hostility. "Official orders, Balthasar 70219, Sun-Treader. 
Your pilot is required by the magi--seems they've never heard of a 
woman pilot before, at least one that wasn't a Misthian. She's to 
take up residence in the main compound. You can come with her or 
not, as you choose." 
Balthasar ground his teeth, swung to face the screen. "I protest." 
"Protest denied." Mikos's face softened a little. "You can bring 
it before the Council when we get back, but I can tell you now you 
won't get very far." 
"Very well." Balthasar took a deep breath, fighting to control his 
anger. "We'll all move to the main compound." 

"Thank you, Balthasar 70219, Sun-Treader. A sled will be by for 
you in one local hour." The transmission ended abruptly, leaving 
Balthasar staring at the blank screen. 
"They're determined to kill us all," he said at last, quite 
calmly, then turned on his heel and vanished into his cabin. 
Silence stared at the table top, a lost feeling settling in her 
stomach. It had been so good, the past few weeks, being treated 
not as something strange or exotic, but merely as one of the crew. 
It hurt to be an oddity again, to be reminded that she was a 
woman, without status--and, worse than that, to be treated as a 
commodity, something to be traded to the magi in exchange for 
their help and silence. 
"Don't blame Denis," Chase Mago said, after a moment. "There's 
nothing he can do, if they won't allow a protest until we get back 
to the Wrath." He hesitated, then added, "I'm sorry." 
Silence waved a hand in negation. "It's all right." She could not 
quite bring herself to say she was used to it, or that she was 
glad to help, and compromised on, "It's not a difficult thing." 
The sled arrived promptly an hour later, setting off the alarms 
that ringed the ship. Balthasar made them wait while Chase Mago 
set a trip lock at the hatch, so that opening it would also snap 
on the ship's power and start the harmonium, then tossed their 
bags into the cargo well behind the seats and climbed aboard, 
extending a hand to help Silence up. The pilot followed 
cautiously, stepping over the ice-coated running board directly 
onto the floor of the cabin. Chase Mago climbed in next, followed 
by a guard in white cold-weather gear heavily trimmed with icecolored 
fur. The sled jerked forward, its tiny wheels awkward on 
the rough surface of the field, then slid off into the deep snow. 
The wheels came up into their recesses, and the machine shot 
forward, throwing Silence against the back of the seat. The cabin 
was unheated, and she was grateful for the warm bodies to either 
side. 
The trip from the field to the main compound was short, and the 

glaring spotlights turned the snowfield into an indistinct expanse 
of glittering white and coal-black shadow. It was impossible to 
see details, and Silence was glad when the sled slid to a stop in 
front of one of the buildings. An airlock door was just visible, 
set back into the thick walls, a waist-high retaining wall curving 
beside it, presumably to protect it from the drifting snow. 
Silence collected her bag, probing automatically through the thin 
sides for the shape of her starbook, and pushed through the door 
into a pleasantly lit hallway. The air inside was so cold it took 
her breath away; she gasped and tightened the collar of her 
jacket. 
A mercenary from the assault team was waiting for them, his head 
tilted to one side as he listened to the chatter from a tiny 
mechanical box clipped to his collar. The words were gibberish to 
Silence, though she thought she recognized the language as the 
soldier's guild's private tradetalk, but the mercenary muttered 
something in response, and came forward. 
"Come with me, Captain, sieuri?" 
The three followed silently down the white-walled corridor, then 
into another identical hallway, then down a short flight of stairs 
and through a corridor that grew suddenly low-ceilinged as they 
passed from one building to another. The air was warmer in the 
second building, and there were guards posted unobtrusively at the 
top of the stairs from the connecting tunnel, manning a small 
cannon. Their escort tossed them a salute, and the gun crew 
returned it silently. 
There were signs of fighting here, the first Silence had seen 
since the landing. The walls were stained, a door had been blasted 
away, and she caught a quick glimpse of charred furniture and 
ruined machinery. Guards were posted at many of the doorways, and 
the men who moved through the halls were either soldiers from the 
landing team or bore the tattoos of the warship's crews. For a 
moment, Silence wondered why this part of the installation was so 
important, but then they passed a board filled with directional 
hieroglyphics. Main power plant controls to the left, 
communications and astrology one flight up, drill monitoring and 

map... of course the assault commanders would concentrate their 
men here. 
Their escort led them down another short flight of stairs, past 
yet another cannon emplacement, and into a third building. There 
was heat here, too, but very little else to provide comfort. 
Furniture was piled in the hall outside office doors; one was open 
a crack, and Silence could see a very young soldier asleep on a 
thin mat, one arm thrown up against the light. 
"What is this area normally?" Balthasar asked. 
"Magi's quarters, laborants' hall, and workrooms," the soldier 
answered. He glanced at Balthasar, saw more questions in the 
captain's eyes, and sighed. "We kicked the magi out of their 
regular quarters and have them under guard in one corner of the 
building. We took the laborants up to the lunar station with the 
garrison, just in case. You get one of the workrooms." He stopped 
in front of an unmarked door, and kicked the lower right-hand 
corner. The door slid back, revealing a stack of folded cots and a 
tiny portable heater. "Heat goes down at 2200. Follow the signs 
for dining hall and lavatories. And don't go wandering around. 
There's no heat in any of the other buildings, and you could 
freeze to death." 
"Thank you," Balthasar said bitterly, but the man was already out 
of earshot. 
Chase Mago sighed, tossed his bag into a corner, and began 
methodically unfolding the cots. 
"Are the ground troops always this friendly?" Silence asked. 
To her surprise, Balthasar managed a wry grin. "They aren't 
usually this bad, no. But I'm sure they aren't happy about the 
change of plans, either." 
Chase Mago had finished unfolding the cots, and knelt by the 
heater. After a brief examination, he pushed it away in disgust. 
"That thing's no good. The power cell is nearly drained." 

 "Wonderful," Silence muttered. Raising her voice, she added, "How 
cold does it get when the heat goes down?" 
The engineer shrugged, and Balthasar said, "Cold." 
"Very funny." Silence glared at the others a moment, then, with an 
effort, controlled her anger. "Should we try and get some food?" 
"Sounds good to me," Chase Mago said, accepting her implicit 
apology, but Balthasar held up his hand. 
"No, I brought rations from the ship. We're better off staying 
here, out of the troops' way, and besides, I want to talk to you." 
He settled himself on one of the bare mattresses. Pilot and 
engineer exchanged glances, then copied him. 
"Look, if the Hegemony comes back, we're going to need a plan of 
action," Balthasar began. He lowered his voice. "And I don't mean 
the official, fight-to-the-last kind, either. If we're attacked, 
we head for the ship, above-ground." 
"What if they've brought siege engines?" Chase Mago asked. 
"If they do, then we try to get to the tunnel to the drill towers, 
and take our chances in the open from there," Balthasar answered. 
"But I doubt they will. It would be too tricky, with all the 
elemental water just below the crust--the engines would be more 
likely to break the planet open than to disrupt us." 
The engineer nodded, and Balthasar went on. "There's a lock to the 
surface two cross-corridors back." He searched briefly in his 
pockets and, after a moment, Chase Mago handed him a tiny notebook 
and pen. The captain tore a sheet from the back pages and 
scribbled on it for a minute, then held up a crude diagram. 
"Turn left from this door, down two corridors, then left again, 
and you'll see stairs and an emergency lock. From there, you can 
see the fields, so just head straight for the ship." 

Silence took the sheet of paper, studied it for a moment without 
speaking, then handed it to Chase Mago. They could make it out of 
the building, she thought, but there wasn't much chance they could 
make it across the open snowfields to the ship. But then, 
Balthasar had never promised that. 
"Any questions?" the captain said, after a moment. 
Silence shook her head, and the engineer said, "I can't think of 
any." 
"Then let's eat," Balthasar said, reaching for his bag. 
The meal was a quiet one, and shortly after they had finished, the 
heat began to fade. Each cot was equipped with a heavy sleepsack, 
and Silence crawled into hers fully dressed. Feeling like a fool, 
she wrestled with buttons and ties, and finally freed herself of 
her outer layer of clothing, setting it on the floor beneath the 
cot. Chase Mago did the same, folding himself to fit into a tooshort 
bag, but Balthasar stripped without regard for an audience. 
Silence watched in sleepy fascination--the captain was leanly 
muscled, brown-skinned and fit, belying the grey in his hair--but 
Chase Mago yawned loudly. Balthasar glanced at him, his expression 
unreadable, then reached to dim the lights. 
Silence woke shivering, her body contracted to a tight knot 
beneath the layers of the sleepsack. Wincing, she tried to 
straighten her legs against the painful stiffness of her muscles, 
whistling softly at a cramp in one calf. The fabric was icy 
beneath her feet, and her toes were beginning to ache from the 
cold. The heater's broken down completely, she thought, but a 
quick glance showed a pinpoint of red light in the far corner. 
Theoretically, at least, it was functioning. Still shivering, she 
worked one arm out of the sleepsack, and rummaged beneath the cot 
frame for the clothes she had discarded earlier, heaping them on 
top of the sack. They stopped the shivering, but she did not dare 
uncurl from her fetal position for fear of dislodging them. 
"Silence?" That was Balthasar, whispering across darkness and the 
intervening cot. "Are you awake?" 

 "Yes." 
"Julie?" 
The engineer mumbled something inarticulate, but Silence, shifting 
uneasily beneath the piled clothes, could see his eyes wide open 
through the darkness. 
"Are you as cold as I am?" Balthasar went on. 
"Frozen," Silence answered. 
"It'd be warmer if we put all the sacks together." Balthasar said. 
For a moment, no one said anything, and then Silence shrugged. 
"Anything to get warm again," she said. 
"I'll agree with that," Chase Mago mumbled. 
In the end, they simply piled the cot frames one on top of the 
other, then, shivering, fastened the sleepsacks together and 
climbed in. Silence huddled in the middle sack, wondering 
miserably if she would ever be warm again. To either side, captain 
and engineer shifted restlessly, each trying to avoid the others' 
cold feet. For some reason, the situation reminded her of nothing 
so much as the outings sponsored by her grandfather's patron for 
the offspring of his clients, and she smothered a laugh at the 
memory. While the boys went camping, the girls were taken to one 
of the summer compounds on the Garumnan coast, where they spent 
the days swimming and sunbathing, and learning the traditional 
female crafts. At night, they took the mattresses from the beds 
and spread them together on the floor, so they could huddle 
together and share secrets in the dark. But that had been a long 
time ago, and the secrets they had shared had had to do with 
dreams and ghosts and whispers of boys. The memory was comforting 
and, as she grew slowly warmer, she slept. 
Silence woke to find herself curled tightly against Balthasar's 
side, her cheek on his shoulder. Chase Mago was nowhere in sight. 

Silence lay frozen for a moment, wondering what to do. If she 
moved, she would wake him, and in pulling away would look like the 
stereotypical homebred girl whose virginity was her only property. 
On the other hand, she had no particular desire to have him wake 
up to find her in his arms. Maybe if I stretched, she thought, 
that would wake him, and I could pretend I'd just wakened myself. 
At that moment, Balthasar opened his eyes. He blinked twice, as 
though disconcerted, and then his lips curved in a knowing smile. 
Silence glared and sat up quickly to hide her blush. 
"Good morning," Balthasar said, and the smile turned into a grin. 
Pig, Silence thought, and felt her face freeze automatically into 
that stony incomprehension that had been her best defense against 
all men, from oligarch's sons to fellow star-travellers. "Do you 
want breakfast?" 
She pulled on her quilted trousers and reached for the ration 
packs discarded next to the heater. One had been broken open, and 
Chase Mago had scrawled a short note on the inner wrapping: "Gone 
to see about quick-tuning Sun-Treader. Back when I can." 
"What's up?" Balthasar asked. Coming up behind her, he rested his 
hands very lightly on her shoulders, a touch at once tentative and 
apologetic. "I suppose I ruined my chances," he added. 
Words and tone were at odds with his cautious hands. Silence 
glanced over her shoulder, not knowing how to answer. A flat 
agreement would sound petty, and anything else would sound 
flirtatious; she settled on naivete. 
"Chances?" Without waiting for his answer, she went on, "Julie's 
gone to see about the keel." 
The captain's hands lifted from her shoulders. "Maybe not 
utterly," he murmured, but his expression, when she glanced again 
at him, was oddly wistful. He saw her look, and his manner changed 
abruptly. "So Julie thinks he can quick-tune?" 
Silence shrugged. "It looks as though he's going to try," she 

said. 
"I doubt he can do it," Balthasar mused. 
Privately, Silence agreed with him, Quick-tuning--forcing a 
stressed keel temporarily back to its original pitch--had to be 
done in the confined space of a tuner's shed, or else the 
beneficial harmonies dissipated before any good could be done. She 
shrugged again, and changed the subject. "What about the magi? 
Will they send for me, or what?" 
"I don't know," Balthasar said, and reached for a ration pack. 
Silence copied him, seating herself precariously on the edge of 
the bottommost cot. The captain sat on the floor. "I am sorry 
about this," he said presently. "I intend to file a protest at the 
next captains' council." 
"It's not worth it on my account." 
Balthasar looked up with a quirky smile. "Oh, I'm not just doing 
it for you, I admit it. There's a matter of my rights as captain 
and freeholder to be considered. My crew shouldn't be dragged off 
without their first consulting me and getting my consent." 
"I see." Silence busied herself with her ration pack, wondering as 
she nibbled at the flat, faintly bitter drybread whether she 
should be flattered at once again being treated as just another 
crew member. She put that question aside with the rations, and 
began to return the room to its original condition. After a 
moment, Balthasar moved to help her. 
She had just set her own sleepsack back on its cot frame when 
someone knocked at the door. Balthasar moved to open it, one hand 
in his jacket pocket. 
The young man who stood in the doorway was wearing startraveller's 
clothes rather than a mercenary's uniform, and Wrathof-
God's mark was dark on the back of one hand. "Denis? The magi 
are ready to talk to your pilot now." 

"Tell her yourself," Balthasar growled. 
"Sieura?" the messenger began, and Silence said, "I heard." She 
reached into her carryall for her heylin, checking to make sure 
the touchplate was warm beneath her thumb, then tucked it into her 
pocket. "I'm ready." 
"I protest, Kirkja," Balthasar said wearily. 
"I know." The messenger grimaced. "What can I do? They know you're 
not happy." 
Balthasar made a gesture of disgust, and Kirkja sighed. "Sieura? 
If you'd come with me?" 
"Of course," Silence said. 
The magi were comfortably imprisoned in a room on the top level of 
the building, watched only by a single guard from the assault 
team. He checked their credentials, then unlocked the door. 
Three men who had been sitting on a low couch rose to their feet; 
the others, already standing, nodded with old-fashioned courtesy. 
Silence froze. These weren't the mere technicians she had been 
subconsciously expecting, men whose talents confined them to the 
simpler arts one step above a mechanic's skill, men who inquired 
into anomalies like herself merely out of a sense of duty. These 
were high magi, men who manipulated heaven and submaterial hell 
with ease, as one small part of their greater work. Dangerous men. 
But the magi were also honest, she reminded herself, at least in 
the sense that they kept their given word. They were too powerful, 
too dangerous, and at the same time too few and too 
individualistic, and therefore vulnerable, not to have to guard 
jealously their reputation as honorable, disinterested men. If 
they pledged her safety, she was safe. Even so, she walked very 
warily into the room. 
She was at once conscious of the stares. The magi were eating her 

with their eyes, stripping not her clothes but every thread of 
information that she possessed that might help them to understand 
the workings of the universe. Theirs was not a physical Just-- 
indeed, they seemed unaware of her as a woman--but an intellectual 
one, far more frightening than the stares of men on the street 
because it denied her even the reality of a body. 
Behind her, Kirkja cleared his throat. "Sieura Leigh, I present 
the Masters of Art Omanisa Boldisar and Rahab Magire; the Master 
in Fire Adem Girault; the Doctors Grantham Axtell, Saskska 
Alassid, Haram Ubald. Sieuri, Silence Leigh." 
The oldest of them all--Silence thought it was Alassid, but the 
introductions had gone too quickly for her to be certain--cleared 
his throat and said, "thank you, Kirkja. That will be all." 
Kirkja bowed and left, closing the door behind him. At the same 
time, the Master in Fire said, "Won't you sit down, Sieura Leigh?" 
He gestured to a chair standing next to the low table that held an 
elegant silver coffee service. Silence sat carefully, marveling 
that Wrath-of-God's troops had not robbed them of all these 
riches. Besides the coffee service, worth five hundred Delian 
pounds at the least, she saw statuary in highly polished electrum, 
and a dome beneath which an immensely fragile dancing doll stood 
frozen in midstep. But then, magi were considered neutrals 
throughout the galaxy. And no one could afford to earn their 
enmity; though they would not unite to oppose an enemy, their 
refusal to work for any state was tantamount to passing a sentence 
of death. 
"Coffee?" one of the masters of arts asked. Silence nodded, and he 
held a fragile-looking cup beneath the spigot of the immense 
silver urn. The pilot took it, murmuring her thanks, and sipped 
cautiously. It was hot and heavily spiced, sweeter than she liked. 
Alassid cleared his throat again. "Ah, Sieura Leigh. You do 
understand the terms of our agreement?" 
"Yes, I think so." 

 "Nevertheless, I would like to go over them, just to make 
certain." Alassid steepled his fingers. "We have agreed to 
supervise the extraction and distillation of elemental water for 
your employers, in return for your answers to our questions. Do 
you agree to answer everything as fully and honestly as possible?" 
"I do." Silence set aside her cup, the coffee barely tasted, and 
one of the other doctors waved a hand at her. 
"Oh, please, my dear lady, make yourself comfortable. This 
shouldn't be painful at all." 
"Magire," Alassid said softly. "Get the boy." 
The master of arts sitting on the far side of the room, a grim man 
who looked older than his actual years, rose silently and 
disappeared behind a painted screen that half concealed one corner 
of the room. When he returned to the circle of chairs, he 
propelled before him a boy about ten years old, who walked with 
slow, faltering steps. There was something odd about the child, 
Silence thought and, as though he had read her mind, Magire said, 
"My son, Nial. He was born--defective. But one makes use of what 
one has." He sat down again, and with the gentle pressure of his 
hand on the boy's shoulder compelled him to sit also. The child 
was a revenant, Silence realized with a start, as mindless as the 
Voice of the Council. She stared at him, trying to keep her 
revulsion from showing, and the boy stared back at her with 
luminous, empty eyes. 
"Sieura Leigh." Alassid sat forward on the couch. "Shall we 
begin?" 
"Go ahead," Silence said, bracing herself. The boy was still 
staring at her; she shivered to think of him later repeating her 
exact words, his voice and expression a parody of her own. 
"Your given name is Silence?" Alassid continued. If he was aware 
of her discomfort, he gave no sign of it. 

"Yes." 
"That's a very old style of naming," Boldisar said. "Were your 
parents aware of the symbolic significance of the realist 
tradition?" 
"I doubt it," Silence said. "Virtue names are common in the 
Rusadir." 
"You're from the Rusadir? What world?" That was Ubald, leaning 
plumply forward. 
"Have you found that a virtue name, as you call it, has any effect 
on your piloting?" Boldisar demanded, riding over Ubald's reedy 
voice. 
"Gentlemen, please," Alassid snapped. "One at a time, and please 
allow the others to finish a line of questioning. You will all 
have your turn." 
Ubald drew himself up. "I am not accustomed to sharing a subject 
under investigation, nor am I accustomed to take a second place to 
a mere Master of Art--" 
"Do you wish to leave?" Alassid demanded sharply. "No? Then we 
will proceed as agreed. Sieura, you will answer Master Boldisar, 
if you please." 
Silence collected herself hastily. "I don't think it's had any 
active effect. Having a symbolic name may have made me more 
sensitive to symbols in general, but that's about all." 
Boldisar gestured politely to Ubald, and the plump man, still 
glaring, said, "Where are you from in the Rusadir?" 
"And what is the status of your family?" the hitherto silent 
doctor--Axtell--interjected. 
Silence answered those questions, and the others that followed, 
ranging from questions about her family to the circumstances of 

her apprenticeship to a minute description of the voidmarks on 
several common roads. She felt as though she were being dissected, 
the magi following some invisible checklist. It was late afternoon 
by the time they were finished; Silence was tired, and twitchy 
from too many cups of coffee with too little food. Each of the 
magi thanked her politely, and then Kirkja escorted her back 
through the installation to the room she shared with the rest of 
Sun-Treader's crew. 
Balthasar and Chase Mago were crouched by the heater, the engineer 
making some sort of adjustment to the mechanism, Balthasar staring 
dubiously at it, his hands full of tools. They both looked up as 
the door opened, and Chase Mago slammed shut the cover of the 
heater. He took his tools back from Balthasar and said, "How are 
you?" 
"Starved," Silence answered. 
"I traded for some new rations," Balthasar said. "And some juicepacks." 
"Fantastic," Silence said. She ate and drank ravenously, focusing 
all her attention on the mundane act of feeding herself. The other 
two watched without speaking. 
They resisted the temptation admirably, Silence, thought, as she 
slipped out of her trousers and overshirt in the combined 
sleepsack, trying not to disturb the engineer drowsing beside her. 
Balthasar dimmed the lights and crawled into the sleepsack. 
Only then, perhaps feeling himself protected by the darkness, did 
the captain ask, "So what did they want?" 
Silence groaned and pushed herself down into the sleepsack, hiding 
her face beneath the upper lining. Chase Mago laughed softly, and 
Balthasar said, "Don't ask?" 
"Don't ask." 
A screaming woke her. A noise like the wailing of a banshee rose 

and thickened to a shriek that clawed at her bones. Silence jerked 
upright, screaming herself at the pain that knifed through her. 
Balthasar was on his feet, slapping on the lights, his face 
contorted with the effort. Seeing her, he shouted something, but 
his words were drowned in the din. Then the screaming faded a 
little, the pitch dropping to a less piercing level, and 
Balthasar's hoarse shout came clear. 
"I knew it! I fucking well knew it!" 
Silence was already out of the sleepsack, fumbling into her coldweather 
gear. Now that the worst of the noise had passed, she was 
able to recognize it; the Hegemony had returned to Arganthonios. 
The noise again--a less painful sound--peaked, and fell away 
again. Chase Mago, fastening the collar of his jacket, paused 
momentarily to listen. 
"That's another ship," he said. "About five miles off." 
"They're buzzing the planet, they can't risk siege," Balthasar 
said impatiently. "Come on, before the lights go." 
Even as he spoke, the overhead panel flickered and died. Silence 
gasped and clutched at Chase Mago's arm, totally disoriented. Then 
the weak emergency lights faded on, casting a pale blue light on 
the room. 
"Move," Balthasar said again, and kicked open the door. 
They hurried into the corridor, Silence clutching the bag which 
held her starbooks. They were halfway to the emergency exit before 
she realized she had forgotten her heylin. She slowed, and 
Balthasar caught her wrist, dragging her forward. 
"My heylin," she cried. 
"You can pick up another," Balthasar shouted. His words were 
swallowed in a new wave of sound, the screeching interference of a 
ship's keel, tuned to celestial harmonies, skimming along the edge 

of a planet's atmosphere, clashing with the harmonies of air and 
earth. Chase Mago caught at Silence's other hand, and pressed 
something into it. She looked down with a gasp, and saw her 
heylin. 
The emergency exit was unguarded. Balthasar waited until the 
starship passed overhead and the noise eased, then slammed back 
the door. The frigid air rushed in, taking Silence's breath away. 
Balthasar dragged her forward, choking. 
It was not yet dawn, but the sky had already grown light, the snow 
taking on a newly luminous hue. The spotlights were dead, but the 
landscape was full of bobbing handlights as the assault teams ran 
to their defensive positions. There were lights on the landing 
field as well, and a rising cacophony from that direction revealed 
a number of the couriers were preparing to abandon the planet. 
Even as she watched, a starship shot up from its blocks, its keel 
gleaming against the dark sky. It rose steadily, and then, when 
its keel was barely more than a fleck of gold, it burst apart in a 
shower of sparks. Automatically, Silence counted to five before 
she heard the first rumble of the explosion. 
The rest of it was swallowed in a new screaming, flattening them 
against the wall of the installation. In spite of herself, Silence 
looked up, hands pressed to her ears in a futile gesture. Far 
above, a slim bronze arrow moved majestically across the stars, 
red interference flickering like lightning along its sides. As it 
swept past, the Doppler effect modulated the noise, and Balthasar 
waved them forward. 
They plunged into the snow, Silence sinking nearly to her knees 
before she found solid footing. She reached instinctively for 
Balthasar to steady herself, but the captain lost his balance too, 
and both went sprawling. Chase Mago, taller and heavier than 
either of the others, was less hampered; he pulled them both to 
their feet, and the three staggered forward. 
A new sound rose overhead, a thin keening that was like a needle 
striking through the ears to the brain. On the field ahead of 
them, a courier caught at the moment of liftoff reeled out of 

control, crashing just beyond their line of sight. Elemental water 
erupted where it had fallen, a frozen spray roaring up beyond the 
snow, carrying with it the crumpled pieces of the hull. Squinting 
up at the sky, Silence could just make out the narrow outline of a 
naval fifty, the slim and deadly lines of the short-range attack 
ship barely visible against the fading stars. A second courier 
rose from the field, and the fifty dove at it, cannons blazing. 
Balls of brilliant flame exploded to either side, but the captain 
held the ship steady. Then a shot exploded beneath the courier's 
belly, and the keel darkened perceptibly. Chase Mago caught at 
Silence's arm. 
"That's Cyrilla, and Maxixe." 
"Come on, woman, pull up," Balthasar growled. "Pull her up." 
The damaged ship nosed down slightly, then steadied, the keel 
dimming even further. Silence held her breath, willing the 
Misthian to recover. The fifty's shot had shocked the keel, 
disrupted the tuning. If the engineer was competent, and the ship 
lucky, the harmonium could be modulated, the pitch recovered. The 
fifty dove again, and from the field came the throaty roar of a 
harmonium forced to lifting pitch before fully warmed. 
"Tasarla?" Silence cried, and then the ship lurched drunkenly into 
the air, rolling to reveal the Misthian's distinctive markings. 
Ostinato rolled again, not toward the horizon and away, but back 
toward the fighting, spiraling up toward the circling fifty. Gun 
ports opened along the stubby control wings, and Ostinato's tiny 
cannon spat defiance. Most of the shots fell short, but one 
exploded just behind the fifty's silver keel. Lazily, the Navy 
ship turned, sliding down a harmonic line to meet its attacker. 
Ostinato dove away, scrambling for room to run, but the planetary 
core was interfering with her tuning. The fifty caught her with 
ease, waiting for the optimum shot before firing. The balls of 
light exploded against Ostinato's keel. The metal went dark, and 
the little ship tilted down, burying its nose deep into the snow 
just beyond the drilling towers. A moment after the impact, the 
ice crust gave way, and the nearly-elemental water beneath the 
surface gushed out, carrying the wreckage with it. The mundane 

metal of the hull dissolved, but the keel remained whole, caught 
in the center of the column of ice that formed as the water mixed 
with and was further contaminated by common air. 
"Tasarla!" Silence cried again, and tears stung her eyes, freezing 
on her cheeks beneath her thin scarf. 
"Cyrilla's got away," Chase Mago shouted. 
Overhead the fifty circled back to finish its original victim, but 
the brief respite had been all the time Maxixe's engineer had 
needed. The courier was already well out of range; the fifty 
tilted up momentarily, but then its captain seemed to think better 
of it and abandoned the pursuit. The bronze fleck of Maxixe's keel 
dwindled still further, and vanished. 
"Come on," Balthasar said again, through clenched teeth. 
Somehow, they made it through the snow to the field, driven to 
their knees each time one of the Hegemony's warships passed 
overhead, dragging its keel along the interference line. A few of 
the cannon emplacements fired at the great ships, and at the fifty 
circling contemptuously above them, but the range was far too 
long. At the edge of the field, they were greeted by the shriek of 
a courier's liftoff. Balthasar waited, cursing, until it was well 
away, then hauled himself up onto the warm, ice-free platform. 
Burdened as she was by starbooks and heylin, Silence was glad of 
his helping hand. She struggled to her feet, only to be knocked 
aside by the sudden burst of sound as a courier five ships away 
started its harmonium. She pressed her hands to her ears, knowing 
it would do no good, then curled into a tight ball as the pitch 
rose higher still. The noise struck through her flesh to jar her 
bones, was reflected by the field coverings; she fought to pull 
herself upright, away from the vibrating metal, and was slammed 
down again by the almost palpable sound. Through a haze of tears, 
she could see Balthasar twisting in pain, arms wrapped around his 
head. 
Then the noise eased a little as the ship lifted, the field no 
longer thrumming in sympathy with the harmonium. Balthasar rolled 

over, shouting after the rapidly fading ship, but Silence heard 
his words only as a thread of sound. 
"You son of a bitch, I'll get you for this!" 
Silence shook her head, trying desperately to clear the cottony 
deadness that had settled in her body. She could barely hear 
Balthasar's shout, could see only dimly, as though through a layer 
of gauze. Even her fear came slowly, as though it belonged to 
someone else. I'll never be able to pilot now, she thought, but it 
was a remote sensation. She became aware then that Chase Mago was 
shouting at her, his face reflecting the same disorientation that 
she felt. She shook her head again, and could hear, but her sight 
remained blurred, her sense of balance askew. 
"--all right?" 
Silence frowned, digested the question. It took an effort to 
remember the meanings of the words. No, I'm not all right, she 
thought, I doubt I can pilot, and I know you can't manage the 
harmonium-- 
"We've got to get to the ship," Balthasar shouted again. He was 
swaying as though he had lost all sensation in his feet. There was 
blood on his mouth, and he wiped impatiently at it with one gloved 
hand. 
Chase Mago shook his head, still on hands and knees. "Can't." 
Balthasar reached for him, almost falling himself. "We have to--" 
There was a change in the air around them, and Silence looked up 
quickly. Three points of white light showed on the horizon, rising 
rapidly above the low buildings of the original landing field. She 
could feel the sound of their keel, but could not hear it. She 
touched Balthasar's arm and pointed. 
"Too late." 
The captain swung around, stumbling, and she saw the intensity 

drain from his face. "Marines," he said, so quietly that she 
barely heard him. She could almost read the agonized calculations 
in his eyes: ten minutes to the landings, and at least twice that 
before they could raise Sun-Treader, and five more minutes before 
they were out of range of even the lightest ground-based cannon. 
There was no place to run, on or off the planet. 
The white ships swept closer, changing from mere points of light 
to the broad-winged silhouette that even Silence recognized as the 
famous houri-class transports that served the Thousand, the elite 
troops of the Hegemon's personal army. Two banked away, one to 
each side of the installation the crown and galaxy of the Hegemony 
vivid on the white wings. The cannon fired at them, but the 
gunners' aim had been destroyed by the constant barrage of sound, 
the shots falling far behind and to the sides. The third ship kept 
coming, dropping lower and lower as it came on. Silence stared at 
it in utter fascination, unable to raise the strength to move out 
of its path. She could hear the song of its keel now, a fiendish 
shrieking that cut through the cotton that seemed to close her off 
from the world. It swept low over the main compound, interference 
flickering faintly along the edges of its keel, the vibration of 
its keel shattering the ice that had gathered on the buildings' 
roofs. She realized her danger then, but could not seem to move. 
Then Balthasar shoved her forward into the abandoned cannon 
emplacement, and she fell hard against the gun mount. Chase Mago 
pulled her out of the captain's way as he dropped beside them, 
reaching hastily for the gunners' screen. The houri's keel-song 
struck like a hammer, and Silence lost consciousness. 
Someone was shaking her, not gently. Reluctantly, Silence opened 
her eyes, her body responding as though it belonged to someone 
else. She was no longer in the protected gun emplacement, but lay 
sprawled on the warm metal of the field, Chase Mago bending over 
her. Balthasar crouched beside them, head hanging, in someone's 
shadow. Silence looked up with a gasp. A slim figure in white coldworld 
camouflage stood over him, a heylin held negligently in one 
hand. He had an officer's crescent pinned to his collar. To either 
side stood two more of the Thousand, projectile rifles trained on 
them. 

"Who are you?" the officer asked, his voice conversational, almost 
polite. 
Balthasar looked up. "Balthasar, captain of the half-and-half Sun- 
Treader." 
"And these are your crew?" The officer's voice remained blandly 
courteous. 
Balthasar nodded warily. "Also my wife and co-husband." 
"You may surrender, captain," the officer said. 
Balthsar hesitated, and the officer smiled. "You were expecting 
terms, captain?" he asked lightly. "Come now, pirates are lucky to 
be allowed to surrender--and some of you aren't getting that 
much." He nodded toward the edge of the field, where bodies lay in 
an untidy heap, their white cold-weather gear stained red and 
black. "Do you surrender?" 
"Yes." Balthasar dragged himself to his feet, reached down to help 
Silence. The pilot rose slowly, her carryall banging at her hip. 
"Freeze!" one of the troopers ordered sharply. "What's in that?" 
"My starbooks," Silence stammered. 
"Hand it over," the trooper said. "Slowly, now." 
Very carefully, Silence lifted the carryall over her head, held it 
out to the trooper. He slapped it from her hand, then kicked the 
lock expertly, spilling the books into the snow. Silence winced as 
he ripped at the lining, making sure no weapons were concealed 
inside. When he was finished, he prodded at the books with the toe 
of his boot. 
"What do I do with these, sir?" 
The officer looked from the spilled volumes to Silence, then back 
again. "You're the pilot, woman?" 

 "Yes." 
He sighed. "Keep them for now. If we can't use you, I'm sure 
they'll be of interest." 
The trooper tossed the mutilated carryall at her. Silence caught 
it automatically, then bent to collect the books. She scooped them 
up hastily, noting with relief that the bottom of the carryall was 
intact. The strap was broken, however, and she tucked it under her 
arm, hugging it tight to her body. 
"Let's go," the officer said, and one of the troopers prodded her 
with the muzzle of his rifle. She pulled herself upright, Chase 
Mago steadying her, and they began the long march back toward the 
main installation. 
Chapter 6 
The Thousand gathered their prisoners in the largest docking shed. 
There were perhaps fifty men, Silence thought, squinting through 
the gloom that was increased by the column of sunlight pouring 
through the single skylight--the Misthian ships had escaped or had 
been destroyed. The survivors were mostly crews from the couriers 
that hadn't made it off the landing fields, though once the doors 
had opened to admit a batch of men captured in space and brought 
back to the planet for whatever the Hegemony chose to do with 
them. One crouched against the wall near her, a young man in his 
teens, who held a bloody rag to his face where his tattoo had 
been. His wound was the most serious she could see--the Thousand 
had not bothered with injured prisoners. 
"What happens now?" she asked softly. 
Balthasar ignored her, staring blindly into the column of 
sunlight. 
"The Hegemony needs star-travellers," Chase Mago said. "It 
happened on Kesse, when they took it. They interned all the startravellers 
they could catch, and bound them to the Hegemon's 

service--not the warships, of course, but all the support ships, 
supply, transport, everything. That freed the aristocrats for the 
fighting." 
It made sense, of a sort, Silence thought. The Hegemony was only 
moderately well-populated, and its aristocracy was tiny. When 
Jairus III had begun his program of conquest, he had relied on the 
only trained military men he had, his nobles. The aristocracy in 
turn had demanded and received the monopoly of military positions 
in subsequent generations, even though the pressures of war had 
forced Jairus's successors to allow certain bourgeois into lower 
level positions, and to draft prisoners into the support.ships. 
"We might have a chance, then," she said, lowering her voice even 
further. 
Chase Mago shook his head. "I said bound. Under geas." 
Silence sat very still, feeling the hope run out of her. A geas 
was a mental bond, a set of compulsions created by a magus to 
produce desired behavior; it was unbreakable, and permanent unless 
a magus removed the restriction. Once so bound, she would serve 
the Hegemon in spite of herself. "No," she whispered, and that 
seemed to rouse Balthasar. 
"Would you rather be dead?" he asked. 
"I'm not sure," Silence retorted. 
Chase Mago sighed. "Nor am I," he murmured. "Nor am I." 
A final batch of prisoners was brought in around noon, when the 
last of the smaller warships landed, but it was not until 
midafternoon that anything further happened. From outside came the 
wail of a heavy ship making an unassisted landing, balancing 
itself against the planetary harmonies. The noise was clear 
despite the baffling of the shed, and heads turned quickly toward 
it. 
"That's a transport," Chase Mago said, listening intently. 

"Military--a Beacon-class, maybe?" 
Balthasar shrugged. "Your ear's better than mine." 
There was more noise from outside, as the sound of the harmonium 
stopped, and there was heavy scuffling around the main entrance to 
the shed. That was punctuated by the harsh clang of metal against 
metal, and then there was a sudden, oppressive quiet. Silence rose 
to her feet, unable to wait passively any longer. The others stood 
as well, across the shed; most of the couriers' men were on their 
feet, watching the door. 
It slid open at last, not onto sunlight but onto the dulled light 
of a transfer tube. A detachment of troops, these in the gorgeous 
dress uniforms of the Thousand, braid sparkling from shoulders and 
sleeves, stood there, ten troopers with leveled rifles, and a 
cluster of officers. Among the officers, conspicuous in his Jrab 
robes, stood a single magus. 
The most senior of the officers, the crimson fabric of his coat 
almost invisible beneath braid and decorations, lifted a hand. 
"Attention," he called, his voice carrying easily without 
amplification. "Under the laws of the Hegemon, the officer corps 
of a ship of the Thousand may act as a tribunal, and has done so. 
You have surrendered to mercy; prisoners, hear the sentence." 
Silence shivered, saw Chase Mago's face go bleak and bitter. 
Balthasar's hands twisted together, but then, with an effort, he 
jammed them into his pockets. 
"Because of the necessities of war and through no merit of your 
own," the officer went on, "the 
Hegemon will accept you into the lesser branches of his service, 
if you accept his geas." A shudder ran through the group of 
prisoners, a whisper of protest that the officer ignored. He 
gestured to the sergeant, standing deferentially one pace to the 
rear of the group of officers. "Line them up." 
There were more troops than the ten she had counted, Silence 

realized. A full detachment, perhaps twenty in all, poured out of 
the transfer tube, began prodding the prisoners into a straggling 
line. As they approached, Silence looked around wildly, but there 
was no place to run. She was not yet ready to give up all hope; 
she allowed herself to be pushed into place, Balthasar and Chase 
Mago behind her. At the head of the line was a man she recognized 
as the engineer of Freya's Witch, one of the ships assigned to her 
formation. The officer beckoned him forward; the engineer moved 
slowly, like a man in a dream, and the magus lifted a hand to make 
a complex gesture in the air before him. His words were inaudible, 
but the engineer shuddered suddenly, shaking his head as though he 
had been struck. A trooper pulled him aside, shoving him toward 
the transfer tube and the waiting ship. 
The procedure was repeated twice more, the former pirates dragged 
off toward the transport, but at the fourth man the magus 
hesitated, frowning. He said something to the officer, and the 
prisoner laughed. 
"No, you can't bind me," he said, raising his voice to be heard 
throughout the shed. "I spit on you all--" 
The officer made a sharp gesture, and the nearest trooper dragged 
him out of the line, flinging him toward the far wall. Before the 
pirate could recover his balance, two troopers fired quickly, and 
he fell. Silence shuddered and looked away, but could not shut her 
ears against the whip-crack of the coup de grace, and the gentle 
scuffing of the body being dragged away. 
The line seemed to move even more slowly after that, Silence's 
fear giving everything a nightmarish clarity. Ten times more the 
magus frowned, and troopers stepped forward to kill a man who 
could not be bound. The last was the man standing directly in 
front of Silence, a stolid, stocky man who had served on one of 
the larger couriers. At the magus's frown, he cried out sharply, 
but to no avail. His body joined the others stacked against the 
wall. 
Before she had fully realized what had happened, there was a hand 
on her shoulder, shoving her forward. The magus stared at her 

impassively, seemingly unaffected by his work, but the officer 
cleared his throat. 
"A woman, Gerik?" 
The magus lowered his hand. "As you wish, Colonel, but she is a 
pilot." 
The officer pursed his lips, considering, then shrugged. "Very 
well. We do need competent pilots." 
Silence held herself rigid, suppressing a shudder of fear. He 
would have killed her, without reason, just for being born 
female.... The magus lifted his hand, drew an elaborate figure in 
the air. His hand seemed to leave a trail of shadow in the air, a 
disturbance in the fabric of reality, the submaterial chaos of 
hell, from which the magi drew much of their power, showing 
through. In spite of herself, she stared, fascinated, and then the 
magus spoke. His voice was low, almost conversational, but the 
words struck like physical blows, beating against her ears like 
the tolling of massive leaden bells. The force of the geas drowned 
the meaning; she fought it, grasping frantically for the sense of 
the words, a knowledge of what bound her. 
"... to obey ..." She heard those words clearly, understood them 
with an effort, but in puzzling them out missed exactly what it 
was she was to obey. 
"... forbidden to think of escape ..." That she could understand 
without effort, the words searing across the surface of her mind. 
To be told not to think of something always had the opposite 
effect, and the word "escape" struck echoes of resistance deep 
within her soul. I will think of it, she cried silently, I will 
free-- Pain lanced through her body, worse than anything she had 
ever felt. She doubled over, moaning, and the next words snapped 
her upright. She stood quivering, sick with pain, held suspended 
by the heavy words that finished the geas. Abruptly, the flow of 
speech ended. Silence sagged forward, tears filling her eyes, and 
was caught by one of the troopers. He slung her casually toward 
the transfer tube; she struck hard against the metal connecting 

plate, and was promptly sick. Another trooper, with an exclamation 
of disgust, shoved her on toward the waiting ship. 
She staggered up the gently slanting tube, leaning against the 
ribbed fabric, trying to bring herself under control. Her body 
still ached from the memory of pain--at the thought of it, her 
stomach heaved--and her mind felt as though someone had woven 
wires through her brain. She could almost see their reflections, 
ghostly lines splintering her vision. Then she stumbled over the 
raised coaming of the entry hatch, fell, and was sick again. 
She was lifted by surprisingly gentle hands. "You'll be all right, 
girl," a voice said. 
Silence straightened slowly. The pain had eased somewhat now that 
her body had vented its outrage, and she was learning to see in 
spite of her fractured sight. "I don't feel it," she said, and was 
remotely surprised that she could still speak. 
"Brave girl." The speaker was a young lieutenant, barely past his 
majority, with almond-fair skin and a delicately aristocratic 
face. But that at least was no surprise, Silence thought. He was 
one of the Thousand, and the Thousand were the elite of the elite. 
Each trooper was a gentleman and the son of a gentleman; each 
officer could prove at least three generations of nobility. 
"You." The lieutenant snapped his fingers at a small figure 
crumpled against the nearest bulkhead. It lifted its head, and 
with a glad start Silence recognized the boy from the warship, who 
still clutched a bloody rag to his cheek. 
"Come here," the officer continued, still gently. "Help the--" He 
hesitated briefly, then chose the foreign, noncommittal term. "-- 
sieura." 
The boy did look steadier than she felt, Silence thought. I 
suppose it's because he's so young, he can take this better than 
the rest of us. That thought sparked a new fear, one she had 
almost forgotten in her own pain. "My husbands." 

"You're married?" the lieutenant asked, looking down at her 
ringless hands. 
Silence ignored him, twisting against his steadying arm to face 
the hatchway. For a long moment, she saw nothing except the 
trooper on guard duty, his sonic pistol held negligently at his 
side, and she felt a wail of loss and fear rising in her throat. 
She choked it with an effort, shook away tears. I will not cry in 
front of them, she told herself, I will not-- Then she heard 
staggering footsteps in the transfer tube, and tensed, afraid even 
to hope it might be one of them. Chase Mago hated the Hegemony too 
much, Balthasar was born stubborn, resenting any control. . . . 
The feet stumbled at the hatchway, and she looked up with a gasp. 
"Julie!" 
The engineer lifted his head, his face chalk white beneath the 
beard. His eyes were glazed, barely able to focus, and he moved 
with aching precision. Silence pulled away from the lieutenant, 
desperately ignoring her own pains, and stumbled forward to catch 
Chase Mago's arms. They leaned together, each supporting the 
other, and Silence could no longer restrain her tears. Chase Mago 
rested his head against her shoulder momentarily, then forced 
himself upright. 
"Denis," he whispered. "They took him--" 
Silence's face paled again with fear, and the engineer shook his 
head violently, almost unbalancing both of them. "No, they bound 
him, he's alive. They're bringing him." 
Even as she spoke, there were more footsteps in the tube, and a 
pair of troopers appeared in the doorway, a limp form held between 
them. With a shudder that mingled new fear and a relief Silence 
had not known she could feel, she recognized it as Balthasar. 
"Lieutenant Marcinik?" one of the troopers called. "This one's 
marginal, but the colonel said to try it anyway." They dropped the 
body unceremoniously onto the decking. 

The lieutenant frowned, but said nothing, and knelt beside 
Balthasar. "You may go." 
The troopers saluted as one, and headed back toward the docking 
shed. Silence gently freed herself from Chase Mago's grasp--the 
big engineer was wavering badly, and she herself could feel a new 
dizziness sweeping over her--and knelt beside the lieutenant. 
"Will he be all right?" 
Marcinik looked up. "I don't know," he said simply. "There are 
those who can be bound, but will not live under geas. He may be 
one of those." 
"No." Silence shook her head, fighting a fresh wave of nausea that 
threatened to overwhelm her. "What can I do?" 
"Nothing," Marcinik answered. He beckoned to the boy, who still 
hovered uncertainly, and both caught hold of one of Balthasar's 
arms. "I'm sorry," he added, as they dragged the captain toward a 
protected corner. Silence followed, and collapsed at Balthasar's 
side. The captain was pale beneath his tan, and he breathed 
raggedly, as though caught in a nightmare. She shook him, 
tentatively, but he did not seem to feel it. 
"Let him be," Marcinik said. "Do you understand the geas, how it 
works?" 
Silence shook her head, and saw the lines that speared through her 
vision crackle and reform. Her stomach twisted at the sight, and 
she tasted bile. 
"Listen, then." Marcinik squatted beside her. "A geas is a 
compulsion, shackles on the mind. You're bound to obey all our 
orders--the orders of any of the Hegemon's lawful officers--and 
not to think of freedom or escape." 
Silence shied away from the words. They touched raw places in her 
mind, places that she already avoided. Marcinik was watching her 
closely. 

 "You see? It's already taking hold, you're already adjusting to 
it. But some people fight harder--Wrath-of-God lays its own geas 
on its higher officers, for one thing. This one--" He gestured to 
Balthasar. "All you can do is leave him alone, let him fight 
through it. Give him water-, if you want." He stood up, dusting 
off his hands. 
Silence stared blearily after him. "Will that help?" 
The lieutenant did not answer, already moving toward another knot 
of prisoners. Silence tried to pull herself to her feet, but the 
walls of the compartment were padded, and she could not get a grip 
on them. She slid slowly to the decking, and then, not knowing 
exactly why she did it, wrapped her arms around Balthasar's 
motionless body. She closed her eyes, and the sickness faded a 
little. A moment later, there was a new presence beside her, and 
she felt Chase Mago reaching blindly for her. They clung together, 
Silence huddled between the two, comforted and comforting, until, 
mercifully, sleep or unconsciousness overcame her. 
She woke slowly, becoming aware of pains in her head and back. She 
shifted her position, then sat up, and the stabbing pain in her 
back vanished. The headache remained, dull like an old bruise, but 
at least the lines that had run crazily across her vision had 
disappeared. She glanced automatically to either side, saw Chase 
Mago stirring uneasily. Balthasar, however, lay very still. She 
caught her breath, reaching for his wrist, and then saw his chest 
move, his breathing quick and shallow. Water, she thought. The 
lieutenant said to give him water. 
She looked around cautiously. They were in a cargo hold, she 
realized, or perhaps in a regular transport hold from which all 
bunk fittings had been removed. Bulkheads and deck were thickly 
padded, and the surviving prisoners were scattered throughout the 
compartment, about thirty in all. She recognized some of them-- 
Niko Minda'a, the engineer from Freya's Witch; a pilot named 
Yacesen from one of the armed couriers; another pilot known as 
Fynn; Grenadier's captain, Audan Verney--knew more by sight as 
people she had seen around the docking wheels. Minda'a was at the 

back of a line that had formed at an installation set into the far 
bulkhead. 
"Silence?" he said. His voice was hoarse and croaking; he 
swallowed hard and tried to clear his throat, but it did no good. 
"How--?" He nodded toward the corner, where Chase Mago had managed 
to sit up. 
Silence shrugged. "I don't know. Denis--it doesn't look very 
good." 
The engineer nodded sadly. "Arne's going," he said. "There's 
nothing I can do." 
Arne was the captain of the Witch. Silence opened her mouth to 
protest that, but then she saw the misery in the other's eyes. She 
said, "No. I'm sorry." 
The man ahead of them moved away from the machine, and the 
engineer stepped to the keyboard. Looking over his shoulder, 
Silence could see that it was a fairly standard model, dispensing 
ration packets and clear drinking bubbles at the touch of a 
button. There was a sign above the keyboard, but it was printed in 
the unfamiliar Hegemonic script. She puzzled over it, then 
realized that it was simply coine transliterated: "This machine is 
set for one pack per man per half-day. Do not exceed your share." 
Three packs, then, she thought, glancing back to make sure that 
Chase Mago had not joined the line. The engineer was still huddled 
against the bulkhead, forehead resting against his drawn-up knees. 
The machine beeped softly, and deposited three square packets and 
an equal number of the clear plastic bubbles on its shelf. The 
Witch's engineer collected them and stepped aside. Silence took 
her place in front of the keyboard and typed in her request. The 
machine flashed a message--once again, transliterated coine, gone 
so quickly that she had no time to work it out--and considered her 
request. She glanced nervously at Witch's engineer, wondering if 
something had gone wrong, but he nodded reassuringly. The machine 
beeped, and produced the rations; she swept them up without 
looking, her attention caught by a hatch she had not noticed 

before, set into the bulkhead just beyond the food dispenser. She 
wondered how many guards were stationed there-- 
The shooting pain caught her off-guard, stabbing through her 
belly, then tearing up to heart, and lungs. She doubled over, 
dropping the rations, all thought of freedom driven from her mind. 
For an interminable moment, her thoughts swam crazily, unable to 
focus on anything, yet equally unable to free themselves from the 
topics of escape and freedom. Then, with an effort that was almost 
physical, she tore herself free. 
"One, and it is two," she murmured, forcing herself to concentrate 
on each word, each apparent contradiction of the formula that 
described the Philosopher's Tincture. "Two, and it is three; 
three, and it is four." One was the Stone, from which the Tincture 
was made. Two exhalations, three principles, four elements.... The 
pain eased further, and she pulled herself to her knees, suddenly 
aware of the circle of prisoners gathered around her, and of the 
smashed bubble beneath one hand. 
"Oh, no," she said, and Witch's engineer handed her an unbroken 
package. 
"Here," he said, "Arne doesn't need it." 
Silence looked up, managed to murmur her thanks, then collected 
the other packets. The other two water bubbles were unbroken, and 
the rations, though cracked, were still edible--though she, for 
one, could hardly think of food without nausea. 
"Are you all right?" a new voice asked, and someone else said, 
"What happened?" 
The second question sent her mind perilously close to the danger 
area. With an effort, she blocked the answer before it was fully 
formulated--a warning twinge rolled through her body, but the pain 
was not incapacitating--and shook her head. 
"I can't tell you," she gasped. "Think about it--" 

She fled, but not before she saw her questioner double up in 
agony. 
Chase Mago was waiting anxiously for her. "Are--" 
"Don't ask," she said quickly, and this time the pain was only a 
reminder. "The geas--" 
The engineer nodded. "I understand," he said, and grimaced 
briefly. 
"I brought water," Silence said quickly, "and food, if you're 
hungry." She was relieved to see the abstracted expression from 
the other's face. 
"Thank you." Chase Mago took one of the water bubbles, sucked 
greedily at the corner, but waved away the ration pack. "Maybe 
later." 
Silence bit into the corner of one pack, drank her fill, then, her 
needs met, stared at Balthasar's limp body, wondering how to give 
him water. He obviously could not suck it from the package. . . . 
"Bite it open, then dribble a little on his lips?" Chase Mago 
suggested dubiously. 
Silence followed his suggestion awkwardly. Most of the water ran 
down the captain's chin, but she thought a little got between his 
lips. Then Balthasar swallowed convulsively and opened his eyes. 
"Denis?" Silence said tentatively, but. there seemed to be little 
recognition in the captain's expression. He reached blindly for 
the water, and she set the bubble to his lips. Balthasar sucked at 
it, drained the package, then pushed it away, sinking back with 
his eyes closed. Silence and Chase Mago exchanged glances. 
"I think it's a good sign," he said, after a moment, and Silence 
could not bring herself to disagree. But she stared dubiously at 
the captain's still form, hoping that he was sleeping now, not in 
the trance-like state from which he had just awakened. She glanced 

over her shoulder, and saw that Chase Mago's attention was 
elsewhere. Cautiously, she shook Balthasar's shoulder. There was 
no response, and involuntarily her eyes filled with tears. If he 
were to die--she pushed that thought away, unwilling to face it. 
"Listen," Chase Mago said suddenly. 
She listened, glad of the interruption, but could hear nothing 
except the same continuous low hum of the harmonium, maintaining 
power aboard the transport. 
"What--?" she began, and Chase Mago waved at her to be quiet. 
"Shh." 
After a moment, she heard it, too. The noise of the harmonium was 
changing slightly, inching toward a pitch that would take it out 
of parking orbit toward the twelfth of heaven. And where beyond 
that? she wondered, then tensed in anticipation of agony. To her 
surprise, there was nothing, not even the warning pulse, and she 
warily pursued the thought. Their destination was almost certainly 
a depot world, where the prisoners--conscripts, she amended 
hastily, as a thread of pain worked its way from her belly up and 
around her spine--could be assigned to their new ships. But which 
was the nearest? She went through the possibilities quickly. 
Adaba, Iolcos; Sapriportus, maybe Kison or Peiria--those were the 
easiest roads. She reached half-heartedly for her starbooks, then 
stopped. There was no point in trying to second-guess the 
transport's pilot. 
"We've left orbit," Chase Mago said. 
Silence listened obediently, but her ear was not sharp enough to 
detect the subtle changes in pitch. The compartment was buried in 
the center of the ship and the Tincture-impregnated bulkheads 
distorted the sound; she remained unsure of their exact position 
until the twelfth of heaven. The keelsong changed--even here she 
could hear the new notes--and the material objects in the 
compartment began to take on the peculiar translucence of 
purgatory. The padding was the first to fade, becoming a little 

more than a disturbingly unfocused haze floating above the solid 
metal of the bulkheads and deck. Silence looked away, wincing. It 
was like trying to look at the greenish shadows left in her eyes 
when she had stared too long at a sun. She looked down at her own 
hands, trying to shut out the double images, and saw bones and 
muscle, ghostly shadows beneath equally ghostly skin. 
They were deep into purgatory now, and she longed to be able to 
see the voidmarks, but they were blocked by the Philosopher's 
Tincture in the bulkheads. The familiar symbols would be a 
distraction from, a protection against, the nebulous, unstable 
world that suddenly surrounded her. She closed her eyes, but that 
merely dimmed the scene without hiding it; she set her palms 
against her eyelids, and saw the bulkhead floating behind a screen 
of intertwined bone and laced blood vessels. In spite of herself, 
she whimpered, and heard the noise echoed by someone across the 
compartment. 
She turned to look, but something tugged at her elbow. Her 
carryall, affected at last by purgatory, was trying to climb her 
arm, to take its usual place on her shoulder. She jerked the strap 
into place, then drew the bag into her lap, and rocked back and 
forth holding it, trying to remain rational. She had been warned 
of pseudo-animation before, but had always sailed on ships too 
well managed to permit it; she had been warned, too, of the 
dangers of a blind passage, cut off from the void-marks that gave 
purgatory shape and purpose, but she could not remember the 
remedies. Oh, there were drugs, elixirs to make one sleep and to 
give good dreams, easing the passage that way, but that was hardly 
practical now. She suppressed a hysterical laugh, and clutched the 
carryall more tightly. It was twitching slightly in her grasp, 
trying to position itself against her hip where it was usually 
carried. There were other ways, though, but she could not force 
her mind to focus on them. She closed her eyes again, resting her 
head on her bent knees, tried to concentrate. Her thoughts 
skittered-away, refusing to become coherent; her eyes were still 
filled with a confusion of blood and bone and the haze of the 
decking. In desperation, she reached for the first lesson she had 
learned as a pilot's apprentice, seven words on the seven 
significant notes. 

 In hydraulis quondam Pythagora adinvenit musae qualitates. She had 
spoken the words a thousand times, had coaxed the correct sequence 
of notes from child's flute or beaten monochord nearly as often, 
though her voice was not pure enough to reproduce the tones 
accurately. The words and music swelled in her memory, shutting 
out the distorted vision of the ship--and then, too late, she 
remembered the one warning the teachers had attached to what had 
been merely a mnemonic for the seven tones. It must never be 
spoken in purgatory, they had said--it was the magi's there. The 
words were bound up in the integral connection of ideal and 
reality, with the manipulation of matter and of the 
transmaterial.... 
The words thundered in her brain, and she cowered beneath their 
assault. At the organ once, Pythagoras discovered the natures of 
the muse.... There was too much power behind those words for that 
to be their only meaning. She couched still lower, her ears 
ringing with the memory of sound, and suddenly the universe seemed 
to turn inside out. 
She floated suspended in the voidmarks for the Path Between 
Willows, most familiar of all the star-roads--no, she realized, 
the marks were within her, she encompassed them, the sinuous path 
and the drooping trees, the bridge that was a perfect semicircle, 
curving up over a stream whose depths no pilot could guess, light 
like fog shrouding it. Around that vision, compressed to a tiny 
sphere like the image in a display globe, was the transport's 
hull, and the gleaming iridescent line of its keel. The ship's 
decks enclosed the hull, and the compartment where she lay 
swallowed the rest of the ship, and she herself contained it all, 
and was contained by something she could not recognize. She wailed 
aloud, and heard the sound echo harmoniously up and down the 
scale, bouncing from the walls that suddenly sprang up to surround 
her. 
She was seeing by metaphor, she realized, and that thought ordered 
the chaos still further. It was the only way an untrained mind 
could cope with a vision of purgatory usually granted only to the 
magi. Around her, the image of walls grew more solid, coalescing 

from formlessness into a vision more solid than the voidmarks. It 
was the reflection of her own mind, she knew suddenly, with an 
absolute certainty that banished all fear. She turned her 
attention away from the translucent compartment and its 
distractions, pushing it away easily now that it was controlled 
and contained within herself, and studied the illusion around her. 
Corridors led off in all directions; she was eager to explore 
them, but she did not know how to move about in this strange new 
world. 
Experimentally, she tried to stand. Her body did not move, but her 
point of view changed within the vision. She took a step, then 
another; her body still did not move, but she floated forward 
along one of the corridors. She took two more steps, peered into a 
room that seemed to open off the corridor--and looked into a scene 
she remembered from her childhood. The beach at Olenos stretched 
before her, oddly elongated, the low waves lacing the dark sand 
with foam. Seabirds soared in a sky fading toward evening. The 
perspective was wrong, she realized suddenly, because she was 
seeing things as she had seen them then, lying on her stomach on 
the warm sand. Even as she thought that, a new room opened, 
showing her ten-year-old self sprawled on a towel. 
She jerked back, disoriented, and the room disappeared. Do I want 
to see more memories? she wondered dubiously. There were bad as 
well as good, nightmares hidden away that she had managed to 
forget over time.... A gap suddenly opened, directly in front of 
her, running forward as if it would swallow her. She caught a 
single glimpse of a face in its depths, felt an old humiliation, 
and then leaped desperately for the far side. 
She found herself hanging in mid-air, looking down at a set of 
concentric circles that resembled nothing so much as one of the 
ancient forts on Halesa, central keep surrounded by wall after 
wall, each with its own gatehouse and turrets. The central tower, 
however, was shadowed, obscured by too many images--the shape of 
her own body, the voidmarks, the ship--and she looked away 
quickly, her head spinning. She concentrated instead on the near 
palisades that surrounded that core. It was more like a garden 
than a fort, she thought, the stern walls sheltering a luxuriant 

variety of images. She stared in wonder for a moment longer, and 
then she saw the destruction to one side. 
On the upper quadrant, to her left as she looked down on the 
image, the outer wall was breached, debris crumbling into the 
garden behind it. The next wall was breached as well, and the 
others further in were cracked, shored up with battered timbers 
and hastily chosen stones that did not match the orderly 
arrangement of the rest of the castle. Where the walls had fallen, 
the profusion of images had been replaced by broken things, mere 
scraps like torn paper. The colors were faded, or ran with blood. 
Even where the walls had not been broken, the images were 
misshapen, pale in comparison to others in the other parts of the 
garden. 
The geas, she thought, and was suddenly filled with cold anger. 
Those are my thoughts, this is my mind. How dare they injure this? 
She raised a hand, commanded the walls to rise, the color to 
return to the creatures that lay broken beneath the shattered 
stones, but nothing happened. Again she ordered it--and felt, far 
back in the central keep, a wave of agony contort her body. She 
fell back, spent and shaking. All right, she thought, I can't free 
myself this way. But I will--I must do something. She studied the 
plan of the citadel again, and then, slowly and painfully, began 
to move pieces of the debris, salvaging what she could to build a 
wall around the damaged parts, protecting the rest of her mind 
from the alien intrusion. It was not much of a wall, and each 
stone was set in place with greater effort, but it was there at 
least. She hung in the sky staring down at her crude handiwork, 
and suddenly a black whirlpool rose from the keep. She screamed, 
and it caught her up, sucking her back down into herself as 
reality asserted itself again. 
She was lying on the padded decking, the strap of the carryall 
twisted painfully around her left arm and shoulder. Someone was 
holding her other hand. Realizing that, she tried to sit up, but 
new pain caught at her muscles. She would have fallen, but someone 
caught her, lowering her gently back to the padding. 
"Are you all right, Silence?" 

 "Julie?" Silence tried again to sit up, and the engineer helped 
her ease forward. "God, I hurt!" 
"I'm not surprised," Chase Mago said dryly. "You had quite a fit." 
Silence frowned. Every muscle in her body felt abused--some 
stretched beyond recovery, others knotted so tight that the 
smallest movement threatened to snap them. It must have happened 
while she was trying to rebuild her dream-citadel, she thought. 
Though how I did that--and exactly what happened--I don't know. 
She shied away from further probing, more than ever afraid of the 
pain of the geas. 
"We thought we'd lost you," the engineer went on, his voice 
softening a little. He nodded toward the sealed hatch. "You came 
through better than some." 
Silence turned to look, wincing as the muscles of shoulder and 
neck dragged against bone, and shuddered. Piled beside the 
hatchway were bodies, five in all. Only one lay peacefully; the 
other four were twisted as though they had died in great pain. She 
shivered again, recognizing three of them as pilots. 
"What happened?" she whispered. 
"To you, or to them?" Chase Mago asked in return. 
"To both," Silence said. 
"We were hoping maybe you could tell us," a new voice said. 
Silence looked up, saw Verney of Grenadier standing over her. She 
hesitated again, constrained by more than the geas. What she had 
done--and she was not even sure what name to give it--was 
something totally new, something for which she knew no precedent, 
but however she had done it, she had acted in a small way against 
the geas. And I was successful, she added, hardly daring to 
acknowledge the thought. Or was I? She waited, tensed, for the 
geas to strike her down, but the pain was bearable even in her 

weakened state. Then I did succeed--I weakened it, I think--but I 
don't dare say so. The soldiers will kill me if they suspect the 
geas won't hold, just like they did on Arganthonios. But I have to 
say something.... 
"Well?" Verney said. 
"Give her a minute, Audan, she's still recovering," Chase Mago 
said angrily. 
"No, I'm all right," Silence said quickly. "I'm just not too sure 
myself. Tell me what happened here, maybe that'll help." 
"Fair enough," Verney said. 
Chase Mago glared briefly at him, and said, "When we got deep into 
purgatory, things got pretty bad--this cow only makes about a 
sixth of heaven, and that means a subjectively long flight. People 
started acting strangely. You huddled up, kept curling tighter, 
until all of a sudden you gave a scream and went into convulsions. 
It took three of us to hold you. And then, once we started to fall 
out of purgatory, you calmed down a little, and sort of drifted 
off to sleep." 
Silence shook her head. "Where are we now?" 
"Parking orbit, don't know where," Verney answered shortly. "What 
happened to you?" 
"What about the others?" Silence asked in return. 
Chase Mago shrugged, ignoring Verney's scowl. "More or less the 
same thing. People started hunching over, and then, one by one, 
they fell into fits. And then they just died. I don't know why, 
maybe they just wore themselves out, or their hearts stopped, or 
something...." His voice trailed off, and he sat still, shaking 
his head. 
Verney leaned forward, and Silence said quickly, "I told you, I'm 
not really sure what happened." Her stomach tightened in warning-- 

the geas still censored what she said, though her thoughts were 
freer--and she hesitated, picking her words carefully. She would 
not be able to tell precisely what she had done, but she could at 
least explain the vision, and what had led to it. "I remembered 
the In Hydraulis, subvocalized it, and--" she paused again, 
choosing the phrase with caution "--things turned inside out." 
Despite her care, she felt sick, already aching muscles tightening 
painfully along her rib cage. She gasped, "I can't tell you any 
more." 
Verney whistled softly. "The magi use that to preface a lot of 
their work. Don't you know you're not supposed to use that in 
purgatory?" 
Silence nodded, the pain receding. "It was the first thing that 
came to mind. It's the first thing a pilot learns." 
Verney was looking at her with new respect. "You're lucky it 
didn't tear you apart." He glanced toward the hatchway. "If that's 
what happened to them--" 
"It wasn't that bad," Silence protested. "If it's so dangerous a 
cantrip, it should've killed me too." I know that's not the 
answer, she added to herself, though the geas kept her from 
speaking. I was able to use it. 
Verney shrugged, and Chase Mago said, "Everybody was looking for 
something to distract him--I was, and Silence says that's what she 
did. Maybe they stumbled on something else. Something more 
dangerous, or more powerful." 
"That makes sense," Verney admitted. "And maybe being a woman 
helped her." 
Silence nodded thoughtfully. Women were traditionally passive 
vessels in the realms of power--that was why no woman could become 
a magus. She had not fought the vision; perhaps that was why it 
had not harmed her. Verney stood up, wincing, and Silence turned 
her attention to the engineer. 

"How's Denis?" 
Chase Mago shook his head. "I can't tell. Still sleeping, I 
think." 
Silence pulled herself to her feet, glad of the engineer's helping 
hand. Chase Mago had thought Balthasar was sleeping earlier, and 
the captain had been caught in some strange trance. But when she 
dropped to her knees at Balthasar's side, the captain stirred 
slightly, then opened his eyes. 
"Denis?" she asked, and reached frantically for a water bubble. 
Chase Mago set one in her hand, and she broke the corner seal, 
offering it to Balthasar. The captain sucked greedily at it, then 
was sick. Patiently Chase Mago wiped up the mess, and then Silence 
offered the bubble again, ready to snatch it away. But this time 
Balthasar sipped gently, and set it aside. 
"God, that tasted good," he murmured. 
"How do you feel?" Silence asked. 
Balthasar managed a wry smile, "Terrible." 
"How terrible? Do you want anything?" Silence knew she was 
babbling in her relief, but could not seem to stop. 
Balthasar's face twisted. "No, nothing, please. He closed his eyes 
again, one hand longingly caressing the water bubble. 
Silence and Chase Mago exchanged glances, but before either could 
say anything, the hatch sprang open. Silence started to her feet, 
ignoring the protests of her body. A detail of troopers entered, 
two taking up sentry positions on either side of the hatch, the 
rest, their sonic pistols holstered, reaching for the bodies that 
lay beside the hatch. They hauled them out into the corridor, 
handling them as casually as they would their own baggage, and 
then the sergeant who seemed to be in charge of the group stepped 
back through the hatch. 

"Any more?" he shouted. 
There was a murmur of distaste, of tired anger, but then someone, 
more quick-witted than the rest, called, "Where are we?" 
That's the wrong question, Silence thought, and shouted, "Where 
are we going?" 
The sergeant's head went up at the sound of a woman's voice. 
"You're at Kison. As to where you're going--" His face split into 
a grin. "Favor for favor, girl. Step out, and I'll tell you." 
There was an angry rumble from the crowd, and Silence shook her 
head stubbornly. "No favor, man. Where are we going?" 
"Nothing's free--" the sergeant began, and the young lieutenant, 
Marcinik, stepped through the hatch behind him. 
"That will be all, Dekel," he said. "You are going to Sapriportus, 
Sieura Leigh, and will be assigned from the depot there." He 
glanced up and down the ranks of prisoners, then said, "Hasin 
Viy?" After a moment, the boy from the warship stepped warily out 
of the crowd. Marcinik nodded at him. "You will be assigned here. 
Come with me." 
For a moment, it seemed as though Viy would protest, but then his 
head fell, and he walked blindly through the hatch in the 
lieutenant's wake. The two guards saluted smartly, and vanished 
after them. The hatch slammed shut again behind them. 
The transport remained in orbit around Kison for a little more 
than three of Wrath-of-God's days, according to Verney's 
timepiece. Silence spent some of that time prodding cautiously at 
the edges of the geas, working obliquely toward the forbidden 
topics, and shying away quickly when she felt the first pangs. 
Without purgatory to help her, she was unable to attain her 
earlier vision, but by trial and painful error she stumbled on a 
way of thought that she could only picture as somehow withdrawing 
behind the walls she had rebuilt in that dream. Six times out of 
ten it worked; she could bring her thoughts to the edge of the 

forbidden topic, and then pull away quickly, with no more ill 
effect than a momentary disorientation. It was an oddly familiar 
feeling, almost like a dream of falling, in which she woke before 
hitting the ground. 
But most of her time was spent watching Balthasar. The geas still 
weighed heavily on him; though his conscious mind had given up 
resistance long before, from sheer exhaustion, his subconscious 
still fought doggedly against the restraints. Almost anything, no 
matter how innocent, could set off a train of thought leading too 
close to the forbidden subjects, and set off another round of 
convulsions. He was unable to eat more than an occasional bite of 
his rations, though his system was fractionally more tolerant of 
water, but Silence grew more and more afraid for him. If something 
was not done soon, it was certain he would die--but she had no 
idea of what could be done, and she did not dare ask the soldiers 
who appeared at irregular intervals to check on the prisoners. 
By the end of the third day, Balthasar had fallen back into a sort 
of sleep that gave him some protection from the convulsions. 
"Maybe this is the turning point," Chase Mago said for what seemed 
to be the thousandth time. 
"Maybe," Silence agreed, but the captain's quick, panting breath 
and chill skin told another story. Already, she realized, the 
other star-travellers were avoiding them, much as they had avoided 
Minda'a and the other men from Freya's Witch while Arne Brodny lay 
dying. She reached for Balthasar's wrist, but let her hand fall 
back helplessly. There was nothing she could do. 
She almost welcomed the sound of the hatch being opened, and the 
dull thudding of troopers' boots on the padded deck, and turned to 
face the newcomers. Instead of the usual pair of soldiers, who 
would make a cursory inspection and disappear, it was a full 
squad, and Marcinik was with it. He was looking directly at her, 
and Silence rose slowly to her feet, waiting warily to see what 
would happen. Marcinik beckoned to two of the troopers, then 
crossed the compartment, the sound of his footsteps very loud in 
the sudden quiet. 

 "What do you want?" Chase Mago asked abruptly, and Silence 
jumped." The big engineer took a single step forward to stand at 
her shoulder, his face tense with the effort of holding back the 
geas. 
Marcinik stopped well out of Chase Mago's reach and said, "That 
man's dying. Do you want to put him through another trip through 
purgatory?" His voice was very reasonable, but Chase Mago shook 
his head violently. 
"He is not." 
"He's still alive now," Silence said quickly; "He may not die." 
The lieutenant looked at her oddly. "I doubt there's much chance 
of him living," he began, and Chase Mago cut in. 
"He is our captain." 
Marcinik started to shake his head, and Silence added, "And my 
husband." She held her breath but, as she had hoped, that was an 
unanswerable argument. Marcinik shrugged. 
"As you wish. We lift in an hour." 
Despite Marcinik's apparent surrender, Silence remained standing 
until the hatch had closed behind the squad. Then she sank to her 
knees at 
Balthasar's side. Chase Mago dropped to the deck beside her, his 
face very pale. 
"Are you all right?" Silence asked. 
The engineer shook his head impatiently. "I'm fine. What do we do 
for Denis?" 
"I wish I knew." 

After a time, Silence felt the first thrum of the harmonium deep 
in the core of the transport. She welcomed the familiar sound--for 
all that it would soon reach the twelfth of heaven, and bring them 
all into purgatory again, it made her feel somehow competent 
again. She sighed, staring down at Balthasar's unmoving body. If 
only the illness were physical, there were techniques even she 
could use to help him. They weren't proper healing arts, of 
course; those were the magi's province. But, like all startravellers, 
she had learned mirroring, the technique of helping 
another body recover its health. All it required was one healthy 
body and some training in the simplest meditative techniques; 
healer and healed established a rapport, and the sick or injured 
body inevitably sought to reach the state of the other. It was a 
pity minds could not be cured so easily. 
And then again, why not? she asked herself suddenly. Mirroring 
couldn't heal the illnesses of the mind, but the geas was hardly 
an illness. Surely Balthasar's mind would seek to copy her 
accommodations.... If it still could, she reminded herself firmly, 
ruthlessly choking all hope--but he will die anyway, something 
whispered within her. It may not help, but he's beyond harm. 
It was that thought that galvanized her. She wrapped the strap of 
her carryall more firmly around her upper arm and shoulder, so 
that the pseudo-animation, when it came, would not distract her. 
She looked around then for Chase Mago, but the engineer was 
already huddled against the bulkhead, head down and eyes closed, 
braced for the trip through purgatory. She opened her mouth to 
call to him, but realized suddenly that she could not--did not 
dare explain what she would attempt. If he told her it was 
impossible, and he could only tell her that, because there was no 
other answer, she would never have the courage to make the 
attempt. She let her mouth fall shut, twisted her hands together 
in her lap to try and still her fear. 
"Denis," she whispered, "if I hurt you, I'm sorry." She knew he 
didn't hear, and she was suddenly struck by the memory of the 
twisted bodies flung against the bulkheads. If Balthasar died now, 
it would be in pain, and at her hands. 

She shivered, then put aside the thought, forcing the calm that 
was the first stage of mirroring. She loosened her hands, laid 
them flat against her thighs, slowed her breathing until she 
reached the drugged rhythm of sleep. They were approaching 
purgatory, the first shadows appearing in solid objects, and she 
fought new fear. She did not know how purgatory would affect 
mirroring--so the rapport will be established before we reach the 
twelfth, she told herself. Already she was in the semi-trance; now 
all that remained was to gather Balthasar to her. She took his 
hand, held it lightly between her palms. The captain did not stir, 
but she had not expected it. There were words that would reach 
even an unconscious man, when spoken on the proper note and when 
the speaker held the proper symbols in mind. She said them now, 
pitching her voice low and clear, and felt the pins and needles 
tingling along her limbs. The rapport of the body had been 
reached, but she could not sense his mind. She opened her eyes 
cautiously--they were into purgatory now, she saw without 
understanding-- and saw Balthasar's face blocked by shadow. 
The geas? she wondered. No, not that... but I don't know what it 
is. 
She spoke the words again, but nothing happened. Balthasar's mind, 
the part she had hoped to reach, remained remote. She took a deep 
breath, then had to work to recover the even rhythm that would 
reinforce her semi-trance. There was only one thing to do, and she 
had known from the beginning that it would come to this. 
Marshalling her strength, she recalled the In Hydraulis. 
The seven words and seven tones echoed in her thoughts, but the 
sudden reversal of reality was less disturbing this time. Once 
again, she seemed to encompass everything--voidmarks, ship, 
compartment--and herself to be enclosed within the citadel of her 
mind. But there was something else, not within her, but linked, a 
second being that also surrounded the cosmos, and yet did not 
contain her. Near the center of herself, she saw Balthasar's body 
stir in pain, and felt that pain reflected in a shadowed cloud 
that loomed at the periphery of her vision. Somewhere within that 
was her captain, or some metaphor of his self that would give her 
a key to saving him, but she could not bring herself to probe 

deeply. The shadows loomed ominously; it was all she could do to 
look at them. 
But I have to do something, she thought. Remembering her own 
vision of the fortress, she thought of leaping, and once again 
found herself floating above the vision of her own mind. A quick 
glance showed her repairs holding, some of the broken images 
slowly creeping about again, showing a pale flush of new color. 
There was comfort in the sight, and she turned her attention 
outward. Somehow she had to break through the dark barrier, but 
when she willed herself into it, nothing happened. She tried the 
words again, trying to create the mirroring from within, but they 
fell worthless, less than nothing. 
For an eternity she hung there, even the broken citadel of her own 
mind a mockery of the dark shrouded mind beyond her reach. Then at 
last, because she had to say something, having come this far, she 
groped for words, not knowing his fears, but drawing on her own. 
"Denis," she said, "acceptance is deception is resistance." 
It sounded feeble even as she spoke, but shockingly, the clouds 
beyond were ripped away as though by a hurricane wind. She caught 
a sudden glimpse of an iron tower rising from a sea of flame, and 
a tiny, twisted figure falling, always falling toward the leaping 
tongues of fire, and then she was swept away, back toward the 
center of her fortress and through that to reality. But as the 
double vision faded, she thought she saw clouds open and a torrent 
of rain. 
Chapter 7 
This time, her waking was not so painful. She had fallen forward 
onto the padded deck, arms and legs crumpled beneath her, but her 
muscles did not refuse to function as she pulled herself to her 
knees. She had been dragged or pushed away from the spot where 
Balthasar lay, and a crowd of men surrounded him. Her throat 
tightened painfully, and it was all she could do to force herself 
to look at the frieze of backs. 

"Julie?" she said, and hoped he wouldn't hear. 
"Silence?" To her surprise, the engineer detached himself from the 
group and knelt beside her. "Are you all right?" 
Silence felt hope stir again. "I'm fine," she said. "What 
happened?" 
Chase Mago grimaced. "I'm not sure, exactly. Denis--we were about 
halfway through purgatory, I guess, when all of a sudden he 
screamed. He went off into a fit I was sure would kill him, but 
then it stopped. He opened his eyes for a minute--Silence, I'm 
sure he was all right then, sane and well--and then he went to 
sleep." He added, with an accusing glance at her, "You had passed 
out long before this started." Silence ignored the accusation. 
With the engineer's help, she pushed her way through the group and 
knelt at Balthasar's side. He looked a little better than he had-- 
no longer quite so pale, the harsh lines eased a little--but he 
still lay disturbingly still. 
"Denis?" she said softly, and to her amazement, the captain 
stirred a little. "Denis," she said again, oblivious to the stares 
of the other star-travellers. 
Slowly, Balthasar opened his eyes. Chase Mago was right, Silence 
realized, the captain was freed of whatever compulsion had driven 
him to throw himself against the geas. She felt tears on her 
cheeks and smiled through them, suddenly afraid that Balthasar 
would see and misunderstand. "Are you all right, then?" she 
whispered. 
The captain's gaze was fixed on her, an odd expression, half 
curious and half ashamed, on his face. "Tired," he managed after a 
moment. "Very tired." Even as he spoke, his eyelids flickered. 
Silence touched his hand, then looked up at the ring of suspicious 
faces. Yes, she thought, damn you, I did this for him, and not for 
you or yours--but I didn't know how, not until I did it, and I 
doubt I could do it again. To her horror, she found herself crying 
again, the sobs choking her as she fought to keep from wailing 
aloud. 

 "Leave her alone," Chase Mago said angrily, and Silence reached 
blindly for him. The engineer folded her in his arms, settling her 
head against his shoulder. "It's all right," he murmured. "Shh, 
now." Dimly, Silence felt the movement of his beard along her head 
as he glared up at the others who surrounded them. "Later, all of 
you. She's dead tired." 
Huddled against the coarse cloth of Chase Mago's jacket, Silence 
heard Verney mumble something and move away. Then, for the first 
time since she had left Secasia, she gave herself up to weeping. 
Chase Mago shook her awake a few hours later, stifling her 
automatic protest with a quick, "We're landing." 
Silence rubbed her swollen eyes. Landing meant Sapriportus and the 
depot, meant that they would all be made a part of the Hegemon's 
Navy. She fought back her rebellion, her guts twisting with the 
geas's warning, and tried to picture what was waiting for them on 
the planet's surface. Her grandfather had traded primarily within 
the Rusadir, only occasionally with worlds on the outskirts of the 
Hegemony. Despite all the stories she had heard in apprenticeship, 
she could not imagine an entire world given over to docks and 
fleets of starships. 
The sound of the harmonium, unnoticed until now, wailed with 
sudden dissonance, then stopped abruptly. The transport settled 
with a jolt into its cradle. Silence winced, thinking, I could do 
better than that. And I may have to. Slowly, she pulled her 
carryall to her, wrapping the shoulder strap painfully tight 
around her forearm, her free hand tracing the shape of the 
starbooks. The deck jerked lightly beneath her feet: they were 
being towed to a hangar. 
The towing seemed to take forever, but at last the gentle rocking 
stopped. A stillness almost tangible fell on the compartment, each 
man staring at the hatch as if mesmerized by its rounded surface. 
The quiet deepened, and then was broken by a faint scuffling. 
Silence turned with a gasp, and saw Balthasar on his feet, leaning 
heavily against Chase Mago. She moved to take his other arm, and 

the engineer seemed glad enough to shift some of the burden to 
her. Balthasar was more awake than he had been; he glanced 
apologetically at her as she settled his arm across her shoulder. 
The hatch popped open, admitting a fresh detachment of guards. 
Most of them wore the brilliant blue uniforms of garrison troops, 
and carried sonic weapons and heylin, rather than the standard 
shipboard pellet or dart throwers, but there were a few of the 
familiar crimson coats of the Thousand. Dekel was among them, and 
Silence looked away quickly, hoping he would not notice her. Aside 
from one raking glance that concentrated on her unveiled face, 
Dekel ignored her completely. 
The officer in command of the garrison detachment--a lieutenant, 
Silence guessed, but she was not familiar with the sleeve and 
collar symbols--said something, but he spoke in the Asteriona 
dialect. At the blank looks, he sighed ostentatiously and said, in 
coine, "All right, move along. You're headed by processing, so 
you're better be feeling cooperative." 
The pompous bastard, Silence thought. There was an edge to his use 
of the High Speech--the Asteriona dialect that was the official 
language of the Hegemon's court--that betrayed his unfamiliarity 
with it. I'd bet he grew up speaking coine like the rest of us. 
Oddly, the thought steadied her; she stolidly ignored the stares 
of the garrison troops, and concentrated on helping Balthasar down 
the corridor. 
The transport's cradle had been drawn up to a raised structure 
that looked rather like an airlock. However, both the inner and 
outer leaves of the hatchway were folded back, and the short ramp 
that stretched between the side of the cradle and the lock itself 
was open. Despite filters, the air smelled strangely of a mixture 
of spices. Verney sniffed at it, frowning, and sneezed 
convulsively. The escorting troopers laughed and exchanged sly 
remarks. Like their officer, they used the High Speech, but it was 
coarsened and interspersed with coine. Silence listened 
impassively, hiding the reassurance it gave her. 
Marcinik and another, older, lieutenant were waiting at the 

hatchway. Marcinik looked oddly at Balthasar, and Silence braced 
herself for an awkward question, but the lieutenant said nothing 
at all. He and the older man exchanged salutes with the leader of 
the escort, spoke a few phrases in High Speech--Silence guessed 
they were relinquishing control of the conscripts--and stepped 
back into the ship. Dekel and the pair of troopers who belonged to 
the ship saluted also, and the garrison officer nodded to his 
people. 
"Kestel ai," he said, and swore at the lack of understanding. 
"Move along, damn you." 
The troopers led them across the short catwalk and into a corridor 
where the walls and ceilings curved away as though they were 
walking through a giant pipe. Strips of glass filled with 
filaments of prisoned fire cast globes of cool light that met only 
at the edges, like beads on a string. Silence shivered in spite of 
herself, and shifted Balthasar's arms on her shoulder. Already the 
captain had grown heavier, his steps less steady; she glanced 
warily at his face and saw that his eyes were half closed. 
"How're you doing, Denis?" Chase Mago asked softly, then grunted 
as the nearest guard prodded him in the ribs with the muzzle of 
his heylin. 
"No talking." 
The corridor ended abruptly in a round doorway that gave onto a 
glassed-in catwalk that disappeared into a fierce sun glare. 
Silence winced, wishing she could spare a hand to shield her eyes, 
then stepped through the linking hatch onto the foot-tarnished 
bridge. For a brief moment, the light blinded her, and then the 
glass overhead darkened slightly and she caught her first glimpse 
of Sapriportus. 
To her left the landing fields, multiple tables over multiple 
field harmonia, stretched to the horizon, capable of handling 
perhaps half a dozen ships simultaneously, a small fleet every 
hour. On either side the tables were bounded by the low shapes of 
hangars and tuning sheds. To her right rose a tangle of buildings, 

some towering thirty stories or higher, some no taller than the 
hangar they had left, all linked by a maze of glass tubes similar 
to the one in which she stood. All the buildings were patterned 
along the same dull lines, however, a drab brown facade pierced at 
regular intervals by small square windows. The glass was mirrored 
so that no one could see in from the catwalks. Above the tops of 
the buildings, the sky was unpleasant, a pale yet dirty yellow, 
veiled by a faint haze. The air smelled even more strongly of 
spices. 
"Kestel ai!" 
She had slowed without realizing it, caught despite her situation 
by her first sight of an unfamiliar world. The guard did not touch 
her, but glared and shook his heylin, and she quickened her pace 
obediently. 
The catwalk ended in a square doorway that looked almost exactly 
like the windows she had seen in the other buildings. Two more 
troopers in the blue garrison uniforms were stationed just inside; 
as the last of the conscripts passed through, a massive door slid 
shut behind them, and the corridor darkened. There were muffled 
exclamations from the conscripts, and laughter from the guards, 
followed by a demand for quiet. The guards formed them into a 
ragged line, cursing in the High Speech. Silence stumbled against 
the wall, and was shoved away by a trooper. 
"It's all right," Chase Mago said. "I'll take care of Denis." 
"I can walk," Balthasar snapped and, shrugging, Silence slipped 
his arm from her shoulders. The engineer did the same, but kept a 
wary eye on the other man. 
The hallway took a sudden turn to the left, and broadened into a 
long room, brightly lit, with a counter at the far end. A gnomish 
man stood behind it. As the conscripts approached the counter, he 
tossed each one a khaki-colored bundle. Silence's mouth thinned, 
but she took the folded uniform, trying to ignore the man's sour 
glare. A guard pointed to an open door to the left of the counter, 
and Silence followed the other conscripts into a room filled with 

desks. Behind each desk sat a man in garrison uniform, hands busy 
with complicated machinery. A second guard caught her arm and 
shoved her toward the nearest desk. 
"Position?" the man behind the machinery said, not looking up. 
"Pilot," Silence said. 
The man--a captain, she saw by the sleeve marks--started and held 
onto the square of plastic extruded by one of the smaller 
machines. "A woman?" he said. "Ozul!" 
The lieutenant who had led the escort group pushed past the line 
of conscripts that filled the doorway, and came up, frowning. The 
captain asked a question in the High Speech, and the lieutenant, 
Ozul, answered quickly. He spoke for a long time, and Silence 
guessed he was explaining the circumstances of her capture. The 
captain sighed and turned back to his machines. 
"All right, girl. Where were you trained?" 
"I'm married," Silence said. She had not intended to play her only 
trump card so soon, so clumsily, but the thought of being 
separated from the others panicked her. 
"Married?" the captain said. "Where is your husband, then?" 
"There," Silence said, and pointed to where Balthasar and Chase 
Mago stood. "Those two." 
"Both of them?" The captain stared, appalled, then turned to Ozul. 
"Get the colonel, lieutenant." 
Ozul saluted and disappeared; a moment later he was back, 
accompanied by an older man with a weary expression that suggested 
many years of service on Sapriportus. The captain began to speak, 
using the High Speech, and the colonel cut him off. 
"Coine, please, Viotto." 

The captain made a face, but complied. "Beg pardon, colonel, but 
this woman claims she's married, to those two men." He gestured 
vaguely toward the doorway, and the colonel nodded. "What should I 
do about assigning her?" 
The colonel frowned. "What are you, girl?" 
"A pilot," Silence said, and added, "sir." 
The colonel frowned even more deeply. "Can you prove your 
marriage?" 
Silence rummaged in the bottom of her carryall, hoping she had not 
lost the slim card she had been given on Delos. She found it 
beneath the starbooks, and handed it to the colonel. He scanned 
the tiny numbers and tossed it back at her. 
"Assign them together," the colonel said. "There are enough small 
ships." 
"But--" Viotto began. 
"The law states that marriage, even peculiar ones, have to be 
recognized," the colonel snapped. "Besides, one of the men is 
probably a pilot, and he can back her up. God only knows what they 
were thinking when they drafted her, but we have to suffer their 
mistakes. Make use of her." He turned and stalked away. 
Viotto sighed and slipped the square of plastic into a larger 
machine, then consulted a tattered sheet of paper. "Where were you 
trained?" he asked again. 
"Cap Bel," Silence answered. 
Viotto punched buttons on his machine, and went on to the next 
question on his list, covering everything from the number of years 
Silence had spent in space to the details of her training. Each 
answer was recorded on the square of plastic. When at last he had 
finished, he handed the plastic to her, and beckoned to one of the 
guards. He caught at Silence's shoulder and shoved her toward the 

far door. It opened onto a narrow room, where a black-gowned magus 
waited, hands half-hidden beneath his full sleeves. He beckoned 
her closer, still keeping his hands beneath the fold of cloth, and 
she came forward slowly. 
"The material," he said, and Silence handed him the square of 
plastic, not sure if that was what he wanted. 
"Sit." 
The magus had spoken to the geas; Silence sat, feeling the mental 
bonds tighten fractionally. The magus turned away from her, 
muttering over the plastic she had given him. There was a stirring 
in the air that raised the hair on her neck, and cut through the 
haze that surrounded her. The magus was reaching into hell, 
Silence realized, and she shivered in spite of herself. Then he 
turned back to her, his hands held perhaps a foot apart, a glowing 
blob floating between them. The air around it was warped, as 
though it was not air at all but a pocket of something utterly 
other, a window into the submaterial. But it was his hands Silence 
saw first. They were brightly colored, clown-like, as though some 
part of the materials with which he worked had been fused to his 
flesh. 
The magus made a complex gesture, and the roiling mass quieted, 
took on a semblance of form and color. He reached through the 
invisible barrier into chaos--as his hands passed through, their 
form wavered momentarily, as though seen through imperfect glass-- 
and gently plucked at the hovering shape. Obediently, it spun out 
into a glittering wire, coiling into a double circle. Its color 
remained undefined, all colors, a mix of all the spectrum that was 
neither any one shade nor the black that should result from such a 
mixing. The magus drew his hands away and murmured another phrase, 
this time using a language Silence could not recognize. The patch 
of hell contracted to a point the size of a man's thumbnail, and 
the piece of plastic, now drawn out into a long strand, seemed to 
spiral out from it. Its color returned to a normal blue, except at 
the very end. The magus lifted it carefully, and in the same 
motion looped it around the pilot's neck, beneath the soiled 
collar of her shirt. The motion, and the touch of the plastic, 

unpleasantly warm, woke Silence from her daze, but both the geas 
and the tiny spot of hell dancing at her throat kept her from 
moving. The magus spoke a final word, and the force of it was like 
the slamming of a door. The loose ends of the plastic snapped 
together, and in the same moment the opening into hell winked out. 
Silence reached automatically for the collar and tugged at it, but 
the plastic was solid. She could not even find the seam with her 
fingernail. It hung loosely enough to be comfortable, but the 
circle was far too small to be pulled over her head. It was the 
visible sign of the geas, marking her throughout the known galaxy 
as a bondwoman. 
From the processing hall, the conscripts were herded through a 
series of tunnels to a casually guarded barracks. There, for the 
first time, Silence, Balthasar, and Chase Mago were separated from 
the rest of the conscripts, and taken not to the halls but to the 
upper levels of the building, where a single door stood open on a 
featureless corridor. Silence looked warily at the little room 
with its single wide bed and tiny shower compartment, wondering 
what its usual function was. She jumped when their escort cleared 
his throat. 
"You'll stay here until the Routing Officer finds you a ship. You 
have the freedom of the buildings, but if you're not here when the 
assignment comes; you'll miss your chance. Meal train comes three 
times a day. All clear?" He looked at them and, seeing no 
response, stepped back into the corridor. The door slammed shut 
behind him. 
Balthasar dropped heavily onto the bed, and let himself fall 
backward onto the mattress, the bundle of clothes still clutched 
to his chest. Without bothering to sit up, he unfolded the 
package, frowning at the many-pocketed coveralls and the equally 
drab shirt and trousers. 
"I'd rather wear my own," he said, and winced as the geas caught 
an unvoiced rebellion. 
"I wouldn't," Silence said shortly. She checked the shower 
compartment, saw that there was no way to clean her own things 

even had she wanted to keep wearing the uncomfortable cold-weather 
gear. "I refuse to deal with anything else until I'm clean." 
Chase Mago growled agreement, then looked quickly away as Silence 
began to unfasten her shirt. Balthasar did not move, and the pilot 
turned her back to the bed to give herself at least the illusion 
of privacy. The hot water felt almost obscenely good, after the 
days on the transport, and she ran the machine through its cycle 
twice before she felt really clean. At last she unlatched the door 
and groped awkwardly for the piled uniform. She discarded the 
coveralls as impractical, but the shirt and trousers fit 
surprisingly well, if loosely. But that was all right, she 
decided. The fullness of the material would obscure her sex, and 
she might be able to pass unnoticed, at least in the Hegemony. 
The sun was setting beyond the narrow window, the poisonous yellow 
clouds deepened to the color of curry. Silence settled herself at 
the head of the bed, staring out over the low buildings to the 
landing field, where the strict lines of hangars and sheds were 
blurred by haze. A ship rose from a table halfway down the runway, 
but the glow of its keel was quickly lost against the vivid sky. 
Chase Mago showered, then Balthasar did the same, and both men 
grudgingly pulled on the conscript uniforms. Silence continued to 
stare out the window, watching the haze-dulled disk of the sun 
sink below the horizon. 
The arrival of the meal train broke her trance, and she looked 
around with a start. Chase Mago accepted their ration trays from 
the homunculus, which was even more crudely formed than usual and, 
as the door slid shut in his face, ran his hand across the light 
sensor. The single panel, set high in the exact center of the 
ceiling, did little to cut the sudden gloom. Silence accepted her 
tray without speaking, and forced herself to finish the tasteless 
stew it contained. As she ate, she watched the others. Chase Mago 
ate with a sort of detachment, as though it was his own immense 
patience rather than "the geas that kept him in check. Balthasar 
ate cautiously, as though afraid of choking. More than once he 
raised a hand to his throat, worrying at the collar beneath his 
tunic. He had fastened the shirt's high collar fully, so that the 
stiff band of fabric completely covered the circle of plastic. 

Case Mago had not bothered to hide his, Silence saw. She tugged 
idly at her own collar, wondering how it could be removed. To her 
surprise, the geas did not immediately censor the thought. 
"Where do we sleep?" Chase Mago asked at last. The emptied trays 
had been placed outside the door for the homunculi to collect, and 
night had fallen. 
"In the bed, I should think," Silence said. She stared longingly 
at the landing field, now outlined in strings of multi-colored 
lights. The vibrant keel of a lifting starship cast a brief pool 
of rainbowed light across the concrete before it lifted and was 
lost among the hazy stars. 
"All of us?" Chase Mago asked. 
"We are married, Julie," Balthasar said. He was still sprawled on 
the bed, and now he raised one hand to his ear in warning. 
The engineer snorted. "Not likely," he said. "Denis, we're under 
geas. Why would they bother--why would they waste money and men-- 
keeping watch on us?" 
That made sense, Silence thought, and waited to see what Balthasar 
would say. But the captain remained silent and, after a moment, 
Chase Mago shrugged away the discussion. 
"I'm tired," he said. "Call it a day?" 
"Let's," Silence agreed. After a short search, she found the 
window controls and darkened the glass. 
It was like and yet unlike the nights they had spent on 
Arganthonios, Silence thought later, after the lights were out and 
the three had settled gingerly into the broad bed. Then there had 
been something of her childhood and adventure in it; now there was 
only necessity. She stretched cautiously, trying to avoid the 
lumps in the thin foam pad that served as a mattress, and heard 
Balthasar stir beside her. 

"Silence?" 
"Hmm?" She turned on her side to face him, trying not to steal too 
much of the sheet. 
"What the hell did you do back there, on the ship?" 
Silence hesitated, trying to marshal her thoughts. "I don't really 
know," she said at last. "It was like the first time, like I told 
Julie." 
In the darkness, she could see only the movement as Balthasar 
shook his head. 
Silence lowered her voice even further, tensing against the geas. 
Its restrictions tightened now in warning, forcing her to choose 
her words with care. "The first passage through purgatory, from 
Arganthonios. I couldn't handle it, not without work to do, and-- 
I don't know why, it was the first thing that came to mind, but I 
said the In Hydraulis. And--" The geas tightened painfully; she 
gasped and finished, "The world seemed to turn inside out, like 
everything was inside of me." 
There was no sound from either man, both waiting patiently for her 
to continue her story--Balthasar trying to understand what she had 
said and Chase Mago, who had heard it before, waiting for the next 
installment. Suddenly it was very important to fight the geas, to 
tell them everything she had seen and done, to hear their 
interpretation of it, so that she, too, could understand her own 
new abilities. The pain in her abdomen grew stronger; she dug both 
fists against it, nails biting into her palms, breathing hard to 
master it. 
"It was like another place," Silence went On, "like being inside 
my own mind." The geas twisted through her, and she bit her Up 
against the pain, glad the darkness hid her face. It eased; she 
gasped and continued, "I could see what the geas had done. I 
couldn't get rid of it, no matter what I did, so I tried--" She 
faltered again, less from the pain of the geas, now fully roused 
against her, than from uncertainty. "I tried to shore things up, 

to make repairs. That worked, a little, so then, when Denis was so 
bad, I thought of mirroring, and tried to do the same for him." 
She stopped, breathing heavily, while the pain receded. At her 
side, she heard Chase Mago shift uneasily. "It shouldn't be 
possible," he said at last. Balthasar snorted. "I'm here, aren't 
I?" "That's not what I meant," the engineer snapped. "Silence, I 
don't know how much theory they teach pilots, but when I was an 
apprentice, I learned that the seven pure tones, the In Hydraulis, 
if you like, control the first seven processes; that the reason 
you can't call those up in purgatory is that there they're a 
shortcut to a magus's power." 
Silence said nothing, still curled in on herself as the pain 
eased. Balthasar touched her shoulder gently, then said to the 
engineer, "So?" "So it should have blasted her, and you." Even in 
the darkness, Silence could hear the engineer's anger--directed 
less at her, she thought, than at the universe for permitting its 
rules to be broken. 
"And it didn't," Balthasar said, "and I'm grateful." "Why didn't 
it?" Chase Mago demanded. "How could it not?" 
Silence sighed. I wish I knew, she thought. If I did know--she 
choked off that thought before it could trigger the geas again. I 
suppose I should've been blasted by the sight, not been able to 
control it, make sense of it, the way I did. The other pilots 
couldn't--Denis couldn't've done it without my help, I'm sure of 
that. But why me? Why not them? 
Because I'm a woman? Maybe--even probably. I'm the only woman they 
captured, but not the only pilot, not unique in any other way. But 
why does that make a difference? Or am I just missing something 
equally obvious? 
"Silence?" Chase Mago said. 
"What?" 
"You're sure--" Chase Mago began, and Silence cut him off. 

"Yes. I did what I said I did, and there's no chance I was 
mistaken about it. I know exactly what I did." She sighed again, 
anger vanishing as quickly as it had appeared. "I just don't know 
how, or why." 
It was over a week before they were assigned to a ship, and there 
was little they could do with that time. Balthasar recovered his 
strength, and at his insistence, they explored a part of the 
barracks complex. They learned nothing useful, however; most of 
the others captured at Arganthonios had already been assigned to 
ships, and the other inhabitants of the barracks seemed to be 
petty criminals shipped to the Navy in lieu of a jail sentence. 
Wandering through the empty corridors made Silence uneasy--she was 
certain that a magus had shaped the corridors, the patterns of 
rooms, and the proportions of the building to create that 
nervousness--but she could not dispel it, and even Balthasar was 
willing to give it up as useless. 
The assignment came unexpectedly, toward mid-afternoon on the 
eighth day. The door snapped back without the preliminary rumble 
of the wheeled carts that meant the meal train, revealing a stocky 
man with a bored, babyish face. He was accompanied by a pair of 
equally uninterested guards, who had not bothered to unsling their 
sonic rifles. 
"Well?" Silence asked. 
The stocky man started, and gave her an inquiring glance that 
turned to recognition. It was a reaction she was getting used to; 
in the Hegemony, it seemed, clothing really did make the man. 
"You've been assigned to the mailship Bruja," the stocky man said, 
and hesitated so long over a title for her that he decided to 
leave it off entirely. "Come along." 
There were no preparations to make. Silence picked up her 
carryall, which now contained, along with her starbooks, their 
spare clothes, and the three followed the stocky man from the 
room. At the door that led to the outside, they were issued cheap 
filter-masks--Silence saw that the door itself was doubled-celled, 

like an airlock--but even with the rigid plastic encircling nose 
and mouth, Silence choked on the heavy smell of the air. The man 
in charge of the escort gave her another curious glance, but said 
nothing, gesturing instead for them to enter the waiting 
groundcar. The passenger area and driver's well were enclosed, and 
Silence could see the grey disks of heavy-duty filters across the 
air ducts, but even so, the escort troops did not remove their 
masks. Silence, the spices bitter on her tongue, was glad to 
follow their example. 
The mailship was docked in a hangar more than halfway down the 
field, one that could only be reached by turning off the main 
track onto a narrower access road. That was an excellent 
indication of the status of the ship to which they'd been 
assigned, Silence thought, and wondered what sort of supervision 
would be given them. Then the groundcar passed through the tunnellike 
entrance to the hangar, and she put those thoughts aside. She 
would find out soon enough. 
The mailship itself was a miniature version of a Dervish-class 
naval three, and Silence sensed Balthasar's grudging interest. It 
was a handsome ship, even more sleekly built than Sun-Treader, a 
long, narrow hull balancing on a massive keel. That remained 
shrouded beneath its baffles, but she had no doubt it would show 
the peacock mottling, like oil on water, that was characteristic 
of the keels cast in the Hegemony. As they went up the ladder at 
the side of the cradle, their footsteps set off sympathetic 
vibrations even through the baffling, and Silence could hear the 
perfection of the tuning. 
The hatch stood open for them, and the stocky man paused briefly 
before beckoning them inside. The hatch opened directly into what 
passed for the common area, and a man was waiting for them. No, 
not a man, Silence thought as her eyes adjusted to the ship's dim 
light, a boy, maybe seventeen or eighteen. At first glance, he was 
handsome enough, in the overbred way of the Hegemony's inner 
planets, but a closer look showed the marks of a perpetual frown, 
and prim lines bracketing his too-thin mouth. 
"What the hell are you staring at?" the boy demanded abruptly. He 

had the voice to match his looks, high-pitched and querulous, with 
the trace of an aristocratic stammer. 
"Nothing," Silence said, and added, as the boy's eyes narrowed, "I 
beg your pardon." 
At the sound of her voice, the boy's face changed. His expression 
went from anger to surprise, and then to recognition as he looked 
more closely. "Take off that filter." 
Silence had not realized she was still wearing it. She snapped 
free the strap and lifted off the stiff cup, bracing herself for 
the comments. I should have brought a veil, she thought, or at 
least a scarf. Or even been a little coy about taking the damned 
filter off, at least in front of an inner systems boy. This is a 
bad way to start out. 
The boy looked her up and down again, recognition fading into a 
contempt that he did not bother to hide. Silence flushed, and the 
boy sneered. "A woman, Makai?" he demanded, turning to the 
escorting officer. "I take this as a personal insult." 
Makai took a deep breath, but answered mildly enough. "They are a 
married triple, sir. Legally, they can't be broken up." 
"And what earthly good is she?" The boy glared at both of them. 
"Well, girl?" 
I'm at least ten years older than you are, boy, Silence thought. 
She said, "I'm a certified pilot. I hold papers from the Rusadir 
and the Hegemonic examiners." 
"Ha." The boy scowled at her, daring her to say more. 
Makai said, "That's correct, sir. They were the crew of one of the 
pirate couriers, captured at Arganthonios. They're an experienced 
crew, according to Processing; they should be a great resource." 
For an inexperienced officer, Silence thought. She could feel the 
effort it had taken for Makai not to say those words. 

 The boy made a face. "Let me see the records." 
Makai prodded Silence--the nearest of the conscripts--forward, and 
the boy caught at her shoulder, pulling open the collar of her 
shirt. Silence flinched, but forced herself to stand still as the 
boy pulled a small box from his pocket. He fitted the slotted end 
over the ring of plastic and ran it rapidly along the lengths of 
the circle. A minute screen lit, but the boy was not looking at 
the words that flashed across it. Silence ignored the direction of 
his gaze and, after a moment, the boy looked back to the screen. 
He repeated the process with Balthasar and Chase Mago, running the 
reader along the collar to get a quick summary of their records. 
"It would be a pity to miss the job they've lined up for you, 
sir," Makai said, after a moment. 
The boy's head snapped up. "You think I won't do my duty? But I 
won't forget this insult." 
"Very good, sir." Makai's voice was a little ragged, and his color 
had deepened. "Acting Lieutenant the Right Worthy Esege Druta, 
this is your crew, conscripts under his Most Serene Majesty's law 
and mercy. Treat them accordingly." He snapped a salute that was a 
little too precise to be sincere, turned on his heel, and was 
gone, his troopers clattering at his heels. 
Acting Lieutenant the Right Worthy Esege Druta, Silence thought. 
She did not dare glance at either of the others for fear she would 
laugh. He was no more than a midshipman, for all his title, and as 
for that, Right Worthies were dirt common. Even planetary 
governors ranked higher than that. 
Druta's lips were thinned. Clearly, he had wanted to make 
something more of the ceremony, or at least of the recitation of 
his titles. "Very well. We'll begin by assigning you cabins-- 
separate cabins. I'll have none of these Fringe World perversities 
on this ship." 
Balthasar made a strangled noise, turned it into a convincing 

cough. 
Druta glared at him. "You'll have the first three compartments, 
the first two, and then the one on the right side of the corridor. 
Engineer, take that one. It's closer to your work." 
Silence glanced in the direction of the boy's grand gesture, 
trying to picture the plan of the ship. Bruja had a long, narrow 
hull that widened toward the stern, and it looked as though the 
commons ran the width of the ship. A single corridor ran aft from 
the commons, and she thought she could see, at the end of it, the 
lighted hatch of the engine room. Which meant that the cabins were 
arranged to either side of the corridor, and that in turn meant 
that Druta was giving them the smallest and least comfortable 
cabins on the ship. 
"And one more thing," Druta said. "I want to observe the decencies 
as much as possible. You, pilot--Leigh, is it? Don't address me 
directly unless it's an emergency, or ship's business. Anything 
else should go through your husband--husbands." He turned away 
before Silence could think of a response. 
It was almost funny, Silence thought that night, after Druta had 
finally given them permission to retire together to Chase Mago's 
cabin to read over the ship's various manuals. The boy was a 
horror, and she dreaded spending even another hour on this ship, 
but at the same time his malice was so comprehensively juvenile 
that it was robbed of some of its force. She had worried about 
being the only woman on an otherwise all-male ship, but she had 
not expected this low-comedy harassment. She glanced involuntarily 
at the open door--Druta had insisted on that, before going to his 
own cabin, one of the two large compartments at the far end of the 
corridor--and Balthasar snorted. 
"Keep the door open--what the hell does he think we're going to 
do, anyway?" 
Silence shut her mouth on the obvious answer. She did not want to 
bring up the subject. "What worries me is what's going to happen 
when we have to start giving him orders." 

 "When you have to give orders, you mean," Balthasar said. "You'd 
think he never saw a woman before." 
Chase Mago looked up from a dog-eared engineering text. "He 
probably hasn't, at least not unveiled." At Balthasar's 
exclamation of disgust, the engineer closed the book and leaned 
forward, lowering his voice. "Look, this Druta's not highest 
caste, but one rank under--not of the Thousand, but the Ten 
Thousand. And those people raise their children even more strictly 
than the Hegemon does, just in case they can move up in rank. I've 
seen a lot of them, when I was younger. They've got strange ideas 
of what's due to their rank, and of the places of women and 
commoners, and we'd better remember that." 
"And he's a bad one to start with," Balthasar muttered. 
"Right. So you'd better watch your step, Denis." Chase Mago's 
expression changed, was slightly embarrassed. "But it's you I'm 
really worried about, Silence." 
Silence sighed. "He's what? Sixteen, seventeen? He's a child. I 
can handle him." 
Silence had expected it to be several weeks before their cargo 
arrived. The next morning, however, as she tossed the last of the 
breakfast dishes down the disposal chute, the buzzer sounded and, 
at the same moment the hatch slid back. A tall man stood framed 
against the yellowed sunlight that filled the hangar, his face in 
shadow. 
"Captain Druta, girl." 
Well, I suppose this counts as ship's business, Silence thought, 
and was not sorry to have an excuse to irritate the boy. "Yes, 
sir," she said, and crossed to the intercom plate. "Captain?" she 
said, and cut off his outraged answer. "An officer to see you." 
Druta's face, when he emerged from his cabin, was thunderous, but 
he did not address Silence. "Welcome aboard, colonel." 

 "Thank you." Now that the man was no longer silhouetted against 
the light, Silence could read the insignia, silver against the 
black of his uniform. He was a colonel of the Left Hand, almost a 
magus, one of the men who did most to enforce the Hegemon's will. 
They were not quite spies, not quite police, not quite soldiers, 
but a little of all those, and something else besides. 
"I am Colonel Gyasi, as you no doubt know," the man went on, and 
his smile did not quite take the edge off his words. "I assume you 
are ready to transport me and my equipment to Castax as soon as 
possible?" 
"Yes, sir," Druta said. 
"When will that be?" 
For the first time, the midshipman faltered. "I'm not sure, sir." 
"Well, where's your pilot?" the colonel asked. 
Druta made a face when he thought Guasi wasn't looking. "Here she 
is, sir." 
For the first time, Gyasi seemed to see Silence, and she flushed 
under his gaze. 
"Well, pilot?" Gyasi prodded. 
Silence gathered her thoughts hastily. She had not had to plot the 
first leg of a course since joining Sun-Treader, but she was not 
willing to admit that she was out of practice. "To Castax? That's 
always a tricky run, from this angle. I'd have to consult the 
astrologers to be sure." 
"Do so," Druta snapped. 
Silence retreated to the control room, closing the hatch behind 
her. For once the astrologers were not busy; one worked out the 
optimum time for departure, when the other planets in 

Sapriportus's system would create the least interference. Silence 
keyed the information into Bruja's unfamiliar console, setting up 
the Ficinan models. They could lift that day, but the line of 
departure was clouded by the swift-moving innermost planet. The 
next good time was two days later, when the innermost world would 
have moved far enough along its orbit to free Bruja's course of 
most of the interference. The other planets would be in favorable 
positions then, too. That was the optimum time to lift, and they 
would need to file notice of their departure immediately. Unless, 
of course, a Colonel of the Left Hand had high enough priority to 
win them a space regardless. There would be plenty of common 
traffic trying to get to a world like Castax. She sighed and 
returned to the commons, interrupting a low-voiced discussion 
between Gyasi and Druta. Ignoring the colonel's smile, she 
explained the situation. 
"I don't think you need to worry about competing traffic," Gyasi 
said. "Castax is under siege." 
Under siege. For a moment, the phrase did not register, and then 
Silence looked up with a gasp. Castax, the most important center 
for manufacture and the arts on the Fringe, second only to Delos 
in wealth and influence, was under attack. But Castax was 
controlled by a merchant dynasty, she thought. How could they have 
managed to anger the Hegemon enough for him to declare war, when 
Delos and Athos Maria and all the other opposition worlds haven't 
done it? Or has the Hegemon decided to start his attack on the 
Fringe? 
Gyasi said, "You might be interested to know that Wrath-of-God is 
the cause of this war--indirectly, of course, but a number of your 
ships, driven off at Arganthonios, fled to Castax. When the 
governor refused to surrender them, the Hegemon had no choice." He 
turned to Druta. "May we begin loading, captain?" 
The rest of the day was spent in stowing the colonel's equipment. 
At least he had not said it was light, Silence thought bitterly, 
rubbing her back with bruised fingers. The homunculi had done most 
of the work of bringing it aboard, but Bruja's cargo space was 
strictly limited, and Gyasi warned them that seven of the dozen 

crates contained cargo unusually sensitive to harmonics. Chase 
Mago had had to shift the heavy Crates from one compartment to 
another, then back again, balancing various materials against each 
other before he thought the ship was in tune. Silence left the 
engineer staring dubiously at the last set of crates, stowed now 
in the empty midships cabin in hopes that the extra baffling in 
the cabin partitions would help shield the contents, and headed 
for the common area. Balthasar had quit some hours before; she 
glanced into his cabin in passing, and saw him sprawled asleep, 
still recovering from the geas. 
In the commons, Silence chose packets of bulk rations from the 
storage cells above the galley console and fed them into the 
machine. She switched on the machinery and began to drag the 
folding table and benches out of the deck recesses. From things 
Chase Mago had said, she gathered it was a matter of high status 
to have a woman doing the menial labor, and low status to be 
forced to let a woman do a man's job. She smiled wryly. At least 
her piloting was an insult to the midshipman. 
The console beeped to let her know that the food was properly 
reconstituted, and she switched it over to a holding mode. Druta 
appeared almost instantly, then Balthasar and Gyasi. For a moment, 
it seemed as though Druta would insist that she wait on the table, 
but at the last moment Gyasi's raised eyebrow and hint of a smile 
stopped him. The two Hegemonic officers took their place at one 
end of the table; Silence and Balthasar sat at the other. 
"Julie's still settling those crates," Balthasar said quietly. "He 
asked me to keep dinner warm." 
Druta was frowning down the length of the table. Silence contented 
herself with a brief nod in response. Balthasar made a face, but 
said nothing. 
"Surely you can't afford to keep to the strict rule on a ship this 
small," Gyasi said. There was an indefinable edge to his voice, 
partly malice and partly condescension, that made Druta wince. 
"I'd like to observe the decencies as long as possible." 

 "A pity. I dare say the sieura would be a fascinating 
conversationalist." 
Silence was suddenly aware of the colonel's eyes on her, and it 
took an effort of will not to return the stare. Gyasi's thoughts 
were as clear as if he had spoken aloud: a magus's trick. 
Interesting, not pretty. But you'll do. 
Gyasi had not bothered to hide his thoughts from the others. Druta 
was blushing, and Balthasar's expression was furious. It's odd, 
Silence thought, tensed against his next words. Not five minutes 
ago I was prepared to appeal to the colonel against the boy. Now 
I'll have to play the boy against the colonel. 
"I hope I can persuade you to rescind your ban, captain," Gyasi 
went on. "As a personal favor." 
Druta shrugged, attempting to recover his dignity. "If you wish 
it, colonel, of course. Leigh, you may speak when you want." 
"Thank you," Silence said, and could not keep the bitterness out 
of her voice. 
Gyasi smiled as though her anger pleased him. "Are you a Misthian, 
Silence?" 
"No." Silence turned her attention to the uninteresting food, 
forcing herself to eat. 
"Have you been married long?" Gyasi adopted the falsely interested 
tone of an oligarch making conversation with the child of a 
client. 
"I suppose." 
"That's hardly an answer," Gyasi said, and there was steel beneath 
his smile. 
"Three years," Silence lied, and immediately wished she hadn't. 

Gyasi would know her record. 
"So long?" The tone made the colonel's disbelief clear, and 
Balthasar stirred restlessly. Silence kicked him beneath the 
table, and the Delian subsided. 
"It must be--" Gyasi hesitated with mocking delicacy over his 
choice of words "--interesting to be married to two men at once." 
Suddenly, Silence had to stifle a laugh. Interesting, indeed, but 
not in the way Gyasi thought. But she could not reveal that truth. 
Balthasar said, his voice under tight control, "Captain, will you 
allow him to ask a married woman questions like that?" 
It was a good try, Silence thought, but not good enough. Druta was 
not going to be strong enough to stand up to Gyasi--how could he 
be, she thought, a mere acting lieutenant in his first command, 
opposing a colonel of the Left Hand? She felt momentarily sorry 
for him. 
"Excuse me, please," she said, before either Balthasar or Gyasi 
could speak. 
"Oh, don't go yet, sieura," Gyasi said. His eyes were fixed on 
Balthasar, and Silence saw the Delian pale. "Your--husband--has 
just warmed to your defense. Don't you want to stay and see the 
outcome?" 
"No." Silence shoved her plate viciously into the disposal slot 
and turned to leave. 
"Very wise of you," Gyasi went on, raising his voice slightly to 
be sure she heard. The pitch changed slightly, and there was 
something in it that stopped Silence in her tracks. "When you 
consider this one's past, you're wise not to rely on him." 
He had not spoken to the geas, Silence realized, but to something 
else, the shameful curiosity that lurked in every human being, the 
desire to know the worst about others. He had used some magus's 

trick to evoke that, and Silence found herself rooted to the spot, 
listening against her will. Bleak with anger, she fought for 
enough freedom to turn to face him, if she could not turn away. 
"You would expect at least courage in a pirate, sieura," Gyasi 
said. "But what's this I see? Twice, now, you've surrendered, when 
a better man might have fought." 
"And died," Balthasar whispered. 
"Once, I grant you," Gyasi said, with easy magnanimity. "On 
Arganthonios. But off Wrath-of-God, after your ship blew apart? 
You were the only survivor, I see--and why were you in a 
spacesuit, when none of the others were? The only survivor . . . 
but I don't see you summoning aid. No, you cowered in your pilot's 
bubble until the salvage teams found you. You would have let 
yourself die, simply because you were too afraid of death to go 
down one ladder and send the message that would save your life. 
It's no wonder you've never set foot on a warship since, you who 
were in line for command--but is that shame, or more fear?" 
"Stop!" Silence fought free with a gasp; her voice shattered the 
colonel's spell. 
"But of course," Gyasi said. His voice was tuned differently now, 
conceding temporary defeat. "I merely thought you should know the 
kind of man you've bound yourself to--and what I said is true, 
isn't it, Balthasar?" His voice held a sudden echo of the earlier, 
commanding tone. Balthasar winced, but said nothing. He did not 
need to; his answer was plain. 
"Excuse me," Silence said again, her voice tight with anger. She 
spoke to the boy, not to Gyasi, and after a moment Druta nodded 
dismissal. She stalked from the common area, and Balthasar 
followed. 
At the door of her cabin, she hesitated. Balthasar was there, his 
face wintery. He made a wry face and said, with a painful attempt 
at a normal voice, "I suppose I should explain. I guess I don't 
have to say it's true." 

 "No," Silence said. "You don't have to tell me anything." 
Balthasar remained standing there, and she held out her arms 
awkwardly. As awkwardly, Balthasar came into the embrace, resting 
his head finally against her shoulder. Silence held him for a long 
moment, until the thought of Gyasi prompted her to edge back into 
the cabin, freeing one hand to touch the door latch. The motion 
made Balthasar start and pull away. Silence sighed and settled 
herself on the bunk, the only piece of furniture in the cabin. 
"Sit down," she said. 
Balthasar shook his head. "I owe you an explanation." 
"You don't," Silence said again. 
"He's right, of course," Balthasar went on, as if she hadn't 
spoken. "That's the worst part--everything he said is true. But 
that's not the whole of it, Silence, I swear. I admit, I couldn't 
make myself go down to the control room, and it was because I 
couldn't stand seeing what was left of my friends. We'd already 
lost so many, there'd been so much death, that I couldn't take any 
more." He stopped, managed a dry chuckle. "But you'd probably 
rather just hear what he left out." 
"I didn't say that," Silence began, and Balthasar continued 
heedlessly. 
"What happened was I was chief pilot on one of the warships--I was 
co-opted by Wrath-of-God when I was sixteen, off a freighter they 
took. And I was next in line for command. Off Athlit, a squad of 
Navy ships jumped us, two threes and a five to our four. We got 
lucky and managed to make it into purgatory ahead of them, and 
there's nobody who knows how to use purgatory like a pilot trained 
by Wrath-of-God. We got away, but I'd taken us pretty far afield. 
I brought us out of purgatory on the far side of the station, 
under the wave itself. The harmonium blew and the hull cracked. 
Everybody else was killed." 
He sighed. "I was in a spacesuit because I couldn't stand to look 

at one more maimed or dying man. The helmet was a good blinder. 
The rest he told you. I couldn't bring myself to go down to the 
control room and call for help, so the salvage tugs took their 
time coming for the ship. They spent five and three-quarters 
hours; I had air for six when the hull went." 
"They took away your command?" Silence asked, when it became clear 
something was expected of her. 
Balthasar shook his head. "They offered me a ship, a three. I 
turned them down." 
Silence sighed, not knowing what to say. She touched the cover of 
the bunk tentatively, and Balthasar came to sit beside her. After 
a moment, she slid an arm around his shoulders, and the Delian 
leaned against her, less awkwardly than before. 
After a while, Silence said, "We're still here. That's something." 
There was more she wanted to say, but she feared the geas would 
stop her. She was surprised that it had not already censored her. 
Balthasar looked at her in surprise. "That was what you said, back 
on the transport. Or something like it." He winced in 
anticipation, a look of pain that turned rapidly to puzzlement. It 
was oddly comic, and Silence smothered a smile. 
"That didn't hurt," he said slowly. "It should be forbidden by the 
geas, right? But it didn't hurt." 
"I don't know," Silence said. Suddenly, all the frustration of the 
past weeks rose to the surface. "If I knew why it didn't, or how 
I'd done whatever it was, I'd be free by now--" The knifing pain 
caught her unawares. She doubled over, moaning, then had to fight 
to keep from being sick on the decking. Balthasar eased her to the 
toilet compartment, held her shoulders until she was done, then 
smoothed her hair gently. 
"Take it easy," he said. 
"Oh, I'm all right now." Silence straightened impatiently, then 

grimaced as the muscles along her ribs protested the movement. 
"You should lie down." Despite her protests, Balthasar eased her 
to the bunk, pushed her down onto the hard mattress. He hesitated 
at the door, as though he wanted to say more, but then ducked out. 
Silence leaned back against her pillow, closing her eyes. She felt 
distinctly lightheaded, from being sick and from the aftereffects 
of the colonel's tricks. And, she admitted to herself, from 
Balthasar's admitting to Gyasi's accusations. Unbidden, the image 
she had seen at the very end of the transport's second journey 
through purgatory rose in her mind, the tower and sea of flame, 
the clouds and the falling man. This time, it was familiar, an 
image from the Tarot, one of the oldest, and least systematic, 
symbolic languages. Her teacher had venerated it because it was 
old, and had drilled the seventy-eight scenes into her memory. She 
pictured herself turning the cards, past Magician and Hermit and 
Death to the sixteenth: the Tower, the House of God. 
Set side by side, the images were not as alike as she had thought. 
The card showed the tower lightning-struck, the turrets in the 
instant of being blasted away, a pair of figures thrown from its 
heights. The vision had been different--the tower unbroken but 
rising instead from fire. Only a single figure fell and, on 
reflection, she thought she recognized Balthasar's image. The 
meanings she had been forced to learn did not quite seem to fit, 
either. The Tower was disaster, catastrophe, occasionally 
catastrophic enlightenment, not the sort of story Balthasar had 
told. So that meaning must run somehow parallel to the true 
significance of the vision. She frowned to herself, and dismissed 
the remembered card. 
She sighed. It was not, perhaps, an important thing, but she could 
not seem to free herself from this passion for first causes. She 
let her mind drift, patient in the tangential pursuit of 
revelation, and let the possibilities wash over her. Flame and 
guilt were a common enough equation, she was certain first of 
that. And the tower, like her own picture of concentric walls, 
would be a metaphor for mind. The falling figure was harder to 
interpret, unless it merely indicated that Balthasar had never 

forgiven himself for his fear. You're going far afield, she told 
herself sternly. There's no way for you to know. But the image 
spoke of old suffering, and she could not forgive Gyasi for 
evoking it. Nor will I, she vowed. This is to the death, colonel. 
She tensed, waiting for the geas to strike, but there was only a 
fleeting pain. 
The thought of vows and undying hates evoked other memories, 
stories she had heard while an apprentice. She could not remember 
the plots of the tales that had been whispered among the halftrained 
pilots, though she thought they had all been much the 
same, but she could remember the curses. The words were dark, with 
the gusts of winter behind them, and their shape was hard and 
bitter in the mouth. She whispered one, savoring the taste. 
"Oh, Chaos, Charon, make of him carrion. Gyasi accursed, stands 
now accused, judge him to die." 
The words seemed to echo, for all that she had spoken softly, to 
gather strength and substance. She could almost see them 
rebounding from the cabin walls, growing in soundless vigor until 
they burst through the cabin door and sped down the corridor to 
strike Gyasi as he sat frowning at his work. The colonel stirred, 
looked up with a face half alarmed and half surprised. His lips 
seemed to move in counterspell, and the picture vanished. 
Shaken, Silence swung herself off the bunk and went to the door 
herself. She peered nervously out into the corridor, but there was 
no outcry from Gyasi's cabin. The safety lights burned unchanged 
at the door of the engine room; the empty cabins remained sealed 
up, locks glowing. From the common area came the familiar clatter 
of a cup held to the spout of the coffee urn. Everything seemed 
normal. But she had unleashed something, of that she felt certain. 
She had seen her curse, and felt its power, and the memory of it 
was cold on her neck. The curse had been real, and the colonel 
knew she had called it. And, worst of all, she could not know the 
consequences. 
Chapter 8 

Silence woke the next morning with a slight ache behind her 
temples, and a sense of thunder in the air. She sniffed 
automatically for the smell of ozone and the chill that had always 
meant a storm in her childhood, before she realized what it was: 
nothing physical, nothing real, but rather the influence of the 
curse. She dressed slowly, wondering if the others would feel it, 
too. 
Both officers were in the common area when she finally forced 
herself to leave her cabin, and Chase Mago brooded over a cup of 
coffee by the galley console, pointedly not sitting with the 
others. Silence went to join him, drawing herself a cup of coffee. 
She wondered where Balthasar was, but refused to ask in front of 
the colonel. 
"Good morning, Sieura Leigh," Gyasi said. 
Silence looked up, deliberately matched his stare and held it for 
a long moment before answering. "Good morning." 
"Sieur Chase Mago, you should be proud of your wife," Gyasi said. 
The engineer gave no sign that he had heard. "She's very loyal--or 
at least she's loyal to your fellow husband. You'll never guess 
what she did last night, Druta." 
The midshipman looked up unhappily. "No, sir." 
"Guess." The word was an order. 
"Slapped you," the boy offered desperately. 
"Not precisely, though you're right about the general idea," Gyasi 
said. "The--lady--tried to curse me. Unsuccessfully, I might add." 
You're lying, Silence thought, feeling the thunderous air thicken 
about them. And I know you're lying. My curse is working, and 
beneath that offhand pose you're frightened. She fought to keep 
from showing her terrible elation. 
"But how could she?" Druta asked. "She's bound." 

 "Oh, yes," Gyasi answered, "but curses fall through the gaps in a 
geas." Druta still looked confused, and the colonel gave a 
theatrical sigh. "You understand that a geas essentially enjoins 
obedience and forbids escape?" He waited for Druta to nod before 
continuing. "Because a certain freedom of action is required, that 
is all a geas does--it doesn't forbid thoughts of harming an 
officer of the Hegemon, for example, or even the Hegemon himself. 
It's assumed that the constraint of obedience will cover any such 
eventuality. And, after all, in the hands of an untrained person, 
particularly an untrained woman, a curse is nothing but a 
malevolent wish, without power." 
Silence could almost taste the terrible copper scent of the air, 
the waiting curse, and she held her breath, sure that something 
would happen. Then she saw the colonel's hand move 
surreptitiously, warding off the threat. The tension eased, and 
she looked around to see if the others had felt it. Chase Mago was 
frowning slightly, one hand at his temples as though he had a 
headache, but the midshipman seemed completely unaffected. Silence 
could not repress a slight, satisfied smile. Then the smile faded. 
Gyasi might not be willing to admit to Druta that the curse was 
real, but he would have no cause to conceal that when they reached 
Castax. What would happen then? 
"Leigh," Druta snapped, and Silence looked up quickly. "I think 
you have duties to see to?" 
"Yes, captain," Silence said, glad to make her escape. 
Chase Mago followed her to the head of the corridor. "Stay out of 
his way," he whispered as she passed, and Silence nodded. 
That was easier said than done on a ship as small as Bruja, but 
Silence did her best to follow the other's advice. Fortunately, 
the departure for Castax was only a day away, and she was able to 
spend most of her time in her own cabin, pretending to be busy 
with her starbooks. It took her less than an hour to learn the 
marks for the passage through purgatory--once Bruja left the 
Sapriportus system, the Road of the Travelling Stranger was 

uncomplicated--and she spent the rest of the time flipping through 
her books, wondering if she would ever take a ship through some of 
those paths again. Her eyes turned longingly to the Gilded Stairs, 
and the path to Earth that lay within. Those were ones she wanted 
badly to fly, if only to defeat her uncle.... And will I ever get 
the chance? Probably not, she thought savagely. And I want to. 
There was another warning pain in her belly, and lights seemed to 
flash before her eyes, wiping out the page in front of her. No, 
she thought, I won't give in. Instead of retreating from the 
thought, she held to it defiantly, pushing hard against the limits 
of the geas. The pain mounted, became unendurable, and she ducked 
away, fighting to keep from being sick again. She had a sudden 
sense of rushing wind, of falling into her body again, and then 
the pain was gone. 
She shivered violently, more in anticipation of pain than anything 
else. When nothing more happened, she raised her head, then sat up 
cautiously. Her mind felt different, and she shook her head hard, 
trying to rid herself of the odd tingling. Carefully, controlling 
and focusing her thoughts, she envisioned freedom, thought of 
carrying a starship from Sapriportus to Delos, then from De-los to 
Athos Maria, all at her own desire. The geas tightened, but it was 
a remote pain, controllable. So what have I done this time? she 
wondered. The geas felt looser, less powerful, but still very much 
present. Once again, she was overwhelmed by frustration. So close, 
she thought, and if I only knew what I was doing--how I was doing 
it--I might well be free by now. But all I know is that it's 
supposed to be impossible-- She put those thoughts aside with an 
effort, and was surprised to find her body tired, as though she 
had been lifting crates in the hold. She made a face and stretched 
out on her bunk, making her mind a blank, knowing that she would 
need to be relaxed for the voyage to Castax. 
The passage itself was even less complicated than she had 
anticipated. Balthasar handled the tricky maneuvering required to 
take Bruja out of Sapriportus's system, avoiding the interference 
set up by other ships and the other planets. Silence handled only 
the transition and the passage through purgatory, manipulating the 
mailship easily against the images of sweeping mountains and 

distorted shapes that might have been welcoming inns. The geas 
made less difference to her perceptions than she might have 
expected, though in part she guessed that this was due to the 
gains she had made against it. It was perhaps a little harder to 
make the images coalesce, but she put that down more to the 
awkwardness of an unfamiliar ship than to the effects of the geas. 
Bruja came out of purgatory easily enough, falling down a toboggan 
run studded with illusory rocks, and Silence took time to stretch 
thoroughly before climbing down to the control room. Balthasar and 
Druta occupied the two couches; rather than risk the boy's 
reprimand, Silence went on into the common area, intending to 
watch their approach on the small screen set into the bulkhead 
there. But Gyasi was already there, and she did not pause, but 
continued through the common area to her own cabin. She made 
herself wait, trying to gauge their progress from the slight 
changes in pitch as Balthasar worked them closer to the planet. 
She could not judge precisely, but at last the harmonium eased off 
into the muted, sustained chord that chimed gently with and 
against the harmonies around it. We've arrived, she thought--she 
recognized the sound as holding the ship in a parking orbit, 
working against the harmonies of the planet's core--but she made 
no move to leave her cabin. After a while, she heard and felt the 
scraping of a boot against the hull, and then the cabin door slid 
open. 
"Come on then, before Druta comes looking," Balthasar said without 
preamble. "We're off-loading that colonel." 
Silence followed him unwillingly, not wanting to remind Gyasi of 
her existence, but she could see why help was needed. The air 
crawled with music, just under and just above the threshold of 
hearing. The homunculi, sent from the tug to help with Gyasi's 
belongings, were sluggish, their rudimentary nervous system badly 
scrambled by the continual unseen presence. It took not only her 
and 
Balthasar, but Druta and finally the colonel himself to get the 
homunculi to drag the crates to the hatch. Chase Mago was still 
busy in the engine room, monitoring the harmonium, unavailable. 

Silence envied him even his job of adjusting the tuning to match 
not only the nuances of Castax's core but the echos from the other 
ships maintaining the siege. 
"Silence!" 
That was Balthasar again, and the pilot collected her thoughts 
hastily, stepping around piled crates and motionless homunculi to 
the hatch itself. 
"They're setting up a walk-ramp for the homunculi, but they'll 
still have to cross through an unshielded tube. It seems the locks 
won't mate properly." 
Silence nodded. "Locks rarely do. How're we going to keep the 
homunculi from shorting out completely?" 
"Take this." Balthasar tossed her a control wand, its tip glowing 
bright red, indicating it was putting out its maximum power. "If 
you stand about halfway up the tube, and Druta stands at the 
boat's hatchway, the combined fields ought to override most of the 
interference. Especially if we send them one at a time." 
"Where's Gyasi?" 
Balthasar smiled. "Already gone aboard, and waiting impatiently 
for his stuff." 
"Hey!" Druta stuck his head in the hatch, bending forward against 
the steep slope of the ramp. "Get a move on, Leigh. Surely this 
isn't beyond a pilot's capacity." 
Silence swallowed her answer, and said to Balthasar, "About 
halfway, you said?" 
"I'll show you," Druta snapped. "Come along." 
Shrugging, Silence followed him, levering herself through the 
hatch onto the springy surface of the ramp. To either side and 
overhead she could see the stars through the transparent material 

of the transfer tube. She gulped and looked at her feet, but she 
could still see stars glimmering through the plastic to either 
side of the ramp. 
"Right there," Druta said. "Just keep your wand aligned with ours, 
and everything will be fine." 
I know how to handle homunculi, Silence thought wearily, even if I 
don't like them, but said nothing. She stepped gingerly off the 
ramp, settling her feet carefully as the material sagged slightly 
beneath her. 
"Coming out," Balthasar called, and the first homunculus set its 
ponderous foot onto the ramp. Silence looked up for the first 
time. 
Beyond the transparent tube lay Castax, glimmering blue striped 
with brilliant cloud. However, in places the blue was dimmed 
fractionally, the clouds tarnished with shadow. The cause of those 
shadows floated serenely just within the circle of the fleet's 
orbit, massive glittering globes the size of small moons. Strange 
installations and immense bell-shaped projectors rose from their 
surfaces, marring the smooth perfection, and waves of color washed 
occasionally across the silver metal: siege engines. Unbidden, 
lines of song rose in her mind. "The dead shall live, the living 
die, and music shall untune the sky." There would be a whole ring 
of those engines around the planet, like beads on a necklace. And 
on the surface, under a constant barrage of music calculated to 
disrupt the harmony of the planetary core, to shatter rocks and 
send seas crashing onto the land, the Castagi somehow survived. 
And survive they must, Silence thought, or there would be no need 
either for this siege or for Gyasi's presence, whatever his 
mission might be. 
Somewhat heartened, she tore her eyes from the engines and looked 
above and beyond the squat shape of the tug. A line of warships 
fanned out from the planet, attended by a horde of smaller 
vessels. The line vanished behind the circle of the siege engines, 
hidden by the distortion thrown off by the massive constructions. 
Most of the ships were sixes or sevens, the biggest ships in the 

Hegemonic Navy, and Silence wondered what made this one attack so 
important. Castax had never been known to care about anything 
except its profits; it could hardly be considered a worthwhile 
object lesson. 
The first homunculus lurched past her, crate rocking on its back, 
and Silence flinched back, almost falling against the soft fabric 
of the transfer tube. Druta swore at her, but did not dare leave 
his place. Cheeks burning. Silence pulled herself upright, 
concentrating on the job at hand. Finally, the last of the crates 
was transferred to the tug, and the homunculi returned to their 
place somewhere within the little ship's hold. Druta, still 
waiting at the tug's hatch, drew himself up importantly. 
"I'll be going across to the flagship," he announced. "Balthasar, 
see that the engineer stabilizes Bruja in her orbit." 
"Right--yes, captain," Balthasar answered. 
Silence made her way back down the ramp, then waited patiently 
while the hatch was sealed and the transfer tube retracted. The 
tug detached itself from Bruja's hull with painful scraping, and 
then the starship was silent, except for the faint thrumming of 
the harmonium. 
"Little bastard," Balthasar said. 
"Is there anything we can do to help Julie?" Silence asked. 
Balthasar made a face. "I doubt it. I think this is the best it's 
going to get." 
That best was not very good. Over the next few days, Silence spent 
hours in the engine room, monitoring the harmonium while Chase 
Mago snatched much-needed sleep. Bruja refused to keep to a tuning 
that would hold her in a stable orbit. Without constant 
correction, she tended to fall inward, toward Castax and the ring 
of siege engines. Only Chase Mago had the training to bring the 
ship back into something approaching stability. Silence and 
Balthasar could do little more than watch the various gauges, and 

summon the engineer when the ship had drifted too far toward the 
danger zone. There was some sort of affinity, Chase Mago said over 
coffee, one night when he was too tired to sleep, between either 
the ship's tuning and the harmonies of Castax's core, or else 
between the metal itself and the destructive music of the siege 
engines. 
The drifting was not the worst of the situation, either. The faint 
dissonance they had sensed when Bruja had first taken up her 
station grew worse the longer they remined in orbit--the keel, 
Chase Mago said, was being stressed from its original tuning by 
the conflicting harmonies around it. Under normal circumstances, 
Silence knew, they could shroud the keel in baffling, but that 
would make it impossible to keep station. They could only endure 
the fitful, almost inaudible discord. Druta began to spend most of 
his time aboard the flagship--the larger ships were protected by 
their more powerful harmonia and thicker baffling, as well as 
being tuned to a slightly different scale--and with him gone Chase 
Mago was able to unearth some extra baffling among the ship's 
stores. Balthasar used his spare time to rig extra protection for 
the cabins, and a second layer of the felt at least damped out 
some of the dissonance. But the disharmony had served for Silence 
only to mask the hovering sense of unfinished business that was 
the curse, and the new baffles brought her little peace. 
On the sixth day in orbit, Druta signalled from the flagship. 
Balthasar disappeared into the control room, and though he kept 
the hatch open, Silence could make little sense of the words. When 
he returned to the common room, his expression was grim, and he 
slapped the intercom on without answering Silence's inquiring 
look. 
"Julie? Will this cow stay put for a minute?" 
"For a little bit," Chase Mago answered. "What's up?" 
"Come on forward," Balthasar said. "Our latest mission's come 
through." 
"Right." A moment later, Chase Mago appeared at the head of the 

corridor, flexing his fingers. He pulled a seat out of the decking 
and settled himself comfortably, still rubbing his knuckles. 
"So what is it?" Silence asked. 
"We've got another passenger run," Balthasar said. "Only if you 
thought the last one was something...." He let his voice trail 
off, and Silence felt a chill run up her spine. But I'll be damned 
if I'll ask, she thought. I won't play his little games, either. 
"Who is it?" Chase Mago asked, patiently, and to Silence's 
surprise, the Delian looked somewhat ashamed. 
"Sorry, that's what the little bastard was doing to me. We're 
supposed to carry one of the magi from the siege team back to 
Solitudo Hermae--I guess he forgot something." Balthasar looked 
up. "Have you ever made that run, Silence?" 
The pilot shook her head. "I've heard it's a difficult one." 
"That's an understatement," Balthasar said dryly. 
"I take it you've made it?" Silence said, more sharply than she 
had intended. 
"Twice." Balthasar seemed unaffected by her tone. 
"Is there anything special I need to do?" Chase Mago asked, 
glancing nervously over his shoulder. "Or is that all you wanted?" 
Already they could hear the first shift in tone that indicated 
that Bruja was slipping from her place in the line. 
"Oh, yes, there's more." Balthasar looked positively pleased to be 
the bearer of bad news. "We'll be carrying a sensitive cargo on 
the return run. Druta wants new baffling in the cargo space." 
Chase Mago sighed deeply. "I think there's probably enough left. 
We shouldn't have to tear out too much of the work you did, Denis. 
When do we leave?" 

"Eighteen hours." 
Silence whistled softly to herself. "That's not much notice." 
"It's a rush job," Balthasar said. 
"All right." Silence stood up, already planning her course. "I'll 
make some preliminary plots while you take a look at the cargo 
space, and then I'd be glad of any help you can give me, if the 
roads are that bad." 
Chase Mago looked a little startled by her sudden assumption of 
command, but Balthasar nodded calmly. "Sounds good," he said, and 
headed off toward the hold. 
Silence retreated to her own cabin, pulling out all of her 
starbooks. As she had half feared, only the Speculum Astronomi 
listed Solitudo Hermae in its tables--but it was only to be 
expected, she reminded herself. That book was printed by the magi 
on Solitudo, and of course they would reserve the secret of the 
road for a book from which they would profit. She turned to the 
tables, began to cross-reference planets, but to her surprise, 
there was only one road listed, the Ascending Path. She was not 
familiar with it, and made a face at the thought of the extra work 
involved in learning an entirely new set of voidmarks. Then she 
turned to the description of the road, and her heart sank. 
Instead of the usual half-page of obscure text and half-page 
drawing, the entire page was filled with an elaborately colored 
and grotesquely detailed illustration. It showed a bearded soldier 
in the glowing, archaic armored spacesuit of a prewar marine, 
standing over a naked, dismembered body. He held a stained sword 
in one hand, and the head of the dead man in the other, blooddarkened 
fingers twisted in its bright hair. Behind the two 
figures rose a domed and columned palace that seemed to glow from 
within, and beside the palace ran a river whose surface glowed 
white hot. Indeed, all the colors were several shades lighter than 
usual, as though each object was lit from within by the white-hot 
light of a young star. Only the soldier's unshielded face, his 
bloodied hands and weapon, and the pool of blood that spread 

across the foreground of the picture were dark, almost unnaturally 
so in comparison to the brilliance of the background. Silence 
shivered, then got a grip on herself. This was a version of the 
symbol for calcination, the first step in the alchemical process 
that created the Philosopher's Stone. It was only to be expected, 
she thought again. Solitudo Hermae--Solitudo Hermae Trismegisti, 
the solitude of thrice-great Hermes--was entirely the creation of 
the magi, a sunless, barren world provided by them with fertile 
earth, a sphere of air, and above that a thin sphere of fire for 
light and heat. Of course the magi who defined the voidmarks for 
transition to Solitudo Hermae would use the opportunity to expound 
a section of their Art. But what this meant in terms of the actual 
passage, she could not imagine. 
She sighed and leaned back in her chair, pushing away the 
starbook. Balthasar was right, this would be a difficult run. It 
was fortunate he'd made the trip before. 
Around her, the air lightened suddenly, and she thought she caught 
a faint scent of rain. The slight sense of headache that had 
pursued her since she had spoken the curse lifted, and she rubbed 
her temples gratefully. Then she understood what had happened, and 
she shivered again violently. Gyasi was dead, the curse fulfilled, 
and soon the Navy was going to come looking for the culprit. Druta 
knew she had tried to curse the colonel, and he would lose no time 
in telling his superiors. And they would lose no time ridding 
themselves of her. Her eyes burned, picturing the casual killing 
on Arganthonios. Stop it, she told herself fiercely, think calmly. 
Bruja was due to leave orbit almost immediately, within hours. 
Perhaps they would be able to get away before the news of Gyasi's 
death became widely known, before Druta could make the connection. 
But that would only be a temporary respite. The news would spread, 
and would inevitably come to Druta. And then it would only be a 
matter of time until he made the connection. I wish I could think 
he was stupid enough to forget what Gyasi said, she thought, but I 
don't dare count on it. 
She stood up, one hand tugging fretfully at the blue collar around 
her neck. The only solution, was an impossibility: escape. She 
winced at the pain when the geas struck and ducked away, as she 

had learned to do. There was the familiar sense of falling, and 
she staggered, but the pain faded immediately. Then, defiantly, 
she turned back to the thought of escape. I will be free, she 
thought, or I'll kill myself trying--better that than waiting for 
the Hegemon's people to kill me. Pain washed through her, but she 
refused to release the thought. Instead, she clung to the idea of 
freedom, of taking her own ship between worlds of her own 
choosing. The pain mounted, bringing her to her knees on the bare 
decking. 
"I won't give up," she muttered through clenched teeth. She dug 
her short nails into her palms, clawed frantically at her own 
arms, trying to distract herself from pain if she could not ease 
it. It did no good. She was caught in coils, unable to free 
herself directly without tearing herself apart. Sobbing now, she 
flung herself once again against the bonds of the geas, wrenching 
at the collar as though it was the geas itself. Her hands felt as 
if they were bathed in flame, her joints were pierced with hot 
needles. She whimpered, thought she cried out in agony, but her 
senses were closed to everything but the fact of pain. 
Then abruptly the pain dropped away with her body. She felt a part 
of herself projected above the writhing thing on the decking, saw 
through those eyes her body wound with threads of fire, each 
tongue of flame slicing her flesh like a knife. It did not seem to 
hurt anymore, though she was distantly aware of agony as a thing 
that was happening to someone else. From this vantage point, she 
could see not only the geas, but as she looked more closely, she 
could see the points of stress, like knots in the fiery cord. 
Cautiously, she tugged at them, then put her whole imagined 
strength behind it. They gave with frightening suddenness, as 
though they were already weakened and just waiting for the right 
pressure to fall apart. She saw the threads break and fall away, 
and then she was kneeling again on the decking, her face wet with 
tears. 
The collar lay broken in her hands. She raised her head slowly, 
hardly daring to breathe, uncertain if she could trust her senses. 
I'm free? she thought, and braced herself for a fresh onslaught. 
Nothing happened, not even an echo of pain, and she straightened. 

 It was true, then, she thought, the geas is broken. And, by God, I 
can do it again. The memory of it, the exact pattern of the 
threads and the points at which she had broken them, was etched in 
her memory, only the pain fading to a mere whisper of what it had 
been. The only thing that remained was somehow to free the others. 
Rising--she was surprised to find that her body was not sore this 
time, merely a little stiff--she unlatched her door and peered out 
into the corridor. Neither Balthasar nor Chase Mago was in 
evidence--of course they wouldn't be, she thought. It had been 
less than an hour since she had settled down to learn the road to 
Solitudo Hermae. 
Down the corridor, Balthasar emerged from the cargo space, 
scowling, his hands swathed in massive, clumsy gloves for handling 
the coarse baffling felt. He stopped when he saw her. "You want to 
go over it now?" he asked irritably. 
"No, not now," Silence said. Even to herself, her voice sounded 
peculiar; Balthasar regarded her nervously. "Get Julie, and meet 
me in the commons. We need to talk." 
She did not wait for his answer, but went on into the common area, 
concentrating on the memory of how the geas was broken. There, she 
thought, seeing again the pattern of lines, and again there, and 
there. That's how-- She broke off as the others entered, and had 
to smile at their worried expressions. 
"Are you all right, Silence?" Chase Mago asked. 
She smiled, in spite of the seriousness of the moment, in spite of 
her fear that if she laughed she would not be able to stop again. 
"Never better. 
Listen to me, now. The curse has worked, Gyasi's dead. And I'm 
free, and I can free you, too." 
Balthasar grimaced at the words, holding his side as if he had 
been struck there. A fleeting expression of pain crossed Chase 
Mago's face, but he said only,"How do you know he's gone?" 

 "I felt the curse lift," Silence said impatiently. It had not 
occurred to her to question that; she had known it with too great 
a certainty. "Do you want my help?" 
"Of course," Balthasar said, but she could sense their disbelief. 
"Then be quiet." Remotely, she regretted her abruptness, but the 
knowledge of the geas was driving her. The two men sat on the 
benches by the table, still staring dubiously at her. She stared 
at them, ordering her thoughts, and then she summoned the full 
memory of pain. It was enough; she felt herself rise from her 
body, and saw, remotely, the body crumple to the decking. She saw, 
too, the two men's startled movements, half rising from the bench. 
Then Chase Mago gestured for them to wait, and Silence allowed 
herself to relax a little, studying them. The marks of the geas 
were clear--dark, twining vines across the engineer's body, 
following the course of his veins. The geas had left scars on 
Balthasar, still seemed to cut deeply into his flesh. But despite 
those differences, the pattern of the geas remained the same. 
Silence extended her right hand to Chase Mago, her left hand to 
Balthasar, took hold of the key point of the bindings. The geas 
was tougher than she had expected, not weakened as hers had been, 
but then she found the trick of it. The bonds snapped and, 
gasping, she released her control and fell, slamming back into her 
own body. 
She looked up and saw her own fatigue, mixed with a sort of wary 
amazement, mirrored in the others' faces. Slowly, Balthasar put a 
hand to his neck and pulled away the broken collar; Chase Mago's 
lay in pieces at his feet. 
"My God," the engineer managed, "you really did it." 
Silence nodded, then smothered a laugh, almost unable to believe 
it herself. She was completely exhausted, trembling from head to 
foot, but at the same time she had to stifle the urge to crow in 
triumph. I did it, she thought--I freed myself and them. I beat 
the magi at their own game. That thought, articulated, shattered 
her elation. If I can defeat a magus, break a geas--me, a woman, a 

mere pilot--what does that make me? She had no answer, and that 
emptiness terrified her. 
Stop it, she told herself, there's no time for that now. You're 
not out of trouble yet. We still have to get away from Castax. She 
could feel herself shaking, and knew her face must be drained of 
color. Chase Mago rose and extended a hand to pull her to her 
feet. Silence stumbled up, swaying on legs gone abruptly 
unreliable, and Balthasar hastily pulled a chair up from the 
decking. The engineer lowered Silence into it, then pulled out 
another for himself. Meanwhile, Balthasar busied himself at the 
galley console, prying open a tin of the pudding-thick soup that 
was the Hegemony's emergency ration. He stuck the opened tin into 
one of the heating elements and rummaged in the various storage 
cells until he found a bottle half full of an amber liquid. He 
poured most of it into the heating soup--Chase Mago, perhaps 
recognizing the brandy, made an inarticulate noise of protest-- 
then decanted the hot mixture into mugs, which he handed around 
with something of a flourish. 
The liquor had diluted the soup to a drinkable consistency. 
Silence sipped cautiously at it, letting the brandy relax her 
while the soup provided soothing herbs and a vital restorative. 
The combination banished her trembling, replaced the wild mixture 
of fear and triumph with a calmer determination. As she drained 
the last swallows, she felt almost ready to plan what to do next. 
Balthasar dropped his own mug into the cleaning slot, and it fell 
with a startling clatter. "I don't know how you did it, Silence, 
but thanks." 
Silence tensed, wishing they would not ask the inevitable, logical 
question, would not make her give the answer she did not want to 
face again, but Chase Mago waved for them both to be quiet. 
"We must be drifting--" he began, then broke off to listen again, 
his expression puzzled. "No, it still sounds fine. I wonder if 
this curse of yours, Silence, did something to our tuning?" 
"I don't know," Silence said, intensely grateful for the change of 

subject. "I've been feeling it for days, hanging over the ship, so 
maybe it did." 
"Never mind that," Balthasar growled. "What now?" 
Silence sighed. "I'm not entirely sure," she admitted. "Obviously, 
we've got to go along with this mission or we'll be destroyed. 
There's no way we can sneak out of the blockade line, and no 
chance of breaking out, either." 
Balthasar grunted his agreement. 
"What about the collars?" Chase Mago asked. "Once Druta gets back, 
he'll notice that they're gone." 
"Surely you can rig some kind of glue, hold them together enough 
to look good," Balthasar said. 
"Good enough to fool a magus?" the engineer said dubiously. 
Balthasar sighed. "Look, if they spot us now, we're dead. It'll 
just have to be good enough, right?" 
"Yes," Silence said slowly. "We'll have to take the ship. When we 
reach purgatory, instead of setting the road for Solitudo Hermae, 
I'll set another. It would mean a slightly different departure 
route--" 
"Druta's no pilot," Balthasar interjected. "He'd never notice a 
minor deviation from course." 
"So we can work within those limits," Silence said. "There must be 
enough planets along that general line where we could claim 
sanctuary." 
Chase Mago shook his head. "Even if all of them fell within the 
limits--which they won't--I doubt there's a planet in the Fringe 
that would risk war with the Hegemon. Especially now. We'll have 
to kill them." 

"If we can," Silence muttered. She did not relish the idea of 
arriving in the outskirts of a solar system, trying to treat with 
the local authorities while a battle raged aboard. 
Balthasar snapped his fingers. "The dead roads," he said. "Damn, 
it's a pity I can't take the ship through purgatory. Silence, I'd 
have to teach you." 
"What are dead roads?" Silence asked. 
"They're roads that don't lead anywhere anymore--the worlds were 
destroyed in the war," Balthasar said. "The voidmarks are a little 
weird, but not too bad." He smiled, remembering something. "Wrathof-
God used them a lot. The only thing I'm worried about is trying 
to teach them to you without a book." 
Silence hesitated. There was no reason, now, not to share the 
book, but it took an effort to overcome her strange reluctance. 
"I've a prewar Gilded Stairs. That would have them, wouldn't it?" 
Balthasar looked at her oddly. "Yes." 
Silence rose. "I'll get it, then." 
When she returned, the others had pulled the table from its well 
and Balthasar was spreading scratch paper liberally across its 
surface, muttering to himself. As Silence came closer, she saw 
that it was not scratch paper, but printouts from the Navy 
astrologers, standard projections of local planetary positions. 
Ideally, of course, they would provide the departure course as 
well--and probably had provided one, for Solitudo Hermae, Silence 
realized--but Balthasar was bent over the thickly printed tables, 
occasionally circling a cluster of figures. Silence opened the 
Gilded Stairs to the tables she had read on Wrath-of-God, copying 
down symbols she did not recognize, and then turned to the 
supplement, comparing each world's positional formulae with the 
numbers Balthasar was scribbling. 
"These are the outside limits," the Delian said, after a while. 
"Oh, you've already found them. Let me see what you've got." 

 Silence slid the scrap of paper across the table and Balthasar 
studied it briefly, before circling one symbol. 
"That's the one we used," he said, tossing the pad back to the 
pilot. "I've flown it several times, so I can tell you how the 
marks have changed. I wasn't sure how it would fit in with the 
official course." 
Silence nodded--the lines of departure were almost congruent--then 
flipped back through the book to the description of the unfamiliar 
route. But at least the markings for the Path of Light Darkening 
were clear enough. Balthasar leaned over her shoulder, staring at 
the picture. "That's it," he said again. "It's funny, though, 
when you try to pilot through it, you can tell the end planet's 
gone. You have to keep your concentration to hold the marks at 
all, and everything's just a little off--colors, positioning, 
everything." 
Silence nodded again absently, studying the image. The delicate 
miniature showed an oddly disturbing scene, a beach at evening 
beneath a sky streaked with clouds, a single star showing through 
the wrack. A bird, a point of light against the dull sky, swung 
over the low and sullen waves, but there was a heaviness about it 
that made her think it was falling rather than rising to the sky. 
The colors were very dark, as though each shade had been prepared 
and then mixed with jet black ink; the sea itself was so dark that 
she could not discern the original color, though she did not think 
it was blue. The commentary was not much help, either: The subject 
may fly, but with drooping wings. With firm correctness, one 
ascends, but all go into the earth. 
Silence sighed heavily. This was bad enough, but Balthasar said 
the marks had changed. She tried to picture the scene as Balthasar 
had described it, colors changed or faded, the various components 
slightly askew, but she could not yet imagine it. 
"It's almost garish," Balthasar said quietly, as though he'd read 
her thoughts. "Like a bad painting--or as though the whole thing 
was floodlit from behind with a yellowish light." 

 Silence shook her head. "I can't see it," she said flatly. "Can I 
get through just knowing these marks?" 
"I did, the first time." 
"Then that'll have to do." 
Chase Mago cleared his throat. "Druta'll be back soon," he warned. 
"I think I've got some glue that'll hold these together." He held 
up the fragments of the collars. "But we'd better get to work." 
"Damn." Balthasar swept his papers together--Silence hastily 
snatched the Gilded Stairs back out of his way--and fed all but a 
single sheet into the disposal chute. "You go ahead," he went on. 
"I want to set this course now, before anyone can ask questions." 
"Hurry, then," Chase Mago said. 
The engineer's glue, a compound of elemental earth, was just 
strong enough to hold the shattered pieces of the collars 
together, though the repairs would not pass a close examination. 
With luck, Silence thought, there won't be any inspection. She 
made a quick sign to ward off misfortune, and retired to her cabin 
to memorize the Path of Light Darkening. 
Druta did not return for several hours, despite Chase Mago's 
warning. Silence lost herself in the contemplation of the Gilded 
Stairs, translating the cryptic sentences and elaborate drawing 
into a pilot's reality. The buzzing of the intercom broke that 
concentration, and she looked up startled, before remembering both 
where she was and what she was doing. 
"Leigh!" Druta's voice was sharp, too sharp. She guessed the magus 
had come aboard with him. "Get out here." 
The pilot did not bother answering. It was quicker to go to him. 
Settling her face into its most impassive mask--for the first time 
in her life, she wished for a veil--she headed for the common 
area. The others were there ahead of her, and she could sense in 

them the same deep-buried excitement. And if I can see it, she 
thought, won't this magus? She forced herself to look at him but 
he showed no signs of recognizing the tension. The magus was an 
older man, as she had expected, but not tall, and so gaunt that he 
almost seemed unhealthy. His hair and neatly trimmed beard had 
gone white already, and almost shone in contrast to the dull black 
of his academic robes. Bands of scarlet gleamed at neck and cuffs, 
but she did not know how to read the magi's symbols of rank. The 
ma- gus returned her scrutiny calmly, seeming not to bother with a 
more searching examination. 
"You are fortunate, Captain Druta," he said, after a moment. "A 
female pilot must provide you with many opportunities for learning 
that craft. You must introduce me." 
The almost courtly courtesy of his tone seemed to quell the 
midshipman. "As you wish, Doctor. Doctor Isambard, may I present 
Silence Leigh, first pilot?" 
Isambard inclined his head graciously. "I am delighted, sieura. I 
hope I will have an opportunity to talk to you while we are in 
transit. I am sure I could learn much from you." 
"Thank you, Doctor," Silence stammered, completely taken aback by 
the old man's politeness. Then Druta cleared his throat and 
brought her back to reality. 
"Excuse me, Doctor, but that talk will have to be delayed. Leigh, 
have you learned the voidmarks yet?" 
Silence shook herself, frightened that she could have lost sight 
of the deadly chance they were taking. Isambard might be courteous 
enough, but that could not stand in the way-- She suppressed that 
thought, afraid the magus would in some way recognize it, and 
said, "Yes, captain." 
"Then get up to your post. We leave immediately." Druta turned and 
made a half-bow in the magus's direction. "Doctor, if you'll 
follow me, I'll show you to your cabin." 

"You're too kind," Isambard murmured, and allowed himself to be 
ushered down the corridor. Chase Mago followed them, heading for 
the engine room. 
Left to themselves, Silence and Balthasar went on into the lower 
control room, Balthasar pulling the hatch closed behind them. He 
made a wry face, and threw the lock. 
"Are you really ready?" he asked quietly. 
Silence took a deep breath, quoting to herself the first lines of 
the relaxation exercises, and felt the tightness ease a little 
from her muscles. "I know the voidmarks," she said, her voice 
grim. "What happens when we get there?" 
Balthasar touched her shoulder reassuringly. "I'll take care of 
Druta. You just get us there--and be ready to come down and help 
stabilize--" He broke off as a light flashed above the hatch, and 
reached to unlock it. "Captain? I'm sorry, I must've hit that by 
mistake." 
Druta glared at him, but seemed unable to think of a suitable 
retort. "Are you ready to take us out of orbit, Balthasar? And I 
don't think this is your station, Leigh." 
"No, sir," Silence said meekly, and pulled herself up the ladder 
to the pilot's bridge. 
It was a cramped, inconvenient space, especially in comparison to 
Sun-Treader, but at least it was equipped with a couch as well as 
a wheel platform. Silence settled herself gratefully into it, 
pulling the webbing across lap and chest, then readied herself to 
wait as the music of the harmonium built far below her. This is 
not a good situation, she thought suddenly, not good at all. Here 
I am, about to take a ship I've flown once on a path I've never 
heard of to a place that doesn't exist anymore. And when I get us 
there, we've got to kill Druta and this magus, and then find some 
world where we'll be relatively welcome. And I haven't begun to 
think about what happens after that. It's all wildly improbable-- 
we'll be lucky if we get out of the system without someone 

stopping us. 
She shook her head, though there was no one to see. You're being 
ridiculous, she told herself firmly. 
No one can know what we're planning--if Isambard didn't spot it 
when he came aboard, no one else will know. And for the rest, 
well, this is a better chance than waiting for someone to connect 
Gyasi's death with my curse. If we fail, we'll go down fighting. 
It was not much comfort, after all, and she was glad when the 
music surged suddenly through the keel, carrying them away from 
Castax. 
Bruja handled well, and far more quickly than the ships to which 
she had been accustomed. Long before they reached purgatory, she 
felt compelled to take her station at the wheel, uncertain just 
how long it would take the fast little mailship to make the 
transition into purgatory. It seemed that one moment the grey 
bulkheads took on a tinge of opalescence, and then they vanished 
utterly. 
"You have control," Balthasar said, but Silence had no time to 
respond. The lock went off, released from below, and she fought to 
steady the ship against the chaos around her. 
The old voidmarks of the Gilded Stairs were there, sea and clouds 
and shadowed sands, but the images were skewed, sand and clouds 
touching while the bloody sea ran uphill into the sky. She gasped 
and tried to order the signs, imposing her own vision on the 
images. Slowly, the scene righted itself, the voidmarks 
reluctantly taking on a more normal shape and position, but the 
colors remained strange. The blackened colors of the original were 
now overlaid by a haze of orange light, like the light of a sunset 
that was not there. Bruja felt heavy in her hands, heavy as a 
freighter. 
That at least was a good sign: she had not let the ship fall too 
far out of its proper road. She edged the wheel over, uncertain 
how quickly the mainship would respond. The ship's weight 
increased rapidly as she maneuvered to align the distant stair and 

the bird-shape that hung motionless beyond, easing Bruja onto the 
correct path. The harmonium pulsed strongly as the ship settled 
into its road, and the sensation of weight became almost 
unbearable. It felt as though the ship itself were falling inward 
on its keel, as though Silence's flesh were running down her bones 
to pool at her feet; it took all her strength to remain upright, 
though she knew the sensation was unreal. Druta will know, she 
thought suddenly, he'll know this isn't the Ascending Path--even 
he can't be that much a fool. Can Denis handle him? With an 
effort, she put the thought from her mind. Balthasar would have to 
handle it: she had the ship to pilot. 
The bird-shape was looming before her, its once-white feathers now 
stained and drooping. Several small pieces of the image were 
missing, a wingtip, an eye, a clump of feather from the spreading 
tail, and she could not seem to make them reappear. Then, with the 
suddenness of purgatory, Bruja was on the image. She barely had 
time to brace herself, and they were through. 
Instantly, the sensation of weight was gone, replaced with 
nauseating suddenness by a paradoxical lightness. Silence fought 
to keep her hands motionless of the wheel, despite the temptation 
to push the ship's nose down in compensation for the new 
weightlessness. Her feet seemed about to lose their grip on the 
platform, but she kept the ship pointed steadily at the star that 
now seemed very remote. There was a rush of speed and the colors 
grew muddy as Bruja fell from purgatory, and then the hull above 
her clouded and grew solid. Automatically, she locked her wheel, 
turning control back to the lower bridge. 
"Silence, get down here." 
That was Balthasar, sounding strained and breathless. Hastily, 
Silence freed herself from the platform, shaking away the fog that 
always seemed to surround her after the effort of piloting. She 
dropped down the ladder to the lower bridge, and only as her feet 
touched the decking did she realize she was unarmed. It didn't 
seem to matter. 
"Steady her," Balthasar snapped. He was out of his couch, 

precariously straddling the Ficinan display, tugging at the straps 
that held Druta's body in its place. The midshipman was dead, that 
much was unmistakable. Silence swallowed hard and looked away from 
the smoking hole in his chest. Her eyes fell on a three-shot 
heylin, tossed in a corner: Balthasar must have broken into the 
arms locker. 
"Steady her!" Balthasar said again. "There's sun-flux here, you've 
got to catch her." 
That was enough to snap Silence out of her daze. She pushed her 
way between the bank of secondary consoles and Balthasar's couch, 
not caring if she tripped half the environmental switches in the 
process. Systems could be turned back on once the ship was 
stabilized against the discordant music of the broken system. 
Already she could hear the first signs of the strain, a new note 
that rose and fell through the roar of the harmonium, unsettling 
its steady song. She set hands on keys and yaw lever, checking the 
Ficinan model and musonar displays, but the controls refused to 
respond. She shoved at the lever again, harder, stabbed the pitch 
keys a second time, putting the full weight of her hand behind 
them, and they moved sluggishly. 
"What the hell?" 
"The bastard tripped the override," Balthasar panted. "And I can't 
get at it. Do what you can." 
Silence nodded, already absorbed in the problem. The Ficinan 
display was usually more use than the musonar, but Balthasar was 
blocking her view of it. She concentrated on the screen above her 
controls, urging the ship away from the remnants of the planet, 
toward a zone of comparative calm. The musonar showed the pulsing 
sun, surrounded by ragged waves of music; those waves clashed 
against the void that was the echo of the energies that had 
destroyed a planet. The meeting point of those two antithetical 
harmonies flashed red and orange on the screen, faded to darker 
eddies and whirlpools that were still dangerously dissonant. Bruja 
was already perilously close to the outermost ring of disturbance, 
and Silence struck viciously at the pitch keys, trying to change 

the harmonium's note enough to push them free. Either the keys 
responded better than the lever or Chase Mago sensed their danger 
himself: the pitch eased a little, shutting out the new note. 
Silence leaned on the lever, forcing the ship onto a new line. 
Interference sang, but she held the course. 
There was a thud behind her, and Balthasar was no longer standing 
on the couch. She sat, checking their position against the Ficinan 
model, and was shocked to see how far inward they'd fallen. 
"Mind your hands," Balthasar said. "I'm killing the override." 
Silence relaxed her hold on the controls, and a second later saw 
an orange light die above her console. She touched the keys again, 
and this time felt the ship respond easily. Slowly, letting Bruja 
make her own way against the dissonance around, Silence eased the 
ship onto a safe course. When the last of the interference lights 
faded from yellow to green, numbers dropping below one, she used 
the pilot's override to set the harmonium on a note that would 
hold Bruja stable for several hours, then looked around for 
Balthasar. The Delian was gone--as of course he would be, Silence 
thought. There was still Isambard to deal with. 
She pushed herself out of the couch and pulled open the hatch, 
then paused long enough to scoop up the discarded heylin. The 
touchplate was barely warm under her thumb, indicating that the 
charge had only partly regenerated, but she could not bring 
herself to search Druta's body, discarded against the bulkhead, 
for a better weapon. Besides, she told herself, Balthasar would 
already have taken it. With a deep breath, she eased open the 
hatch. 
In the common area, Balthasar had flattened himself against the 
bulkhead beside the entrance to the corridor, a sonic rifle 
propped against his shoulder. The metal lid of the arms locker lay 
on the deck, completely ripped from its hinges. At the far end of 
the corridor, Chase Mago peered cautiously around the edge of the 
engine room hatchway, the warning orange lights giving a strange 
glow to his beard, and throwing his features into ghoulish shadow. 
He saw her first, and brought up his heylin on reflex. Then he 

recognized her, and waved to Balthasar. The Delian turned, 
beckoned to her, pointing first to the plundered locker and then 
to the opposite side of the corridor. Silence obeyed, crossing to 
the arms locker and grabbing the first weapon she saw--it was a 
heylin, the touchplate hot in her hand--then took up the station 
opposite Balthasar. "Isambard's still in his cabin," Balthasar 
whispered. "Hit the intercom, will you? And for God's sake, turn 
down the power on that thing." 
Silence glanced in surprise at the indicator light, and saw that 
it was glowing bright red, indicating the heylin's bolts would be 
strong enough to shatter everything but Tincture-cast metal. She 
swallowed and adjusted it to a more normal, man-killing setting, 
watching the light fade to yellow, then hit the intercom button. 
"Isambard!" Balthasar raised his voice to carry to the pickup. 
"We've taken the ship. Give parole, and you'll not be harmed." 
"That does not seem probable." Isambard's voice was perfectly calm 
and reasonable, as though he were debating some theoretical 
problem before a class of admiring apprentices. 
"Give us your word not to resist," Balthasar called again, "and 
you won't be hurt." 
There was a long moment of quiet, and then Isambard sighed gently. 
"No, I do not think I may hamper myself so, particularly when I 
can see no reason for you to keep your word." 
Balthasar made a face. "Have it your way. Come out now, or we'll 
come after you." 
The intercom suddenly spat painful static. Isambard's voice came 
only faintly through that noise: "I do not think you can." 
Nevertheless, the cabin door opened slowly. Silence tensed, and 
saw Balthasar take careful aim with the sonic rifle. Chase Mago, 
only slightly out of the line of fire, eased back behind the 
bulkhead. Silence could guess their plan: Balthasar would fire 
first, the sonic blast intended to stun and disorient even the 

strongest magus, and then the engineer would finish the job. 
For fifty heartbeats, nothing happened. Then the air just beyond 
the doorway began to ripple and bulge, like ill-formed glass. The 
disturbance spread until it reached from the door to the far 
bulkhead, and then Isambard himself stepped carefully into the 
corridor. Balthasar fired. Silence winced at the pressure of the 
backlash, a sound too low and bone-rattling for hearing. The sound 
died, too unnatural to be prolonged, and Chase Mago appeared in 
the entrance to the engine room, heylin in hand. He, too, fired, 
but the ball of fixed fire disintegrated harmlessly a meter from 
the magus. 
"Get back, Julie!" Balthasar shouted, and raised his rifle again. 
This time he kept his finger on the firing stud, sending wave 
after wave of sound rolling down the corridor, and Silence 
flinched back, hardly daring to look. The magus stood motionless, 
watching, a quizzical expression on his face. Balthasar did not 
dare keep firing, for fear the sound would disrupt the ship's 
turning. Swearing, he threw the rifle aside, reached for the 
heylin he stuck in his belt. 
Into the sudden, thick stillness, the magus said, "I warned you." 
His left hand rose in the beginning of a gesture and the ship 
quivered as a tiny patch of chaos opened before him. 
Chapter 9 
"Wait!" Silence cried. 
"Why should I?" Isambard asked. Nevertheless, though he lifted one 
hand, it hung suspended, the gesture incomplete. 
Silence tossed her heylin aside, stepped into the head of the 
corridor. She held out her empty hands, forcing herself to stay 
calm even though her skin crawled with anticipation of the magus's 
attack. "We've acted only to defend ourselves," she said rapidly. 
"You weren't attacked until you refused to promise our safety." 
The magus considered that, then nodded. "True enough. But that is 

no reason to trust you now." 
"You wouldn't want to have to pilot this ship yourself--if you 
could," Silence said at random. She did not know how to reach him, 
what strings to pluck to make him agree to at least neutrality. 
Only... he could not be loyal to the Hegemon--no magus was loyal 
to anything but his art, just as the magi on Arganthonios had 
been. But she had nothing to offer him in return for neutrality, 
beyond her mere existence as a woman and a pilot, and she could 
not imagine that that would be enough. 
"I might not have to," Isambard said. "You could be compelled." He 
waved his hand, dismissing the patch of chaos, then made another, 
too-familiar gesture, this one of binding. 
"No!" Silence flung up her arm to ward off that power, and to her 
surprise, only the ghost of it brushed against her. "I will not be 
bound again--none of us will. We'll die first." 
Isambard was regarding her speculatively. "You have been 
underestimated, sieura, I suspect," he murmured. 
"Are you the Hegemon's man, his loyal servant?" Silence plunged 
on, not daring to hesitate long enough to work out some coherent 
strategy. "If you are, then there's no hope of agreement. We can 
fight, and see who dies." 
Isambard smiled faintly at the empty threat, but said, "The 
Hegemon has been a good patron." 
"Then if you're a free scholar, perhaps some bargain can be made," 
Silence said. 
"What can you offer me that's of comparable value?" Isambard 
asked. "You are indeed an interesting anomaly, sieura, and 
potentially an object worthy of some study, but I cannot see that 
such study is worth losing all credit and privileges with the 
Hegemon." 
Silence smiled, suddenly calm, knowing that she held the answer to 

the one question that would fascinate Isambard and save them all. 
"I know the road to Earth, Isambard. I will take you there." 
She was aware that Balthasar was staring open-mouthed at her, and 
then she heard him mutter, "That old book. Of course," but she 
could not spare the time to nod to him. She kept her attention on 
Isambard, saw the magus nod slowly. His face changed fractionally, 
was touched by the same desire that had marked the magi on 
Arganthonios. 
"You would not make such a claim if you could not substantiate 
it," he said, half to himself, "nor are you strong enough to hide 
a lie from me, now that I am aware of the possibility of 
deception. Very well, we'll make a bargain, sieura. You will find 
Earth for me, and I will not betray you to the Hegemon or his 
men." 
"Is that agreed, Denis, Julie?" Silence asked. 
"Yes," Chase Mago said from the engine room. 
"Are you crazy?" Balthasar demanded. "Take him to Earth? Why 
didn't you tell me you knew the road?" 
"I didn't know I knew until we were already on Wrath-of-God," 
Silence said impatiently. "Denis, there's no other choice." 
Balthasar muttered something, but then nodded. "All right." 
"Good." Silence faced the magus again. "You hear, Isambard? We'll 
find Earth, and you won't betray us." 
"Very well," Isambard said. He gestured dismissal, and the 
protective wall of air that had surrounded him dissolved. "Now, 
show me this road, sieura, if you please." As he spoke, he came 
forward along the corridor, walking past Balthasar's still-leveled 
heylin as though it did not exist. Balthasar shook his head, and 
Silence suppressed a nervous giggle. In the common area, Isambard 
seated himself at the table and looked expectantly toward the 
pilot. Silence hesitated, and the magus smiled. 

 "You need not worry, sieura," he said. "Your first guess was 
right: I can't pilot this ship myself." 
Silence felt her cheeks redden and turned away, embarrassed. The 
Gilded Stairs was still in her cabin. She paused there, checking 
the tables, and then turned to the single short road listed for 
Earth. Her heart fell. She did not recognize the notation at all-- 
it certainly wasn't the Cor Tauri symbology used in the rest of 
the Gilded Stairs--and the commentary was even more cryptic than 
usual. How am I going to read this and learn the road, much less 
explain it to Isambard? she wondered, frantically searching her 
shelves for a starbook with a hieroglyphical index. I don't dare 
go out there without having some idea of what it means. And I 
can't fake it, either; he'll be watching for that. She flipped 
hastily through the appendices of the New Aquarius and the Topoi, 
then settled on the Topoi as the more thorough. She slipped a 
marker ribbon in the Gilded Stairs and closed it gently. Isambard 
would just have to put up with her uncertainty, she decided. He 
has no choice. Somehow, that thought was not very reassuring; her 
hands were shaking as she returned to the common area. 
Isambard looked up at her approach, and beckoned for her to come 
and sit beside him. Frowning, Silence obeyed, wondering where the 
others had gone. Before she could ask, however, the hatch to the 
lower bridge was shouldered open. Chase Mago stepped awkwardly out 
and Balthasar followed more gracefully, Druta's body slung between 
them. Silence looked away, and saw the magus nod. 
"A young man of limited understanding," he pronounced. "And yet in 
some sense his death is wasteful. Let me see the starbook." 
Trying to ignore the muttered curses as the two men maneuvered 
Druta's body toward the stern disposal lock, Silence settled 
herself at the head of the table and open the Gilded Stairs to the 
marked drawing. Isambard studied it avidly, then, with an effort, 
tore his gaze away. 
"Are you familiar with the I-ku-u notation?" he asked. 

Silence hesitated, but did not dare lie. "No. But the Topoi has a 
fairly good hieroglyphica." 
"I have a better." Isambard rose slowly, one hand lightly touching 
the page of the Gilded Stairs as though he would have liked to 
take it with him. Silence glared, and reluctantly Isambard lifted 
his hand. "Wait." 
And where would I go? Silence thought, but said nothing. Instead, 
she turned the book to get a better look at the design. It was a 
plain, uncolored line drawing, showing a man in an old-fashioned 
long coat standing before a battered wall, brick covered with 
peeling plaster. In his hand he held a gigantic pair of calipers, 
with which he was inscribing the final circle of a very familiar 
symbolic figure. Within the largest, outer circle was a triangle, 
its three points touching the circle that enclosed it; within the 
triangle was a square, and within the square was a second circle, 
which enclosed two naked figures, one male, one female. It was a 
fairly common representation of the process for making the 
Philosopher's Stone, the figures standing for the stone's 
"parents", the square for the four elements, and so on, but she 
could not understand how that should translate into void-marks. 
The commentary was no help, either. It was a deliberate 
misquotation from Atalanta Flying, one of the basic alchemical 
tests: "Make a circle out of a man and a woman, out of this a 
square, out of this a triangle. Make a circle, and you will have 
Earth." Silence glared at the neat printing. What should that mean 
to a pilot? Grumbling, she turned to the Topoi's hieroglyphica, 
and began to look up the components of the picture. She found the 
battered, peeling wall--"this indicates a heavily travelled road," 
the entry said, "and that care should be taken not to be dragged 
along in another's wake"--and the man with the calipers--"a road 
often taken by a specialist; also, a warning to be precise"--but 
the central figure was unlisted. 
"Here, try this." Isambard seated himself again at the table and 
set a crudely bound volume in front of Silence. The pilot lifted 
the unmarked cover cautiously, not wanting to rip the already 
strained stitching. The inner pages were coarse and had the 

greyish sheen of photoflash paper. The title page had an elaborate 
border of twining snakes and spidery, distorted figures that 
Silence almost recognized, but could not remember fully. The block 
letters of the title were in an archaic style, but were easy 
enough to read: The System of I-ku-u, or Leading Star of Stars. 
The date was N.A. 609--the original book had been nearly two 
hundred years older than her own Gilded Stairs, and she touched 
the copy's pages with involuntary respect. 
"The I-ku-u was originally designed for practitioners of the Art," 
Isambard observed, "but the pilots borrowed it. It was used until 
the Cor Tauri guild developed their own system." 
"I see." Silence shook away the sudden sense of being back in her 
apprenticeship, began to puzzle out the I-ku-u's index. Isambard 
watched her work, maddeningly quiet. He could tell me how this is 
set up, Silence thought, but this is a test. and I'll be damned if 
I'll admit I know it. She scanned the first page, remembering her 
training, and soon began to pick out the pattern, image clusters 
arranged according to some key sentence. After a couple of false 
starts, she found the proper cluster. Isambard nodded his 
approval, but she ignored him and began looking up each section of 
the drawing. 
"How's it going?" Balthasar asked suddenly. 
Silence looked up, startled. "I'm getting it," she said grimly. 
She closed the I-ku-u, shut her eyes, and tried to picture the 
symbols, and their meanings, knitted together in the seamless 
image of the starbook's drawing. It was almost there, the separate 
meanings clear, and she handed the copied book back.to Isambard. 
"It'll take me another three, four hours to learn the road," she 
went on. "Denis, can you work out a departure course in that 
time?" 
"Yes." Balthasar glanced over her shoulder at the Gilded Stairs. 
"Do you have the number for me?" 
Silence flipped back to the first section of the starbook, and 
Balthasar copied out the appropriate formula. "Thanks," he said, 

and disappeared into the lower control room. 
"If you'll excuse me, Isambard," Silence said, and picked up her 
own book. The magus kept a hand on the I-ku-u, but he gazed 
covetously after the Gilded Stairs. Silence repressed the urge to 
clutch it more tightly, and went on into her own cabin, where she 
could work in peace. 
But when the door closed behind her, she found it hard to recover 
her earlier concentration. The memory of Druta's body sprawled in 
the pilot's couch, then carried lolling through the common area, 
kept breaking through her guard. She closed her eyes again, 
pressed her fingers against her eyelids until she saw flashes of 
colored lights, then sighed and, barely whispering, recited the 
first three cantrips of the simplest meditation exercise she knew. 
The picture receded, and she opened the Gilded Stairs for what she 
hoped was the last time. She stared at the drawing, fitting the 
meanings she had so recently learned to the picture before her, 
until at last understanding came. 
The Earth-road was like an intricate maze, she thought, although 
the object was not to reach the center but to find an exit point 
along the rim of the outer circle. The center itself was perilous, 
the royal couple standing not for the alchemical "parents" of the 
Tincture, but for the necessary twinned configuration of unstable 
stars that shaped this road. She would have to bring the ship as 
close as possible to them without falling into the reflection of 
their almost-elemental fire, and then work outward again, past the 
signs for the four elements. They would be taken in order, earth 
and air, fire and water, and then brought in to alignment. And 
when they were aligned, the road would end in a glorious display, 
the four elements becoming three principles, and the three 
principles becoming the mundane universe. Bruja would be carried 
from purgatory on that wave of understanding, and they would reach 
Earth. 
Silence sighed and closed her eyes on unexpected tears. Pulling 
back from that vision, she had caught a brief glimpse of what 
Earth had been to humanity in the years before the War. Then men 
that had been able to see their world as a center of the human 

cosmos despite its insignificant position on the edge of a galaxy 
itself far from the center of the universe. The road to Earth was 
beautiful; merely reading it brought a sense of fulfillment. She 
could understand why the Gilded Stairs suggested--in the I-ku-u 
the figure of the man with calipers had a far stronger meaning 
than in the Cor Tauri system--that a specialist pilot take this 
road. It might be all too easy never to pilot again, once the 
Earth-road had been taken. 
She shook herself, angry at the wasted fantasy. The Path of Light 
Darkening had been distorted, ruined by the destruction of 
Decelea. It was more than possible that Earth had suffered the 
same fate, that she would never see the Earth-road in its 
perfection. The thought was painful, and she put it aside as well, 
forced herself to concentrate on the physical meaning of the 
signs. 
There was a tapping at the door, and she looked up, frowning at 
the time display above her tiny workbench. Three hours had passed 
since she last looked at it; Isambard was probably coming to 
demand that she get on with her part of the bargain. 
"Come in." 
The door slid back, but it was Chase Mago who looked in. "I've 
made--lunch? dinner? a meal, anyway. Shall I bring you a tray?" 
"No," Silence answered, surprised to feel just how hungry she was. 
"I'll come out. I'm done here, anyway." 
Chase Mago nodded. "Denis's got his plot worked out, too." 
"Good." 
The engineer had done little more than open packages and punch a 
few buttons on the galley console, but the results smelled and 
tasted delicious. Isambard was nowhere to be seen; the other three 
ate without speaking until they had emptied their plates. Then 
Silence pushed aside her empty tray and said, "Where's Isambard?" 

"In his cabin." Chase Mago paused, reaching for the last piece of 
canned bread, and when no one said anything, took it. "I took him 
a tray already." 
"Oh." Silence sighed. "How does the departure look?" 
Balthasar gave her a tight smile. "Not great. I had forgotten how 
awkward this system is--sun's strange, a planet's missing, and the 
echo of the siege engines is still sounding...." He broke off and 
shrugged. "I'll manage." 
"Right." Silence looked at both men, smiled in spite of herself. 
"I suppose there's no point in putting it off any longer?" 
Chase Mago smiled back. "I'm ready whenever you are. And the 
harmonium's ready, which is more to the point." 
"Let's get it over with," Balthasar agreed. 
"I suppose someone should tell Isambard," Chase Mago said 
dubiously. 
"Not me," Balthasar said at once. "I've got to set the final 
course." 
"I'll do it." Silence rose, tossed her plate into the disposal 
slot, and headed down the corridor. She took a deep breath at the 
magus's door, then knocked hard. The door swung open almost 
immediately, and Isambard looked out. 
"Yes, sieura?" 
"We're ready to leave the system," Silence said. She could not 
bring herself to invite him to watch from the lower bridge, and 
compromised on, "I thought you'd want to know." 
"Yes, thank you," Isambard said. "I will remain here, I think. I 
should be able to follow affairs from here." 
"Will you want sleep drugs?" Silence asked, and kicked herself for 

having forgotten them before. Most passengers on starships 
preferred to sleep through the passage through purgatory rather 
than try to cope with the distortions it produced; she did not 
even know if Bruja carried the proper drugs. 
"No, thank you," Isambard said, with a slight smile. "I'd prefer 
to remain awake." 
"Of course," Silence said, and felt herself flush. It had been a 
stupid thought, and one likely to arouse the magus's suspicions 
all over again. "I'll be getting up the bridge, then," she added, 
and beat a hasty retreat. Isambard's tolerant smile seemed to 
follow her up the corridor. 
Balthasar was already waiting for her on the lower bridge, 
strapped into his couch before the main controls. Silence 
hesitated beside the second couch--the cushions were stained with 
Druta's blood--but then the harmonium's note strengthened, and she 
forced herself to sit. The Ficinan model showed the ragged flare 
of music around the central sun, and the flashing interference 
where that collided with the dissonant remnants of Decelea; 
Bruja's course wove between and around those pools of 
interference, hugging the shadow of a second, apparently undamaged 
world in the seeming hope that its more friendly music would damp 
out the more dangerous harmonies from the other bodies in the 
system. 
"Ready?" Balthasar asked. 
"Whenever," Silence answered. 
"Julie?" Balthasar adjusted the headpiece irritably, bringing the 
microphone into a more convenient position. "All clear. We can 
pull out on your word." 
"Everything's ready here," Chase Mago answered, his voice 
reassuringly strong in Silence's ears. 
"Then do it," Balthasar said. 

"First sequence," Chase Mago said. Almost before he finished 
speaking, the harmonium sang strongly, new notes pulsing through 
the stable pattern that had held Bruja balanced against the 
conflicting stresses of Decelea's system. In the single 
viewscreen, the faint light of the starfield flickered faintly as 
the ship began to move. Silence followed their course on the 
Ficinan model, frowning to herself as Bruja moved from the 
relative safety of its current position to the snaking line of 
harmony that skirted the worst of the coil of interference. The 
music of their own keel seemed suddenly forced, laboring against 
something more powerful than itself. Chase Mago swore, half to 
himself, and the harmonium surged, its song overriding the 
dissonance. But there was a ragged edge to its chords and Silence 
glanced uneasily at the repeating scale set into her control 
panel. The needle flickered near the red. Chase Mago was using 
very close to maximum power. 
"How long can you hold this?" she asked into her microphone, and 
Balthasar nodded his approval of the question, unable to take his 
attention from his own screens. 
"As long as you need," Chase Mago answered. "And there's some in 
reserve, I think." 
"Right." Silence leaned back against her cushions, only a little 
reassured by the engineer's words. Of course there was always some 
safety factor built into these ships. The strain gauges always 
showed red long before they began to break up, but she hated 
coming even this close to the ship's limits. 
"This should ease it," Balthasar muttered. "We're moving onto a 
better line. Watch the distortion for me, Silence." 
"All right." Silence fixed her eyes on the glowing scale, watched 
the double needles flickering close to the red lines that marked 
correct pitch. 
"Second sequence, Julie," Balthasar ordered, and the harmonium 
shifted pitch to drive the ship onto its new course. For a moment, 
the music held steady, blaring triumphant over the surrounding 

dissonance, and then a note rose from the song, breaking the 
harmony. 
"Off by five," Silence exclaimed. "Seven... ten. Julie, bring her 
back." 
The harmonium surged; there was not much power to spare. Balthasar 
tugged at his controls, muttering to himself, fingering the pitch 
controls delicately to urge the ship onto a more harmonious 
course. The ship strained, and then, with a suddenness that made 
the harmonium lurch and waver, despite Chase Mago's instant 
attention, Bruja reached her proper course. The harmonium sank to 
more reasonable levels. 
"What happened?" Silence asked. 
Balthasar shook his head. "I'm not sure. This is sticky space, a 
difficult progression, but this ship ought to be able to handle 
it." He shrugged, dismissing the subject. "Anyway, we're out of it 
now." 
"Mmm." Silence could not feel so sure of that, thinking of the 
road ahead, but there was no point in saying it. She glanced at 
the indicators, saw that they were still well below the twelfth of 
heaven, but unfastened the couch's straps anyway. "I'm going on 
up, Denis. I want to think things out again." 
"Go ahead." Balthasar barely looked up from his controls as she 
left. 
Silence pulled herself up the ladder, her feet sticking to the 
rungs, and stepped out onto the pilot's bridge. She was too tense, 
waiting to fly the unfamiliar road, to seat herself in the couch; 
instead, she wriggled her feet into the clingfoam of the platform 
and set her hands on the dead, un-moving wheel. Closing her eyes, 
she pictured the voidmarks once again. 
A subtle shifting of the harmonium's music warned her that they 
were close to the twelfth of heaven. She opened her eyes, noting 
the fading hull above and around her, and began to switch on the 

wheel systems. Lights sprang up, flicked from red or orange to 
green, and she felt a faint vibration in the palms of her hands. 
"We're coming up on it, Silence," Balthasar announced. 
"I'm ready," the pilot answered. Carefully, she rested one hand on 
the lock. 
"Ready to switch to the higher register," Chase Mago said. 
"Go ahead," Silence said, and Balthasar echoed her. 
"Switching." On the engineer's word, the harmonium split, the 
music broadening into related chords, massive and glorious. The 
last hint of solidity faded from the hull, and Silence flipped off 
the lock. 
Ahead of her, and to either side, rose walls of apparently solid 
greenery--the reflection, she realized instantly, of her own 
perception of this path as a sort of maze. She adjusted the course 
fractionally, keeping the ship steady between the two walls to 
either side, and studied the scene before her. The corridor along 
which Bruja travelled appeared to end abruptly in a solid hedge, 
but she knew there would be passages to either side. She would 
turn Bruja to her left, there to travel clockwise around the 
central suns. 
As Bruja drew closer to the green wall, gaps began to appear in 
its apparent solidity, light shining out between the leaves. 
Silence frowned, not knowing if that indicated that she was 
drawing too close, and her hands tightened on the wheel. Then with 
a conscious effort, she relaxed. She could only fly the road 
according to the voidmarks she had been given, and they had 
indicated she should come much closer to the royal couple before 
making the abrupt turn. 
Bruja drew closer still, and the light began to pour into the 
pilot's bridge, half blinding her. As her eyes adjusted, she 
thought she could see through the gaps in the central garden into 
the domain of the royal couple itself. She winced at the light, 

trying to shake away the greenish shadows that clogged vision. 
They faded for an instant, and in the moment before new clouds 
formed, she saw quite clearly what lay beyond the wall. In a 
garden that was entirely light, the alchemical king, shaped of the 
same light that formed his domain, embraced his queen, who was 
composed entirely of darkness. Her features were invisible, the 
absolute blackness incapable of contrasting, shaping shadow. She 
embraced her consort fiercely, her lips fastened on his in a 
greedy, devouring kiss. 
"Silence!" That was Balthasar's voice, and Silence looked away 
with a gasp. "Pull out!" 
The pilot was still half blinded by the light beyond the patchy 
wall but she could see that the ship was falling dangerously close 
to the central images. Swearing, she hauled on the wheel, pulling 
the ship around in a tight turn to her left. As soon as she looked 
away from the light, the green shadows blocked her sight utterly, 
and for a terrifying moment she had only memory and her sense of 
harmonies to guide her onto the proper course. Then her sight 
cleared, and she breathed a sigh of relief to find Bruja steady 
between the curving walls of the maze. 
She did not have long to relax, however. As the ship swung around, 
the core light still flared within it, more muted now, by distance 
and her own inattention. It seemed to pick up speed, and the 
harmonium changed, various harmonies cancelling each other until 
there was but a single tone. It was not quite a single note, 
Silence realized, but so close to it that a human ear could not 
hear the differences. Something leaped within her chest, as though 
her heart fought to loosen itself from its place. 
"God," Balthasar said, "we're halfway to heaven." 
"Seven-twelfths," Chase Mago corrected automatically, and then, as 
though he had just realized what he had said, repeated, "Seventwelfths 
of heaven...." 
With an effort, Silence put their words out of her mind, and 
ignored the strange sensations within her own body. The next 

signs, the elemental symbols, would be coming up soon, and each 
one marked a change of course; she had to be ready for them. 
Already the first, a world that glimmered sullenly, like pitted 
iron, swam into view around the curve of her path. Silence tensed. 
It should not look quite like that, time-damaged and metallic, 
though metals were merely a shaping of elemental earth. It should 
be oily brown, smoother... she frowned at the image, tried to 
force it into its proper form, but it remained stubbornly as it 
was. Was Earth itself damaged, then? she wondered, even as she 
eased the wheel, working cautiously against the ship's apparent 
speed. What did it mean? 
Then she had made the adjustment, and the image retreated to the 
periphery of her vision, apparently moving with the ship. She 
shook her head, unaccountably disturbed, and waited for the next 
image to appear. The path seemed to curve momentarily sharply and 
there it was, squat and ugly bands of brown and green gasses 
whipping across its surface. Silence swore, tried to change it and 
failed again. She made the course change and waited grimly for 
whatever was to come. 
The last two signs appeared in quick succession, an aged sun, 
swollen and red, and a frozen world unpleasantly like 
Arganthonios, for all that its surface was faintly tinged with 
yellow. She did not even try to change them, but adjusted Bruja's 
course. Then, with a deep breath, she brought the ship up sharply, 
describing a great loop that took Bruja out of its present 
position, static relative to the powerful elemental symbols, and 
brought it down so that the symbols had changed position relative 
to the ship. She could feel the sudden surge of harmony in the 
ship's keel as it struck the resonant path. Then everything burst 
apart. The harmonies vanished, were replaced with howling 
dissonance. The elemental symbols, corrupted though they already 
were, lost form and ran together into bizarre, unnatural 
compounds. Fire burned on the surface of the water world, and 
earth and air combined in an impossibly solid whirlwind. The red 
sun swelled further and burst with a spray of dead fire, like pus 
breaking from an infected wound. Silence cried out as she felt her 
bones stretching, bending under their own weight. The ship 

shivered violently around her, shaking itself to bits. 
That roused her from her fear. The ship needed harmony, a song to 
order the chaos around her, a note like the one that had sounded 
as they approached seven-twelfths of heaven. She called out again, 
trying to tell Chase Mago what was needed, but her headpiece was 
dead. The deck trembled beneath her feet, tearing free from its 
moorings. She sang to it, frantically chanting a tuner's scale, 
and it snapped back into place, but she could tell that would not 
hold for long. She needed the sound of heaven to save the ship. 
Knowing that, a cold calm closed down around her. That note had 
vibrated within herself, the spiritual substance present within 
all matter responding to celestial harmony. She reached for that 
part of her being, touched it surely, and sang the memory of 
heaven. It caught up the note, and that spread outward, until her 
entire self, like a sounding keel, gave back the note of heaven in 
the face of chaos. 
Fear faded, and in its place came glory. 
There was a hand on her arm, and a soft, insistent pressure within 
her singing. She opened her eyes, and found she could do so 
without disturbing the harmonies that spoke through her. Isambard 
stood before her, the same power reflected behind the fence of his 
bones. 
"You must take us home now," he said, though Silence was not sure 
how she heard him over the great diapason within. "You know the 
ways here, as I don't. What are the signs?" 
"The signs are broken, corrupted," Silence said, but even as she 
spoke, she saw, behind that chaos, a wilderness choked with every 
symbol that had ever been charted. She recoiled from it, and 
Isambard touched her arm again, steadying her. 
"There are signs," he said again. "You must find them." 
She looked again, given strength by the power within herself. This 
time, amid the chaotic undergrowth of symbols, three stood out. 

Without bothering to point them out to Isambard, she reached for 
them, brought the ship to them and then past them. Isambard 
nodded, and spoke a word that was the negation of all music. 
Silence cried out as that word stilled even the memory of song, 
and then at last the ship's harmonium reasserted itself. 
Screeching and strained almost beyond endurance, it nevertheless 
functioned, falling from purgatory along the ragged edge of the 
harmonies. They dropped below the twelfth of heaven, and Silence 
slid to her knees, weeping. 
"There's no time for that, girl," Isambard said impatiently. "Get 
up. There's work to be done below." 
Silence barely heard the magus's words through the stifling 
deadness that still seemed to fill the core of her being, but the 
audible strain in the harmonium and the shivering of the deck told 
their own story. She pulled herself to her feet, not even looking 
to see if she had locked her wheel, and staggered to the ladder. 
She had to hold hard to it for several seconds before mustering 
the strength to slide down to the lower bridge. 
The lower compartment was lit flashing red by the disaster lights 
blinking on and off on every console. The sight was enough to 
clear Silence's head; she pushed her way to her couch, and began 
shutting down nonessential systems even before she sat down. 
Balthasar darted her a grateful look, but was too busy trying to 
bring everything back' to a stable harmony to speak. Silence 
finished shutting down everything that could be spared--already 
she could feel an easing in the harmonium--and began to copy 
Balthasar's adjustments to the system. That was less successful, 
and finally the Delian shook his head. 
"Find me a null spot, quick." 
Silence reached for the musonar and Ficinan display, switching 
them on again. Bruja had ended up in a system that seemed vaguely 
familiar, but she could not spare the time to work out precisely 
which system it was. Instead, she located the ship's position, 
then looked quickly for the nearest spot where conflicting 
harmonies cancelled each other. Bruja could lie dead there, using 

just enough power to maintain the harmonium's protective field. 
"Here," she said, and read off the relative coordinates. Balthasar 
glanced quickly at the Ficinan model, but then looked back to his 
own gauges. 
"Talk me in," he said. "I've got to watch the stress." 
"All right." Silence took a deep breath, the sense of power she 
had felt in purgatory already receding, drowned by her new 
responsibilities. "Come left two degrees, and hold it." 
Slowly, tacking the damaged ship against the music of the system, 
they brought Bruja into the dead space, and Chase Mago stopped 
down the harmonium, the music fading to a whisper that would just 
maintain the ship's structure. 
"How long do we have?" Balthasar whispered. Silence could see his 
hands shaking. 
The engineer gave a ghost of a laugh. "Until I turn her off, I 
think. Don't worry, Denis, she'll hold as long as we need. Where 
are we? Did we make it?" 
My God, Silence thought, I don't even know that. She turned to the 
Ficinan display, but Balthasar was there before her, punching 
inquiries into the locater. 
"Mersaa Maia," he said at last. "Interesting. Why're we here when 
we were supposed to go to Earth?" He glanced quickly at Silence. 
"And what the hell happened?" 
"The marks were changed," Silence answered readily. "I'm not sure 
by what, but they were badly distorted--the underlying harmonies 
were, I mean. And when I tried to bring everything together, I was 
really setting up an incredible dissonance." 
"Then what?" Balthasar demanded. 
Silence spread her hands. "I--found the harmony. I don't know 

how." Now that the immediate danger was past, the sense of having 
lost some great power threatened to overwhelm her. Her eyes filled 
with tears. "Denis, what am I?" 
Balthasar leaned awkwardly across the Ficinan display, pulled her 
head against his shoulder. Silence clung to him, while he smoothed 
her hair and murmured softly to her. Footsteps on the ladder made 
her pull away, wiping impatiently at her eyes. 
"I think, Captain Balthasar," Isambard said, "you had better try 
to call help from--is that Mersaa Maia?" 
"Yes," Balthasar said. 
"Interesting." The magus stroked at his beard, showing no signs of 
leaving the control room. Balthasar glared at him, and swung back 
to his controls. 
"Julie? Is there power for the transmitter?" 
"Yes." Chase Mago spoke from the hatchway, and Silence jumped. "I 
left enough for a couple of hours' conversation." 
"That should be enough," Balthasar said grimly, and keyed on the 
transmitter. Before he could speak, the machine crackled to life. 
"Attention, unidentified ship. Attention, unidentified ship. You 
are approaching Mersaan space without prior authorization. 
Identify yourself immediately. Repeating, identify--" 
Balthasar said, "This is--" and stopped, taking his finger off the 
key. "How the hell are we going to explain ourselves, anyway?" he 
asked, of no one in particular. 
The others did not answer. Balthasar made a face, and turned back 
to the console. "This is Hegemonic mailship Bruja, requesting 
emergency assistance. We have been badly damaged in transit, and 
we need immediate help." 
"We have no prior notice of your arrival, Bruja." That was a 

different voice from the unfeeling drone that had asked for their 
identification, a sharper voice. Unaccountably, Silence felt 
chill, and saw Isambard frowning. 
"What's your point of origin?" the Mersaan continued. 
Balthasar looked at the others again. "What do I tell them?" 
"Don't tell them you were coming from Decelea," Isambard said 
quickly. "Say Solitude. They cannot question that easily." 
Balthasar made a face, but answered, "Solitudo Hermae." 
There was a long pause, and then the voice said, "We still have no 
record of your request to put down here. Can you reach Nisibis or 
Anxur? They are worlds of your own sphere--" 
"No," Balthasar cut in. "I told you, we're badly damaged. We can't 
even make it in-system, much less go through purgatory. We need a 
tug." 
"Unauthorized ships are not allowed to land on Mersaa Maia," the 
voice repeated. "You will have to be cleared first." 
"This is an emergency," Balthasar said. "What's your authority?" 
"I am Port Master of Mersaa Maia," the voice answered primly. 
Balthasar cut the transmission. "What the hell's the Port Master 
doing talking to us now?" he demanded. "And what's the fuss over 
an emergency? They've got to bring us down." 
Isambard smiled bitterly. "Captain Balthasar, Mersaa Maia is the 
gate to the Rose Worlds. And the Rose Worlds are blocking the road 
to Earth." 
"You can't block purgatory," Silence began, and Balthasar said, 
"What's that got to do with us?" 
"If they don't let us land," Chase Mago said slowly, "there's a 

chance we might die here. Then anything we might have found out 
would be lost. Am I correct, Isambard?" 
The magus nodded. "Essentially. And, sieura, it is quite possible 
to block purgatory. Siege engines already do that, in a crude way. 
Clearly, the Rose Worlders have developed a more efficient 
method." 
Balthasar snorted. "By God, I'll make them bring us down." He 
touched controls again. "Port Master, I repeat, this is an 
emergency. I evoke the rights of humanity--and Mersaa Maia is your 
depot, an open planet. Will you close out an official ship?" 
There was a long pause, and then the Port Master said, "Please 
wait." 
Balthasar made a face, but the Mersaan was back in a remarkably 
short time. "Captain, all our tugs are in use right now. You will 
be picked up as soon as one is free. You are at the top of our 
priority list." 
Balthasar snarled at the machine, but before he could frame a 
suitably blistering reply, a new voice cut into the conversation. 
"Bruja, this is the freighter Samisen, out of Misthia." The 
woman's voice made the last bit of identification unnecessary. "We 
are within tow range, and can pick you up. There doesn't look like 
there's much to salvage, if you're worried about the rights. Is 
that agreeable to you, captain? And to you, Port Master?" 
Balthasar laughed soundlessly. "That's got him," he said, and 
switched on his transmitter again. "Thank you, Samisen, your help 
is much appreciated." 
Silence could almost hear the sigh in the Port Master's voice. "Go 
ahead, Samisen, and thanks for your assistance." 
Chapter 10 
It took nearly two hours for Samisen to reach Bruja's position, 

and Chase Mago used that time to forge log entries for the 
fictitious passage from Solitudo Hermae. He was good at it, 
Silence thought, but she doubted the story would hold up for very 
long. 
"We'll have to appeal for sanctuary," she said, closing the 
starbooks from which they had culled a plausible route. 
Chase Mago, splicing record tapes, grunted dubiously, and 
Balthasar said, "She's right, you know. They're never going to 
believe we're a regular mailship--where's the officer, for one 
thing?" 
"Isambard," the engineer said, and adjusted his magnifying lens. 
"A rnagus in command of a starship?" Balthasar asked. 
"It isn't so improbable," Isambard said mildly, and the Delian 
glared at him. 
"And what are you going to do? Sit back and watch while the 
Mersaans take us apart? Turn us in, even?" 
The magus smiled and shook his head. 
Silence turned on him, evoking the one threat she thought might 
move him. "If you turn us in, we'll get word out somehow--you know 
we can--and make sure everyone knows you broke your given word. If 
one magus could, so could any--your own kind will kill you first, 
just to keep themselves safe, or who'd ever trust a magus again?" 
"I have no intention of breaking our agreements, sieura," Isambard 
began, and was cut off by a beeping noise from the lower bridge. 
''Samisen," Balthasar announced, and rose from his seat at the 
table. 
Silence followed him into the control room and seated herself in 
the second couch. "We're stuck with this, aren't we?" she asked. 
"We're an official Navy ship, bound from Solitude to Mersaa Maia, 

whose routing orders never made it into the Mersaan records, and 
who just happened to stray away from that path and hit a frequency 
common in the Earth road. It's awfully thin, Denis." 
Balthasar nodded, his eyes fixed on the Ficinan display. "Do you 
really want to tell the Rose Worlders we're escaped conscripts? Or 
that we were looking for Earth, and we know they're blocking the 
road?" 
"How the hell do we know they're blocking it?" Silence demanded. 
"I'd trust Isambard that far," Balthasar said. "And I don't trust 
the Rose Worlders." He reached for the controls, thumbed on the 
transmitter as the image of Samisen crossed the almost invisible 
border into the dead zone. "Samisen, this is Bruja. We're glad to 
see you." 
Balthasar was right, Silence thought, as she settled herself to 
monitor both ships' keelsong. Isam-bard had no reason to lie about 
the interference they had felt, and he would certainly know what 
had caused it. So she had no choice but to believe him, at least 
until someone provided a better explanation. And Balthasar was 
right about the Rose Worlders, too. They were too exclusive, too 
secretive, to be trusted. 
A flash of yellow brought her attention back to the board--the 
inevitable dissonance had reached an unacceptable level--and 
automatically she read out the correction. Samisen's pilot made 
the adjustment deftly, and the Misthian ship settled slowly 
alongside Bruja, the two fields merging almost without 
interference. Balthasar sighed. 
"That's it," he said. "If there's anything you want from this cow, 
you'd better pack your bags." He left the control room without a 
backward glance. 
By the time Silence had collected her starbooks and packed them 
into a carryall, the transfer tube was already set up between the 
two ships, and the Misthian captain had come aboard. She was a 
tall, angular woman--Balthasar introduced her as Fava n'la--of 

higher caste than Tasarla had been, but with the same contempt for 
her homeworld's ways. She raised an eyebrow at the details of 
their story, and politely said nothing. 
Samisen's crew, five younger, fairer versions of Fava, helped them 
transfer two of Isambard's crates, all the magus deemed worth 
saving, to the Misthian ship, and then the second pilot, who 
introduced herself as Sirkka neMafalda, took them into Samisen's 
common area while her crewmates disconnected the transfer tube and 
made ready for the landing on Mersaa Maia. In the common area, 
Sirkka offered food and cups of a smoky tea, but after the first 
sip, Silence leaned back against the chair webbing, hardly able to 
keep her eyes open. 
The strain of the passage, first from Castax to Decelea, and then 
the abortive attempt to reach Earth, was finally catching up with 
her. Her head hurt, with a stiff pain that was like the ache of 
strained muscles, but she was too exhausted to do anything about 
it. She closed her eyes and let herself drift with Samisen's 
keelsong. 
Balthasar woke her some time later, and for a second, Silence was 
alarmed by the quiet. Then she realized that she had slept through 
the landing--God, she thought, I must've been tired, if the change 
of pitch didn't wake me. She blinked, trying to wake up. 
"Customs is coming aboard," Balthasar was saying urgently. "Keep 
looking dazed; Julie and I will do the talking. Silence, are you 
listening?" He shook her again, not gently, and dragged her to her 
feet. "Lean on me, and look dizzy. Understand?" 
"Yes," Silence said. She clung to him as she had clung to Chase 
Mago the night of their marriage party, and felt the Delian shift 
his position to take her weight. His arm around her waist was 
comfortingly strong, and she was not sorry for the pretense. 
Balthasar maneuvered her out of the ship and down the sloping ramp 
of the cradle. Chase Mago was waiting there, standing quietly 
beside one of Isambard's crates. Silence let them ease her down 
onto the crate's lid, and closed her eyes, listening to Balthasar 
arguing with someone who was out of her line of sight. After a 

moment, she risked looking around more alertly. The Mersaan 
Customs men were there, as Balthasar had said, and in force: there 
were three uniformed technicians, each with a different set of 
scanning machines; a laborant and an apprentice, carrying 
diviner's rods; and two men whom she guessed were port officials. 
"Could we go through your statement again, Captain Balthasar?" the 
older of the two said, and Silence recognized the voice of the 
Port Master. 
"Sure, as many times as you want," Balthasar answered. "But you 
won't hear anything new." 
"For the record," the other port official said patiently, and 
Balthasar glared at him. 
"You say you're a regular mailship, part of the auxiliary forces 
of the Hegemonic Navy," the Port Master said. "Is that correct?" 
"Yes," Balthasar answered. 
"You're obviously not nobility or gentry," the Port Master 
continued. "Are you conscripts?" 
Balthasar hesitated, and Silence willed him to remember that they 
no longer wore the collars that would mark them as geas-bound 
slaves. "Volunteers," he said, after a moment. 
"Since when has the Hegemony relied on volunteers for its ships?" 
the younger man demanded. "Sir, these--people--are clearly just 
another group of adventurers. I suggest they be treated as such." 
The Port Master nodded. "I'm afraid, Captain Balthasar, that 
unless you can come up with a more plausible story, I have no 
alternative but to follow Gearalt's suggestion." His smile belied 
the gravity of his tone. 
There was a heavy sigh from behind Silence, and Isambard stepped 
forward to stand beside Balthasar. 

"I am afraid," he said, "that I must make a fuller explanation." 
Silence held her breath, wishing she could draw on that power she 
had found to gag the magus before he could betray them. Something 
thrummed deep within her, but before she could pursue it, Isambard 
spoke. 
"I understand your sense of duty, Captain, and appreciate what you 
have tried to do for me," he said. "However, I must remind you 
that I have final say over this mission." 
"But--" Balthasar said slowly, and Isambard interrupted him 
quickly, though Silence thought she saw him give an almost 
imperceptible nod. 
"I do not think his Majesty would hold you to your oath, and in 
any case, I may speak when you must be silent." 
Balthasar bowed, his face a mask, and stepped back, away from the 
Port Master. 
"Now, Port Master," Isambard began. "You know that there are a 
number of magi employed on the siege of Castax?" He waited until 
the Mersaan nodded warily. "I have been involved in that project 
for some time, as it coincides with my own field of interest, and 
the Hegemon very kindly sponsored my researches, to the extent of 
loaning me this ship and crew. As you so astutely observe, they 
are neither noble nor gentry; however, they are oath-bound--of 
their own free will--to serve his Most Serene Majesty, and have 
done many useful services for him. You will understand why I may 
not say more--I fear I've said too much already." 
He glanced at Balthasar and, as if in answer to a cue, the Delian 
gestured despairingly. "You've ruined us." 
"I doubt that," Isambard said. "In any case, we were indeed 
travelling from Solitudo Hermae--and I cannot explain your lack of 
records, unless a rival of mine. . . . No matter. However, I was 
carrying some--instruments which I had created, which I felt would 
be of some use at Castax, and they seem to have been 

insufficiently shielded. While in purgatory, they picked up a 
sympathetic harmony, and dragged the ship toward the source of the 
disturbance. We were fortunate to escape." 
The Port Master had gone pale. "What is your speciality, Doctor 
Isambard?" 
"At the moment, siege engines," Isambard answered blandly. "And 
related phenomena. I am still completely unable to explain what 
happened. I would appreciate a chance to speak to any of your own 
magi, who would be more familiar with local disturbances than am 
I." 
"Perhaps that can be arranged," the Port Master said hastily. His 
colleague, Gearalt, leaned close to him, murmuring something 
Silence could not hear. "Excuse me a moment, Doctor, Captain." He 
retreated to the baffles separating Samisen's cradle from the next 
berth, and the two men conferred hastily. 
I think we're going to get out of this, Silence thought, and 
stared at the baffled floor to keep her delight from showing too 
clearly. It's just plausible enough, and it's a magus who's 
telling it. They don't dare disbelieve a magus--the magi are too 
powerful, and the only thing they agree on is the need to preserve 
their status. If the Mersaans challenged Isambard without positive 
proof he lied, they risked having the other magi turn on them. And 
even the Rose World's can't survive without magi. 
"Doctor Isambard," the Port Master said abruptly. "You realize, of 
course, that your story must be verified, but at the moment, I see 
no reason to hold you." 
"Thank you," Isambard said. "Tell me, is there a Hostel in the 
port?" 
"A magi's shelter?" The Port Master looked to Gearalt, who nodded. 
"Yes, Doctor, all the cabs would know it." 
"Then you may find us all there, if you need to question us 
further." Isambard turned to the Misthian captain, who had been 

listening with frank curiosity. "I am sorry to impose further, 
Captain Fava, but may we have the use of your homunculi to move 
what remains of my baggage?" 
"What did happen to your special cargo, Doctor?" Gearalt asked 
suddenly. 
"I was forced to destroy it," Isambard answered. "In purgatory." 
"You're welcome to whatever help I can offer," Fava said, "if you 
can do it now." 
"If these gentlemen would permit us ..." Isambard began, and the 
Port Master waved his hand. 
"Go ahead, Doctor. But I will want to see you later." 
"Of course," Isambard murmured, and waited until they were out of 
sight. When they heard, faintly, the sound of the docking shed's 
doors closing behind the Customs vehicle, Balthasar said, "I don't 
know what you're up to, magus--" 
"Nothing,"'Isambard snapped. "We'll talk at the Hostel." 
By the time Isambard's crates had been loaded into a cab, Silence 
was yawning uncontrollably, the pretense of exhaustion turning 
into fact. She saw very little of Mersaa Maia's main port during 
the ride from the shed to the Hostel, drowsing instead with her 
head on Balthasar's shoulder. Only the fear of being supported by 
one of the exquisitely formed homunculi who staffed the Hostel 
gave her the strength to follow the others to the rooms Isambard 
claimed for them. Once there, not even her curiosity could keep 
her awake. She collapsed onto a couch and fell instantly asleep. 
When she woke at last, the time/date projection on the far wall 
told her she had slept through a complete local day. She sat up, 
and the lights came on, triggered by her movements. The others had 
moved her while she slept, she realized after a moment. This was 
not the room she remembered, but a smaller, more heavily decorated 
bedroom. The walls glimmered in the dim light. They were covered 

with tiny paintings, the colors bright as enamels, and with 
equally tiny mirrors positioned to reflect the pictures, so that 
she could not be completely sure which was which. Dizzied, she 
reached for the light controls. With the lights turned all the way 
on, the illusion faded, and she saw clothes folded on a rack at 
the foot of the bed. She threw back the covers, wondering just who 
had undressed her, and got up. She showered quickly, then dressed. 
The clothes left for her were a one-size-fits-all version of the 
tunic and hose she had worn on Delos, topped with a light, kneelength 
coat. There was a palm-sized two-shot heylin in a wrist 
clip, too, and after a moment's hesitation, she strapped that on 
as well. Beneath the heylin was a pad of credit slips, and she 
pocketed them without compunction. How long ago was Delos, really? 
she wondered. Only a month? It seemed years ago. Shaking her head, 
she slid back the bedroom door. 
She found herself not in the room she remembered from the day 
before, but in a dimly lit corridor, the watered silk of the wall 
covering broken at intervals by unmarked doors. Halfway between 
each door was an elaborate sort of candelabra, a winged metal 
dancer holding a cool globe of light in its cupped hands. 
Entranced, she moved closer, and the door slid shut behind her. 
She gasped, but stood her ground. Denis is here somewhere, and the 
others, she told herself sternly. You can always find your way to 
the lobby and ask for directions there, if you have time. They'll 
probably be along any minute now. And in the meantime, you might 
as well look at the statue. 
She advanced on it, marvelling at the perfection of the work, 
wondering how the fire-compound had been fixed in a bubble barely 
the size of her fist. Then the statue turned its head and looked 
at her. 
This time, she did cry out, taking a quick step backward. It's 
just a Watcher, she told herself, like the one at the terminal on 
Delos. Nothing else. And if it's a Watcher, it may at least be 
able to point to the lobby. Feeling slightly foolish, she smiled 
up at the statue. 
"Excuse me," she began. 

 "Pardon, sieura, but perhaps I can be of help?" 
Silence turned quickly, and found herself facing a handsome young 
man--or was it a man, she wondered. The person wore a man's coat 
and trousers, but his cheek was very smooth. She frowned, trying 
to see more clearly, but the other was standing in the shadow 
between two pools of light. "Yes, I think you can," she said. "I'm 
trying to find my--husbands. They've gone on without me." 
The young man appeared to consider. "Yes," he said, after a 
moment. "Sieura Leigh?" 
"Yes." 
"They are dining on the roof, if you would like to join them." The 
other extended a hand in a gesture that was oddly old-fashioned 
for someone so young. "If you would come with me?" 
Silence froze, staring at the hand, lying now just inside the pool 
of light. The skin had an odd, greyish tint beneath the delicate 
pallor, and the fine lines and the bone shadows were altogether 
too regular to be real: a homunculus, better formed even than the 
ones she had seen before. Silence shivered, then fought back her 
revulsion. With an effort, she put out her own hand, and rested it 
lightly on the homunculus's wrist. The pseudo-flesh was cool and 
paper-smooth, totally non-human. 
The homunculus bowed and escorted her gracefully down the length 
of the corridor, to a stairwalk that spiralled up out of sight. It 
helped her aboard--Silence shivered, but submitted to the 
programmed courtesy--then waited unspeaking for the stairs to 
carry them to their destination. The stairs swept past several 
floors of rooms, all decorated with the same silken hangings and 
Watcher-lampholders, then past three more floors that were sealed 
off by heavy doors, wood over earth compounds, before coming to an 
end in an octagonal pavilion. The pavilion's walls were trellised, 
and a dozen different species of flowering vines had been woven 
through the wooden slats. Looking more closely, Silence recognized 
a camisado vine, and then the narrow black flowers of an 

adderwort. She did not doubt that the others were just as 
poisonous. 
The homunculus held out his hand again, and Silence let him lead 
her from the pavilion into a warmly sunlit path winding between 
two hedges. She glanced dubiously at those, but when she saw no 
poisonous vines lurking in the foliage, she relaxed a little and 
let herself enjoy the illusion of space. The homunculus escorted 
her through the twisting passages, apparently following a faint 
sound of running water that grew stronger as they went farther, 
and finally brushed aside a curtain of cascading vines. 
"Your husbands are waiting, sieura." 
Silence ducked under the trailing flower--she did not recognize 
it, and wanted to take no chances --and stepped into a tiny 
enclosure, bounded on three sides by the same hedges that shaped 
the paths. The fourth side was a wall of uncolored glass, broken 
only at waist height by a polished bronze rail. Through the glass 
she could see Mersaa Maia's port city, a carpet of stubby, 
scabrous buildings lining empty, rutted streets. All the streets 
converged on the single highway that ringed the landing field, but 
the squat massy tower, like a prison, of the main port building 
blocked her view of the field itself. The sound of water faded and 
died. 
"Good day, sieura," Isambard said. 
The magus was sitting to one side of the enclosure, a book open on 
his lap. Balthasar and Chase Mago were sitting together against 
the opposite hedge, staring morosely at the cityscape. The Delian 
looked up at Isambard's greeting. 
"Good. Now you can talk." 
Silence looked at him, puzzled, but then Isambard put aside his 
book, and she realized that Balthasar had been talking to the 
magus. "What's going on?" she asked. 
"Have some coffee," Chase Mago growled. "I think you're going to 

want it." 
There was a massive gold-chased pot on the table, even more 
elaborate than the one she had seen in the magi's quarters on 
Arganthonios. She poured herself a cup and seated herself on the 
bench beside Balthasar. 
"Well?" she asked again. 
Balthasar snorted. "That's what we're about to find out," he said. 
"He wouldn't tell us anything until you woke up." 
Silence looked at the magus. "What is it?" 
Isambard rose and walked slowly across the enclosure. At a 
gesture, his chair followed him. He stopped it opposite their 
bench and sat, folding his hands in his lap. 
"I know that you have many questions," he began. His mouth 
twitched as Balthasar muttered something. "And, yes, Captain, I do 
intend to answer them. In my own time." 
Balthasar started to say something more, but Silence put her hand 
on his knee and squeezed hard. The Delian jerked, and gave her a 
startled look. Silence ignored him. 
"As you please," she said, and sipped at her cooling coffee. 
The magus laughed. "I didn't think I was wrong about you, sieura. 
What is your most important question?" 
Silence hesitated, a sudden feeling of power sweeping over her, 
like the memory of the harmony she had felt on the Earth road. She 
was very aware of the way the others were looking at her, 
Balthasar and Chase Mago each willing her to ask the questions 
they wanted answered. Isambard, too, wanted her to ask a 
particular question, and she smiled, hugging a new sense of 
strength to herself. 
"Very well, Doctor," she said, and knew he recognized her new 

awareness. "What am I?" 
The magus smiled again, this time with a sort of relieved 
pleasure. "So. You are--or rather, you have the potential to 
become--a magus." 
There was a moment of stunned quiet. Then Chase Mago said, "How 
can she be? She's female--" 
"That would explain the transport, wouldn't it?" Balthasar said 
savagely. "Shut up." 
Silence nodded to herself. Once it had been spoken, she felt 
almost as though she had always known. Even Chase Mago's 
objection, and everything she had learned about the Art throughout 
her life, could not shake her certainty. She stared out over the 
ugly city, considering new possibilities. With training--she would 
have to be trained, but there were enough magi who would teach her 
simply because she was an oddity--she could do whatever she 
wanted. There would always be work for a magus, work that paid 
well enough for her to spend years doing only what pleased her. 
Travel, study, even the life of an oligarch, if she wanted it.... 
Then her gaze faltered, and she saw again the dirty port city 
spread out before her. There was not much room for piloting, for 
her own Art, in that future. At the very least, she would not be 
able to fly while she was apprenticed to some magus--and what 
would that do to her partnership, her marriage? I don't want to 
leave them, either, she thought. 
"Do you doubt me?" Isambard snapped. 
Silence turned quickly. "I don't doubt your power," she said. 
"Good. Then hear me out." Isambard steepled his fingers, staring 
thoughtfully at her. "On board your Bruja--" 
"Not ours," Balthasar interjected, as though it were very 
important. 
The magus nodded, accepting the correction. "On board Bruja, then. 

We made a bargain, sieura, you and I. You agreed to find Earth for 
me, and I agreed not to turn you over to the authorities as 
pirates and murderers. Is that correct?" 
"Yes," Silence said. 
"I call your attention to the phrasing of the agreement. You have 
not yet found Earth for me, sieura. I suggest you are still bound, 
and I intend to hold you to it." 
"The hell--" Balthasar began, and Silence said, "Shut up. Go on, 
Isambard." 
"I would point out that continuing our association might prove 
highly profitable for all three of you," Isambard went on. "You, 
sieura, could enter into an apprenticeship with me; your husbands 
could share in the profits of the voyage to Earth, and in anything 
else we undertake. Is this agreeable?" 
"I'd like time to think," Silence said. There's no need to worry 
yet, she told herself. If I don't agree, there are other options-- 
friends call at Mersaa Maia occasionally. We can buy a ride offplanet 
with them, live underground until we reach the Fringe. Even 
Isambard won't waste time chasing us that far. 
"Before you make any decision, sieura," Isambard said, "I ought to 
point out that you cannot remain on Mersaa for very long. The Rose 
Worlders are almost certain that you tried to reach Earth, and the 
longer you remain, the less probable your story becomes." 
I'm well aware of that, Silence thought, but bit back her angry 
response. "I don't think it will take me that long to decide, 
Isambard," she said aloud. 
"Certainly, sieura," the magus said, rising. "I'll leave you to 
talk things over with your husbands. When you're ready to leave, 
summon one of the homunculi to escort you." He gestured to a bellpull, 
artfully woven into the hedge among the other vines. "I will 
be waiting for your answer." Pushing aside the curtain of flowers, 
he disappeared from sight. 

 Silence waited until the faint crunching of his footsteps had 
faded from hearing, and said, "Is it safe to talk?" 
Balthasar shrugged irritably, and glared at the flourishing 
greenery as though every leaf hid a listening device. 
"I imagine so," Chase Mago said. "The magi go in for live 
listeners--you remember that monkey-thing Nnamdi's man had?" 
"Does it really matter?" Balthasar asked. "We've got trouble, 
Silence." 
"What sort of trouble?" the pilot asked. 
"Fava, for a start. She won't help us get off-world--says the 
authorities here would lift her landing permits if it was even so 
much as hinted she was involved in such a thing." Balthasar 
grimaced. "I talked to a couple of other people down in the port-- 
you slept the clock around, Silence. Not that I have particular 
friends who land here, but I thought my connections could get us 
off. But it's no go. Everybody says the same thing: the 
authorities want to keep us here, until they get answers to their 
questions. I was followed halfway to the port before I shook 
them." 
"Why are they so concerned?" Silence asked. "A lot of people have 
tried to get to Earth before." 
"Not magi," Chase Mago said. "At least that's what Isambard said." 
"I can name three," Balthasar muttered. 
"Not magi who are pilots," Silence said. "Like me." 
"Even so, other ships have survived attempts, and nobody's ever 
said Mersaa treated them this badly," Chase Mago protested halfheartedly. 
"We came close," Silence said. "I know what went wrong. If I had 

more control...." She let her words trail off, not quite daring to 
finish the sentence. Next time, though, she thought. Another time, 
I could make it. "What I'd like to know," she went on, "is why the 
Rose Worlds are blocking Earth." 
"You'd have to go there to find that out," Balthasar said. 
"Are you telling me to go along with Isambard?" Silence asked. 
"Hell, no. We'll get off-planet somehow--" 
"How?" Silence demanded. 
"There are ships through here almost daily," Balthasar shot back. 
"If we can't hitch a ride, we can get a message out, get someone 
to come get us. I've friends I can call on...." 
"Wrath-of-God is broken for now," Chase Mago said, quietly. "Who 
else?" 
Balthasar shrugged. "And Tasarla's dead, and I don't know how to 
contact Gregor. All right, it was a bad idea. But I think working 
for the magus is worse." 
A smoldering anger had been rising in Silence all through the 
conversation. "And what about me?" she asked. It was a cold anger; 
her tone was level and her thoughts were extraordinarily clear, 
focused through the lens of new realization. "I am, I will be, a 
magus--maga? Someone powerful, someone unique. Isambard's offered 
me that, and whether or not I do it, it's my choice, not yours. 
And I'll make it without your help, thank you very much." 
Balthasar glared at her. "You trying to tell me this doesn't 
affect us, too? You're a magus, all right--" 
"Shut up, Denis," Chase Mago said. "Silence--" 
"Leave me alone, I want to think." Silence buried her head in her 
hands. Balthasar's last jibe had hit its mark, and she did not 
have to hear the rest of it. You're a magus, all right, you don't 

give a damn about anything but power. Just like the magi on 
Arganthonios, she thought, just like the one--what was his name?-- 
who turned his own son into an instrument of his power. I don't 
want to become like that. And I want to be a pilot. I've fought 
all my life to be one, and I don't want to give that up. But I 
want a magus's. power. She closed her eyes, savoring the memory of 
the Earth road and the harmony that had played through her. I want 
that, too. 
"Silence?" Chase Mago said again, and she opened her eyes. 
' "Go away, both of you." Her anger had faded, to be replaced by 
weariness. "I know it affects you; I promise I haven't forgotten. 
But I don't know what I want, and nobody can make any decision 
until I know that. Do you understand?" 
To her surprise, it was Balthasar who answered, matching her 
exhausted tone. "Yeah, I know. I'm sorry." 
"It's all right," she said. "Just go away." 
"Come on, Denis," Chase Mago said, pulling on the bell rope. After 
a moment, a homunculus, a copy of the one who had escorted Silence 
to the roof garden, appeared in the doorway. The engineer gave it 
instructions in a low voice, and the two men followed it into the 
maze of greenery. 
Silence stared out over the port. The sky had clouded over, 
producing a milky grey light that was shading toward sunset. The 
faded light softened the ugly lines of the buildings. Somehow, 
they seemed more inviting--more familiar--than the well-tended 
gardens around her, and she reached for the bell cord. 
"May I serve you, sieura?" The second homunculus was identical in 
feature to the one who had escorted her, but the fabric of coat 
and trousers was subtly different. 
"Yes. I need some place to think--not my room, and not here. Can 
you arrange it?" 

There was a brief hesitation, and then the homunculus bowed 
slightly. "I believe so, sieura. If you will come with me?" 
Stiffly, Silence rested her hand on its arm, and allowed it to 
lead her to the stairwalk. This time they rode it all the way down- 
-Silence counted ten full turns before they reached the cage of 
twisting metal that protected the last stage. The lobby area--and 
everything Silence could see of the first floor--was decorated far 
more soberly than the upper levels. The floor was covered in light 
and dark wood, the blocks arranged in an intricate, engrossing 
pattern. Silence frowned down at it, trying to trace the basic 
unit of the design, then jumped as the homunculus cleared its 
throat. 
"I beg your pardon, sieura, but I have just been informed that 
there is a message for you, and for the other members of your 
party. Shall I bring it?" 
"Why not?" Silence said. "Please." 
The homunculus bowed and stepped away, disappearing behind a 
screen of painted paper. Silence glanced curiously around, careful 
not to look at that fascinating floor pattern. It was too 
fascinating, she realized, too hypnotic. The whole thing was 
probably part of the magi's security arrangements. Even knowing 
what it was, she found it hard to keep her eyes from straying to 
the space before her feet. Shaking herself, she fixed her eyes on 
the far wall--painted a deliberately uninteresting beige, unbroken 
by any viewglobes or painted decoration. Even the tiny gathering 
area, screened by plants as brown as the rest of the lobby, was as 
unappealing as possible, merely four brown cushion-chairs on a 
paler brown rug. 
"Sieura, I have your messages," the homunculus said. 
Silence turned and accepted the folded sheets of printer paper, 
muttering her thanks. The first message was short and to the 
point: You are required to present yourself at the Customs 
Building, Room 13C470. The date was two days from today. No, she 
realized, she had slept through a day. The appointment was for the 

day after tomorrow--and today was nearly over. Well, she thought, 
Isambard can surely handle that--if they don't push too hard. The 
second message was longer, more cryptic. A certain person is 
inquiring about you, unofficially. I will have details, at the 
Green Man tonight, 1700 hours. It was signed with Fava's name, and 
a complicated hieroglyph that was almost certainly Fava's private 
seal. Silence bit her lip, wondering who was looking for her, and 
why. 
"When was this left?" she asked. 
The homunculus appeared to consider. "At ten this morning, 
sieura." 
Silence glanced at the wall chrono. If she wanted to reach the 
port in time to keep this appointment, she would have to leave 
now. And something stronger than curiosity was urging her on. She 
sighed, and handed the first paper back to the homunculus, 
stuffing the other into her pocket. "I won't be needing a room 
after all," she said. "You can show this to my husbands and Doctor 
Isambard. Tell my husbands--not Isambard--that I'll be back soon." 
"Very well, sieura." The homunculus bowed and retreated. This 
time, she watched him go, and saw him disappear into a wall 
compartment. Then she found her way to the massive main doors. 
The air outside the Hostel was warm and damp, and Silence was glad 
her coat was made of a light fabric. The dusty streets were almost 
empty, and she saw no signs of the tracks or wires of public 
trolleys. I should have asked the homunculus, she thought, but 
then shrugged. The port looked to be less than two miles away; she 
could walk that easily. 
As she made her way further into the city, the streets grew 
busier. She began to pass men who were obviously port workers, 
company or conglomerate insignia prominent on the shoulders of 
their baggy overalls. There were more women than she had expected, 
many of them secretaries in neat tunic and coat combinations, 
their hair covered by tidy hats or elaborately folded scarves. 
There were also obvious housekeepers, dowdy in unfitted, shift

like dresses, shopping bags piled on little carts. They, too, 
concealed their hair beneath coarsely woven scarves. I should have 
found out about local customs before I left the Hostel, Silence 
thought. Oh, well, it's too late now. She looked around, but no 
one seemed to be paying any particular attention to her. 
Nevertheless, she felt conspicuous, and oddly uneasy. 
Even in the center of the port, on streets where half a dozen 
badly decorated storefronts opened onto the broken paving, and men 
and women moved from building to building with a purposeful air, 
she felt the same unease. It was growing stronger, too, a nagging 
uncertainty like hunger or sickness, tugging at that part of her 
that had resounded with the celestial harmony. She stopped in the 
recessed doorway of a store selling sheets of some tri-colored 
food--there were no benches for pedestrians in sight, though she 
had seen only a single electric wagon--and tried to isolate the 
cause of her fears. The low buildings, barely four stories tall, 
upper windows heavily shuttered against the damp heat, seemed to 
loom ominously over the street, the lower windows reflecting the 
pale stone of the buildings opposite like steely eyes. The silent 
pedestrians, avoiding her gaze, seemed more menacing than open 
enemies. 
The whole scene was strangely familiar, she thought, surveying the 
dusty street. The heat, the midafternoon quiet, the fear.... Her 
memory did a sudden flip-flop, and she was presented with a vivid 
picture of a street on Cibistra. There had been sun in her eyes as 
she topped the hill, walking between streets whose upper stories 
overhung the narrow road. All the doors had been shut and sealed, 
against midsummer heat and the sun-broken men who stalked the 
streets during the daylight hours when decent people were in bed. 
One of them was behind her; she had known without having to hear 
the faint scuff of boots on dirt. It had been a matter of keeping 
going, of walking toward the port, not daring to run, and hoping 
to reach it before the man behind her made up his mind to attack. 
She had reached the gates of the port, her back tingling.in 
anticipation of the knife or heylin shot, just in time. She could 
still remember the sense--almost taste, almost smell, but neither-- 
of her pursuer's disappointment. 

In the doorway of the shop, Silence laughed aloud. Of course, 
idiot, Denis even warned you, she told herself. You should've 
expected to be followed, fool. Still, the uneasiness remained. So 
what do I do? Try to lose them? Hardly likely--I'm a stranger 
here, and I don't have Denis's training. Proceed as though I 
haven't noticed? Probably the best thing ... certainly the safest, 
at least until I get to the Pale. I can lose them there. 
Bracing herself, she stepped from the doorway, and could not 
resist sneaking a quick look over her shoulder. She saw no one 
familiar, no figure she could pick out as one she had seen before, 
but she knew they--he? no, more than one, her instinct whispered-- 
were there. She looked away again, took her bearing from the 
Customs complex, and set off for the Pale. 
The streets ran perfectly straight until they hit the broad 
thoroughfare ringing the port, or so she remembered seeing them 
from the roof of the Hostel. What she had not been able to see was 
the way that life seemed to drain from the buildings that lined 
them. She walked three blocks, then, more slowly, a fourth, noting 
nervously that the streets were empty of pedestrians and that more 
and more of the narrow windows were bricked up, the buildings 
disused or converted to warehouse space. Her sense of being 
followed grew even stronger, until, closing her eyes for a second, 
she could almost pinpoint them. There were two of them, one on 
each side of the street. She was as certain of that as if she had 
seen them, but the temptation to turn and be sure was still almost 
overwhelming. She held herself rigidly straight, fixing her eyes 
on the pavement ahead, and forced herself to hold a steady pace. 
There was a change in the pace of the men behind her, felt rather 
than heard or seen. They were moving faster: whatever their 
original instructions had been, they were no longer interested in 
merely following her. She quickened her own pace, not wanting to 
run until she had no choice. What the hell am I going to do now? 
she thought. The streets were laid out in too regular a grid for 
there to be any maze of backs alleys for her to hide in; the crossstreets 
she had passed before contained only the same monotonous 
line of warehouses and abandoned buildings. There had been what 
appeared to be alleys, she thought, running between some of those 

structures.... She frowned, wishing futilely that she was back on 
Delos or Achasa or even Cibistra, where there were half a hundred 
places that would shelter a fugitive. Stop it, she told herself 
fiercely, there's no time for it. The men behind her were gaining, 
slowly but. steadily; she could sense how the one across the 
street from her was pulling ahead of his partner to block that 
road of escape. There was a cross-street coming up, and she took a 
deep breath. They would still be far enough back as she came even 
with it. If she kept her steps even, if she did not let them know 
she suspected, or was any more worried than any woman would be, 
walking alone in an unfamiliar city, she should make it ... 
It was forty steps to the corner of the last, blind building. She 
did not dare turn to look down the street, afraid even the most 
disinterested glance would warn them. Three more steps brought her 
to the intersection. She swallowed hard, then turned abruptly and 
fled down the side street. Behind her, there was a shout, and she 
exulted in the sense of confusion she could feel. It was only 
momentary, however; faintly, as much felt as heard, she was aware 
of pursuing footsteps. I had half a block's lead, she thought, 
I've stretched it to a block-- But it was not enough. She turned 
right at the next corner, knowing that they saw her doubling back, 
but unable to stop herself without losing too much speed. Left at 
the next, stumbling painfully against the rough bricks of the 
building. Her chest was hurting already--no star-traveller had the 
stamina to outrun a planetsider--and she knew she could not keep 
up her pace for much longer. An alley opened suddenly in the blank 
wall of buildings, and she ducked into it, gasping. 
The end was clogged with machinery, the tanks and webbed piping of 
a cheap venting system. She checked, too out of breath to swear, 
and saw that there was a space between the pipes and the wall of 
the building. It looked almost large enough for her to squeeze 
through. She ran toward it, struggling to regain her earlier pace. 
In the street behind, she could feel the hunters closing in, 
slowing a little with the certainty of success. Fumbling, she 
freed her heylin from the wrist clip. If I have to, she thought, 
I'll fight. 
There was just room enough for her to get through, if she bent 

nearly double and used her free hand to pull herself along. She 
bent, reaching for the first pipe, and cried out as the metal 
burned her hand. More delay, she thought, stripping off her coat 
and wadding it into clumsy protection, but she could go no further 
without it. She burned her leg on the same pipe, then pushed 
herself painfully along the brick wall of the nearest building, 
one palm braced against a globular tank so cold she thought her 
skin would freeze even through the protecting coat. The system was 
cheaply made, poorly shielded-- A shout from behind crystallized 
the germ of her plan. 
"Hold it, woman!" 
She could tell from the voice that they were at the head of the 
alley, and she redoubled her efforts, ripping her tunic and 
scraping the skin along her shoulderblades. Then there were only a 
few more pipes to cross. She wove her way through them, still 
dragging her battered coat, and ran. 
"Stop!" The shout was followed by a curse, and scuffling, and then 
a mutter of orders. The second man was being sent back to 
intercept her from the other end. She skidded to a halt, raising 
her heylin. Let there be enough power in the magazine, she 
thought, and fired twice. The globes of fixed fire seemed to take 
forever to float the length of the alley. Then they struck, and 
the tanks exploded behind her. 
Silence picked herself up slowly, wincing at her new bruises, and 
a second, lighter blow knocked her to her knees. Behind her, what 
was left of the machinery was hidden in sheets of white and bluish 
flame, and there were large gaps in the walls of the buildings to 
either side, from which bricks fell slowly into the fire. One of 
the men was dead, that was certain, and if the other had not gone 
back to determine what was left of the first, he was certainly 
deterred from further pursuit. Already, Silence could hear the 
faint wailing of alarms, and knew that specially reinforced 
homunculi were on the way to fight the fire. She pushed herself to 
her feet, and started walking briskly toward the port. 
Chapter 11 

 The Green Man was low-roofed and ugly, the sort of building that 
practically shouted the fact that its owners asked no questions. 
There were no windows in the stuccoed walls, and the only thing 
that indicated that the bar was open was the fact that the barred 
safety door had been taken from its hinges and now leaned against 
the wall. A mannikin, shaggy with leaves, hung from a pole over 
the doorway, jigging slowly in the first evening breeze. Silence 
hesitated outside, staring at the curtain of shadow that blackened 
the entrance, wondering if the place were safe. Then she shook 
herself. The Green Man was deep into the Pale, no one but startravellers 
would go there. And she would get no more than 
annoyance from them, as long as it was clear she was herself a 
pilot. Frowning, she pulled off the scarf she had improvised from 
the scorched skirts of her coat and stuffed it into a pocket, then 
hastily smoothed her hair. Then, with a deep breath, she stepped 
through the doorway. 
She came out of the blackness of the shadow-curtain into a broad 
room lit with a dim, amber light. An oval bar filled the middle 
section, and dwarfed the tables that clustered in the corners. A 
casually dressed woman, her hair uncovered, was moving in the 
bar's central workspace, and Silence sighed her relief. No wonder 
Fava had chosen this for their meeting place. The tables were 
mostly filled, but there were still a number of empty spaces at 
the bar. Silence chose one toward the back, where she could watch 
the door, and waited, fingering the pad of cash slips in her 
pocket. The bartender glanced curiously at her, but took her time 
serving a turbaned man, drawing some sort of beer and spilling a 
calculated amount of foam onto the stone counter. Only then did 
she move down the length of the bar, wiping her hands in passing 
on a towel hanging beneath the counter. 
"What can I get you?" she asked. 
"What's good?" Silence said. 
The bartender stared at her, as though trying to determine her 
status. Silence returned the stare stolidly. "Regular bar," the 
other woman answered, after a moment, "and a couple of local 

things. There's a sweet porter some folks like, spring wine, and a 
fruit brandy that's a killer." 
"I'll try the porter," Silence said. 
"Right." The bartender wandered away again, went through the rite 
of wiping out a stone mug and manipulating the polished handles of 
one of two massive kegs. Silence glanced nervously around, saw 
only men in the shadows. Where the hell was Fava?" 
"You're new here." The bartender set the damp mug in front of 
Silence and rested her hands lightly on the counter, waiting. 
"Yes." Silence hesitated, not knowing how to answer the unspoken 
question. The woman wanted to know precisely what she was--startraveller, 
someone's mistress, or just a hanger-on. She smiled and 
said awkwardly, "I hope that's strong. I'd never flown that road 
before." 
It was good enough. The bartender relaxed fractionally, and her 
smile was less professional. "I'm told it's not easy, sieura-- 
pilot, I should say." 
"Thanks." Silence sipped carefully at the porter, got mostly foam. 
"What do I owe you?" 
"One-and-a-half, local." The bartender pocketed the two-credit 
slip deftly, made only a token gesture of giving change. "Thank 
you, pilot. Are you waiting for someone?" 
"Yes, for some friends." 
"Then I'll see you're not bothered." The bartender turned away 
before Silence could answer, in response to a call from the other 
end of the bar. 
The pilot sipped again at the porter, and nearly choked on the 
sweet, ropy stuff. God, that's vile, she thought. And where's 
Fava? She glanced at the time projected in the globe that hung 
suspended above the bar, and saw that the Misthian was already 

late. Oh, God, she thought, don't tell me that it was all a trick. 
If I've fallen for that, the absolute oldest trick in the book. . 
. . And what will you do if you have? an inner voice demanded. And 
just how are you going to get back to the Hostel, anyway? 
Stubbornly, she pushed the doubts away. The message had been real, 
she was sure of it. And she would get back to the Hostel somehow, 
however she had to. 
"Silence!" 
The pilot turned quickly, and only just managed to copy Fava's 
casual wave. There was a second woman at Fava's shoulder, her eyes 
watchful, her hands deep in the pockets of her loose smock. 
"Hello, captain," Silence said, as the two women took seats to 
either side of her. "What's up?" 
Fava made a face, and waited until the bartender had taken their 
orders before answering. "I'm not sure myself. But I thought you 
might be interested in knowing that there are questions being 
asked about you--you in particular, not your men-folk." 
"I know that the authorities have been asking questions," Silence 
said, and Fava waved a hand in dismissal. 
"This isn't them--" she began, and broke off as the bartender set 
a tall glass in front of each Misthian. "I think you met Sirkka 
before?" 
Silence nodded, and as the bartender walked away again, Fava 
continued, "Not official questions. You wouldn't need me to tell 
you that. This is some man off a freighter that landed yesterday. 
There's quite a bit of talk about you in the port--the authorities 
haven't been subtle. I think half the planet thinks you tried to 
reach Earth--" 
"We--" Silence broke off, smiled grimly. Any denial would only 
confirm their suspicions. "Go on." 
"Well, when this one heard the stories, he started asking 

questions of his own. Someone steered him to me, and I told him to 
get out." 
"What was his name?" Silence asked. 
"There's more," Fava said. "Then he tried to find out from my crew- 
-he talked to Sirkka--and, well, I suppose she'd better tell you." 
"He told me his name was Merestun," Sirkka said readily, her voice 
more accented than her captain's, "but I'm sure he was lying. I 
didn't tell him anything more than he'd already heard, but it 
seemed like he was interested in making the same run. He offered 
me a lot of money if I could tell him where you were--he said I 
should say he would be of some use to you, could maybe get you offplanet, 
if you'd help him." 
Does this Merestun really think that's a fair exchange? Silence 
wondered. Well, maybe it is, since I'm not likely to get off-world 
any other way. But he doesn't mention Denis and Julie--and there's 
still Isambard's offer. She looked up, and found the others 
staring expectantly at her. "Why didn't you tell Denis? I know he 
spoke to you." 
"It's you they were asking for," Fava said, "not him." 
That was a Misthian for you, Silence thought. But I shouldn't 
complain. She wouldn't be helping me if I weren't a woman. "What 
else did Merestun say?" she asked. 
"Not much," Sirkka said. 
"Do you know anything about him?" 
Fava answered, "He works for a Hegemonic merchant, that's all I 
know. And the merchant keeps himself in the background." 
"I know the ship name," Sirkka broke in. "Black Dolphin." 
Black Dolphin. Silence took a deliberate grip on the edge of the 
bar, squeezed until her fingers ached. Black Dolphin, and the 

merchant would be Tohon Champuy, and the questioner.... "The man 
who spoke to you," she said, keeping her voice steady only with an 
effort. "Was he a short man? Getting fat? Dark-haired like me, but 
dark-eyed?" 
"I don't know about the eyes," Sirkka said, "but the rest fits." 
And Uncle Otto. Silence closed her eyes. The court on Secasia 
seemed a lifetime away, but the memory--and the anger--was still 
fresh. 
"I gather you know him?" Fava asked, after a moment. 
"Yes." They were still looking curiously at her, and Silence 
sighed. "Otto Razil's his real name. 
He's my uncle." She could not stop herself from adding, "And that 
ship's mine." 
"Oh?" Fava leaned forward, hiding her empty glass to avoid 
interruption. 
Silence explained what had happened after her grandfather's death, 
and how she had ended up with Balthasar and Chase Mago. "So 
obviously I can't accept Otto's offer," she finished. "Not without 
losing everything." 
The other women were nodding sagely. No, you don't know, Silence 
wanted to shout. You never had to live by any of those rules, you 
don't know what it's like to lose something that ought to be yours 
just because you're female. And you don't know what it feels like 
now, when I thought I had everything under control, just one 
decision to make. Just choose to be a magus or stay a pilot, and 
now all of a sudden Otto's back, to spoil my plans again. 
"He doesn't have any legal claim, does he?" Sirkka asked, and 
gestured for the bartender to refill her glass. 
Silence swallowed her first angry reply. "He doesn't need one." 

"What can he do, then?" Sirkka went on. 
"Look--" Silence controlled herself instantly. "He's made an offer 
no one else has. And we've got to get off-planet, soon." 
Sirkka looked away, embarrassed, but Fava said tranquilly, "I've 
told your Denis why I can't help you. I do too much business here, 
and while you're a woman, you're not a Misthian. Not family." 
So Denis used my name when he made contact with her, Silence 
thought. I should've known he would. 
"There are plenty of other ships that land here," Fava went on. 
"One of them will surely help." 
"We can't wait," Silence snapped. "The authorities are already too 
curious." She shut her mouth tightly over the rest of her words, 
knowing that she was not angry with Fava. Damn you, Uncle Otto, 
she thought, you have a knack for bringing out the worst in me. 
But coming back like this, with the ship--my ship--that's too 
much. "Where's he docked?" she asked slowly. 
"You're going to go to him?" Fava asked, and Silence shook her 
head, not daring yet to admit even to herself what she might be 
thinking. 
Sirkka snorted. "His merchant doesn't spend money easily," she 
said. "They're in one of the cheap sheds, near the field. Why?" 
Silence closed her eyes, trying to visualize the port, but she had 
been too exhausted to see much of it when they landed. "Show me 
exactly." 
Sirkka exchanged glances with her captain, and then, when Fava 
nodded, dragged a finger through the rings left by the chilled 
glasses, sketching a crude map. "There's the port, and these are 
the main sheds. Over there--" her finger scattered a clump of wet 
squares "--are the support buildings, magi, guilds, tuners. Down 
here, the third, no, fourth--the fourth shed from the 
administration complex, that's where Black Dolphin's cradled. The 

field's just beyond." 
Silence stared at the rapidly fading sketch, wondering. The shed 
was very close to the taxiways, and to at least one of the launch 
tables. And besides, she thought, it was always possible to lift 
directly from the taxiway, and make any course corrections 
later.... 
"How large is his crew, do you know?" Fava looked oddly at her. 
"You're not thinking of trying Wrath-of-God's games here, are 
you?" 
I hadn't thought of it that way, Silence thought. Aloud, she said, 
"No, of course not. Do you know?" 
"I hear it's small," Fava said cautiously. "The merchant only 
carries one bodyguard." 
That would make sense, Silence thought. Black Dolphin's cabin 
space was limited, more than either Bruja's or Sun-Treader's had 
been. They'd have to have a pilot aboard, and with Otto and 
Champuy to accommodate, that would leave only one more cabin, 
converted back from cargo space.... Besides, neither Champuy nor 
Razil would want to share their profit with any more than the 
absolute minimum crew. Nor would they want to give up any more 
cargo space. Four men, then.... If they could be decoyed away from 
the ship, or neutralized aboard; if the local authorities could be 
tricked into giving them permission to lift, or if a diversion 
could be managed, it was just possible they might get away with 
what Fava called Wrath-of-God's games. In spite of herself, 
Silence grinned. Balthasar, at least, would be pleased. 
"You are thinking of stealing it," Fava said. "You're crazy." 
"I don't think so," Silence said, hardly hearing her. Considered 
rationally, she--they--would be taking a very long chance, but 
they didn't have a better alternative. At least, she didn't know 
of one, and if Isambard had something up his sleeve, this would 
make him show it. More than that, she would be getting her ship 
back. She had forgotten, or put aside, how much it had hurt to 

give it up. And most of all, it would let her put off the final 
choice between piloting and life as a magus. "I think I could get 
Otto off the ship, Champuy too...." Her voice trailed off as she 
considered a variety of false messages, and then she put that 
aside. "Look, is there a magus in the port who handles private 
communications? Someone reliable?" 
Fava shook her head. "Yes, I know one, but--" 
Silence cut her off. "One thing. If the others agree, will you 
contact Otto for me? I'm not asking for anything more." 
Fava hesitated, then, reluctantly, smiled. "All right. I'll do 
that, but no more." 
"Thank you." Silence stood up. "How do I get to this magus?" 
"Sirkka, show her the way." Fava stood also. "I hope you know what 
you're doing, pilot." 
The magus was exactly what Silence had expected, a wizened, 
elderly man who kept over-furnished offices in a building wedged 
between two tuning sheds. A ship was being tuned next door; 
Silence felt the vibration as she entered the magus's office, but 
heavy felt padding inside kept out the last traces of sound. 
Despite that, the magus pulled a second baffling curtain into 
place before settling into a chair and motioning for them to be 
seated. 
"I am Doctor Tahir," he said, folding his hands across his 
stomach. "What can I do for you, sieura, pilot Sirkka?" 
"My name is Leigh," Silence said. "I want to contact the magi's 
Hostel, without going through regular channels." 
Tahir nodded. "Oh, yes, that can be done, but it is expensive. 
After all, I have to live here, and I can hardly afford to anger 
the authorities--" 
"How much?" Silence asked flatly. 

 "A hundred local credits," the magus said. 
Sirkka stirred. "That's outrageous." 
"I'll give fifty," Silence said. After a minimum of haggling, they 
settled on seventy, and Silence separated forty from her book of 
credit slips. "The balance when my message is delivered." 
"Very well, sieura." The magus rose, and returned with the viewing 
globe in an elaborately carved stand. The globe itself was made of 
some purplish crystal, almost opaque. The magus resettled himself, 
frowning into the clouded depths. 
"Your message?" he asked. 
Silence closed her eyes, hastily framing words. "I want to contact 
the magus Isambard," she began. Tahir nodded, bending over his 
globe. "Tell him--" she paused again, trying to decide just how 
much she could say. "Tell him that I'm at the port, that I agree 
to his offer, but all three must meet me here, right away. Or, no, 
not here, at the Green Man. Otherwise it's all off." 
"Leigh is here," the magus repeated obediently. "And you agree to 
Isambard's offer, but they must meet you at the Green Man 
immediately or the deal is off." 
"That's right," Silence said. 
Tahir gestured over his viewglobe, and the opaque crystal seemed 
to clear slightly, purple shadows moving stiffly in its depths. 
After a moment, images began to form in the globe's center, the 
purple fading to other colors. Slowly, a reflection of Isambard's 
face took shape in the crystal, not as clearly defined as an 
official system would produce, but distinct enough. 
"Well? What is it?" Tahir's lips moved, but Isambard spoke through 
him. 
Tahir repeated Silence's message. 

 "Let me talk to her," Isambard snapped. 
Tahir hesitated, but Silence pulled another credit slip from the 
pad and laid it on the table in front of him. Tahir nodded, and 
made a complicated gesture. Whatever he did took effort, Silence 
saw: his wrinkled face was covered with a thin sheen of sweat. 
"Speak," he said, at last. 
Isambard's face shifted in the crystal, as though he had leaned 
forward, and his voice came, disembodied, from a point in the air 
just above the globe. "Silence, you were foolish to go into the 
port--" 
Silence said, "It had to be done. I'll explain when you get here. 
But I know how to get off-world." 
"We're being watched," Isambard said. "We can't leave the Hostel-- 
" He broke off, staring not at Silence but at Tahir, leaning over 
his crystal. "You, magus. What degree do you hold?" 
"I am a doctor of the Art," Tahir began, huffily, and Isambard cut 
him off. 
"Then together we can open a janus gate." 
"But, doctor, I haven't the strength for that," Tahir protested. 
"I wouldn't be able to work for weeks, perhaps months." 
Silence ripped off three more credit slips, then tossed the rest 
of the book onto the table. Tahir's eyes shifted, and Sirkka 
laughed. Silence said, "Will that cover it?" 
The image in the crystal wavered as Tahir reached hungrily for the 
book, and Isambard said, "Count it later, doctor. We'll begin the 
gate." 
Obediently, Tahir dropped the book into the pocket of his faded 
gown, and spread his hands flat in the air over the globe. His 

eyes closed. In the crystal, Silence could see that Isambard had 
closed his eyes, too, and she guessed that his hands were 
positioned identically above his own view-globe. Softly, both men 
began to speak, chanting words that hissed and flowed, but were 
part of no language Silence knew. She could feel the leashed power 
in them, shaping and preparing the common air surrounding them. 
Tahir was sweating harder as he spoke the last syllable; his hands 
shook, and he stilled them with an effort. Isambard spoke a 
single, flat-vowelled trisyllable, and Tahir answered quickly, 
drawing both hands up and away from the globe. The air above the 
table began to shiver visibly, and Silence felt her spine crawl 
with the gathering power. 
The globe seemed to split open then, the colors blossoming like 
some bizarre flower. The swirling non-images poured out, moving 
now like water, until the colored shadows struck an invisible 
barrier and fell back, eddies curling into each other. Slowly, the 
colors steadied and then rearranged themselves into a recognizable 
image. Silence found herself staring directly into a room of the 
magi's Hostel. Had she dared, she knew she could reach through and 
touch the wood of the table where Isambard sat. 
She shook herself, throwing off the sense of awe that threatened 
to overcome her. She had heard of janus gates before, and knew 
that they resulted from the manipulation of purgatory, a less 
complex manipulation than her own piloting. Two places on the same 
planet--on the same land mass of the same planet, she corrected 
herself--could be temporarily joined through purgatory. The power 
is strictly limited, spatially and temporally, she told herself. I 
will not be impressed by it. 
"Hurry, now," Isambard said. "We can't hold this open for long." 
Hastily, Balthasar stepped into the field of vision, followed by 
Chase Mago. The engineer carried a bag slung over his shoulder; 
with a small shock, Silence recognized it as the carryall 
containing her starbooks. Balthasar hesitated, then stepped 
gingerly onto the low table in the Hostel room. 
"Step through, man," Isambard ordered. "Leave the crates." 

 Silence could see the Delian's chest move as he took a deep breath 
and held it, then stepped from one table to the other. She put out 
a hand to steady him down, and Balthasar took it. He looked almost 
surprised at the solidity of her touch. 
"Silence, what the hell's going on?" 
"Later," Silence said, and turned to help the engineer. 
Chase Mago misunderstood her outstretched hand, however, and 
passed the carryall through first. Silence took it, relieved in 
spite of herself, and then the engineer stepped through the gate. 
Isambard looked up, and Tahir's eyes flashed open. 
"I'm sorry, doctor, but I can't hold it alone. I haven't the 
strength--" 
"I can see that," Isambard said. "Silence--sieura Leigh. You said 
you'd accepted my offer, did you not?" 
"Yes," Silence said. 
"Then you'll get your first lesson now." Despite the strain, 
Isambard's lips curved in the ghost of a smile. "Doctor, the 
sieura is an untrained talent; you can draw on her for support." 
Tahir looked up, startled. "A woman? Impossible." 
"Trust me," Isambard said. "Silence, put yourself into a pilot's 
trance." 
Silence could see the strain on his face, and did not argue. She 
closed her eyes and took a deep breath, focusing her mind. 
Usually, she sought the learning state in order to memorize 
difficult void-marks; the phrase that evoked it best was the 
ancient riddle of the gate that was not a gate. But this gate is a 
gate, she thought, a joining of spaces through purgatory. She felt 
the world fall away around her, and saw the edges of the janus 
gate shadowed by an image like the door that ended the Lion Road. 

 "Don't think," Isambard said sharply. "Just sit there. Don't do 
anything." 
Silence closed her eyes, letting herself slide into the selfabsorption 
that was fatal to a pilot's trance but seemed somehow 
perfect for this. She listened to the soothing rush of blood in 
her veins, her slowing heartbeat and the steady sigh of breath, 
the subtle burring of bone on cartilage and, in a core that was 
not physically central, a whisper of wakened song. Tahir's touch, 
when it came, was like the touch of cold hands--startling, but not 
painful. His presence struck echoes from her own power, like notes 
of a harmonium repeated in a sounding keel. She savored the sense 
of strength flowing from her, riding the crest of that song. All 
too soon it was over, and she opened her eyes. 
The gate had vanished, and the air no longer smelled of power. 
Isambard was bending over the other magus, who rested his head on 
his folded arms. 
"If you'd listened to me," Isambard began, then shook his head. 
"Rest a few days, you'll be all right." He nodded at Sirkka. 
"Would you, sieura, find the doctor's kitchen and brew tea?" 
"I'm a pilot," Sirkka snapped, "nobody's maid." 
"I'll do it," Chase Mago said quickly, and disappeared through a 
curtained doorway. Isambard turned away from Tahir, who now seemed 
to be asleep. 
"What's happened, Silence?" 
Silence seated herself on one of the webbing chairs, glad Tahir 
had not drawn too deeply on her power. "I got a message from 
Fava," she began. "It seems my uncle Otto is back in my life." 
Balthasar muttered something, and Silence was glad she could not 
make out the words. Hurriedly, she repeated what the two Misthians 
had told her. "There can't be that many people aboard," she 
finished. "If we can get the crew away, or even most of them, we 

could take Black Dolphin, and be off-world before the authorities 
realize what's happened." The others were very quiet when she 
finished, and she blushed, waiting for one of them to demolish the 
plan. Then Balthasar laughed delightedly. 
"Damn it, Silence, that's good," he said. "Yeah, I think it'll 
work--but we'll have to do more than just get Champuy off the 
ship. We'll need a distraction; the port authorities are bound to 
check every ship before it lifts. . . ." His voice trailed off, 
then strengthened again. "We need a disaster." 
"Fire, famine, flood," Silence said, then stopped. "Fire." 
"Yes." Balthasar turned on Isambard. "You said back there you did 
siege engines. Was it true?" 
The magus nodded, waiting. 
"Can you make snakefire?" Balthasar went on. 
Silence felt a small, bloodthirsty smile steal across her face, 
and hastily suppressed it. Snakefire was a nasty thing, a toy for 
the expert saboteurs of the Hegemon's best engineer regiments. 
Planted around the port, the creeping fires would do little real 
damage, and be almost impossible to extinguish. The authorities 
would be busy for hours, and at the first rumor of fire, half the 
ships in the port would be clamoring for permission to lift. And 
would lift without permission, if they thought the fire was bad 
enough. If no one in Dolphin's dock panicked immediately, it would 
be easy enough to frighten them. 
Isambard was nodding again, this time in agreement. "Yes, I can do 
that. It should work." 
"What should work?" Chase Mago asked, returning with a pot of tea 
in one hand, and two battered cups in the other. As he poured a 
cup and shook Tahir awake long enough to force the magus to drink 
about half of it, Balthasar explained the plan. The engineer 
nodded, pouring a cup for Isambard. 

"Sirkka, will you contact this Razil?" Chase Mago asked, when the 
Delian had finished. 
Sirkka hesitated, then shrugged. "I can. But he'll want to talk to 
you, Silence." 
Silence made a face. "Yes, he'll want to gloat, all right. But 
I'll do it--if we contact him from somewhere nobody can trace." 
"Here," Sirkka suggested, and Isambard nodded. 
"I'm sure Tahir won't mind," he said, and there was an edge in his 
voice that made the other magus nod drowsily. "But first I'll have 
to create the snakefire--you do have a workshop I can use, don't 
you, doctor?" 
"I--" Tahir began, and Isambard laid a second book of credit slips 
on the table. 
"I'll also rig a protected line for your communications system," 
Isambard went on. "And then you'll forget that we were ever here. 
This is for the inconvenience." 
"I swear," Tahir murmured, and fell asleep again. 
"The workshop's the first door on the left," Chase Mago said. "I 
thought it was the kitchen." 
"All right." Isambard looked around, took a volume from the single 
bookcase. "Make yourselves comfortable." 
It took the magus nearly two hours to create enough snakefire to 
make an effective diversion, and another hour to find the right 
places to leave the deadly little packages. Silence used that time 
to plot a course for Tycha. It was a common staging point, with an 
easy departure and a familiar set of voidmarks. Then the three men 
were gone, and Silence was left alone with Sirkka and the sleeping 
magus, to stare nervously at the elaborately inlaid communications 
unit. 

"Half an hour," Sirkka said at last. "Time to call." 
Silence nodded, unable to speak. 
The Misthian looked oddly at her, and reached for the machine, 
punching in a series of numbers. 
"No picture," Silence said, and Sirkka nodded. 
"Black Dolphin." Silence did not recognize the voice. 
Sirkka said, "I wish to reach sieur Merestun." 
There was a brief hesitation, and then the voice said, "Wait." 
Static followed. 
"Merestun," a new voice said, and Silence shivered. 
"This is Sirkka neMafalda. We spoke of a woman pilot? She 
expressed interest in your terms." 
There was muttering in the background, and Razil said, "Put a 
picture on." 
Sirkka looked at Silence, who shook her head. The Misthian said, 
"I'm sorry, the camera's not working." 
"Then find one that does work," Razil said grimly, "or we don't 
talk." 
Sirkka glanced again at Silence, who shrugged and reached across 
to flip the switch herself. A thin screen unfolded from the back 
of the machine, and a face began to take shape beneath its creamy 
surface. As it took on resolution, Silence could see the 
expression change from worry to a cruel satisfaction. A shadow 
fell across the bulkhead behind Razil, a shadow too thin to belong 
to him: Champuy was standing just out of camera range. Silence 
stiffened. 
"Well, Silence," Razil said. "Well, niece. All your fine plans 

come to nothing?" 
"Wait," Sirkka said sharply, and Silence was glad of the 
interruption. "What about my money?" 
For a moment, it seemed as though Razil would not answer, but then 
Champuy murmured something, and Razil said, "It'll be sent." 
"Not good enough," Sirkka said. She switched on the console 
beneath the machine, and said, "Transmit it now, or I cut the 
line." 
"All right." 
A moment later, the screen flashed white, then displayed numbers 
and code letters as the fee was transmitted to the Misthian's 
account. Sirkka nodded. "All yours, Silence," she said, and 
stepped out of the camera's eye, turning her back on the machine. 
"Well, niece," Razil said again. "And what happened to that man of 
yours? Did he dump you when you wrecked his ship?" 
"I--" Silence checked herself. "No." 
"Or did they just find a better pilot?" 
"Does your offer stand?" Silence asked. 
Razil paused a moment, scowling, but another mutter from offscreen 
prompted him. "I haven't made an offer," he said. 
"You told Sirkka you could get me off-world. What's the price?" 
"Just you?" Razil leered. "Not your rugged captain?" 
This is worse than I expected, Silence thought. "Let me talk to 
Champuy," she said aloud. "You're useless, Otto." 
Razil stiffened, but Champuy stepped into the picture, and the 
other's angry response died. "Here I am, sieura Leigh," Champuy 

said. "What do you want?" 
"You said you'd get me off-world," Silence said again. Suddenly 
she was overcome with disgust at this role she had to play, and 
she only just stopped herself from pressing the disconnect button. 
"What's it going to cost me?" 
Champuy smiled thinly. "I know what you did for your former 
captain. I want the same thing, and I know you almost made it. I 
want you to work for me." 
"At what pay?" Silence asked. 
"The usual rates for a pilot of your experience," Champuy 
answered. "Plus hazard, of course." 
"And a share of the profit." 
"We can discuss that when you come aboard," Champuy said. 
"No." Silence shook her head. "We'll settle that first. But not 
now; I've talked too long already." Out of the corner of her eye, 
she saw Sirkka nod. "You know Lady Maisry's?" Sirkka had given 
that as the name of one of the larger bars, and Champuy nodded. 
"Good. I'll be there in half an hour. We'll talk there." 
"All right," Champuy said, "but--" 
"Be there," Silence said, and pressed the disconnect button. 
Sirkka turned to face her. 
"He'll come," the Misthian said. 
"He'd better," Silence answered. She picked up the carryall Chase 
Mago had left for her, its weight comfortably familiar. "Point me 
toward the right shed, will you?" 
Sirkka smiled. "I can do better than that," she said. "Come on." 
Sirkka led her from the magus's office to a narrow street running 

between the tuning sheds, and then to a second street that ran 
behind the outer row of buildings. She hesitated at the main 
entrance of the docking shed, but Silence waved her on. The 
watchman, ensconced comfortably in his glassed-in booth, barely 
blinked at them; nothing else moved in the long corridor between 
the two rows of curtained starships. 
"Your Dolphin's the eighth down," Sirkka murmured. 
Silence nodded, and started as confidently as she could down the 
main corridor. After a fractional hesitation, Sirkka followed her. 
At the third baffled cradle, Silence pushed aside the curtain and 
slipped into the dock space. Behind her, she heard a muffled 
protest, but ignored the Misthian She walked the length of the 
compartment, hardly daring to breathe for fear she would wake 
someone on the cradled freighter. But nothing moved above her. At 
the rear curtain, she stooped and lifted the weighted cloth. 
Sirkka slid under on her knees, then held the curtain while 
Silence crawled out. Together, they eased it back to its original 
folds. When it was down, Sirkka caught the other woman's arm. 
"Are you crazy? Maybe this cow doesn't put bells on the curtain, 
but that merchant will. You'll never get in this way." 
Silence shook her off. "I haven't seen a bell yet. And the others 
are waiting here." 
The Misthian shrugged, plainly not convinced. Silence ignored her. 
They stood in a narrow corridor running between the walls of the 
shed itself and the long row of baffle curtains that soaked up 
every sound. She stared up at the maze of ceiling wires that held 
the baffles in place, tracing out the divisions between the 
spaces. She had just found the eighth place when someone stepped 
out of the curtain in front of her. 
"Denis!" The baffles absorbed her exclamation, but Balthasar set a 
finger to his lips. 
"Hello," he said. "I thought you'd never get here." 

"Is everything set?" Silence asked. 
"Absolutely." Balthasar was grinning, elated. 
"When do they go off?" Sirkka asked. "I've got to get back to the 
ship, warn my captain." 
"I spoke to Fava," Chase Mago said. "This way--we kicked out an 
emergency panel. You've got about twenty minutes before the first 
one goes, so you'd better hurry." 
Silence watched as Chase Mago led the Misthian toward an almost 
invisible hole in the wall panels, then turned back to Balthasar. 
"And Champuy?" 
"We saw him leave in a hurry with his bodyguard. Your uncle's 
still aboard, as best we can tell." 
"So it's just him and their pilot?" Silence asked. 
"No." Isambard stepped from the curtain, holding up a metal oval 
like a tuner's egg. "There's only one person aboard that ship." 
Silence looked to Balthasar, who shrugged. "Maybe they fired their 
pilot, or he quit, or something. It doesn't matter." He rummaged 
in a carryall with shiny sides that betrayed its newness, and 
produced an army-issue heylin. Silence took it awkwardly, the 
weight dragging at her shoulder. 
"Sorry it's not a rifle," Balthasar said, "but that was all I 
could get on short notice. Julie?" 
The engineer finished replacing the emergency panel and looked up. 
"What?" 
"How long?" 
Chase Mago consulted his chrono. "Sixteen minutes." 
"Then we'd better get on with it." Balthasar took a deep breath, 

obviously trying for calm. His face was still twisted in a 
maniac's grin, and Silence felt the same expression on her own 
face. "All right," Balthasar continued. "Julie and I'll go first-- 
you two hold the curtain, and come right behind. The lock's a 
standard model, isn't it, Silence?" 
"It was." 
"The device I gave you will open everything but a magus's personal 
lock," Isambard said. 
"Let's hope so," Balthasar said. "When we get aboard, Silence, you 
head straight for the control room. Lock yourself in, and don't 
open up until you hear from me. We'll deal with your uncle. And 
once I get rid of him, Julie, you start warming the engines--the 
first capsule should've blown by then. I'll grab a tug. Is that 
clear?" 
Silence nodded once, and Isambard said, "Yes." 
Chase Mago looked thoughtful, then shrugged. "Clear enough. Let's 
go." 
Silence glanced up at the edge of the curtain, where the baffle 
was fastened to the support wires. She saw no alarm bells, but 
could not be entirely sure they weren't sewn onto the inner side 
of the fabric. She stooped and, slowly and carefully, lifted the 
edge of the curtain. The upper half of the curtain didn't move as 
she eased it up about a foot. Isambard took hold of it as well, 
taking some of the weight, and Balthasar said softly, "O.K., 
that's enough." 
He dropped to his knees, then to his stomach, and pulled himself 
through. Chase Mago followed more slowly, easing his greater bulk 
through the gap. Silence exchanged glances with the magus, and 
Isambard nodded. 
"After you, sieura." 
Silence released the greasy fabric and stretched herself out flat 

on the dirty tiles. She wriggled through, felt one edge, 
unsupported on that side, scrape down her body from shoulder to 
knees. There was no sound from the alarm bells, if indeed there 
had been any. Then she was through, and scrambled to her feet to 
hold the curtain for Isambard. The magus crawled through quickly, 
and Silence lowered the curtain after him. Only then did she turn 
to face her ship. 
They've changed her utterly, she thought. There was a gun turret, 
gleaming with fresh, raw paint, and the top of the hull was welded 
with new seams. The stubby wings showed signs of the same sort of 
tampering, a pair of cannon poking from beneath sampling pods. 
Then Balthasar beckoned urgently from the top of the cradle 
stairs, and Silence hurried to join him, putting aside her anger. 
Balthasar had already applied the magus's device to the humming 
lock as Silence came up the stairs. As she flattened herself 
against the hull, Balthasar pushed buttons on the machine's top 
and flinched back, breathing quickly. Silence tensed, waiting for 
alarms or an explosion, but nothing happened. Then a tiny light 
set in one corner of the device went from red to green, 
Balthasar's tense shoulders relaxed; he reached forward and 
uncoupled the device, then gestured for Chase Mago to open the 
hatch. Very carefully, the big engineer twisted the lock wheel, 
then tugged it backward. The hatch swung free without a sound. 
Instantly, Balthasar was through the opening and into the lock 
area, heylin held ready. A moment later, he leaned out again, 
motioning them in. 
"No one in sight," he whispered. "Julie, come with me. Silence, 
take the control room, and you, Isambard, mind the hatch." 
The others nodded, and Isambard let the hatch close again with a 
gentle thud. Balthasar winced, but gestured for Chase Mago to 
follow him forward, toward the common area. Silence hesitated, 
then took a deep breath and followed them, cradling her heylin in 
both hands. The common area was empty, and she reached for the 
ladder to the bridge, but Balthasar caught her shoulder. 
"Which is your uncle's cabin?" 

 Silence glanced back, trying to ignore the gaping door that led to 
the cabin that had been hers. "Back down, on the left across from 
the engine room." 
"Right. Now get on up." Balthasar touched her shoulder and turned 
away, taking the engineer with him. Silence hesitated momentarily 
at the bottom of the ladder, the heylin heavier than ever in her 
hands. There was no sound from the control room, and she started 
to climb. 
The lower bridge was empty, as she had expected, and she glanced 
at the monitor lights. They glowed steady orange: the systems were 
on standby. Frowning, she started to set the heylin aside to tend 
to them, and then she heard a tiny scuffling sound from above her. 
She whirled, bringing up the heylin and firing in a reflex motion. 
She missed, but Razil's shot went wild, shattering a square of 
deck tile. He was on the upper bridge, with the upper hand.... 
Silence edged around the base of the ladder, waiting for her one 
clear shot. She knew she should call Balthasar and Chase Mago, let 
them handle this, but Razil was her kin, her enemy. He was her 
affair. 
Something moved above, the hint of a shadow crossed her path. She 
stepped back, suddenly sure of herself as she had never been 
before. She fired once, and knew before Razil's heylin clattered 
to the deck that she had hit him. Then the shadow lengthened on 
the decking, and her uncle fell past her, the ladder guiding his 
fall. She raised her heylin to shoot again, but there was no need. 
She kicked the fallen heylin into a corner, then knelt beside the 
body. There was no wound to be seen, and she felt for his pulse. 
Her own heart was beating so strongly it was hard to tell just 
what she felt, but after a moment she felt his pulse beneath her 
fingers. Appalled, she looked down at her heylin, and saw that the 
selector pointed to the lowest, non-lethal setting. Slowly, she 
released her uncle's throat and twisted the dial, turning up the 
power to a setting that would surely kill. She lowered the heylin 
until the muzzle touched Tazil's chest. Then the heylin wavered 
and fell, and she looked away. The anger that had fueled her, that 
would have let her kill him, was gone, and she could not call it 

back. She lifted the heylin again, but the gesture was halfhearted, 
pointless, and she stuffed the heavy gun into the pocket 
of her coat. If I had killed him in the fight, she thought, 
pulling herself to her feet, that would have been one thing. I 
could have done that, and not lost any sleep over it. But to kill 
him now, in cold blood.... I won't do it. Sighing, she leaned out 
the hatch and shouted for Balthasar. 
To her surprise, the Delian did not argue for long about killing 
Razil. With only a token protest, he agreed to dump the fat man's 
unconscious body into the corridor behind the baffle curtain. 
"Then I've got to get us a tug," Balthasar went on, already 
dragging Razil's body toward the door. "The first charges have 
gone, and it sounds like everything's going according to plan." 
Then he was gone, and Silence turned her attention to the 
controls. She settled herself in her grandfather's couch and began 
to activate the systems. From the sprinkling of green lights 
across the board, Chase Mago was doing the same thing in the 
engine room; Silence grinned tightly and concentrated on her own 
panels. 
Very faintly, through the layers of hull and baffling and shed 
walls, she heard a wail that might be a fire alarm or the yowling 
of an ill-tuned liftoff. She left the Ficinan model half 
programmed and reached for the communications board, switching it 
to the police frequency. There was trouble at every checkpoint, 
either fire or panic; the emergency channel was not much clearer, 
two different voices trying to direct fire-fighting homunculi to 
the widely scattered fires. But it was the third channel, the 
direct line to the control tower, that told her what she wanted. A 
dozen voices were snapping at the port authority, demanding 
instant clearance to lift off. 
"--fire threatening--" 
"--cargo is valuable, can't risk it--" 
"--leaving right now, like it or not--" 

That was what she had been waiting to hear, and she thumbed on her 
own transmitter, moving the needle slightly away from the 
frequency line to garble the message. "Port Master, this is Black 
Dolphin. I request clearance for an immediate lift-off--" 
The machine emitted a burst of static that made her jump back in 
her couch and, in the sudden quiet that followed, the port 
master's voice said strongly, "Ships will be evacuated according 
to their proximity to dangerous fire sites, beginning with docks 
7a and c. Those ships have permission to leave immediately. Ships 
in docks 3 and 4 should prepare to follow." 
For a moment, Silence was afraid the Port Master would quell the 
panic, and she hesitated, hand hovering over the transmitter 
switch. Then a new voice broke in. "Not likely. I've got a cargo 
of flammables, and I'm not waiting for anybody. Either you give me 
permission now, or the rest of you look out, because I'm going." 
That set the others off. The Port Master tried vainly to shout 
over the noise, to calm the other captains, but it did no good. 
Silence could hear the rising notes of half a dozen harmonia 
behind the frantic voices. 
"Silence." 
Balthasar's voice sounded in her earphones, and she reached 
guiltily to activate the exterior cameras. 
"How's it going? Can I hook up?" 
The screens showed a triple image of Balthasar sitting on the edge 
of a tug's turret, his heylin ready on his lap. A single 
homunculus was poised to connect the tug to the cradle. In the 
background, Silence could see other tugs moving at reckless 
speeds, and other ships preparing for a hurried liftoff. 
"Go ahead," she said. "I'll lift when we hit the taxiway." 
"Right," Balthasar answered, and Silence turned her attention to 
the Ficinan model, only half aware of the homunculus's movements 

in the screen. By the time she had finished with the model, the 
cradle was attached to the tug, and Chase Mago had signalled from 
the engine room that everything was ready there. She signalled 
Balthasar and the cradle lurched forward into the towpath. As 
Balthasar awkwardly turned the linked machines toward the halfopen 
doors, a man ran out from one of the other dock areas, waving 
his hands wildly. He caught at the low platform where the tug's 
homunculi sat, and Balthasar shifted his grip on the heylin. The 
man shouted something, but the selective headset did not pick up 
his words. Silence heard only Balthasar's response. 
"First come, first served, man. Get your own." 
The man said something more, but Balthasar raised his heylin, 
taking deliberate aim, and the other fell back, cursing. Silence 
looked away from the screen, chilled. The fires were no real 
danger, but still. . . . She forced herself to concentrate instead 
on the instruments in front of her. The distortion readings were 
jumping already, and the interference would be worse once they 
left the protection of the docking shed. 
Then the cradle lumbered out of the massive doors, and the gauges 
went crazy. Numbers flickered, changed wildly; the warning lights 
flared red, and the needle of the strain gauge snapped to the top 
of the scale, well into the danger zone. Chase Mago swore 
violently, his voice tinny in the earphones, and Silence saw 
Balthasar drop his heylin and press both hands to his ears. 
"Denis!" Silence's hands moved frantically over her boards, trying 
to block the worst of the interference, or to set up a 
counterfield. Then the noise fell away somewhat, and she saw in 
the screens the sliver of a rising keel. "It's no good, we'll have 
to. get down the taxiway. I can't lift in this soup...." Balthasar 
was shaking himself, straightened slowly to adjust the controls of 
the tug. The homunculus lay sprawled, half falling from its 
platform, its delicately balanced existence completely disrupted 
by the music of the other ship's harmonium. "Denis, do you hear 
me? Get farther down the taxiway." 
Balthasar lifted a hand in shaky acknowledgement. Silence nodded 

at the image and focused one of the screens on the port itself. 
The orderly pattern of pale blue warning lights and darkened 
streets, topped by the bright gold windows of the Customs 
Building, was broken by the flashing red of the firefighters' 
lights, by searchlights and the glow of flames and, nearer still, 
the rainbow gleams of lifting keels. She switched a second screen 
to the portside camera, trying to keep tabs on the ships around 
them, but it was clear she would have to rely on the musonar to 
avoid collisions. 
"Julie," she said, "how's our tuning? How far out do we have to 
be?" 
There was a. long pause before Chase Mago answered. "We're still 
not in good position. Another hundred yards, maybe, if there's no 
more distortion...." 
His words were drowned by another roar from outside. Silence saw 
Balthasar double up in agony, then slip down into the body of the 
tug. Had he fallen, or decided to risk not being able to see? 
"Denis?" she said again. 
"I'm all right," Balthasar answered, "but we've got to get off 
soon." 
Silence glanced at the distortion readings, falling with every 
meter they travelled down the taxiway. "Just a few more minutes," 
she said. In the screen that showed the port, she saw new lights, 
blue-white flashes like lightning: the port authorities had 
brought their defense cannon into action, and were firing on the 
fleeing ships. "Stop everything," she ordered. "We're going." In 
the screen, she saw Balthasar wrestle briefly with the coupling 
that connected tug and cradle, then throw up his hands in disgust 
and disappear from camera range, heading for the hatch. A few 
moments later, the hatch indicator flared red, and its alarm 
sounded as Balthasar came aboard. Then the light went out, and 
Silence concentrated on the readings in front of her. The 
interference was still high, but Chase Mago would have to handle 
that. Her concern was the fleet of ships that filled the sky 

around them, twenty or more pinpoints of light on the musonar 
screen. Then the harmonium surged, and Chase Mago said, "First 
sequence." 
"Go ahead," Silence answered, and before the words were out of her 
mouth felt the sudden roar of song. The darkened field fell away 
in the screens, but the ship was shaking badly, caught in some 
other ship's distorting wake. Silence glanced from musonar to the 
screens to the distortion gauges, trying to find the interfering 
starship. The musonar was too large-scale, she realized with a 
surge of fear. The screens were nearly useless in the dark. Only 
the strain gauges were of much use in locating another ship. She 
banked away from her departure path, feeling new strain build in 
the keel until Chase Mago realized what she was doing, and 
adjusted the pitch of the harmonium, and sought a new line that 
was free of other ships. She found one, then saw the same 
flickering interference build on her indicators. She turned the 
ship away again, but the other pilot had turned toward her, the 
strain needles shooting to the far side of the gauge. Too 
frightened to swear, she pushed Dolphin's nose down and saw, in 
one screen, the reflected light of the other ship's keel. A moment 
later, the ship was shaken by a wave of disharmony that wracked 
bones and flesh as well as metal. Silence clung to her controls, 
blinded by the sudden pain. 
Then that noise faded, and she pulled the ship back into line, 
ignoring the new dissonance in the harmonium's song. The strain 
gauges stayed steady, however, showing only background 
interference, and the musonar seemed to indicate no other ships in 
the vicinity. Silence stayed hunched over her keyboard, not daring 
to relax until Black Dolphin was free of the clinging planetary 
influence. 
They passed the boundary at last. Leaning back in her couch, 
Silence twisted her hands together, loosening cramped muscles. In 
the musonar screen, she could see dozens of other ships rising 
from the planet, points of light like seeds thrown off by a 
puffball, exploding from the surface. The Ficinan model showed her 
course clearly, free of other ships, and she let Black Dolphin 
take itself into that sympathetic harmony. The readings were 

green; even the dissonance she had heard on liftoff smoothed from 
the harmonium's song, and she let herself relax completely. The 
keel would carry the ship to the twelfth of heaven with or without 
her. 
"Beautiful," Balthasar said quietly. 
She turned, and found him standing behind her, supporting himself 
against the ladder from the common area. He looked tired, his face 
shadowed by a memory of pain, but he was smiling. Silence smiled 
back, triumph rising within her. 
"Beautiful, darling, a lovely job." Balthasar released his hold on 
the ladder, came toward her with arms outstretched. Silence rose 
to meet the embrace, and held him tightly against her. 
In her headphones, Chase Mago was saying, over and over, "My God, 
we made it. We made it." 
Silence's smile grew broader, then faded slightly as the 
impossibility of it all hit her. I'm still a pilot, she thought, 
and a damned good one; I'm to be a magus; and I'm a ship's 
master.... It's not real. I'll wake up in my old bunk with Otto 
yelling for me to get out and do my job. She took a deep breath, 
willing herself to accept the truth. Otto was stranded on Mersaa 
Maia--and thinking of that humiliation, she was glad she had not 
killed him--the Dolphin was hers, and a magus's power was to be 
hers as well. 
A light was flashing on the control board, demanding her 
attention, but she ignored it for just a moment longer, savoring 
her victory.