John Hill (Dean Koontz )– The Long Sleep

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THE NIGHTMARE
THAT HAD NO END

He couldn't move. He was more frightened than he had ever been. This time, he had really thought it was okay. He had thought it was over. What a joke.

Maybe it would never be over.

In front of him, floating in ten glass-walled nutrient tanks, wired to robotic machinery which dangled overhead, were ten human bodies, both men and women. In the nearest tank, directly before him, the faceless man lay on the jelly-like nutrient, staring sightlessly at the ceiling. . . .


the Iong sleep
by John Hill
















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I

“”
    He was not dead, but nearly so.
    Many times, the heavy breath of the void—cold, sweet, slow, and fetid—had been inhaled and exhaled over him. But it had failed to claim him.
    For an inestimable length of time he had seen nothing except a hazy light emanating from an unknown source, filtered through (it seemed) the underside of a cosmic fly's unfurled wing: translucent white streaked through with pale blue veins. He had heard nothing at all in that time: not the breath of the void nor his own breath. He had required no nourishment. He had needed no entertainment. He drifted in syrupy warmth which had no odor, and received no tactile stimulation. As a substitute for the womb, this place, whatever it might be, was without parallel.
    Perhaps because of this lack of stimuli, he had not even entertained a single thought in all those hours. Mindlessly, he had drifted, swimming down rivers of nothingness. . . He existed as much like a vegetable as like a man, insulated from everything except his own greatly reduced bodily functions.
    All this changed in an instant.
    The distant, blurred light burst apart and showered down onto the cosmic fly's wings, setting them afire instantly. The flames greedily consumed the veil. The warm air was filled with the shrill, awful shiek of destruction.
    He was heaved abruptly upwards into dim purple light and cold dry air.
    He was naked upon the couch that had risen from the long metal cylinder which he had inhabited during his sleep, but he was not the sort of man to be diminished in stature by the removal of his clothes. He was six-two, slab-shouldered, pinch-waisted, lean, and very broad across the chest. His arms and legs were roped with compact muscles, the result of weight lifting which had been performed until further development would have been cumbersome and detrimental.
    In the background relays clicked.
    Computers chattered as they produced printouts of his physical condition. Overhead, suspended from the ceiling, a teleprinter had flashed with dull green light when the cylinder opened, and now it was marked by white letters which drifted across from left to right: HEARTBEAT: 92/ RESPIRATION: 35 PER MINUTE/BLOOD PRESSURE . . .
    Like unseen gods of concrete, heavy machinery growled in the floor, while hydraulic arms pivoted his couch to the right and angled it toward the floor. In a few seconds the couch had been brought within three feet of the floor, well below the level of the pod hatch from which he had come.
    Relays ceased clicking.
    Computers stopped rattling forth print-outs. The teleprinter above the cylinder went dark,
    The machinery—or the gods—beneath the floor sighed and was quiet. Deathly quiet.
    The next move, this animated room seemed to be saying, was entirely up to him.
    He sat up, swung to the edge of the couch, and dangled his legs so that his toes brushed the cold floor. Bewildered, he wiped one hand across his pale face and looked around for a clue to his whereabouts.
    On three sides the white enamel walls were featureless except for a breathcoat of dust. On the fourth side, a door marred the chalky uniformity, as did several observation windows. The room behind those windows contained no light whatsoever. The ceiling of this room in which he had awakened was low and black, fixtured only with a long central light row that provided a minimal illumination like the glow of certain lichens in limestone caves. The chamber measured approximately thirty feet on a side and contained fifteen other pods like the one he had just vacated. Each of these devices was half again as long as a man, fashioned from burnished steel; and each had a well delineated topside hatch the center of which contained a four-inch square of thick glass so that one might see who lay inside. From his current angle he could not see any of the viewplates or the sleepers who rested behind them. Beneath the big cylinders, conduits encased in pipe fed into the floor, out of sight. The pipes were coated with dust; spider webs laced the angles at the joints. Without the steel pods, the place might have been a walk-in freezer for a modern but abandoned butcher shop. However, even without the pods, it was an altogether alien room, utterly beyond his experience.
    He was still confused, but confusion no longer preoccupied him. Now, he was preoccupied with a growing fear . . .
    He closed his eyes, counted to ten, opened them again and frowned when the scene remained the same. He had been hoping that it would prove to be a nightmare, that it would dissolve, fade away and permit reality to seep through the illusion. He didn't like the idea of waking up in a place where he could not remember having gone to sleep.
    That hinted at madness.
    He got off the couch and stood on the cold floor, shivering, exposed, vulnerable.
    Where was he?
    Suddenly he realized that there was an even more pressing question to be answered: Who was he? He looked down at himself as if he were a stranger. He saw only well ended muscles, unblemished skin, a flat abdomen, a long-distance runner's legs without the scars and knots of competition. He could not remember anything this body had done—anything he had done. His past was a blank. He felt newborn—but with an adult's mental capacity.
    Behind him, an electric motor whined. The couch rose on its hydraulic arm, straightened above the open hatch, and lowered out of sight into the pod. The motor died. The hatch slid shut, locked itself with a snick! as final as a bullet in the face.
    

    
II
    
    
He turned toward the observation windows and called out: “Is anyone here?”
    The moment he heard his voice booming through the quiet room, he felt like a fool. Of course there was someone here. From the look of the place, it was either a hospital or a laboratory, the kind of establishment that would not be left unstaffed at any hour of the day or night.
    No one answered.
    “Hey!”
    Silence.
    Standing in one spot and turning in a slow circle to survey the room more carefully, he understood the significance of the dust and spider webs for the first time. Neither a hospital nor a laboratory would tolerate such uncleanliness and neglect. The thought was disturbing, for if he were not in a hospital or a lab he couldn't begin to guess what else this place might be. He refused, for the moment, to worry about it. Until he knew for certain where he was, he would think in terms of hospitals despite the signs of decay and deteriorization.
    His footsteps echoing softly behind him, he padded across the room to the narrow windows and stared into the unlighted chamber beyond: the monkey precociously spying on his jailers. In the backwash of the light from the pod chamber where he had just awakened, he could see decks of controls built into the wall beneath the windows. He could see a row of swivel chairs in there. Each chair faced the control decks, the windows, and, beyond the windows, the strange steel cylinders. Behind the chairs the room was much too dark for him to see anything else it held. Anyway, it appeared to be deserted.
    He was anxious to get out of the chilly air that hung between the enameled walls; he had to find clothes, warmth, people, some sort of explanation. However, he did not want to leave until he had looked in the peepholes of the other pods. He might recognize one of the sleepers. And if he did, that recognition might be the key to his entire locked memory. He recalled how his own cylinder hatch had latched itself; if the door to this room operated on a similar principle, he might not be able to get back in here once he had departed.
    But that was absurd. Ridiculous. There would be people out there who could let him back in here any time he wanted. People. Lots of people. Weren't there?
    Hurriedly recrossing the room, his teeth chattering, he gripped the hatch rim on the nearest cylinder and pulled himself up the rounded side to peer into the pod.
    Death returned his gaze . . .
    A skull—thinly bound with ragged, cracked, and leathery skin—lay directly beneath the viewplate. Its eyes were gone. The bony sockets were pooled with darkness, not the slightest hint of corrupted flesh beyond them. The mouth was open in a yawning leer—or perhaps a frozen scream—that revealed fine, white teeth and a shriveled piece of hide that might have once been a tongue. Bright lemon hair billowed around the ghastly sleeper's calcimine cheeks, cradling the death's head in an anachronistically feminine pillow.
    If he could have shifted his focus from the macabre countenance to the polished glass of the peephole, he would have seen his own face there, superimposed on the dead woman's face, suddenly drawn and haunted. But he was mesmerized by the specter's cold and empty stare.
    For a time he hung there, arms aching with the effort, unable to drop. The black sockets of the dead woman's eyes pinned him in place, skewered his attention and trapped his soul. He could not imagine how she had looked in life; the hideous state in which she now lay was eternal, timeless, and provided no fuel for conjecture. Yet . . . he felt that he had known her. He reached for a name, felt his mind curl on emptiness. Finally, he let go. The floor felt unsteady beneath his feet.
    Before his meager courage could bleed away altogether, he stepped to the adjoining pod and levered himself up to the viewplate. Another skull looked back at him. This one was sheathed in more unholy, weathered meat that the first had been, as if there had been too little air inside its coffin to allow the process of decay to go as far as it should have done. In the depths of the white-rimmed pit where its right eye had been, something yellow gleamed malevolently. No matter. Though this corpse was in better condition than the other, it was still a corpse. And still unrecognizable.
    Sliding to the floor again, he leaned against the cool steel pod and wiped perspiration out of his eyes, though the room had grown no warmer.
    “They're dead!” he shouted.
    He did not know whom he expected to answer.
    No one did.
    “Damn you!”
    If this had been an experimental laboratory—no matter what the subject of the investigations had been; time, later, to wonder about that—the experiments had gone wrong. The other sleepers had been permitted to die in their pods but he had been awakened without memory of even part of the affair. That was a hell of a way to run a scientific inquiry. Criminal negligence was what it was. Simply outrageous! Someone would pay for it. Heads would roll when he found the men responsible.
    That peculiar sense of isolation enveloped him again: that certainty that no one was left alive to be held responsible, that he was the only man here, that the scale of the disaster was larger than what this room exposed. He tried to pinpoint the source of his fear but could not.
    Pushing away from the pod, unable to withstand the shock of looking at yet another corpse, he went to the door beside the observation windows, opened it, walked into the other room.
    Behind him the purple lightstrip in the colder vault dimmed and finally winked out altogether. Simultaneously, the overhead lights in the new chamber rose steadily until he could see that the dust had settled over this machinery too, the death shroud of the inanimate.
    Along the wall on his left, sixteen lockers stood like narrow caskets, each with a first name stenciled just above the three short, horizontal slits of the air vents. Intrigued by the names, he forgot about the door. When he remembered it, he was to late to act: the door swung shut at his back and was instantly, electronically locked. Angry with himself, he continued to the lockers and opened them one after the other. Eight of them contained women's clothing in an assortment of sizes. Of the other eight, which contained men's clothing, only one held a suit that had been tailored for his wide shoulders and narrow waist. He dressed in the dark green, one-piece jumpsuit and soft black leather boots, then closed the locker and stared at the name on the door. JOEL.
    Joel . . .
    He said it a few times to himself, then aloud. But he could not make it fit.
    He looked at the other names and tried to find a memory in them: ARCHIE, WILL, LEONARD, TAMUR, ALICIA, MARY . . . Although he strained to evoke a face to match each name, all fifteen remained nonentities.
    Since none of the lockers contained identification for its owner—other than the simple uniform and the name on the door—he turned away and explored the remainder of the rectangular room. A row of teleprinters stood silent. Teleprint screens along the high ceiling stared down at him like cataracted eyes, unlighted, unmoving, yet somehow watchful. Computer consoles. Print-out troughs. Three empty file cabinets. Two desks: empty, dusty. The contents of the room told him nothing more than what he'd found in the lockers.
    When he sat in one of the command chairs, he was surprised to discover that he understood how to read the banks of controls, graphs, charts and monitoring screens set before him. They were all designed either to report on or change conditions in the pods: subject's heartbeat, temperature, metabolism, hormonal secretions . . . All the controls were now unlighted and might or might not be functional. He didn't see any reason, at the moment, to play around with them.
    Despite his grasp of these details, he could not formulate an understanding of the overall purpose of this place. He felt he should be able to build from the specific to the general, but he had no luck. The controls were known, but their part in the larger design remained a mystery. He was like an unskilled laborer assembling the housing of a complex computer system: he took part in the production of the finished item without ever really knowing what purpose the damned thing served.
    Yet he knew that in the past he had been at home here, well versed in the intentions of the experimenters. Now, that was as lost to him as his own identity.
    Joel?
    Joel who? Joel what, when, and where?
    Angry, he stood. He wanted to strike out with his blocky fists, but he could find no one to take his rage. The mouse dropped unexpectedly into the maze must also experience this undirected fury. And he would have to solve his problem just as the mouse did—by finding his way to the end of the maze and picking up his reward. If there was a reward. Maybe a booby prize.
    He found the outside door of the observation chamber and opened it. The hinges squeaked.
    The lights came on in a long corridor when he entered it. Not all the bulbs in the two ceiling strips worked, but he had enough light to see the dreary cement block walls, red-tiled floor, gray soundproof ceiling, and a great deal of dust.
    For the first time he realized that the dust held no footprints. No one had passed this way in years. Decades?
    “Hello!” he said.
    Though it was obviously futile to cry out, he was unable to restrain his compulsive need for companionship.
    The corridor was short. Only four rooms opened from it. Each of these was a cubicle devoid of everything but a desk, chair, and unused file cabinet. At one time these must have been the offices of minor executives; now, the dust was nearly half an inch thick, a gray-brown blanket that softened the sharp edges of the furniture, many times thicker than the jacket of dust he had seen elsewhere.
    At the end of the hall, two elevator doors were recessed in the wall. Above each was an unlighted floor indicator that was framed by a chrome strip. Filmed with dust, darkened with age, the plastic numerals were only barely readable.
    Joel touched the controls of the left-hand lift and waited. When nothing happened he tried the cage on the right. The floor indicator on the right-hand lift lighted instantly, a flickering yellow with red numbers. The lift was at the eighteenth floor, the topmost level. It descended so rapidly that he thought for a moment that it had snapped its cables. A moment later, however, the doors opened with a rasping noise which set his teeth on edge, and the lift awaited his use.
    He didn't trust the elevator, but he had no choice but to consign himself to it. He stepped inside, pushed the button for the second level. The doors closed with less noise than had accompanied their opening, and he was carried swiftly, smoothly upwards.
    The second level was larger than the first and composed strictly of laboratories and chemical storage closets. Again, he found no windows or doors to the outside world. All the file cabinets and records drawers had been emptied; he could not find a trace of their contents. Though he recognized the purpose and nature of some of the machinery and furniture—slate-topped lab tables, racks of Pyrex beakers, rusted Bunsen burners, a Lexical-7 computer for chemical analysis, acid-resistant porcelain sinks—he could not deduce from all of it what might have been done here.
    On the third floor—which was larger than the second, as if the building were an inverted pyramid—half the space was given over to storage, half to offices. No scrap of paper remained, no mark of individual presence. Even if they had not left in a hurry, the residents and workers would surely have overlooked some minim of written material from which he could have ascertained the nature of their business. This complete sweep of the building indicated a cautious withdrawal, as if they had known some hated antagonist was soon to come into possession of the place, as if they didn't wish to leave behind anything of value beyond the structure itself.
    Was a war in progress?
    That seemed unlikely. What had happened to the conquering horde before which the original owners might have fled? Once the building had been evacuated, no one had come to claim it.
    Besides, if war were the reason for abandonment, why leave the men and women in the pods? After all, the cylinders and the sleepers seemed to be the central reason for the entire project.
    Still searching for an answer with which he could live, Joel came to the last office on that level— where he finally uncovered a trace of the people who had worked here. Another corpse.
    It was the skeleton of a large man, slumped across the desk in a posture of defeat which it had held for many years. In the open air the worms had made swift work of it; it contained not a scrap of leathery flesh. The skeleton was white and clean and looked as if it had been scrubbed with sand and water. It had no hair. The few tattered garments it wore were so rotten that they crumbled into ashes when he touched them.
    Joel carefully pulled the skeleton away from the desk and let it slide back in the swivel chair. Finger bones rattled together like dry sticks of kindling.
    He opened all the drawers in the desk, hoping to find something, anything, even the last words of a man long dead. But the drawers contained only dust.
    When he turned away from the desk, the skeleton appeared to be glaring at him. Its gleaming skull was thrust forward, shoulders hunched, as if it were ready to launch itself at him.
    He swung it around until it faced the wall. It stared at the plaster with the same intensity which it had focused on him a moment earlier. Perhaps its gaze wasn't one of malevolent intent, but a longing for the sarcophagus where it might rest after so many years of sitting in a chair.
    When he continued his search, safe from fossilized observation, he met with more disappointment. The four-drawer file cabinet was locked, raising hope that something worthwhile was protected within. But when he used a heavy, rust-filmed letter opener to snap the main latch, he found all four drawers empty. The supplies closet held no supplies.
    As he closed the closet door a cold finger tapped his shoulder as if testing his solidity. For an instant he was certain that the skeleton was touching him. However, when he leaped sideways and turned on it, he found that it was worse than that, worse than the skeleton.
    He backed up, bumped into the file cabinet, and realized that he was trapped.
    “Stay back,” he said.
    The creature which had come up behind him now took another step in his direction, raising its pale right hand. It had no face. Where its features should have been, there was only a smooth, plastic sheen of flesh. No eyes. No nose. No mouth. No hair on the bright, shiny head.
    It reached for him.
    “No!”
    It touched him with fingers so cold they stung his wrist and sent shivers through him.
    Joel drew back.
    The faceless man followed him.
    He swayed as his strength seemed to drain out of him. He sank to his knees, gasping for breath, sweating . . . He watched the floor circle round like an opponent waiting for a chance to jump him, bear him down, and finish him. What was happening here? What had this thing done to him? With his last bit of strength, he raised his head and looked at the faceless man.
    Noseless, eyeless, mouthless, terrifying, the creature slowly tilted its barren face towards his, as if it were returning his gaze.
    What have you done to me? he wanted to ask.
    He couldn't speak.
    Darkness swooped down like a huge bird. Wings enfolded him: pinions, feathers, spiny ribs . . . Dizzy, he pitched forward, out cold. He was unaware that the icy fingers touched him again, exploring him more fully this time, taking his pulse and thumbing back his eyelids to see if he were genuinely unconscious.
    

    
    
III
    
    
Joel lifted a lead blanket and rose out of a bed of molasses, shook off the covers of darkness and came dizzily awake. In the first flush of sensation, as he waited for the whirling to subside, he did not remember the faceless man. When the memory returned, it was like a punch just below the heart, and it stopped his breathing for a long moment.
    He could hear voices, but he didn't want to open his eyes to see who was speaking. He didn't want to discover that it was the man without a face, for then he'd have to wonder how the thing could speak when it had no mouth. Curiosity like that could lead only to madness.
    He contented himself with listening, and he discovered that the voices were in another room, distant enough to be meaningless. He opened his eyes then. He was lying in a huge bed in a darkened room.
    The voices stopped abruptly, as if the speakers knew he was finally awake.
    A door slammed somewhere in the house. Footsteps. Creaking floorboards. Another door, closer at hand this time, opened and closed more quietly than the first. Like evenly spaced sighs, soft footsteps sounded on the carpet. He had closed his eyes again, but he felt the light the visitor had switched on. Someone loomed over him, casting a shadow across his face. A hand touched his forehead. It was a warm small hand, a woman's hand.
    Joel opened his eyes again and stared straight into her eyes which were blue and quite large, one of them partially covered by the thick fall of her black hair. She had a pug nose, full lips, and a creamy expression. She wasn't beautiful. She was better than that: cute and saucy. The left corner of her mouth had an insouciant twist; her blue eyes were merry. He wanted to reach up and embrace her and pull her down and kiss her. At least.
    “Feeling better?” she asked.
    He nodded when he found his mouth was too dry for him to speak.
    Her face showed deep concern. “Does your head hurt?”
    “No.” He wheezed like a punctured bellows when he spoke.
    “You're sure.”
    “Sure.”
    “The doctor's been here and gone already.” She used both her hands to caress his face. Her fingertips pressed gently against his chapped lips. Obviously, there was an intimacy between them of which he was ignorant. Hell, he didn't even know who she was.
    “I'll give you your next medpac treatment if you're ready for it,” she said.
    “My what?”
    “Medpac treatment,” she said, frowning at him.
    Rather than reveal the extent of his amnesia before he knew who she was and where he was, he nodded as if he understood. “Yeah. I think I could use a medpac.”
    She sat down beside him. “You'll be well soon, ball-sized device that looked like a water-smoothed stone. She fooled with it for a moment, giving him a chance to study her clothing: a white blouse with a huge roll collar and a deeply cut neckline and six pearly buttons on each long cuff, brief shorts the color of wet pimentos so thin that they might have been sprayed onto her, and boots which snugly encased her feet and half her calves. She had long brown legs, perfect and elegant as any he had ever seen.
    When she returned to the bed she put the stone on his chest and touched a clearly defined discoloration on the top of it. The stone came alive and fed microscopic tendrils into him, diagnosed his current condition, and administered whatever drugs it deemed suitable. It withdrew its tendrils and was still. She had explained what it was doing when she saw the confusion and fear in his eyes, and now she removed the device and put it on the covers beside him.
    “Medpac,” he said.
    She looked at him curiously.
    “What a hell of a thing,” he said.
    “What do you mean?”
    He looked around the room, pleased by what he saw. Wood paneling, teak or something as dark as teak. A low ceiling with antique light fixtures. Emerald green velvet drapes. Heavy furniture: a dresser with six drawers, two full-length mirrors in ornate frames, a nightstand with a black and red marble top, a richly carved and curlicued chest which doubled as a dressing table, two bookcases well stocked with leatherette bound volumes the titles of which he could not quite see.
    She sat down beside him. “You'll be well soon, darling.” Her voice was firm, yet feminine, soothing, cool.
    Those few words drew his attention back to her, and he could not imagine why he had ever looked away from her in the first place.
    “Who are you?” he asked.
    The frail smile vanished. A frown took its place. Her wandering fingers froze as they smoothed down his hair. Who am I? You don't know me?”
    “No.”
    “Oh my,” she said.
    “So tell me.”
    “You fell and struck your head. Doctor Harttle said there was a possibility of amnesia, but we—”
    “Wait,” he said. The drugs had begun to take effect; the bed began another slow revolution under him.
    “Darling?”
    Joel licked his lips, fought the drugs. “The man without a face . . .”
    “Who?” She sounded perplexed.
    “The faceless man,” he repeated. “The one who—”
    “Joel, you were dreaming. What a terrible dream you must have had!” She leaned closer to him, took his face in both her hands and kissed him lightly on the cheek.
    “It wasn't a dream,” he said.
    “Certainly it was.”
    “No.”
    “Men without faces? Oh, Joel, just a bad dream. But don't be frightened. I'll be here with you. I won't leave you. I'll be here while you sleep.”
    As she bent closer to him, he saw the full curves of her breasts in the deep vee-neck of her blouse. Her hair brushed his face; it smelled fresh and clean, soapy. Then, dammit, he fell asleep.
    
    This time when he woke a man stood over him. The stranger was almost as tall as Joel, fifty-five or sixty years old, white-haired. His face was deeply wrinkled but undeniably strong. His laugh lines were like saber slashes. His eyes were wrinkled with dark crinkled skin. His face had character and authority.
    “So you don't remember me either,” he said.
    “No, sir,” Joel said.
    “I don't believe you.”
    Joel shook his head. He still felt drugged. “I'm sorry, but it's true.”
    The stranger sighed, looked at the ceiling, looked at his fingernails, finally turned his eyes on Joel again. “We've sent for Harttle, of course. If you can be helped, he's the one to set you right.”
    Joel sensed the old man's undisguised dislike for him and also understood, somehow, that the antipathy was supposed to be mutual. The old man wanted to be hated. He expected it. Joel struggled with sheets and blankets, sat up, surprised to find that most of his strength had returned. He leaned against the headboard. “Sir, do you think you could bring me into the picture? Who is the woman? And yourself? And who am I, for that matter.”
    The old man wiped at his eyes and brought his hand away from his face as if he had captured his weariness in it. He said, “The woman is Allison, as you very well know.”
    “I don't know,” Joel insisted.
    “She's your wife. You were married a year ago last month—against my wishes.”
    “You?”
    “Must we play this game?”
    “I wish you would.”
    The old man sighed. “I'm her uncle, Henry Galing, her father's only brother.” He puffed up with pride at the mention of his name. “You're Joel Amslow,” he said with no pride at all. More like disdain. Or disgust. “You're a beach bum, a no account, and probably more than a little bit of a gigolo. You're twenty-eight and have never held a full-time job in your life. The only thing you've accomplished is a college degree in literature and a legal marriage to my niece.”
    Joel ignored the challenge. He saw stark, cold hatred in the old man's eyes, but he didn't want to respond to it. He only wanted to get as much information as possible without bogging down in petty arguments. Besides, the hard-jawed old bastard might be telling the truth. He said, “But I must be working now, with a wife to support—”
    Gailing's lips grew taut as bow strings. “You're managing Allison's estate, as you so glibly describe your loafing about.”
    “Estate?”
    “Come off it, Amslow.”
    “No, really—”
    “This whole thing is a trick of some kind,” Galing said curtly. “I don't see the purpose. But you've always been a cunning sonofabitch. I suppose I'll know what you're doing soon enough—when you get whatever else it is you're after.”
    “It's no trick,” Joel said.
    “What isn't?” Allison asked. She stepped through the open bedroom door with a tray of silver dishes all covered with silver lids. A set of silverware was wrapped in a white linen napkin and laid next to a squat, cut crystal goblet that was half-filled with what appeared to be wine.
    “Nothing,” Henry Galing said fiercely. His eyes, as dark as Allison's eyes were blue, were hard, piercing. “It's between Joel and me.” He glanced at his watch and gruffly excused himself, closing the door as he left.
    Unaware of the ugly crosscurrents into which she had stepped, the girl placed the tray across Joel's lap, removed the lids from the dishes, and unrolled the napkin from the silverware. She gave him a dazzling smile and said, “Dinner's everything that you like.”
    The food graced the elegant plates like oil on a master's canvas. She had brought him an enormous steak browned just enough to let him feel civilized, a baked potato, creamed corn, tossed salad, and wine. He had not been hungry until the food was before him, but now he was ravenous. He consumed every morsel and was not content until he leaned back against the headboard and surveyed the empty plates.
    In all that time neither of them had spoken, but Allison had time to think. She said, “Was Uncle Henry going at you again?”
    “Going at me?”
    “You know what I mean.”
    “He thinks I'm a gigolo for having married you.”
    “Then your memory's returning?”
    “I'm afraid not,” he said. “I just know what he told me.”
    She was wearing another pair of shorts. These were the color of summer grass, green-yellow, as brief as she ought to dare. She also wore a loose black gypsy blouse with rows of pink buttons down the sleeves. When she moved, the buttons shone: she looked sequined.
    She slid closer to him and took his hand. “What he told you is nonsense.”
    “I'm not a gigolo.”
    “Of course you're not.”
    “He seemed convinced.”
    She grimaced. Her pug nose wrinkled prettily. “He was against our marriage from the start, and you know—but I guess you don't know. It's hard to believe you've forgotten everything,” she said. “Me included.”
    “That's the part I find most impossible to believe myself.” he said.
    She laughed prettily.  She had perfect teeth. “Anyway, when you took over my estate and began managing my stock on Galing Research, you soon made an even more bitter enemy of Uncle Henry.”
    “How'd I manage that?” He felt as if all of this were not real but merely the bare lines of a stage play, an act, a dangerous charade.
    “You and several other minority stockholders had the voting potential to go up against Uncle Henry's forty-four per cent, and you did.”
    “I see.”
    “Several times, in fact.”
    He thought about that for a while, but he could not get anywhere with it. Galing Research, voting stock, Henry Galing, even Allison—all these were, if not unreal, certainly unlikely. The real things were the faceless man, the pods, the corpses rotting in the pods . . .
    “Where are you?” she asked.
    “What?”
    “You were drifting a thousand miles away,” she said. Worry lines creased her brow. Her eyes moved quickly across his face, and she used one hand to test his forehead for signs of a fever. “You looked lost.”
    “Nothing,” he said. “Just thinking . . . Tell me, what does Galing Research research?”
    “Maybe we shouldn't go on with this right now,” she said. “It might be better to see what Dr. Harttle recommends. You're tired, and you should—”
    “I want to go into it,” he said. He smiled and took her hand, squeezed it. “I want to remember. Now, what does Galing Research do?”
    “It investigates all facets of parapsychology: telepathy, teleportation, clairvoyance . . . You name it and Galing has the lead in its development and application.” She was clearly pleased by the family's position of leadership in the industry.
    But it was crazy. Teleportation? Telepathy?
    Joel closed his eyes and pretended he had not heard what he certainly had heard. He suspected, yet again, that he was losing his mind and that all of this was an illusion. But when he opened his eyes he saw she was still sitting on the edge of the bed, her fine long legs tucked under her.
    “Allison, telepathy and clairvoyance—those sort of things aren't sciences. You can't research and apply them.”
    “Whyever not?” She was genuinely perplexed.
    He hesitated, closed his eyes once more. He considered all the holes in his own memory and, doubting himself, he said, “You mean it's been done?”
    “Galing Research did it,” she said. “This is going to be very trying if I've got to convince you of basic truths as well as specific facts. I really think we should wait for the doctor.”
    “No.”
    She sighed and said, “Galing Research markets seventeen drugs that are ESP-talent inducers. You see, we all have extra-sensory abilities, but most of us require drugs to stimulate us into using those powers. I sound like a company brochure.”
    “You've used these drugs?” he asked. “You have telepathic abilities?”
    She was concerned about him, but she was also amused by the question. She laughed, showing lots of white teeth, her throat slim and taut. He wanted to nibble at her throat, kiss it gently—and at the same time he could not understand his instant, animal need for her. There were so many other things on his mind, so many more vital things to think about . . . Besides, he hardly even knew her, no matter that she was his wife.
    She said: “My telepathic ability is minimal even when it's amplified with drugs. I hear whispers but can't really tell what's being projected. I have two strong abilities, though. One is teleportation on a non-personal level.” She saw his confusion. “That means I can teleport objects from one place to another, but I can't teleport myself. It's handy, but it'd be handier if I had the personal touch. I'd save a lot of travel bills. Anyway, my second talent is in making illusions.”
    “Illusions?” he asked. He felt inordinately stupid.
    “I make pictures in the air.” She waved one slender arm to encompass all the ether. “It's a branch of the telepathic talent—something we don't know too much about just yet.”
    “What kind of pictures?” he asked.
    “Sometimes, familiar landscapes. Other times, weird places that no one has ever seen. Often the pictures are only colors and patterns.”
    He sat up straighter in bed. The silver pieces rattled on the tray as he set the encumbrance aside. “Can you make these illusions for me now?”
    “I'd have to have the drug first,” she explained.
    “Get some.”
    “Drugs are usually restricted to industrial and espionage use, though the government will soon be opening the way for general merchandising. I can get what I want—and so can you—because I'm a member of the Galing family. But not tonight, darling. You can't take too much at once. Since every bit of this is really news to you, you must be overwhelmed right now.”
    “Quite,” he said. “But I'd like to hear more.”
    “We'll see what the doctor thinks,” she said.
    As if on cue, footsteps sounded in the corridor. Someone knocked sharply and briskly on the closed door. Joel knew it was not Henry Galing, for that old man wasn't accustomed to knocking; he was the type who went where he wanted when he wanted unless there was a lock to stop him.
    “Come in,” Allison said.
    A wiry little man in his forties entered the room. He was a foot shorter than Joel, thin as sticks. His broad face seemed out of place on that spare body. His hair was full, combed low on his wide forehead and over his ears. His eyes were quick, his mouth pursed into an endless smile. He was carrying a black satchel, and he took quick little steps like a windup toy. His manner was far too energetic to be pleasant.
    “So, you're sitting up, eh? Good! That's very good!” The doctor's voice was mellow. It would have been easy to listen to if it'd had been racing in top gear. “And having yourself a full meal! Marvelous! That is simply marvelous, young man! We'll have you up and around and back on the job before you know it. Not as bad as I thought! Not as bad at all!”
    “It's the amnesia,” Allison said.
    “Nothing to it!” Harttle said. He winked at Joel, then at Allison, opened his satchel. “Soon you'll be recognizing everyone and not just guessing their names. I'm Harttle. I know you guessed. Now you can be sure. He chuckled. He took an old-fashioned stethescope out of the bag and listened carefully at Joel's chest, groin, and shoulderblades.
    As the doctor listened to his heart a second time, Joel stared at the man's head. He was aware that something was wrong, terribly wrong, but he couldn't immediately grasp what it was. Then it registered with a bang. Harttle's hair was full of dust. A fine, gray powder lay across his brown locks, distributed as evenly as the dust in those corridors through which he'd walked in his dream . . .
    Dream?
    Harttle sat up and clicked his tongue approvingly, winked. “You're fit.”
    “I am?”
    “As a fiddle!”
    Joel now saw that there was dust on Harttle's shoulders. His suit looked as if it had hung in a closet for years and had been hastily brushed before the doctor donned it again.
    “Can you do anything for his memory?” Allison asked. She had stood against the far wall while Harttle worked, but now she moved forward. She was a stunningly sinuous creature, all sleek soft lines and lovely angles.
    “Probably,” Harttle said. When he shook his head he actually snapped it as if it were connected to his neck by a tight spring. “Oh, we can probably take care of the memory. Sure, sure!”
    “How?” Joel asked.
    He thought he could see a film of dust in the doctor's left nostril, like a gossamer membrane. No. Impossible. If there was a membrane of dust in Harttle's nostril, it mean that he wasn't breathing.
    “Hypnosis,” Harttle said. “That's the cure!” He winked at both of them. “And even if that doesn't work, we have no worries. We can use a telepathist to enter your mind and give you a nudge or two. Simple matter. This is the Twenty-third Century, after all, not the Dark Ages. We have means.” He looked at Allison and smiled. “You used the medpac as I directed?”
    “Yes.”
    “Good!” Harttle said. “Wonderful!” He used both words a few more times, bobbing his head up and down like a badly operated puppet. He took a packet of red capsules from his satchel and placed them on the nightstand. “If you have any trouble sleeping,” he told Joel, “you just take two of these.”
    “I don't want to sleep,” Joel said. His chest was tight with fear. His throat was constricted. What in the name of God was going on here? Twenty-third Century? Who were they kidding? And why?
    “Of course you don't want to sleep,” Harttle said. “That's what I mean. I know you want to be up and about, re-learning your identity. But it can't be done all at once, can it? Of course it can't! You must rest, eat, sleep well.” He snapped his black bag shut, nodded to both of them, promised that he would be around the following morning, and went out, closing the door behind.
    Allison went to the door and locked it.
    Joel watched her closely.
    What was their game?
    “I feel so much better now that he's seen you,” she said as she came back across the room toward the bed.
    “Did he seem strange to you?”
    “Strange?” She laughed. “Willie's been strange as long as I've known him, but he's been our family doctor for fourteen years. Bursting with energy. Did you notice?”
    “I noticed,” he said. “But that's not what I meant. Did you see the—dust?”
    “Dust?” she asked, looking down at him.
    “You didn't see it.”
    “I don't know what you mean.”
    He realized, then, that she was undressing, and he let the conversation die like a last breath of life. She peeled off the boots, rolled down her shorts. She unbuttoned the blouse and took it off, dropped it on the floor. She was not wearing underclothes. Her thighs were warm and golden, her pubic thatch thick and curly and as black as the hair on her head. Tiny waist, too tiny to be true. Heavy breasts, thrusting upwards, nipples stiff and long. She was the most perfectly formed woman he had ever seen.
    She chuckled throatily. “Is this what you meant?”
    “Look,” he said, clearing his throat with effort, “you better think about this.”
    “Oh,” she said wickedly, “I've thought and thought about it.”
    “Are you sure you know what you're doing? After all, it's almost like we're strangers, like this is the first time we've met.”
    “For you maybe,” she said.
    Slipping under the sheets, she hugged him.
    He said, “What?”
    She said, “I remember you quite well.”
    “Allison—”
    She rolled against him. Her long legs slithered around him, entwined with his own legs. He shivered and, unable to resist, put his arms around her. She kissed him on the mouh, her tongue moving like a snake's tongue.
    “And,” she said, “I'm going to have you remembering me soon enough.”
    He pulled back the covers and stared at her. She was stunning, and she enjoyed his admiration.
    “You're going to remember me so well,” she said, “that you won't ever be able to forget me again.”
    Just as she touched the light and brought darkness down upon them, he saw the dust that lay between the ripe cones of her breasts. Not much dust. Just a trace. And then he could see nothing but deep shadows and color behind his eyes. She was over him, mounting him, moving—and he soon ceased to care about the dust.
    

    
    
IV
    
    
The following afternoon, having taken a light lunch together, they went on a tour of the great house to see if he could remember anything of it. There were sixteen rooms and four baths. Each room was large and airy. The furniture was elegant and expensive, though too decorative and heavily carved for Joel's taste. And all of it was new to him.
    Two servants saw to Henry Galing's comfort. One of them was a handyman and male cook, Richard, who was nearly Joel's size. He was a quiet, almost shy Nordic type with white-blond hair and even features, eyes gray and steady. His bleak smile contained no humor, and beneath the surface servility there lay, Joel thought, a deep pool of hatred and resentment. The maid, a young woman named Gina, was attractive in an ingenuous way. She had a clean, milky complexion dotted with freckles. Her nose was upturned, her mouth a bit too small. She blushed like a young girl, with little provacation.
    Both servants were uncommunicative, and both of them were rude in little ways, insulting in an indefinable manner. But Allison did not seem to notice and was confused by Joel's references to the staff's surliness.
    That was merely Allison's nature, or course. In only one night and morning he had come to know her and to like her enormously. In many ways she was childlike and naive, too trusting, too certain that everyone was as open and gentle as she herself. She was not a woman for sarcasm; she could neither deliver nor understand it. He doubted that she ever got angry with anyone no matter how much justification there might be; her relationship with the world was joyous, fundamental, and deeply physical. She was aware of beauty in everything she saw, and she spent a great deal of time pointing out to him the loveliness in some bit of daily life which he had not seen himself. If the servants were somewhat rude and, beneath a thin surface of servility, resentful, Allison would think of them, in their silence, as being only shy and self-conscious.
    Yet, even with her at his side, he felt that the house was cold and empty, as desolate as if no one actually lived in it. Not for the first time since he'd awakened here, he thought of a stage play, an elaborate but hollow production . . . Here and there he saw pieces of furniture skinned with dust while the rest of the room looked freshly polished, and he remembered, on such occasions, the dust on Dr. William Harttle . . .
    He also remembered the dust on Allison's breasts, and he trembled uncontrollably, possessed by a fear which he could not pin down and examine. He said nothing to her about it, for he was afraid of what she might say. Was this all an illusion—or was he simply insane? He wondered . . . And then she would touch him, hold his hand, say something to draw his attention—and such incongruities as the dust would escape his notice for a time.
    In the den, as they stood by the window and watched the rain slice through a grove of pine trees at the end of the south lawn, he said, “Where did I fall and hurt myself?” The moment he had asked, he wondered why he'd taken so long to pose the question; it was as if he'd been programmed not to ask.
    Her face paled. “It was awful.”
    “I can't remember.”
    Her hand tightened on his. “You'd gotten on a ladder . . . You were climbing up to the garage roof to get Jasper.”
    “Jasper?”
    “The cat,” she said, “It was my fault.”
    Jasper? He could remember no cat. He waited.
    “Jasper was on the garage roof,” she said. “He was whining so pitifully . . . as if he were afraid to come down. You said he'd jump when he wanted, but you couldn't convince me. Then you went after him, and he jumped when you were reaching for him. He startled you and you—”
    “Fell.”
    “It was awful,” she said.
    “Such a silly thing to risk my neck about,” he said.
    “Yes,” she said. “And all my fault.” She put one arm around him, leaned against him.
    “Where's Jasper now?” he asked.
    “Oh,” she said, “probably in the woods somewhere. He isn't much of a house cat. He likes the open air.”
    The explanation was painfully weak. He had a feeling there was no cat, that he could destroy her story if he pressed the point. But why would she lie to him? What did she have to gain?
    Another thought occurred to him. “Why were we here in the first place? Why were we staying with your Uncle Henry when he hates me?”
    “Because,” Henry Galing said from the doorway, “I don't dislike my niece, no matter how foolish she's been in her private affairs.”
    The old man was as impressive as he had been the day before. He was wearing a well tailored wool suit with double vest, soft blue shirt, and maroon tie. He was slim but strong, unstooped. With his white hair and dignified posture he might have been a senator or a diplomat. He couldn't possibly be the president of a firm dealing in paranormal research.
    Could he? No.
    Then Allison was lying.
    But why?
    “I enjoy Allison's company,” Galing added. He seemed to be goading Joel. He was overplaying it, pushing, exaggerating like a stage actor.
    Joel flushed but was unable to respond to the taunt. He had not known Galing well enough or long enough to be able to find the old man's weak spot. He didn't remember anything salient from their previous relationship, and he knew any reply would sound like that of a man shooting in the dark and imagined adversaries.
    Allison settled the clash with an insistence that defeated even her uncle. She refused to tolerate any petty squabbles, she told them. This whole feud, she said, was absurd. They were all adults, she said, capable of negotiating their differences. She had a nice little monologue which she delivered well.
    Galing shrugged, turned away from the door. The carpet soaked up his footsteps.
    “Now,” she said, turning to Joel, “it's time you went back to your room. You'll need a nap before supper.”
    “I'm not sleepy,” he said.
    “I don't care about that,” she said. “If you're not sleepy, then you'll take a pill to make you sleepy. You need all the rest you can get.”
    She hustled him upstairs and tucked him in bed. She gave him a lingering kiss which erased any sleepiness he might have had, and she left the room, closing the door behind.
    He was alone with the sound of the rain—and with a renewed certainty that something was not right about this place or these people.
    But what?
    I don't know!
    He tried recalling how Allison had looked this morning, but not even that vision made him content again. When he had tossed and turned for half an hour, he finally got up and paced around the room. He stopped by the only window and sat in a high-back Louis XIV chair, and he watched the rain sheet across the New England countryside.
    He picked through all the sources of doubt that littered his mind, scrutinized the strange incidents of the last two days, tried to work them together as if they were all shards of a single shattered vase. First: Galing's pathological dislike for him. Second: the rude silence of the servants. Third: the dust on Harttle's suit and in his hair. Fourth: the dust between Allison's breasts. Also: the dream about the pods and the faceless man, Allison's unbelievably good humor, the too ironic and mundane manner in which he'd reputedly sustained his head wound and—
    He sat straight up in the chair and continued to stare at the rain beyond the window as if he were afraid to look away from it and, in changing the direction of his gaze, find some unspeakable terror standing close behind him. Reluctantly, cautiously, he examined his head with his fingertips, pressing, massaging, testing . . . Temples first. Nothing there but the throb of his blood. Forehead. Nothing. The crown of his head. No cut, no bump. The back of his skull. He was not wearing any bandages, and he could feel no scabs or tender bruises.
    Now what?
    He resisted an urge to call Allison. If he asked her why he had no visible wound after falling off the garage roof, she would have some half-acceptable, half-impossible answer. He preferred, for the moment anyway, to fret about it rather than let himself be mollified by her exceptional beauty. It was time he stopped floating through this scene like a theater customer willing to be temporarily deceived into believing in the reality of the events on the stage. It was time that he started thinking for himself.
    While he puzzled over this newest development, he watched the rain, the swaying pine trees, and the low clouds that scudded by close above them. He also watched the sparse traffic on the nearby highway a quarter of a mile to the right, and almost an hour passed before he realized that something was distinctly odd about those distant cars. Twenty minutes after that, he saw what it was: the same vehicles kept passing in their same relative positions, with the same number of seconds between their appearances. Eight different spurts of traffic passed, passed again, re-passed . . . The entire cycle took only six minutes to repeat itself. Then it began again. He watched it happen three times before he got out of his chair and opened the window.
    He reached out and touched the pine trees— which were only inches from the glass.
    He touched the tiny cars that sped past.
    He touched the highway.
    He touched the clouds.
    All of these things were back-projected images on a hologram screen which produced an illusion with a high degree of verisimilitude. If he shattered that screen, he knew he would find an automatic projector behind it.
    He remembered Harttle making some comment about the Twenty-third Century. Could that really be the case?
    But even if it were true, even if he were somehow in a future era, why all this deception?
    Closing the window he sat down and tried to imagine why they would attempt to fool him with false windows and fake scenery. Apparently, they had even constructed a fake house . . . It was all a stage of sorts, a performance . . . Did that mean that Henry Galing's hatred was also an act? Was the dust a prop, put on Harttle's hair to confuse Joel, sprinkled between Allison's breasts to make the mystery of this place even more inexplicable? It seemed that way, yet . . . That meant they wanted him to sense the hollowness of it. They wanted him to pick up on these clues. They wanted him to have doubts and to wonder and to fear them. Was that it? Was Allison—
    “Hey, you're cheating on your nap time, Mr. Amslow,” Allison said, pushing open the bedroom door with her hip. She was carrying his dinner tray.
    “Watching the rain,” he said.
    “Restful, isn't it?”
    “No.”
    “It isn't?”
    “It puzzles me,” he said.
    She looked quickly at the window, frowned, stared hard at him. Her nervousness was an act, an obvious performance. Why? “Puzzles you?” she asked.
    “Never mind.”
    “Do you feel all right?” she asked.
    “Better than ever.”
    “You're sure?”
    He forced a smile. “Positive.”
    “I've brought your supper.” She grinned again. Her blue eyes seemed as large as half dollars, brighter than ever, as if the beauty of her own smile surprised her. “Your favorite dessert,” she said.
    “What's that?”
    She put the tray down and lifted the silver lid. “Apple pie with raisins.”
    And it figured.
    

    
    
V
    
    
Joel waited until he knew that she was asleep before he got out of bed.
    For awhile there, when they had finished making love, he had seriously considered forgetting the whole thing. If he were being misled, it was for a good reason. Wasn't it? Had to be. How could Allison be engaged in anything sinister . . . ?
    However, when she grew drowsy and slept, leaving him alone with his thoughts, his determination to know the truth returned. He had been acting and reacting as if he were drugged or witless. Now, while the others were not up and about to keep tabs on him, he dressed quickly and quietly, opened the bedroom door, stepped into the dark second floor hallway, closed the door again without waking Allison.
    The house was quiet.
    Too quiet?
    He leaned against the wall for several minutes until his eyes adjusted to the darkness—and until he was certain that Allison was not going to get out of bed and follow him. Treading lightly and cautiously to avoid the loose floorboards under the carpet, he went to the head of the main stairs.
    A light burned somewhere below; a weak glow leaked into the downstairs hall and spilled across the first two steps. He could hear voices rising suddenly from the back of the house. Two of them. Both men. Talking softly but heatedly. Henry and the male servant, Richard?
    He went down the stairs to the main hall. Holding the polished mahogany railing, he kept away from the center of each step where the loose boards might sag, squeak, and betray him. He made no noise at all going down.
    Originally, he had intended to investigate the ground floor exits to see what landscape they opened onto, and he had wanted to burglarize the drawers of Henry Galing's desk in the book-lined den. But now he would have to know for certain who was up and about and what their conversation might concern. The light and the voices came from the den where the door was ajar, and Joel crept in that direction.
    As he stood against the wall by the partly opened door, he recognized Henry Galing's deep, officious tones. The other voice was that of a stranger.
    “How much longer?” the stranger asked.
    “How much longer until what?” Galing asked. He sounded peeved, disdainful.
    “Until we stop with this damned 'recover' act,” the stranger said.
    “When the program was devised, it was decided he'd stay in bed for five days,” Galing said. “That leaves three to go.”
    “It won't work.”
    “We have to try to make it work.”
    “Impossible,” the stranger insisted.
    Galing sighed. “I suppose you're right. He's become much too inquisitive. He's already discovered that the view from his window is an artificial construction.”
    “I've heard,” the stranger said. “That window should have been locked.” He was angry and concerned. He had raised his voice above a murmur, but now he softened it again. “You overlooked an important detail.”
    “Nonsense,” Galing said. The stranger didn't press the accusation, and it was clear that the old man had the final word. “If the window had been locked, he'd have picked it open to find out if what he suspected were true or not. You know him. You know how persistent he is.”
    “Only too well,” the stranger said.
    “And I'm worried about the girl,” Galing said. “Despite the drugs, she seems to be getting suspicious about me, the house, the whole deal.”
    “Increase her dosage.”
    “It isn't that simple,” Galing said. “If we raise her milligram intake, Amslow's going to realize she's hopped up. And that's no good at all.”
    It was the stranger's turn to sigh. “Then what in the hell do you suggest?”
    “We'll go to the next stage of the program ahead of schedule,” Galing said.
    “That might not be wise.”
    “It's our only choice,” Galing said. He opened his desk drawer and rustled some papers.
    In the pause between their exchanges, Joel leaned away from the wall and peered into the den through the two-inch crack between the door and the jamb. Galing stood behind his desk, leafing through a sheaf of papers, absorbed in his search for something. In the chair beside the desk, slumped as if he were exhausted, sat the faceless man.
    

    
VI
    
    
Henry Galing said, “You'd better wake Richard and Gina so we can go over this together step by step. We don't want any mistakes. We have enough problems already.”
    “Of course, Henry,” the faceless man said. The smooth plane of his face did not even wrinkle as he spoke. He got up, stretched, and started for the door.
    With the swiftness of instinct, Joel backstepped to the next door along the corridor and went into the darkened library. He closed the door most of the way but left a narrow crack through which he could observe the hall.
    The faceless man walked past without seeing him and went up the stairs even more quietly than Joel had descended them.
    Joel hoped no one planned a bed check.
    Two minutes later the faceless man returned with Richard and Gina in tow. None of them was particularly excited. They'd have been whooping if they had known that he wasn't tucked in bed with Allison, exhausted from lovemaking. The three of them entered the den and this time they closed the door all the way.
    He remained in the library for a few minutes, then returned to the hall and sidled down to the den door. But the heavy oak door was too thick to permit eavesdropping. What were they saying in there? What had they planned for him? Why? Well, whatever the hell they were doing, they didn't have his best interest at heart. It hardly mattered whether or not he knew all the details or even the main intent. They were not humanitarians.
    Noiselessly, he returned to the second floor bedroom. He found well cut, expensive streetclothes in the closet, and he slipped into them: knitted slacks, a blue silk shirt, a lightweight rayon jacket that had never come off any department store rack.
    He sat on the edge of the bed and gently shook Allison's shoulder until she stopped mumbling, opened her eyes, and yawned at him. “What is it? Hmmm?”
    “We're going away now,” he said. He tried to remain calm, tried not to consider the possibility that he'd lost his mind.
    “Away?” she asked.
    “Whisper,” he said.
    “Why are we going away?”
    Looking at her closely, he fancied that he could see the effects of some drug in the circles around her eyes, although she was otherwise fresh and healthy.
    She didn't like the way he was staring at her. “What are you doing? What's wrong?”
    “Get dressed while I explain.”
    “It's that urgent?”
    “Yes. Hurry.”
    She did as she was told, although she was obviously confused by his story of sinister plots and faceless men. When he was done, she took both his hands in her hands. “Joel, I think this was a bad dream. Just a nightmare, darling.”
    “It's true.”
    She touched his face. Her fingers were cool. “You did have a head injury. I don't want you to feel I'm being—”
    Her tone precluded his getting angry, for she was only concerned about him, nothing more. “If I fell off the garage roof,” he said, interrupting her to save time, “where's my head wound?”
    She was startled by the question.
    “Well?”
    “I . . . I don't understand.”
    He went to the window and opened it. “Come here.” He held her up so she could touch the hologram screen which was now showing a very realistic, three-dimension night scene complete with moon and stars. The traffic on the highway was preceded by headlights.
    She was stunned by the revelation. “But what in the world does it mean?”
    “I don't know. But I do know we aren't going to find out until we're away from here.”
    Clutching his arm, leaning on him for support, she said, “I'm scared, Joel.”
    “Me too.”
    He kissed her. He was pleased that implicit in her statement was a willingness to do whatever he wished. She had adjusted to the bizarre situation much faster than he had expected she would.
    “What now?” she whispered.
    “Do you have any money?”
    “Quite a bit in my purse.”
    “Good enough,” he said. “We may need it when we get away from here. We might be in another country; we might be a long way from home.”
    “But why?'
    “I keep asking myself the same question,” he said. “So far, I can't find an answer to it.” He kissed her again. Then: “Stay close behind me. Once we're out of the house, we can decide what to do. With money, we aren't helpless.”
    “Uncle Henry's no villain, though,” she said, still worrying at it.
    “Are you sure you have an Uncle Henry?”
    “Of course! There may be deception here . . . illusions . . . But that's part of the truth. Uncle Henry's real. And so is his Galing Research—and our marriage. I don't understand the faceless man. That's incredible! And the window . . . But the rest of it isn't a lie, Joel!”
    She unsettled him, for he was more ready to accept an entire fraud, no matter how fantastic it might be, rather than have to explain half of one. But in either case, how could you explain a man without a face?
    There could be no such thing.
    But there was.
    In the upstairs corridor they paused, as he had done earlier, to adjust to the darkness. Then they went downstairs, past the den where the voices of the four conspirators seeped through the door too soft to be distinguished word for word.
    In the kitchen, he almost fell over a straight-backed chair, caught himself just in time. He opened the back door and stared out at a lawn and trees much like the scene which the hologram had shown them from his upstairs window. The highway and the cars were the only things missing.
    “Why show us a fake when the real thing isn't that much different?” he asked.
    “Let's hurry,” she said. Her tone, the expression on her face were the first indications he'd had, aside from her word, that she was really frightened.
    He wondered briefly if her fear was generated by the absurd circumstances in which they found themselves—or whether she knew more about all of this than he did, knew something that especially put her on edge. He had overheard Galing say that she was drugged. But wasn't it possible . . . No. For Christ's sake, he couldn't let himself think a thing like that. It smacked of paranoia. He needed someone to trust in the middle of the surreal nightmare, some touch with reality, someone with whom he could make plans.
    He took her hand and led her quickly across the lawn toward the trees; in fact, the journey was too quick. Although the lawn appeared to be several acres deep they crossed it in only a dozen paces. When they turned and looked back at the mansion, which was surely no more than thirty feet away, it appeared to be distant, shrunken as if a full quarter of a mile lav between them and the kitchen door from which they had just departed.
    “Am I crazy?” she asked.
    “If you are, it's group insanity,” he said. “How in the hell is that done?”
    “And why?”
    He was bewildered.
    He could see that a man, desirous of a lot of land but with a bank account much too small to permit an estate of any size, might want to employ this sort of ruse to give himself the feeling of distance, possessions, wealth. That made sense—even if the science behind it seemed quite impossible. But the rest of it made no damned sense at all . . . Even if such an illusion could be created, surely the cost of it would be higher than the price of the land itself. Furthermore, for Galing to go to the trouble of creating this excellent illusion—and for him to go to the extra trouble of using a hologram screen on the bedroom window so that the genuine article could not be seen—that was insanity. . .
    “What are they trying to prove?”
    She clutched his arm. “Joel, he's here.”
    “Who?”
    Standing in the shadow of the trees, cloaked in darkness, she shrank back as if pinned in a spotlight. “Back at the house. Uncle Henry.”
    Galing stood in the open kitchen doorway, staring hard at the trees.
    “He can't see us,” Joel said.
    “How do you know he can't hear us?” she whispered. “He's only thirty feet away.”
    “Come on,” he said. “We can lose them in the woods.”
    

    
    
VII
    
    
The forest had looked deep and cool and serene, but it turned out to be no more extensive than the lawn, no less an illusion than everything that had come before it. In only twenty steps they had crossed the carpet of dry brown leaves, threaded their way through the maples and pines and oaks, left behind the smell of moist earth and green growing foliage and the shatter of insects. Beyond the trees was a sidewalk and a quiet residential street.
    “Curiouser and curiouser,” Joel said.
    Mercury vapor lamps were spaced fifty feet apart on the far side of the street. Dragon-necked, they thrust into the center of the roadway and shed soft light on the neatly painted fronts of middle-class, white frame houses with contrastingly painted shutters. Some porches had swings. Some had no swings. Some had rockers and potted flowers. All the windows were dark, the houses either deserted or the occupants all asleep. The lawn directly across the street contained a white plaster bird-bath, a crystal ball on a plaster pedestal, and six hideous plastic ducks lined up along the walk: modern American bad taste, undeniably American. Some houses had fenced-in lawns; some did not. Here and there a weeping willow tree bent across a fence and dipped feathery branches over the sidewalk and street. Three cars were parked on the street: two late model fan shuttles and one older vehicle that was scraped and dented and rusting out along the fan skirt. This last one had a double fan system like the first electric hovercars that had been built in the 1980's ten years ago. Or, if Dr. Harttle had been telling the truth, well over two hundred years ago.
    Behind them, footsteps sounded in the forest. Twigs snapped. Branches were thrust noisily aside.
    He grabbed Allison's hand more tightly and ran for the nearest automobile.
    Behind them, Henry Galing shouted, “Wait!”
    Joel pulled open the car door. “Get in.”
    Allison slid across the seat.
    He got behind the wheel and slammed the door. The sound echoed along the quiet street.
    The keys were in the ignition.
    He knew then that they were never going to get away from Henry Galing and his fun house. He hadn't thought how he would start the shuttle, perhaps he would have had to cross the wires beneath the dashboard . . . But he knew this easy ride was a trap. They were meant to find this shuttle and use it. Nevertheless, he had to go ahead with it.
    Twisting the key in the ignition, he stamped the starter. The engine purred. The blades beneath them stuttered, then lifted the car off the pavement.
    He saw she had not pulled on her safety harness, and he made her latch it in place.
    “Hold on,” he said.
    As he pulled the car from the curb, he nearly struck Henry Galing who had run out of the forest and was trying to block their escape. The old man shouted something at them but his words were drowned out by the thundering blades. Joel pulled past him and took the shuttle down the deserted street.
    The wheel was much too stiff. He could barely handle it. The damned shuttle bobbed and swayed, maneuvered like a tank with one broken tread.
    “Be careful!” Allison said.
    An intersection loomed ahead.
    He made the mistake of trying to corner, and he suddenly found the wheel frozen altogether. He took his foot of the accelerator and discovered that was frozen too. The air speed brakes didn't work. They were completely out of control.
    Allison screamed.
    The fan shuttle tilted as if the gyros were as worn out as the rest of it, turned on its side and drove Allison down against him as far as her safety harness would permit.
    Was this why the keys were in the ignition? Did Galing intend for them to die in the shuttle? If that were the case, what in the name of God had been the purpose of this entire charade?
    A building lay directly ahead of them.
    They struck the side of it and were pitched away like a scrap of paper in an ocean tide.
    This is it, he thought. It's over now.
    Galing has won.
    The shuttle blades beneath them coughed, stuttered, cut in, cut out . . . The small craft rolled onto the roof with a resounding crash.
    Joel was thrown against the steering wheel despite the safety harness, then was jerked upright again as the harness automatically compensated for the impact.
    Metal screamed against macadam as they slid down the street, and sparks showered into the night air. An instant later they were brought up hard against the trunk of a willow tree and finally came to a full stop.
    Alive.
    But what about Allison?
    Unconsciousness threatened, but he refused to sink into it. He saw that Allison was slumped against her restraining straps, not moving at all, face pale, mouth slack, eyes closed. He couldn't see any blood, no bruises on her face. She must be fine. Just unconscious. That was all. That had to be all.
    He tried to force the door open on his side so that they could escape the wreckage before Galing showed up, but the door had been welded tight by the crash. He struggled with it for a long moment before leaning back in his harness. Calm down. Take it easy. He relaxed, trying to gather his wits, and he listened to the sigh of hot metal cooling down. Fluid dripped out of a ruptured line and hissed as it splashed on hot steel, and he could smell a thin but acrid smoke that rose out of the undercarriage.
    Suddenly the door which he had struggled vainly to open was now opened easily, and he was confronted by the faceless man. Dark hair had fallen across the blank countenance. Hanging upside down in the overturned shuttle, supported by the safety harness, Joel had a strange view of the specter, on which made its featureless face seem even more hideous.
    “Go away, he said. He closed his eyes, hoping to wake up, though he knew this dream just wouldn't go away.
    “You didn't get far,” the specter said.
    “You can't talk. You've got no mouth. I won't listen to you talk!” He knew he was slipping into hysteria, but he could not help it.
    “I'm the sandman,” the specter said.
    Joel opened his eyes.
    The faceless man raised a chalky hand. Hundreds of tiny silver needles protruded from the palm in evenly spaced rows. They gleamed.
    “No!” Joel said.
    “The sandman.”
    The specter reached out, touched him.
    A cloud of steam hissed out of the undercarriage, whirled through the car, obscuring everything for one brief instant.
    “Ill get you,” Joel said. “Ill get all of you.”
    The sandman touched him again. The needles were cold and they stung.
    At least he now knew that the creature's power was not at all supernatural. Of course, the knowledge did nothing to hearten him—or to save him. He fell asleep again, against his will . . .
    

    
    
VIII
    
    
Joel activated half a dozen data transmitters. Turning slightly in his chair he read the life systems reports on experimental subject Sam-3. The display screens brought in nothing but good news:
    
    HEARTBEAT: 51 PER MINUTE
    RESPIRATION: 8 PER MINUTE
    ENCEPHALOGRAPHIC PATTERNS: ALL WITHIN
    ACCEPTABLE PERIMETERS
    DIGESTION/PRIMARY STOMACH: BALANCE
    PERFECTED
    DIGESTION/SECONDARY STOMACH: SLIGHT
    DEGREE OF ACIDITY. SYSTEMS COPING
    
    He looked through the thick observation window which was placed at eye level in the wall before him, directly above the deck of controls. The pool was only minimally lighted now. The aquamen were just barely visible, quick shadows flickering in the green light.
    He picked up his microphone and directed Sam-3 to approach his observation point.
    A moment later the aquaman swam into view. He had a quasi-human face, lots of wicked teeth, and he was smiling. Five feet long (one could not say “tall", for that implied that he stood erect; and he never stood erect), with the legs and arms of a man but with the sleekness of a porpoise, Sam-3 was quite a sight. His feet and hands were twice as large as those of a land-bound man, his digits connected by filmy webbing. His neck was marked by six gill slits on each side, spaced close and angled toward his throat from the atrophied flaps of his ears. His eyes were exceptionally large and shielded by transparent lids. He passed the viewpoint and glided away, feet gracefully churning water.
    “Get's boring, doesn't it?” Henry Galing asked.
    Joel looked at the older man who was in the chair next to his, and he saw why Galing had once given up a fine career in genetic science to run for political office. Wealthy, handsome, dignified, with a confident manner that brooked no debate, he was a father image in whom the voters could place at least psychological confidence. And he wasn't just an image; he was extremely capable. He would have done well by those who elected him—if he'd had a chance to assume office before everything fell apart and the continuation of an elected, democratic government was no longer feasible. However, if mankind had lost a statesman it had gained a superior genetic theorist whose talents were now desperately necessary for the many projects at hand.
    “If I were director of the department,” Joel said, “I wouldn't spend time sitting at a console, like you do. It is boring.”
    “But we're short of good technicians,” Galing said. “I'd rather take an extra shift myself than load it onto someone who has already done twelve hours at the monitors. Besides, I've been taking a few inhibitors, and I don't need more than two hours sleep a night.”
    “Inhibitors are dangerous,” Joel said.
    “I know what makes an overdose.”
    “But even without an overdose . . . How long can the body go without sleep—without enough sleep?”
    “A year,” Galing said.
    “And how long have you been taking them?”
    “Only the last few weeks,” Galing said. “A year . . . And after that, what does it matter? I suppose we'll still be living here a year from now. But we'll just be waiting for the end. With luck though, our children will have started their journeys, leaving us behind . . .”
    They both looked into the pool beyond the observation windows. The aquamen swam by and stared in at them as if the roles in this zoo had changed.
    And maybe they had changed at that, Joel thought. It was the aquamen who were going out to the stars, taking the wider universe for their home —while he and Galing and the rest of them were forced to remain behind in the bunkers.
    Turning away from the ports, Galing said, “How about you and Anita stopping by my suite for supper tonight. Something simple, a little wine.”
    “It's okay with me,” Joel said. “If Anita—”
    “I'll ask her,” Galing said. He looked past Joel, down the row of black command chairs. “Anita! Supper tonight? Fine!” He turned back to Joel. “It's all set, then.”
    Joel turned and looked at Anita, his raven-haired wife. She was sitting in the fifth chair down from his; she wore a white smock and worked the controls in front of her. She gave him a quick smile, a wink, then returned to her monitors. That was when it all fell apart fast . . .
    He had seen nothing particularly unusual in the rest of it, nothing that seemed false. He had accepted Galing as a genetic scientist instead of a researcher in the paranormal sciences. But he could not fit the woman in the illusion. Delusion? Whatever this was, her name was not Anita. It was . . . Allison. Or was it? Yes. Oh, yes, Allison Amslow. His wife, Galing's niece. And all the rest of this was wrong too, he now saw. Henry Galing wasn't so friendly as this . . .
    He stood up.
    “Joel?” Galing said.
    “Bastards!”
    “Hey, Joel, what's gotten into you?”
    He stepped away from his chair and ran to the door which opened on the “pool” beyond the wall, the door through which he had come after leaving the pod a long, long time ago. It wasn't precisely the same door as it had been; now, it was a heavy steel pressure hatch of the sort you found in submarines. However, when he tugged on it, the door opened without admitting water to the observation room.
    No pool existed.
    No aquamen.
    The “pool” was actually that white-walled, dust-filmed chamber in the basement of the building. Sixteen life support pods stood in neat rows.
    Stepping into the room, he looked at the observation windows from the end. A back-projecting hologram machine—just like the projector at his bedroom window in Galing's mansion—had been attached to the inside of each window; the underwater scene which he had been monitoring was a fake.
    He started toward the pods, not sure what he intended to do when he reached them. Touching them would be enough. Rapping his knuckles on them would satisfy him. If he could climb up the side of one of them and peer in at the corpse, he would be delighted. Just knowing they were real and not a part of some dream—
    “Joel!”
    He turned and looked at Henry Galing.
    The old man was standing in the doorway between the two rooms. “Come here,” he said.
    “Go to hell.”
    A second figure appeared in the doorway, crowding Galing. “Do what he tells you,” the faceless man said. He raised one hand and beckoned as if he were talking to a child. “Come here.”
    Joel turned away from them and walked over to the cylinders. He rapped his knuckles against them, listened to the hollow echoes. They were real enough.
    “You can't escape,” the faceless man said.
    Turning, Joel saw the specter immediately behind him, four short steps away. It was dressed in a one-piece black suit as before, hands sheathed in black leather. It took another step and raised one needle-filled palm.
    Joel retreated, bumped into the huge cylinder, fell down, and rolled across the concrete floor. He scrambled desperately to his feet again and put one of the life support pods between himself and his unearthly adversary.
    “You can play tag with me if you want,” the creature said, placing both hands flat on the pod and leaning toward Joel who was on the other side of it. “But you can't win. Do you see? You have no chance.”
    They circled the pod warily.
    “Who are you?” Joel asked.
    “I'm the sandman.”
    “What are you?”
    “I'm the sandman.”
    “That's no answer.”
    “It's all the answer you'll get.”
    The faceless man suddenly dropped to his knees and scuttled under the cylinder, making a pass at Joel's legs.
    Joel swung out of the way and ran to another pod, took refuge behind it, more watchful than ever.
    “Where are we?” he asked the specter when it followed him and took up the game once more.
    “Nowhere.”
    Without eyes but evidently not without sight, the incredible specter watched him, moved as he moved, gave him no advantage whatsoever.
    “Is this really the Twenty-third Century?” Joel asked.
    “Who told you that?” The voice seemed to emanate from the lower third of the featureless face, from the spot where a mouth ought to have been. Joel thought he saw the smooth flesh vibrate slightly, like the head of a snare drum trembling with a staccato rhythm.
    “Harttle,” Joel said. “He told me.”
    “Why should you care what year it is?'
    “Tell me.”
    “Time doesn't matter,” the sandman said.
    “It matters to me.”
    At the far end of the room, Henry Galing and the manservant Richard, walked out of the doorway from the observation chamber and started toward the pods. Joel saw them, and he knew that the man without a face was one hundred percent right: he had no chance at all, not even a slender thread of hope.
    “You don't have anything to gain by resisting us,” the faceless man said.
    “Self-respect,” Joel said.
    “Not even that.”
    Galing and Richard reached the pod and started around one end of it.
    The specter came around the other end.
    “You stay back. All of you.”
    Richard was grinning.
    “I'll kill one of you if I get the chance.”
    “You won't,” Galing said.
    The old man held up his right hand and showed Joel the needled glove. Richard was wearing one of them too.
    They descended on him in a rush. He didn't know which of them touched him first. Darkness came quickly, in a roar of silence.
    

IX
    
    
He woke and found that a rat was worrying at his shoe. It was a big sonofabitch, maybe ten or twelve pounds, long, wide, low to the ground. The long, black, pebbled tail trailed from it, motionless on the floor. The fur on its haunches was dark gray, the color of summer thunderheads; but it grew progressively lighter on up the body until it was a washed out and indefinable dirty color around the neck and head. The ears were thin, pointed, laid flat: listening. The quick red eyes were intent on the shoe, and the sharp yellow teeth shaved the shoe leather like razors stropping a bar of soap. Joel watched it until, sensing that he was awake, it peered up at him. For a moment they stared hard at each other, testing each other, gauging possibilities . . . When he moved to strike it, the rat turned and ran into the shadows on the other side of the room.
    Had it been real—or part of some new illusion?
    He sat up, stretched, and groaned. He was sore all over. His neck was stiff, his shoulders knotted with pain, his back filled with a dull ache where it had come into contact with the hard mattress of the floor.
    When he finally looked carefully at the room, he was surprised to find himself in a cell. The walls were made from huge blocks of stone, granite or perhaps lava rock. The mortar between the blocks was brown, thin, perfectly spread, the work of a master mason who relied more on the fitting of stone than on the glue that lay between them. The ceiling was also stone. He could see no light fixtures except for the sputtering candle propped in a shallow baking pan by the door. He had been allowed no furniture, not even a straw sleeping mat. The only door was a massive slab of oak with three iron hinges; the eight-inch-square window in the center of it was fitted with four thick iron bars which were welded into an iron frame.
    He got to his feet, leaned against the wall until a brief but intense fit of vertigo passed. Circumspectly, afraid that someone might be listening for him at the other side of the oak, he went to the door and peered through the bars. Beyond lay a musty, candle-lit concrete-walled hallway. In the flickering orange light, he saw that the corridor ceiling contained lightstrips which were no longer functioning.
    The hall was empty. So far as he could see, no one was guarding the door.
    Hooking his fingers in the bars, he tried unsuccessfully to swing the door open. Locked. Of course. What else was he to expect of a prison cell?
    He considered calling for help. But he knew there'd be no one to hear him—except those who'd put him here: Galing, Richard, the man without a face . . .
    But what the hell? He had nothing to lose. They'd come for him sooner or later anyway. “Hey! Hey, I'm awake now.”
    No one answered.
    “Let's get on with it,” he said.
    The hall was quiet, empty. Somewhere nearby, a steady trickle of water gurgled softly over stone.
    His fingers still hooked in the bars, he tried to recall all that had happened since he'd first awakened on that hydraulic couch in the pod chamber. Maybe there was a clue in it, a pattern, some thread that would let him unravel the whole ball of yarn. First: the deserted laboratories, filmed with dust. Then: the empty labs and offices, the skeleton, the faceless man, bed, Allison, escape from the house, the shuttle wreck, waking up in the fake aquaman experimental station, the discovery of that hoax, the faceless man again . . . No. It was useless. Senseless.
    Turning away from the door, he explored his meager cell more carefully than he had first done. The only thing that he had overlooked was a two-foot-square drain in the center of the floor. It opened on a black pit and was laid over with iron grill work. The rat had probably entered and left through the drain, but that was not going to do him any good. He wasn't going to be rescued by any sewer-patroling cavalry.
    Behind him a key rattled in the lock.
    He turned quickly.
    Henry Galing pushed open the door. He was silhouetted by the brighter glow of the corridor candles, but Joel recognized even his silhouette. Galing came into the cell where Joel could get a better look at him. He was wearing a white smock that fell to his knees, and he carried a black satchel that resembled Dr. Harttle's bag of instruments. He smiled broadly and said, “Well, well . . . How are we doing this morning, young man.”
    Joel stared at him.
    “Don't you remember me?” Galing asked. He sounded genuinely concerned. “I'm Galing. Your doctor.”
    “The angel of mercy,” Joel said sarcastically. He put his back to the stone wall. His arms hung at his sides, and his hands were fisted. “What have you done to me?”
    Galing did not retreat but moved farther into the room so that Richard could get by him. Richard was dressed in a hospital orderly's uniform, all soft blue cotton and as clean as new diapers. A darker blue surgeon's cap covered most of his skull. He was wearing heavy rubber-soled shoes that squeaked when he walked.
    “Just be calm,” Galing said.
    “Go to hell.” He knew he was being childish, but he was hungry for revenge, even for the petty revenge of minor disobedience and surliness.
    “Now,” Galing said consolingly. “You don't want Richard to hurt you again.”
    Richard was carrying a battery-operated electric prod. He smiled slightly as Joel stared at the ugly device. Richard wouldn't hesitate to use it.
    “I asked you what you've done to me,” Joel said, turning back to Galing.
    The old man looked sad, as if he had to reprimand a favorite child. “I haven't done anything yet. What I'm trying to do is cure you, my boy.”
    Behind Galing and Richard, Allison appeared in the doorway. She paused for a moment as if she knew what a stunning picture she made even in silhouette, then stepped to her uncle's side. Her long hair was drawn back from her face and tied in a bun. She was wearing a white uniform and a peaked nurse's cap. Even in the stark institutional dress she was curvacious, sensuous.
    “Ah, Annabelle, my dear,” Galing said. He gave her a fatherly kiss on the cheek. “I want you to watch me with Mr. Amslow so that you've some experience in the handling of this sort of patient.”
    “Yes, doctor,” she said, glancing quickly at Joel as if he were a curious insect.
    “He's unusual. We get very few like him,” Galing said.
    She said, “I'm always anxious to learn, doctor.”
    Galing looked at Joel again, and he was no longer smiling. “Cooperate, and you won't be hurt,” he said.
    Joel frowned. “Her name isn't Annabelle,”
    Galing nodded sagely, the holy doctor probing at the twisted mind of the patient. “Why do you say that?”
    “Her name's Allison.”
    “It is?”
    “And she's my wife!”
    The woman sucked in her breath, put one hand over her breasts. Her eyes were round with fright.
    “My wife,” Joel insisted, taking a step toward her.
    Richard touched him with the tip of the prod.
    He jerked as the electric charge slammed through him like an ice pick in the spine. His knees turned to jelly, quivered. He managed to stay on his feet only because he couldn't bear to have Allison—Annabelle see him fall.
    “Sit down,” Galing said.
    “No.”
    “Be reasonable,” Galing said.
    “Stuff it,” Joel said. He spoke through clenched teeth.
    Richard used the prod again.
    Staggering backwards, gasping for breath, Joel collided with the wall, leaned against it for support. Fireworks had gone off behind his eyes; the afterglow slowly faded. The pain faded. He did not sit down.
    Galing hunkered down himself. “You'll only be shocked again if you stay on your feet.”
    Reluctantly, Joel sat down.
    “You have to be firm with his sort,” Galing told Allison-Annabelle. “You have to keep the upper hand at all times.”
    Although Joel was now down where Galing wanted him, Richard remained standing, the prod ready. He just couldn't wait to use it again.
    The woman stood near the door, wonderfully erotic in the caress of the red and orange candle-light. Her eyes were still wide. She was frightened of him.
    Drugs, Joel thought. They've used drugs on her. She hasn't really turned against you. She isn't one of them.
    Galing said, “You think she's your wife?”
    “I don't think she is. I know it.”
    “How long have you been married?”
    “For at least . . .”
    “Yes?” Galing smiled.
    But Joel couldn't remember how long it had been. This damned amnesia, or whatever it was . . .
    “Well? How long?”
    “I can't remember.”
    Nodding solemnly, Galing said, “Do you have children?”
    He wasn't sure. He wiped his sweat-slicked face with both hands, wiped his hands on his trousers. “Look here. I don't remember all of that. I had an accident, a head injury. I've had amnesia ever since.”
    Galing sighed, shook his head sadly. “This is going to hurt you, Joel. You won't like what I've got to say, but you must meet it and face the truth. You must stop fleeing into fantasies like this one.”
    “Fantasies . . .”
    “You're very ill, Joel.” Galing was terribly concerned. “You have been incarcerated in the Fleming Institute for more than a year now. Do you understand?”
    “I—”
    “You have severe psychological problems,” Galing said. “Until you can grasp that, until you can finally face up to your illness, you are beyond my help. Annabelle isn't your wife. Indeed, this afternoon is only the second time you've ever seen her.
    “That's a lie!”
    “No.”
    “I've slept with her!”
    “I'm afraid you've never slept with her,” Galling said as if he were offended by Joel's obscene fantasies.
    Richard chuckled softly and looked over his shoulder at the woman.
    Joel thought that she winked at Richard and smiled, but he could not see her well enough to be certain. “I don't know what the game is, Galing. But -”
    “No game, Joel. I just want to cure you.”
    “Bullshit!” He started to get up, sat down again when he saw Richard move in with the prod. “You're no doctor. You're Allison's uncle. I don't know why you keep using your own name from one illusion to the next while she changes hers. And I don't know why she goes along with this—even if she is drugged as you once said she was. She's my wife. And that man's your household servant and cook. He's no hospital orderly. And this is for goddamned sure no hospital, no psychiatric ward! It's a cell!”
    “He's worse than usual,” Galing told the woman.
    Richard nodded.
    Joel looked at the woman. “Allison! Don't you recognize me? Can't you get your head clear long enough to see what they're doing to me?”
    Allison drew back and stood on the threshold of the room as if she would bolt and run if he were to make the slightest move in her direction.
    Frustrated beyond endurance, Joel stood up and grabbed for Galing. He wanted to kill the bastard. Choke him to death and fling him aside, and some way, any way, get the truth. He caught the older man's lapels as Allison screamed, and he slammed Galing against the cell wall.
    Then Richard's prod caught him on the hip. This time, the ice pick twisted in his spine, gouged and tore sensitive nerves. He jumped, dropped Galing, and was flung against the wall. He sagged, grabbed at the stones, kept his feet beneath him.
    Richard prodded him again.
    He sagged, clutching his invisible wound. Through sweat and tears, he saw the manservant's wide smile, and he was suddenly charged with hatred. Only half recovered from the electric shock, he launched himself at Richard.
    The orderly backstepped and jammed the blunt head of the prod into Joel's gut.
    He was thrown backwards as if he'd been struck by a sledgehammer. Richard had apparently turned up the current. The blow was brutal, irresistible. He fell to the floor.
    “Thank God!” Allison said. “Thank God!”
    Is she relieved that it's all over for me, that there's no more suffering for me? Joel wondered.
    “I was so scared,” she said breathlessly.
    Or is she just relieved that I didn't get a chance to push in Richard's pretty face?
    He stared at the damp floor in front of his face until it no longer whirled around in tight little circles.
    “It's over now,” Galing said to the woman.
    Gagging, sobbing, Joel tried to get up. But Richard delivered another shock to his hip, knocking him flat. “Rotten . . . bastards . . .” he gasped. He felt as if his pelvis had been torn loose. His stomach and groin were on fire. Pain played like schools of silverfish, swam up his spine and darted this way and that in the pool of his brain. As the tide of agony swelled over him, the prod touched his face and brought a rainbow of light, color, shimmering bubbles of heat and pain. Darkness . . .
    In the dream, he was in a dark bedroom, lying in bed with Allison. She was naked, cuddled against him, moving against him, kissing and touching him. Her thighs opened to him, guided him, received him. They moved together with ecstatic rhythm, two warm bubbles settling through gelatin . . . And then the light came on, and he was looking at an Allison who had no face: no eyes, nose, mouth, nothing but a smooth plasticity from ear to ear . . .
    He woke, screaming.
    When he had recovered from the nightmare, he found that Galing and the others had gone. The door was closed, the room was lighted only by the flickering candle; he was alone.
    He heard a lone rat scampering beneath the grill which covered the floor drain.
    He wept. That was unmanly, he supposed, a sign of weakness. But he didn't hate himself for it. He was alone, Terribly, awfully alone in a world he'd never made. No one would listen—or believe him even if they did listen. Not even Allison. Crying was called for. Tears were a sign of compassion; and his tears were the only compassion he would get.
    

    
    
X
    
    
Later, he wondered if they might be telling the truth. As difficult and disheartening to accept as it might be—wasn't it just possible that he was stark raving mad? Out of his mind? Beyond the fringe? That would explain so much. He had seen impossible things, after all. He had seen a faceless man . . .
    But if he were mad rather than the victim of some incredible plot, why couldn't he remember anything at all about his life beyond that moment when he woke up on the pod couch in the white-walled room? Didn't madmen recall the past? In brief moments of lucidity, didn't the insane remember family, friends, past achievements and disasters? Surely they didn't remember only their fantasies. If he were mad, then the pod chamber was a delusion. It would seem real to him, of course. But surely his memory would consist of more than the fevers of his sick mind.
    On the other hand, who was to say that this cell was real? It could be another illusion, as gaseous as all the others that had come before it. And if it were illusory, so was all the Gating, in the guise of a psychiatrist, had told him about himself just a few minutes ago.
    What was he to believe, then?
    Illusion?
    Madness?
    Or was it something else altogether, something much more complicated—and dangerous?
    He paced from one end of the cell to the other, trying to work out a solution. His footsteps echoed off the stone walls like hammer blows from an anvil. In the end, it came down to one question: Is the paranoid man really insane when he believes that people are plotting against him—and people really are plotting against him?
    He stopped near the leaping flame of the candle, knelt, and examined his hands. They were filthy. His fingernails were cracked and chipped. One of them was half torn from the flesh beneath, and blood was caked under all of them. His knuckles were skinned and dirty; the blood had dried in those abrasions.
    Paranoia? Reality?
    Cautiously, he massaged his stomach and his right hip, cursed the electric prod that had left him with such tenderness. Hell, this was no illusion. No delusion. If he pinched himself, he would be hurt. This was painfully real.
    And this was no mental hospital. Only in the Dark Ages could a mental patient be confined to a dungeon. A modern institution had clean beds, nurses, electric lights, medicines, curious specialists and sympathetic doctors.
    None of this did him any good. He was no closer to the truth. If insanity wasn't the answer to those strange events, what was?
    He recalled Allison's alleged ability to shape illusions from the air itself. A form of telepathy, she'd said. Was that what these weird adventures were: merely fragments of his lover's imagination?
    No. Impossible. If she were creating illusions, she would not build elaborate castles of pain and confusion; the experience would be pleasant. This ordeal was not the work of a friend or a lover. Besides, she had told him about her peculiar ESP talents in the middle of one of these illusions. Wasn't that an unlikely thing to do? Wouldn't she have been afraid of shattering the illusion—if illusion it was? Therefore, when she'd told him about her talent, he had not been dreaming. It was that simple. Furthermore, he knew, on an instinctive level, that everything he had been through in the last couple of days was genuine; as bizarre, as inexplicable as it might be, it contained not a single shred of fantasy.
    But if it were real, why was Allison cooperating with the others? Was any drug effective enough to turn her into a malleable zombie that Galing could use as he wished?
    That was a difficult question, but it was one that would have to wait for an answer. He had no time for it now.
    For the time being only one thing should interest him: escape. The only hope he had of regaining his perspective was to be free of them, out of their control. Free, he could explore this place, find out if he was still in the same building with the pods, and come to some understanding of the nature of the game.
    At the cell door once more, he looked in both directions along the corridor. It was deserted and quiet. The only movement out there was the fluttering of candle flames; the only sound was a steady drip-drip-drip of water.
    He tested the door and found it locked. He hadn't expected anything else—yet, as he applied his weight the hinges groaned even though the door did not move. And when he relaxed, they rattled and grated noisily on their fittings. Examining them closely he saw that all three of the hinges were loose at one edge. The bolts that held the wide hinge flanges to the stone wall were all badly turned; they wiggled in their bores.
    Returning to the tiny barred window in the door, he studied the hall again. Silence. Dripping water. Candlelight. No one had heard the hinges rattling.
    He knelt and began to work with the bottom bolt on the lowest of the three hinge plates. He twisted and tugged at it, jammed it back and forth in its hole in the stone. Powdered granite puffed out, dusted his fingers. Inch by grudging inch, the bolt came free, until he held it in his hand. He took the second bolt out of the flange, then the third. For a moment he was thrilled, flushed with success. If he were diligent—and quiet enough not to draw their attention—within an hour he would have the other six bolts free. Then he could lift the oak door out of its frame, set it against the wall, and—
    —that was wrong. All wrong.
    You stupid ass, he thought.
    It was a trap.
    The hinge bolts had not been loose earlier. When he had first regained consciousness in this place, after he had frightened off the rat, he had tried the door. He'd shaken it pretty hard. Nothing had rattled. It had been as solid and immovable as the entrance to a bank vault. Nor had the door made any unusual noise when Henry Galing paid his little visit. And if the bolts were loose then, they would have squeaked like hell as the door was pulled all they way open. So . . . Figure it . . . If the bolts were less secure now than they had been, there was only one explanation: Galing and Richard had loosened them for him.
    Very neat.
    He couldn't figure how they'd done it, for he hadn't seen any of them touch the hinges. Had Allison-Annabelle pried them out of place while his attention was diverted to Galing and Richard? No. She'd always been in the doorway, standing, stiff and scared. When the prod had been shoved into his face—could he have passed out long enough for the job to be done? He thought he'd been unconscious for only a few seconds. But it might have been minutes. Christ, it might have been hours! However they'd managed it, here was a boldly offered escape route.
    Obviously, if they wanted him to go out this way, he must not oblige them.
    He would take the script and tear it up. This was his play now, his stage. He was ready for a bit of dramatic improvisation.
    He thought: there is another way out of here,
    Henry. I would much prefer to use the door. But there is another way.
    That was a problem with stage settings. They were not as formidable as the real item. They could always collapse on you in the middle of a crucial scene. If this had been a real prison cell, the men who had built it would have made damned sure that the only way out was through the front door. But this was a jerry-rigged cell, not a bad stage setting, a nifty piece of theater, but a poor reality.
    He went to the drainage grill that was set in the center of the cobbled floor. So far as he could tell, the iron work was not welded in place. Kneeling, he hooked his fingers in the grid and strained against it. Wedged in place, partly cemented by grime, it would not at first budge. He pulled harder, grunted as his tender hip and stomach suddenly flushed full of new pain. Without warning, the grid came away, almost knocked him backwards. He took it from its chiseled niche and put it quietly to one side.
    The storm drain smelled like a dead horse lying on a compost heap on a hot July day. A cool draft rose from it, rich with sarcophagus odors.
    He leaned away from it and gasped for fresh air. Gagging, he considered using the door even if they were expecting him to go that way. He didn't want to have to face the incredible stench and limitless darkness of that tunnel. Especially the darkness: it had a very real quality of evil in it. Then he remembered the candle in the pan by the door, and he went to fetch it.
    He placed the pan and the stubby candle on the edge of the drain opening. The orange flame leaped up, forked like a snake's tongue. It danced wildly as the draft caught it, and it caused his shadow to cavort demonically on the stone walls. A thin string of soot wriggled lazily toward the ceiling. Most of the light was wasted: it filled every corner of the cell but it didn't illuminate the pit beneath him.
    Lying on his stomach, he eased himself backwards and slid into the drain feet first. Balanced on his stomach on the rude stone edge of the hole, he gripped the cell floor with both hands and lowered himself all the way down.
    However, even when he was hanging full length from the lip of the drain, his feet did not touch the floor of the tunnel. What would happen when he let go? He had a brief but vivid vision of himself falling head over heels down a mile-long shaft into the black bowels of the earth. He would scream and flail the whole way down, to no purpose.
    He began to sweat.
    The door didn't seem like such a bad way to leave anymore. Not even if Galing did want him to go that way . . .
    He stretched as best he could, kicked his feet, tried to find the tunnel floor. Ke kicked empty air.
    You can't hang here forever, he told himself.
    His muscles ached from scarless wounds. His hip was throbbing and hot. His stomach felt as if it were tearing away from the rest of him, and he thought he might be sick any second now. Sweat ran into his eyes. He blinked, licked salty lips, looked up at the well lighted cell . . .
    “Oh, what the hell,” he whispered.
    He let go.
    The tunnel floor was inches beneath his feet, and he met it like a cat landing on its feet. It didn't even jar him.
    He reached up and brought the candle down with him, looked at the slimy gray-brown walls. It wasn't very pleasant, but it was better than the cell
    No one called out overhead. He knew that he was going to get out clean and easy.
    He turned quickly into the right-hand branch of the tunnel and walked away from that place.
    

    
    
XI
    
    
He was afraid of rats. He remembered only too well the size, strength, and potential ferocity of the specimen that had been contentedly gnawing on his shoe when he woke in the prison cell. When he'd met it's glittering red eyes he had seen no fear in it; indeed, he felt that it was carefully, brazenly sizing him up, calculating its chances if it were to attack. If it hadn't been alone, if another rat had been with it . . . How many of its relatives lived down here in the drains? Dozens? Hundreds? If they were to come after him, not one at a time but in legions, he knew that he would not be able to save himself.
    Then, when he was hardly more than a dozen steps into the drain, he saw the rat. It was sitting in the middle of the tunnel floor, facing him. He almost turned and ran before he realized that something was wrong with it. Its eyes were dark brown circles; they were no longer bloodshot, no longer red and glittering. And it was absolutely motionless, as if it were dead—except that it was on its feet and not in any posture of death.
    Ready to jump sideways and run if it should begin it move, he closed in on the rat. It remained still, silent, dark-eyed. He knelt beside it, touched it, picked it up, turned it over, and saw that it was a machine.
    Well, he thought, why not"? A mechanical rat . . .
    Thus far, every one of Galing's stage settings had been especially well detailed and realistically drawn. At the beginning of each new act in this senseless drama, Joel had been convinced, to one degree or another, that it was perfectly real. If Galing could go to the trouble of setting up that scene with the aquamen, why not a robot rat to nibble at his shoe and throw a bit of fear into him?
    At least they had not put him in a place where genuine rats could come to dine on him. The mechanical rodent was a little extra insurance for them, a nasty deterrent that would keep him from going down into the storm drains. They had evidently put some thought into it . . . They had sent the rat to chew on his sole; they had caused it to escape down the drain; and they thought that, knowing the tunnel contained rats, Joel would certainly choose to leave his cell through the front door, according to the program. Anyway, if they hadn't really endangered him, it must mean that they didn't actually want to kill or maim him.
    Or maybe that wasn't it at all. Maybe they hadn't used a real rat simply because they couldn't get hold of one.
    Whatever the case, they had underestimated his anger and frustration. When he had a choice between twelve-pound rats and Galing's program, he had gladly chosen the rats.
    Joel threw the machine to the floor of the tunnel. Transistors and circuit boards broke inside of it.
    He held the candle pan high and continued down the drain, no longer worried about rats.
    What he did have to worry about was the moss. He was afraid it was going to block his escape.
    The deeper he went into the subterranean passageway, the thicker the moss became. It grew on the curved walls of the drain, above his head, below his feet, on both sides of him. When he first noticed it, the moss only flourished in widely scattered patches. But the farther he walked the larger those patches became and the closer they were to one another—until the stuff finally sheathed every inch of the inside walls of the corrugated steel pipe. It was spongy, damp and blue-green, and it shimmered prettily in the candlelight. Once it had claimed all the metal surface, it stopped growing laterally and began to thrust tendrils into the air space; it was as thick and often as long as a young girl's hair. It was cold to the touch, unnaturally cold for plant life. In places it thrived so well that he was forced to squeeze through a narrowed tunnel, sometimes on his hands and knees, the wet moss dragging over him like the hands of a corpse.
    Moss slapped across his eyes.
    He pushed it aside.
    It got in his mouth.
    He spat it out.
    Once when he stopped to rest, he made the mistake of examining the growth too closely. He saw that the hair-thin filaments which constituted the mother-plant were in a constant sate of agitation. They twisted through one another, abraded one another, braided one another . . . They slithered like snakes, writhed, wrapped together and pulsed as if fornicating, extricated themselves only to form new entanglements. The moss appeared to have the life energy and some of the mobility of an animal, as if some crude intelligence were at the core of it.
    He didn't like to speculate about that. He was certain that the moss was not just another illusion, not some clever prop that had been built by Henry Galing and his gang. But if it were real . . . Hell, in that case he was not in any reality that he had ever known before. The earth he'd come from harbored no creature that was half plant and half animal.
    The Twenty-third Century?
    Impossible.
    To think as much was to entertain insanity.
    He got up and continued his journey, although the storm drains no longer seemed a safe and reasonable alternative to the escape that Galing had offered him. When the moss dangled from the ceiling, he felt as if long tentacles were reaching for him. When it swelled up from all sides and narrowed the passageway, he saw it as a stomach that was closing around him, digesting him.
    Eventually, he came to five human skeletons that dangled from the wall. The bones were startlingly white against the blue-green vegetation. The moss had grown through the rib cages, into the bony mouths and out of the empty eye sockets; it held them in suspension, as if it were displaying them. Side by side, the five macabre figures looked like the victims of an unearthly crucifixion. Without proof, without needing proof, he knew that the damned moss had somehow murdered them . . .
    

    
    
XII
    
    
He began to look for a way out of the tunnels.
    Although he supposed it could have been his imagination, as overwrought as he was, Joel swore that the damned moss sensed his fear. It knew. It also knew that he wanted out—and it wanted him. The spongy tendrils, as thick as spaghetti now, writhed much faster and more violently than they had done before. And when he squeezed through a tight passage, he had considerable difficulty escaping from the moist, clinging vegetation—as if it were trying to grip and hold him . . .
    Ten minutes later, after he had taken several turns in the drainage network, he found an exit. The wall ladder was hidden beneath the moss, and he saw it only when the light from his dying candle was reflected by a pitted metal rung, the only bit of the ladder that the moss had not claimed. A glint of orange caught his eye, then the sheen of machined steel, and there it was.
    The moss writhed so fast now that it made a soft whispering noise like the hissing of a snake.
    He put the candle on the floor and sought the other rungs. He ripped the moss away from them. Thousands of icy tendrils curled and wriggled wormlike in his hands. They lashed around his fingers and encircled his wrists, struggling to save themselves. But he was stronger. He tore the moss away in huge handfuls, tossed it to the floor behind him. In five minutes he had cleared the lower, half of the ladder.
    He started to climb.
    Below, the moss closed over the candle and snuffed it out. The tunnel was as black as the inside of a sealed coffin.
    On the rungs above him, the moss fought back, whipped his face, seeking a hold on him.
    He tore it loose and pitched it to the floor.
    Pulpy, disgusting strands slid into his nostrils, pressed insistently at his tightly closed lips, and slithered into his ears as if striking for the ear drum and, eventually, the brain.
    Cursing, he freed himself and continued the climb, holding tightly to the ladder with his right hand and fighting the vegetation with his left.
    The moss hissed in the darkness.
    The hoary strands that grew from the ceiling groped at his back, clutched his neck . . .
    Fifteen minutes after he'd started up, Joel reached the top of the ladder. Gasping for breath as the moss roiled about his head, he found the access plate, prized it away, and levered himself into the corridor overhead.
    Strands of moss lapped out of the hole, examined the hall floor, and strained to touch him.
    He dropped the access plate back over the opening, then lay on the floor in the dim purple light and listened to his heartbeat gradually slow down.
    He recognized this place. Behind him the hallway went on for a hundred yards until it came to a set of bright yellow doors. The doors were closed. No other rooms or corridors opened from the hall. The walls were gray and undecorated. The ceiling was low, gray, and contained one central lightstrip. In front of him the hallway ran another hundred yards and ended at a pressure hatch and a four-foot-square computer display screen which was built into the wall. He knew—intuitively or perhaps because he had been here before—that the room beyond that hatch held all the answers to this puzzle.
    Getting up, he wiped his hands on his slacks, and he walked down to the pressure hatch.
    When he stepped on the metal grid in front of the hatch, the computer screen lit up, a restful shade of blue. Stark white letters began to move across the face of the unit.
    
    CYCLE FOR ADMITTANCE.
    
    He hesitated for a moment, then realized that he had no choice. This was the quickest way to learn the truth. He grasped the steel lock wheel in the center of the door and turned it.
    
    WAIT FOR THE ESTABLISHMENT OF
    COMPUTER DATA LINKAGES.
    WAIT FOR VERIFICATION OF
    VIEW CHAMBER'S SANCTITY.
    
    He wasn't exactly sure what that meant, but he did as he was told. In two minutes the hatch sighed and popped loose of its heavy rubber seal. A green light winked on overhead, and the display screen confirmed the light:
    
    LIGHT BURNING.
    PROCEED SAFELY ON GREEN.
    
    He swung open the door and stepped into the room beyond. It was perhaps forty feet long and thirty wide, completely unfurnished. The walls were plated with steel, as was the ceiling; it looked like a room in which treasure was stored—or from which one might defend a treasure. It was illuminated by a curious gray screen in the far wall, and it was the dreariest place he had seen yet, worse in its way than the storm drains. But when he saw that the fuzzy gray screen was actually a giant window at least six-foot-square, he was elated. He walked towards it, hesitantly, much as a religious man would approach the altar of his god.
    I've been here, he thought. Many times.
    His footsteps echoed on the metal floor.
    It's a bad place, he thought, suddenly.
    When he reached the glass he found that it was extremely thick, perhaps a foot deep. Beyond it, shifting mists the color of rotten meat formed hideous cloud-images: insubstantial dragons, towers that broke apart as if shaken by earthquakes, piles of corpses, slavering things . . . Of course, there was no intent behind the smoke, no plan or program. The images were what he made of them; and because past association with this place had evidently left him full of terror, the images had the quality of nightmare for him. The mist eddied, roiled, formed and re-formed itself, pressed against the glass. It was, he sensed, more an oily smoke than water vapor.
    Panic rose in him.
    He told himself to take it easy. This was the answer. This was the first thing he had to learn before he could figure Galing and his crew. This was where it had all started.
    His stomach tightened. A pressure built behind his eyes, and he was breathing raggedly.
    Easy now . . .
    He took the last two steps to the window and pressed his forehead to the cool glass, squinting to see through the dense, shifting smog.
    He knew there was more out there than smoke. He was sure that he had seen the—other thing, whatever it was, but he could not recall the nature of it.
    Then the smoke parted.
    He closed his eyes. “No,” he said. When he opened them again, the smoke was still drawn back.
    It's just another illusion, he thought.
    But he knew it was not. He choked and staggered backwards as if he'd been struck.
    How could he have forgotten this? No man could ever forget that inhuman, maniacal spectacle. He was unable to look away; he was mesmerized by horror.
    Finally, as if the evil had filled him up and overflowed from him, he swam forward into darkness, finding peace for at least a few brief minutes.
    

    
    
XIII
    
    
When he woke, Allison was sitting in a rocking chair beside the bed. She was wearing tight red slacks, a pearl gray blouse, and a red choker at her neck. Her black hair fell over her shoulders and curled around the undersides of her heavy breasts. She was prettier than he remembered. She smiled and leaned toward him, and she said, “How do you feel?”
    He tried to speak, but his mouth was dry. His tongue stuck to the roof of his mouth.
    “Water?” she asked.
    He nodded.
    She went to the dresser and filled a crystal glass from a silver carafe. When she brought it to him, she held his head up while he swallowed. He finished the entire glass. “Well,” she asked again, “how do you feel?”
    He looked around and saw that he was in the guest bedroom of Henry Galing's house where he had first met Allison after waking with amnesia. “As if I'm going mad,” he said.
    Sitting on the bed, she leaned down and kissed him once, chastely. “Darling, it's all over now!”
    “It is?” He didn't believe her.
    “You're out of it!” she said. “You've come back.”
    “Out of what? Back from where?” Joel asked warily.
    Instead of answering him, she went to the bedroom door and stepped into the upstairs hall. “Uncle Henry! Come quick! He's awake, and he knows where he is!” Then she returned to the bed, smiling.
    He didn't smile back at her.
    Henry Galing entered the room a moment later. He looked the same as before: tall, broad-shouldered, authoritarian, with that mane of white hair. At least their physical appearances were not mutable. Otherwise, though, Henry Galing had changed: he was downright pleasant. He hurried over and stood by Joel's bed and grabbed his shoulder and beamed down at him. “My God, we've been so worried about you! We didn't know if you'd ever come out of it!”
    “You didn't?”
    Galing squeezed his shoulder affectionately. “How are you feeling?”
    “Okay, I guess.”
    “Dr. Harttle's on his way up,” Galing said.
    “With dust in his hair?”
    Allison and Galing exchanged a quick look of concern. “What do you mean?” Galing asked.
    Joel sighed. “Nothing.”
    “Dust?”
    “Nothing, Henry.”
    To Allison, Gating said: “He's lost that terrible yellow color—and his eyes aren't bloodshot anymore.”
    “I can't remember what I'm doing here,” Joel said. “What's going on?” He had decided against leveling charges and demanding explanations, apologies . . . He didn't know if this were another act or whether it was reality, at last.
    “You don't know where you are?” Galing asked.
    “No,” Joel said. “Well . . . This is your house. Somewhere in New England. Allison's my wife. But beyond that . . .”
    “Amnesia?” Galing asked.
    “I guess so.”
    “That's a side-effect we hadn't foreseen.” The old man looked frightened, as if he wondered what else they hadn't foreseen.
    “Side-effect?” Joel asked. He felt like the straight man in an old-time comedy act—although this scene seemed more real than those which had preceded it. He could smell pork roasting in the downstairs kitchen. A telephone sounded in another part of the house and was answered on the fourth ring. The wind sighed against the bedroom window, and outside a bird called, strident but cheerful.
    “Do you remember sybocylacose-46?” Galing asked.
    “That horrible stuff,” Allison said, shivering, taking Joel's right hand.
    “It doesn't sound familiar,” Joel said.
    “We dubbed it Sy,” Galing said by way of prodding his memory.
    “It's a blank,” Joel said.
    Allison patted Joel's hand. The expression on her usually animated face was so sober that she might have been in shock. “It's a drug,” she said. “A particularly nasty drug.”
    “Tell me more.” He sat up now, surprised that he should feel as clear-headed and healthy as he did. When he had awakened from all of the other illusions, he'd been dizzy and exhausted.
    “A very special drug,” Henry Galing said. “Originally it was intended for use as an inhibitor of cardiac arrhythmias and to stimulate the myocardium to increase contractility. But it simply didn't develop as we intended it to. The chemists could make a batch of it in third-stage complexity and watch it mutate into something else again. Inside of twenty minutes, it was an entirely new compound, quite different than what they'd made.”
    “Chemical compounds can't mutate,” Joel said.
    “This one did,” Galing said.
    “It's our own little Frankenstein monster,” Allison said. She wasn't trying to be light; she meant it.
    “Allison thinks it's sinister,” Galing said. “Actually, it's just something new, interesting. It's no more dangerous than—”
    “It almost killed Joel,” she said.
    Galing stopped smiling, nodded gravely. “Sybocylacose-46 is like a living organism evolving with blinding speed. At a certain point in the research we were unable to develop a mean-strain. So . . . We just let a batch of it go to see what would happen. It went through forty-five temporary states before settling into its finalized form.”
    “I don't remember,” Joel said. “Anyway, it sounds senseless.”
    “It does, doesn't it?” Galing said. “We racked our brains, I'll tell you. We thought of everything: that we'd created a living cell in the new compound and that was changing the nature of the compound itself; that we had created a whole living creature, more than just a cell, a liquid being the likes of which the earth had never seen; that a strain of bacteria had contaminated the drug each time we made a batch, and the bacteria was what was mutating. But none of these checked out.”
    “Then?” Joel asked. If this were another act, it was quite an interesting one. He hadn't made up his mind yet.
    “Then,” Galing said, “we began testing Sy-46 on lab animals—with odd results.”
    Allison traced the line of Joel's jaw with her fingertips. “You don't remember any of this, darling?”
    “None of it,” he said. “I'm sorry to bore you, but I'd like it all repeated.”
    Galing sat down in the rocking chair and crossed his legs, as if he were settling in to tell a long ghost story. “The lab animals seemed to sink into, well, it wasn't a trance exactly. Call it a semi-trance. They stared about as if they were seeing things for the first time, numbed by the sight, awe-stricken. They reacted to stimuli in a confused manner. Some of them even seemed to welcome pain as if it were pleasure; and others reacted to a tickling finger as if it were a honed blade. Mice ran repeatedly into walls when we put them to maze tests. All in all, we felt these indices pointed to the discovery of a new hallucinogen.”
    Joel already knew what was coming. It was as inevitable as the tide. It was so pat, so neat. “And I volunteered to be a human subject?”
    “Insisted on it,” Galing said.
    “I tried to talk you out of it,” Allison said. “But you were determined.”
    Galing rocked slowly back and forth in his chair. “From what we knew about the drug, there were too many contra-indications to make it easy to find human subjects.” Contra-indications were the situations in which a drug could not be administered. “It could not be given to anyone with the slightest eye impairment, nor to anyone with hypertension, penicillin or suphur drug allergies, not to pregnant women or to women past the change of life, not to anyone with any family history of heart disease— the list goes on. In the end you proved not to embody any of the contra-indications, and you were interested in Sy-46, terribly interested, and you insisted on being the first guinea pig.”
    “What happened?”
    Galing leaned forward on his chair and smiled. “That's what we want you to tell us.”
    “Was it really awful?” Allison asked.
    “It wasn't pleasant.” To Galing, Joel said: “How long have I been under the drug's influence?”
    “Eighteen hours,” Galing said.
    “We were afraid that you'd been given an overdose, despite the controls,” Allison said.
    “What's the name of your company?” Joel asked.
    The old man raised his eyebrows. “What's that have to do—”
    “Galing Research?”
    “Of course.”
    “And you're involved in the commercial applications of paranormal phenomena?”
    “In what!” Galing asked, incredulous.
    “That's not right?”
    “We're a drug firm,” Galing said.
    “You don't know any faceless man?”
    “Darling, are you feeling all right?” Allison asked. “You do understand all these things—this faceless man—must have been part of the drug's work?”
    “We'll want to know everything about your hallucinations,” Galing said eagerly.
    “They didn't seem like hallucinations,” Joel said doubtfully. “They seemed real.”
    “Wait,” Galing said. He stood up. “I'll get Richard to fetch the tape recorder.”
    “And the electric prod?” Joel asked.
    “The what?”
    “Never mind.”
    Galing started toward the door.
    “Uncle Henry,” Allison said, “perhaps Joel ought to rest, first. He's been through so much.”
    “Of course he has,” Galing said rather impatiently. “I would be the last to deny it. But you see how fit he's feeling. Aren't you feeling fit, Joel?”
    “Just wonderful,” Joel said.
    “I still think he should rest,” Allison said.
    “Nonsense,” the old man said. Then he was gone through the door, shouting for Richard.
    “I was so frightened,” she said.
    “I'm back now.”
    “I'm glad.” She bent over and kissed him. Her heavy breasts were flattened against his chest. Her breath was cool and sweet as mints. Her tongue played briefly, deliciously between his lips: A promise.
    He felt desire swell in him, and he wondered how in the hell he could react so quickly, easily, and totally to her when he was plagued with so much confusion, doubt, and fear. But even the ordeal he'd been through could not argue convincingly for detumescence. She affected him with the inevitable, unavoidable power of a fierce electric shock.
    “Please, don't ever volunteer again for an experiment like that,” she said.
    “I wouldn't.”
    She nibbled at the comer of his mouth. “I never want to go through another eighteen hours like these last eighteen. You kicked and twisted, whimpered, cried, screamed . . . It was terrible.”
    He ran his fingers through her rich hair, massaged the nape of her neck. “It's over now.”
    She kissed him again; more tongue, moving, searching. Then, sitting up straight again on the edge of the bed, she said, “Was it as awful as you made it sound—faceless men and everything?”
    “Worse.”
    “Tell me.”
    “I don't want to have to say it twice,” he said. “Let's wait for Henry.”
    Leaning down again, she let him put his arms around her, and she gave him another kiss. In a soft whisper, she told him what she would do to make him better.
    “Sounds like excellent medicine,” he said. He touched the curve of her full breasts. He did not want her to vanish as Anita and Annabelle had done.
    Henry Galing returned with the tape recorder and placed it on the nightstand beside the bed. He plugged it in, tested it to see if it was working. His own voice boomed back at him. “Good enough,” he said. “You ready?”
    “As I'll ever be,” Joel said.
    “Now I know it's difficult to establish any time sense in a long series of hallucinations,” Galing said “But it would help a great deal if you would try to order the illusions. It's possible that the effects of the drug vary over a long period of time—like your eighteen hours.”
    “No problem,” Joel said. “The hallucinations were very neatly ordered. Perfectly linear. I know precisely where the beginning was.”
    “I've never heard of linear hallucinations,” Galing said.
    Joel told him all about them, except for one thing: he could not remember what he had seen through that gray view-window in the unlighted, steel-walled room beyond the pressure hatch. He tried hard to recall that vision, for it had been the most terrifying of them all. But it was lost to him.
    “Perhaps it's best you don't remember,” Allison said, shuddering.
    He shuddered too.
    

    
    
XIV
    
    
He slept only two hours that night, and he dreamed that the faceless man was pursuing him down a dark corridor toward a huge gray window. Frightened awake, he was filled with a desolate, bitter, and altogether inexplicable sense of loss. He lay in the dark bedroom, hands folded behind his head, and listened to the quiet house. He was aware that something of incalculable value had been taken away from him—although he could not begin to understand what it was.
    He tried to go back to sleep, but he was afraid that when he woke up the next time he would be in another illusion, different from this one, uglier than his one. But wasn't this the true world? He was at the end of the illusions, wasn't he? He wanted to think that he was, but he had no proof of it. Consciousness was his only defense against the quicksilver reordering of reality.
    Beside him, Allison slept peacefully. He wanted to pull the sheets away from her and caress her, lazily explore the contours of her body, arouse her, and be with her once more. That insatiable need for her was even sharper now than it had been this afternoon. But he was sticky with perspiration, and his breath was foul. He didn't want to go to her like that, therefore he let her sleep.
    Carefully sliding from beneath the covers, he got up and went to the window and stared at the clear night sky. The moon was like a ball of mouse-scarred cheese, just as the cliche had it; no clouds obscured it. As he lowered his gaze he saw that there was no highway at the edge of the property as there had been in the illusion. Otherwise, the view was the same: a large well tended lawn that rolled gracefully away to a forest.
    It looked quite real. No flaws that he could see. Of course, that was because it was real. Dammit, this was truth. It couldn't be anything else. He was no longer caught up in a paranoid fantasy. Yet . . .
    Guiltily, he opened the window. He glanced back to be sure that Allison was sound asleep, then reach out and felt for the hologram screen.
    He found nothing false. Indeed, the night air was cooler on his skin than the air in the room, and a few fat droplets of rain spattered on his fingers and darkened his pajama sleeve. When he listened closely, he could hear frogs croaking and crickets rasping out their brittle music.
    He closed the window, still not satisfied. For a while he stared at his own vague reflection in the glass, then decided that he wouldn't hurt anyone by checking on a few more of the details. It was a sign of distrust, perhaps madness . . . But if anyone learned what he was doing, how could he be blamed? After a dose of sybocylacose-46, anyone would need a few reassurances that the world was genuine, solid, unchanging.
    He went quietly to the bedroom door, opened it, glanced back at Allison, stepped into the second floor hall, and softly closed the door behind. The corridor was silent. He had a sense of deja vu, and he remembered that other night when he had crept secretly—or so he'd thought—through the house, the night he had listened to Galing and the faceless man plotting against him in the study, the night that—
    But that was illusion.
    Wasn't it?
    This was reality. He had to get that straight, had to believe that if he were ever to be happy again.
    Without any guidance other than that provided by the pearly moonlight that beamed through the windows, he made his way downstairs, pausing on every other riser to listen for the sound of footsteps behind him. But there were no footsteps. That he could hear.
    Stop it! he thought, angry with himself. For God's sake give it a chance. Let it prove itself!
    He went back to the main floor hall to Henry's study, gently closed that door, and sat in the big leather chair behind the desk. The wan moonlight revealed very little of the room: the dark shapes of chairs, monolithic bookshelves braced against the walls, a huge globe and its wrought iron stand, the desk blotter, a silver letter opener, and a gleaming crystal paperweight. He switched on the desk lamp; the fluorescent tube flickered darkly, suddenly blinked brightly and drove back the shadows.
    After only the briefest of second thoughts, he opened the center desk drawer. The contents were neatly ordered: a box of paperclips, a stapler, a magnifying glass, a roll of stamps, two rulers, a wad of rubber bands, pencils, pens, envelopes, writing paper, and a thick sheaf of other papers. He almost closed the drawer straightaway, for he found it hard to believe that Galing would have provided this minutiae for a stage setting. Yet, now that he had come this far . . . He took the papers out of the drawer and put them on the blotter, slid the drawer shut.
    Most of the stuff was correspondence and bills, all of little interest to him. The single thing of value was a full color brochure that touted what Galing Research had to sell. A quick look at the twelve-page, glossy booklet told him that the company was indeed a pharmaceutical concern. It was not involved in anything so fantastic as paranormal research.
    It was strange, the thought, how his subconscious, under the influence of sybocylacose-46, had used bits and pieces of the truth to weave its illusions. He had borrowed from reality, then had twisted the truth into something eerie.
    He put the correspondence back in the center drawer and searched the rest of the desk. In another drawer he found a folder that had one word stenciled on it: SYBOCYLACOSE. It contained forty flimsies which were covered with closely typed paragraphs full of technical data. He skimmed them, but he didn't read them carefully; he could see that they only confirmed what Henry Galing had told him earlier.
    With nothing more interesting to show for the search, he was reaching for the light switch when he saw for the first time the photograph on the desktop. It was in color, glossy, framed in heavy antique gold: Allison and him, on their wedding day, the two of them at the top of the church steps, squinting in bright sunlight.
    Somehow, more than anything else he had found, the photograph reassured him. He had seen nothing like it in any of the illusions. In those fantasies, the only proof of his past was the testimony of Galing and the others; and as duplicitous as they'd been, that was no proof at all. But here was a photograph, a connection, evidence of a sort.
    He finished reaching for the switch, turned out the desk lamp. For a moment he was completely blind. Gradually, his eyes adjusted to the darkness enough for him to get up and find his way out of the den. In the kitchen, he poured himself a glass of milk, drank it in two long gulps, rinsed the glass in the sink.
    He had about given up the idea of checking the lawn to see if it were real, when he saw the partially opened door at the far end of the kitchen. He didn't know where it led, but if it opened onto the lawn, it had best be closed and locked. He crossed to it, pulled it open, and found that it was the cellar door. Concrete steps led down into a vague, bluish light.
    Close it, he thought. Just for God's sake close it.
    “Anyone down there?” he asked.
    No one answered.
    “Uncle Henry?”
    Blue light.
    Nothing else.
    Go to bed.
    While the wide steps were concrete, the walls on both sides were white, enameled tile. He was reminded of the pod chamber in his hallucinations.
    Hallucinations?
    He quickly closed the door. He turned away from it and walked back across the kitchen. His legs bent under him, and he had to sit down at the table in the middle of the room.
    Hallucinations? Yes. Dammit, yes, they'd only been hallucinations. The white walls in that stairwell were just something else he had appropriated and used in the illusions.
    Go back to bed; make love to Allison.
    He had to be certain. Reluctantly, he got up and weht back to the door, opened it, and started down the steps. Running his fingers along the walls, he saw that they were filmed with gray dust.
    Stop right here.
    He reached the bottom of the steps, hesitated almost a minute, then turned into a room where overhead lightstrips glimmered uncertainly.
    That was the instant when it all broke apart like good stemware dropped on a brick floor.
    See what you've done!
    He couldn't move. He was more frightened than he had ever been. This time, he had really thought it was okay. He had thought it was over. What a joke.
    Maybe it would never be over.
    In front of him, floating in ten glass-walled nutrient tanks, wired to robotic machinery which dangled overhead, were ten human bodies, both men and women. In the nearest tank, directly before him, the faceless man lay on the jelly-like nutrient, staring sightlessly at the ceiling.
    

    
    
XV
    
    
He wanted to wake Allison at once and spirit her out of the house. He found it difficult if not impossible to believe that she was a willing conspirator. They had a hold of her. That was the only explanation. He recalled Galing and the faceless man speaking of her in one of those other illusory realities; the old man had said that she was drugged to insure her cooperation. If that were the case, he had to take her with him, now.
    Nevertheless, he was also aware that the cellar door had been let ajar to get his attention. Henry Galing wanted him to discover the bodies in the glass tanks. This time, the illusion had been shattered on purpose. The old bastard would be expecting him to go back for Allison.
    Therefore, the thing to do was to go outside and explore the lawn, the woods, and whatever lay beyond. When he had a better idea of what they were up against, he could come back for her with more of a chance of gaining their freedom.
    Still in his pajamas, he left the house through the kitchen door. He stood on the dark lawn, drawing deep lungfuls of chilly air. The stars were bright. The moon was huge. And the grass was damp from the sprinkling the meager formation of clouds had given it ten minutes ago. This had to be real.
    It wasn't.
    Although the lawn appeared to be hundreds of feet deep, Joel crossed the whole of it in twelve long steps, just as he had done when he and Allison had made their first escape, before they'd been trapped in the wrecked shuttle.
    The woods were filled with night sounds: the squeaky telegraphy of crickets, small animals shuffling through the underbrush, leaves rustled by the breeze. The air was redolent of leaf mulch, various pollens, and the odor of wet bark.
    Yet it was as fake as the immense lawn. He crossed it in a moment and came onto the sidewalk on that street full of neat houses and willow trees. It was all calm and precise and middle-class and reassuring. It was meant to be; a damned good stage designer had made it that way.
    Walking as if the pavement were made of eggs, as if it would crack beneath him and plunge him into an abyss within the shell, he crossed the two lanes of the highway, stepped up on the other sidewalk. He opened the gate in the fence which encircled the nearest house, and he went up the walk to the porch.
    The porch was well furnished. It held a swing, two lawn chairs, and two wrought iron tables with ceramic tops. Two whiskey glasses were set on each table. The place looked lived-in, homey.
    “Very nice, Mr. Galing,” he said.
    The small window in the center of the front door was curtained with filmy white lace sewn on a dark blue cotton. Between the two lengths of fabric, a cracked paper shade was drawn all the way down to the sill.
    He knocked, politely.
    The sound reverberated loudly in the night, but no one came to open the door. The house remained dark and still as a sepulchre.
    Although he suspected that it was a useless gesture, he knocked again, louder this time, kept on knocking until he thought that the glass would break.
    The house was deserted.
    “Good enough,” he said. He felt better when he talked aloud to himself.
    He went over to the nearest wrought iron table and took the whiskey glasses from it. He put the glasses on the floor, out of the way. When he found the ceramic top was detachable, he detached it and put it down beside the glasses. He hefted the iron base, took it back to the front door, and smashed in the window. He cleared away the jagged shards, reached inside, pushed the lacy curtains out of his way, felt for the lock, threw it open, and opened the door.
    “Won't you come in, Mr. Amslow?” he asked himself.
    “Why, thank you,” he told himself. “I will.”
    Three feet inside the front door, the house ended in a blank, cement wall. The room in which he stood extended only three feet on either side, hardly large enough for him to turn around in; the whole damn house contained eighteen square feet of living space. He did manage to turn, however, and he looked up at the timbers, beams, and braces that held the false front of the house in place. He could not see much of the construction details in this dim light, but he saw more than enough to be convinced that the entire street was probably a fake, an enormous stage setting in the most fundamental sense.
    Why?
    He stood in the open door, leaned against the frame, and surveyed the porch, the lawn, the open street, and the dark woods across the way. Nothing moved. So far as he could tell, no one was out there waiting for him.
    “Are you watching me, Galing?” he asked.
    Silence.
    “Hidden camera and microphones?” he asked.
    He thought that he was on his own, that Galing didn't know where he was. But he couldn't take anything for granted now. The worst paranoia fears could prove to be true.
    Anything could happen.
    “Well,” he said softly, “if you are listening, you'd better come after me right away with your hypodermic gloves. I'm starting to get the goods on you. Before you know it, I'm going to have you and this crazy place figured.”
    He suddenly decided that it was healthy to stand here talking to himself. He went across the porch, down the steps, and over to the open ground between this house and the next. He wanted to know why he hadn't seen the cement wall that surely lay between them. Even close up to it, he seemed to be staring at a vista of lawns and other houses on parallel streets, the winking red warning lights on a distant radio tower . . . He turned, searched the shrubs that grew between the houses, and in a minute he located the hologram projectors. When he kicked these part, the pretty pictures ceased to be and were replaced by a plain cement wall.
    Now he was getting somewhere.
    But he didn't know just where in the hell he was getting.
    

    
    
XVI
    
    
He trotted up the empty street to the intersection, turned the corner, and saw the wrecked fan shuttle. It was upside-down, on its roof as he remembered it, crumpled against the big willow tree. A smashed picket fence lay across the road like the vertebrae of a reptilian fossil. Four or five quarts of oil had leaked out of the shuttle and now lay in thick pools on the pavement, congealing like blood.
    He stood with his hands on his hips for a few minutes, taking it all in, and then he walked down to have a closer look. He leaned in the open driver's door and had an immediate, vivid flash of the accident.
    Here was irrefutable proof that the illusions had not been illusions at all—unless, of course, he was now in the same dream he had suffered through before.
    He turned away from the car, angry with himself. What in the hell was the matter with him? Was he a moron or something? He was, at long last, uncovering the truth behind the stage settings, and he should have begun to make sense of it. Not much, maybe. But a little bit, anyway. Obviously, he was still in the windowless building where he had originally awakened from the life support pod. It was an enormous place, and it had been dressed up to fool him. But the dressings were very shabby duds, capable of deceiving only a man who wanted to be deceived. Why all this trouble to confuse him? He could not get a handle on it no matter how hard he tried, and he became angrier and angrier as the answer continued to elude him like a darting fish.
    Looking down this second avenue, he saw a duplication of the first street: quaint houses, mown lawns, clipped hedges, a few fan shuttles parked at the curb, darkness except for the mercury vapor streetlamps, quiet. A long way off, a traffic light winked one amber eye; a long low car pulled up on the cross street where the light would be blinking red, paused, then drove through the intersection and passed out of sight.
    If they had not wrecked here, where would they have ended? How far did this grand deception continue?
    He walked down the avenue toward that distant traffic light. His footsteps rebounded from the fronts of the fake houses and the cement wall between them. Seventy yards later he confronted another wall upon which a hologram film of the rest of the street was projected. The redlight and the moving car and the rest of the pretty suburb were all features of a cleverly made background film, nothing more.
    Therefore, Galing had never meant for him and Allison to come this far. They would have plowed into the wall at sixty or seventy miles an hour; they would have been killed if they hadn't crashed back at the intersection. As violent as it had been, the fan shuttle accident was nothing more than another scene in the play, a carefully set-up drama that had been programmed to occur even before Joel had climbed into the car.
    Why? . . . .
    Unable to cope with the complexity of the deception, he went back to find the hologram projectors that were responsible for this facet of the illusion.
    On the porch of the last house he discovered a projector concealed from the street by the banisters. He kicked it apart and brought darkness to one half of the corridor wall.
    Across the street, on another porch, tucked in behind a big outdoor chaise lounge, another projector was thrumming softly as the hologram cube whirled and whirled inside of it. He picked it up and threw it down. He kicked it into the wall of the house, kicked it again, stomped on it with his heel. He went out onto the lawn and picked up a child's tricycle which was turned on its side by a hedge, and he brought the tricycle back onto the porch, and he used the cycle like a hammer, flailing away at the projector with all of his strength. He enjoyed the destruction, even though he wasn't gaining a whole hell of a lot from it.
    He pretended that he was pounding on Henry Galing, the faceless man, and Richard.
    When there was nothing more for him to smash, when the machine lay in total ruin, when the sweat was dripping steadily into his eyes and dribbling in salty rivulets over his lips, Joel dropped the tricycle and staggered backwards and sat down heavily on the chaise lounge. He let his chin rest on his chest, and he breathed in slowly and evenly as his head began to clear. He was ashamed of himself for losing control like that; rage had accomplished nothing, and it might have lost him most of what he'd gained in the last hour. If Galing hadn't known he was out here, the old bastard might have gotten the idea from all the racket if it carried as far as the mansion. He'd been through a lot, of course; but this was thoughtless, childish, the last thing he—
    It was then that Joel noticed the neatly folded sheet of dark paper which had lain beneath the now demolished hologram projector. It was partly concealed by the bent housing of the machine, and it looked as if it had been put there for him to find.
    “Galing?” he asked, staring out at the street, searching for movement.
    But he was alone.
    “Okay,” he said hoarsely. “I'll play along with you, Galing. What have I got to lose?”
    He slid off the lounge, hunkered down, and picked up the paper. It was yellowed with age, and the creases in it were so dry that they cracked when he disturbed them. Flakes of paper speckled his trembling hands. The sheet fell into three separate pieces as he opened it.
    He went to the porch stoop where the light from the streetlamps was bright enough to read by, and he sat on the top step. Fitting the fragments together like pieces of a puzzle, he looked disbelievingly at the message. He read it three times:
    
Dear Joel:
Nothing is as it seems to be. Yet everything is what you suspect it is. Don't despair. You've been this way before—and you might even be this way again. Yet you're sane and alive. Sane and alive. Just remember that.
    
    The note had been written with a dull pencil.
    It had been written in haste.
    And the handwritting was his own.
    

    
    
XVII
    
    
The longer he stared at the ancient note and the more he tried to make sense of it, the less clear it became. If he had written this himself, he had done it decades ago—at least fifty years ago, judging from the condition of the paper. And how was that possible, when he was not even thirty years old? The pods? Furthermore, if he had been this way, why couldn't he remember it? If the intent of Henry Galing's deceptions was not sinister, why did he have this gut-level fear, this sense of impending disaster? And having taken the time to write this note to himself, why had he not explained to himself the circumstances behind this charade?
    Finally, he folded the paper, tucked it in his pocket, and went back to the middle of the street. The discovery of the fifty-year-old message had contributed to his sense of urgency. He didn't have any time to waste.
    He studied the gray wall where there had once been a long tree-lined avenue, houses, a redlight, a moving car. Now that the two hologram projectors had been smashed, the only thing of interest about the smooth cement was a door which the film clip had concealed. It was the same ugly gray shade as the walls. It had formidable stainless steel fittings and was devoid of warning signs, directions, and other labels.
    Perhaps the very anonymity of it was what made it so intriguing. He went to it and tried the knob.
    The door was unlocked, and it swung open silently.
    He looked back along the street down which he'd just come. No sign of Galing.
    He stepped out of the street into a corridor that was more than sixty feet long. Eight, closed elevators stood on each side, and the long hall ended in a set of bright yellow doors . . .
    He let the gray door behind him close quietly on the artificial residential street. Since he now suspected that his adventures had all taken place within a single building, the elevators were of great interest to him. With those he could more fully explore this place and learn the nature of it. Once that was done, it would be a simple matter to deduce the reasoning behind this program and his purpose in behind here.
    Or at least he hoped it would be simple. In the last few days he had learned not to count on anything.
    Although he was extremely pleased to find the elevators, he was more interested in those two yellow doors. Hesitantly, he walked down to them, pushed them open, and found the same long corridor into which he had first come when he had left the storm drains after escaping from that dungeon and from the murderous vegetation in the tunnels. At the far end was the six-foot pressure hatch that guarded the observation chamber. The computer display screen in the wall beside it was dark. He remembered the metal-walled room, the foot-thick glass window that looked out upon—
    Upon what?
    He had not actually forgotten what lay beyond that window; the memory had merely been suppressed, not erased. He had passed out in front of the deep glass, had been found and taken back to Henry Galing's mansion where he was fed that story about sybocylacose-46. He was aware now that the entire sybocylacose fantasy and—by logical extension—all the scenes that had come before it had been invented for a single purpose: to make him forget what lay beyond the observation room window.
    He stepped on the metal grid in the corridor floor before the pressure hatch, and he looked at the display screen as it turned a restful blue.
    
    CYCLE FOR ADMITTANCE.
    
    He put both hands on the steel wheel in the center of the door and wrestled it clockwise as far as it would go. The door remained locked, but the message on the display screen changed.
    
    WAIT FOR THE ESTABLISHMENT OF
    COMPUTER DATA LINKAGES.
    WAIT FOR VERIFICATION OF
    VIEW CHAMBER'S SANCTITY.
    
    What lay beyond that gargantuan slab of glass? What was it that would want to breach the view chamber and, having breached it, would pose such a danger that the pressure hatch was required to protect the rest of the building.
    He waited.
    The green light came on overhead.
    
    LIGHT BURNING.
    PROCEED SAFELY ON GREEN.
    
    As soon as it popped its seal, he opened the enormous hatch and went into the room beyond.
    Forty feet away, at the other end of the observation chamber, a muddy gray light pulsed dimly. Regardless of its source, even the light itself was ugly, frightening. It carried death within its bleak rays.
    He began to shake.
    He took one step toward the window and stopped.
    He felt sick on his stomach.
    Gasping, he turned suddenly and ran out of that place without taking a look at the smoke veiled thing beyond the glass. He pushed the hatch shut, watched the wheel whirl automatically into position.
    The green light flicked off.
    The display screen went black.
    Leaning against the hatch, Joel let his breath out in a long shudder of relief. He had nearly made a fatal error. If he had gone to that window again, he felt sure that he would have fainted just as he had done the last time. He was no more prepared for this thing, whatever the hell it was, than he had been previously. He would have suffered another trauma and fainted. Sooner or later Henry Galing would have found him, and then he'd have awakened in yet another lie, right back on square number one.
    This the rat learned when it ran the maze: don't make the same mistake twice.
    He went back through the yellow doors and studied the floor indicators above the elavtors, Fourteen of the lifts served only the fourth to the eighteenth floors. The other two went to the bottom of the building. One of these was not working. He summoned the functioning cage, stepped into it, punched the button for the bottom level, watched the door close, and went down.
    He came out of the elevator into the familiar hallway that led to the pod chamber observation deck. The narrow room, where he stood in the center of it, was as he had first seen it: black command chairs, purple lightstrips, computer consoles, file cabinets, the lockers with names stenciled on them.
    Only the age-lain blanket of dust had changed. Galing and his men had cleaned off the chairs and the computer consoles; and the dust on the floor was marred by many footprints, those made when they had tried to fool him with the aquamen.
    He went to the nearest window and looked into the adjoining room where the life support pods stood, dust-filmed.
    They were real!
    When he was expelled from that pod, he was thrust into reality, no matter how bitter and inexplicable it seemed. The world was not hobbling hopelessly in a stream of universal chaos; it was immutable, waiting to be explored and understood. But from the moment the faceless man touched him, he had been living in Galing's illusions. Now, once again back to reality, he set out to explore this eighteen-level structure, anxious to learn all that he could.
    He hurried, though he wanted to give himself a chance to notice every detail, to find anything that might enlighten him. He could not forget that Galing's crew still held Allison as a hostage.
    

    
    
XVIII
    
    
Two hours later Joel had a working knowledge of the building. It was an inverted pyramid lacking both windows and doors to the outside world. More likely than not, it was a subterranean installation—an enormous one with considerably more than a million square feet of space, perhaps two million. He hadn't been able to cover a fraction of it. Nine of the eighteen levels had been established as living quarters, while the other nine contained laboratories, offices, and storage rooms. At one time the pyramid must have housed in excess of two thousand people, though now there was not a clue to their fate. The top floor, where Henry Galing maintained his “house” and where the fake streets had been built, was the garage. The corridors there were several times wider than those on lower levels, and two huge rooms were parked full of cars, buses, armored military jeeps, tanks, amphibious troop carriers, taxis, pleasure cars, as well as a wide variety of utilitarian shuttles. Only one small segment of the topmost level had been used for the phony streets, the telescoped forest, and Galing's private estate.
    Yet, knowing all of this, Joel was still confused. He could find no reason for the existence of the strange building or for his own presence here. It was like the central puzzle of astronomy: man could learn countless facts about the universe without ever grasping the why of it.
    Now, Joel lay on a bed of ferns at the edge of the impossible forest. He was watching the rear of the Galing mansion. Once he had learned the basic nature of the building, he knew that he was going to have to go out of it—even if there were danger in that—to get a good perspective on the events of the last couple days. But once he was out, Galing could keep him from getting in again. Therefore, rather than be cut off from her, he had returned to get Allison before he left. And he intended to observe the stage before making his entrance: the house was dark and silent, the lawn dark and deserted. When he was finally convinced that no one had yet missed him, he got to his feet and brushed the leaves from his clothes.
    A light came on in the kitchen.
    Joel knelt down until he was hidden by the underbrush.
    The kitchen door opened, and three men came out of the house: Galing, Richard, and the faceless man.
    Joel stretched out flat, snuggling in the shadows.
    The three men walked purposefully towards the forest. Each step they took gave them a sudden, impossible growth—one flaw of the illusion that made the lawn seem much larger than it was. In a moment they stood at the perimeter of the trees.
    “He could be anywhere in the fortress,” the faceless man said. “That's a lot to cover. More than the three of us can manage. Hell, he could be right here in the woods, as far as that goes, and we could walk right over him without knowing it.”
    “We should have foreseen it,” Galing said. He was angry with himself. He spat into the weeds.
    “This wasn't part of the program,” Richard said. “There wasn't any way we could prepare for it.”
    “His escape from the dungeon mock-up wasn't part of the program either,” Galing said. “When he went out through the drains instead of through the door, we should have know the program was breaking down. We should have taken precautions.”
    They were silent for a minute, listening to the recorded calls of night birds in the trees. Then the faceless man said: Maybe this time he'll have convinced himself about the girl.”
    Galing laughed bitterly. “Oh, wouldn't that be nice! No more of these damned charades! But you know something? I don't think it's going to be that easy.”
    “Neither do I,” the faceless man said.
    “It's a lovely thought, though,” Richard said. “No more time in the cold tanks. I dread it more each time he sends us back to those things.”
    “At least you haven't been temporarily transformed into a monster!” the faceless man said. “Will you look at me? Just look at me!”
    “But as you said,” Galing reminded him, “it's only temporary.”
    “You think that makes it any more fun for me?” the faceless man asked.
    “We know it isn't fun,” Richard said impatiently. “It isn't fun for any of us. You aren't the only one who's suffering, you know.”
    Galing said: “Maybe he'll choose me for the faceless part next time around.”
    “You?” the faceless man said sullenly. “Hardly. You're a major figure in this whole affair. You're one of the primary symbols that his psyche can't do without. Not have Henry Galing in one of his charades? Hell, that would be tantamount to not giving himself a role!”
    Lying in the dead leaves, his face pressed to the ground, a cloak of shadows pulled across him, Joel was astonished at what they were saying. Did they mean that he was the father of these lies, the master of the illusions? Preposterous! It could only be one more of their tricks. They were talking for his benefit, hoping to draw him out. If he stood up now, thinking he was the master, they'd have him back in the mansion in another illusion within minutes.
    “Come on,” Galing said. “We've got to find him. We've got to see what he's learned and figure out how to remedy the situation.”
    “I know what to do,” the faceless man said.
    “You do, eh?”
    “Stop the charade right now.”
    “Too easy,” Richard said.
    “Now and then, I like things easy.”
    “Richard's right,” Galing said. “Besides, he wouldn't like it if we gave up now.”
    “Why wouldn't he?” the faceless man asked.
    “You know him as well as I do.”
    “Sure, sure. But he must be ready to crack up. He must be nearly insane with doubt, confusion . . .”
    Galing sighed and spat again. “Of course he is. Cracking up. Nearly insane. Desperate. And that is precisely what he wants to be, Brian.”
    So the faceless man had a name. Brian. It seemed funny that a monster should be given such an ordinary name.
    “But it's all falling apart, Henry!” Brian said.
    “Then let's see if we can put it back together again, at least for a little while.”
    “Won't work.”
    “We have to try.”
    “Henry's right,” Richard said.
    The specter sighed. “Yes, I suppose he is.”
    “Or it's back to the cold tanks,” Richard said.
    They pushed through the dense underbrush and disappeared along the narrow woodland path.
    When he was sure they'd had time to reach the fake street and to begin their search in that direction, Joel got to his feet. He hurried across the lawn, paused at the kitchen door to be sure the room was empty, then went into the house.
    He stood with his back to the wall immediately inside the door, listening intently for movement in the house. But there was none.
    Keeping close to the wall where his back was protected, he went to the cellar door, opened it, and descended the steps to have a look at the nutrient tanks. The bodies still floated there; Galing had called up none of the reserves, except for the faceless man.
    He went up to the kitchen again.
    He listened.
    Silence.
    He went to get Allison.
    

    
    
XIX
    
    
    “Allison!"____
    She mumbled, stirred.
    “Allison, wake up!”
    Wrestling sleepily with the covers, she finally rolled over and blinked at him. She yawned. “Oh, hello, darling . . .” As she got a good look at him, some of the sleepiness faded from her face. “You're dressed.”
    “You've got to get dressed too.”
    “Where are you going?”
    “I've been there,” he said.
    She closed her eyes and yawned again, stretched her slender arms. “You're not getting through.”
    “I've been to the street where we had the accident,” he said impatiently. “And farther.”
    Suddenly concerned, she sat up and threw back the sheets. Her bare breasts were cast in shadow but for a single swatch of pale moonlight that emphasized their fullness: one dark nipple rose in snowy light. “What accident?” she asked.
    “The fan shuttle, of course.”
    She sat on the edge of the bed. Her knees were round, smooth, icy looking in the moonlight. “You were in an accident?”
    “We both were.”
    “I don't understand.”
    “For God's sake—” Then he realized that the shuttle accident had taken place in another reality, another time-place. If she were not a part of the deception, how could she remember it?
    “Joel?” Her voice had a tremor in it.
    “It's okay,” he said.
    “You better lie down,” she said. She stood up and tried to guide him to the bed. “This is probably some after-effect of the sybocylacose.”
    “There's no such drug,” he said.
    “I wish there weren't,” she said.
    He gripped his shoulders. “Allison, the sybocylacose is a lie, though you can't be expected to know that yet. This whole thing is a lie: your Uncle Henry, this house . . .”
    She raised one hand and smoothed down his hair. “Joel, let me get Uncle Henry. And Dr. Harttle. We won't let anything happen to you. We'll take good care—”
    Grasping her again, he shook her gently. “Listen to me! Look . . . I want you to see something.” Before she could object, he hurried her over to the window, held onto her as he threw the bolt and pushed the halves of the window outward.
    “What are you doing?” she asked, crossing her arms protectively over her breasts.
    He stared at the sky: stars of every magnitude, a soft moon looming like a piece of bad fruit that had been tossed into the air, a scattering of clouds that looked as thin as tissue paper. It was a nice summer night. It seemed very real. He was either going to make a fool of himself—or he was going to give her incontrovertible proof that nothing was as it seemed to be.
    Although he was fairly sure he had a shock in store for her, he wouldn't have bet his life on it. He'd learned that nothing was absolutely certain in this place.
    “Wait right here,” he said. He got a straight-backed chair and carried it to the window.
    “I'm cold,” she said.
    “One more minute.”
    “Can't you tell me what’s going on?”
    “In a minute.”
    He stood on the chair and leaned out of the window.
    “Joel! You'll fall!”
    “I won't,” he said.
    He stepped from the chair to the window sill and leaned out even farther, through the upper half of the window, bracing himself with only one hand against the window frame. He reached toward the sky and touched a cloud. Then a star. Another star. He could not touch the moon, for it was too far away, more than forty feet out on the cement ceiling.
    He stepped from the sill to the chair, from the chair to the floor. “Your turn,” he said.
    “What?”
    “Up on the chair.”
    “Why?” She stared at him as if he were stark raving mad.
    “You'll see in a minute,” he said.
    “Joel, I'm nude.”
    “No one will see you.”
    “I am not going to—”
    He encircled her waist with his big hands and lifted her onto the chair. “Up you go,” he said.
    “Joel—”
    “Quickly, now.”
    Reluctantly, she balanced on the window sill.
    He climbed onto the chair and held her as she leaned out and raised a hand toward the sky. “Now what?” she asked.
    “Stretch a bit.”
    She did, and squealed. “I can touch the stars,” she said. “Joel, look!”
    When she held her hand against the ceiling, a star was projected on the back of it.
    He helped her back inside. “Now do you see?”
    “The sky isn't real!”
    “Neither is much else.”
    “But it isn't possible—”
    “Believe me, love, it is possible. Anything's possible in the Henry Gating Theater.”
    “The what?”
    “We haven't time to talk about it now.” He turned her around, put one hand against her sleek back, and gently propelled her toward the closet. “Gating might be back at any moment.”
    She stopped in front of the closet and hugged herself. “You make him sound like a desperado or something.”
    “Something,” Joel said.
    “He's just my uncle.”
    “He's not your uncle,” Joel said. He closed the window. “That's just another part of his act. Now, you better get dressed. We've got to be going. Time's running out.”
    “Where are we going?” she asked.
    “Out of the pyramid.”
    “None of this is making sense.”
    “You felt the sky,” he said. “You know I'm not mad.”
    She nodded. “I'll be just a second.”
    He stood at the side of the window and watched the lawn as she dressed. There was no movement on it—nor any down by the dark trees. Maybe they'd make it. Just maybe . . .
    “I'm ready,” she said.
    He turned around.
    She was wearing white slacks, a black blouse, and one leather glove. She raised her right hand and showed him the palm full of tiny hypodermic needles which glittered in the moonlight. “I'm so sorry, darling. I really am.”
    “Allison—”
    She reached for him.
    He backed into the wall.
    She touched him firmly on the neck.
    “Not you!” he said.
    But it was too late. He slid down the wall and rolled on his back at her feet.
   

   
   
XX
    
    
After that, it got worse.
    He was subjected to a series of illusions more detailed than the first ones had been—although each fell apart faster than the one before it had done.
    And now the periods of unconsciousness between the illusions were filled with dreams. The same dream. Over and over again, like a film loop. Each time, he woke before the dream was finished, but each time it progressed farther than it had previously. He was aware that there was some meaning in the dream, some solution to the mystery, and he almost welcomed the darkness between illusions, when he could continue with it.
    Strangely, Galing, Richard, Gina, and the faceless man rarely made appearances in these new illusions. They left the whole act to Allison. Always, he started out with a deep affection for the woman, a need and desire to please that went beyond mere love. Always, however, he began to see that he was in another program; he remembered that she had betrayed him and could not be trusted. Always, he remained calm, not angered by her treachery, only saddened by it. And, always, she seemed as distraught as he, eager to have done with this impossible shifting world, this kaleidoscope of realities that formed one colorful pattern after another, as if it were all controlled by a child's whim.
    He realized that his continuing love for her could only be sustained if he had enjoyed a long and close relationship with her in the distant past, before he had climbed out of that life support pod. He no longer trusted her. But he loved her, because he had been able to trust her in some other age.
    Never, oddly enough, was she named Allison in these new illusions, although she was always the same woman in every particular, even down to the style of her clothes and the way she wore her lustrous black hair.
    And the illusions came, kaleidoscopic:
    
    “Well,” she said, leaning over him, her bare breasts tickling his chest, “I'm glad to see you're awake.”
    He yawned and sat up, looked around the bridal suite which was costing him a hundred bucks a day. From the flame red wallpaper to the decadently mirrored ceiling it was meant to stir passions. And it stirred his now. He reached for her and pulled her down on top of him.
    “Satyr,” she said.
    “You know it.”
    “Cool yourself, satyr. Breakfast has been sent up. We don't want the eggs to get cold.”
    “Better the eggs than me.”
    She laughed.
    “Beautiful laugh,” he said.
    An hour later they had breakfast.
    The dawdled over each other throughout the long afternoon, talked very little, made slow and leisurely love. They moved well together, denying themselves completion until completion came in spite of their denials. And the day passed.
    When Joel came out of the shower just after sunset and saw that dinner had been delivered while he was bathing, he reached for the room service phone, picked it up, waited for an answer.
    Annie was suddenly frightened. “What do you want? We have everything we could need.”
    Why was she so anxious on their honeymoon? What was she abruptly frightened about?
    “May I help you?” asked a voice on the other end of the line.
    Now ill-at-ease himself, he ordered a bottle of wine. Though he could not place it, the telephone voice was unpleasantly familiar. When the bellboy came, Joel had no trouble recognizing the source of his own uneasiness.
    “Richard,” he said.
    “Relax,” Annie-Allison said.
    Richard hadn't brought any wine. He was wearing the hypodermic glove.
    “You'll only be put to sleep for a short time, darling.”
    “Stay away from me.”
    They moved in on him.
    “Who are you people?”
    “Trust us,” Richard said.
    “Relax,” the woman said.
    He struck out at Richard. The blow connected—but so did the hypodermic glove.
    “Please . . .” Joel said, slipping into the old dream again, that same dream:
    
    He stood at the doorway of a private bath cubicle on the tenth level of the pyramid. The bath was white and yellow tile, mirrors, a shower stall, commode, and disposal pipe built into the wall. The only person in the cubicle was a raven-haired girl. She was squeezing a blue tablet from a plastic medicine coil. Her hands were trembling, and she was flushed.
    “Do you really need that?” he asked.
    “Yes.”
    “I wish you wouldn't use it.”
    She had it free now.
    “If you do all your view duties sedated, you'll need two or three times as many tours to satisfy the psychologists.”
    “I don't care.” Even now, her face drawn with fear, she was a stunningly beautiful woman. “I'd simply fall apart if I tried it unsedated.” She swallowed the pill.
    He loved her so damned much, and he wished that there were something more for her than this dying world of theirs. A man—or woman, for she surely felt as he did—should be able to give his lover a future. He felt robbed by circumstances, cheated by fate. He was dying inside.
    “Better?” he asked.
    She waited a moment. Then: “Yes.”
    “Good.”
    “Let's go.”
    “All right, Alicia.”
    
    He woke at the memory of her name. He didn't want to wake up, for he felt that his dream had more reality to it than did Henry Galing's house. Alicia had existed. He'd seen her name on one of those locker doors next to the life support pod chamber on the bottom floor of the building.
    An explosion shook the room in which he lay; dust settled down from the stone ceiling. It sifted onto his eyelids and his lips.
    He sat up, frightened, his head aching, his heart beating too fast. His mouth was as dry as the dust around him.
    Besides him, Allison said: “Another raid.”
    “Was I asleep?”
    “Yes.” She smiled. “I thought the sirens would wake you, but they didn't.”
    She was wearing a dark blouse, dark slacks, no shoes. Her clothes were torn, and a spot of blood stained the collar of her blouse.
    Suddenly, a chain of explosions shook them, an endless roar of thunder that made conversation impossible for quite some time. Indeed, it was impossible even to think in that holocaust. The room shook; dust fell; he sat hugging his knees beside her. All he could do was look stupidly around the room, which seemed oddly familiar. The walls and ceiling were constructed from huge blocks of stone, hand mortared.  In the center of the floor, a drainage grill was half hidden in shadows. Near the heavy oak door, a candle guttered in a baking pan.
    When the bombing ceased, Allison came into his arms. “I can't take much more of this.”
    “Do you have any sedatives?”
    She looked at him strangely. “Any what?”
    “Sedatives.”
    “No.”
    “What happened to them?”
    “I—I used them all.”
    “I'll ask Henry to prescribe more for you.”
    “Henry who?” she asked. She seemed to be genuinely bewildered. He thought, too, that there was a trace of apprehension behind that bewilderment.
    “Your uncle,” he said.
    “I don't have an uncle.”
    “Sure. Henry Galing.” It was quite odd, Allison not remembering her own uncle . . .
    “I really don't have an Uncle Henry.”
    “Allison—”
    “My name's Alice, not Allison,” she said. Then she sighed and said: “What the hell.” She patted his cheek. “You aren't keyed in to this one at all, are you?”
    “Keyed in?” he asked.
    “Well try again,” she said.
    As if he had been listening on the other side, Richard opened the oak door and came in. He was wearing the hypodermic glove.
    “Don't I know you?” Joel asked.
    “I'm the sandman,” Richard said, putting Joel to sleep.
    After Alicia took her sedative, they left their small apartment on the tenth level and rode the elevator to the top floor. Neither one of them spoke. This wasn't a time for small talk.
    From the elevators, they walked down the corridor to the yellow doors, pushed through those, and went to the pressure hatch which led to the view chamber.
    
    CYCLE FOR ADMITTANCE.
    
    
    Joel did as it said.
    
    WAIT FOR THE ESTABLISHMENT OF
    COMPUTER DATA LINKAGES.
    WAIT FOR VERIFICATION OF
    VIEW CHAMBER'S SANCTITY.
    
    He took her hand.
    “I don't want to go in.”
    “You have to,” he said.
    The light turned green.
    
    LIGHT BURNING.
    PROCEED SAFELY ON GREEN.
    
    As he pulled open the door, she began to cry softly. He put his arm around her, although he could not offer her much support. He was every bit as frightened and demoralized as she was. This was one more thing taken from him by the incredible events of the last few years: his man's strength.
    They walked reluctantly into the view chamber . . .
    
    He woke in the pod chamber observation room. He was sitting in a command chair, staring through a porthole at a lazily swimming aquaman.
    He turned to Henry Galing who occupied the chair on his right, and he said. “It won't work, you know.”
    “The illusion.”
    “What illusion?”
    “Stop the game.”
    Galing frowned, nodded slowly. “Very well. But do you know who you are, who the girl is, the whole story?”
    “I'm Joel Amslow.”
    “That's just a name.” *
    “I know her name's not Allison. It's Alicia. But I won't tell you anything else.”
    “Because you don't know anything else,” Galing said, smiling.
    “Yes, I do.”
    “You're lying.” He turned to someone behind Joel. “He hasn't doped it out yet. We'll have to go on with it.”
    “No!” Joel said.
    “Yes,” Galing said. “It's what you want me to do, you know. It really is.”
    The faceless man loomed at Joel's right side. The needles of the hypodermic glove were icy . . .
    
    Joel and Alicia crossed the dimly lighted view chamber and stopped before the window.
    “Oh . . .” she said.
    They looked out at the gray scene, grayed themselves by its reflection. The view was one of everlasting death, death without equal, death to stagger the mind, death beyond conception, death very nearly beyond endurance, death that was—in its own awful way—full of hideous movement and intelligence.
    She shuddered but didn't run. She remained at his side, taking strength from him, unaware that he had gained his strength from her.
    The required minutes ticked past . . .
    The overhead speakers crackled and produced a lecture the subject of which was the scene they were required to observe. Each word on the tape had been carefully chosen by the community's psychologists and semanticists; no propaganda had ever been so meticulously constructed. “This,” the speaker said, “is what you have done and what you can never undo, even until the ends of your days.”
    Others watched from viewpoints along the thick glass, but no one spoke. The scene was its own comment. It needed no analysis, no interpretation, produced no gossip. The scene was—
    
    The bridal suite had flame red wallpaper and a mirrored ceiling, and it was costing him a hundred bucks a day.
    He knew immediately that it was not real. He had not yet been able to break down the wall of amnesia to discover who he was and why he was here, but at least he could no longer be deceived by a lot of fancy props in a hypno-structured illusion. He knew that if he opened the door of the honeymoon suite, he would find Henry Galing's house beyond it, rather than a hotel.
    His first impulse was to wake Allison and question her. Even if she called for help, and even if her call were quickly answered, he should be able to force her to tell him . . .
    But that was no good. He would not be able to force her to tell him anything. Even though she had betrayed him, he would not be able to hurt her or even threaten her; he cared for her too much. His love was based on some relationship they had enjoyed when she was called Alicia, back on the other side of the amnesic wall, in those days when he had been totally familiar with the purpose of the pyramid. Now, regardless of her behavior, he knew that she loved him as he did her.
    Besides, even if he could learn something from her he would gain no edge from the knowledge. He would be put to sleep again. And the next time he woke up they might take more care with the illusion so that he would not recognize it, immediately, for what it was.
    And ever since this nightmare had begun, he'd been afraid that he would be put to sleep and never brought back again, or not for a long, long time, anyway. He was afraid he'd sleep for years and then regain consciousness in a life support pod—and have to start all over from scratch. He remembered that note he'd found on the porch of that fake house, the note he had left for himself. He had been through this before, the note said; well, he didn't want to go through it again.
    So . . . What next?
    Lying on the edge of the king-size bed, staring at his reflection in the ceiling mirrors, he decided that his best bet was to appear to be fooled, lull them into thinking that he was so dumb he didn't suspect a thing. They could be tricked. He'd proven that already. Now it was time to trick them again, though more subtly than he had done the other times. He would put them off balance, take his time, then make a move when they were least expecting it.
    The only thing he needed was a hypodermic glove. He'd have to take it from them. With that, he could sedate all of them and have plenty of time to probe more deeply into the background of their game.
    Two days . . .
    In two days he'd make his move and become master of the house. He saw now that escape was not enough. Galing and the others must become his prisoners. Whereas he wouldn't have harmed Allison, he had no compunctions against torturing Galing to extract the information he needed.
    Beyond the room's single window, skyscrapers thrust at an overcast sky. Distant traffic noises rose against the window.
    He knew that he could open that window and smash the hologram scene to bits. But he would not.
    Not yet.
    But soon. “Soon,” he said softly.
    Allison rolled over and blinked at him. She covered a yawn with the back of her hand. “Did you say something?”
    “No.”
    “No?”
    “That's right.”
    She sat up and brushed her long hair out of her face, tucked it behind her ears. “I thought for sure I heard you say something.” She was wary.
    He pointed to the mirrors overhead and smiled at her. “Just talking to myself.”
    “Nice place for mirrors, huh?” She grinned at him, then broke into another yawn.
    “Sleepyhead,” he said.
    “Narcissist.”
    “I was only looking at myself because you were all covered up with sheets.”
    “Likely story.”
    He grabbed for her.
    She playfully fended him off. But behind the playfulness, there was a look of uncertainty.
    He kissed her, caressed her breasts, let his hands slide down her slim flanks, cupped her buttocks and kneaded them gently. “Old sleepyhead.”
    She smiled, slipping back into her role now, sure of him now. “Sex fiend,” she said.
    “Better than a narcissist.”
    “Oh, you're still a narcissist.”
    “A narcissist sex fiend,” he said. “I guess that means I shouldn't be in a room alone with myself.”
    She laughed and pushed him back and rolled atop him, and she began to plant kisses all over his chest and stomach. He didn't mind at all when they began to add a dash of verisimilitude to the phony honeymoon setting.
    

    
    
XXI
    
    
His deception worked well.
    They passed two days alone in their suite. They made love in every style, every position, at any hour of the day or night. They read and watched old movies on the gram screen and made love again and slept and napped and talked. She was quick to laugh, witty, and beautiful: she entranced him, even though he knew that they were living a lie. He supposed that he had been hypno-programmed not to want to leave the room; therefore, he didn't once mention the world outside, as if they would spend the rest of their natural lives inside the hotel.
    Two days later, when Richard delivered their dinner on a silver cart, he was confident enough to turn his back on Joel. He knelt down and took the food out of the heated storage compartment beneath the cart,
    That was a mistake.
    Joel picked up a silver wine goblet and knocked the other man unconscious with two savage blows.
    Red wine speckled the carpet and showered across the rumpled bed sheets.
    Allison said: “You weren't fooled.”
    “No.”
    “Don't hurt me.”
    “Only a little.”
    He clipped her gently on her delicate chin. She should have gone down, but she only swayed on the balls of her feet and made a face as if she were about to scream for help. He chopped at her jaw again, harder this time, surprised at her strength. She slumped into his arms.
    “Sorry,” he said. He lifted her and carried, her to the bed where she would be comfortable.
    Richard groaned, shook his head, and tried to get back onto his knees.
    “Hold it,” Joel said. He used the goblet again: two sharp blows to the back of the neck.
    He listened.
    The house was quiet. No alarm had gone off; no one had heard or seen what he'd done. Yet. However, if Richard were too long in reporting back to Galing, it was all over before it began.
    He bent down, rolled Richard onto his back, and searched the man's pockets. He found the hypodermic glove in the inside pocket of the white serving jacket. It was thicker than he had thought it would be, and the rolled cuff was a hollow tube in which most of the glove's mechanisms lay. He pulled it on and gave both Richard and Allison a dose of their own medicine.
    Then he picked up the room service phone and, when Henry Galing answered, said, “I think you'd better come up here right away.” He hung up.
    He went and stood by the door, stretched his fingers in the glove, and raised his hand.
    A minute passed.
    Then another . . .
    Come on, dammit!
    No one knocked. The door was suddenly flung open, and the faceless man came into the room. He was wearing a hypodermic glove.
    Joel stepped away from the wall and used his own glove on the back of the freak's neck before it had time to turn on him.
    Galing came in a moment later, confident, sure that all was in order now, not aware of how drastically the balance of power had shifted. When he saw Joel, he turned and ran. He didn't make it out of the room. When Joel's glove touched him, he sighed and took one more step and crumbled.
    For an instant Joel was elated-and then he heard quick footsteps on the stairs. Gina! He had forgotten the damned maid.
    He ran out into the upstairs corridor of the Galing mansion and hurried to the stairs. She was in the downstairs hall. He went after her, taking two steps at a time. By the time he gained the downstairs hall, she was in the kitchen.
    “Wait!”
    She didn't wait, of course.
    She started for the back door, but she realized that she would never make it across the lawn with him at her heels. As a small cry escaped her lips, she turned, pushed a chair at him, and ran for the cellar door.
    Stumbling over the chair, kicking it out of his way, he lunged for her.
    She went through the cellar door and pulled it shut behind her, barely avoiding the swipe of his glove. The hypodermic needles struck the door and bent. He tried the knob; it was locked. When he put his ear to the door, he heard her going down the basement steps as fast as she could.
    So close. So damned close!
    He tried to force the door. He wrenched the knob violently back and forth, applied his shoulder to the panel. It was stronger than it appeared to be. Perhaps the wood veneer concealed not porous panelboard but metal.
    He pulled open one kitchen drawer after another until he found a knife, then went back to the cellar door. He slipped the blade between the edge of the door and the frame, tried to force up the lock. But it was too sophisticated a mechanism for that crude an approach.
    Worried now, he threw the knife down.
    If there had been nothing down there except an empty cellar, he would have blockaded the door from this side and would have forgotten all about her. As long as she was out of his way, he didn't care if she were conscious or drugged. But she now had access to those nutrient tanks in which other men and women rested and waited to be called to action.
    She would know how to wake them. He was positive of that. In no time at all, she would rally a small army. And then she would move against him.
    He stripped off the damaged glove and threw if down.
    He had still not won.
    

    
    
XXII
    
    
He ran upstairs again to the “hotel” room. Richard, Galing, and the faceless man were all sprawled on the floor where he had left them. None of them seemed to be waking up yet. Allison was on the unmade bridal bed, her flimsy nightgown rolled above her knees, her black hair fanned out around her like a puff of smoke. He wrapped her in a blanket, scooped her up in his arms, and carried her downstairs to the kitchen.
    The cellar door was closed, and no one was waiting for him. He had not expected anything else. No matter how familiar she was with the machinery, Gina couldn't possibly revitalize her zombie friends in such short order.
    Outside, he crossed the sun-dappled, telescoped lawn, went through the forest where birds were singing and bees were buzzing, and came out onto the fake street in Anytown, U.S.A. They would expect him to go up to the intersection and down the side street to the door which he had discovered earlier. Therefore, he turned away from the intersection and eventually found another door that led out of the disguised corridor.
    Five minutes later he had oriented himself. And five minutes after that, he brought Allison into one of the two garages where fan shuttles, jeeps, and military vehicles of every description were parked in even rows. He walked down one row and up another, quickly surveyed what was available, and chose one of the largest pieces. Resting Allison on the wide tread, he struggled with the door and got it open, picked her up again, lifted her almost above his head, and slid her onto the front seat.
    She slept soundly.
    He looked behind at the poorly lighted garage, at the rows of silent fan shuttles and hideous war machines, at the door through which he had come. The door was closed. And although the shuttles provided hundreds of hiding places, he was sure they were still alone. As yet there was no pursuit. But there would be. And soon now, real soon.
    Walking around the vehicle to get some idea of what he would be handling, he decided that it was the equivalent of a tank, though more modern and considerably more formidable than a tank. Bigger than most tanks. Forty feet long if it was an inch. Twelve feet wide, maybe fifteen feet high. Brutish. Ugly. It would have been right at home in the age of the dinosaurs. Lower in the back than in front. Five-foot-high treads rather than shuttle blade. Cruised along the ground, not over it. Weapons systems. Curious gun barrels without bores in them. Twin rocket launchers, a slim missile locked in each. Steel plating. Solid. He nodded approvingly; it should get them through anything.
    He didn't know why he was so sure that he needed a tank for the world which lay beyond the pyramid. It was a gut feeling, and he hadn't a shred of evidence to back it up. But he knew that if he ignored it, if he walked out of here without protection, he would be committing suidice.
    Nevertheless, as dangerous as it might be, he had to leave. Henry Galing gave him no choice.
    A sharp whistling noise sliced through the garage, and the public address system hissed to life. “Joel . . . Joel, wherever you are, please stop and listen to me.”
    It was Henry Galing.
    “Go to hell,” Joel said.
    He got into the cab with Allison and pulled the heavy door shut, locked it. Galing's voice was now an indecipherable murmur. Joel got Allison into a sitting position, strapped her in place, then hooked into his own safety harness.
    As he studied the complex banks of controls in front of him, he decided she would be better off asleep, and he hoped she remained unconscious longer than Galing had done. He had been driven to the wall and was acting precipitously; he had no way of knowing what he was getting them into. Trouble. Definitely trouble of some sort. But he couldn't say of what sort or how serious. Yes, it was best that she slept.
    Galing's voice continued to drone senselessly beyond the walls of the tank.
    With surprisingly little trial and error, he started the big tank's engines, which were powered by a miniature fusion plant. The controls were quite familiar. In some other age, back beyond the life support pod, he had operated this machine or one very much like it.
    He put it in gear.
    The tread clanked on the concrete floor.
    “Here we go,” he said aloud, to himself.
    The concrete pillars which supported the roof of the garage were marked by phosphorescent red arrows that pointed toward the exit. He drove the tank out of its niche and into the main aisle, turned left and followed the arrows.
    At first he handled the tank clumsily. Taking a corner in the aisle, he misjudged his distances and crushed a small fan shuttle parked at the end of one row. The giant tread ground inexorably over the vehicle, tore it to pieces, mashed it flat, and kicked it out behind. After that, he was more careful.
    The roar of the huge engines thundered from wall to wall, came back from the concrete ceiling like a wave from the beach.
    A the back of the garage he located and boarded a stone ramp that led gradually upwards. Thirty yards along the ramp, the walls closed in and the ceiling lowered. The corners disappeared, and he was in a smooth steel tube, a tunnel.
    When he glanced at the view-screen which brought a closed-circuit picture of the road behind, he saw that a sphincter door had cycled out of the walls back there. He was sealed off from the garage.
    A trap?
    He brought the tank to a full stop and thought about it. In a confined space like this, unable to turn and maneuver, his great big war machine wasn't much good to him. Galing and his crew—if they were the ones who had sealed him off, could enter the tube at their leisure, climb onto the tank, and eventually cut him out of it. If he used his missiles or other artillery at such close range, he would surely kill them—but, bottled in the tunnel as he was, he might also kill himself and Allison. Then he realized that, if he used the tank as a battering ram, he could probably buckle that door enough to get back into the garage. He wasn't imprisoned after all.
    What then? If not a trap, it must be a precaution. He recalled the pressure hatch that led to the observation room and that thick gray window . . . Yes, this was most likely a precaution. The tunnel was like an anti-contamination chamber in a laboratory, separating experimental quarters from public rooms.
    But what was outside that might contaminate the pyramid?
    He supposed the only way to find out was to go on, and he put the tank in gear again. He followed the rising corridor until, at last, he came to a second sphincter door. His fingers darting swiftly over the solid-state light controls on the drive panel, he brought the tank to a full stop once more.
    A computer display screen lighted above the exit:
    
    WATT FOR REPETITIVE SERIES
    CHECK ON REAR DOORS.
    
    He waited, though impatiently.
    
    FIRST SERIES COMPLETE.
    WAITING . . .
    SECOND SERIES COMPLETE.
    WAITING . . .
    
    
    Two minutes later, twenty checks had been run on the lock and seal of the door behind him. Only then was the computer satisfied.
    
    PROCEED.
    
    The sphincter door raised, let him through, and whirled shut again. He brought the tank to a halt just outside the tunnel mouth and, stunned, looked at the world he had been so long in reaching.
    

    
    
XXIII
    
    
The sky looked like the bottom of a spittoon. Ugly gray-brown masses of roiling vapors and darker, heavier clouds like clots of mucous scudded down the throat of the world. He could see no blue sky at all. Not a single bird graced the heavens; and no sun shone. It was, he thought, the vault of hell.
    He did not faint.
    He simply sat and stared, too numbed to feel the full emotional jolt of it.
    The land was also gray and dead. It contained no trees. No grass or flowers. The only growing things were towering fungoid forms that reached from the ground like the rotting fingers of dead giants who were determined to push out of their graves. The earth was all dressed in rags of fungus and moss that resembled—though this was a much more virulent form of it—that wriggling monstrosity which he had encountered in the storm drains during his escape from the dungeon. Soupy brown fog drifted between these towers of fungus, like an intelligent entity seeking something unspeakable. There was no other movement than the fog. No animals scampered through the vegetation; no breeze stirred a leaf, for there was neither breeze nor leaf. There were no cities, no houses, no people. Just these endless vistas of death . . .
    He had known that he must come out here. He had known there was something he must see, something into which he must plunge in the manner of a child leaping blindly into a pool in order to sink or swim. The scene was too devastating, the truth behind it too horrible for him to absorb it a piece at a time; absorbing one bit, he would have backed quickly away from the rest of the knowledge, a reluctant Adam with a rotten apple. He'd needed to face it all at once or not at all. And now, weeping softly, he saw it, and he remembered . . .
    This was the pitiful world which man had inherited when the planet's ecological systems began to break down in the late 1990s and on into the Twenty-first Century. In those Last Days, the government had constructed the inverted pyramid deep beneath the flatlands of Utah, a last bastion of mankind where more than two thousand top administrators and scientists searched frantically for some way to perpetuate the species. While hundreds of millions died from a complex chain of ecological disasters, those deep inside the Utah pyramid, Joel among them, had worked in conjunction with NASA to launch the seeds of mankind toward the stars.
    They had not been trying to save mankind precisely as an old biology text would have defined the species. They were willing to alter the outward appearance to preserve the inner  essence.  In a hundred deep-space, faster-than-light drone probes, NASA had never discovered a planet enough like Earth to permit comfortable human colonization. Therefore, it had been necessary for them to create genetic alternatives to man and to put these quasi-human creatures on the interstellar ships which had been readied to take Earth's new children from their dying home.
    The aquamen, he thought. They hadn't been entirely a part of Galing's stage setting. They had once been real—still were real, out there on some distant world. The aquaman was a strain of human being that was engineered for survival on a marine planet.
    When this work was done, when the staff of the Utah installation had seen their creations shot into space, they next studied and perfected the science of cryogenics. They had built sixteen life suspensions pods—only sixteen, because their supply of certain delicate and crucial instruments was limited—into which volunteers, drawn from a pool of six hundred, were placed for a thousand-year sleep. It was hoped that when they woke they would find themselves in a world where ecological balance had been restored through the tedious but effective processes of Nature.
    However, fifty years later, all but one of the pods were damaged in the riots when rational society within the pyramid dissolved. Ten centuries later, Joel woke alone.
    It wasn't the Twenty-third Century, as Harttle had said. They were just trying to break him in easy. It was much later than that. Instead, the date must be three thousand and something, A.D.
    When he had come awake after ten centuries of sleep, Joel did not find paradise. The air beyond the fortress was still quite poisonous. The water was an acid that had to be refined before it could be used even for bathing. He had been shocked to find no one alive at all. Not even his wife, Alicia Corley, was alive to share the awful future with him. Her pod had been ruined in the riots, of which he found few but detailed records.
    He was the last man on Earth.
    For several weeks, he remained alone, brooding, contemplating suicide or a return to the pod. But he was basically a man of action, and eventually he acted. He switched on the hermetically sealed nucleotide vats, activated the computers controlling them, and he built one dozen androids.
    His thoughts drifted back to the present, his eyes to the fungus beyond the tank. He looked down at Allison. She was still sleeping, though she murmured quietly and stirred a bit. He smiled and touched her dark hair.
    Originally, he had intended to treat these artificial companions as men had treated them since they'd been first successfully manufactured in 1993: as tools, as slaves, but never as equals. He wanted to hypno-educate them, assign them to various projects, then return to his pod, checking up on them for a week or two each century. Because androids were, in effect, immortal, they could pass ten thousand years searching for some way to roll back the ecological disaster.
    One hitch developed in this plan, although it had not seemed like a hitch at first. He discovered, through various laboratory tests, that his own tissues had reached stasis as a result of the thousand-year sleep. They had ceased to die or renew themselves. No activity took place within them; they lay beneath the microscope like photographs, not like real cells. His tissues were reproducing only when he was injured in some way and matter had to be replaced. He was now immortal himself. He did not need to return to the pod. He was elated. However, over the months that he worked side by side with the vat-formed men and women, he began to think of them as more than animals or slaves. He felt that they were equals—and soon he fell in love with the one who looked a bit like Alicia: he fell in love with Allison, a vat-born woman.
    She whispered in her sleep now.
    He rested one hand on her face and watched as she took steady, deep breaths.
    Falling in love with an android was in the nature of a cardinal sin: a womb-born must never have sexual relations with a vat-born. Never in human history had there been such a universally held, fiercely evangelized, and rigidly obeyed rule against miscegenation. He loathed himself for loving her. He tried to overcome his prejudice, couldn't, and decided that anti-android propaganda must have been fed to him during hypno-training sessions during his early days in the pyramid. This loathing was too strong to be naturally bred. And nothing short of a point-for-point opposing, pro-android propaganda tape could cure him. Yet, without knowing what that original propaganda had been, he was unable to establish a curative program. Androids were a off-shoot of the search for viable space travelers. They were tools. Slaves. They were even pets. But they were never lovers. They were inhuman, unhuman, not fit objects for desire.
    Unable to treat his own illness, he had decided to assign the android team various research tasks and return to his pod even though he no longer required it. He hoped that another hundred years of sleep would erase either his love or his prejudice. However, he woke a century later with both: he loved her, and he loathed himself for wanting her . . .
    And then?
    As he watched the fungoid towers which seemed to have moved a bit on the plain before him, he strained to recall the rest of it . . . Next had come Disorientation Therapy, a drastic form of psychiatry popular in the decade before the worst of the ecological changes. He knew it was his best chance. He and the androids had stripped the pyramid of every clue to its real purpose, stored these records in hidden vaults, and structured a Disorientation Therapy Puzzle from the entire installation. As he saw it: he would be given a temporary chemical amnesia, would be placed in his pod and, when revived, would find himself in a maze of deception and illusion: fake streets, the dungeon, the house . . . And in this weird play, Allison would be his only touchstone to reality as he struggled to solve the problem and reorient himself. With any luck he would come to need her and care for her so much, in his disorientation, that his guilt and prejudice would be easily defeated.
    It had worked. He had slept with her and he wanted to sleep with her again. He had even thought of having a family by her, if that were possible. And he felt no guilt. He was cured.
    Then why did he feel that something was terribly, dangerously wrong?
    He looked at Allison. She was mumbling continuously now, smiling in her sleep, slowly coming out of the drug.
    Where was the danger he sensed, if indeed there were any?
    Not Allison.
    Something else . . .
    “Joel! Joel Amslow!”
    He recoiled as Henry Galing's authoritative voice boomed out of the radio receiver in the center of the tank's main control panel.
    “Joel! Please answer me.”
    He flicked a switch permitting two-way conversation, and he said “I'm here.”
    “You're all right?”
    “Yes.”
    “Do you know where you are?” Galing asked. He no longer sounded sinister. He was worried.
    “Outside the Utah fortress,” Joel said.
    “You understand the illusions?”
    “Too well.”
    “This wasn't in the program,” Galing said worriedly. You weren't supposed to act like this.” He paused to get a grip on himself. “You are safe, you said?”
    “Sure.”
    “You better come inside.”
    “The therapy was a success,”  Joel said.  He caressed Allison's face again.
    “Oh?” Galing said cautiously.
    Joel  sighed  and  leaned  back  in  the  safety harness. He was so weary. The dead world, the rotting sky, the barren land that fell away in every direction—all this made him feel old and worn out. It was this weariness, he now thought, that made him feel there was yet another danger; his nerves were frayed, playing tricks on him. He gazed fondly at the woman on the seat beside him. “Very successful therapy,” he told Galing. “I don't feel the way I used to . . . You people may be vat-born, formed as complete adults . . . But you've each got a distinct personality. You're as human as I am. I mean it. I no longer have to be alone.”
    “I'm glad to hear it,” Galing said. “But that's only half of it. Apparently, you don't know anything about what the Overmaster did to you.”
    “What?”
    “The Overmaster's relentless,” Galing said. “It won't give up and go away. We came damned close to being destroyed, the pyramid breached and ruined—”
    “Overmaster? I'm not tracking very—”
    The earth rumbled beneath the tank, trembled gently at first and then more violently, lifted up, tilted, slammed down again, and nearly overturned the elephantine vehicle.
    “Joel? Is something wrong out there?”
    The earth rose again. Fell again. Harder this time.
    “Joel?”
    “Something—”
    Again the movement came, as if a bomb had exploded underneath the tank.
    Joel looked up, startled, as he was thrown forward and then jerked back by his safety harness. He saw the towering fungoid forms. Very near. Too damned near. They'd moved in on him . . . Now, they rose above the tank like the many fingers of an alien hand, reaching down to crush him.
    

    
    
XXIV
    
    
Illusion?
    He had been through so many illusions in the last few days that he could not help but doubt the reality of what he saw before him. Surely it was another of Galing's programs, no more real than the dungeon or the honeymoon suite. This was a fungus, nothing more than that, plant life. It could not possess the quick mobility of an animal!
    The fungus flowed toward the tank in a many-fingered amoeboid mass. As it came nearer, it rose higher and higher until it seemed that the tips of those fingers must brush the polluted sky. A thin yellowish fluid oozed from it continually and sheeted down the columns of muck, was reabsorbed by the mother body before it spilled onto the ground. The hideous creature writhed and pulsed, roiled and churned within itself. It was gray the color of dead flesh and brown the color of feces. Pustules as large as basketballs punctuated it, split open and issued a disgusting, syrupy ichor.
    Beneath the tank, the wriggling carpet of moss surged up for the fourth time, shook, tilted, fell back, rocking them violently from side to side.
    “Joel! Galing said.
    “We're under attack,” he said.
    “We'll be out to help.”
    “No! Stay there.”
    “But—”
    “You can't do anything. It's too damned big. It's the whole world!”
    This was no Disorientation Therapy Puzzle, no clever illusion; this, by God, was real!
    Joel touched the solid-state control spot label REVERSE and felt the machine change gears smoothly. He gripped the wheel with both sweat-slicked hands and, as the tread churned backwards, he turned the tank to the right as hard and fast as he could.
    “Move, you big bastard!” he said, pulling harder than he had to pull, as if he could muscle it around faster than it would go on its own.
    He had to get out from under the falling wave of amorphous fungus, had to get back to the tunnel that led into the subterranean pyramid from which they had “escaped” only minutes ago. This was no time to kid himself; if he didn't get into the pyramid, he and Allison were dead. Even in the tank they couldn't stand for long against the fungus.
    One finger of the glistening, wet mass of vegetable matter fell noiselessly across the place where the tank had been only a moment ago. It curled back, bunched up on itself, was absorbed into the mother body. The rest of the creature, an endless hulking thing, came closer, forming a new finger to replace the old one.
    Joel completed the turn and put the machine in top gear, stood on the wide accelerator plate and jammed it all the way down to the floorboards. The tank lurched, whined, and surged forward. “Come on baby,” he said, as if it could hear him. “Move your big steel ass!”
    A mammoth pseudopod of fungus fell on his right, a ridge of muck that must have weighed thousands upon thousands of tons. It oozed towards him, and the tip of it curled out in front of the tank, blocking his escape route.
    “Damn!”
    He wheeled to the left.
    Another pseudopod fell on that side. It was at least twenty feet high, glimmering with yellow fluid, pustules bursting as it pressed itself in his direction.
    “Pincered,” he said.
    He hit the brake pedal, brought the tank to a full stop. He could not go forward or backward or to either side without encountering the fungus.
    “Whatever the hell you are,” he said as he watched it move in on him, “you're more than a little bit intelligent. Or you've got damned good instincts.”
    The stuff lapped at the tank tread.
    “It's got me surrounded,” he told Galing.
    “Then we must come out.”
    “Give me a chance to use some of the weaponry on this thing,” Joel said. “I think I can make it pull back.”
    The fungus slapped over the knobby, armored hood and pushed against the hologram cameras which gave Joel a remote view of the ground behind him. It sheathed his foreward view windows, ebbed and flowed across the machine like a sea of dark gelatin tugging at a wrecked and sunken ship. It probed at the tank with what seemed like curiosity.
    A light suddenly flashed on the control panel, and the tank's foot-square computer display screen in the middle of the dash was blinking an ominous, stark warning:
    
    
    ARMOR CORRODING.
    ARMOR CORRODING.
    ARMOR CORRODING.
    
    
    Glancing quickly at the weapons panel, Joel punched control spots and fought back.
    Nothing happened.
    
    
    FLAME THROWERS
    OPERATIVE.
    
    
    He stared at the words flashing on the display screen, and he knew that they were not true. And he suddenly realized that the first message had not been true either. The armor couldn't possibly be corroding. If the fungus could dissolve steel, it would have eaten through the entrance to the pyramid a long time ago.
    But why was the computer lying? This was no mere malfunction. If it were not operating properly, it would either remain blank or would check its own circuits and tell him that something was wrong with it. This was not erroneous information; it was an outright deception!
    He thought he knew what was causing it.
    He touched a control spot labeled FIRST GEAR—FORWARD.
    Nothing happened.
    The engine continued to idle.
    “This damned stuff is intelligent,” Joel told Galing. “I don't know how . . . But it's taken control of the tank's computer. I can't fight against it.”
    Beside him, the lock lever popped out on the entrance hatch.
    “Oh, no you don't!” he said. He hit it hard and held his hand on it to keep it depressed.
    “Joel?”
    “It just tried to unlock the door,” he said. “Almost had me there.”
    “Listen,” Galing said, “there's a manual override for the weapons panel.”
    “I know,” Joel said.
    
    
   ARMOR CORRODING.
    
    
    “Sure,” he told it. “Sure.” He sprung open a panel on his left and examined the two dozen toggle switches of the weapons override system. He pushed on a few of them.
    He felt the flamethrowers come on this time, and he heard the roar of the fire on all four sides. The temperature within the tank climbed almost at once and was recorded on a lighted circled overhead: TEMPERATURE: 72,73,74,75,76,77,78 . . .
    “Manual system's okay,” he told Gating.
    “What are you using?”
    “Flamethrowers.”
    “That's best”
    The battle was a silent one. The pulpy fungus flowed in and tried to put out the flames. It trembled as the fire ticked at it. Bursting like grenades in the intense heat, the pustules became pockmarks in the mother body. The gray-brown muck blackened, smoked, withered, and fell away from the four nozzles as well as from the view windows and the hologram cameras which were positioned near the flames. Yet it kept its grip on the tank, and it persisted, returning to the nozzles with more force than before.
    Joel was sweating like a horse at the end of the race. He wiped his face with his sleeve, glanced at Allison to see how she was making out. She seemed sound asleep; the heat had apparently complemented the drugs to put her under once more. Perspiration rolled from her face and dampened her long hair, but otherwise she seemed fine.
    
    
   TEMPERATURE: 91,92,93,94 . . .
    
    Joel had taken his hand from the door lock beside him. Now, it popped open with the noise of a gunshot, and he barely had time to slam it back into place.
    Five minutes later, the walls of the tank were too hot to touch. The view windows in front of him were steamed over. The temperature seemed to have stabilized at a hundred degrees, although it was many times higher than that outside.
    Then the computer display screen flashed a warning that was really—coming from the fungus, as it did—a nasty threat:
    
    
    AIR CONDITIONING
    MALFUNCTION.
    MALFUNCTION.
    MALFUNCTION.
    
    MALFUNCTION.
    MALFUNCTION.
    MALFUNCTION.
    
    
    Joel could not find a manual switch that would override the computer's control of the air conditioning. He looked at the overhead temperature gauge which had begun to wink on and off once more: 101,102,103 . . . 104 . . . 105. . .
    “You can't sweat us out,” Joel said. “We're going to burn you first.”
    “What did you say?” Galing asked.
    “I'm not talking to you.”
    “Are you all right?”
    “Fine!”
    “Joel—”
    “Don't bother me!”
    106 . . . 107 . . .
    The lock lever on the door was burning his hand. He unhooked his safety harness, swiveled on the seat, and held the lever down with the sole of his boot.
    108 . . . 109 . . . 110 . . .
    He rolled his tongue around in his mouth, tried to make some saliva. He had no luck.
    111 . . . 112 . . .
    The display screen wiped itself clear and then flashed another message at him:
    
    AIR SUPPLY
    MALFUNCTION.
    MALFUNCTION.
    MALFUNCTION.
    
    
    How much air would the cab contain? How long could the two of them survive on it if the computer had really sealed off the supply of fresh air? Allison was asleep, so she wouldn't be using as much as he was. And if he remained perfectly still, didn't move around and waste energy, kept his breathing shallow, maybe they could last ten minutes.
    113 . . . 114 . . .
    The perspiration ran from him like fat melting from a roasting fowl. His clothes were soaked through, and the leatherette seat around him glistened. His head ached. Behind his eyes two mules were kicking their way out. His mouth was as dry as dust, his lips cracked and bleeding. Each breath burned his throat and flared in his lungs like a torch.
    115 . . . 116 . . . 117 . . .
    Allison moaned, turned in her harness. Her slender hands were curled like claws at her sides.
    How much more air?
    Five minutes worth?
    Less. Surely, they had been suffering more than five minutes since the air supply had been shut down. The air was thick, ammoniac, too hot to breathe. They must have been here ten minutes now. It must be near the end.
    118 . . . 119 . . . 120 . . . 120 . . . 120 . . . 120 . .
    When he saw the temperature stabilize again, he knew that they were going to win. Their air supply was rapidly running out, and the heat was already too much to endure. Yet he knew that the battle was won now; the moral superiority was theirs and the physical challenge would be met as well.
    You're raving, he thought, as he realized that he was laughing and that he had vocalized most of those thoughts.
    120 . . . 120 . . . 120 . . .
    Outside, the fungus shriveled in the fire. It writhed and pitched, rose up and fell down, formed and re-formed in what could only be called a fit of rage. Gradually, grudgingly, it drew back from the superheated tank.
    “I knew it,” Joel said weakly.
    The display screen went blank.
    The vents brought the sound of highspeed fans. Cool air rushed out into his face.
    120 . . . 119 . . . 119 . . . 118 . . .
    “We beat it,” he told Galing. But he realized that his voice was a faint croak, unintelligible. He cleared his throat, tried to make some saliva, had more luck this time. “We're free of it,” he said softly.
    He took his foot off the door lock, swung around, hooked into his harness again. Without switching off the flamethrowers, he put the machine in gear and accelerated toward the entrance to the pyramid.
    “We're coming back!” he told Galing. “Open up the gates!”
    Behind, the fungus rushed after him, keeping a safe distance from the flames but bulking higher and higher every second.
    Galing's voice crackled on the radio, but it was drowned out by the clatter of tank tread as the ground beneath them heaved again and the moss tried to overturn them.
    “Open up!”
    The tunnel door irised in front of them.
    Joel cut the flamethrowers at the last minute and glanced at the rearview screen.
    The fungus roared down on them like an express train.
    The door was opening so damned slowly!
    Joel tramped the accelerator all the way down and took the tank through the entrance even as it was growing wider. The tank made a clean pass. The tread struck the sloping concrete approach to the tunnel, then rumbled over shiny steel as the door irised all the way open.
    “Shut it! Shut it!” He was screaming. He didn't care.
    The fungus gushed through the entrance, but it was not able to jam the door open. The steel sphincter cycled shut with a loud clang! that reverberated hollowly down the metal tube, and the muck was sliced through cleanly.
    Two or three hundred pounds of the main growth was severed and isolated in the tunnel behind the tank. It curled and twisted, utterly shapeless but as if it were seeking a shape. It pressed at the door, trying to get out and rejoin the mother body. Frustrated, it pulled back, pulsed obscenely for a moment, and began to slither along the tunnel toward the tank and the inner door.
    Before Joel was halfway to the inner door, another barrier slammed out of the ceiling, sealing him in the first fifty yards of the passageway.
    “What's this. I have company out here, you know.”
    “We know,” Galing said. “This is decontamination.”
    “You can kill it?”
    “In airtight quarters like this, yes.”
    A thin white gas hissed out of the walls and filled the tube until the hologram cameras showed nothing but blank, white vapor.
    Joel looked at the temperature guage on the ceiling of the cab: 106 . . . 106 . . . 106 . . . 105 . . . It was cooling off much more slowly than it had heated. “How long?” he asked Galing.
    “Another minute.”
    105 . . . 105 . . . 105 . . . 106 . . .
    The gas began to clear around them. When it was gone altogether, he looked at the rearview screen. The hologram cameras were focused on a slimy patch on the tunnel floor, all that remained of the two-hundred-pound chunk of fungus.
    “The gas did all that?” he asked Galing.
    “The gas—and a mist of acid.”
    When the air was as clear as a spring day, the barrier went up in front of him.
    He drove down the last length of the tunnel toward the last door as it irised out of his way.
    

    
    
XXV
    
    
They were all in the top-level garage waiting for him when he drove the tank back and parked it: Henry Galing, Richard, Gina, Dr. Harttle, the faceless man named Brian the others who had not participated in the Disorientation Therapy. Seeing them now, his own creations, he wondered how he could ever have feared them or failed to recognize them even if he had been suffering from a temporary drug-induced amnesia.
    He recalled how, in such fine detail, they had planned his Disorientation Therapy Puzzle: the removal of every scrap of paper from every floor of the pyramid so that there was no clue to the real nature of the place; propping the skeleton in that office chair; re-programming the computer to misuse the nucleotide vats and form a faceless man who could nonetheless see and speak; the working out of the story he had been told about falling off a roof while rescuing a cat, and the story about sybocylacose-46 which he had been meant to see through; the building of that dungeon room, the honeymoon suite; even the little oddities like the dust in Harttle's hair and between Allison's breasts had been carefully planned. It had worked admirably well. He was cured of both his guilt and his prejudice—and the therapy had made Allison especially precious to him.
    He had difficulty remembering only one thing: the Overmaster. He thought that the term, which he had first heard from Galing, must refer to the moving fungus that had reacted more like an animal than a plant. To the best of his knowledge, no such entity had existed before his drug-induced amnesia; and he was certain that nothing like that could have been included as a part of this therapy.
    Henry Galing came forth to meet him when he stepped out of the tank, and to Joel's surprise the android was crying. He took Joel's hand and shook it vigorously. “Thank God you're back!” he said.
    “It was touch and go . . . I don't know what that stuff could have done to the tank if the flamethrowers hadn't kept it back. And I'm just as happy not to have to find out.”
    “Allison?” Galing asked anxiously, peering past Joel into the cab of the tank.
    “She's fine. Still sleeping.”
    The android was obviously relieved. When Joel saw how happy all of them were to know that Allison was in good shape, Joel couldn't understand how he could ever have looked upon their kind as little more than animals. They clearly had human emotions, attachments, relationships, and needs.
    “What did I get myself into when I went outside?” Joel asked. “What was that fungus, that damned gray—”
    “Just that,” Galing said. “Fungus, moss, lichens, hundreds of types of vegetation—and all of it under the control of the Overmaster.”
    “You've used that name before,” Joel said. “But it doesn't mean anything to me.”
    “It will in a moment.” Galing wiped a hand over his face, giving himself a moment to think about where he should begin. “During those thousand years that you slept, before you made the twelve of us in the images of your dead friends, the world's ecological systems changed a great deal more than we knew. These new, grotesque plantforms were bred, and they came to dominate the surface of the earth; they began slowly to function in harmony and then became rapidly interdependent. Finally, between them, they evolved a rudimentary intelligence.”
    “The Overmaster.”
    “Yes,” Galing said.
    Richard said: “You have to realize how incredibly polluted the earth was. Poisonous air. Poisonous water. The air was superheated because the particles of suspended pollutants magnified the effects of the sun . . . The whole world became a genetic pressure cooker that boiled up mutations faster than anyone would ever have thought possible/'
    “Exactly,” Galing said. “In surprisingly short order that rudimentary intelligence became a formidable mind equal to that of any man. Maybe even superior. In a couple of centuries it developed animal-like mobility in some of its components— which you witnessed a few minutes ago.”
    “Did I ever!” He was still soaked with perspiration. His stomach fluttered as if it had wings. “But when did you learn all of this?”
    “After you went through the Puzzle Therapy for the first time,” Galing said.
    He frowned. “I've been through it more than once?”
    “Five times,” the faceless man said.
    “You see,” Galing said, “when you were first given those amnesic drugs and placed in your pod, we were unwittingly consigning you to the Overmaster.”
    Joel leaned against the tank tread, closed his eyes, tried to find the switch that we shut off his merry-go-round mind. He couldn't find the switch, but he did manage to get on a brake that slowed the revolutions. “I don't understand.”
    Galing said: “Our mistake was in not monitoring developments in the outside world as closely as we should have. We knew things had changed, but we didn't know how much they had changed, and therefore we took inadequate precautions. The Overmaster, through various of its mobile components—mosses, fungi—infiltrated the lowest computer cell blocks and even the fusion power plant beneath the last public level of the pyramid. Taproots breached nearly every computer memory bank with access to all our records; it learned all there was to know about us—especially, you. The Overmaster could not get to the upper levels of the computer, because they were on floors that had no direct contact with the earth; therefore, it couldn't open the door and come in after us. Apparently, it decided we could live and not be a threat to it—but you must be given absolutely no quarter, no chance.”
    “Why did it think I was so much more dangerous to it than the rest of you?”
    “Because you'll play the most vital, maybe the only vital, role in any war against the Overmaster,” Gina said.
    “We need you if we're to restore the earth,” Galing said. “For one thing, only you can create more of us, because the operation of the vats requires a womb-born man whose fingerprints are on file in the installation's computer. Androids were never permitted to make more of their own. Certainly, we could mate and produce children. . . . But in the decades that we would need to raise and educate a community opposed to the Overmaster, we would lose the battle. And only you can give Brian his face again. And only you have the first-hand, pre-disaster knowledge that we need to channel our energies in the proper research.”
    Joel stood away from the tank. “But when the Overmaster had control of me in the pod, why didn't it kill me?”
    “It couldn't,” Galing said. “All it could do was feed you subliminal data. And it did that with a vengeance. Prior to the start of that first Disorientation Therapy Puzzle, the Overmaster fed you highly compressed subliminal propaganda which reinforced your neuroses. It turned your distaste for androids into active hatred, then ballooned that hatred into fanatical loathing. It made an eventual cure remote indeed. So . . . When you went through the first Disorientation Puzzle so differently than we'd anticipated, and when, at its conclusion, you were a great deal more bigoted than you had been before we'd put you in the pod, we knew something serious had gone wrong. Indeed, your neurosis was now a psychosis, so fierce that it would now have endangered the future of the entire installation. Therefore, we put you to sleep, and we began to search for an answer.”
    “And you discovered the Overmaster.”
    “Only after a full decade of probing,” Galing said. “But when we finally knew it existed, we were quick to find the breach in the pyramid, the computer tap, and the propaganda tape link to your pod. We purged the computers of contamination, used the Overmaster's propaganda tapes to structure pro-android propaganda to cure you. That was only a partial success, so we were forced to put you through the Disorientation Therapy Puzzle four more times to fully cure you.”
    Joel ran his fingers through his damp hair. “But now it's over at last.”
    “No,” Allison said, “it isn't over.”
    Both men turned and looked up at her. She had come awake while they were talking. She had slid to the edge of the seat and was gazing down at them from the open door of the tank's cab.
    “It isn't over?” Joel asked, perplexed.
    “She's right,” Galing said. “It's taken nearly a century and a half to undo what the Overmaster did to you.”
    One hundred and fifty years . . .
    “Meanwhile,” Allison said, “we've been besieged. We're constantly on guard, waiting for the Overmaster to breach the pyramid again.”
    “It wants to destroy us,” Richard said, “but it also wants to ruin all the things we've preserved of the Old World. It's made several attempts to open the freezers that contain the animal and plant samples, the Old World life tissues we'll one day use to clone new animals and plants. If those were destroyed, we'd never have a chance of restoring the Earth.”
    “Sooner or later,” Allison said, “if we can't go outside and take the initiative, if we can't put the Overmaster on the defensive, we'll be finished.”
    “It's already reaching into the upper levels of the pyramid,” Joel said. He told them about the deadly vegetation that he had encountered in the drain tunnels.
    “We've got to burn that out and fast,” Galing said. “Before it gets to the main computer.” He turned to the other androids and gave them assignments.
    Joel reached up and helped Allison down over the tank tread. When she was at his side he put his arm around her tiny waist as she put her arm around him. “It's not over after all,” he said. “This was the smallest battle. The real war hasn't even begun.”
    She kissed him, leaned against him. She was warm, firm, slightly damp with perspiration. “It's sad in a way . . . Before the war could even be waged we had to purge you of old hatreds. Now, we have to build a new hatred in you. We have to make you share our hatred of the Overmaster.”
    “After what I've been through,” he said, “I already do.”
    “It's still sad,” she said.
    “I guess it is.”
    “And from now on,” she said, “the horrors won't be illusory.”