Myst Book #01 The Book of Atrus by Rand Miller & David Wingrove Prologue Gehn's bootprints lay heavy around the tiny pool, the lush, well-tended green churned to mud. At one end of the garden, beneath a narrow outcrop, he had dug a shallow grave. Now, as the dawn's light slowly crept over the sands to touch the cleftwall twenty feet above, he covered over the young girl's body, his pale cream desert clothes smeared with her blood and with the dark earth of the cleft. From the steps above Anna watched, exhausted after the long night. She had done what she could, but the girl had dearly been ill for some months and the exertions of childbirth had eaten up what little strength remained to her. She had died with a sigh of relief. Even now, in the silence of the dawn, she could hear Gehn's howls of anguish, his hurt and angry ranting; could hear the words of blame which, at the time, had washed over her. It was her fault. Everything was her fault. So it was. So it had always been. He turned, finished, and looked up at her, no love in that cold, penetrating gaze. Nineteen he was. Just nineteen. "Will you stay?" she asked wearily. His answer was a terse shake of the head. Almost belligerently, he stomped across the surface of the garden, churning up yet more of her precious growing space, oblivious, it seemed, to the significance of what he did. She watched him crouch beside the pool, unable in her heart to be angry with him-for all he'd done and said. No, for she knew what he must be feeling. She knew herself how that felt-to lose the focus of one's life, the meaning ... She looked down at her unwashed hands and slowly shook her head. Why come when there was nothing she could do to help? But she knew the answer. He had come only because there was no one else to turn to. He had not wanted to come, but desperation had shaped his course. Knowing his wife was ill, he had remembered his mother's healing powers. But he had come too late. Too late for her, anyway. Anna raised her head, hearing the baby's cries. Stretching, she stood, then went down the narrow steps, ducking beneath the stone lintel into the interior. The baby was in the small inner chamber. She crossed the room and ducked inside as its cries grew louder. She stood over it a moment, staring down at its pale blue eyes, then picked it up, cradling it against her. "You poor thing," she whispered, kissing its neck, feeling it relax against her. "You poor, poor thing." She went out and stood against the rail, watching as Gehn crouched by the pool, washing. She saw how the pool was muddied, its precious liquid sullied. Again there was a carelessness about his actions that angered her. He was thoughtless. Gehn had always been thoughtless. But she held her tongue, knowing that it was not the moment to mention such things. "You want me to dress the child for the journey?" Gehn did not answer, and for a moment she thought that maybe he had not heard, but when she went to speak again, he turned and glared at her. "Keep it. Bury it with its mother, if you must. But don't bother me with it. You saved it, you look after it." She bristled, then held the child out, over the gap. "This is your son, Gehn. Your Jon.'You gave him life. You are responsible for him. That is the way of things in this world." Gehn turned away. She drew the child back. As she did, it began to cry again. Below her, Gehn stamped across the churned ground and quickly climbed the steps, pushing past her roughly to go inside. A moment later he was back, his glasses perched on his head. Anna stared at him, noting that he had discarded his cloak. "Your cloak, Gehn ... You'll need your cloak out there." He turned from her, looking out toward the lip of the volcano, just visible from where they stood. "Keep it," he said, his eyes moving fleetingly across her face. "I'll not need it anymore!" His words frightened her, made her fear for his sanity after all that had happened. She stared at the child in her arms, not knowing at that moment what was best. Even so, she was determined he would hold the child once before he went. She made to give the child to Gehn, but he brushed past her and stepped out onto the rope bridge. In a moment he was gone. "But you didn't name him," she said quietly, holding the baby tight against her. "You didn't even name him...." * * * Wthin the great volcano's shadow, the desert floor was fractured. There', in a crack some eighty feet by fifteen, the darkness was intense. The casual eye might, indeed, have passed on, thinking it no more than a natural feature, but for the strange lip-a wall of stone some five or six feet high-that surrounded it. For a moment all was still, and then a tall, cloakless figure climbed up onto the lip of the cleftwall, stepping out into the dawn light. All was silence; a silence as only such desert places possess. In the cool of the desert dawn, a mist rose from the warm heart of the volcano, wreathing it in a faint, mysterious veil. Anna watched as the tall cloakless figure climbed the volcano's slope, the mist swirling about him, concealing then revealing him again. The heavy lenses he wore gave his head a strange, yet distinctive shape. For a moment he stood there, his head turned, looking back at the dark gash of the deft a mile below him, his tall, imperious shape backlit by the sun that bled through the shifting layers of haze. Then, with a dreamlike slowness, "like a' specter stepping out into nothingness, he turned and vanished. CHAPTER 1 The sandstorm had scoured the narrow rock ledge clean. Now, all along the sculpted, lacelike ridge, shadows made a thousand frozen forms. The rock face was decorated with eyes and mouths, with outstretched arms and tilted heads, as if a myriad of strange and beautiful creatures had strayed from the dark safety of the caldera's gaping maw, only to be crystallized by the sun's penetrating rays. Above them, in the shadow of the volcano's rim, lay the boy, staring out across the great ocean of sand that stretched toward the mountainous plateaus that were hazed in the distance. The only thing larger than that vast landscape was the clear blue sky above it. The boy was concealed from watchful eyes, his very existence hidden from the traders who, at that moment, had stopped their caravan a mile out on the sands to greet the old madwoman. The patched and dirty clothes he wore were the color of the desert, making him seem but a fragment of that arid landscape. The boy lay perfectly still, watching, the heavy lenses he wore adjusted for long-sight, his sensitive eyes taking in every tiny detail of the caravan. The storm had delayed the caravan two days, and while two days was as nothing in this timeless place, for the boy it had seemed a small eternity. For weeks before the caravan was due he would dream of them night and day, conjuring them up in his mind; imagining himself cloaked and hooded, up on the back of one of the great beasts, leaving with them. Off into the greater world. Of those dreams he told his grandmother nothing. No. For he knew how she fretted; worrying that one of the more unscrupulous traders might come in the night and take him, to sell him into slavery in the markets of the south. And so he hid when she said hide, and held his tongue about the dreams, lest he add to her worries. Right now the boys eyes were focused on the face of one of the eight men: one he often studied-a dark man with a narrow head, his features sharp and curved within the hood of his jet black cloak, his beard trimmed close to'his cheeks. Studying the halted caravan, the boy noted the changes since they had last passed by. They had nineteen camels now-two more than last time. This and other, smaller signs-new necklaces on several of the camels, small items of jewelry on the wrists and about the necks of the men, the heavier lading of the camels revealed that trade was good right now. Not only that, but the ease of the men spoke volumes. As they haggled with his grandmother, the boy noted how they laughed, revealing small, discolored teeth. Teeth that, perhaps, evidenced an addiction to the sweet things they sold. He watched, taking it all in, knowing that his grandmother would ask him later. What did you see, Atrus? I saw ... He saw the one with the knifelike face turn to his camel and, reaching across the ornate and bulging saddlebag, take a small cloth sack from within a strange, hemispherical wicker basket. The sack seemed to move and then settle. Atrus adjusted his glasses, certain that he had imagined that movement, then looked again, in time to see his grandmother place the sack upon the pile of other things she'd bartered for. For a brief while longer he watched, then, when it showed no sign of moving, looked to his grandmother. Anna stood facing the eldest of the traders, her gaunt yet handsome face several shades lighter than his, her fine gray hair tied back into a bun at the nape of her neck. The hood of her cloak was down, as was his, their heads exposed to the fierce, late afternoon heat, but she did not seem to mind. Such she did deliberately, to convince the traders of her strength and self-reliance. Yes, and suffered for it, too, for even an hour out in that burning sun was more than enough, not to speak of the long walk back, laden down with heavy sacks of salt and flour and rolls of cloth, and other items she'd purchased. And he lay here, hidden, impotent to help. It was easier, of course, now that he could help her tend the garden and repair the walls, yet at times like this he felt torn-torn between his longing to see the caravan and the wish that his grandmother did not have to work so hard to get the things they needed to survive. She was almost done now. He watched her hand over the things she'd grown or made to trade-the precious herbs and rare minerals, the intricately carved stone figures, and the strange, colorful iconic paintings that kept the traders coming back for more-and felt a kind of wonder at the degree of her inventiveness. Seven years he had lived with her now; seven years in this dry and desolate place, and never once had she let them go hungry. That in itself, he knew, was a kind of miracle. Knew, not because she had told him so, but because he had observed with his own lensed eyes the ways of this world he inhabited, had seen how unforgiving the desert was. Each night, surviving, they gave thanks. He smiled, watching his grandmother gather up her purchases, noting how, for once, one of the younger traders made to help her, offering to lift one of the sacks up onto her shoulder. He saw Anna shake her head and smile. At once the man stepped back, returning her smile, respecting her independence. Loaded up, she looked about her at the traders, giving the slightest nod to each before she turned her back and began the long walk back to the cleft. Atrus lay there, longing to clamber down and help her but knowing he had to stay and watch the caravan until it vanished out of sight. Adjusting the lenses, he looked down the line of men, knowing each by the way they stood, by their individual gestures; seeing how this one would take a sip from his water bottle, while that one would check his camel's harness. Then, at an unstated signal, the caravan began to move, the camels reluctant at first, several of them needing the touch of a whip before, with a grunt and hoarse bellow, they walked on. Atrus? Yes, grandmother? What did you see? I saw great cities in the south, grandmother, and men-so many men ... Then, knowing Anna would be expecting him, he began to make his way down. * * * As Anna rounded the great arm of rock, coming into sight of the deft, Atrus walked toward her. Concealed here from the eyes of the traders, she would normally stop and let Atrus take a couple of the sacks from her, but today she walked on, merely smiling at his unspoken query. At the northern lip of the cleft she stopped and, with a strange, almost exaggerated care, lowered the load from her shoulder. "Here," she said quietly, aware of how far voices could travel in this exposed terrain. "Take the salt and flour down to the storeroom." Silently, Atrus did as he was told. Removing his sandals, he slipped them onto the narrow ledge beneath the cleftwall's lip. Chalk marks from their lesson earlier that day covered the surface of the outer wall, while close by a number of small earthenware pots lay partly buried in the sand from one of his experiments. Atrus swung one of the three bone-white sacks up onto his shoulder, the rough material chafing his neck and chin, the smell of the salt strong through the cloth. Then, clambering up onto the sloping wall, he turned and, crouching, reached down with his left foot, finding the top rung of the rope ladder. With unthinking care, Atrus climbed down into the cool shadow of the cleft, the strong scent of herbs intoxicating after the deserts parched sterility. Down here things grew on every side. Every last square inch of space was cultivated. Between the various stone and adobe structures that clung to them, the steep walls of the cleft were a patchwork of bare red-brown and vivid emerald, while the sloping floor surrounding the tiny pool was a lush green, no space wasted even for a path. Instead, a rope bridge stretched across the cleft in a zigzag that linked the various structures not joined by the narrow steps that had been carved into the rock millennia before. Over the years, Anna had cut a number of long troughlike shelves into the solid walls of the cleft, filling them with earth and patiently irrigating them, slowly expanding their garden. The storeroom was at the far end, near the bottom of the cleft. Traversing the final stretch of rope bridge, Atrus slowed. Here, water bubbled up from an underground spring, seeping through a tilted layer of porous rock, making the ancient steps wet and slippery. Farther down a channel had been cut into the rock, directing the meager but precious flow across the impermeable stone at the bottom of the cleft into the natural depression of the pool. Here, too, was the place where his mother was buried. At one end of it lay a small patch of delicate blue flowers, their petals like tiny stars, their stamen velvet dark. After the searing heat of the desert sand, the coolness of the damp stone beneath his feet was delightful. Down here, almost thirty feet below the surface, the air was fresh and cool, its sweet scent refreshing after the dryness of the desert outside. There was the faintest trickling of water, the soft whine of a desert wasp. Atrus paused a moment, lifting the heavy glasses onto his brow, letting his pale eyes grow accustomed to the shadow, then went on down, ducking beneath the rock overhang before turning to face the storeroom door, which was recessed into the stone of the cleftwall. The surface of that squat, heavy door was a marvel in itself, decorated as it was with a hundred delicate, intricate carvings; with fish and birds and animals, all of them linked by an interwoven pattern of leaves and flowers. This, like much else in the cleft, was his grandmother's doing, for if there was a clear surface anywhere, she would want to decorate it, as if the whole of creation was her canvas. Raising his foot, Atrus pushed until it gave, then went inside, into the dark and narrow space. Another year and he would need to crouch beneath the low stone ceiling. Now, however, he crossed the tiny room in three steps; lowering the sack from his shoulder, he slid it onto the broad stone shelf beside two others. For a moment he stood there, staring at the single, bloodred symbol printed on the sack. Familiar though it was, it was a remarkably elaborate thing of curves and squiggles, and whether it was a word or simply a design he wasn't sure, yet it had a beauty, an elegance, that he found entrancing. Sometimes it reminded him of the face of some strange, exotic animal, and sometimes he thought he sensed some kind of meaning in it. Atrus turned, looking up, conscious suddenly of his grandmother waiting by the cleftwall, and chided himself for being so thoughtless. Hurrying now, stopping only to replace his glasses, he padded up the steps and across the swaying bridge, emerging in time to see her unfasten her cloak and, taking a long, pearl-handled knife from the broad leather toolbelt that encircled her waist, lean down and slit open one of the bolts of cloth she'd bought. "That's pretty," he said, standing beside her, adjusting the lenses, then admiring the vivid vermilion and cobalt pattern, seeing how the light seemed to shimmer in the surface of the cloth, as in a pool. "Yes," she said, turning to smile at him, returning the knife to its sheath. "It's silk." "Silk?" In answer she lifted it and held it out to him. "Fed." He reached out, surprised by the cool, smooth feel of it. She was still looking at him, an enigmatic smile on her lips now. "I thought I'd make a hanging for your room. Something to cheer it up." He looked back at her, surprised, then bent and lifted one of the remaining sacks onto his shoulder. As he mad" his way down and across to the storeroom, he saw the rich pattern of the cloth in his mind and smiled. There was a faint gold thread within the cloth, he realized, recalling how it had felt: soft and smooth, like the underside of a leaf. Depositing the second sack, he went back. While he was gone, Anna had lifted the two bolts of cloth up onto the lip of the cleftwall, beside the last of the salt and flour sacks. There was also a small green cloth bag of seeds, tied at the mouth with a length of bloodred twine. Of the final sack, the one he'd thought had moved, there was no sign. He frowned, then looked to his grandmother, but if she understood his look, she didn't show it. "Put the seeds in the kitchen," she said quietly, lifting the bolt of silk onto her shoulder. "We'll plant them tomorrow. Then come back and help me with the rest of the cloth." As he came back from the storeroom, he saw that Anna was waiting for him on the broad stone ledge at the far end of the garden. Even from where he stood he could see how tired she was. Crossing the rope bridge to the main house, he went quickly down the narrow steps that hugged the wall and, keeping carefully to the smooth, protruding rocks that delineated the pools western edge, crouched and, taking the metal ladle from its peg, leaned across and dipped it into the still, mirror-like surface. Standing again, he went swiftly along the edge, his toes hugging the rock, careful not to spill a drop of precious water, stopping beside the ledge on which Anna sat. She looked up at him and smiled; a weary, loving smile. "Thank you," she said, taking the ladle and drinking from it, then offered it back. "No," he said softly, shaking his head. "You finish it." With a smile, she drained the ladle and handed it back. "Well, Atrus," she said, suddenly relaxed, as if the water had washed the tiredness from her. "What did you see?" He hesitated, then. "I saw a brown cloth sack, and the sack moved." Her laughter was unexpected. Atrus frowned, then grinned as she produced the sack from within the folds of her cloak. It was strange, for it seemed not to hold anything. Not only that, but the cloth of the sack was odd-much coarser than those the traders normally used. It was as if it had been woven using only half the threads. If it had held salt, the salt would have spilled through the holes in the cloth, yet the sack held something. "Well?" she said, amused by his reaction. "Are you going to take it?" He stared at her, genuinely surprised. "For me?" "Yes," she said. "For you." Gingerly, he took it from her, noticing that the sack's mouth was tied with the same red twine as the seed bag. "What is it?" "Look and see," she said, taking her knife and handing it to him by the handle. "But be careful. It might bite." He froze, looking to her, perplexed now. "Oh, go on," she said, laughing softly. "I'm only teasing you, Atrus. Open it." Slowly, reluctantly, he slipped the blade beneath the twine and pulled. The mouth of the sack sighed open. Putting the blade down on the rock, he lifted the glasses up onto the top of his head, then grasped the sacks neck, slowly drawing it open, all the while peering into its dark interior. There was something there. Something small and hunched and ... The sound made him drop the sack and jerk back, the hairs at his neck standing up with shock. "Careful..." Anna said, bending down to pick the sack up. Atrus watched, astonished, as she took out something small and finely furred. For a moment he didn't understand, and then, with a shock, he saw what it was. A kitten! Anna had bought him a kitten! He made a sound of delight, 'then, getting to his feet, took a step toward her, bending close to look at the tiny thing she held. It was beautiful. Its fur was the color of the desert sand at sunset, while its eyes were great saucers of green that blinked twice then stared back at him curiously. In all it was no bigger than one of Anna's hands. "What is it called?" he asked. "She's called Pahket." "Pahket?" Atrus looked up at his grandmother, frowning, then reached out and gently stroked the kittens neck. "The name's an ancient one. The eldest of the traders said it was a lucky name." "Maybe," Atrus said uncertainly, "but it doesn't feel right. Look at her. She's like a tiny flame." He smiled as the kitten pressed against his hand and began to purr noisily. "Then maybe you should call her that." "Flame?" Anna nodded. She watched her grandson a moment, then spoke again. "There's a small day bowl in the kitchen ..." Atrus looked up. "The blue one?" "Yes. Flame can use it. In fact, she could probably do with some water now, having been in that sack" Atrus smiled, then, as if he'd done it all his infant life, picked the kitten up with one hand, cradling it against his side, and carried her across, vaulting up the steps in twos and threes before ducking inside the kitchen. A moment later he reemerged, the bowl in his other hand. "Come on. Flame," he said, speaking softly to the kitten as if it were a child, his thumb gently rubbing the top of its head, "lets get you a drink." * * * As darkness fell, Atrus sat on the narrow balcony that ran the length of the outer sleeping chamber, the dozing kitten curled beside him on the cool stone ledge as he stared up at the moon. It had been a wonderful day, but like all days it had to end. Below and to his right, he could see his grandmother, framed in the brightly lit window of the kitchen, a small oil lamp casting its soft yellow glow over her face and upper arms as she worked, preparing a tray of cakes. They, like the kitten, were a treat, to celebrate his seventh birthday in two days' time. The thought of it made him smile, yet into his joy seeped an element of restlessness. Happy as he was here with his grandmother, he had recently begun to feel that there was more than this. There had to be. He looked past the moon, following a line of stars until he found the belt of the hunter, tracing the shape of the hunters bow in the night sky as his grandmother had taught him. There were so many things to know, so many things yet to learn. And when I've learned them all, grandmother? He remembered how she had laughed at that, then leaned toward him. There's never an end to learning, Atrus. There are more things in this universe, yes, and more universes, than w could ever hope to know. And though he did not quite understand what she had meant by that, simply staring at the vastness of the night sky gave him some tiny inkling of the problem. Yet he was curious to know all he could-as curious as the sleeping kitten beside him was indolent. He looked down from that vastness. All about him the cleft was dotted with tiny lights that glowed warmly in the darkness. "Atrus?" He turned, looking up as Anna came and crouched beside him on the narrow ledge. "Yes, grandmother?" "You have a lot to write in your journal today." Atrus smiled, then stroked the kitten, petting it between the ears, and feeling it push back against his fingers. "I wrote it earlier, while you were in the storeroom." "Ah ...." She reached out, gently brushing the kittens Hank with the backs of her fingers. "And how goes your experiment?" "Which one?" he asked, suddenly eager. "Your measurements. I saw you out there earlier." For nearly six months now Atrus had been studying the movement of the dunes on the far side of the volcano. He had placed a series of long stakes deep into the sand along the dune's edge, then had watched, meticulously measuring the daily movement of the dune, using the stakes as his baseline, then marking those measurements down on a chart in the back of his journal. "I've almost finished," he said, his eyes shining brightly in the moonlight. "Another few weeks and I'll have my results." Anna smiled at that, amused and yet proud of the care he took. There was no doubting it, Atrus had a fine mind-a true explorers mind-and a curiosity to match. "And have you a theory?" she asked, noting how he sat up straighter to answer her. "They move," he answered. "A little or a lot?" H e smiled. "It depends." "Depends?" "On what you think is a little, or what you think is a lot." She laughed, enjoying his answer. "A little would be, oh, several inches a year, a lot would be a mile." "Then it's neither," he answered, looking down at Flame again. The kitten was dozing now, her head tucked down, her gentle snores a soft sound in the darkness. Anna reached out, her fingers brushing his hair back from his eyes. In some ways he was an ungainly child, yet there was something about him that was noble. The kindness, the sharp intelligence in his eyes-these things distinguished him, giving the lie to his physical awkwardness. "It changes," he said, his eyes meeting hers again. "Changes?" "The rate at which the dune travels. Sometimes it barely moves, but when there's a storm ..." "Yes?" she asked quietly. "It's the wind," he said. "It pushes the smaller grains up the windward side of the dune. From there they tumble over the crest, onto the leeward side. That's why the dune is shaped the way it is. The larger, coarser grains don't move so much, that's why the windward slope is gradually curved. It's packed densely. You can walk on it as on a rock. But the leeward side ..." "Yes?" she said, encouraging him. He frowned, wrinkling up his nose as he thought it through. "Well, the leeward side is constantly changing. The fine grains build up, forming a steep slope, until... well, until they all tumble down. If you try to walk on it you sink down into it. It's not packed like the windward side." Anna smiled, her eyes never leaving his face. "You say it tumbles over. Do you know why?" Atrus nodded enthusiastically, making Flame stir in his lap. "It has to do with how the grains balance on each other. Up to a certain angle they're fine, but beyond that..." "And have you measured that angle?" she asked, pleased with him. Again he nodded. "Thirty-five degrees. That's the steepest it gets before it begins to slip." "Good," she said, resting her hands on her knees. "It seems like you've considered everything, Atrus. You've tried to see the Whole." Atrus had looked down, gazing at the sleeping kitten. Now he looked up again. "The Whole!" She laughed softly. "It's something my father used to say to me. What I mean by it, is that you've looked at the problem from many angles and considered how the pieces fit together. You've asked all the questions that needed to be asked and come up with the answers. And now you have an understanding of it." She smiled and reached out again, letting her hand rest lightly on his shoulder. "It may seem a small thing, Atrus-after all, a dune is but a dune-but the principle's a sound one and will stand you in good stead whatever you do, and however complex the system is you're looking at. Always consider the Whole, Atrus. Always look at the interrelated-ness of things, and remember that the 'whole' of one thing is always just a part of something else, something larger." Atrus stared at her, slowly nodding, the seriousness of his gaze belying his seven years. Seeing it, Anna sighed inwardly. Sometimes he made her feel so proud. Such fine, clear eyes he had. Eyes that had been so encouraged to see that yearned to observe and question the world around him. "Grandmother?" "Yes, Atrus?" "Can I draw a picture of Flame?" "No," she said, smiling down at him. "Not now. It's time for bed. You want Flame to sleep with you?" He grinned and nodded. "Then bring her through. She can sleep at the foot of your bed tonight. Tomorrow we'll make a basket for her." "Grandmother?" "Yes, Atrus?" "Can I read for a while?" She smiled then reached out to ruffle his hair. "No. But I'll come and tell you a story, if you like." His eyes widened. "Please. And Nanna?" "Yes?" she asked, surprised by his use of the familiar term. "Thank you for Flame. She's beautiful. I'll take good care of her." "I know you will. Now come inside. It's late." * * * Atrus's bed was on a shelf of rock cut into the back wall of the inner sleeping chamber like a tiny catacomb. A beautifully woven quilt was his mattress, while a large, doubled square of cloth, sewn neatly by Anna along the edges and decorated with a pattern of tiny, embroidered golden stars, served for a sheet. In a niche in the rock at the head of the shelf rested a small oil lamp, secured by narrow metal bars at top and bottom. Anna reached in and, lifting the curiously engraved glass, lit the wick, then moved back, letting Atrus climb into the tiny space. Soon he would be too big for the sleeping shelf, but for now it sufficed. Looking at her grandson, she felt a twinge of regret; regret for the passing of innocence, knowing that she should cherish such moments as this, for they could not last. Nothing lasted. Neither individual lives, nor empires. "So," she said, tucking him in, then lifting the half-dozing cat onto him, so he could cuddle it a while, "what would you like me to tell you?" He looked away from her a moment, his pale eyes seeming to read the flickering shadows within the shelf, then met her eyes again, smiling. "How about the tale of Kerath?" "But you've heard that several times now, Atrus." "I know, but I'd like to hear it again. Please, grandmother." She smiled and lay her hand on his brow, then, dosing her eyes, began the ancient tale. It was set in the land of the D'ni, dating back, so it was said, to the time, thousands of years ago, when their homeland had suffered the first of the great earthquakes that, ultimately, had caused them to flee and come here. Kerath had been the last of the great kings; last not because he was deposed but because, when he had achieved all he had set out to achieve, he had stepped down and appointed a council of elders to run the D'ni lands. But the "tale of Kerath" was the story of the young princes teenage years and how he had spent them in the great underground desert of Tre'Merktee, the Place of Poisoned Waters. And when Atrus heard the tale, what did he think? Did he imagine himself a young prince, like Kerath, banished into exile by his dead fathers brother? Or was it something else in the tale that attracted him, for there was no doubting that this was his favorite story. As she came to a close, narrating the final part, of how Kerath tamed the great lizard and rode it back into the D'ni capital, she could sense how Atrus clung to her every word, following each phrase, each twist in the story. In her mind she closed the book silently and set it aside, as she had once done for another little boy in another time, in a place very different from this. Opening her eyes, she found Atrus staring up at her. "Are there many tales, grandmother?" She laughed. "Oh, thousands ..." "And do you know them all?" She shook her head. "No. Why, it would be impossible, Atrus. D'ni was a great empire, and its libraries were small cities in themselves. If I were to try to memorize all the tales of the D'ni it would take me several lifetimes, and even then I would have learned but a handful of them." "And are the tales true?" Amis asked, yawning and turning to face the wall. "Do you believe them?" He was silent, then, with a sleepy sigh, "I guess so." Yet she sensed he was not satisfied. Reaching out, she lifted the blanket until it covered his neck, then, leaning across, kissed his brow. "Shall I leave Flame where she is?" "Mmmm ..." he answered, already half asleep. Smiling, Anna reached across and, lifting the glass, snuffed the lamp, then stood and left the room. The lamp was still burning in her workroom on the far side of the cleft. The half-completed sculpture lay where shed left it on the desk, the workbox open next to it, the delicate stone-working instruments laid out in their trays. For a moment she stood there, looking down at it, considering what needed to be done, then moved past it, reaching up to take a tiny, pearl-backed case from the shelf where she kept her books. Thumbing the clasp, she opened it and stared at her reflection, drawing a wisp of gray hair back off her brow. "What do you see, Anna?" The face that looked back at her was strong and firm, the bone structure delicate without being brittle; refined, rather than coarse. In her time she had been a great beauty. But time was against her now. The thought made her smile. She had never been vain, yet she had always-always wondered just how much of her real self showed in her face. How much the interplay of eye and mouth revealed. And yet how much those same subtle features could hide. Take Atrus, for instance. When he smiled, he smiled not simply with his lips but with the whole of his face, the whole of his being: a great, radiant smile that shone out from him. Likewise, when he was thinking, it was as if one could see right through him-like glass-and watch the thoughts fizz and sparkle in his head. And her own face? She tilted her head slightly to the side, examining herself again, noting this time the tiny blue beads she had tied into her braids, the colorful, finely woven band about her neck. The face that stared back at her was pale and taut-ly fleshed, almost austere; the deeply green eyes were intelligent, the mouth sensitive; yet it was in those few small, surrounding touches-the beads, the band-that her true nature was revealed: that part, at least, that loved embellishment. From childhood on, she had always been the same. Give her a blank page and she would fill it with a poem or a story or a picture. Give her a blank wall and she would always-always decorate it. Give me a child ... She snapped the tiny case shut and slipped it back onto the shelf. Give her a child and she would fill its head with marvels. With tales and thoughts and facts beyond imagining. What do you see, Anna? Yawning, she reached across to douse the light, then answered the silent query. "I see a tired old woman who needs her sleep." "Maybe," she answered after a moment, smiling, remembering the girl shed been. Then, stepping out onto the steps that hugged the cleftwall, she quickly crossed the cleft once more, making for her bed. CHAPTER 2 The first sign was a darkening of the sky far to the east, high up, not where you would expect a sandstorm. Atrus was exploring the sun-facing slope of the volcano, searching for rare rocks and crystals to add to his collection, when he looked up and saw it-a tiny smudge of darkness against the solid blue. For a moment he wasn't quite sure what it was. He moved his head, thinking it might be a blemish in one of the lenses, but it wasn't that. Looking back, he found it was still there. Not only that, but it was growing. Even as he watched it seemed to darken. Atrus felt a vague unease grip him. The ten-year-old turned, making his way back down the slope, then hurried across the open stretch of sand between the nearest ledge and the cleft, panting from the heat. Stopping only to slip his sandals into the gap beneath the cleftwall's lip, he clambered down the rope ladder, making the stone rungs clatter against the wall. That noise alerted Anna. On the far side of the shadowy cleft, the top half of the hinged door to her workroom swung open. She looked out, her eyebrows formed into a question. "Atrus?" "Something's coming." "People, you mean?" He shook his head. "No. Something big in the sky, high up. Something black." "A sandstorm?" "No ... the whole sky is turning black." Her laugh was unexpected. "Well, well," she said, almost as if she'd half expected whatever it was. "We'll need to take precautions." Atrus stared at his grandmother, perplexed. "Precautions?" "Yes," she said, almost gaily now. "If it's what I think it is, we'd best take advantage of it while we can. The chance is rare enough." He stared at her as if she were speaking in riddles. "Come on," she said, "help me now. Go fetch the seeds from the store room. And bowls. Fetch as many bowls as you can from the kitchen and set them up all around the cleftwall." Still he stared at her, openmouthed. "Now," she said, grinning at him. "If you could see it on the horizon then it'll be upon us before long. We need to be prepared for it." Not understanding, Atrus did as he was told, crossing the rope bridge to fetch the seeds, then crisscrossing it time and again, carefully ferrying every bowl he could find and setting them all around the cleftwall's rim. That done, he looked to her. Anna was standing on the cleftwall, staring out, one hand shielding her eyes against the glare. Atrus went across and climbed up, standing next to her. Whatever it was, it now filled a third of the horizon, a great black veil that linked the heavens and the earth. From where he stood it seemed like a fragment of the night ripped from its appointed time. "What is it?" he asked. In all his ten years he had not seen its like. "Its a storm, Atrus," she said, turning to him with a smile. "That blackness is a huge rain cloud. And if were lucky-if were very, very lucky-then that rain will fall on us." "Rain?" "Water," she said, her smile broadening. "Water falling from the sky." He looked from her to the great patch of darkness, his mouth open in astonishment. "From the sky?" "Yes," she answered, raising her arms, as if to embrace the approaching darkness. "I've dreamed of this, Atrus. So many nights I've dreamed." It was the first time she had said anything of her dreams, and again he stared at her as if she'd been transformed. Water from the sky. Dreams. Day turned to night. Putting his right hand against his upper arm he pinched himself hard. "Oh, you're awake, Atrus," Anna said, amused by his reaction. "And you must stay awake and watch, for you'll see sights you may never see again." Again she laughed. "Just watch, my boy. Just watch!" Slowly, very slowly it came closer, and as it approached the air seemed to grow cooler and cooler. There was the faintest breeze now, like an outrider moving ahead of the growing darkness. "All right," she said, turning to him after a long silence. "Let's get to work. We need to scatter the seeds all around the cleft. Use all the bags but one. We'll not get this chance again. Not for many years." He did as she told him, moving in a daze, conscious all the while of the blackness that now filled the whole of the horizon. From time to time he would look up fearfully, then duck his head again. Finished, he pocketed the tiny cloth bag then clambered up onto the cleftwall. Flame was sheltering beneath the stone ledge on the floor of the cleft. Seeing her there, Anna called to him. "Atrus! You'd better put Flame in your room. If she stays where she is she'll be in danger." Atrus frowned, not understanding how she could possibly be in danger. Surely the deft was the safest place? But he did not argue, merely went and, gathering Flame under his arm, took her into the storeroom and locked her in. Returning to the lip of the cleftwall he saw that the storm was almost upon them. Climbing out onto the open sands, he looked to Anna, wondering what they would do, where they would hide, but his grandmother seemed unconcerned. She merely stood there, watching that immense darkness approach, undaunted by it, smiling all the while. Turning, she called to him, raising her voice against the noise of the oncoming storm. "Take your glasses off, Atrus, you'll see better!" Again, he did as he was told, stowing the heavy lenses with their thick leather strap in the deep pocket of his cloak. Ahead, the storm front was like a massive, shimmering wall of black and silver, a solid thing advancing on him, filling the whole of the sky ahead of him, tearing up the desert sand as it went. Strange, searingly bright flashes seemed to dance and flicker in that darkness, accompanied by a low, threatening rumble that exploded suddenly in a great crash of sound. Trembling, he closed his eyes, his teeth clenched tight, his body crouched against the onslaught, and then the rain burst over him, soaking him in an instant, drumming against his head and shoulders and arms with such fierceness that for a moment he thought it would beat him to the ground. He gasped with shock, then staggered around, surprised to hear, over the rain's fierce thundering, Anna's laughter. He looked down past his feet at the earth, astonished by its transformation. A moment before he had been standing on the sand. Now his feet were embedded in a sticky, swirling mess that tugged at him as he tried to free himself. "Anna!" he called, turning to appeal to her, putting his arms out. She came across, giggling now like a young girl. The rain had plastered her hair to her head, while her clothes seemed painted to her long, gaunt body like a second skin. "Isn't it wonderful!" she said, putting her face up to the rain, her eyes closed in ecstasy. "Close your eyes, Atrus, and feel it on your face." Once more he did as he was told, fighting down his instinct to run, letting the stinging rain beat down on his exposed cheeks and neck. After a moment his face felt numb. Then, with a sudden change he found hard to explain, he began to enjoy the sensation. He ducked his head down and squinted at her. Beside him, his grandmother was hopping on one leg, and slowly turning, her hands raised above her head and spread, as if in greeting to the sky. Timidly he copied her. Then, as the mood overtook him, he began to twirl about madly, the rain falling and falling and falling, the noise like the noise at the heart of a great sandstorm, so loud there was a silence in his head. And then, with a suddenness that made him gasp, it was gone. He turned, blinking, in time to see it drift across the cleft and climb the volcano wall, a solid curtain of falling water that left the desert floor dark and flat behind it. Atrus looked about him, seeing how every pot was filled to the brim-a score of trembling mirrors reflecting back the sudden, startling blue of the sky. He made to speak, to say something to Anna, then turned back, startled by the sudden hissing noise that rose from the volcano's mouth. As he watched, great billows of steam rose up out of the caldera, as if the dormant giant had returned to life. "It's all right," Anna said, coming over and placing her hand on his shoulder. "It's only where the rain has seeped down into the deep vents." Atrus burrowed into his grandmothers side. Yet he was no longer afraid. Now that it had passed-now that he had survived it-he felt elated, exhilarated. "Well?" she asked quietly. "What did you think?" "Where did it come from?" he asked, watching, fascinated, as that massive dark wall receded slowly into the distance. "From the great ocean," she answered. "It travels hundreds of miles to get here." He nodded, but his mind was back watching that great silver-black curtain rush toward him once again and swallow him up, feeling it drum against his flesh like a thousand blunt needles. Atrus glanced up at his grandmother and laughed. "Why, you're steaming, grandmother!" She grinned and poked him gently. "And so are you, Atrus. Come, let's go inside, before the sun dries us out again." He nodded and began to climb the cleftwall, meaning to go and free Flame from the storeroom, yet as he popped his head over the rim he stopped dead, his mouth falling open in a tiny oh of surprise. Below him the cleft was a giant blue-black mirror, the shadow of the steep walls dividing it in half, like a jagged shield. Coming alongside him, Anna crouched and, smiling, looked into his face. "Would you like to learn to swim, little sand worm?" * * * Anna woke Atrus in the dark before first light, shaking him gently then standing back, the lamp held high, its soft yellow glow filling the shelf where he lay. "Come," she said simply, smiling at him as he knuckled his eyes. "I've something to show you." Atrus sat up, suddenly alert. Something had happened. Something ... He stared at her. "Was it real, grandmother? Did it really happen? Or did I dream it?" "It happened," she answered softly. Then, taking his hand, she led him out, through her own shadowed chamber and onto the narrow balcony. The moon was two days off full, and though it was no longer at its zenith, its light still silvered the far edge of the pool. Atrus stood there, breathing shallowly, transfixed by the sight, staring down into the perfect ebon mirror of the pool. Not the pool hed known from infancy, but a bigger, more astonishing pool-a pool that filled the cleft from edge to edge. Staring into it he let a sigh escape him. "The stars ..." Anna smiled and leaned past him, pointing out the shape of the hunter in the water. "And there," she said. "Look, Atrus, there's the marker star." He stared at the brilliant pure blue star then looked up, seeing its twin there in the heavens. "Is this it?" he asked, after a moment, turning to look at her. "Is this what you were going to show me?" She shook her head. "No ... Come. Follow me" In the moment before he emerged from the deft- in that instant before he saw what his grandmother had woken him to see-Atrus paused on the second top rung of the ladder and looked down. Below him, far below, it seemed-so far that it was almost as if he had been inverted and now hung out over space-lay the star-dusted sky. For a moment the illusion was perfect, so perfect that, had he let go of the rung, he was certain that he would have fallen forever. Then, conscious that his grandmother was waiting patiently on the other side of the lip, he pulled himself up onto the top of the cleftwall. And stopped, stone still, his jaw dropped, the sight that met his eyes incredible and dreamlike. Between the cleft and the lip of the caldera, the whole side of the volcano was carpeted in flowers. Even in the moonlight he could distinguish those bright colors. Violets and blues, dark greens and lavender, bright reds and violent oranges. He stared, uncomprehending. It was impossible. "They're called ephemerals," Anna said, speaking into that perfect silence. "Their seeds-hundreds of thousands of tiny seeds-lay in the dry earth for years. And then, when finally the rains come, they blossom. For a single day-for one single night-they bloom. And then ..." She sighed. It was the saddest sound Atrus had ever heard. He looked to her, surprised by that sound. There had been such joy in her voice, such excitement. "What is it, grandmother?" She smiled wistfully then reached out, petting his head. "It's nothing, Atrus. I was thinking of your grandfather, that's all. Thinking how much he would have loved this." Atrus jumped down, his feet welcomed by the lush, cool feel of vegetation. The earth beneath was damp and cool. He could squidge it between his toes. Crouching, he ran his hands over the tops of the tiny blooms, feeling how soft, how delicate they were, then plucked a single, tiny flower, holding it before his face to study it. It had five tiny pink petals and delicate stamen the color of sandstone. He let it fall. For a moment he knelt there, his eyes taking it all in. Then, suddenly, a new thought struck him. Jerking around, he looked to Anna. "The seeds!" Atrus stood and, picking his way carefully about the cleftwall, stooped here and there, examining all those places where, before the storm had come, he had scattered their precious seeds. After a while he looked to Anna and laughed. "It worked! The seeds have germinated! Look, Nanna, look!" She stood there, grinning back at him. "Then we'd better harvest them, Atrus. Before the sun comes up. Before the desert takes back what it's given us." * * * The work was done. Now there was rime simply to explore. As the dawns light began to cast its long shadows over the sands, Atrus climbed the side of the volcano. Flame in tow, the ginger cat intoxicated, it seemed, by the sudden profusion of flowers. She romped and rolled about as if the years had peeled back and she was a kitten again. Watching her, Atrus giggled. He wore his glasses now, the sun-filter set low, the magnification high. Now was the time to indulge his curiosity, before the sun climbed too high and the heat grew too unbearable; and before, as Anna assured him they would, the blooms dried up and vanished. For a time he wandered idly, almost as aimless as the tiny, scrawny cat that was his constant companion. Then, without knowing it, he found himself looking for something. Or rather, not so much looking as trying to pinpoint exactly what it was he'd seen but not understood. He stood still, turning only his head, trying to locate just what it was he'd glimpsed. At first he saw nothing. Then, with a little start, he saw. TherdYes, there in that shallow incline that ran down to one of the volcano's small, inactive vents! Atrus went across and stood over it, nodding to himself. There was no doubt about it, the vegetation here was more lush, the flowers bigger, their leaves thicker and broader. And why was that? He bent down and, reaching in among the tiny stems, pulled one of the plants up and examined its shallow roots. Earth clung to it. He lifted it and sniffed. There was something strange, something almost metallic about that smell. Minerals. Somehow the presence of minerals-specific minerals?-had helped the plants grow larger here. He cleared a tiny space with one hand, then scooped up a handful of the earth and carefully spilled it into one of the pockets of his cloak. Straightening up, he looked back down the slope to where Flame was lying on her back in a patch of bright yellow flowers, pawing at the sky. "Come on!" he said, excited now, wanting to test his theory. * * * Almost three months had passed now since the day of desert rains. Since then the ten-year-old had labored every evening, stood at his workspace, an oil lamp hung on a peg on the wall at his side. Flame sleeping on the floor nearby as he patiently tracked down which of the chemicals he had found in the sample was responsible for the enhanced growth. His workroom was in a small, freshly cut alcove at the back of Anna's room. Working carefully, patiently, over the period of a year, he had chipped the narrow space from the rock with his own hands, using his grandmother's stoneworking tools, careful to remove the stone a little at a time as she had taught him, checking all the while for weaknesses in the rock, for flaws in its structure that might split and bring the whole wall tumbling down on them. There was a ledge-a working surface he had smoothed and polished until the surface seemed like glass. Strange-looking technical instruments littered that surface now. Above it he had cut three narrow shelves where he stored his things: narrow cuplike pots made of stone and clay, tiny handwoven baskets filled with various powders and chemicals, the bleached bones of various desert animals, and, on the topmost shelf, his collection of rare rocks and crystals: polished agates like the pouting lips of strange creatures; a large chunk of zeolite, which reminded him of the whiskers of some exotic snow beast; nodules of blue azurite beside a cluster of bright yellow sulfur crystal; a long, beveled finger of icelike quartz, and, in a tiny transparent box, a single tiger's eye. These and many others crowded the shelf, sorted into the seven systems- cubic, tetragonal, monoclinic, orthorhombic, triclinic, hexagonal, and trigonal-he had read of in his grandmothers books. On the wall behind his work ledge was the hanging his grandmother had made for him from the red and blue silk she had bought from the traders that time, its fringed edge decorated with tassels of gold thread. Hand-drawn pictures and diagrams-some his, some Anna's-filled the remaining walls. His task had not been easy, not with the basic equipment he had at his disposal. Atrus had thought, at first, that the task would prove a simple one. He had expected to find, at most, three, maybe four different chemicals in the sample, but to his surprise-and dismay-it had not proved anything as straightforward. After weeks of testing, he had identified more than thirty different elements in the sample. The vents, it seemed, were a regular cornucopia of chemical life. Nor was it easy to devise ways to test his theory. His grandmothers books, which had whole chapters on the shaping and uses of stone and metal, had few entries on agriculture. He had been forced to improvise. * * * When Atrus sensed the crop was ripe for harvesting, he picked a number of the bigger shoots-choosing a couple from among each different type-and, placing them in Annas best basket, carried them up to the kitchen. He stood there at the stone sink next to the window, staring out across the cleft as he rinsed the shoots thoroughly, taking care to remove all of the dirt from their roots. Down below, Flame had gone across to the patch and was sniffing the earth where it had been disturbed, and tentatively rooting about with her paw. Atrus watched her a while, smiling broadly at her antics, then, giving the shoots a good shake to remove the last few drops of water, he lay them on the cutting board and went across, removing one of Anna's knives from the rack. As he began to chop and prepare the shoots, he watched Flame stretch and settle among the remaining shoots, cleaning herself, her tiny pink tongue licking her paws before she began to groom her short orange fur. "Hey you," he said, laughing gently. It was bad enough that she ate the spearmint grass on the far side of the pool, without her making a bed out of his special patch. Finished, he took the chopped shoots across and scraped them into the earthenware bowl. They had a fresh, clean scent, like mint, though not as sweet. Taking a short length he put it to his nose, sniffing it, then popped it in his mouth. It tasted good, too. Fresh and ... Atrus grimaced. There was a distinct aftertaste; a bitter, unpleasant tang. He ran the tip of his tongue around his gums, then shivered. "Eeuch!" "Atrus?" He turned to find Anna standing there, looking at him curiously. "What is it?" "Nothing," he said, picking up the bowl and taking it across to the sink again. Maybe he hadn't washed them thoroughly enough. The last thing he wanted was for them to taste bad. He felt Anna's fingers brush his back softly as she made her way past him to the scullery, then felt her breath on his neck as she leaned over him. "They look good," she commented, smiling as he turned to look at her. "Shall I cook some rice to go with them?" He shook his head. "No. I'll do it. And I'll make a special sauce." She nodded, then, pressing his arm gently, moved past him and out onto the steps. Atrus watched her go, then turned back, looking out across the cleft once more. Flame had settled now, curled up in a tiny orange ball amidst the bright green shoots. He smiled, then, pouring fresh water from the pitcher by his side, set to rinsing the shoots through once again. * * * Atrus was repairing the stonework at the far end of the cleftwall when the pains started. At first he thought it was just a cramp and, stretching his left arm to ease the muscles down that side, made to carry on. Yet as he reached up to take the trowel, a shooting pain went right through him, making him double up. "Atrus?" Anna was at his side in an instant. "Atrus? What is it? What's the matter?" He made to tell her, but the next one took his breath. He knelt, wincing with the pain. It was like being stabbed. "Atrus?" He looked up at her, his vision glazed momentarily. Then, unable to help himself, he began to throw up. After a while he lifted his head, feeling drained, exhausted, his brow beaded with sweat. Anna was kneeling next to him, her arm about his shoulders, murmuring something to him. "What?" "The shoots," she said, repeating what she'd been saying. "It must have been the shoots. Did you eat some?" Atrus began to shake his head, then remembered. "I did. Just one. I..." There was a tremor in his stomach, a momentary pain. He swallowed then looked back at her. "It must have been something in them," Anna said, reaching up to wipe his brow. "What did you use?" "Use?" His thoughts were in disarray. He felt lightheaded and disoriented. "I didn't..." It came to him suddenly. The chemicals. It must have been something in the chemicals. And then he remembered. The aftertaste. That bitterness ... not strong, but unpleasant enough to alert him. He groaned. "I've let you down!" "No," Anna said, pained by his words. "You can't get it right every time. If you did ..." He looked at her, angry not with her but with himself. "I could have killed you. Killed us both!" Anna winced and made to shake her head, to deny him, but he was staring at her now, defying her to say no. "No, Atrus," she said finally. "You haven't let me down. You'll learn from this." But Atrus seemed unconvinced. "I nearly killed us," he repeated, shaking his head. "I nearly ..." She reached out and held him to her, hugging him until he grew still, relaxed. Then, helping him get up, she took him over to the pool and, kneeling him beside it, scooped up water in her hands and washed his face and neck. "There," she said finally, smiling at him. "That's better." . Slowly, wearify, he got to his feet. "I guess I'd better dig it all up. I..." He turned, staring. "Flame?" Anna stepped past him, then crouched beside the tiny orange bundle. For a moment she was still, her ear pressed against its side, then, with a slowness that confirmed what Atrus had most feared, she straightened up. "I'm sorry," she said. "I ..." Atrus stepped across and knelt beside her. For a moment he was very still, looking down at the tiny animal. Then, carefully, as if it only slept, he picked it up and, cuddling it against him, took it across to where a tiny patch of blue flowers bordered the cleft's side. Anna turned, watching him, seeing how dignified he was at that moment; how grown up; how he kept in all he was feeling. And she knew, unmistakably, that in that instant he had shed something of his childishness and had taken a further step out into the adult world. Out, away from her. CHAPTER 3 In the blistering heat of the late afternoon sun, faint wisps of sulfurous steam rose from tiny fumaroles in the volcano's mouth, coiling like a dancers veils in that shadowy dark beneath the edge before they vanished in the intense glare above. Atrus stood on the lip of the volcano, staring out across the deep bowl of the caldera, his glasses-the largest of the two pairs that had hung in his grandmother's workroom-pulled down over his face, the thick leather band hugging the back of his shaven head tightly beneath the white cloth hood he wore. Over his mouth and nose was the cloth mask Anna had made for him and insisted that he wear, while about his waist was a thick belt studded with tools-a perfect copy of the one his grandmother wore about her own. Fourteen now, Atrus had grown fast this past year; he was almost a mans height, but he had yet to fill out. His face, too, had changed, taking on the harder, more angular shapes of manhood, both nose and chin having lost the softness they'd had in childhood. He was not a weak boy, not by any means, yet watching him from the top of the cleftwall, Anna noted how thin he was. When the desert winds blew she was afraid they would carry him away, there seemed so little of him. For the past few weeks he had been setting up his experiment. Now he was ready to begin. Turning, Atrus clambered down, out of the burning light, into the deep, much cooler shadow just below the lip. Here, on a narrow ledge, he had rigged up most of his equipment. Straight ahead the volcano wall fell away steeply, while to his right, just beyond a curiously rounded rock that looked as though it had been formed from melting mud, was a narrow vent. Above it he had placed a domed cap made of beaten metal. It was crudely manufactured, but effective, and he had staked it to the surrounding rock with four thick pins. On top of the dome was fixed a small metal cylinder. Atrus reached up, his gloved hands gently turning the tiny knobs on either side of his glasses, adjusting the opacity of the lenses so that he could see better. Then, brushing a fine layer of dust from the top of the metal cap, he leaned forward and studied the finger-length silver valve, checking its welding for the dozenth time before glancing at the two crudely calibrated gauges that were set into the dome's face to either side of the valve. Just above each of the dials was a thumb-sized metal stud, a small circular hole bored through the top of each. Atrus straightened, letting out a long breath. He had one chance at this, so it had to be right. If it went wrong, if it didn't work, then it would be a year or more before they could get all the parts they needed from the traders. He turned, looking up to where two big, coiled wires-wires he had made himself under Anna's supervision-dangled over the edge of the crater. Just above them, jutting out over the drop, was a long arm of jet black stone. Two small wheels had been pinned into its. face at the far end where it overhung the volcano. A handwoven rope ran between the wheels, forming a winch. Like the cap, it seemed crude, yet it would serve its purpose perfectly. To test it, Atrus had spent several afternoons lowering rocks into that maw, then raising them again-rocks many times the weight of the load it would have to carry now. On the other side of the craters lip, just next to where the rock arm was weighed down by a pile of heavy stones, sheltered by a makeshift tent, was his pride and joy-the beginning and the end of all this patient endeavor: his battery. Reaching up, he grasped one of the wires, pulling it toward him, drawing out enough of its length so that it stretched to the metal cap. Attaching it to one of the studs, he then repeated the process. Adjusting his glasses, he clambered back up the wall and over the lip, out into the burning sunlight. For a moment he stood there, getting his breath. Each time he emerged from the shadow, it was like stepping into a furnace. Nor did it matter how often he did it; every time, that change from the cool of the shade to the sudden, stifling heat of the open was like a physical blow. Ducking under the thick cloth screen of the tent, Atrus smiled. This time he had tried hard to look at all the angles, to make sure he took all aspects of the Whole into account in his calculations. The battery rested in the corner of the tent, against a ledge of rock. Looking at the massive thing, Atrus felt a justifiable pride. He had cut the block of stone himself and, using Anna's finest cutting tools, had hollowed it, following the design in the ancient D'ni book. Making the plates for the battery was comparably easy. Chemicals lay in abundance in the dry soil surrounding the volcano, and he had been fortunate to find a large deposit of galena-the ore containing a mixture of sul-fur and lead-not far from the cleft. As for the sulfuric acid he had needed, the one substance that was in abundance on the volcano was sulfur. Indeed, when he finally came to make it, the only thing that had limited the size of the battery was its weight. Adjusting his lenses once again, Atrus knelt and studied it proudly. He had spent many nights buffing and polishing the stone, then, on a whim, had carved three ancient D'ni words into its side, the complex characters tiny, elaborate works of art in themselves: Light. Power. Force. It looked like a tiny stone house, the metallic glint of its terminals giving it a strange, exotic look. Beside it, altogether different, lay a second, much smaller box-the explosive device. This one was made of an unglazed red clay, cast in his grandmother's kiln. Undecorated, the single, rounded aperture on its top face was plugged with a hard seal of wax, from the center of which jutted a length of thick twine which he had treated with a solution of various highly reactive chemicals. On its front face was a thick, day handle. Carefully, he picked it up and, wrapping it in his cloak, carried it outside. Easing his way over the lip once more, he steadied himself, one hand against the rough, crumbling wall, as he edged down onto the ledge. Setting the box down, he turned and, standing on tiptoe, reached up and caught hold of the thick, metal hook on the end of the rope, gently tugging at it, hearing the brake mechanism click then click again on the far side of the rim. That, too, was his own invention. On some of the earliest trials of the winch, he had found that the rock dragged the rope down much too quickly, and when he'd tried to slow it, the rope had burned his palms. After much experimentation, he had devised a way of stopping the supply wheel after each rotation, so that the winch could only be operated by a series of gentle tugs. Bending down, he picked the box up again and slipped the curved tip of the hook through its handle, then turned back and, holding the rope out away from him, slowly lowered it over the drop. As the rope went taut, he moved back. There was only one more thing to do now. Reaching into the inner pocket of his cloak, he removed the ancient D'ni tinderbox. Leaning over, one hand supporting him against the rock arm, he held the flame beneath the end of the twine fuse on the dangling box, then, when it had caught, released the catch and stepped back. For a moment he thought it had gone out, then, with a fizz, it began to burn fiercely. Atrus turned and, half-running up the slope, scrambled over the rim, making for the winch. This was the most crucial part. If the fuse burned too quickly, or if for some reason the winch jammed, things would go wrong. Kneeling beside the brake wheel, he slowly began to turn it, listening to it click and click and click, all the while tensed against a sudden detonation, all the while counting in his head. When he'd counted twenty, he threw himself down, stretched out flat behind the pile of stones, his hands over his ears. ... twenty-four, twenty-five, twenty-six ... The explosion rocked the side of the volcano. It had been four seconds early, even so that didn't matter, the box would have been in the correct place, opposite the fault. Atrus laughed, then, dusting himself off, stood. As the echoes died, he could hear, through the ringing in his ears, the sound he'd hoped to hear-the strong hiss of steam forcing its way through the cap and an accompanying high-pitched mechanical whine. Still laughing, he climbed up onto the lip and looked down. The winch-arm had gone, as had a large chunk of the ledge, but the vent-protected by the huge rock-was fine. Steam hissed from the cap in a steady, forceful stream. Turning, looking down at Anna where she stood on the cleftwall, he raised his arms and waved to her eagerly, grinning with triumph. "It works!" he yelled, pulling the mask down from his nose and mouth. "It works!" From below Anna waved back to him, then, cupping her hands before her mouth, she shouted something, but it was difficult to make out what she was saying, his ears were ringing so much. Besides, the furious hissing of the steam, that high pitched whine, seemed to grow by the moment. Co back, she'd said, or something like it. Grinning, he nodded, then, waving to her again, turned back to watch the hissing cap. "It worked," he said quietly, noting how the cap was trembling now, rattling against the four restraining pins. "It really worked." Climbing down, he went across and, taking care not to get too close, edged around until he could see the gauges. Yes! A thrill of excitement went through him, seeing how both arrows were deep in the red. It was passing a chary! He stood back, grinning, then felt himself go cold. Even as he watched, one of the metal pins began to move, easing itself slowly from its berth within the rock, as though some invisible but mighty hand were pulling it from the stone. Slowly he began to edge away. As he did, the noise from the cap changed, rising a full octave, as if that same invisible hand had pressed down on the key of an organ. Atrus turned and, scrambling up the slope and over the rim, began to run, ignoring the impact of the heat, fighting it ... but it was like running through some thick, glutinous substance. He had gone barely ten paces when he tumbled forward, coming up facing the way he'd come. And as he did, the whole of the rim behind him seemed to lift into the air. * * * Coming to, Atrus looked up, surprised by the sight that met his eyes. On every side, the great walls of the volcano stretched up, forming a jagged circle where they met the startling blueness of the sky. He was in the crater-the rim must have given way. Slowly he got to his feet. Steam billowed across the rock-cluttered floor of the volcano, concealing its far edges. From time to time a figure would form from the clouds, the crystalline shapes strangely beautiful. He saw the battery at once. Going over to it, he crouched, then shook his head, amazed by its condition. It was virtually untouched. The polished stone exterior had a few buffs and scratches, but it was still in one piece. Moreover, the dial on the top showed that it was fully charged. Atrus laughed, delighted. Reaching out, he smoothed its upper surface almost lovingly. At least he knew now that the principle was sound. If he could only find the right vent, if he could only get the pressure right, then it would work and they would have an unlimited supply of electricity. Their lives would be transformed. The cleft would shine like a cat's eye in the desert night. Smiling, Atrus raised his head, looking directly ahead of him. For a moment a cloud of steam obscured his view. Then, as it cleared, he found himself staring into blackness. It was a cave. Or a tunnel of some kind. He stood, then took a step toward it. Strange. It seemed almost as though it had been-carved from the surrounding rock. The steam swirled back, concealing it. "Atrus!" He turned, looking up at Anna, high above him, silhouetted against the crater's lip. "Come up! Come up here now!" Atrus frowned. "But my battery ..." "Now!" * * * Walking back, she was unnaturally silent. Then, suddenly, she stopped and turned to face him. "Atrus, what did you see?" "I saw ..." He hesitated, surprised by her question. "Atrus. Answer me. What did you see?" "My battery. My battery was charged." She let out her breath. "And was that all?" "There was steam. Lots of steam." He frowned, then. "My battery. I've got to get my battery." He made to turn back, but she placed a hand gently on his arm. "Forget the battery. It's too dangerous. Now come, let's clean you up." CHAPTER 4 The moon was barely up when, making sure not to wake his grandmother, Atrus crept out. Taking a rope and the large piece of sack from the storeroom, he ventured out onto the volcano's slope. Halfway up the slope he paused, feeling a renewed sense of shock at the altered shape of the caldera's rim. That physical change seemed somehow linked to another, deeper change within himself. Atrus stood at the rim, looking down the loose path that hugged the volcano's inner slope. Staring down into that darkness he experienced a sense of threat he'd not felt before. He climbed over the rim, moving down into the darkness, disconcerted by the unfamiliar rumbling that emanated from the depths below. A tiny shiver ran up his spine, stirring the hairs at the back of his neck. Out on the volcano's floor it was strangely warm and humid. Atrus looked about him, then slowly made his way across, his heart pounding, his eyes searching the nearest outcrops of rock. Steam swirled and hissed, wreathing those shapes, transforming them in the moons fine, silvered light. The battery was where he left it. For a moment he crouched over it, his left hand resting loosely on its familiar casing. But his eyes were drawn to the tunnel's mouth. Compelled, he walked across. Then, taking the tinderbox from his inner pocket, he pressed the catch and stepped inside. In the glowing light from the tinder he could see how the tunnel stretched away into the darkness, sloping gradually, like a giant wormhole cutting through the solid rock. It was cool there. Surprisingly so. As if a breeze was blowing from within the tunnel. He walked on, counting his steps. At fifty paces he stopped and turned, looking back at the way he'd come. From where he stood he could not see the entrance. The curve of the tunnel obscured it from sight. He walked on, as if in some kind of spell, compelled to see where this led. The smell of sulfur was far less strong than it had been. Other, stranger smells filled the air. Musty, unfamiliar smells. Atrus turned and went over to the wall, placing his palm against it. It was cool and smooth and dry. He was about to move away when some irregularity farther down the wall drew his attention. He walked over to it, holding up the tinder, then stopped. Facing him a single word had been cut into the wall-a huge thing half his own height and twice his breadth. D'ni! There was no mistaking it. It was a D'ni word! Atrus stared at it, not recognizing it, but committing it to memory. Until now, he had only half-believed the things his grandmother had told him. There were days, indeed, when he had imagined that she had made the books on her shelves herself, in the same way she seemed to conjure her paintings from the air, or turn a piece of unformed rock into an exquisitely carved figure. Such thoughts had disturbed him, for he had never known his grandmother to lie. Yet the tales were so strange, so fantastic, that he found it hard to believe that such things had ever really happened. Atrus began to back away, to head back for the entrance, but as he did he almost slipped on something beneath his feet. It rolled away from him, beginning to glow, softly at first, then brightly, its warm red light filling the tunnel. He went across and crouched beside it, putting his hand out tentatively to see if it were hot. Satisfied it was cool, he picked it up, holding it between his thumb and forefinger to study it. It was a small, perfectly rounded rock-a marble of some kind. He had collected rocks and crystals for almost ten years now, but he had never seen its like. He cupped it in his right hand, surprised by its lack of warmth. Dousing the tinder, he slipped it into his pocket, then straightened up, holding the marble out and looking to see if there were any others, but several minutes' search revealed no more. Then, knowing that time was pressing, he turned and hurried out, meaning to raise the battery before Anna woke and wondered where he was. * * * It took almost an hour for him to drag the battery back up to the rim. Anna came and helped him the last thirty feet or so, standing on the lip above him, straining on the rope, while he knelt and pushed the battery from below. In silence they carried it down the slope to the cleft. Anna disappeared over the cleftwall, returning a moment later with a bowl of water. Atrus sat, staring at his hands where they lay folded in his lap, waiting for her to chastise him for disobeying her, but she was silent still. "It was my fault," he said finally, glancing at her, wondering why she had said nothing. "I wanted to put things right." Expressionless, she handed him the bowl. "Drink that, then come. I'll make you breakfast. I think it's time I told you a story." * * * Atrus had been sitting on the ledge beside the kitchen window, the empty bowl beside him as he listened, fascinated, to his grandmother's tale. He had heard all kinds of tales from her across the years, but this was different; different because, unlike the others, there were no great deeds of heroism, no man to match the hour. Yet, finishing her tale, Annas voice shook with emotion. "... and so, when Veovis finally returned, the fate of the D'ni was sealed. Within a day the great work of millennia was undone and the great caverns of the D'ni emptied of life. And all because of Ti'ana's mis-judgment." Atrus was silent a while, then he looked up at Anna. "So you blame Ti'ana, then?" She nodded. "But she couldn't have known, surely? Besides, she did what she thought best." "To salve her own conscience, maybe. But was it best for the D'ni? There were others who wanted Veovis put to death after the first revolt. If their voices had been listened to ... if only Ti'ana had not spoken so eloquently to the Great Council..." Anna fell silent again, her head lowered. Atrus frowned, then shook his head. "I didn't know..." "No ..." Anna stared a moment longer at her hands, then looked to him and smiled. "Nor does it really matter now. All that is in the past. The D'ni are no more. Only the tales remain." He took the still-glowing marble from his pocket and held it out to her. "I found it on the floor of the volcano." At the sight of the marble her whole countenance changed. " Where did you say you found it?" "In the volcano," he said, his voice less certain than before. "Near where the battery had fallen." She stared back at him. "In the tunnel?" "Yes." Slowly Anna reached out and took the fire marble from his hand; holding it up, she dropped it suddenly into the bowl of water at her side. Instantly it was extinguished. '"You must not go there again, Atrus. It's very dangerous down there." "But grandmother ..." She stared at him, her normally gentle face harder than he had ever seen it. "You must not go there again, Atrus. You're not ready yet. Promise me, Atrus, please." "I promise." "Good," she said, more softly, reaching out to rest her hand upon his shoulder. * * * Each afternoon, as the sun began to descend and the shadows spread across the foot of the cleft, Anna and Atrus would sit in the cool shade on the low stone ledge beside the pool and talk. Today, Atrus had brought his journal out and sat there, the ink pot beside him on the ledge, copying out the word Anna had drawn on a loose sheet. For a while he was silent, concentrating, his keen eyes flicking from Anna's drawing to his own, checking he had the complex figure right. Then he looked up. "Grandmother?" Anna, who was sitting back with her head against the cool stone wall, her eyes closed, answered him quietly. "Yes, Atrus?" "I still don't understand. You say there's no English equivalent to this word. But I can't see why that should be. Surely they had the same things as us?" She opened her eyes and sat forward, stretching out her bare, brown toes, then, placing her hands on her knees, she looked at him. "Words aren't just words, Atrus. Words are ... well, let me see if I can explain it simply. At the simplest level a word can be a label. Tree. Sand. Rock. When we use such words, we know roughly what is meant by them. We can see them in our mind's eye. Oh, what precise kind of tree, or sand or rock, for that we need further words- words which, in their turn, are also labels. A large tree. Or, maybe, a palm tree. Red sand. Or, maybe, fine sand. Jagged rocks. Or, maybe, limestone rocks. The first word alters our sense of that second word in a fairly precise manner. At another level, words can represent ideas. Love. Intelligence. Loyalty. These, as I'm sure you see at once, aren't quite so simple. We can't simply add an extra word to clarify what we mean, particularly when the ideas aren't simple ones. To get to the real meaning of such concepts we need to define them in several ways. Love, for instance, might be mixed with pride and hope, or, perhaps, with jealousy and fear. Intelligence, likewise, might refer to the unthinking, instinctive intelligence of an ant, or the deeper, more emotionally rooted intelligence of a man. And even within men, intelligence takes on many separate forms-it can be slow and deep, or quick and sparkling. And loyalty ... loyalty can be the blind loyalty of a soldier to his commander, or the stubborn loyalty of a wife to a man who has wronged her. Or..." She saw he was smiling. "What is it?" He handed her the loose sheet back. "I think I see. At least, I think I know what you were going to say." Anna found herself grinning, pleased, as ever, by his quickness, his perceptiveness. Atrus rarely needed to be told a thing twice, and often, as now, he was way ahead of her. "Go on," she said. Atrus hesitated, tilting his head slightly, as he always did when he was thinking. Then, choosing his words carefully, he began. "Well, just as those words that describe ideas are a level above the words that are simple descriptive labels, so there's a farther, more complex level above that. One which this D'ni word functions on." "Yes, and?" "I see that, but ..." He frowned, then shook his head. "What I can't see is what could be more complex than ideas. I can't picture in my head what that higher level might be." "And that's precisely why there is no English equivalent for this." "Yes, but ... what does it mean?" "This word-this particular D'ni word-is to do with the circulation of the air. With wind patterns and humidity." Atrus stared at her now, his brow knitted. "But... but surely such a word would be a label?" "No. Not this word. This word does more than simply describe." "Then ..." But he clearly could not see what she was driving at. He looked to her, his pale eyes pleading for an explanation. Anna laughed. "You must just accept that there is such a level, Atrus." "But you said ..." "I know what I said, and I still mean it. You must question everything and find the truth in it. But this once you must simply accept what I'm telling you. There is something beyond labels and ideas. Something which is a synthesis of the two. Something the D'ni discovered many, many years ago, and learned to put into words. One day you will understand more clearly, but for now ..." She could see Atrus was unhappy with that. He had been taught to question everything. To look with his own eyes, and quantify, and check. He had been taught never to accept things simply because he had been told they were true. And now ... well, now she was asking him to break the habit of his thought. I should not have had him draw that word, she thought, wondering at the instinct which had made her do it. He is not yet ready for the Caro-hevtee. Yet generally she trusted her instincts. Generally they were proved right. As he looked away, she could see how he was still struggling with the notion of how an idea could also be a label, how something so general could yet be specific and descriptive, and part of her wanted to put him out of his misery and tell him. But he wasn't ready yet. Anna stood and stretched, then looked about her at the orderliness of the cleft. Sometimes, in her imaginings, she thought of the cleft and of her grandson's mind in much the same vein, as if the one were a metaphor for the other. Yet at that moment she understood the inadequacy of the comparison, for just as one day he would outgrow this tiny living space and venture out into the world, so his thoughts and speculations were certain one day to outgrow her careful nurturing of them. Looking at him, she knew he was destined to be greater than herself. Wiser, more formidable of mind. Yet the thought did not scare her or make her envious. If anything, it made her sad, for she got great pleasure from teaching him, and to think of losing that... Anna sighed, then, picking her way carefully across the cleft, mounted the steps. It was time to make supper. * * * A full month passed and as the moon came round to full once more, Atrus made his way idly up the slope, whistling to himself-one of the songs Anna had taught him as a child: a D'ni song that had the simplest of tunes. And as he whistled, he heard Anna's voice in his head, softly singing the refrain. As he came to the end of it he looked up, and stopped dead, staring openmouthed at the sight that met his eyes. Ahead of him, the whole of the upper slope was wreathed in a thick cloud of brilliantly white vapor, as if a thick curtain had suddenly been dropped over the volcano's edge. The mist slowly roiled, like the steam on the surface of a cooking pot, neither advancing nor retreating, yet turning in upon itself constantly. It was so strange, so unlike anything Atrus had ever seen, that he stepped back, suddenly afraid. And as he did, a man stepped from within that glistening whiteness, seeming for a moment almost to be a part of it; a tall, unearthly figure with a large forehead and a strong, straight nose, over the bridge of which were strapped a pair of glasses identical to Atrus's own. A white cloak flapped out behind the stranger, giving him the appearance of some great mythical king. Rooted to the spot, Atrus watched the stranger walk down the slope toward him, his fear transformed to awe by the strength and energy, the controlled power and cold assurance of the creature who approached. Atrus staggered back, astonished. Above him, the figure stopped and, lifting the thick lenses that covered his eyes, squinted down at Atrus. "I see you have my glasses." Atrus stared, unable to answer. The man who stood above him was as pale as the moon, his hair as white as bleached marble, and the irises of his eyes were huge, a thin circle of pale green about them. His cheekbones were finely chiseled and yet strong, his hands both delicate and powerful. Everything about him-from the cut of his clothes to his aristocratic demeanor-spoke of an innate strength allied to an effortless elegance. He seemed old, certainly, but in a timeless way that reminded Atrus of his grandmother. He stared back at Atrus, as an eagle stares, then spoke again. "Well, boy? Have you no greeting for your father?" "My ..." Recognition hit Atrus like a physical blow. He shook his head. "I ..." "What's your name?" "Atrus ..." "Atrus ... of course ..."The man stretched out a hand and placed it on Atrus's head, the contact like an electric shock. "And I am Gehn, son of Atrus." Atrus swallowed. He was dreaming. For certain he was dreaming. Nervously he touched his tongue against his upper lip, feeling the hard, salty shape of a grit of sand. No. Not a dream. "Gehn," Atrus said softly, echoing the word. The stranger nodded, then removed his hand. "Good. Now go and inform your grandmother that she has a visitor." * * * Atrus ran down the moonlit slope, calling to Anna loudly as he ran, the dust flying up behind him. As he came to" the cleftwall, he almost vaulted it, forgetting to remove his sandals. "Grandmother! Grandmother!" Her head poked from the kitchen window, startled. "What's happened?" Atrus stood on the swaying bridge, breathless, gasping his answer. "A strangers come! He sent me on ahead!" Anna's mouth fell open. "Gehn ..." she said, almost whispering the word. Then, collecting herself, she ducked back inside. There was the sound of a metal bowl falling against the stone floor, and then the outside door flew open. Barefoot, she hurried down the steps that hugged the wall, her haste surprising Atrus. "Grandmother?" But she barely seemed to heed him as she circled the narrow rim of the inner wall and began to climb the rung ladder. Atrus turned, watching as she clambered up onto the cleftwall, even as the stranger with the ash-white hair, the man who called himself his father, strode across and stopped, barely ten feet from the cleft. "Mother?" he asked quietly, tilting his head slightly. "Gehn," she said once more, hesitating. Then she stepped closer, hugging him tightly. "Where have you been, my son? Why in the Makers name did you not come back?" But Atrus, watching, noticed how the warmth of her embrace was not reciprocated, how lightly the stranger's hands touched her shoulders, how distant he was as he stepped back from her, like a great lord from one of the tales. "I came to see the child," he said, as if he'd not heard her. "I came to see my son." * * * Atrus lay sprawled out on his belly on top of the cleftwall, staring across at the shadowed rectangle of the kitchen, and at the bright square of the window in which Anna and the newcomer were framed. Though the two had been talking for some while now, little of real importance had been said. Even so, there was a strange tension between them. Anna, particularly, seemed to be walking on eggshells, afraid to say too much, yet keen to know where Gehn had been and what he had done. By comparison, Gehn was relatively taciturn, ignoring her questions when it suited him not to answer them. Just now, Gehn was sitting on the polished stone ledge, to the right of the" tiny galley kitchen, beside the door, his booted feet spread wide, his long, delicate hands resting on his knees, as he looked up at Anna. He had removed his cloak. Beneath it he wore a close-cut suit of midnight blue, the jacket edged with scarlet and decorated with a pattern of repeated symbols in red and green and yellow. It was so rich, so marvelous, Atrus could barely keep his eyes from it. But there were other fantastic things to be seen, not least of which was the pipe that lay beside him on the ledge. The bottom of the pipe was a hollowed wooden bowl, from which a shaped glass stock, trimmed with silver, led to a curved copper mouthpiece. A tiny domed cap was set into the bowl in front of the stock, while at the center of the bowl, feeding into the glass of the stock, was a thick silver spindle. As Atrus watched, Gehn took a tiny glass sphere from a pouch in the thick leather belt he wore. Turning it upside down, Gehn shook it gently, revealing a clear liquid that moved slowly, glutinously, its surface reflecting the yellow lamplight like oil. Resting the sphere on his knees, Gehn unscrewed the lid to the spindle and set it aside, then poured a tiny amount of the liquid into the stock and replaced the lid. Then, taking a small leather bag from his jacket pocket, he took something from inside. Atrus gasped. It looked like the marble he had found earlier. Gehn placed it within the domed cap. Anna turned from where she stood and looked at Gehn. "Will you be staying long?" Gehn glanced at her, then replaced the lid of the cap. "No. I have to leave tomorrow," he answered, his voice heavily accented. "Ah ..." There was regret in Annas voice; hurt in those dark, familiar eyes. "It's just that ... well, I thought you might stay with Atrus a while. Get to know him, perhaps. He's a good boy. You'd be proud of him. And after all ..." Gehn tightened the cap and looked up at her, his face expressionless. "I intend to take him with me." Anna turned, facing him, shock in her face. "With you?" Atrus, watching from the darkness, felt his pulse quicken, his mouth grow dry. His heart was thudding in his chest. Gehn lifted the pipe, staring at it, then cupped it between his hands and pressed his thumb down on the silver spindle. There was a snapping sound and the pipe seemed to come alive, burning briefly with a fierce blue light. After a moment, that same light filled the whole of the stock, making the strange, oil like liquid gently bubble. In that strange, unearthly light, Gehn's face seemed very different, the shadows inverted. "Yes," he answered, meeting Anna's eyes. "Have you a problem with that?" "But Atrus belongs here..." "Here?" There was incredulity in Gehn's voice. "And where is here? Nowhere, that is where. A hole in the ground, that's all this is. Yes, and that's all it will ever be. This is no place for a son of mine. No place at all." Anna fell silent, watching Gehn as he lifted the copper mouthpiece to his mouth and inhaled, the muscles in her cheek twitching oddly. Then she spoke again, quieter than before, yet with a firmness Atrus recognized at once. "But he's not ready yet. He's too young. There's so much he has to learn ..." Taking the pipe from his mouth, Gehn interrupted her. "Of course Atrus is ready. Why, he is exactly the age I was when I first left here. And as for his education, that is the very reason I returned, so that I could teach him." "You?" Anna's tone was incredulous, yet Gehn seemed indifferent to her criticism. "Who better? I am, at least, educated to the task. And I am his father." Gehn set the pipe down and leaned toward Anna, frowning. "You did tell him about me?" She looked away, a tightness in her face. Gehn stood, angry now. "You mean you told him nothing? Kerath damn you, woman! How could you?" Anna kept her voice low, conscious of Atrus outside, listening. "And what was I to say? That his father left the very hour he was born? That he didn't even care enough to name him?" "I would have called him Atrus. You know that." She turned back, glaring at him, suddenly, explosively angry. "Yes, but you didn't! I did. Yes, and I raised him. Me, Gehn, not you. And now you want him back, as though he were a parcel you'd left with me for safekeeping! But boys aren't parcels, Gehn! They're living, growing things. And Atrus hasn't finished his growing." "I shall decide that," he said gruffly. "Besides, he can help me with my studies. Be my assistant." "Your assistant?" "In my researches. I have need of a willing helper, and the boy seems willing enough." "Researches into what?" "Into the D'ni culture." "The D'ni?" Anna laughed bitterly. "All that has gone. Don't you understand that yet?" "No," he answered, drawing himself up, a note of pride entering his voice. "You are wrong. That is where I have been these past fourteen years. In D'ni. Researching, studying, seeking out the great and mighty secrets of the D'ni culture." He gave a single, dignified nod. "I tell you, none of it was lost. It is still all there." Atrus, watching, felt a shiver go down his spine, a tiny ripple of disbelief making him feel, for that instant, that he was in a dream. Still then? But that was impossible, surely? Anna shook her head dismissively. "No, Gehn. You forget. I've seen it with these eyes. It's gone. Destroyed. Can't you accept that? Can't you forget the past?" Gehn stared back at her coldly, imperiously, accepting nothing. "Oh, I can easily believe that_yoM would like to forget it!" She stared back at him silently. "You never valued it, did you?" he continued, not sparing her. "You never cared for it the way I cared. But I am not having that for my son. I want him to know about his past. I want him to be proud of it, the way I am proud of it." He bristled with indignation. "I shall not betray him the way you betrayed iml" "Gehn! How can you say that? I did my best for iff you! "Your hisfi And how good was your best? This hole in the ground you call a home? Is this your best?" Anna looked away. "Atrus should decide. You can't just take him." Gehn leaned right in to her, his face only inches from her own. "Of course I can. I am the boys father. It is my right." "Then let me come with you. Let me look after the boy while you are teaching him." Gehn shook his head. "That would not be right. It would not be the D'ni way. Or do you forget that also? Do you forget how you gave me up to the Guild when I was but four years old." "But..." His voice overrode hers harshly. "But nothing. He is coming with me and that is that. If you wish to help, you might pack a knapsack for him for the journey. Not that he'll need much." "But Gehn ..." She reached out to touch his arm, but he pulled away from her. Turning, Gehn reached down and picked up his pipe, then, tugging open the door, he stepped out, into the open air. For a moment he stood there, turned away from where Atrus lay, drawing on his pipe, the light from the kitchen making a silhouette of him, then he turned back, his chest and arms and face revealed in the faint blue glow of the pipe. "Atrus?" he said, speaking to the boy where he lay on his belly on the cleftwall. "Go to bed now and get some sleep. We shall be leaving early in the morning." CHAPTER 5 Crouching besides across and, careful not to disturb the earth, plucked one of the delicate blue flowers. Placing it in the journal he had open on his knee, he closed the book gently, then slipped it into the small leather knapsack at'his side. For a moment he simply stared, taking in the sight. In the half-light he could not discern their proper color, yet he had only to close his eyes and he could see the flowers in the sunlight, like a quilt of lilac lain on that bed of rich, dark earth. Goodbye, he said silently. To be truthful, Atrus did not really know what to feel. Excitement? Certainly, the prospect of traveling- of seeing D'ni-thrilled him, yet the thought of leaving here, of leaving Anna, frightened him. Too much had happened far too quickly. He felt torn. "Atrus! Come now. We must go." He turned, looking across at the figure silhouetted against the dawn light at the far end of the cleftwall, and nodded. Anna was waiting for him close by. Embracing her, he felt a kind of panic, a fear of not seeing her again, well up in him. She must have sensed it, for, squeezing him tightly, she then moved back, away from him, holding his upper arms and smiling at him. "Don't worry now," she said softly. "I'll be all right. The store's full and what with all those improvements you've made for me, I'll not know what to do with myself half the time." Her kind face lit vith a smile. "Besides, your father has promised me he'll bring you back three months from now to visit. "Three months?" The news cheered him immensely. "Yes, so you must not worry." She reached down, then handed him his pack. He had watched her earlier, selecting various items from their meager store and placing them into the pack for his journey, including all of the tiny cakes she had cooked only the previous day. Atrus stared at the pack, his fingers brushing lightly against its brightly embroidered cloth, moved by the simple care she took over everything, knowing he would miss that. "Now listen to me, Atrus." Atrus looked up, surprised by how serious her voice suddenly was. "Yes, grandmother?" Her dark, intelligent eyes searched his. "You must remember what you have learned here, Atrus. I have tried to teach you the mechanics of the earth and stars; the ways of science and the workings of nature. I have tried to teach you what is good and what is to be valued, truths which cannot be shaken or changed. This knowledge is from the Maker. Take it with you and weigh everything your father teaches you against it." Anna paused, then leaned in toward him slightly, lowering her voice. "I no longer know him, but I know you, Atrus. Measure your own deeds against the truths 1 have taught you. If you act for self-gain then no good can come of it. If you act selflessly, then you act well for all and you must not be afraid." Anna moved back, smiling once more. "The journey down will be long and hard but I want you to be brave, Atrus. More than that, I want you to be truthful. To be a better son to your father than fate allowed him to be with his." "I don't understand ..." he began, but she shook her head, as if it didn't matter. "Do what your father asks. But most of all, Atrus, do not violate what is in your nature. You understand me?" "I think so, grandmother." "Then I have no fears for you." He embraced her again, gripping her tightly and kissing her neck. Then, turning from her, he climbed the steps and crossed the rope bridge. At the cleftwall he turned, looking back at her, his eyes briefly taking in the familiar sights of the cleft, its shape like a scar in his memory. Anna had climbed the steps and now stood on the narrow balcony outside her room. Lifting an arm, she waved. "Take care on your journey down. I'll see you in three months." Atrus waved back, then, heaving a deep sigh, turned and jumped down from the wall, following his father up the slope of the volcano. * * * They were in the tunnel. "Father?" Gehn turned and, holding the lantern high, looked back down the tunnel at Atrus. "What is it, boy?" Atrus lifted his own lamp and pointed at the D'ni symbol carved into the wall; the symbol he had seen that morning after the experiment. "This sign, father. What does it mean?" Gehn motioned to him impatiently. "Come on now, Atrus. Catch up. We've wasted enough time as it is. There will be occasion for such things later." Atrus stared at the intricate symbol a moment longer, then, hiding his disappointment, turned away, hurrying to catch up with his father. "We need to make up time," Gehn said, as Atrus came alongside. "The journey is a long one and I have several experiments in progress. I must be back in time to see how they have developed." "Experiments?" Atrus asked, excited by the sound of it. "What kind of experiments?" "Important ones," Gehn answered, as if that were sufficient to satisfy his son's curiosity. "Now hurry. There will be time to talk when we reach the first of the eder tomahn." Atrus looked up at his father. "Eder tomahn?" Gehn glanced at his son as he strode on. "The eder tomahn are way stations. Rest houses, you might term them. In the days of the late empire there were plans to have commerce with the world of men. Such plans, fortunately, did not come to pass, yet the paths were forged through the earth and rest houses prepared for those D'ni messengers who would venture out." Atrus looked back at his father, astonished. "And this tunnel? Is this D'ni?" Gehn shook his head. "No. This is simply a lava tube. Thousands of years ago, when the volcano was still active, hot lava ran through this channel, carving a passage to the surface." Again Atrus felt a surge of disappointment. The walls of the tunnel had been so smooth, its shape so perfectly round, he had been sure it must have been the product of D'ni construction. "Yes," Gehn continued, "but you will see things before our journeys done that will make you forget this tiny wormhole. Now, come over to the left, Atrus, and get behind me. The tunnel slopes steeply just ahead." Atrus did as he was told, keeping close behind his father, careful not to slip, his left hand keeping his balance against the curved wall of the lava tube, his san-daled feet gripping the hard, dry floor. All went well until, by chance, he turned and looked back up the tunnel. Then, with a sudden rush of understanding, he realized where he was. The darkness behind him seemed suddenly oppressive. Who knew what waited back there beyond the lanterns glow? He turned back, realizing just how dependent on his father he was. If he were to lose himself down here ... Ahead of him Gehn had stopped. "Slowly now," he said, looking back at Atrus. "It ends just here. Now we go down The Well." Atrus blinked, seeing how the tunnel ended in a perfect circle up ahead. Beyond it was simple blackness. He went out and stood beside his father on the narrow, crescent-shaped ledge, overwhelmed by the sight that met his eyes. In front of them lay a giant oval of blackness-a chasm so huge it seemed you could drop a whole volcano into it. The Well. Gehn raised his lamp, letting its light glint wetly off the far wall of the great shaft, revealing the massive stri-ations of the rock, then pointed to his left. "Just there. See, Atrus? See the steps?" Atrus saw them, cut like the thread of a screw into the uneven sides of the great hole, but the thought of using them, of descending that vast shaft by their means, frightened him. Gehn looked to him. "Would you like to go first, Atrus, or shall I?" Atrus swallowed, then spoke, keeping the fear from his voice. "You'd better. You know the way." "Yes," Gehn said, giving his son a knowing smile. "I do, don't I?" For the first hundred steps or so, the steps passed through a narrow tunnel cut into the edge of the chasm with only a thin gap low down by the floor to the right, but then, suddenly, the right-hand wall seemed to melt away and Atrus found himself out in the open, staring down into that massive well of darkness. Startled by the sight, he stumbled and his right sandal came away, toppling over the edge and into the darkness. He stood there a moment, gasping, his back against the wall, trying to regain his nerve. But suddenly he found himself obsessed with the idea of falling into that darkness; and not just falling, but deliberately throwing himself. The urge was so strange and overpowering it made the hairs at the back of his neck stand on end. Below him, almost directly opposite him across the great shaft, Gehn continued his descent, unaware, it seemed, of the immense danger, stepping lightly, almost effortlessly, down the spiral, his lamplight casting flickering shadows on the groined and striated rock, before he vanished inside another of the narrow tunnels. I must go on, Atrus told himself, freeing his left foot from the sandal; yet the fear he felt froze his muscles. It was like a dream, an evil dream. Even so, he forced himself to move, taking first one step and then another, each step an effort of sheer will. If I fall I die. If I fall... His father's voice echoed across that vast open space. "Atrus?" He stopped, his shoulder pressed against the wall, and closed his eyes. "Y...yes, father?" "Do you want me to come back to you? Would you like me to hold your hand, perhaps?" He wanted to say yes, but something in Gehn's voice, the faintest tone of criticism, stopped him. He opened his eyes again and, steeling himself, answered. "No ... I'll be all right." "Good. But not so slow, eh? We cannot spend too much time here. Not if I am to be back in time." Controlling his fear, Atrus began to descend once more. Imagine you're inside a tree, he told himself. Imagine it. And suddenly he could see it vividly, as if it were an illustration in one of his grandmother's books. He could picture it in the brilliant sunlight, its branches stretching from horizon to horizon, a tiny crescent moon snagged among its massive leaves. Why, even the blades of grass about its trunk were several times the height of a man! Halfway down, there was a depression in the side of the shaft-a kind of cave. Whether it was natural or D'ni-made, Atrus couldn't tell, but Gehn was waiting for him there, sitting on a carved stone ledge, calmly smoking his pipe. "Are you all right, Atrus?" he asked casually. "I'm fine now," Atrus answered genuinely. "There was a moment..." He fell silent, seeing that his father wasn't listening. Gehn had taken out a tiny notebook with a tanned leather cover and was studying it as he smoked. Atrus glimpsed a diagram of paths and tunnels. With a tiny grunt, Gehn closed the book and pocketed it again, then looked up at Atrus. "You go ahead. I'll finish my pipe, then catch up with you." * * * It was several hours hard walking through a labyrinth of twisting tunnels before they finally came to the eder tomahn. The D'ni way station was built into a recess of a large cave, its black, perfectly finished marble in stark contrast to the cave's natural limestone. Atrus walked over to it and, holding up the lantern, ran his fingers across the satin-smooth surface, marveling at the lack of evident joints between the blocks, the way his own image was reflected back to him in the stone. It was as though the stone had been baked like melted tar, then set and polished like a mirror. Real, Atrus thought, amazed by it. Gehn meanwhile had walked across to face the door, which was deeply recessed into the stone. Reaching into the neck of his tunic, he drew out a magnificent golden chain which, until that moment, had been hidden from sight. On the end of it was a bevel-edged key, a thick, black thing streaked with red. Placing this to one of the matching shapes recessed into the door, Gehn pushed until it clicked. There was a moment's silence, then a strange clunk-clunk-clunk and the sound of a metal grating sliding back. He removed the key and stepped back. As he did, the door slid into the stone, revealing a dimly lit interior. Gehn stepped inside. Atrus, following, stopped just inside the room, surprised at how big it was. There were low, utility bunks to either side of the dormitory-sized room and a door at the end led through to what Atrus assumed was either a kitchen or a washroom of some kind. He looked to his father. "Why are we stopping?" To his surprise, Gehn yawned. "Because the hour is late," he answered. "And because I am tired." "But I thought..." Gehn raised his hand, as if to stop any further argument. Then, turning, he gestured toward a large knapsack that rested on the bunk in the right-hand corner. "That is yours," Gehn said unceremoniously. "You can change now or later, it is entirely up to you." Atrus went across and, unfastening the leather buckle, looked inside. Frowning, he tipped the bag up, spilling its contents onto the mattress. Standing back, he gave a little laugh, surprised, then turned, looking to Gehn, who was sitting on the edge of one of the facing bunks, pulling off his boots. "Thank you," he said. "I'll change later, if that's all right." Gehn grunted. "Do as you will, lad. But I would not sleep in the boots if I were you. I don't know if they fit. I had to guess at the size." Atrus turned back, gently brushing one of the boots with his fingertips, then lifted it, cradling it, sniffing in its rich, deep smell. It was strangely beautiful. Studying it, he could see that it had never been worn before. Beside the knee-length boots, there was a cloak-a smaller version of his father's, a black shirt with a strange book symbol on it, a skull-shaped hat made of some kind of metal that seemed soft unless you really pressed it hard, and a small leather-and-metal pouch. Atrus squatted on the edge of the bed to examine this last, untying the drawstring and peering inside. For a moment he didn't understand, then with a gasp of delight, he poured a number of the tiny objects out into his palm. Fire-marbles' It was a whole pouch of fire-marbles! Why, there must have been fifty, sixty of them! He looked to his father, meaning to thank him again, but Gehn was sprawled out on his back, fast asleep. Going across, Atrus stood there a moment, staring down at his father. In sleep he could see the similarities to Anna, in the shape of Gehn's chin and mouth particularly. Both had striking, noble faces. Both had that same mixture of strength and delicacy in their features. Yes, now that he had the chance to really look he could see that it was only the pallor of Gehn's skin, the ash whiteness of his hair that made him seem so different. That and the dignified austerity of his manner. Noticing that Gehn had removed only one of his boots, Atrus gently eased the other boot off and set the two side by side at the head of the bunk. Then, taking the cover from the adjacent bunk, he spread it out over his father. He was about to move away, when something drew his attention. Reaching down, he picked up the pipe from where it had fallen. For a moment he held it up, studying the engravings that covered the silver bands about the stock, astonished by the detail of the work. Curious, he placed the spout beneath his nose and sniffed. It had a strange, sweet scent; the same as that he had noticed on his father's breath. With a sigh, Atrus placed the pipe beside the boots, then went back across, sitting there a while, his ringers idly sorting the fire-marbles, noting the variations of color and size. Then, putting them away, he set the pouch down on the floor beside the bunk and stretched out, his hands behind his head. He was asleep in an instant. * * * He woke to find Gehn shaking him. "Come on, lad. We have a long journey ahead of us today. Get changed and we shall be off" Atrus sat up slowly, wondering where he was, surprised not to find himself on the ledge in his own room, his mattress beneath him, the smell of his grandmother's cooking in the air. Knuckling his eyes, he put his feet round onto the floor, struck at once by how cold it was, how damp the air. Feeling sluggish and despondent Atrus stood, beginning to dress, the texture and smell of the new clothes- their smooth softness after the roughness of his own garments-making him feel strange. Pulling on the boots, he felt extremely odd, transformed almost, as if the change went deeper than the surface of appearance. Atrus looked about him, as if at any moment he might wake, but he could not delude himself: he was awake, and he was traveling with his father, down into the depths of the earth. That thought now thrilled him. He looked to Gehn. "Will we reach D'ni today, father?" "No. Not today." Disappointed, Atrus turned back, beginning to pack away his surface clothes, but Gehn, seeing what he was doing, came across and pulled them from the pack, throwing them to the floor. "You will not need those rags now, Atrus. You are D'ni now. You shall wear only D'ni clothes henceforth." Atrus stared at the discarded clothes, reluctant to part with them. They were a link to the past, to Anna and the cleft. To leave them here seemed ... impossible. "Well, boy? What are you waiting for?" Atrus looked up, stung by the sharpness in his father's voice, then, remembering his promise to Anna, bowed his head obediently. Slipping his own bag into die knapsack, he packed the pouch of fire-marbles and the strange protective hat. "Good," Gehn said, nodding decisively as he heaved his knapsack up onto his shoulders. "We shall eat as we go along." Atrus blinked, wondering just what his father had in mind, but it was clear Gehn was in no mood for explanations. Buckling his own knapsack, Atrus threw it over his shoulder, then followed his father out. * * * They went down through an ant's nest of damp, narrow tunnels that, from time to time, would open out into small caverns before running on into the rock. At the bottom of a particularly steep and narrow tunnel, they emerged into the largest cavern they had yet encountered. The ceiling was forty, maybe fifty feet above them, while the light from their lanterns revealed only the nearer end of the tunnel, the far end being obscured in darkness. Ahead and to their left a long pool hugged the rock, while to the right the way was made difficult by a jumbled slope of small boulders. Stopping, Gehn removed his pack and took out what looked to Atrus like some sort of pot or caddy. Setting it down, he then took out his hat and, turning to Atrus, gestured that he should do the same. "The way gets difficult from here," he said. "You'll be grateful for those boots before long." But Atrus wasn't so sure. The boots might look beautiful and smell wonderful, but already both of his heels and the outside of the big toe on his right foot were beginning to rub uncomfortably. Taking his knapsack off, he found the D'ni helmet and strapped it on, then looked to his father. Gehn shrugged on his pack, then, reaching down, picked up i