Crystal Moon *** Elysa Hendricks She was his dead brother’s lover and murderer, so how could she affect him like this? When he reached down for the woman, Kyne had braced himself, but unlike when he touched her before, this time he sensed nothing. Her fingers felt cool and fragile in his grip. The heat of her at his back distracted him from any other thoughts. Through his heavy cape he felt her every movement— the shift of her hips as she eased the strain of riding, the turn of her head, the press of her soft breasts, the brush of her slippered feet against his calves, and the feel of her small hands on his waist. Her sweet, feminine scent drifted under his nose. His body reacted, tightening in spite of his mind’s objections. Disgust that he should desire this woman pooled on his tongue. She shivered. “Are you cold?” How could she be? Self-loathing made him hot despite the crisp mountain air. “No. But I am hungry. You did not allow me time for first meal. Is starvation to be the punishment for my alleged crimes?” As if in emphasis, her stomach rumbled. Kyne restrained his smile at her tart words. “Reach into my pack, and you’ll find a bag of dried fruit and a skin of watered wine. Calm yourself. Until you are judged, you’ll not be mistreated.” She squirmed behind him as she hunted through his pack. Her shoulder bumped his hip and her voice was muffled as she answered. “Is that supposed to reassure me? Already I’ve been abducted, dragged from the threshold of my bed chamber in my nightwear, carted through the rain, terrorized and bruised, accused of foul deeds and threatened with horrible retribution. But I’m not supposed to worry because I’m safe until you see fit to be my judge and pronounce sentence on me?” She straightened and spoke her last words directly into his ear. “Forgive me if I prefer to remain agitated.” To Vern, Always and forever my hero. Other Books by Elysa Hendricks Gemini Moon Crystal Moon *** Elysa Hendricks CRYSTAL MOON One At the edge of her bedroom terrace, Sianna lifted her gaze and breathed in the peace and solitude of the night. Above, Tareth’s twin moons dominated the night sky. While Kala’s light bathed the garden in a white-gold glow, Dema remained a translucent shadow—a crystal moon—a wishing moon. “I wish my father would love me.” The night swallowed her whisper but made no promises. From behind, without a sound of warning, a strong arm wrapped around her waist. The sharp, cold edge of a crystal blade pricked her neck. “Scream and I’ll cut your throat,” a woman’s voice rasped. Sianna froze. “What do you want? Who are you?” “Silence,” the woman hissed. “Don’t fight me, she-hound, and you might live to see another sunrise.” The woman’s whisper stirred the fine hairs at the nape of Sianna’s neck. She shivered at the contempt and hatred in those softly spoken words. “Do you understand?” The woman’s arm tightened around Sianna’s waist. The crystal blade moved a hair. A pinprick of pain, then warmth trickled down Sianna’s throat. She swallowed and gave a brief nod. Through her thin nightdress and robe she could feel the heat and strength of her captor. Shock held her motionless. What choice did she have? Scream, and the guards would come in moments. Could they halt the slice of the blade? Sianna doubted it. Or would she allow herself to be abducted? A quick death or the unknown? Closing her eyes, Sianna reached out empathetically toward the woman. Like others read words on a page, Sianna read people’s emotions. The woman’s gut-wrenching ache of loss left Sianna breathless. As always, she responded to the anguish with an urge to soothe and heal. Her deep sense of empathy and the healing skills she learned from the Sisters of Light, enabled her to ease not only physical suffering, but emotional torment as well. “Do you seek my help with your pain? If so, there is no need for force. I’ll give it willingly. I am a trained healer.” “Be quiet, or you’ll soon learn what pain is.” Her captor shoved a gag into Sianna’s mouth, yanked her hands behind her back, and lashed them together. The choice was no longer hers to make. The force of the woman’s shoulder in her middle knocked the air from her lungs, but fear left her stunned. The woman threw Sianna over her shoulder and strode off the terrace. Blood rushed to Sianna’s head. In Kala’s fullness, Sianna had prayed for release from her father’s control, to be free of his plans for her. She feared this might be her answer. She lifted her head, and her view of the garden dissolved into the night, replaced by the thick forest of the surrounding countryside. Even the faint light spilling from the open door to her room disappeared. Branches scraped her arms and legs and snatched painfully at her hair as her captor carried Sianna through the foliage. Her limbs grew numb from the lack of circulation. Dizzy, she struggled to remain calm, to think rationally. All she could manage was to breathe. Sianna realized the hatred radiating off the woman in searing waves was directed solely at her. Panic threatened to engulf her. In a small clearing, the woman stopped and stood Sianna on her feet. A saddled quinar waited. The dark, shaggy beast stomped his hooves against the ground and shook his massive head at their approach. Sianna bolted, but took barely three trembling steps before the woman snagged her arm and yanked her back. “Try to escape again, and I’ll fix it so you’ll never walk again.” Her captor flashed a knife in front of Sianna’s eyes. “Do you understand?” Mesmerized by the glint of moonlight on the blade, Sianna nodded. The woman mounted the quinar and hoisted Sianna up in front of her. Responding to an unspoken command, the quinar sprang forward. With powerful strides, the animal carried them rapidly away from Sianna’s father’s compound and safety. The ground became a blur. Trees whipped past. Hands bound at her back, she closed her eyes and prayed for deliverance. Much later the woman slowed the blowing quinar to a more sedate pace. The quinar ’s muscles quivered, its sweat dampening Sianna’s bare legs. She read his simple emotions easily. If the woman asked, the beast would run until its heart burst, such was its love and devotion for this woman. That her captor inspired loyalty in the animal gave Sianna hope. Above, clouds gathered, obscuring the moons. A cold rain began, quickly soaking through her robe and nightdress. Only her inner thighs, pressed to the quinar’s coarse fur, and her back to the woman’s chest, remained warm. She shivered, her teeth biting convulsively at the gag in her mouth. Her captor seemed oblivious to the downpour and the cold. The intensity of the silence frightened Sianna more than the threats or the crystal blade. Pain, fear and exhaustion had her sagging against her captor, grateful for the meager warmth the woman’s body provided. Questions flickered through Sianna’s mind. Why had she been abducted? Where did they travel? What would be her fate when they arrived? Only her captor knew. Even if Sianna could pose the questions, she doubted the woman would give her answers. A shudder racked Sianna. She pushed uselessly at the gag clogging her mouth. Lulled by the sway of the quinar, she thought of the changes recently wrought in her life. For all her eighteen years, Sianna had lived with the gentle Sisters of Light, hidden away by a father who appeared to have forgotten her existence. Under their care she grew and learned their healing arts. Long ago, she gave up hope her father would call her home, that she would have a family beyond the sisterhood. She loved the sisters and her work but longed to see the outside world. Sometimes the constant peace and serenity wore on her. Though necessary for healing, the atmosphere often left her restless and unsatisfied. Then a tenday before, without warning her half-sister, Laila, arrived, saying their father wanted Sianna to return home. Laila stormed the peaceful enclave of the sisterhood as if conducting a war campaign. Her intrusion changed Sianna’s life. Before she could question or object, her meager belongings were packed, and she was on the road. Filled with hope and apprehension for the future, Sianna found comfort in Laila’s kindness. During the trip, she eased Sianna’s fears, protected her from the dangers of the trail and made her laugh. Hungry for a family of her own, Sianna quickly grew to love her brash warrior half-sister. Though Laila’s emotions were hidden from Sianna, she felt that Laila returned her affection. Home proved to be quite different from Sianna’s girlish daydreams. No loving arms enfolded her, no laughter, no warmth. Her father greeted her coolly, then avoided her company. When she tried to reach out to him, he shut himself behind mental walls she could not scale. She perceived a misery deep in his ka, but he rejected all her overtures. Once in their father’s castle, Laila shared her quarters with Sianna, but not her thoughts. She became distracted. Shortly after their arrival, Laila left, and their father retreated to his rooms. No one would say where Laila had gone. Sianna’s intuition screamed a warning, but she could find no solid cause for her feelings of imminent tragedy. Then that morning, her father emerged from seclusion. At dinner he announced her coming marriage. Though shocked and terrified, Sianna, trained in respect and obedience by the good sisters, held back her instinctive denial of her father’s edict. Only later did she seek peace on her bedroom terrace. She had fled one trap and stepped into another. When the quinar came to a halt, the jolt stirred Sianna from her dazed state. The rain had stopped and dawn struggled to break the night’s hold, casting a gray light over the clearing ahead where a campfire gave off an enticing glow. Dressed in dark, coarse clothing, their hair long and unkempt, six men approached. An air of determination and menace surrounded them. Their hard, merciless stares struck terror into her heart. Sianna couldn’t stop her shudder of fear. An impenetrable wall of hatred blocked her tentative probing—hatred directed at her. Bile clogged her throat. She choked, her body convulsing. The woman ripped away the gag. Dry heaves racked Sianna as she gulped air. One man stepped forward and grabbed the quinar’s bridle. “You are a fool, Katya!” Ire warred with concern in the man’s voice. “Were you followed?” He reached up. His large, battle- scarred hands closed around Katya’s waist and lifted her down from the quinar. Katya stood toe-to-toe with the man. His massive body dwarfed her tall frame. “No, Graham, I was not followed. I doubt she has even yet been missed. DiSanti’s compound is in disarray, the watch lax, as if no one is in charge. The little fool walked in the garden without guards. Did they think we would not avenge Aubin?” Her voice broke on the last word. Graham’s gaze softened. “You are wet and cold. Come warm yourself by the fire. I will see to Deju.” To Sianna, the man’s strained, gravelly tones spoke of his regard for the woman. Katya nodded, either unaware or uncaring of the man’s love. She turned and grabbed Sianna, pulling her from the saddle. Cold and numb, Sianna’s legs buckled. Unable to catch herself with her bound arms, she landed face down. A twig tore her cheek. Warm blood oozed from the scratch. Tears sprang to her eyes. A booted foot prodded her side. She tried to curl into a ball, but her limbs no longer obeyed her mind’s command. “See to her as well. Kyne will want her alive.” Katya stalked toward the fire. The other men stood back, watching without sympathy. Sianna could feel their eyes on her. Inches from her face, the quinar’s large black hooves moved restlessly. She cringed as the big animal picked its way over her. A pair of boots appeared next to her nose, followed by a man’s knees. She turned her head and looked up. The man, Graham, leaned close. In his warm brown eyes she could read the struggle between loathing and pity. Grey liberally streaked the dark hair falling around a face weathered and lined with experience. Tall and broad shouldered, his musculature obvious despite the thick furs covering his frame, by any standard, Graham was a powerful man. His hands rested on his knees—hands that could easily break her neck, yet hands that she sensed could also be gentle. Compassion tempered this man’s great strength. His warmth of spirit called to her. Though barely old enough, Graham was the father Sianna always dreamed of, a haven of comfort and surety every child needs and craves. Tears of longing blurred his image. “Please,” she croaked. Warmth vanished from his expression. “Don’t think you can sway me with soft pleas. Did Aubin plead? I think not. If he had, would his cries have touched your heart? Do you even have one? No, do not beg for mercy when there is none in you.” “I don’t beg for mercy, only explanations. This Aubin you speak of is unknown to me.” Sianna forced the words past her dry throat. Graham’s eyes narrowed, turning cold and flat. “Lies will gain you nothing.” His words shattered Sianna’s hope. Still, his hands were gentle as he lifted and carried her to the fire. Heat from the crackling blaze stung her icy skin, forcing the blood to thaw and flow. The other men glared at her, and like a frigid rain their stares doused the warmth. She-hound! Whore! Demon spawn! The men’s unspoken river of scorn battered her. She fought against the current seeking to pull her into a pit of darkness. The riptide sucked at her, draining her strength, her will, eating away at her very soul. She searched deep within for the strength to cope with the harshness of the emotions her captors directed at her. Their loathing differed greatly from the gratitude and love she sensed from those she healed. How could she deal with their revulsion? In the beginning, surprise and disbelief that anyone could wish her harm paralyzed her. Now that her shock had worn off, she knew she must escape. If she didn’t act soon, it would be too late. *** “Kyne would nail my hide to the castle wall if you were injured.” Weary acceptance laced Graham’s grumbled complaints. “He set me to keep watch over you, and the minute I turn my back you run off and do something foolish. What do you think your fate would be in DiSanti’s hands?” Sianna heard no heat in his tone. She lay still, as yet too physically and emotionally drained to challenge her captors. Katya merely laughed without mirth. “You worry too much, old man.” Sianna felt Graham’s pang at the woman’s dismissive words. How could Katya not know of the man’s devotion? His love for this impetuous young woman rang in his voice and shone in his eyes. “Despite what Kyne may believe,” Katya continued, “he is not my father, only my brother. I have no need of a keeper. I can care for my own person.” “A keeper is just what you need. Kyne is your brother, but never forget he is also your Rul. As such he deserves your respect and obedience.” Katya’s shoulders dropped slightly at Graham’s chiding, then her chin lifted. “While he sits planning his vengeance against DiSanti, I have captured the means by which to obtain justice, DiSanti’s only daughter, the heir to his misbegotten empire.” How little they understood. Did her father truly love anyone? “What will he sacrifice to have her returned unharmed? His fortune? His life? DiSanti is as flawed crystal. We will shatter him.” Katya spat the words, her face twisted in anger. If they planned to use her as bait to trap her father, they had miscalculated. Other than as a pawn to be sacrificed for something better, she held little worth in her father’s eyes. Why else had he abandoned her with the Sisters so long ago? And if these angry men raped her, what little value she had would disappear. Without her innocence, she was worthless to her father as a political pawn. Sianna shivered despite the warmth of the sun now beating down. She stirred, then cringed as they turned their hard stares on her. Katya stood and approached. “So DiSanti’s spawn awakens.” She crouched down. “If in your black heart you believe in the Eternal One, I suggest you pray.” Sianna fought to block the woman’s venomous anger and control the shudders of fear shaking her frame. “I don’t understand. Why have you taken me?” She forced the words past the terror clogging her throat. “Do not play the innocent with me. You live only so long as you are of use to us. Cause any trouble, and I will take great delight in disposing of you. Your father need never know of your death until it is much too late for him to escape our trap. Once we have him, you will pay for your crimes as well.” Sianna pulled herself up and faced the woman with as much courage as she could muster. “What crimes?” Katya gave a low growl and swung her hand. Sianna flinched, but the blow never fell. “Enough.” Graham grabbed Katya’s arm and pulled her away. “The girl is no good to us if she dies of fright.” He paused, his gaze running over Sianna. “Or from exposure.” He released his grip on Katya and knelt next to Sianna. The first rays of the sun flashed off a knife blade. Sianna shrank back. The blade swept passed her face and sliced through the rope around her wrists. Feeling returned to her arms and hands like a thousand insect stings. She gritted her teeth to keep from moaning. A heavy fur coat, warm from the fire and the heat of the man’s body, dropped over her bent shoulders. Before she could speak her thanks, he placed a mug filled with a fragrant, steaming liquid in her hands. Features twisted into a disapproving scowl, Katya moved to snatch away the mug. Graham stopped her. “She is our prisoner. Would you abuse her in her helplessness, as they abused Aubin?” he questioned softly. Katya’s gaze locked with Sianna’s. Heartbreak flashed across Katya’s face. Sianna felt it like a blade in her heart. “Will you sink into the slime with DiSanti?” Graham continued. Wave after wave of agony held Sianna rigid. Only when Katya whirled and fled the clearing did the anguish in Sianna’s heart cease. She knew Katya was not so fortunate. She carried the soul-destroying grief within her. “For whom does she grieve?” Sianna dared to ask. Graham’s grizzled features tightened, erasing all hint of his gentle nature. “Cease your questions, woman. Do not try our patience with your false show of innocence.” He turned and stalked away. Just what did they believe her father had done? *** Sianna sat behind Graham, her arms around his waist as his quinar picked its way confidently along the narrow mountain path. To one side sheer rock walls rose toward a cerulean sky, to the other, the ground fell away sharply. Pebbles dislodged by the passing quinar rained down into the distant valley. Upward they climbed. Despite the heat of the sun, the air grew thin and cold. “Will you tell me where are we going?” Despite herself, Sianna’s voice quavered. “Don’t be so eager. You’ll know soon enough.” “But...” “Be silent, woman, or I’ll gag you. I’ve no desire to listen to more of your lies of ignorance and innocence.” Though he spoke gruffly, deep within him Sianna sensed the seed of beginning belief. She contented herself with that small break in his hatred. When the sun stood straight overhead, they paused at a wide place in the path and dismounted. Her limbs ached and trembled from clinging to Graham and from the jarring gait of the quinar. They ate dried meat and fruit, washed down by a sharp ale. Sianna gulped the cold liquid, grateful for its numbing effect. Sitting beside Graham, she dared to ask again, “Where are we going?” While Graham and Katya ignored her question, the other men’s antagonism intensified. Tension made the atmosphere thick. “Why do they hate me so?” “Murderers are not often loved,” Katya said. The thought of what these people might do to her tightened her throat so she couldn’t swallow. “You think I murdered someone?” Hostile silence met her question. Apprehension kept her from asking more. She was almost grateful when they mounted the beasts and moved on. The path widened even more, heading downward. Shadows lengthened and the air warmed. Where before she welcomed the protection, she now longed to shed Graham’s heavy coat. Fear of sliding from the quinar’s back kept her from releasing her grip on Graham, and the men’s gazes already lingered over long on her bare legs. Like a sullen black cloud, their lust joined with the lightning of their hate. She was the enemy, the focus of their anger. Would their normal moral restraints protect her? She feared they would not. Dark came early in the shadow of the mountains. They made camp in a wooded valley. Quietly the men moved around, tethering the tired quinar and building a fire to prepare a hot meal. The tinkling sound of water cascading over rock blended with the chorus of birds settling for the night and the rustle of dry leaves in the evening breeze. Once the sun dipped behind the mountain’s bulk, the air grew chilled. Sianna wrapped her arms around her waist, again grateful for the coat’s warmth. Silence pounded against her abraded nerves. She could almost hear the thoughts of the men, and her tender heart lamented the fury directed at her. She tried not to draw attention to herself. Graham’s quinar nickered and nuzzled her fingers when she fed it a piece of dried fruit she had saved from the midday meal. Though she knew the men watched her every movement, no one stopped her as she spoke to the quinar and stroked its rough coat. The animal responded to her touch with low rumbles of pleasure. She easily read the simple creature’s wants—a scratch in an unreachable spot, a rub, a handful of sweet grass. By giving him what he craved, she gained his trust and acceptance. Deju, Katya’s beast, laid his massive head on her shoulder. She staggered beneath its weight. He sighed in contentment as her fingers massaged behind one floppy ear. Moist and heavy with the smell of chewed grass, his breath bathed Sianna’s neck. Could she mount and ride away without being caught? The thought of escape tantalized her. Self-preservation urged her to flee, while her training prodded her to stay and help these deeply troubled people. But would they accept her aid? “Move away from the animals,” a man called Je’al ordered. Though tall, he appeared no older than Sianna. His gaze swept over her, then lingered on the swell of her breasts beneath her thin robe and nightdress. She clutched the coat closed. “You think you can escape your fate?” “I wasn’t trying to escape.” The lie tasted sour on her tongue. Before she could scurry back to the relative safety of the campfire, his fingers closed around her wrist. Like a burning brand, his touch revealed the torment churning within him. Hate, black and ugly, and a fevered hunger mingled until the two emotions demanded an outlet, lest they destroy him. Hope shrinking, Sianna knew he meant to vent his wrath on her. Caught up in his turmoil, it was a moment before she realized he pulled her deeper into the growing darkness rather than back toward the others. She opened her mouth to cry out. He clamped his hand over her face, smothering her scream. She fought his hold, her struggles no match for his strength. Soon she could no longer see the light from the fire or hear the murmur of voices. His hand lifted from her mouth. She gulped in air and struck out. He grunted. “Be still, she-hound.” His fingers dug into her shoulder, forcing her to the ground. “Let me go.” Pinned beneath his weight, she tried to retreat from his emotions. If she failed to separate from his passions, she feared she would experience her rape from his perspective. To do so would destroy her as surely as it would him. Twisted in disgust, his face hovered inches above hers. “The others may be content to let Rul Cathor decide your fate. Not I. Aubin....” His voice cracked on the name. “...Aubin was...he was....” He searched vainly for words to describe his attachment to Aubin. From the emotions of her captors since her abduction, Sianna had formed a picture of Aubin—a vibrant young man, full of laughter, loving and much loved. That these people should seek vengeance for his loss did not surprise her, but she could glean nothing of the how or why of Aubin’s death, only that somehow they held her and her father responsible. Sianna felt the battle waging within Je’al. She reached out to him, but feared she lacked the skill and strength to shatter the rage surrounding him, to reach his true self, the caring young man she sensed dwelling beneath his shell of anguish. Still, she tried. “I didn’t kill Aubin. I didn’t even know him. You don’t want to hurt me, Je’al. Please stop before you do something you’ll always regret.” “You lie!” He stripped away her coat. Her scream echoed loud in the night silence. His hand swung down and hit her cheek. A hot, white light burst behind her eyes, cutting short her cry. She went limp, unable to fight off the lethargy stealing over her. Had anyone heard her cry? Would anyone come to her aid? Or was this just the first of many such attacks? The thoughts floated randomly in her mind. Somehow they no longer seemed important. “You’ll not escape so easily. Open your eyes.” She blinked. A groan slipped through her lips. In the past she’d taken on the suffering of others, absorbing it as she helped them heal. The experience did not prepare her for the agony of her own pain. Dull aches throbbed a counterpoint to the sharp pangs shooting through her head. The night swam back into focus. Je’al knelt over her. She felt the prick of his knife pressed against her belly. The heat from his body, so close to hers, did not warm her. “I want you to feel as my blade slices into you.” She sucked in her breath. For a second the blade no longer touched her. She had mistaken his intent. He lusted for her blood rather than her person. “I had nothing to do with Aubin’s death. You must believe me.” Je’al laughed softly. “You can’t escape. Nor will you die quickly.” He lowered the knife until it pierced her skin. “Like Aubin, you’re young and healthy. With a belly wound, you’ll take days to die. At the end,” his voice broke, then firmed in anger, “Aubin begged and screamed for us to put him out of his misery.” Sianna knew Je’al spoke the truth. She’d once cared for a man with a punctured abdomen. Brought to her days after the injury, her skill proved too little to save him. She could only ease his torment until the end. “Will you beg then?” Je’al asked. Sianna tore her gaze from him. She could no longer endure his emotions. Like a hail of sharp stones, they battered her. Even the plunge of his knife could not cause her as much pain. She looked past him into the moonlit woods. And forgot to breathe. Silhouetted against the setting moons stood a Dark Angel. Legs spread wide, his black cloak billowing in the night breeze, he appeared a demon come to claim her ka, her soul. Sword in hand, he moved forward. The red blade caught and splintered the moonlight. With a gasp, she squeezed her eyes shut. “What...” Je’al started, his words cut short. Then his weight lifted from her. There was a muffled grunt and a thud. Je’al’s emotions went silent. Was he dead? No. Sianna sensed him, alive but unaware. Stunned, she lay still. No other presence touched her. Was the man truly a Dark Angel? She kept her eyes closed. To lose her ka would be a worse fate than any Je’al or the others planned for her. She strained to hear, to sense. Other than the whisper of air through the trees and the rasp of Je’al’s breathing, she heard nothing. She gathered her courage and lifted her eyelids. Here was her chance to escape. A few feet away Je’al lay sprawled on his back. As if asleep, his chest rose and fell evenly. He appeared little more than a boy, his manly features barely formed. She sensed his deep turmoil and suffering, but despite the Sister’s teachings she would have to work at forgiving him. Rising to her knees, she glanced around for the Dark Angel. Had she imagined him? No. Je’al’s limp form proved the Dark Angel had come. But where was he now? And what would he want in payment for his favor? Sianna remembered the Sisters’ tales of the Dark Angels. Lost souls, forbidden entry into eternity for their misdeeds in life, yet not evil enough to be condemned to oblivion, they wandered the land in search of salvation. They offered help to those in need, but to call upon them was to court danger. Dispensing justice with their red crystal swords, Dark Angels often did not distinguish between the guilty and the innocent. Perhaps in this instance, the Dark Angel had come and gone, without thought of payment. Once safely back with the good sisters, she would offer prayers for the Dark Angel’s ka. For now she would flee. Sianna rose. Though her legs trembled, she knew she could not delay. Soon Katya and the others would notice her absence. Her only hope was to put as much distance between them and herself as possible. She shivered. What chance did she have of finding her way back to the sisters? Alone. Lost in the dark. She had no choice. To stay meant death. Kala and her crystal twin, Dema, no longer lightened the night sky. A heavy blanket of darkness surrounded her. She grabbed Graham’s coat and wrapped it around her, grateful for its warmth. She turned and crashed into something solid. Smothering a startled scream, she looked up. Her eyes locked with those of the Dark Angel. Deep as the moonless night, his eyes speared her and held her motionless. Black hair fell loose around his face, just touching his shoulders. Though not fair skinned, his face appeared light compared to the night surrounding him. Many things could interfere with her ability to read people’s emotions correctly, but always she felt those emotions hiding within. Yet she sensed nothing from this man. Was he truly a Dark Angel? “Why did Je’al wish to kill you?” the Dark Angel asked. “He blames me for another’s death.” “Who are you, woman?” “Sianna Di....” “Je’al.” Graham’s booming voice drowned her whispered answer. With one hand the Dark Angel pushed Sianna behind him, the other gripped his sword. He stood waiting as Graham and Katya burst through the trees. They first saw Je’al lying on the ground, then Katya noticed the Dark Angel. “Kyne,” she cried and launched herself at the man. Two “Could so delicate a flower be capable of such evil?” Lying on the ground near the fire, a coarse blanket draped over her against the night chill, Sianna listened to the sound of Graham’s deep rumble. She made no noise. Perhaps by feigning sleep, she could learn what these people intended for her. “She’s as beautiful as a nika flower,” the Dark Angel answered, his tone low. Not a Dark Angel, she reminded herself, but worse, Kyne Cathor, these people’s Rul, and the man who would determine her fate. She peeked out from under her lashes to watch the two men seated near her. Though she easily read Graham’s emotions, she still received nothing from Rul Cathor. On the far side of the fire, other men curled into their bedrolls, while several guards walked along the edge of the camp. Of Je’al or Katya there was no sight. “And as dangerous, Rul Cathor?” Graham lifted one hairy brow. “Kyne to you, Graham. How many times must I remind you?” He laughed as if this were an old argument between them, one he despaired of winning. Graham’s answer confirmed her impression. “It is difficult to change the habits of a lifetime. You are your father’s son; therefore, to me you are Rul Cathor.” “My father is long dead, his lands and estates confiscated. To be Rul one must have a portion. Now I am simply Kyne Cathor.” Grief laced his words, but Sianna could not read his emotions. This confused her. The only people closed to her empathic abilities were those of her own blood. As part of her academic studies with the Sisters she’d traced the lineage of all the major families of Dramon. The Cathor line and the DiSanti line never merged. What connection could she have with this enemy of her father? “As you wish, Kyne.” For the moment. She knew Graham would continue to serve his Rul, even though Kyne refused to acknowledge his position. “How could you let Katya do such a foolish thing?” Kyne asked. “If DiSanti had captured her, her fate would have been worse than Aubin’s. In my absence I charged you with keeping her safe.” Graham’s amusement rolled over Sianna like a warm breeze. “If you are foolish enough to leave the woolie in charge of the wolve, you must accept the consequences. Like you, Katya does not listen to my counsel.” “You are no woolie, though I must admit, Katya is a sly and cunning wolve.” Humor lightened Kyne’s voice. “Still, I was gone for but a tenday. Could you not keep her under control for that short a time?” This too sounded like an old argument. Sianna doubted Katya listened to many people. She was too comfortable in Graham’s affection for her to take him seriously. “Only by locking her in the tower. Even then I fear she would have climbed out the window. She gave no warning of what she intended. I thought her resigned to the fact DiSanti was beyond our reach, at least for the time. After I found her gone, we followed at once. We had stopped to rest the quinar when Katya came upon us with the woman. She claimed she was not followed, but we left immediately. I have seen no evidence of pursuit.” “Good. I would not like to lead the enemy to our lair.” He paused, his features strained. “And I would not lose another that I love to DiSanti.” Graham turned to look at Sianna. She closed her eyes. “I can see why Aubin was tempted by this woman. She appears much younger than I thought, barely more than a girl. To look in her eyes, you’d swear her an innocent.” A glimmer of emotion reached her from Kyne. Before she could identify it, it was gone. “Do you think perhaps DiSanti duped her as well?” Graham asked. “No, by her own hand she condemns herself. I have no doubt she plotted Aubin’s death along with her father. When the time comes, she’ll be punished as well.” No! She bit her lip to keep from crying out in denial. They would not believe her. For a brief moment, she sensed Kyne’s emotional storm. It tore through her, leaving her hopes in shreds. Like a Dark Angel, Kyne would destroy her, no matter her guilt or innocence. “A shame to waste such beauty,” Graham said. “Appearance is a poor way to judge a person’s character. Because DiSanti was fair to look upon, he fooled my father into believing he was a good man.” “DiSanti tricked your father by his deceptions, not by his looks.” Anger made Graham’s voice hard. “Many others were taken in as well by his smooth words. He holds the old king’s favor. Without DiSanti’s approval, no one can gain an audience, so the king hears none of what goes on.” Sianna sensed a guilt Graham kept buried. “Even if the king heard, he would not hear. I’ve learned King Dracken eats nika.” “For how long?” Graham asked in horror. “For many years, maybe since DiSanti became First Minister. DiSanti controls nika and in turn controls the king. As long as DiSanti lives, our country will continue to sink into despair.” Sianna gasped softly, then froze. Neither Graham nor Kyne seemed to hear. Her father dealt in nika, the most dangerous of drugs? He made his fortune selling a life of addiction and degradation to people? Kyne’s words pierced her heart and shattered her childish dreams of home and family. She longed to deny their words. She longed to love her father. She longed for her father to love her. Because he was a close blood relative, Sianna couldn’t read her father’s emotions. In addition, he guarded his feelings well. Though he treated her coolly, she had never sensed evil inside him. But to deal in nika would take a monster. Was her father the monster these people claimed? On occasion Sianna had been called upon to minister to nika addicts. After ingesting a small amount of the drug, people became lifelong addicts. Without a daily dose, they suffered unspeakable agonies until death set them free. Nothing cured them or eased their torment. So powerful was the drug, even her skills could not touch the source of their pain. In the flickering firelight, Sianna watched Kyne’s face as he spoke. Unable to read his emotions, she studied him for physical clues, which were often as telling. His brow furrowed above dark eyes flashing with anger. High cheekbones, an aquiline nose and a square chin created a harsh yet compelling visage. No smiles had forged the deep lines bracketing his mouth or the fine lines fanning out from the corners of his eyes. “What of the young prince? Does DiSanti feed him nika, as well?” Graham asked. “I pray not.” Kyne’s voice was strained. “If so, Dramon is doomed. DiSanti keeps Prince Timon in seclusion, citing his poor health. I heard talk of a marriage being arranged for the child.” “How is that possible? He’s but ten and four annum. Will the Council allow it?” “If the king wishes it, the Council will not object. And with DiSanti doling out the nika, the king will follow his suggestions. Perhaps that’s where this woman comes in.” Sianna felt Kyne’s gaze on her. She shivered as if touched by ice. He had discerned her father’s plans correctly. But what did he know of her? “If DiSanti were to marry his daughter to the king’s son, he would gain even more power in court. And if the king were to die...” “DiSanti would in effect rule the country by his daughter through the prince,” Graham finished Kyne’s thought. “It was but a rumor.” “Rumors are often rooted in fact, and this one sounds like DiSanti.” Graham stirred the dying embers of the fire and added another log. Flames shot up. Shadows did an eerie dance across the men’s faces. “Did you have any luck in gaining an audience with the King of Arete? Will he support us?” “No. His attention is focused elsewhere. My trip was wasted.” Failure sat like a physical presence on Kyne’s shoulders. “What now? Our forces gather in the mountains. We must move soon, before winter is upon us, or delay until Spring.” “Perhaps Katya has given us a way to force DiSanti from his stronghold.” Kyne looked over at Sianna. She closed her eyes against the loathing in his, relieved when he turned back to Graham. “We leave for the fortress at first light. I’ll make my decision there.” Graham rose from his place by the fire. “Yes, Rul. I’ll see to the quinar.” “Good eve to you, my friend.” Sianna could hear the hint of laughter in Kyne’s voice. Graham gave a wry smile and said, “And to you, friend.” After Graham left, Kyne sat motionless, his gaze resting on the fire’s glow. She searched his face for any trace of softness. Other than his obvious affection for Graham and his love of Katya, Kyne appeared hard and unyielding. Why could she read nothing of his emotions behind the expressionless mask of his face? Even with her father and Laila she sensed the existence of the emotions hidden from her. Her inability to pierce Kyne’s facade disturbed and frightened her. “You may cease your pretense of sleep.” His quiet accusation made her jump. Holding the blanket around her shoulders, she sat up. She could guess Kyne would respect courage and disdain begging. Not that she intended to beg. Lifting her chin, she faced him. “Why have you abducted me?” A look of surprise crossed his face, quickly replaced by disdain. “I did not abduct you. Katya did. But now that you are in our hands, you will serve our purpose well. Through you we will reach your father. He will pay for his crimes.” “By what right will you be his judge, jury and executioner?” “The right of blood—the blood of my parents and brother spilt by your father.” Sianna forced herself not to cringe in the face of Kyne’s fierce scowl. “Perhaps you overestimate my value to him.” His hard stare unnerved her. “I think not. What man wouldn’t value a daughter such as you—young, lovely, intelligent and marriageable.” The words rolled off his tongue like vile insults. “Are you your father’s key to the throne? By himself he can never truly rule Dramon. Does he think through your marriage to the young prince can he gain the power he craves?” Sianna couldn’t argue or refute Kyne’s logic, but neither would she confirm it. Her father had told her much the same when he informed her of her betrothal to Prince Timon. Taking a deep breath, she asked, “Who was Aubin?” She gasped as Kyne reached out and encircled her throat with his hand. His fingers felt hot against her chilled flesh. Emotions—Kyne’s emotions—flooded over her, a torrent of impressions she could make little sense of, so fast did they hit her. “Do not speak his name. I should kill you now and be done with it. DiSanti need never know we fish with dead bait.” Fear coiled in Sianna’s belly as his fingers tightened. Wave after wave of jumbled thoughts and feelings swamped her. Still she met his gaze steadily. “Kill me if you must, but before you do answer my question.” His grip eased. “How innocent you sound. If I didn’t have proof of your guilt, I might believe you knew nothing of your father’s plan.” He pulled his hand away and rubbed it absently. She placed her hand where his had been. As if tossed and tumbled in a pounding surf, she felt disorientated. Her pulse beat wildly. “What proof?” When he didn’t answer, she continued. “Believe what you will. I am innocent. I don’t know of any plans my father might have, beyond his desire to see me married to the prince.” “You lie convincingly, Laila...” Laila. The rest of Kyne’s words were lost to Sianna. They believed she was Laila. In shock, she remembered her sister’s strange distraction on the journey home, and her sudden disappearance. “But I’m not...” she started, then stopped as what Kyne was saying registered. “...even now you may carry Aubin’s child.” Understanding dawned. Laila and Aubin had been lovers. These people believed her sister had somehow conspired with their father to kill Aubin. Sianna’s heart rejected the possibility of her father being so wicked, and she knew Laila incapable of such an act. Sianna thought back to Laila’s impatience to return home. It hadn’t been the attitude of one contemplating murder, but that of a person eager to rejoin a loved one. She started to protest her innocence once again, to reveal her identity, to speak for her father. “Pray you hold Aubin’s seed within you. Only the possibility of his child growing in your belly keeps you alive—at least until its birth.” The venom in Katya’s voice from behind her made Sianna cringe. If she told them of their mistake, would they kill her merely for being her father’s daughter? Most likely. And what of Laila? Where was she? Did she indeed carry a child? In an instant, Sianna decided to continue the charade and hope for a chance to escape. She drew herself up and stared at Katya. “Then until you are certain of my pregnancy, perhaps you should take better care of me. Being wet, cold and jostled about can’t be good for the child I might carry.” At Sianna’s boldness, surprise registered on Katya’s face. A smile softened the stern set of Kyne’s lips. The skin around his eyes crinkled and transformed his harsh features. “She’s correct. We must have a care for her well being. Provide her with warm clothing, a dry place to sleep and feed her well.” Color stained Katya’s fair skin. “See to it yourself.” With an angry snort, she spun around and stalked away. Kyne gave a bark of laughter and turned back to Sianna. “So the lambie has teeth.” “And claws as well.” Sianna chose her next words carefully. “I’ll no longer sit quietly while you accuse my father and me of crimes and manhandle me. I’ve done nothing to deserve such treatment. My only sin is being my father’s daughter. I bear no guilt for Aubin’s death.” Nor, I pray, does my father. At the mention of Aubin’s name, amusement faded from Kyne’s face. Sianna paused, regretting the disappearance of the briefly viewed gentler Kyne. Humor no longer lit his dark eyes, but neither did anger tighten his lips. Weariness lay on him like a heavy yoke, bowing his broad shoulders. He rose and looked down at her. “Spare me your protests of innocence. You bear the taint of DiSanti’s blood. Even without guilt of your own, that is enough to condemn you in my people’s eyes. Soon enough your fate will be decided.” She took faint hope in that he refrained from speaking his own condemnation of her, but discerned nothing from his distant expression. “Sleep now. We leave at first light.” For a moment their eyes met, then he strode away into the darkness, leaving her alone with her thoughts and fears. All that remained of her brief contact with him was a kaleidoscope of emotions chasing through her mind. Other people’s emotions flowed into her as easily as air into her lungs. Why was it different with Kyne? Without her inner sight, she felt blind. To understand Kyne, she must touch him. The thought made her tremble, whether in dread or anticipation, she couldn’t tell. *** At the edge of the clearing, a sentry greeted him, but Kyne didn’t linger. Though he no longer claimed the title, he knew the people still considered him their Rul and, as such, he held the woman’s fate in his hands. He found the weight a difficult one. His thoughts centered on the slim young woman now curled by the fire. In exile for the past eight annum, Kyne remembered little of DiSanti’s only daughter. As a young man at court Kyne had paid scant attention to the child. But he had thought her older than Aubin’s eight and ten annum. This woman was barely more than a girl. Could he sentence a mere child to death? He remembered the soft curves of her young body. No, she was not quite a child. And if she carried Aubin’s babe? What then? Though he stared into the darkness, he could still see her dirt-smudged face, a blood-crusted scrape on one cheek marring her smooth, porcelain complexion. Delicate brows arched over eyes as blue as the towering peaks of Dramon’s Azul Mountains, while blue-black hair fell in a tangled mass to her waist. He scrubbed his palm against his thigh as if by doing so he could erase the feeling of her cool, silken skin from his memory. What had happened when he touched her? When his fingers closed around her throat, he had sensed her hidden fear and felt the pain of her scrapes and bruises as if they were his own. The sensation left him shaken. Though he was always conscious of the feelings of others, this went beyond anything he’d ever experienced. Despite his hatred of her and her father, the woman’s show of courage struck a chord within Kyne. She faced him without cowering, demanding answers, refusing to acknowledge her guilt. Her claims of innocence sounded sincere, and her eyes meet his in censure. Was she perhaps the unknowing dupe of her evil father? Kyne shook his head. Aubin, with his dying words, condemned DiSanti’s daughter. The parchment she wrote was solid evidence of her responsibility. In it she asked Aubin to meet her at the pub where he had been attacked and killed by DiSanti’s men. This proof of her treachery hardened Kyne to her pleas of innocence. He would do what he must to avenge his brother and bring about DiSanti’s fall. *** The next morning, Sianna stretched beneath the heavy fur rug. Despite Katya’s harsh words the night before, she had provided Sianna with warm, dry clothing and bedding, as well as a hearty meal. Though Kyne’s sister served all with a sullen attitude, Sianna didn’t argue. She needed her strength. Self- preservation decreed she should run. She looked around the mountain camp. But where to? Above, the sky lightened, while a mist hung over the ground. She threw back the covering and shivered in the moist morning air. Around her the sounds of camp breaking filled nature’s silence. The murmur of sleep husky voices, the creak of saddle leather, the rumbling calls of the quinar being readied for the trip. Katya’s strident voice shattered the peace. “I’ll not take her with me. Deju is worn from hard riding these last few days.” “You can ride with one of the men and mount the woman alone on Deju,” came Kyne’s calm reply. “Are you mad? What if she tries to run? Deju is the fastest of quinar. How will we catch her? Besides who knows if she can ride. Mount her with Graham.” “Graham’s quinar carries more weight with Graham alone and can no longer bear the extra. The other men’s hatred of DiSanti makes them unreliable. Je’al’s actions prove that.” “Then let her walk. Or take her with you.” “Katya’s right,” Graham said. “Unless you wish to trade quinar with me, the woman must ride with you.” Sianna watched Kyne run his hand around the back of his neck as if attempting to ease the tension there. His gaze met Sianna’s, and his lips curled into a humorless smile. “Very well, she goes with me. Get ready. We leave within the half hour.” Graham walked away. “And Katya,” Kyne stopped his sister as she made to follow. “Hakan can take Deju any day.” “Only in your dreams, big brother, only in your dreams.” Katya’s laughter caused more than one head to turn in her direction. Sianna smiled in response to the lighthearted, carefree sound, the sound a young woman should make. “In your nightmares, little sister.” Kyne turned toward Sianna, and the humor died out of his eyes. “Come.” For a moment she hesitated, then followed. What choice did she have? After saddling his quinar, Kyne mounted and reached down. Grabbing her hand, he pulled Sianna up behind him. Thankful for the trousers Katya had provided, she sat stiffly atop the massive beast. Hakan’s broad back was not suited for the silken nightwear she’d been wearing. Too much of her legs were revealed. She shuddered, remembering the heated looks of lust and hate the other men had cast her. “Hold tight to me. I have no desire to pick you up off the ground,” Kyne said. Fearing a sudden onslaught of emotions, she cautiously wrapped her arms around his lean waist and sucked in her breath. She waited for a flood of emotion at the contact, but sensed nothing more than Kyne’s tension. What blocked her empathic talent with this man? Relieved, she settled against him, taking an odd sort of comfort from the feel of his solid strength against her chest. This man held her life in his hands, but she didn’t fear him. Instinct told her justice was strongly ingrained in him. Once he realized her innocence, he wouldn’t harm her or see her hurt. But what of Laila? Where had she disappeared to? Could Kyne and the others be made to see that she too was innocent of any crime? Until Sianna could guarantee her sister’s safety, she couldn’t reveal herself. They travelled through the morning, deep into the craggy mountain range. Even if the opportunity presented itself, she no longer knew which way to flee. She couldn’t prevent a small shudder at the thought of being lost and alone in this wilderness of rocks and trees. *** When he reached down for the woman, Kyne had braced himself, but unlike when he touched her before, this time he sensed nothing. Her fingers felt cool and fragile in his grip. The heat of her at his back distracted him from any other thoughts. Through his heavy cape he felt her every movement— the shift of her hips as she eased the strain of riding, the turn of her head, the press of her soft breasts, the brush of her slippered feet against his calves and the feel of her small hands on his waist. Her sweet, feminine scent drifted under his nose. His body reacted, tightening in spite of his mind’s objections. Disgust that he should desire this woman pooled on his tongue. She shivered. “Are you cold?” How could she be? Self-loathing made him hot despite the crisp mountain air. “No. But I am hungry. You did not allow me time for first meal. Is starvation to be the punishment for my alleged crimes?” As if in emphasis, her stomach rumbled. Kyne restrained his smile at her tart words. “Reach into my pack, and you’ll find a bag of dried fruit and a skin of watered wine. Calm yourself. Until you are judged, you’ll not be mistreated.” She squirmed behind him as she hunted through his pack. Her shoulder bumped his hip and her voice was muffled as she answered. “Is that supposed to reassure me? Already I’ve been abducted, dragged from the threshold of my bed chamber in my nightwear, carted through the rain, terrorized and bruised, accused of foul deeds and threatened with horrible retribution. But I’m not supposed to worry because I’m safe until you see fit to be my judge and pronounce sentence on me?” She straightened and spoke her last words directly into his ear. “Forgive me if I prefer to remain agitated.” The rush of warm air across his chilled skin felt like the slide of hot oil over ice. Now Kyne shivered. “You are rash to chide me so when I hold your life in my hands. Do you not fear angering me?” He felt her shrug. “Fear pales after a time. If you will kill me, do so. But please do not talk me to death.” Though she spoke boldly, Kyne felt the tremor of her fingers against his waist. He squashed the smile teasing his lips. “Perhaps you would do well to consider taking a softer tone. My judgement might not be so harsh if I found you more...biddable.” Kyne wondered from what part of him these words sprang. Why did he taunt her with the possibility of salvation? Hold out the hope that if she played the helpless female, he might temper his wrath? Whatever way this woman acted or did not act could not influence his decision. He opened his mouth to take back his dishonorable bargain. “Biddable?” She seemed to test the word, then laughed softly, her warm breath teasing the hair at his temple. “I usually am. But I often speak my mind. Though your warrior sister might have terrorized me to silence for a short while, I’m afraid your reprieve is at an end.” Didn’t she understand just what he demanded in return for his favor? This aspect of her personality puzzled him. How could a skilled wanton, a woman well-versed in the ways of luring young men to their doom, miss his obvious offer? Did she play the innocent to disarm him as she must have disarmed Aubin? If so, she’d met her match. Years ago, when he was just eight and ten, before DiSanti’s betrayal and his parents’ deaths, he had spent time at court. There he learned well not to believe the honeyed lies of beautiful women. “Don’t feign innocence with me. I’m not so easily led as Aubin.” “Is that so?” She sighed and he felt her body sag. “Tell me of Aubin.” “You still claim you didn’t know him? You lie too easily.” “I’ll not waste my breath, but humor me and tell me of your brother.” Perhaps by speaking of Aubin he could shake her claim of innocence. Or maybe he just needed to remember him out loud. Images of his younger brother floated before Kyne. “Aubin and Katya were twins. Though alike in appearance, their temperaments were as different as the moons. Katya is bold and reckless, doing before thinking. Aubin was always the cautious, thoughtful one, a dreamer, a poet, a gentle soul who saw the best in everyone. They were inseparable...until you.” His words died away. “What happened?” she prompted. “Like bees to a honey pot, women fluttered around Aubin. He loved them all, yet loved none of them. Men respected him. When I learned he saw you, DiSanti’s daughter, we argued and parted in anger. Next I saw him, Aubin lay dying.” Grief and guilt closed Kyne’s throat. Too well he remembered the harsh words he had thrown at his younger brother. Words like sharp stones, meant to wound, they’d found their mark—in Kyne’s own heart. If he had spoken with more restraint would Aubin have listened? Would he yet be alive? While DiSanti may have wielded the weapon, Kyne knew he himself had put Aubin in harm’s way. She laid her hand on his arm. “You blame yourself? Do not. You sought only to protect one you loved.” He jerked away, suspicious of and unwilling to accept the solace she offered. Why had he bared his soul to this woman? “Enough. The blame lies with you and your father. Speak no more.”” “As you wish. I grow weary of protesting my innocence.” Her small sigh made him regret his sharp reaction to her words. He would do well to be wary. Though small and delicate in appearance, she had a deceitful and dangerous nature. Almost without effort, she discerned his feelings of guilt. Still, he found himself wanting to lose himself in the sound of her voice and revel in the touch of her hand. Three Since Kyne’s decree, Sianna remained quiet, but she knew her silence didn’t please him. Even without a direct sense of his emotions, his physical reactions as she shifted position behind him told her much. Though unaware of what fate she faced once they reached their destination, his solid strength comforted her. The rolling gait of the quinar combined with the physical and emotional stress of the last few days lulled Sianna to a drowsy state. Leaning into Kyne, she let her eyes drift shut, and her arms loosened around his waist. “Do not sleep. If you slip from Hakan’s back, you might just tumble off the mountain as well.” Kyne’s harsh tone shattered her lethargy. She blinked. The quinar picked his way along a narrow path, his right side nearly scraping the rock wall rising upward. To the left the path fell away into a deep, dark gorge. To fall here meant to die. Even if the fall didn’t end her life, she would lie broken and bleeding until death found her, for no one could be rescued from the gorge’s steep, jagged depths. She shuddered and tightened her grip. Kyne’s silent chuckle vibrated through her body. “See how she clings to life,” Katya’s voice mocked from behind. “Despite the wounds your father inflicted on him, Aubin clung to life as well. Throw her away, Kyne.” Sianna felt Kyne stiffen at the venom in Katya’s words. “Why did you not kill her yourself when you had the opportunity?” Kyne questioned softly. “Why did you bring her to me?” Ahead the path widened. Without answering, Katya spurred her quinar forward, pushing past Kyne and Sianna. Deju’s hooves churned the ground, throwing dirt and rock into the beckoning void. Quinar and rider raced away, but Katya’s tumultuous emotions lingered. “Who,” Sianna asked, “does Katya hate more, herself or me?” “You need not fear Katya. It is not her place to carry out judgement against you.” Sianna lifted her head. “I don’t fear Katya. Though she may hate me, she’ll not harm me. It is not in her to strike down any creature weaker than herself. Nor do I fear judgement, for I’ve done nothing to be judged guilty of, other than being born my father’s daughter.” “In my people’s eyes, that alone may be guilt enough.” “Is it enough in your eyes?” she countered. In answer, Kyne pulled Hakan to a halt and called out, “We’ll rest here.” Stopping at the edge of a mountain plateau, the group dismounted to stretch their legs and give their beasts a moment’s rest from the steep climb. The animals lowered their heads to the dry grass covering the flat piece of land nestled in the midst of towering peaks and deep crevices. Katya and Deju were nowhere to be seen. Sianna slid from Hakan’s back. Her legs wobbled a bit, but she quickly got them under control and stepped away. Behind her Kyne dismounted. He murmured to Hakan, who snuffled in reply. She walked around, easing the stiffness from her limbs, enjoying the weak warmth of the sun shining down on her head. When she looked over her shoulder, she saw Kyne in deep conversation with Graham. Both men appeared disturbed, and she could sense Graham’s determination. Easing closer, she peeked around Hakan’s bulk to listen. “You must keep her identity a secret from those in the stronghold. If anyone discovers she’s Laila DiSanti, she won’t live out the day,” Graham said. “And how do you propose I do that? Even if we can convince Katya to remain silent, what of Je’al and the others? A secret shared is no secret,” Kyne said. “Leave Katya to me.” Kyne merely lifted his eyebrows at Graham’s statement, but said nothing. “The others can be sent out on sentry patrol,” Graham continued. “By the time they return, the problem will be resolved.” Kyne raked a hand through his dark hair. “As usual, you are right, my friend, but how do we explain the woman’s presence?” The argument so obviously won, Graham smiled. “Already the castle walls bulge with those who seek your protection and those who wish to fight at your side against the tyrant. What’s one more refugee from DiSanti’s reign?” “True, but how will we keep her under guard if none know her identity? Unguarded, she could simply slip away.” “No one will question your right to have her in your quarters. In fact, there are plenty who will cheer your return to the land of the living from your self-imposed monkhood. And,” Graham grinned, “those who will curse the woman because they desire to be where she is.” Kyne’s expression changed from puzzlement to indignation. “I’ll not...” He whirled away from Graham’s mocking smile and met her gaze. Color stained his cheeks. Did he care what she might think of the arrangement? Apparently, yes. What did she think? Goose bumps blossomed over her body. “I’ll see to giving the men their instructions.” Graham turned and walked away, leaving her alone with Kyne. She stared at him, but kept her expression neutral. “I suggest you refrain from comment or protest. My temper is none too even at the moment. You have no choice in accommodation. If the castle boasted a dungeon, I’d as soon house you there, but my father’s ancestors didn’t believe in imprisoning their enemies beneath their feet. As Graham said, the castle is fair to bursting, and I’m not so foolish as to leave you unguarded.” “I never supposed you were. However, I had no intention of protesting.” At his side she would be safe and could learn more about him, but.... “Your plan is sound, though it does have its flaws. You will protect me from your people by posing as my...lover.” She hesitated on the word. He thought her dangerous. Let him wonder how much. Standing in front of him, she met his glare. “But who will protect me from you? And...” she cocked her head to one side and gave him a small smile, “who will protect you from me?” She knew it foolish to deliberately taunt him, but his shocked look made it worth the risk. *** Kyne kept remembering the provocative sway of the woman’s hips and her saucy words. Did she deliberately taunt him? Had she discerned his desire for her and now attempted to set spark to kindling? Which was she, innocent or wanton? Kyne had bitten his lip to keep from calling her back and demanding an answer. As they approached, the blue stone of Castle Vareck shimmered in the late afternoon sun, appearing whole and formidable in the distance. Closer in, the broken ramparts and crumbling walls became apparent. Though Kyne had repaired and rebuilt what he could of the ancient structure, he knew only the castle’s isolated and unknown location prevented DiSanti from attempting to capture it. Generations past, his ancestors had built the castle to block the one accessible pass through the mountain from a neighboring enemy. Then over a hundred years before a tremor shook the mountain and blocked that pass, rendering the fortress unnecessary as well as nearly unreachable. Now this crumbling edifice served as the last stronghold of a desperate people, a people pushed to the edge by an unyielding despot determined to squeeze the very life from them. More and more came, forced from their lands by unrelenting taxes. Faced with being coerced into service in DiSanti’s army, their families held hostage, many stole away in the night with nothing but the clothes on their backs. How many more could he feed and house? Graham was right, they must make their move before winter set in or face starvation when snow blocked the trails. Kyne felt the woman straighten behind him and catch her breath. “Beautiful,” she whispered in awe. “It glows like it’s made of blue crystal.” Built of the same blue stone as Vareck Castle, Kyne’s family home in the Shula Valley had been modeled after the stronghold. A place of peace, love and laughter for generations, now only rubble remained, along with broken dreams and ghosts who cried out for vengeance. Justice, my son. Not vengeance, his father’s voice echoed in his mind. Justice or vengeance, it mattered not. Kyne vowed to make DiSanti pay for his treachery. In the castle courtyard people crowded around them as Kyne dismounted. Old men, women and children, this ragtag army looked to him to topple the current regime and set them free. Would he lead them to freedom or to death? Despair threatened to overwhelm him. Graham pushed his way to Kyne’s side. “Rul Cathor has come a long way. Let him refresh himself and have last meal before you descend like locusts upon him. He’ll see to your needs later. Be gone.” “Father! Father!” A child’s high, piping voice broke through the babble as the crowd dispersed. Kyne turned, and a small body catapulted into his arms. The little girl showered his face and neck with moist, sticky kisses. Gloom faded. “I missed you so.” On the last word a series of hoarse coughs racked the child’s thin body. When they eased, she squeezed him tight and began to squirm in his embrace. Reluctantly, Kyne released her. Like a whirlwind, the five annum old Zoa rarely stayed in one place for more than a few moments. It was as if she knew her life would be short, and she wanted to experience everything before it ended. She wrapped her arms around Hakan’s leg. “I missed you too.” The big beast stood rock still as she pulled his head down and planted a kiss on his nose. She looked up and spotted the woman. “Who is she?” A hint of hostility crept into her voice. Kyne reached up and lifted the woman off Hakan. She stood silently at his side, her gaze on Zoa. “A friend.” The words stuck in his throat. Zoa put her fisted hands against her hips and glared at Kyne. “You don’t have lady friends. Etam said you’re a monk, and monks don’t have lady friends.” She stuck out her lower lip in an “I-told-you-so” way. Kyne smiled at the girl’s vehemence. Lately the ten annum old boy, Etam, had become Zoa’s hero. She followed the brash boy around, imitating his walk, his talk and spouting his words as gospel, much to Etam’s chagrin and often to Kyne’s embarrassment when she repeated something inappropriate. Her belligerent stance dissolved as another coughing spell took her. When it ended she turned her frown on the woman. “What’s your name?” The woman knelt in front of Zoa. “Sianna.” “Sianna?” Kyne asked. “Daughter of Light? Hardly an appropriate name for...” He caught himself. Laila. Sianna. Whatever her name, she was DiSanti’s daughter. “It matters not what you call yourself. It doesn’t change who you are.” Sianna refused to raise her gaze to him. “It’s what my friends call me. What do your friends call you?” she asked the little girl. Confusion replaced Zoa’s glare. Her eyes searched Sianna’s face for what seemed a long time, then she smiled. “Zoa.” “That’s a lovely name.” Sianna held out her hand. “May I call you Zoa?” Shyly Zoa put her small, grubby fingers inside Sianna’s slender ones. “I s’pose.” Her voice was a low wheeze. Kyne heard the congestion in Zoa’s small lungs, her difficulty in breathing, her constant struggle to pull in enough air. “Thank you, Zoa.” “Do you want to see my kitties?” Zoa asked. Amazement washed over Kyne. Only a select few were allowed to see Zoa’s menagerie. She never warmed to strangers. Too much pain and deceit in her young life had killed in her the easy trust most children had. Before Sianna could answer, Kyne said, “Not now, poppet. Where’s Grenna?” He searched the thinning crowd for sight of Zoa’s plump nanny. Not seeing the motherly Grenna anywhere, he swept Zoa into his arms and handed her to Graham. “Return this little minx to her jailer to be fed, bathed and put to bed.” “My pleasure, Rul Cathor,” Graham said. “Being a lady’s maid has always been my greatest ambition.” Zoa giggled and clung to Graham’s broad chest. She appeared heartbreakingly tiny and fragile in the man’s grip. Swinging the girl onto his shoulders, Graham strode away. His low, teasing tones and Zoa’s laughter left Kyne with a strange ache of jealousy. With him, Zoa seldom laughed. “She loves you with every fiber of her small being.” Startled, Kyne looked down at the woman still kneeling at his feet. “I know.” With an unconscious grace, she rose and stood before him, her head barely reaching his shoulder. “Where is Zoa’s mother, your wife? Why doesn’t she greet you?” Kyne’s step faltered, then he moved on. “I have no life- mate. Zoa’s mother is dead. As is her father and her family.” Sianna hurried after him. “But she called you father?” “Many children here call me father.” But only Zoa claimed a large piece of his heart. “I see.” “Do you? I think not.” Though he tried to deny the title, as Rul Cathor he was father to all his people. They looked to him for strength. “The child is sick?” Sianna asked. “The child is dying. When her father was conscripted into DiSanti’s army, Zoa and her mother were forced to work the nika fields to survive. Her mother died last planting season, and her father was killed trying to desert.” “No.” Kyne heard the shock and sorrow in Sianna’s words. “Has she been to a healer?” “Yes. There is nothing to be done. Zoa’s lungs are damaged beyond repair. The thin mountain air is destroying her ability to breathe. Our healer tells me Zoa will not live through the winter.” The words came out of him cold and stiff, like Zoa’s small body would soon be. Sianna’s fingers dug into his arm. “Surely you’ve sought another healer? Let me care for her. I studied the healing arts.” “I wouldn’t trust you to care for my quinar.” Wielding his words like a sword, he cut off her offer of assistance, but her stricken look turned the blade back on himself. She persisted. “What of the valetudinarian of the Sisters of Light?” He shook off her hand and turned to face her. “What of them? The hospital is in an area controlled by your father’s forces.” “The Sisters care for all regardless of religion, politics or wealth.” “Perhaps, but to get to the Sisters, one must travel through Dramon, and to do that, permits are needed. Permits only your father and his minions can grant. I find it unlikely he would give me or one of mine free passage.” “My father wouldn’t stop you from seeking help for a sick child.” The quaver in her voice turned the statement to a question. Her expressive blue eyes begged him to deny her father’s evil, and for a brief second Kyne found himself wanting to do so. She played the part of the innocent too well. She almost shook his belief in her guilt—almost. “We’re both aware of exactly who your father is and what he’s capable of.” He pushed her through the castle door into the great hall. *** Overwhelmed by the din, Sianna cringed into Kyne. People crowded the great hall, each hurrying about his own task. Voices echoed off the rough stone walls and swirled upward. Unlike the calm order of the valetudinarian or even the strict protocol of her father’s castle, here chaos ruled. Taking a deep breath, she struggled to block the emotions slamming into her from all sides. A myriad of odors assaulted her—smoke, unwashed bodies, hound, rancid food, and charred meat. Her nose wrinkled in disgust. How could people live like this? Kyne’s hand at her back urged her forward. Many in the hall had some manner of injury or illness. Others, though appearing healthy, carried grievous wounds on their spirits. Kyne’s arrival stirred a flicker of hope in the grief and despair hanging in the air. The people watched as he made his way past them with her in tow. By the Light, these people needed her as much as they did Kyne. Slowly the scene came into focus, details shifting into view. To the left, a fire blazed in a hearth high enough for a man to stand upright within and large enough for two men, arms outstretched to stand side by side. Ages worth of smoke and grease blackened the walls around the hearthstone. Above the fire, the carcass of an animal turned on a spit. A young boy guarded the meat from a hungry-eyed group of gaunt, shaggy- haired wolve hounds. When one hound, bolder than the others, lunged for the meat, the boy whacked the animal on the snout. The hound bared its teeth, then slunk away. Another hound scrounged through the musty rushes covering the floor. A sharp squeak rewarded his effort. Gripping his furry prize, the hound growled at the others when they tried to share in his meager meal. “Each day there are more of them,” Kyne said. “I’m gone but a tenday and their numbers double.” Though he spoke aloud, Sianna knew he didn’t speak to her. The weariness in his voice tugged at her heart, making her long to give him ease. Why, when she could not sense his emotions, did she feel such a connection with this man? They made their way across the hall, up the stairs and down a shadowy hallway. Only one crystal lamp lit the dim corridor. Kyne stopped in front of a closed door. Pushing it open he stepped inside and pulled her along. Large, yet sparsely appointed, the room reflected his personality—deceptively simple in appearance. Comfort came in the form of a double box bed with its well-stuffed mattress and clean linens. A suspicious, child-sized lump in the bedding caught her eye. Smiling, she moved away. A table surrounded by six straight-backed chairs indicated Kyne used this room for more than sleeping. Neat stacks of papers and an open map lay on the table. On either side of the room’s fireplace, bookshelves covered the stone walls. She stepped closer and let her fingers trail over the leather- bound books that filled the shelves. Had he read all these volumes? Would he allow her to read them? “You will not leave this room without my permission. Do not speak to anyone, nor attempt to escape. As you’ve already seen, the terrain around the castle is rugged, and the sentries will not hesitate to kill any who doesn’t belong. Meals will be brought to you.” He crossed the room to the window and threw back the heavy drapes. Outside, the mountains rose behind the castle, the blue- grey rocks changing the setting sun’s golden hues to cool blue. “I have no intention of leaving. There is much need for me here. But I’ll not remain in this room.” “What?” She ignored his shocked question and wandered around the bed chamber, using the time to gather her strength. Challenging this man would not be easy, but she could not disregard the need she sensed in these people. Taking a deep breath to calm the quiver in her stomach, she turned to face him. “I am a trained healer. You have many sick and injured. I will assist your healer.” Kyne gave a humorless laugh. “Even if I believed you are a healer, I would not trust my people to the mercy of DiSanti’s daughter. They’ve suffered enough at his hands. Do not forget you are my prisoner. This room shall be your cell.” “How will you keep me in it? Will you watch me every moment? Then what of your many duties? Perhaps you will take me along?” His scowl deepened, and he stepped toward her. Standing her ground and keeping her tone light and cool in the face of his growing irritation took all of her strength. “No, I suppose you would not think it wise for me to hear your plans. Then what will you do? Lock me in? I think not. Your people would soon become suspicious and realize I was not what you claim.” “You flirt with danger, woman. If the people below discover your identity, they will tear you limb from limb. I doubt even I could keep you safe from their wrath.” Fists clenched at his side, he towered above her. Though she could not read his emotions, his body told the tale clearly. If he touched her now, his feelings of fury and frustration would swamp her. He stalked her across the small space and stopped when they were a breath apart. “You will do as I say.” She backed away until the bed blocked her retreat. “No.” Ducking past him, she scurried around the table and faced him. “But I will give you my word of honor I will not try to escape. Nor will I cause harm to any here.” “Honor?” He snorted. “What would DiSanti’s daughter know of honor? Like the nika plant, the flower is just as deadly as the root.” “Perhaps, but the nika root is a powerful anesthetic as well as a deadly poison. Roasted and blended with other herbs, the flower makes a drawing poultice. Only when eaten raw does the flower enslave its victims. Do not be quick to condemn something because of its misuse by another. In the right hands, the nika plant can do good rather than evil. I am not my father. Trust your instincts.” She held her breath while he deliberated. After a moment, his body lost its rigid stance as he admitted defeat on this point. “You are right. I cannot keep you under lock and key without raising suspicions, nor can I keep you always at my side. But...” His sudden smile made Sianna nervous. “...perhaps I have the next best thing. A guard.” “Guard?” Kyne gave a soft whistle. From a dark corner next to the chamber’s fireplace a shape rose and lumbered forward into the light. A sense of approaching menace slid over Sianna as the beast came into view, its claws clicking against the stone floor. Though no taller than the wolve hounds below, this creature possessed twice their bulk and muscle. Yawning, it revealed a muzzle filled with long, yellowed teeth. Its mouth shut with a snap. Deep-set, intelligent eyes watched her with interest. “Warda, guard her,” Kyne told the beast. “From now on Warda will be your constant companion. Attempt to leave the castle grounds, and he will restrain you. And beware. Unlike me, his bite is much worse than his bark.” After Kyne left the chamber, Warda stared longingly at the door, then turned his attention to Sianna. She felt his curiosity and caution. Kyne had chosen his guard well. Warda would not question Kyne’s order, nor speak of it to others. Still, exhilaration rushed through her. She’d won the freedom to move around the castle and grounds. Triumph was short lived. A tired sigh slipped through her lips as she sat down at the table. The task ahead loomed large and daunting. Healing took an immense toll on a healer, both mental and physical. Did she have the strength and courage to help these people? Warda’s head in her lap shook Sianna from doubt and inadequacy. His dark, liquid eyes seemed to say, “You will do what you must, no matter the cost.” FOUR Cool, damp air swirled around Kyne as the door to his chamber clicked shut behind him. One lamp cast deep shadows in the empty hall. Below he could hear the muffled sounds of people settling for the night and smell the lingering aroma of last meal. Weariness dragged at him, but he needed to see to the welfare of his people. During his and Graham’s absence, confusion had fallen over the castle. Security and order had to be restored before he could seek his bed. Once there, he expected to find little rest. The image of DiSanti’s daughter in his room banished all hope of sleep. Someone lurked in the shadows. How he knew, Kyne couldn’t say, but many times he’d sensed the presence of another without physical evidence. More than once in battle his ability had saved his life. Though he gave no outward sign, Kyne tensed, waiting for the person to identify himself and offer a reason for his presence. No one stepped forward into the light. Who hid in the shadows outside his chamber? His fingers closed around the handle of his knife, and he slipped silently out from under the lamp’s glow. He paused. Guided by instinct, he whirled around and pounced on the intruder, pinning him against the wall, a knife at his throat. The person grunted at the impact of Kyne’s body, but offered no resistance. “Je’al?” Kyne loosened his grip, but kept his knife poised at the younger man’s throat. “What are you doing here? Did you plan to finish what you started?” Stepping back, Kyne pulled Je’al into the light. “The woman is a valuable pawn. I overlooked your first attempt on her life, but I cannot allow you to succeed, nor can I allow you to disregard direct orders. Speak up, man, what are you about?” “You’re right, Rul. I foolishly let my emotions guide my actions with the woman. As much as I wish her dead, I realize now she is more valuable to us alive.” “Then why are you skulking outside my chamber?” “I want to volunteer.” “Volunteer for what?” “Someone will have to deliver your message about his daughter to DiSanti. I want to be that someone.” Kyne sheathed his knife and studied the young man. At ten and seven annum, Je’al had a man’s build, but despite the trauma of his young life, he was yet a boy. “It is too dangerous. DiSanti is apt to kill any messenger I send.” “Let me do this. Aubin was my friend. He saved me from death at the hands of DiSanti’s men and from despair when my family fell. I could not protect Aubin, but I can do my part to see justice done. Who else would you send? Graham or one of the older men? They are needed to train the others. Which of your men is expendable?” Je’al was right. Someone needed to convey the message to DiSanti, and whoever did so faced the possibility of death. “Very well. Tomorrow I will draft my letter to DiSanti, and you will carry it. In the meantime have last meal, a bath and rest. Speak to no one of the woman. If any were to learn of her identity, your trip will be for naught. A sardak is not lured from his lair by dead bait.” “Thank you, Rul. You’ll not regret your decision.” Je’al hurried away as if afraid, should he linger, Kyne might change his mind. Kyne watched the young man leave. The fact that he found himself more concerned with the woman’s safety than he did with Je’al’s bothered him. Other than a means to destroy DiSanti, she meant nothing to him. He would do well to remember that her fragile appearance and gentle ways hid a soul as black as her father’s. Her denial of guilt, her claim of being a healer and wishing to help his people, were nothing but clever lies designed to deceive him. He couldn’t let his unwanted lust for the woman sway his decisions. “Why do you haunt the hall?” Graham’s voice came out of the darkness. Lost in his thoughts of the woman, Kyne had let Graham approach without detection. She was dangerous in more ways than the obvious. “Je’al was here.” “Where is he now? Is she unharmed?” Even Graham thought first of their captive’s safety. “He volunteered to carry my message to DiSanti.” “But that will be suicide.” “Perhaps not if we word the message correctly. Come, we’ll use your chamber to draft my letter. Je’al leaves at first light.” “Have you decided how best to use the woman against her father?” “I believe I have.” *** Sianna stroked Warda’s shaggy head and looked over at the bed. “You can come out now, Zoa.” Warda padded back to his spot near the hearth and settled down. How much of what she’d heard would the child understand? Sianna probed, but sensed no hostility. The bed covers rustled, and Zoa’s tousled head popped up. She yawned as if just awakening. “How did you know I was here?” “It’s a little trick I have. I can always tell when someone is near.” “How?” The little girl scrambled off the bed and trotted over to Sianna’s side. She panted at the effort. “Well, you know how you can smell if a person has bathed or not, or if they’re wearing scent?” Edging nearer, Zoa nodded, her gaze rapt with interest. “People also give off emotions, and I have a nose for it,” Sianna continued. Zoa leaned close and put her hand out to Sianna. “What do I smell like?” “Let’s see.” Sianna took Zoa’s hand and sniffed it. “Hmmm. I can’t quite tell.” “Maybe I need to be closer.” With that the girl climbed into Sianna’s lap. “Can you tell now?” The feel of the little girl’s warm, slight weight filled Sianna with a strange longing as well as a feeling of contentment. Enfolding Zoa in her embrace, Sianna nestled her nose into Zoa’s silky hair and breathed deeply. “You smell of sunshine and laughter. Good smells for the nose and the heart.” Zoa wrinkled her nose and giggled. “You smell like quinar. Can I learn to smell people’s emotions, too?” “I don’t know. I’ve never tried to teach anyone to do it.” “Father says I learn quick. I can do sums better than Etam, but,” she added with a flash of honesty, “he reads better than me. I’ll work real hard.” Sianna wasn’t sure if her talent could be taught, but time spent with the little girl wouldn’t be wasted. Like a fetid mist, the scent of illness hung over Zoa. If allowed, Sianna knew she could help Zoa’s lungs become whole again. Zoa snuggled close. “I’m glad you’re here. Etam says Father gets lonely because he sleeps alone. I get scared when I sleep alone. Father is so brave, I don’t think he gets scared.” “Everyone is afraid at times.” “Do you get scared?” “Often.” Soft fingers patted Sianna’s arm. “You’re safe now. Father will protect you.” Zoa spoke with the confidence of childhood. “He’s going to save everyone from the evil monster man and his ugly daughter.” Zoa’s words flayed Sianna’s heart. If the child understood the truth, she would hate Sianna. As would the other people below. The thought of that much hatred aimed at her made Sianna shudder. Their thoughts alone would destroy her. The enormity of the task she set herself loomed before her. A coughing spell ended Zoa’s declarations. Breath wheezed through the girl’s blue lips as she struggled for air. Instinctively, Sianna reached for her. To attempt a healing now was beyond foolish. Fatigue and hunger already sapped Sianna’s strength. A healing would leave her weaker still, but she didn’t fight her urge to assist. Splaying her fingers across Zoa’s back, Sianna shut her eyes. Warmth radiated from her hand as she concentrated on seeing Zoa’s illness. Colors swirled behind her eyelids, then a thick grey sludge crept across her vision, obscuring the pleasant kaleidoscope. A prickly sensation shot up Sianna’s arm and lanced through her chest. She gasped. Time ceased to have meaning as she absorbed into herself the disease destroying Zoa’s tiny lungs. Finally, Zoa’s spasms passed, and she leaned limply against Sianna’s chest. Though not yet completely healed, already Zoa breathed easier. A flush of healthy pink replaced the blue tinge around her eyes and mouth. The little girl stirred and blinked in confusion. “I have to go now. Grenna gets mad if I’m late for bed.” Zoa slipped off Sianna’s lap and made her way to the door. “Can I visit you again?” she asked shyly. Too breathless to speak, Sianna smiled and nodded. Seconds later the girl was gone, leaving Sianna alone again with Warda. As if he understood, Warda moved back to her side, his yellow eyes watching her with concern. Never before had a healing taken so much of her, left her so drained. Then never had she attempted to heal with so little in reserve. These last few days of fear and hardship had taken their toll, leaving her unfit to use her skills. The Sisters had often cautioned her to practice restraint in the use of her talent, to give a little at a time rather than all at once, to build her strength before attempting to heal, but when she touched Zoa, prudence had fled in front of need. Bit by bit, the tight band around her chest loosened, her breathing eased as she struggled to regain equilibrium. She had given too much, too fast to recover quickly, but she couldn’t regret the healing she gave the child. Zoa would live, and given time, Sianna would regain her strength. How much time did she have? Heavy with fatigue, Sianna’s eyelids drooped and her head nodded forward. Warda whined and nudged her hand. The feel of his cold, wet nose roused her to stagger the few steps along with him to his place by the hearth and curl up on his rug. When he curved his shaggy body behind her, she sighed softly, but sleep evaded her long into the night as she coped with the aches and pains of an ill-planned healing and worry for her future. *** Last meal was long over before Kyne left Graham and made his way toward his room. Even the crowded main hall was quiet. Only the occasional murmur of a mother to a restless child broke the silence. The fire burnt low, casting flickering shadows over the people sleeping nearby, while the rest of the hall lay in darkness. The greasy, undercooked meat and soggy, overcooked vegetables arranged on the tray he carried looked less than appetizing and tasted worse. But it was all he could find in the chaos that reigned in the castle’s kitchen. Waste ran rampant. Something needed to be done, or they would deplete what stores they had long before winter set in. Tomorrow he would consider this problem along with the others facing him. For now, he wanted to return to the meager comfort of his chamber and find what rest he could. At the door he paused. Rest? As long as she remained, he would find little rest within. Did she even now sleep in his bed? The thought of her slim body lying where he had lain made him shift in sudden discomfort. Anger surged through him. He refused to allow her presence to disturb him—in any way. Uncaring of the lateness of the hour, he shoved open the door and stomped into the room. His gaze flew toward the bed. The empty bed. The empty room. She was gone. He slammed the tray on the table and started to turn back toward the door. The little fool! Alone on the mountain she didn’t stand a chance of survival. If the elements didn’t claim her, a wild animal or some renegade would. Despite the risk, when he found her he’d put her under lock and key, if only for her own safety. Warda’s low whine made him pause, and he saw her nestled against the beast. Relief replaced rage. Kyne refused to examine the fear he had felt when he thought her in danger. “Stay, Warda.” He knelt next to the hound and looked at the sleeping woman. Still wearing Graham’s coat, knees to her chest, she huddled there. How innocent she appeared. Over the odor of quinar and wood smoke coming from her clothing, Kyne caught a lighter scent, reminiscent of a field of wild flowers after a summer shower. Fresh and clean, the smell tugged at him, luring him closer. Moonlight streamed into the chamber, bathing her pale flesh in a blue-white glow. Dark shadows circled her closed eyes. Like a veil of tangled black silk, her hair lay around her shoulders and down her back. The heavy mass tempted him. Would it feel as soft as it looked? “Moon’s mercy,” he cursed and jerked backward at the thought. She moaned softly in her sleep, her body twitching. Of what did she dream? Of power and riches like her father? Or of fear and pain? Which did he wish for her? “Cold,” she murmured, burrowing deeper into Graham’s coat. No fire burned in the chamber’s hearth. Since his departure, a tenday and four ago, management of the castle had fallen into further disorder. Exhaustion and frustration dragged at Kyne. Another problem he must address on the morrow. Through an open window, damp, chilled air swirled across his skin. He rose and closed the window. A few minutes after he started a fire, warmth began to fill the room. Warda stretched and rose, driven from his spot near the hearth by the heat. His thick, heavy coat was made to withstand the harsh mountain elements not the comfort of fireside. When he padded away, the woman curled even tighter in on herself. The blaze didn’t seem to warm her. Kyne hesitated. Should he leave her? Even near the fire, the stone floor was cold and hard. Could he sleep knowing she lay shivering? As little as he wanted her in his bed, he couldn’t allow her to take sick. The decision made, he bent and picked her up. Surprise and guilty pleasure speared him when she nestled close and gave a sigh, her breath feathering against his throat like a warm summer breeze. Laying her on the far side of the bed, he took off Graham’s coat and her slippers, then he readied himself for sleep, removing his outer clothing and boots. When he turned to climb into the bed, he found her curled in the middle. He pushed her over and settled himself as far from her as the bed allowed. She wiggled next to him. Weary of the battle to keep his distance, he let her be. Sleep evaded him. Unquenched desire for this woman would be his penance for failing to protect Aubin. *** A cacophony of sound woke Sianna. The ring of swords. Voices raised in argument. A clatter of feet and hooves on stone. She blinked the sleep from her eyes. Sunshine poured in through the window, filling the chamber with a cheerful glow. An omen of things to come? She sat up. Her limbs protested the sudden movement, and she groaned. Sleep restored only a bit of her strength. Last eve’s exertion combined with long days of unaccustomed activity left her bruised and sore. The soft mattress beneath her cradled her aching limbs. She smiled in contentment. While she slept, Kyne had moved her from the cold hard floor. The urge to curl back under the covers fought with her wish to start the day and make a place for herself here among Kyne’s people. Judging by what she had seen on her arrival, there was much for her to do. She could not lie abed waiting for her body to catch up with her mind. Later she’d hunt up a bath and clean clothing. For now, she settled for a quick wash from the basin of water she found near the hearth. The cool water felt good against her grimy skin. With Kyne’s comb she smoothed most of the tangles and dust from her hair, then straightened her borrowed attire as best she could. Her stomach rumbled. Putting on her slippers she left the chamber in search of first meal. Warda followed quietly. Outside the chamber door, the noise level increased, and the stench of charred meat, singed fur and other less pleasant odors hung thick in the air. Even if she would eat meat, the smell did little to tempt her appetite. Resting her hand on Warda’s head, she moved down the hall. At the top of the stairs she paused. Worse than she remembered, chaos reigned in the great hall. A hundred or more people milled about. Off to the left, people too weak to move lay on pallets. Her need to help these people drew Sianna forward. She stopped. First she must eat and gain strength. If she collapsed, she would be of no aid. In the center of the hall two men, actually lanky boys no older than ten and four annum, fought with swords. Around them others scrambled to avoid being trampled or skewered by the flashing weapons. No one seemed concerned, so Sianna assumed the boys merely practiced rather than fought in earnest. To the right, women tended to a group of children. As Sianna reached the bottom of the stairs, one child, a boy of about six annum, stepped away from the rest, right between the two combatants. A woman screamed. The boy froze, eyes wide in terror as a crystal sword swept toward his head. Momentum prevented the sword wielder from checking his swing. Just before the sword made its pass through the boy’s neck, Sianna lunged forward and knocked him to the floor. Heart racing, she lay atop the now crying child. Hands reached for her, pulling her up. Voices babbled, but she couldn’t hear over the thundering of her heart and the whistling sound of the sword rushing over her head. She stood shaking in the center of a group of people. “Silence!” Kyne’s roar echoed off the stone walls until only the child’s whimpers remained. Like a crystal flower seeks the sun, Sianna turned toward Kyne, her body swaying in reaction and relief. “What goes on here?” Another swell of sound started. “Quiet! You.” He pointed at the woman cradling the crying child. His voice dropped to a gentler note. “Tell me what happened.” The woman stuttered her reply, clutching her uninjured child to her ample bosom. With every word, Kyne’s gaze grew harder. When she finished, he turned toward the two boys, playing as men, who stood awkwardly holding their swords. “The rest of you go about your business. You two, stay.” Without protest, the crowd dispersed. They talked in hushed tones, the bustle of the hall muted by the near tragedy. On quivering legs Sianna started to back away as well, but Kyne reached out and pulled her to his side, an arm wrapped around her waist. Shaken, she accepted his body’s warmth and support. A split second later and the boy’s head would have been severed from his body. She shuddered, and Kyne’s arm tightened. With a sigh she leaned into him. “Come,” he commanded the boys and led them out of the hall. He pulled Sianna along. In the castle courtyard he stepped away from her and turned on the boys. “Fighting in the hall. You are beyond foolish.” “We only want to learn, Rul,” one boy spoke defiantly. “We meant no harm.” “Is that what you would tell the lad’s mother when her child lay dead, his severed head at her feet?” The boy blanched. The other boy, the one who had swung the sword, turned and vomited onto the cobblestones. Sianna’s empty stomach churned at the image Kyne’s words invoked. Thank the moons she’d been quick enough to avert the tragedy. “You wish to learn to fight. Very well. Graham,” he called. Graham stepped forward out of the crowd and looked at the two white-faced, trembling boys. “Yes, Rul?” Sianna could feel his repressed humor. “I have two new recruits for you. See that they begin training immediately. In the yards, not the hall. Pay special attention to this one’s aim.” He pointed at the sword wielder, then turned back to Sianna. “You have my thanks for your timely intervention.” His stiff, reluctant words left a sour taste in her mouth. He didn’t want to thank her, but he felt he must. “To have worth, gratitude must be freely given.” Anger swiftly followed surprise in Kyne’s eyes. “You dare much.” Though her body still quaked, she met him stare for stare. “The condemned have little to lose.” “Father! Father!” Zoa cried. “I saw it. Sianna saved Titus. She’s a hero, isn’t she Father? Just like Cimene, the goddess who rescued the moons from being devoured by the darkness. Now you have to give Sianna a reward, like Sol rewarded Cimene.” Like a fresh breeze, Zoa’s excitement dispelled the tension. Sianna smiled. Zoa stopped for a moment to cough, but Sianna was pleased to note it sounded much better. A few more healing sessions, and Zoa’s health would be fully restored. “A reward, Father. Give Sianna a reward.” Zoa turned her gaze on Sianna. “You are brave. Just like Father.” “I’m not all that brave. Anyone would have done as I did, if they had been close enough.” “If I were brave and deserved a reward, I would choose a quinar of my very own. Would you like a quinar? Beba just had two foals.” Kyne frowned. “A quinar is not possible.” Because of Zoa, Sianna didn’t voice her hurt at his attitude. Other than being born her father’s daughter, she’d given Kyne no reason to distrust her. Remembering her charade of being Laila, and all he thought her sister had done, her resentment faded. “Zoa is right.” Kyne’s softer tone drew her gaze. “You deserve not only sincere gratitude, but a reward for saving the lad’s life at the risk of your own.” “There was no risk,” she objected. Kyne shook his head. “The blade missed your head by a mere hair. In fact.” He reached out and pulled her tangled hair forward. Sianna swayed as she saw where a clump of hair had been neatly sliced away. His hand on her arm steadied her. Death had come so close. Would he care? Her gaze clashed with Kyne’s, but she saw no answers in his dark eyes. “What reward do you claim for your deed? Demand anything but your freedom, and I will see you receive it.” “I require nothing for doing what is right.” “Choose. A Cathor always pays his debts.” Sianna shivered at Kyne’s harsh tone, knowing he referred to more than this small obligation. What should she request? Whatever she asked, he would grant, no matter what it might cost him. Her life? Laila’s? Her father’s? “I wish to be allowed to work with your healer.” A flicker of disbelief crossed Kyne’s face, then he smoothed his features into an expressionless mask. Why couldn’t she read this man’s emotions? Since their brief connection, she had felt nothing of his inner thoughts. Judging him based on his words and actions alone left her floundering in the dark as if she were suddenly blind. “That’s all you want?” Zoa sounded disgusted and disappointed. “And a baby quinar.” Before Kyne could deny her request, Sianna hurried on. “Of course, I’d need someone to help me care for it, because I don’t know anything about quinar. If Rul Cathor gives his permission, would you be willing, Zoa?” “Oh, yes! Yes. Please say yes, Father. I’ll take ever such good care of Adda for you.” Kyne’s lips twitched as though he saw through Sianna’s ploy, but he managed to keep a straight face. “Very well, Sianna may have the quinar foal, if you agree to care for it for her.” “Thank you, thank you, thank you.” Zoa threw her arms around Kyne, then Sianna. Before either could respond she whirled and raced away, her dark hair bouncing as she ran. “I told Etam I’d get a quinar before him.” Her words flew back at them. “Adda indeed. The little minx played us both for fools, and you went right along with her.” Even though the look of affection in Kyne’s eyes was for Zoa, Sianna found it ample payment for her small trick. “Does it matter? You intended to give the foal to her anyway.” “Yes, but how...never mind.” He stared at her, his features once again stern. “Why do you wish to work with the healer? Why not request a pardon for your crimes?” “Since I’ve committed no crimes, I hardly feel the need for a pardon.” She ignored the growing twitch at the corner of his mouth and continued, “I requested what I truly desire. I am a trained healer. I would put my skills to use where they are sorely needed. And I would not have you make a promise you might not be able to keep.” “What I promise, I deliver.” “I know.” He would deliver or die in the trying. After all the things her father had cost this man, she would not ask him to forfeit his honor. Without a word, he turned and led the way back into the great hall. Sianna scurried to keep up with his long strides. Somehow her failure to request a tangible reward irritated him. Could she never please this man? He halted amid the scattered pallets filled with the sick and injured. For a moment, compassion replaced his hard look, then he turned toward her and his annoyance resurfaced. “Althea, I have brought you an assistant. This is Sianna. Make use of her.” With that he turned and walked away. Bent with age, her hair the color of a stormy sky, the healer didn’t rise from the chair where she dozed. She looked up and nodded her acceptance of Sianna’s help. Weary resignation resided in the old woman’s eyes and soul. “Will you let me help you, Healer?” Althea stood slowly, her gaze probing Sianna. She touched her gnarled fingers to Sianna’s cheek. “Many have died because I am too old and my skills are too meager to save them. You are young to be a healer. Are you trained?” “I studied at the valetudinarian of the Sisters of Light.” A spark of hope flared in the old woman’s eyes. “Yes, I can feel your fire to heal. Once I had such.” She shook her head. “But too many years and too many failures can smother a person’s flame.” Hunger gnawed at Sianna, but the pain and feelings of desperation coming from the ill and injured would not let her walk away. What to do first? She clasped Althea’s hands between her own. “Perhaps together we can fan the embers to life.” “Perhaps,” Althea agreed with a grin. *** Two hours later, Sianna straightened from cleaning and organizing the castle infirmary. Fortunately, there was no critical need for her special skill. For now, Althea’s herbal remedies would suffice. The growing ache in her belly forced Sianna in search of food. Grease and bits of rotting food covered the kitchen work tables and cooking surfaces. Hounds slunk between the table legs looking for scraps, while unknown brown shapes scurried in the shadows. She gagged on the smell of rancid food, burnt meat and general decay, her appetite fading. A plump woman rushed up to Sianna and grabbed her hand. “My Lady. How can I ever thank you for saving my boy, Titus? Since DiSanti conscripted my man and two older sons, he’s all I have left. Our lives are yours.” The woman knelt at Sianna’s feet and pressed her forehead to Sianna’s hands. Gently, Sianna pulled the woman up. “Raising your boy to be a fine man is thanks enough.” “Do you wish mid-meal? Rul Cathor said not to disturb you for first meal. Surely you are hungry now. I’m called Betha. I can prepare something for you, if you like.” “Do you work in the kitchen?” “No, my lady.” “Who is in charge?” “I don’t believe anyone is. Each of us prepares our own meals. Come. I have cleared an area where you can sit and eat.” Betha led Sianna through the cluttered maze of a kitchen toward a quiet corner. At a small, clean table sat Titus. He smiled shyly and ducked his head to his meal. The spicy aroma of stew reached Sianna’s nose, making her stomach growl and mouth water. “Please sit, my lady. Would you like some bread? I made fresh this morning. Some stew? It’s meatless, but quite tasty anyway.” “Thank you, Betha. Both would be lovely.” Like crystallized honey, the food melted in Sianna’s mouth. For a moment she forgot the squalor of the kitchen and savored her meal. As she ate, people approached Betha for directions: how to cook a rack of meat, mix a loaf of bread, where to find the flour, sugar, salt. Replete, Sianna leaned back and looked around. Betha’s small area sat like an island of calm in a raging storm. Sianna considered the situation for a minute, then said, “Betha, I think you should take charge of the kitchen.” Surprise flickered across the woman’s face. “I don’t know. I’ve only been here a short time. Would people listen to me?” “They already come to you. You’re a marvelous cook. Someone needs to take control. Look at the waste and filth. It’s no wonder people are ill with stomach complaints. With your skills, you can easily prevent the problem.” A thoughtful expression on her face, Betha looked around. “Perhaps you’re right. But will Rul Cathor allow it?” “Don’t worry about the Rul, just make this kitchen yours. When he eats your cooking rather than burnt offerings, he’ll not complain.” At least Sianna hoped he wouldn’t. Where Kyne was concerned she wasn’t sure of anything. FIVE That afternoon Sianna pushed aside her growing fatigue to work with Betha and several other women clearing and cleaning the kitchen. Warda followed, at her side yet never underfoot— a silent shadow, guard, companion. After watching her for a short time, people started to gather around her to seek instruction and guidance. Soon their efforts spilled out into the great hall. Bit by bit, order banished chaos. Laughter and good spirits infected everyone as they worked. From a quiet corner of the hall Kyne conducted a meeting, but she felt his gaze following her as she moved around offering advice and a helping hand where needed. He said nothing when she gave orders to the men and boys to sweep the stone floors and had them lay sweet-smelling, fresh grasses. Nor did he object as she directed the scrubbing of the hall’s massive hearth or when she exiled the hounds to the courtyard. What did he think of her efforts? Though in truth she was his prisoner, he granted her more liberty than she’d ever known. After the strict regime of the valetudinarian and her father’s even harsher rule, this taste of freedom, though false, was heady indeed. Why did he let her mingle with his people? Let them come to know her? Allow her to guide and direct them? His steady gaze made her anxious and filled her with a longing for something she couldn’t name. Graham’s hand on her shoulder startled her, and she dropped the rag she was using to scrub the last long trestle table. “Stop now,” he said. “Sit and eat last meal with the others.” “There is still much to do. I’ll eat later.” Sianna snatched up the rag and took another swipe at a stubborn stain. Only hard work took her mind from thoughts of her father’s crimes and questions about her fate at the hands of his enemies. The mouthwatering smell of Betha’s cooking filled the great hall, replacing the previous rank odors. The loud gurgle from Sianna’s stomach made her blush and remember her lessons from the Sisters. A lady should never reveal bodily functions. Graham chuckled, took the rag from her fingers, and pushed her down onto the bench. “You’ve done enough for one day.” “But I....” Sianna protested. “Dravid,” he called to a passing lad. “Fetch the Lady Sianna a plate and bring me one as well.” “You are a kind man.” His gruff consideration for one he thought of as an enemy touched her. Though he didn’t yet trust her, his doubts about her guilt eased some of her pain. A hint of color stained his cheeks. “Not kind, merely hungry. And I dislike eating alone.” She refrained from pointing out the many others he could choose to dine with. From across the room she could feel Katya’s hostile glare. “I wish Kyne could look beyond my birth as well, and see me for who I am.” The wistful words slipped out before she could prevent them. “And just who are you?” Without betraying Laila, she couldn’t answer Graham’s pointed question. She ducked her head. “May I join you for last meal?” Her gaze flew up to meet Kyne’s. Hard and cold like a winter wind, his gaze pierced her. His stare drove the warmth of accomplishment from her. Could she do nothing to please him? His unjustified anger stirred her own, and her tongue acted without her permission. “Why would you wish to eat with me? How can you bear to be near me? I am my father’s daughter.” Immediately, she regretted her outburst and vowed not to let him bait her again. Kyne’s eyes narrowed and his lips tightened, but Sianna couldn’t tell if her outburst had angered or hurt him. Nor, she decided, did she care. His feelings were not her concern, and she’d already survived his anger. Graham grabbed Kyne’s arm and pulled him down onto the bench. “Quit squabbling like discontented children. You spoil my appetite.” In the sudden silence, Dravid arrived with a tray carrying two plates heaped high with food, a pitcher of ale and two glasses. With a shy smile for Sianna he served them. “Thank you. Would you bring a plate for Rul Cathor as well?” she asked. The boy nodded and hurried off. “Dravid is besotted with you. They all jump to do your bidding.” Kyne sneered and waved his arm toward the others busy eating their meal. “Have you put a spell on them?” “No.” Spurred by his uncalled-for sarcasm, her tongue again slipped its leash. “I just treat them as I would like to be treated. It’s a lesson you might do well to learn.” Kyne’s sneer turned to snarl. “I need no lessons from the spawn of DiSan....” “Kyne,” Graham warned quietly, his gaze shooting to the people only a table away. “Sianna, if you and Kyne cannot control your tongues, I will be forced to abandon my food. Call a truce, at least through last meal.” His tone lightened. “I am hungry.” “It’s well known in the castle, you are always hungry,” Sianna teased, taking his lead to ease the rising tension. A big man, Graham had a hearty, non-discriminating appetite. Little prompted him to forego eating. At Graham’s heartfelt plea, a grin softened the stiff line of Kyne’s mouth. He looked at Sianna, then stretched out his left hand palm up, fingers slightly spread, the traditional male to female gesture of acceptance. “Truce?” With what lay between them was a truce possible? How long could it last? “Truce,” she repeated and placed her hand over his. Lying in his strong, calloused palm, her fingers looked pale and fragile, like her life. Briefly, his fingers closed over hers, sending a shaft of warmth through her, then opened again. She snatched her hand away and buried it in her lap. By giving her right hand into his left, she accepted his dominance, and he offered her his protection. The irony was not lost on either of them. Only Graham seemed oblivious to the farce as he dug into his meal. With Kyne’s gaze resting on her, at first the food tasted like ashes in Sianna’s mouth, but to rebuild her strength she forced herself to eat. As her taste buds woke up, his hostility was forgotten and her anger and confusion evaporated under the spicy aroma of Betha’s stew and the fragrant smell of fresh baked bread. She barely restrained herself from gulping the delicious food. While plentiful, food at the valetudinarian was plain and bland to accommodate the sensitive palates of the elderly sisters and their patients. Those with a taste for more variety usually did without. “Would you have some more, milady?” She looked up to find Betha standing at her elbow with a serving bowl in her hands. “Yes, please.” Sianna held up her empty plate. The good Sisters had often teased her about her overly healthy appetite. They would exclaim and wonder where such a small person put such large helpings of food. Betha gave her a smug smile, and three pairs of eyes focused on Sianna’s flat belly. At this reminder of her situation, her stomach heaved and appetite fled. They believed she ate for two. What would happen when time revealed her lie? “Sianna! Father!” Zoa’s excited squeal drew Kyne’s attention from Sianna’s suddenly pale face. He turned to see the child race across the hall and skid to a stop next to Sianna. “See my new dress?” She twirled around, sending the her full skirt flying. “Grenna made it for me. Isn’t it pretty?” Without taking a breath, Zoa launched, into a long detailed description of the dressmaking process. While Sianna listened attentively to the child’s chatter, Kyne frowned. A moment passed before he realized what puzzled him about Zoa. Small and thin for her age, Zoa rarely finished a sentence without coughing, yet throughout her recitation she hadn’t missed a breath. Her dark eyes sparkled, and her once too- pale, taut skin glowed with a soft, rosy color. She looked, if not healthy, at least not ill. Kyne hesitated to hope Althea’s diagnosis was wrong. “It’s a lovely dress,” Sianna said. “Grenna is a talented seamstress, and you’re a fortunate young lady.” The fatigue in Sianna’s voice bothered Kyne. Why? He should be pleased to see her brought low. To see the defiance drained from her, as the life had drained from Aubin. All day he had watched as she, without being asked or commanded, went about the castle and brought order from chaos. In a few hours she had not only cleared away the dirt and grime of years of neglect, but the whole atmosphere had changed. People moved about with firmer steps. They hummed under their breath, and smiles hovered around their lips. “It’s as if she’s bewitched them.” Though Graham teased, Kyne could hear a note of awe in Graham’s whisper. “Other than a good example, I doubt she casts any spells.” Kyne glared at his friend. Though many of the common folk still believed in the old tales of witches and magic, Kyne gave little credence to superstitious nonsense. Whatever chore Sianna deemed necessary, she pitched in and did along with the others. Wheezing, the grandmotherly Grenna caught up with her charge. “Have a care, Zoa. You’ll lose your breath again, as I’ve lost mine trying to keep up with the likes of you.” She rested one palm over her ample bosom and fanned herself with her other hand. “Quit pestering the Rul. It’s time for little girls to be abed.” “But I’m not tired,” Zoa protested. She climbed into Sianna’s lap, wrapped her arms around her waist, and pouted. A ragged cough shook her body. At that small sound, Kyne’s hopes faded. Sianna’s arm curled protectively around the little girl. Her hand spread out over Zoa’s back, and she whispered something into the child’s ear. Around Sianna’s splayed fingers a warm, pinkish glow enveloped Zoa’s back. Kyne blinked, and the glow vanished. A mere trick of light? Zoa nodded and gave Sianna a tight hug. Grenna turned to Sianna. “Pardon, milady. A bath has been readied for you in Rul Cathor’s chamber, and I’ve found you some fresh clothing.” From the worn, grimy shirt and trousers Sianna wore, Grenna’s glare shifted to Kyne. Like a chastened child, his feeling of guilt over Sianna’s treatment increased. “A bath?” At her thankful disbelief, his guilt doubled. “Yes, milady. Later you can visit the bathing chambers, but after your long trip and tiring day, we, that is Betha and I, thought you might like the comfort and privacy of your chamber. Don’t dally now, or the water will grow cold.” Grenna held out her hand to Zoa. “Come now, poppet. To bed with you.” After giving Sianna another hug, Zoa bounced from her lap and skipped away alongside her nanny. Again, Zoa’s easy breathing and energy amazed Kyne. “Have you finished your meal?” Graham asked Sianna. “What?” Her blue eyes wide and wistful, she looked up, then back down at her empty plate. A blush spread over her cheeks. “Oh...yes....If you’ll excuse me.” She rose and hurried after Grenna and Zoa. Graham’s thick eyebrows lifted. Humor twinkled in his eyes as he asked, “Where do you think she puts it all?” Kyne barely heard Graham’s teasing question as he watched Sianna rush away. In minutes she would strip off the simple cotton shirt and wool trousers she wore and slide naked into steaming water. At the imagined image his mouth went dry. He jumped to his feet. The bench tipped over and clattered to the floor. Graham’s laughter followed him out of the hall into the night. Cool, moist air swirled around him, but didn’t douse the fire within. *** Kyne knew he should retire to his chamber, but the thought of Sianna in his bed, warm and damp from her bath, kept him standing in the chilly hall. Long after last meal, he stood at the top of the stairs and gazed down into the now quiet great hall. He shivered at the memory of the boy’s blade slicing above Sianna’s head. How close she’d come to death. Why didn’t the thought of her head separated from her body fill him with satisfaction, as it should? Even now, her foolish bravery made him go cold with dread. Though the big man made no sound, as usual, Kyne sensed Graham’s approach behind him. “Is it my imagination, or does the hall seem less chaotic since Sianna arrived?” Graham asked, his gaze directed at the makeshift infirmary. “It appears DiSanti’s daughter is truly a healer.” “Don’t speak of her identity, even when you think us alone. Do you wish her dead?” “Do you?” Did he? Unwilling or unable to answer, Kyne wasn’t sure which, he ignored Graham’s question and offered an explanation for order in the hall. “Perhaps the people are just subdued after this morning’s episode?” “Perhaps.” Graham merely restated the obvious. He, along with Kyne, had watched as she turned the castle upside down and set it to rights. Kyne’s gaze followed Graham’s to the left. Already the small infirmary area was organized, the patients resting comfortably on fresh bedding, pallets lined up, the floors cleared of bloody rags and mopped clean. Even Althea moved with more spring than Kyne had ever before seen, and he’d known the old healer all of his eight and twenty annum. “The people respond to her gentle touch and soft voice. Is she truly evil? Can anyone fool so many?” Graham’s questions struck too close to Kyne’s growing doubts. “Do you think she carries Aubin’s child?” Did she indeed carry his brother’s child? The idea left him angry and confused. Should he rejoice that a part of Aubin lived on, or rage that Cathor blood mingled with DiSanti venom? “Perhaps we get ahead of ourselves,” Kyne cautioned. “A good appetite and fatigue are not proof the woman is breeding. And if she is, what guarantee do we have the child is indeed Aubin’s? “If she is in league with her father in Aubin’s murder, if she wants the power marriage to Prince Timon will give her, why did she dally with Aubin? Allow herself to be caught? An experienced woman would know enough to prevent an unplanned pregnancy. The methods are simple enough. Does she fake these simple signs to delay her judgement?” “Do you seek to convince yourself of her innocence or of her guilt?” Graham asked. “Could I be wrong about her?” Kyne kept the more burdensome questions to himself. Could he spare her? Send her into exile rather than see her killed? The more time he spent in her company, the less he wanted to see her dead. Executing a woman, even one guilty of terrible crimes, was not something he felt easy with. “Zoa is thoroughly taken with her. Even Warda is now her devoted slave. I set him as her jailer, yet he acts more her guardian.” Kyne felt Graham’s unspoken compassion for his difficult decision. The burden of being a Rul, though a disposed one, lay heavy on Kyne’s shoulders. Would that he could pass this choice to another. No. The woman’s fate belonged to no other. He shook his head. “How can I waver in this? When she put pen to paper asking Aubin to meet her, then betrayed him to her father, she signed her own death warrant. Nothing she does now can change what went before. I will use her to lure her father from the safety of his fortress. They will stand trial for their crimes and die together.” The words tasted bitter. How much more so would be the act? The weight of Graham’s hand on his shoulder gave Kyne little comfort. “I don’t envy you your duty, my friend. But don’t be too quick to jump to judgement. Things are often not as they might first seem. If evil can disguise itself as innocence, perhaps innocence can be hidden by evil. “Je’al left after sunrise. It will be at least five days before we can expect DiSanti’s response. What will you do with her if he refuses the bait and abandons her?” What would he do? Nothing was clear anymore. “I wish I knew.” SIX Familiar, pungent scents surrounded Sianna as she carefully inventoried Althea’s dwindling store of herbs and medicines. Warda, his sensitive nose repelled by the strong odors, lay just outside the door to the castle’s herb room. Supplies ran desperately low. Alt root, used to relieve pain and swelling, was nearly gone, and only a handful of dried maca leaves for poultices remained. Other less critical herbs and medicines were depleted. Too old and kept too busy, Althea no longer scoured the mountainside and valley for her medicines, but instead made do with what was at hand. Sianna needed to restock or risk their patients’ lives. This morning was perfect. The remaining sick and injured didn’t require her attention, and the weather was clear. Her decision to gather herbs made, she wasted no time. As she had no intention of fleeing, her promise not to leave the castle seemed irrelevant. Taking only a large cloth bag, a small knife and a digging tool, she headed out of the castle. Little note was made of her passing. People came and went throughout the day, going into the valley below to harvest what few crops they had managed to plant or to the woods to hunt. The gatekeeper waved her through with a smile. Despite the cool mountain air, the sun beat warm on her head and shoulders. Redolent of moist earth and pine, the crisp air cleared the odor of illness from her lungs. Like a minstrel’s multi-hued cloak, red, gold and brown foliage covered the mountainside, warning of the coming winter, but this day summer still held sway. Eyes alert, nose twitching, Warda ranged ahead, then behind, but ever vigilant, he never strayed far from her side. “We won’t find what we need following this well-worn trail. Come along,” she told the hound and cut across the open meadow surrounding the castle toward the steeper slopes. “Alt root prefers the higher reaches, just above the tree line, while maca trees favor the damp soil along streams. Perhaps we’ll find a patch of nika. If I’m careful, I might be able to dig some roots.” As if in response to her words, Warda lowered his head and growled. “Yes, I know how your master feels about nika, but don’t let his prejudices blind you to the plant’s benefits. Nika root is so much better for pain reduction than alt. Still, I doubt I’ll find a patch at this elevation, so don’t worry.” Though she knew the hound didn’t understand her words, she felt better for speaking them. Throughout the day she searched and gathered, her bag growing heavier. With only bird song and the breeze rustling through the trees to disturb the quiet, peace settled over Sianna. Engrossed in this well known and restful task, she moved up and over the next ridge, out of sight of the castle. In the shade of a towering maca tree, Warda kept watch while she worked. His presence reminded her of his enigmatic master—Rul Cathor. Pulling the last stubborn alt root from the ground, she leaned back on her heels and wiped the sweat from her face, leaving a moist brown streak. “Why can’t I read your master’s emotions?” she asked the hound. “Being near him makes me feel safe and warm, yet I know he despises me for being my father’s daughter. If he knew I’m not Laila, would he still hate me? Can what he believes of my father be true? I came home with so many hopes. If I thought Father sought to marry me to Prince Timon for my best interest, I would do so despite my doubts. But I fear Kyne may be right. My father thinks only of his needs. To my father I’m nothing more than a tool to further his own ends. Now I’ve become Kyne’s tool to use against him.” The Sisters of Light had loved and valued her for her contribution to their valetudinarian. Her father valued her for the power he could gain through her marriage. Kyne valued her as a way to exact vengeance. Would anyone ever value her as the person she was? Pain lanced across her shoulders as she stretched to remove the kinks from her back. Warda whined and nudged her. Only then did she notice the lengthening shadows. Her stomach reminded her she hadn’t stopped for mid-meal before leaving the castle, and the time for last meal approached rapidly. “I believe we should head home,” she told Warda. “Home. I like the sound of the word. Already the castle feels like home. The people, Zoa—Betha, and the others—welcome me as though I belong. Even Althea, quiet as she is, makes me feel wanted and needed. Would that my father had received me so. Laila welcomed me, but we had so little time to know each other.” Only Katya’s hostile attitude and Graham’s wary looks disturbed Sianna’s contentment, reminding her of her precarious situation. Her silent deception. She refused to consider what Kyne made her feel. What she wanted from him. Though selfish, she wished things could go on as they were forever. She looked around in confusion. Concentrating on locating the roots and herbs, she had paid little attention to where she wandered. The land around her looked unfamiliar. “I think we’re lost.” A shiver of apprehension coursed through her. Warda jumped to his feet and started away. With a relieved laugh, Sianna rose and followed. Of course, the hound would know the way. Pleased with her haul, she followed Warda, eager for Betha’s cooking and a soft bed. Bed. Her steps faltered. Last night after her bath, despite her exhaustion, she lay awake for hours waiting for Kyne to return to his chamber, but he never came. When she woke, only the rumpled covers gave any indication he’d lain beside her. Would he join her this night? What would he expect of her? Though innocent, Sianna’s work in the valetudinarian gave her knowledge of what went on between men and women. The thought of sharing her body with Kyne did not make her tremble in fear. Foolishness, she chided herself. Kyne hated who he thought she was. Why would he want to join his flesh with hers? At first the low rumble she heard sounded like distant thunder, but the sky with its streaks of pink and purple held no storm clouds. She stopped and listened. The ground vibrated beneath her feet. Warda gave a booming bark. “What’s wrong?” Ahead, the trail curved through the trees. Sianna stood frozen as three quinar rounded the bend and barreled toward her. At the last moment, the animals slid to a stop in front of her, throwing up dust and bits of earth. She clutched her bag and cringed. “There she is!” Though she could see little through her watering eyes, Sianna recognized Katya’s caustic voice and the jumbled, hostile emotions emanating from the young woman. “I told you she’d try to escape, Kyne,” Katya continued. “Escape?” Sianna held up her bag. “I wasn’t trying to escape. I was collecting herbs.” Katya snorted her disbelief, her glare promising retribution. Infected by her mood, her quinar pranced restlessly beneath her. Kyne moved his quinar between Sianna and Katya in an unconsciously protective gesture. “You and Graham head back, I’ll bring the woman. She’ll not escape me.” His exasperated tone cut at Sianna’s pride. “I’m not so witless as to attempt to flee through unfamiliar mountains.” The three ignored her protest. Graham laughed. “Think you can handle the fugitive?” A balm to her spirit, Graham’s humor eased the bite of Katya’s accusation and Kyne’s annoyance. “Be gone, old man, before I handle you.” At Graham’s gentle teasing, some of the heat left Kyne’s voice. “As if you could, pup. We’ll see you back at the castle. Mind you don’t lose your way.” Graham and Katya turned their mounts and rode away, leaving Sianna to face Kyne. He dismounted and strode forward. She reached out to him empathetically, but beyond the temper building in his eyes, she sensed nothing. In the shadow of the trees she shivered, but not from the cooling air. Like a physical presence, fear and anger preceded him. He lifted his arm. Refusing to cower or plead, she straightened her shoulders and faced him. “Will you kill me now?” Surprise flickered across Kyne’s face. With a menacing growl, Warda moved in front of her and lowered his head. Hackles raised, he crouched, ready to spring. “Warda. No.” She gripped the hound’s ruff. No matter Kyne’s intent, she couldn’t let the hound harm him. Kyne stopped, stared at the hound, then threw back his head and laughed, the tension draining from his body. “Even you befriend her, Warda.” His laughter faded and he looked at her. “Are you a witch, little Daughter of Light, that all succumb to your appeal? Zoa and Etam speak of nothing but what Sianna says. Betha sings your praises. In only a day, order has come to Castle Vareck, and even I must admit it is by your doing. What spell have you cast over us?” Head high, shoulders back, she faced him. “I am no witch. Merely a woman. And I wasn’t trying to escape.” “I know. Why are you wandering about? Sardak and big cats call this forest home. You would make them a tasty snack. Even Warda is no match for a hungry sardak.” Sianna shuddered at the thought. Kyne’s gaze searched her face, and he trailed his fingertips across her cheek. “You have mud on you.” A shiver coursed through her body at his tantalizing touch. “I didn’t think. The medicinal herbs were running low. I only wanted to restock supplies.” “You didn’t lie when you claimed to be a healer, did you?” He gave her a look of troubled acceptance, as if he could not reconcile his beliefs about her with what his eyes told him. “I never lie...or I try never to lie,” she amended with a flash of guilt. His dark eyes narrowed suspiciously. “Then you’re a better person than most. Lies come easier than truth to most people.” Bitterness laced his voice. His words told her someone had hurt him with their lies. Her skin still tingling from his touch, she prayed her lie would not. “Come. It grows dark. We must return to the castle. Next time you wish to hunt for herbs, tell me and I’ll arrange for an escort.” His voice low and gruff with some emotion she could not determine, he held out his hand. She hesitated. Unable to sense his emotions, she both feared and craved physical contact with this man—her captor, her protector. Only through touch would she see into his heart, but did she really want to know what lay there? Could she bear the pain if she discovered he hated her? Why did she care? She paused too long. A spasm of irritation crossed his face. He dropped his hand to his side and whirled about. With long, angry strides he moved to Hakan’s side and threw himself into the saddle. “Don’t dally. Sardak prefer to hunt at night.” In stunned disbelief, she watched him ride away. He’d left her. Where once she thought the forest a peaceful refuge, now the dusky shadows seemed to harbor unseen dangers. Warda whined anxiously and trotted forward a few steps before turning back to her. She stiffened, refusing to falter and allow him to cow her with unfounded fear. The forest held no more menace now than before. Only his dire warnings darkened the atmosphere around her. If his counsel had merit or if he mistrusted her intent to return, he would not leave her to find her way back alone. Would he? What lay in his heart that she could not see? Gripping the hound’s ruff for confidence, she said, “Let’s go home, Warda.” *** Just around the bend, Kyne pulled Hakan to a halt in a small clearing and waited. As much as he wished to avoid her company, he couldn’t leave the little witch to find her way home alone. Worse perils than big cats and sardak faced a lone woman. Though his people patrolled the area around the castle and guarded the passes, other less honorable men skulked in the rough terrain. They wouldn’t hesitate to take what they wanted from a woman and leave the rest for the four-legged scavengers. The thought of Sianna’s slim body used and broken sent a surge of fury through him. As Rul he alone must decide her fate, not leave it to chance. Until the time came to pass judgement, he would keep her safe. He leaned forward in eager anticipation and looked out over the valley, waiting for what would soon come. The setting sun cast a warm glow over the clearing and the valley below. Like a molten ball of gold crystal, the sun dipped lower. Birds, busy settling for the coming night, chirped and sang, a chorus of noise. Then it happened. The birds fell silent. A hush descended over the mountain. Nature seemed to hold its breath as the rays struck the blue crystal cliffs rising behind him. “Oh, my,” Sianna gasped in awe. Relieved at her presence, he looked down at her. Never taking her gaze from the scene spread out in front of them, she stepped to his side. A soft, blue glow enveloped the mountainside and valley, draining the brilliant hues of harvest color, leaving behind a world of shimmering azure. In the strange flash of light, trees, plants and even rocks became fragile crystal sculptures. “I didn’t know anything could be so beautiful.” Eyes sparkling with delight, lips parted in a gasp of pleasure, she gazed at the scene. Her awe loosened the tight knot within him. “Legend has it that if you’re pure of heart and follow the last of the blue rays of light, you’ll find the mythical land of Andacor hidden deep within the mountains.” “Andacor?” She turned her gaze to him. “When I was a lad, my mother would tell me tales of Andacor to lull me to sleep. A land of peace and love, where knowledge is sought for its own sake rather than to use against others for gain. She even claimed a blood kinship with the Andacorians through her mother.” Kyne laughed harshly. “My sweet, gentle mother was a fool. There is no such place.” “Is it foolish to wish for peace? To desire love? If I were pure of heart I would follow the light and count myself fortunate to be allowed to search. Whether or not Andacor is a place of substance or merely a dream, men should strive to find it.” In the blue dusk Sianna appeared ethereal, a delicate figure of spun crystal. Hardly a cold, hardhearted woman who calmly plotted with her father to murder her lover. Just who was she? Sianna, daughter of light, healer? Or Laila, born of the night, murderer? Desire blossomed in him. He wanted this woman with a longing that overcame his self disgust. Her hand settled on his calf, and a jolt went through him. In that instant he felt her reverence, her yearning, her satisfied lassitude. And something more. Her honesty. Before his conviction of her guilt crumbled, he jerked away. Unwilling to accept what he sensed, he broke the spell she cast over him with her touch. He refused to fall victim to her witchery as the others had. Hakan pranced, protesting Kyne’s rough handling. She stepped back from the restless quinar and looked up at Kyne. “What’s wrong? Did you feel it, too? The connection?” The question struck at him. What did she sense from him? Used to hiding his emotions behind a mask of calm command, the thought this small woman could penetrate that facade made him wary. “I felt nothing. We must head back to the castle before dark.” As the sun continued to sink, the glow faded and the world returned to normal. “Come.” Unnaturally gruff, his voice echoed in the growing twilight. He urged Hakan forward, leaving her to walk behind. But he couldn’t leave behind his growing doubts so easily. When she touched his leg, Sianna felt connected to Kyne. She read his turmoil, sensed his doubts and confusion about her and something more—desire. The heat of his emotion excited and frightened her, as had his talk of Andacor, a place she’d never heard of, yet somehow knew. *** The next day, shouts and the clatter of hooves in the courtyard broke the early morning silence and drew Sianna’s attention from her patient. She welcomed the distraction from her thoughts. Though she’d again lain awake for hours, she’d fallen asleep before Kyne returned to his chamber. And when she awoke this morning he had already left. She should be relieved he seemed to require nothing from her. Instead she felt a vague sense of disappointment. “Do you have a healer? We have injured,” a voice called. Sianna hurried from the great hall out into the yard, Warda trotting just behind. Dozens of people milled about, voices raised in confusion. “I am a healer.” She moved toward the tall man who appeared to be the group’s leader. “Bring your injured within.” The man turned. Sianna stopped mid-step. She felt the blood drain from her face. “Laila.” The word came out a mere breath of sound. Even though Laila, dressed in men’s clothing, had chopped her hair short about her head, and blood and grime smeared her cheeks, Sianna knew her sister. For a moment Laila stared at Sianna, then recognition dawned, and her features grew stiff. To another man she said, “Carry the injured inside and see them settled. I will speak to the healer and the castle’s Rul.” She gripped Sianna’s arm and pulled her away from the crowd toward a deserted corner of the courtyard. Warda gave a low growl, his eyes never leaving Laila. She paid him no mind. “Laila...” “My name is Lisha. The other you speak of is dead. I lead these people and bear a message for Rul Cathor.” “But La..Lisha. It’s not safe for you here. You must leave immediately.” Terror made Sianna’s voice shake. “If anyone discovers your identity, they’ll rip you apart.” “And what of you? Do they know who you are?” “No. A few believe I am you, but they have a use for me— you. So for the time I am safe enough.” In the last few days Sianna had learned more of her father’s sins than her gentle heart could bear. “The people here hate our father. Since coming here I’ve learned why, but I’ll not stand by and see you suffer for his crimes. Though they believe differently, I know you’ve no part in his evil.” Laila laughed without humor, the sound harsh and pained. “You have the look of your mother and see the world as she did, a place where the good outweighs the bad.” “You knew her?” All her life Sianna had wondered and dreamed about the woman who had given her life and died doing so. If she had lived would all have been different? Laila nodded, her gaze growing softer. “DiSanti brought her home from the mountains when I was six annum. Though he kept her against her will, she was ever kind to me.” “I don’t understand. Our father stole my mother?” “Now is not the time for this discussion. I must see to my people and speak to Rul Cathor. I have news he will want to hear.” “But I....” “We will talk later, when there are not so many ears about. I would know how you come to be here, but my injured need to be cared for first.” “Yes, of course.” Sianna pushed her curiosity aside. “You are right. How many injured do you have?” “Three seriously and a half a dozen minor.” Reluctantly, Sianna turned to leave. There was so much she wanted to know, to ask, but now was not the time. Would there be time? Laila’s soft voice stopped her. “Go carefully, little sister. We tread a narrow ledge along a steep drop. One misstep, and we plunge to our doom.” The ominous words sent a chill down Sianna’s spine. Why did Laila come here, to the stronghold of their father’s greatest enemy? What did she seek from the brother of her lover? Did Laila know of Aubin’s death at their father’s hands? Sianna thought it likely. Though she couldn’t read Laila’s emotions, an aura of desolation surrounded her sister that even someone without empathic skills could sense. Lost in thought, Sianna walked toward the castle. To her left, a flash of color caught her eye. She turned and met Zoa’s puzzled gaze. Before Sianna could call out, Zoa darted away into the crowd still filling the courtyard. How much had the child heard? What did she understand? And whom would she tell? *** Kyne allowed the warrior woman to enter his chamber in front of him. Something about this woman tugged at his memory. He felt he should know her, but her name and appearance were unfamiliar to him. He would listen before he determined a course of action. Having refused his offer to refresh herself first, she strode into the room still wearing bloodstained clothing. Her face and hands bore evidence of a battle recently fought. As if convenience meant more to her than vanity, she’d hacked off her dark hair close to her head. Stiff with sweat and grime, the color was impossible to determine. Only the proud tilt of her head, her rigid spine, and the fire burning in her eyes kept her from looking like a refugee of war. No common rebel, aristocratic blood flowed through this woman’s veins. The feeling he should know her intensified. Halfway into the room she whirled to face him. “There is little time. A caravan left from the Southern Province for the capital less than a tenday ago. It contains enough supplies and arms to provision an army. If it reaches DiSanti, our cause is lost. But if we move quickly, we can take it ourselves.” “Our cause?” Kyne settled his hip against the table, crossed his arms over his chest and studied the woman. Suspicion made him cautious, but hope flickered to life. “What is your name? Where do you come by this information? And why should you care?” “Why should I care,” she sputtered. “Because...” A knock at the door stopped her. Body going taut, she reached for the sword at her waist. “Be easy, woman,” Kyne cautioned. “An enemy intent on harm would not be likely to knock.” Some of the tension eased from her, but she kept her fingers on the hilt of her sword. “Enter.” Kyne turned toward the door as Graham and Katya came in. At the sight of Katya, the woman gasped an unintelligible word, and the color drained from her already pale face. Before she collected herself and schooled her features to mask the pain he sensed inside her, Kyne heard a wealth of misery in her ragged whisper. Only her eyes reflected her inner torment. What about Katya had triggered this warrior woman’s odd reaction? “Graham Denby and Katya Cathor this is...” Kyne looked to the woman to supply her name. “Lisha,” she said. “Lisha?” “Just Lisha. I claim no other name.” Curious. What did she run from or wish to hide by claiming no family affiliation? “Tell them what you’ve told me.” In brief, staccato sentences Lisha told Graham and Katya of the heavily laden caravan and how it could be taken. She moved to the table and grabbed a map. “If we strike here two days from now, we can take the caravan.” She jabbed her finger at the map. “There is no time to waste. If we leave immediately we’ll just make it. Once the caravan goes through the pass, it will be met by DiSanti’s guard, and we lose our chance. He has too many men to risk a confrontation with him in the open.” “Why should we trust you?” Suspicion laced Katya’s voice. “How do you know all this? Perhaps you’re sent here to lead us into a trap. Why didn’t you go after this caravan on your own? Why come to us?” Lisha threw up her hands. “I lead a band of fewer than fifteen men, not nearly enough to take on a well-guarded caravan. Three were badly injured when DiSanti’s men discovered our base. We barely escaped with our lives. The rest are old men, women and children. To succeed this attack needs at least fifty men.” She turned toward Kyne and Graham. “Do you have that many?” Neither man answered. “Tell me.” She pulled out her sword and tossed it on the table. “Either trust me or kill me. You must decide.” Strong, reckless emotions drove this woman—rage, pain, vengeance. Kyne could feel her passion shimmering in the air. Still her information was sound. With caution they could take the caravan. He looked over at Graham and gave a nod. “Come, Katya.” Graham took her arm. “We have preparations to make if we are to leave within the hour.” “But...” Katya protested as Graham led her out. After the door closed behind them, Kyne locked eyes with Lisha. “Do not play us false, or I will kill you.” Lisha laughed harshly. “I am already dead. My body merely functions to see DiSanti in his grave.” “Are you hurt?” Kyne hesitated to send Sianna to this angry woman. If she learned Sianna’s identity....With one hand Lisha could break Sianna’s delicate neck. The thought of Sianna dead shook him to his core. “Minor injuries only, but I would see the young healer. I wish her to treat my wounds, so I can ride with your men.” “Take clean clothing from my chest. Rest a bit. I’ll send up food and...the healer. Have a care you don’t frighten her. She’s a gentle soul.” Even as he spoke the warning, Kyne wondered from where his urge to protect his enemy’s daughter sprang. *** Sianna watched from the shadows outside Kyne’s chamber as Graham and Katya emerged. Laila and Kyne remained within. Fear rooted Sianna’s feet to the stone floor. What did Laila want with Kyne? Would Kyne discern Laila’s identity? “I don’t trust her.” Katya pulled against Graham’s hold on her arm. “And stop dragging me about like a delinquent child.” “Then cease acting like one. Your brother knows what he’s doing. For once in your life, instead of fighting him every step of the way, trust him. He needs your support, not your antagonism.” The sound of their argument faded as they moved away. Sianna stepped out of the shadows and started to leave as well. The door opened again, and Kyne saw her. “Sianna.” Her name on his lips sounded sweet. She stopped with her back to him. “Yes.” “The woman’s wounds need tending.” Laila is hurt! Again, Sianna cursed the fact she could sense little from those who shared her blood. She started toward the chamber. “How badly is she injured?” “She says her wounds are minor, but I think even if the woman was close to death she would insist on riding out with my men and me.” “You’re leaving?” A flutter of panic blossomed inside her. Though Kyne posed the biggest threat to her well being, his presence represented security. “Why? Where?” “Lisha has information of a supply caravan. We go to intercept it.” Laila, Kyne, Graham, and others she had come to care for in the past few days went to challenge her father. Would they return unharmed? “From what she says, the caravan will supply our needs through the winter and beyond—if it’s not a trap.” “La...Lisha would not betray you.” Kyne shot her a sharp look. “You know this woman?” “No. No, of course not.” With a lie on her lips, Sianna could not meet Kyne’s gaze. “I just sense her devotion to your cause. And it’s obvious she has no love for my father.” “I believe you are right. Her hatred for DiSanti runs deep. I wonder just what she’s lost to him.” Kyne lifted Sianna’s chin with his knuckle. “If you value your neck, have a care you do not mention your true identity to her. I doubt even I could save you from this woman’s wrath.” His mouth softened into a rueful smile. Like the stroke of a feather he trailed his fingertip down her throat. Sianna’s breath caught on a shiver of longing. Then he turned and walked away. As he left, she watched, wondering just what she wanted from Kyne. Acceptance? Forgiveness? A tidal wave of thoughts slammed into her. Trust. Passion. Love. Things she would never have. Seven Sianna entered Kyne’s chamber cautiously. Her sister—a stranger—stood at the window, head bowed, back to Sianna. What would she learn from this woman? Of herself? Her past? Her future? “Laila.” Laila’s shoulders stiffened, but she didn’t turn. “Do not call me by that name. Laila is dead. Killed along with Aubin by our father.” “Are you certain?” Despite the evidence, Sianna still wanted to deny her father’s guilt. She wanted, needed to love him. Besides this intense young woman before her, he was her only family. Eyes blazing with a fierce light, Laila spun around. “Don’t waste your hopes on our father. Edric DiSanti loves no one. We are nothing but pawns in his game of power. I learned this lesson too late. By blinding myself to his evil, I lost the man I loved, and my ka.” The light faded from her eyes, and her body sagged. Sianna reached out to touch Laila’s arm, but as if repulsed, her sister jerked away. Hurt by Laila’s obvious rejection of comfort, Sianna waited. A mask of composure settled over Laila as she sat at the table. “Sit. There is much to speak of.” Her clipped tones hid from Sianna any hint of emotion. “Why are you here? Do these people know you are DiSanti’s daughter?” “Only a few. Rul Cathor keeps my identity a secret.” “Why? Do you share his bed?” At the thought, heat rushed to Sianna’s cheeks. “No...yes...but not in that way.” She had been asleep when Kyne returned to his chamber the night before, but tonight.... A knowing grin transformed Laila’s stern features from merely striking to beautiful. “In time, little sister, in time. The man wants you. It is evident when he looks at you. He warned me not to frighten or harm you. The question is do you want him?” Sianna tried but failed to look horrified. “I don’t want....” She couldn’t force the lie past her lips. She wanted Kyne in every way a woman could want a man. “You must be mistaken. He despises me and all our family. He seeks only to keep me safe as a means to trap our father.” What did Laila see that she, even with her gift, could not? “Time will tell.” Laila smiled and let the subject drop. “How did you end up here?” “Aubin’s sister, Katya, abducted me from our father’s home. But they believe I am you. Because they don’t know you, they think you helped father plan Aubin’s murder.” Shock and pain wiped away Laila’s smile. She quickly masked all physical evidence of her emotions. “You don’t know me, either. How can you be sure I didn’t?” she asked in a harsh whisper. “I’m sure. You loved Aubin.” “You’re a naive fool, and you’re in danger here. We will tell them the truth.” Laila started to stand. “No!” Sianna grabbed her arm. “If you do, we will both become prisoners. Then who will find proof of your innocence? I’m unsure, but I believe Rul Cathor plans to use me—I mean you—as a hostage against our father. Until Father replies to Rul Cathor’s demands I should be safe enough. Besides, they believe I...you...might be pregnant with Aubin’s child.” Heat flooded Sianna’s face. “They’ll not hurt me until they’re sure.” For a moment surprise registered in Laila’s eyes, then they went blank. “So like your mother,” she murmured. “You protect others even at your own peril.” “Am I really like her?” This connection with her unknown mother warmed Sianna. “I never knew her. Please tell me what you know of my mother.” Though other issues were more pressing, she asked for the information she truly wanted. “Are you sure you wish to know? You will not like what you hear,” Laila warned. “I must know the truth.” “Very well.” Laila nodded, her focus turned inward. “I was but six annum when DiSanti brought your mother from the mountains. Though he kept her against her will, for the short time she was there, she turned that dour, loveless stone fortress into a home.” Laila’s features softened. A faraway look settled in her dark eyes. “She took me under her wing, became my companion, my champion, the mother I never had, turning me from a dirty, wild child into a loved and loving little girl. “But at night I heard her cries of fear and pain as DiSanti took her to bed and used her. Once I tried to stop him. When he raised his hand to me, she put herself between us and took the blow.” With each word, Sianna’s hopes of a loving home faded. Her father was the monster Kyne’s people called him. “Then she became pregnant with you, and DiSanti left her alone, but by then her health was broken. You were born early, and she died.” Sianna cringed at Laila’s glare. “I hated you then. Blamed you for your mother’s death.” The anger faded from Laila’s eyes, replaced by sorrow and regret. “I was a fool. DiSanti killed your mother as he killed Aubin.” Her voice grew cold and hard. “He will pay for his sins. I will have vengeance.” “Don’t let your quest for revenge eat away your heart and destroy your mind.” “I buried my heart with Aubin, and I will destroy DiSanti.” Laila turned her stony gaze on Sianna. “After you leave this chamber, you must cease to think of me as sister. For his own reasons DiSanti kept us apart, and now for our own we will remain apart.” “But....” Had she found her sister only to lose her again? “Guard against the evil that flows in your veins.” “You’re wrong, sister. Evil is not born in a person’s blood, but rather in their heart and mind.” Before Laila could respond, the chamber door opened. Framed in the opening stood Kyne. “We are prepared to leave. Are you ready?” He directed his question to Laila, but his gaze held Sianna’s. She warmed at the concern she saw in his eyes. “I am.” Laila stood. “But,” Sianna protested, “I haven’t checked your injuries.” “They’re of no consequence.” She turned toward Sianna and lowered her voice. “Be cautious, little sister.” Kyne started forward, then stopped as Laila straightened and strode toward the door. “Go with the Eternal One....” the door closed behind them, “sister,” Sianna whispered. *** From his seat on the dais, Timon watched High Minister DiSanti warily. “Honored Prince.” DiSanti clasped his right fist to his chest and bowed. Wise beyond his ten and four annum, Timon let none of his hatred and disgust for the man show. He could do nothing— yet. The Eternal One willing, his time for justice against DiSanti would come, but not this day. This day he must continue to play his role. “You may approach, High Minister.” The words stuck in Timon’s throat. DiSanti’s show of obeisance, staged for the other ministers’ benefit, sickened Timon. They both knew who truly ruled here. “Rise and speak.” “I bear distressing news, Your Highness. Five days ago, your betrothed was snatched from her bed chamber. I have just received a message from her abductors.” Timon barely restrained his shout of delight. Instead he maintained a bland expression. Royalty must never react, my son. They must act. The father he remembered was long buried beneath a steady diet of nika, but Timon hadn’t forgotten his early training. Still, he allowed himself an inner smile. He didn’t know DiSanti’s daughter and had no desire to. “What do these people demand?” he asked. “I would speak to you alone.” Timon read the subtle threat beneath DiSanti’s quiet request. “Leave us,” he commanded the gathered ministers and guards. In moments the crowded council hall had emptied. “How wise you are, my prince.” Gone was DiSanti’s reverent, humble tone. With a snarl, he turned on Timon. “Do you think by kidnapping my daughter you’ll circumvent my plans? Your father hangs on by a thread. A day or two without his nika, and he’ll die in agony.” Timon remained impassive to DiSanti’s threats. He’d heard them before. Only a few select ministers, DiSanti’s men, knew of King Dracken’s addiction. Others thought he suffered from milag, a debilitating illness. Those who questioned DiSanti’s place as High Minister and advisor to Prince Timon disappeared. But they both knew the king must live, for once Timon ascended to the throne, the battle between them would begin in earnest. As if he heard Timon’s thoughts, DiSanti’s voice grew soft and oily. “What of your ailing mother, the lovely Queen Theone? Each day she grows weaker. And Thomasa asks of you often.” Timon’s fingers dug into the hard wooden arms of his chair. DiSanti struck at his weakness. His mother. And Thomasa. His sister. His twin. “You are not irreplaceable. Your sister is a delightful little girl. She’s grown quite fond of me these last few years. It would be no hardship to take her as wife.” “You’ll not touch her!” Fists clenched, Timon sprang from his chair. If he knew where DiSanti had his mother and sister hidden, Timon would take great pleasure in putting his sword through the man’s evil heart. “So you do have blood flowing in your royal veins.” DiSanti chuckled but didn’t flinch. “Easy, my hot-tempered prince, if anything befalls me, your sister’s guards have orders to kill her—slowly and as painfully as possible. But I prefer to rule through you.” “Of course you do,” Timon said. “If I die, marriage to the princess will not guarantee your control. Too many other petty dictators will arise to challenge you.” Only King Dracken’s and Timon’s own popularity with the people, along with the ambitions of the other ministers, kept DiSanti from killing the entire royal family and claiming the throne for himself. “Civil war will do little to line your pockets.” Or satisfy your lust for power. “You’re correct, my prince, but do not over estimate your value to me.” The unspoken threat made Timon shudder. He sank back into his throne and waited to hear DiSanti’s current demands. Each time they grew more onerous. How much more could the people of Dramon survive? Try as he did, there was little he could do to soften DiSanti’s harsh grip. Like the mythical hero, Conlin, who to protect his people, forever rode the tail of the giant Tigra, Timon was trapped. “What do you want? Soon enough your daughter will be my wife. What need do I have to abduct her?” “Then why does the messenger refuse to speak his demands to anyone but you?” “I don’t know. Bring him to me, and we’ll find out.” “I’m afraid that isn’t possible. His interrogators were a bit too zealous.” Anger threaded DiSanti’s calm words. “Is the man dead?” “No, but he’ll not survive the journey here. You will come with me.” Timon hesitated. To leave what protection the castle offered was foolish, but what choice did he have? As DiSanti’s puppet, he had to dance to the man’s tune, or his family would suffer the consequences. Still, this messenger had resisted DiSanti’s methods of persuasion. Perhaps these abductors would prove to be valuable allies. The moons knew he needed help. What hope did he, a mere boy, have alone? He nodded his acquiescence and cringed inwardly at the sound of DiSanti’s satisfied laughter. *** Worry churned Sianna’s stomach as she paced the courtyard wall. In the five days since Kyne, Lisha, and the others had ridden out, there had been no word. Though she kept busy every waking moment, and precognition was not one of her gifts, she couldn’t banish her sense of dread. A familiar wave of hostility broke over her. She turned and came face-to-face with Katya. When Warda growled and pressed close to Sianna’s side, she rested her hand on the hound’s head, silently calming him. Since Kyne departed leaving Katya in charge of the castle, Sianna had done her best to stay out of the angry young woman’s way. With little success. At every opportunity, Katya forced a confrontation. The constant conflict wore on Sianna’s dwindling reserves. “For whom do you wait? Kyne? Graham? Rescue?” Katya’s lovely features twisted into an ugly sneer. “Like a spinner in her web, you seduce men to their destruction with your innocent air. Be warned, Kyne and Graham are not so easily deceived.” Though Katya’s animosity drained Sianna, she laughed. “You mix your similes badly. How does my innocent air seduce men?” Fury sparked in Katya’s eyes. “Don’t bandy words with me, woman. You fool the others here because they’re ignorant of your true identity. It sickens me to see them looking to you for counsel and help, as if you were the lady of the castle rather than the spawn of the unredeemed. One word from me, and they’ll turn on you.” A spurt of anger made Sianna bold. “Nothing I’ve done has harmed you or these people. I grow weary of your threats. Say what you will. Do what you must. Only cease annoying me.” Frustration made her turn her back on Katya. The woman refused to see the truth. She fed her grief with anger and hate. Warda’s low rumble warned Sianna just before Katya grabbed her shoulder and spun her around. At her touch, a bitter stew of rage, pain and guilt swirled inside Katya and flowed into Sianna. She staggered under the assault. “Why didn’t I cut your throat that first night?” Anguish laced Katya’s bitter question. Sympathy for the woman’s pain made Sianna reach out. “Because it’s not in you to commit murder.” More difficult to heal than a physical injury or illness, a spiritual wound would drain her dwindling reserves. Could she cope? Maybe not, but could she ignore Katya’s desperate need? She covered Katya’s hand with her own. “Let go of your pain and hatred. Permit yourself to heal.” Eyes wide, her golden skin gone white, Katya gasped and jerked free. “Don’t touch me, witch. What moon-born magic do you wield?” She backed away. “No magic. Just simple compassion.” The Sisters had warned Sianna against revealing the unusual nature of her gifts to the suspicious and superstitious. More than one healer, even without empathic skill, had been branded a witch and died a fiery death at the hands of an angry mob. “Keep your compassion.” Katya spat the words at Sianna. “Nothing you give can replace what you’ve stolen. If spilling your blood would give me one more moment with Aubin, I would gut you like a shoat.” She whirled and hastened away. Sorrow descended over Sianna. Deep inside, her soul wept. How useless her skill seemed in the face of such agony. Unless Katya rid herself of her quest for vengeance, she would never again be whole. A sentry called out. “Riders approach!” From her vantage point on the wall, Sianna looked over the treetops. In the distance, she could see wagon after loaded wagon, interspersed with riders, navigating the treacherous mountain path. Already the commotion in the yard heralded the group’s success. Though unable to discern his features, Sianna found Kyne as he rode alongside an apparently empty wagon. She reached out, but only a subtle hint of his presence touched her. Her stomach lurched as fierce, unrelenting pain sliced into her legs. With a gasp her knees buckled. Whose suffering did she feel? Relegating the pain to a corner of her mind, she searched out the one in need. Graham. In her mind she saw and felt the world through his senses— the blue sky above, the scratch of the blanket-covered straw beneath him, the smell and taste of blood as he bit his tongue to stifle his moans...and the white hot jolts of pain with each lurch of the wagon. How bad? With her mind she probed his body. So much damage. Broken bones. Torn muscles. Mangled flesh. Through the pain his emotions touched her. Without the use of his legs he felt himself less than a man, less than human. He wanted to die. No! In less than a tenday she had come to love this large, quiet man, as she had hoped to love her father. She could not let him die. But could she keep him alive if he wished to die? Could she heal him? Did she have the strength and skill? Whatever it took she would give this man. “Sianna. Sianna. Father is coming.” Zoa’s excited cries and Warda’s anxious whine severed Sianna’s connection to Graham. His pain faded to memory. On shaky legs she rose and headed down the ladder to the courtyard. “Hurry, Sianna! There are so many wagons. Do you think there will be sugar to make candy sweets? I hope so. It’s been ever so long.” At the bottom of the ladder, Zoa danced in excitement, her small face alight with anticipation. Warda sprang down after Sianna, easily making the twenty-foot leap. “You go on ahead. I have to talk to Althea.” For a moment Zoa wavered, then temptation won out over attachment, and the child darted off. Sianna hastened toward the makeshift hospital. Graham would need a separate room. She knew his pride would suffer if he were forced to endure the pity in everyone’s eyes. On her way she grabbed the two young boys from the great hall incident. They protested, wanting to meet the caravan, but at her stern look, capitulated. “Althea.” The old woman blinked, roused from her sitting doze in a chair outside the herb room. She looked up at Sianna. “Graham has been badly injured.” The two boys beside Sianna gasped. “We’ll need to use your chamber to care for him.” Althea’s room, a small chamber with only a bed, a table and a chair, lay next to the herb room. It would serve. Althea nodded, rose, and went into her chamber. Sianna turned toward the boys. “Go to Graham’s chamber and bring down his bed, Althea’s is too small for his large frame. Hurry. He’ll be here soon.” While she headed into the herb room, the two boys ran off to do her bidding. Her hands trembled as she collected the medicines and instruments she would need to treat Graham. She quickly directed the two boys in removing Althea’s narrow cot and setting up the larger bed, then she laid out her supplies on the room’s small table. Ground alt root would lessen the swelling, but would do little to ease his pain. If only she had some nika root. She hadn’t lied when she told Kyne of the nika plant’s medicinal benefits. Only the strong narcotic would keep Graham unconscious while she manipulated his bones into proper alignment. Could she convince Kyne to procure some nika root? If not, a double dose of alt was her only alternative, but would it do? Neither herb nor narcotic could knit Graham’s shattered bones into usable limbs. She must join her ka with his, absorb his injuries into herself, and use her innate skill to mend bone and muscle. While she didn’t fear the physical pain of joining with him, the thought of the mental anguish daunted her. Because he already called himself dead and because he mistrusted her, his ka would fight her healing. The risk was great—to both of them. A commotion in the courtyard told her the caravan had arrived. She stepped out of Althea’s chamber, and her gaze clashed with Kyne’s. No softness lurked in his dark stare. “Bring him in here.” She had no time for Kyne’s recriminations. Graham’s life took precedence. Like a big cat intent on destroying his prey, Kyne stalked toward her. Standing her ground, she forced herself not to recoil from her sudden awareness of his turbulent emotions. He leaned close, and the heat of his body—potent with the smell of sweat, blood and death—washed over her. “I’ll not let you finish what your father started.” His whisper reached only her ears. “Where’s Althea?” Sianna grabbed his arm. Emotions lashed her—guilt, grief and fury swirled like a whirlwind within Kyne. Unwilling to risk draining her energy in a fruitless attempt to ease his turmoil, she jerked away. “Althea is an old woman. She hasn’t the vigor to treat Graham’s injuries. Let me help him. I’ll not hurt him.” His hand gripped her shoulder, and his thumb pressed into the hollow of her throat, a reminder that he held her life in his hands. For the first time she actually feared Kyne would do her physical harm. Pushing aside her apprehension, she projected an aura of peace, serenity and a confidence she didn’t truly feel. “Trust me, Kyne.” “I’d as soon trust a hungry water worm in my bath.” He spoke of the large parasitic worms that lived and bred in stagnant water and fed by burrowing into living flesh. His fingers dug painfully into her neck. “But I have no choice. If Graham dies, you die.” She nodded. In the healing Graham’s ka and her own would merge. If one perished, so would the other. Her affection for the man decreed she help him. “I accept your terms. Now bring him to me.” Kyne’s gaze searched her face, then he directed three men to carefully lift Graham’s blanket-draped body. Graham stiffened and screamed, then went limp. The men carried him into the small chamber, placed him on the bed, and departed. Kyne stepped into the room and stood behind Sianna as she pulled away the blanket. She couldn’t contain her gasp of horror. Feeling Graham’s pain had not prepared her for the sight of his injuries. One leg was broken in three places, the thigh and twice below the knee, the limb twisted and bulging. The other leg was broken above his knee, ragged bone protruding through skin and cloth. Blood still seeped from the torn flesh and soaked his trousers. “The price for the captured caravan was too steep.” Kyne’s hoarse whisper made Sianna turn to him. He rubbed the ache at his neck, but she knew nothing could ease the pain in his heart. “You’ll need at least four men to hold him while you amputate.” “No!” Graham surged up on his elbows. “You’ll not take my legs!” Sweat beaded on his chalky, pain-racked face. Sianna circled his tense shoulders with her arms and tried to ease him back. “No one will do anything you don’t want us to. I promise.” Kyne’s fingers dug painfully into her arm. “Don’t promise him what you can’t deliver, woman!” She tried to shake him off. “Please leave. You’re upsetting him needlessly. I’ll decide the course of his treatment.” Beneath her hands, Graham’s muscles started to relax. “If you don’t amputate quickly, infection will set in, and he’ll die. There’s no choice to be made. It’s your legs or your life,” Kyne told Graham. Graham glared at Kyne and struggled against Sianna’s hold. “Then let me die. I’ll not go through life half a man.” Patience gone, Sianna shouted, “Enough! Would you two fight all the way to the gates of eternity?” Eyes closed, Graham collapsed onto the bed, his strength spent. “Oblivion’s gates more likely,” he murmured in a feeble flash of his normal humor. Kyne snapped his mouth into a tight line which promised retribution. “How does he fare?” Laila stood in the doorway. “Not well,” Kyne answered. “The fool has decided to die.” “Are his injuries so severe?” “Not fatal, but crippling. His legs were crushed when his quinar rolled over him during the battle. He refuses to consider amputation.” Kyne spoke to Laila but looked at Sianna. She avoided his gaze and worked at cutting away Graham’s dirty, blood-soaked trousers. Though his eyes were closed, she knew Graham was aware of what went on. Pain sapped his strength, but not his will. “Perhaps it’s better he die.” Laila’s seemingly callous disregard for Graham’s life spurred Kyne’s vehemence. “He’ll not die. I’ll not permit him to. Graham is strong enough to survive. He must. Our people need him.” I need him. As clearly as if he had spoken, Sianna heard his thought. Startled by the unexpected connection between them, she glanced up. But already he masked his emotions. “Give him a reason to live, or he will die. Help him find something to replace the use of his legs—if you can.” Laila’s strained whisper hinted at things lost and motives found for living. Still dressed in the same stained clothing, fresh blood and dirt layered over old, she had a fevered, haunted look in her red-rimmed eyes. Her loss allowed her no respite. “Graham!” Katya’s yell pierced the unnatural silence of the great hall. “Let me through. Where is he?” Sianna turned aside the jumble of conflicting emotions preceding Katya as she pushed past Laila and stumbled into the chamber. Kyne caught her by the shoulders before she barreled into Sianna who leaned protectively over Graham. “Let me go! I must see him!” Kyne held tight, blocking her view of Graham. “No, Katya. He doesn’t want you to see him like this. Allow him that dignity.” “Let me go to him. Please, Kyne. We parted with angry words. I have to tell him...I’m sorry...I didn’t mean what I said...please, I love him...I didn’t know... didn’t realize...” Her voice trailed off into broken sobs, and her body sagged into his. “Let her in.” Sianna covered Graham’s lower body with the blanket. Other than his drawn and too pale face, Graham looked unchanged. Katya needed to see him, and soon he would need her strength. Would her love be enough to instill him with the will to live? Sianna prayed it would. Her skill alone would not suffice. Kyne’s gaze met Sianna’s. At her silent nod, he loosened his hold on Katya. Cheeks wet with tears, she stumbled forward and sank to her knees beside the bed. Tenderly she clasped Graham’s limp fingers. “Graham,” she whispered. “I’m here. Don’t leave me.” Kyne tensed as Sianna stepped away from the bed. In the chamber’s small confines, her side pressed into his back. Her heat and the subtle scent of herbs and wild flowers that clung to her hair and skin distracted him from Graham and Katya. Try as he did, even in the midst of crisis, Kyne couldn’t banish his desire for this woman. Her tremor told him she was not unaffected by the contact. Since the death of his parents at DiSanti’s hand six annum before, Kyne had fought to contain his clawing need for vengeance. Aubin’s foul murder had released the beast lurking in Kyne’s heart. Was he so blinded he’d condemn the innocent along with the guilty? Was she innocent? His heart said yes. “Katya?” Graham’s eyes flickered open. Eyes glazed and unfocused, he stared up at Katya. “Don’t cry for me, Little Kat. This is the end all warriors pray for. Death in battle.” “You’re not going to die, you old fool! You can’t. Dramon needs you. Kyne needs you. I need you.” Her voice broke on a sob. “Like this...I’m of no use to my country, my Rul or...to a woman. Leave me.” With a sudden surge of strength, Graham pulled his hand from Katya’s grasp, closed his eyes and turned his head to the wall. She started to grab his arm, but Sianna gripped her shoulders and pulled her gently away. “Let him be for now.” Like a lost child, Katya turned into Sianna’s embrace. “He can’t die,” she wailed. “I love him! Don’t let him die.” “Shhh, save your strength, Katya. Graham is going to need it. Rest now. I’ll call you when he wakes. Betha,” Sianna called. The small, plump woman hurried forward, squeezing her way into the already crowded chamber. Warmth flooded Kyne as Sianna’s backside pressed more firmly against his. “Would you take Katya to her chamber and settle her in bed with a hot drink?” Sianna asked. “Of course. Come along now.” Betha deftly took charge of the subdued Katya and led her away. Kyne felt a pang of regret as Sianna stepped away from him. She faced him and Lisha, who still hovered in the doorway, and dismissed them. “Hold your meetings elsewhere and leave me to my work.” Her tone of command brooked no argument. Lisha stepped back. Hesitating, Kyne searched Sianna’s face for any sign of treachery. Trust no longer came easy to him. DiSanti’s betrayal of his family and his country had seen to Kyne’s education. She met his gaze without flinching, her eyes wide and innocent, her soft lips slightly parted. What choice did he have? He wanted to trust her. He had to. For the moment. Kyne turned and left the chamber. The door closed with a firm thud behind him. A small smile touched Lisha’s lips. “If love alone is enough, perhaps your Graham will live. I came to tell you farewell. Your healer has worked miracles with my injured men. They are ready to leave. Allot us our share of the goods captured, and we will be on our way.” She turned to leave. “Where will you go? Your band is too small to challenge DiSanti’s troops. With what we captured there is more than enough to feed you and your men through the winter. Stay. Our cause is better served if we join forces.” A small tremor shook Lisha’s shoulders, but he couldn’t see her face or eyes. “My men may make their own choice. But there is much you don’t know of me. I....” “Your past is of no concern. You fight DiSanti. That is enough. Join me. I have need of leaders and warriors. Lend your arm to freeing our country from an oppressive tyrant.” She faced him, her lips curled in a pensive smile. “Your plea is eloquent. I will stay. For now. I only pray you never regret your offer,” she added softly. Kyne stretched out his sword arm. After a moment’s hesitation, Lisha stepped forward and clasped his arm below the elbow, as he grasped hers. “Live hard. Die well, Warrior.” “Live well. Die hard,” she spoke the response which bonded them as comrades in arms. The touch of her strong fingers sent a jolt through Kyne. For a brief instant he felt her soul-deep torment as if it were his own. Or perhaps it was. EIGHT Her back to the door, Sianna took a deep breath to slow her racing heart. She must be calm. Graham needed her strength. With another breath, she pushed away from the door. Three steps brought her to his side. Blood now saturated the blanket covering him. Thick and salty, the smell permeated the air of the small room. He groaned as she lifted the blanket and began cutting away his trousers. “Are you awake?” Graham’s eyes opened and met hers. “Do not trouble yourself with me. I am beyond hope. Let me die with my dignity intact.” “Katya is right. You are an old fool.” She let disdain creep into her voice. “And a coward as well.” Surprise warred with anger in his eyes. He stirred against the bed, his fists clenching. “I am not afraid to die.” “Dying is easy. It takes courage to live. Instead you roll over and surrender at the first sign of trouble.” In a quick move she stripped the bloody tatters of material off his legs. A small cloth preserved his modesty as she cleaned the area around the gaping wound. Blood seeped through the ragged opening, the bone white against crimson. Though the amount of blood looked prodigious, no major vessels were cut. He would not bleed to death. A grimace crossed his features, but he made no move. “I will not be a burden. A legless man is half a man.” “You deceive only yourself. Kyne and Katya have need of more than your body. They need your heart and mind. Don’t abandon them. If you won’t fight for yourself, will you fight for them?” Eyes closed, he did not answer. She leaned close and placed her palm against his rough cheek. Heat scorched her hand. “Don’t shut out those who love you. If you allow me I can help you, but you must want to live. You must be strong and brave enough to face the pain. If you surrender to despair, you are defeated before you begin, and all my skill will be for naught.” He opened his eyes and grabbed her wrist. Pain from his strong grip shot up her arm. “Can you save my legs? Can you promise I’ll walk again? Will I be as I was?” Sianna opened herself to Graham’s heart and knew without her promise he would die in spite of her efforts. In time she could convince him he was a man with or without the use of his legs, but he didn’t have time. Every minute he fought her treatment lessened his chances of survival. She could save his life, but she couldn’t guarantee what he asked. She steeled herself to his desperate glare. Graham wanted to live, but would rather die than live as a cripple. “Yes, I promise.” Strong and sure, the lie slid through her lips. For a seemingly endless moment he searched her eyes. She fought to keep the fear and doubt that crowded her mind from her face. Was she strong enough? Skilled enough? Satisfied with what he found, Graham eased the pressure on her wrist. His body went lax, and his eyelids drooped again. “Then get on with it. I will live. But be warned, if you fail me in this I will personally escort you to the gates of Oblivion.” *** Sianna closed the door behind her and sagged. Graham slept, the bleeding finally stopped, but there was much yet to do. She stretched and stepped out into the great hall. Warda rose from where he waited outside the small chamber and followed. Across the hall, directing the disbursement of the caravan’s contents, Kyne towered over the crowd. Determination drove off exhaustion as she pushed her way through the crowd toward him. “Rul Cathor, a word with you.” Loud and a bit shrill, her voice cut through the babble. A puzzled silence fell over the people as they looked at her. “I’ll see to the rest later. Destroy the nika,” he said. “There will be a few less addicts to serve DiSanti’s plans.” “No, you mustn’t!” She hurried to Kyne’s side. Frowning, he dismissed the steward and turned to face her. “Mustn’t what?” The crowd around them melted away, leaving her alone with Kyne. Apprehension rippled through her, but she pushed her doubts and fears aside. For Graham she would dare Kyne’s wrath for what she was about to ask. At her side, Warda leaned against her knees, his presence a solid comfort. “Graham does well enough, for the moment, but I have need of certain supplies and some assistance.” “Whatever is necessary will be provided.” “Do I have your word on that, Rul?” “Of course.” Suspicion darkened his gaze. “What do you require?” Though expected, his continued mistrust hurt. Would he ever regard her as other than her father’s daughter? See her as a person in her own right? She glanced around. Curious stares and hushed whispers indicated the crowd’s interest. “May we speak more privately?” Arms crossed over his chest, his legs spread in a stance of command, he stared down at her. “Why? Do you anticipate an argument? If I have the ability to provide the items, you will have them. Do you doubt my word?” “No, only your temper, my lord.” “I am the most temperate of men.” He silenced the chuckles from the crowd with a hostile look. “Very well. I need several strong men to hold Graham down as I set his bones.” “This is not a problem. What else?” She wet her lips and continued. “Alt root will not do to dull Graham’s pain for the setting of his bones. Something stronger is required, or the shock alone will kill him.” Mouth dry, she placed her hand on Kyne’s arm and willed him to read her intent in this matter. For once she wished for the strange connection between them. She spoke softly, for his ears alone. “I do not ask this lightly. The only anesthetic that will work is distilled from the nika root. I must have a quantity of the root.” Other than the tensing of his arm muscles and a small twitch at the corner of his pressed lips, he did not react. She felt nothing of his emotions, nor did his eyes betray the anger she knew must be brewing within him. His stillness fueled her fear. Not for herself, but for Graham. Without the body-numbing drug, Graham stood no chance of survival. “Time is of the essence,” she hurried on. “The longer the delay in setting Graham’s bones, the less likely he will regain the use of them. Don’t let your fears and prejudices blind you. Trust me in this matter.” Kyne gripped her upper arm. Sensing a coming storm, people fled as he pulled her across the hall and up the stairs to his chamber. Thrusting her inside, he commanded Warda to remain without. With a whine of protest, Warda positioned himself in front of the closing door. The bolt slid home with an ominous clank. A niggle of fear jolted Sianna. Kyne would not harm her. Would he? His cold, dark eyes and tense stance made her convictions waver. She stepped back as he advanced on her. When the table blocked her backward movement, she braced her palms against its edge and lifted her gaze to his. “You dare too much, woman. Trust you! Why?” He leaned over her, and his body’s heat melted the chill of the room. Warm and solid, he stirred more than fear in her. Unfamiliar feelings quickened inside her. Though he didn’t touch her, for a heartbeat she felt a thread of connection between them, and his glare softened into confusion. “Since I’ve been here have I done anything to harm you or your people?” The thread snapped, and his gaze hardened. He didn’t respond and her hopes faltered, but she pressed on. “I cannot help the blood that flows in my veins, but I am not my father. His crimes are not mine. Can you not see me for who I am?” “Who are you?” Loud and harsh with restrained anguish, he growled the question at her. His fingers curled around her shoulders, and he pulled her against him. Heat and longing jolted through her, nearly hiding the flicker of his emotion that touched her. He wanted to believe her, but refused to allow himself any weakness. She struggled to latch onto his thoughts and feelings, to form a connection, but her body’s responses to his touch defeated her. All she could do was ride the waves of sensation crashing through her. Did he feel what she felt? Or was he immune to these physical sensations? “Aubin was no fool, yet you lured him to his death with your false innocence.” With a shove he released her, and she stumbled against the table. The self-disgust in his voice shattered the spell his touch had created. “Such an accomplished actress could no doubt beguile even me—if I let you. I’ll not trust you.” She straightened, refusing to cower or admit to the pain his words caused. Could she tell him the truth? Break her silence and reveal her identity? Could she betray Laila to gain favor in Kyne’s eyes? Perhaps there was another way. “And what of your word?” Color drained from his skin. “You shall have the men you need.” “And the nika root?” “No. In this matter, Graham’s welfare means more to me than my honor.” “Without my skill Graham will die, if not from his injuries then because he chooses not to live. Why can’t you put aside your doubts about my sincerity and give me the chance to try to save him? Search your heart. Do you truly distrust me? Or does fear hold you back? I’ve already offered my life in guarantee of Graham’s, what more do you wish for? Tell me and it’s yours,” she pleaded. “Return to your patient.” “And the nika?” “No.” Hard and implacable, Kyne’s expression killed Sianna’s hope. Still, she argued. “But....” “Go now before I do something you’ll regret.” *** Stubborn man. Like a thrust of his crystal blade deep within Sianna’s heart, Kyne’s lack of trust hurt. Couldn’t he see beyond her birth? No. Blinded by hatred and ignorance, he would hesitate until Graham’s life was forfeited. She refused to allow that to happen. Not while the solution lay within her grasp. She slipped out the chamber door and down the stairs, intent on her goal. No one took note of her passage as she made her way toward the wagons in the courtyard. Though subdued because of Graham’s injury, an air of celebration hovered in the castle. The loaded caravan would provide for all throughout the coming winter. Under the direction of the castle steward, people unloaded and stored away the various goods—food, cloth, house and farm implements, and weapons. Sianna shuddered at the thought of future battles and injured men. A smaller wagon filled with medicines stood to one side. Kyne had ordered the nika destroyed, but she knew the steward needed to sort through the contents of the wagon before doing so. For now the wagon sat abandoned. The nika’s distinctively sweet aroma guided her to its location. Package after package of pressed blossoms filled the air around the wagon with a heady scent, intoxicating in itself, enough nika to addict everyone within the castle. Kyne was right to destroy these packages of future misery. Darting a look over her shoulder, she prayed there was some root, and dug deeper into the wagon. A smell similar to the nika blossom, though moist, pungent and somehow cleaner, wafted under her nose. With eager fingers she grabbed and tore open the lumpy bag. Gnarled and dirt- crusted, the size of her clenched fist, a dark purple root with pale pink flesh rewarded her effort. Shoving the root into her pocket, she glanced around. No one seemed to have noticed her. Fear battled with satisfaction. Satisfaction won. She would deal with Kyne’s anger later. For now, she hurried to the herb room to begin her preparations. Graham had no time to spare. *** Questions and doubts chased through Kyne’s mind, but no answers. What more do you want from me? Sianna’s words lingered. What could he take without condemning his ka to damnation? Her body? Her heart? Her ka? Despite the evidence, he fought against giving this daughter of DiSanti his trust. What was this strange connection he felt whenever he was near to her? Was it just lust? He doubted it. At eight and twenty annum, he was no boy to be swayed by a desirable body and honeyed words—though few of Sianna’s words were sweet. Her innocence had to be false, a chimera sent to tempt him to destruction. Yet how earnest she sounded as she argued her case, and her words held more truth than not. Since her arrival at the castle, she’d done nothing but good for his people. Order now reigned where before chaos held sway. Hot, tasty meals appeared at regular intervals. Clean, scented rushes covered the hard stone floors. People went about their tasks with smiles, and hope filled the air. All these things he knew had been accomplished through Sianna’s efforts. Only the question of why haunted him. Did she seek to gain their trust to betray them? Or was she as she seemed, another victim of her father’s ambition and greed? The decision rested heavily on Kyne’s heart and shoulders. If he withheld his trust, would Graham die? Despite her bold claims, no man could survive injuries such as Graham’s. If nika could ease Graham’s passage to eternity, what right did he have to deny him? What would he lose that was not already lost? Was his honor worth Graham’s suffering? *** Shoulders and hips colliding, Kyne, Sianna and two men crowded into the tiny chamber. Kyne looked at Graham’s colorless, pain-racked face and felt the blood drain from his own. The smell of blood, sweat, and pending death hung in the room’s still, warm air. Could he stay and watch his friend suffer and die? Why did he allow this woman, this witch, to torment them with false hope? “Position yourselves one on each side of Graham’s hips,” she directed the two men. Chosen for their strength and steady nerves, the men showed no emotion as they followed her orders. “Rul Cathor, would you stand at his head?” Brisk and efficient, her tone brooked no refusal. He moved to Graham’s head. Sweat drenched Graham’s body and plastered his hair to his skull like an obscene death cap. Sianna stepped to Graham’s side, and her shoulder brushed against Kyne’s. Clean and fresh as the mountain air, her scent filled his nose. His body grew taut and hard. He jerked away. She gave him a curious glance then leaned over the bed and laid her palm against Graham’s forehead. “Graham? Can you hear me?” Graham’s eyes flickered open. Dull with pain, his gaze fastened on her. “Yes,” his voice cracked. “I have something to lessen your pain. Drink.” Lifting Graham’s head with one hand, she held a cup to his lips. A familiar odor banished her scent from Kyne’s nostrils. “What are you giving him?” “Nika root.” Her soft words reached no further than his ears. He grabbed her wrist. “You dare defy me?” She flinched at the pressure of his fingers, but met his gaze boldly. “For the good of my patient I dare much. Will you stop me?” From the connection of their flesh, her emotions flowed into him. Her wave of love for Graham washed away Kyne’s rage. Whoever this woman was he knew she wouldn’t hurt Graham. Another feeling lurked just out of range of his senses, but fear of what he might find kept him from searching. He dropped her wrist. “No, I’ll not stop you. But be warned you’ll pay dearly for betrayal.” Hurt darkened her eyes. She nodded and turned her attention to Graham. “Drink,” she urged. Graham drank and grimaced. “Bitter,” he complained. Kyne watched as Graham’s eyelids drooped, and his features lost their contortion of pain. “Graham?” Sianna questioned. “Hmmm....” he murmured. “I don’t want to put you completely out while I set your bones. If I do I’m afraid you may not awaken again. Can you stand the pain?” “Have I a choice?” “There are always choices. With life comes pain,” she answered. Her words held a wealth of wisdom for one so young. Had she, Kyne wondered, learned of pain at her father’s hand? She pulled back the blanket covering Graham’s lower torso. “It is time.” Kyne couldn’t prevent his gasp of horror. Even the two soldiers blanched and looked away. Pale skin stretched tight over Graham’s swollen, twisted limbs, while white bone flecked with rusty red pierced through mangled flesh. “Be strong, Graham.” Cupping his face in her hands, Sianna leaned forward and placed a kiss on his forehead. Then she straightened and squeezed past Kyne to stand at the foot of the bed. “Are you ready?” she asked, her question for all, but her gaze rested on Kyne. Four heads nodded. With both hands she gripped one of Graham’s legs. Her slender fingers barely circled his ankle. “Hold him steady.” Kyne braced himself and pressed Graham’s upper body firmly against the bed. The other men held Graham’s hips in place. Sianna lifted Graham’s leg and gave a quick twist and pull. Graham stiffened and gave a choked cry, but didn’t move. Bone ground against bone, then settled into alignment. Sweat dripped down Sianna’s flushed face. Her hair, pulled back and away from her face, escaped its confines and clung to her damp cheeks. Running her hand over the leg from ankle to thigh, she gave a relieved sigh. “One more, my friend, and the worst is past.” “No more,” Graham groaned. “Give him more pain killer,” Kyne said. She shook her head. All color vanished from her face. “I dare not.” Anger at his friend’s suffering made Kyne harsh. Honor be damned. He would eat nika himself to spare Graham. “Do you take pleasure in his pain? He cannot stand more.” “He must.” “I will,” Graham gasped between clenched teeth. “Do it...now....” “Kyne, come here. You,” Sianna directed one of the men, “take Kyne’s place.” Kyne stood at Graham’s feet, his hip pressed against Sianna’s. Pale as a crystal moon, she swayed into him. Exhaustion swamped him. His? Or hers? He wasn’t sure. “Grip his leg here and here.” She placed his hands on Graham’s twisted and shattered limb. Against his battle-scarred hands, her slim, white fingers looked fragile. In contrast to her icy touch, the heat of Graham’s flesh burned his palms. “When I tell you, push the bone back into place and hold it while I stitch the wound closed. You men keep him from thrashing.” At her signal, Kyne did as directed. Pain and fear not his own jolted through Kyne. Instinctively he tried to pull away, but he couldn’t break Sianna’s grip. She went rigid and locked his hands in place with her own. Graham screamed, lurched upward, then his big body went limp. With surprisingly little effort the bone slid back beneath muscle and skin. Exhilaration flowed through Kyne. Deep inside, something he couldn’t name quickened, a swirl of strength beyond the physical grew and demanded release. Like liquid sunshine, a glow flowered around their joined hands and spilled out over Graham. Unwilling to believe, wanting to deny the communion between Sianna and himself, Kyne squeezed his eyes shut and waited. Minutes or hours passed, he lost any sense of time, then the warmth ebbed leaving him drained and cold. He blinked as Sianna lifted her hands from atop his. Reality reasserted itself, and he dismissed his odd reaction as an effect of breathing nika fumes. The drug was known to cause strange hallucinations. Then why did confusion darken her eyes? Why did the removal of her touch leave him feeling alone and forsaken? Before he could question his logic, she turned her attention back to Graham and made quick work of stitching and bandaging his wounds. She straightened, looked at the two soldiers waiting and said quietly, “It is done. You may leave.” The two men looked to Kyne for confirmation and at his nod left the room. After the door shut behind them, he was surprised to find the chamber seemed smaller rather than larger with their absence. The cloying smell of nika and blood couldn’t drown out Sianna’s clean, fresh scent. “Graham will live.” Her words filled his heart as her presence filled the chamber and his senses. He forced himself to remember who she was and not to reach out for her. “Will he walk?” “Perhaps. I am unsure.” Her gentle eyes filled with sorrow as she looked up at him. “If not, will he hate me for saving him?” At her ragged confession, his heart softened. He didn’t doubt her affection for Graham. Did guilt torment her as it did him? Could either of them find redemption? Not a hint of color touched her cheeks or lips. Her dark hair hung limp and lusterless. Set in a face as white and dry as crystal dust but without its sparkle, her eyes glittered feverishly. “You are ill?” Concern for her welfare made him uneasy. He should take pleasure in her downfall, as she had in Aubin’s, but he saw not a fierce enemy, rather a small, exhausted woman. “No. No,” she rasped, her shoulders drooping. “Tired. Healing drains me.” “Return to our chamber and rest.” How easily the words slid off his tongue, our chamber. How quickly she managed to fill that space with her presence, her scent. When she wasn’t there the space felt barren, abandoned—like his heart. “I cannot leave Graham. There is much I yet need to do.” Her hands soothed and stroked over Graham. Squinting against the dim chamber light, Kyne tried to discount the faint glow that followed the path of her hands as naught but a reflection of the wavering lamplight. Graham stirred once. A grimace started to form, but with a murmur and a gentle touch of Sianna’s hand, he sighed and relaxed. With each line that disappeared from his rugged face hers grew more strained, as if through her touch she absorbed his suffering into herself. Pain no longer etched Graham’s features, and he appeared almost youthful in his peaceful slumber. With a tired sigh, she let her hands fall away from him into her lap, and the glow evanesced. What magic did she practice? Thoughts of the strange connection he ofttimes felt at her touch filled Kyne with foreboding. He remembered how anger and pain evaporated beneath the feel of her fingers on his flesh. What kind of healer, woman, had such power? “Do you practice the black arts? Are you a witch?” Despite his disbelief, he blurted the questions. Distress flared in her eyes then faded to melancholy. She shook her head. “I merely have a special gift for healing.” A small, sad smile touched her pale lips. “If I were a witch I’d not be here, would I?” She spoke true. He laughed at his own sudden, irrational fear of a creature that existed only in superstitious minds. “Graham sleeps, so should you. Leave him.” “I can’t. He needs me.” “You’ve done what you can. Now his fate is in the hands of the Eternal One. Rest. You’ll need your strength to deal with Graham when he wakes. He’ll chafe at his own weakness and will sore test your patience as he heals. Althea or Betha can sit with him for a time while you rest. You’ll be no good to him if you collapse.” She smiled and cast a fond gaze over Graham. “I pray this injured sardak soon growls again.” Her voice trailed away. Kyne caught and lifted her in his arms as she crumbled. As insubstantial as a wisp of summer cloud, she nestled against his chest. Her eyes drifted shut and her warm breath kissed the skin of his throat. A shiver coursed through him and he tightened his arms around her slender, pliant body. With a tired sigh, she nodded and let her head fall back against his shoulder, her entire body going lax. “Sleep,” she murmured and placed her palm over his heart. Like the feel of blue mountain crystal, cold seeped through his shirt from her hand and chilled his flesh. Gathering her close, he headed toward the door. As he battled to hold on to his anger and hatred, Kyne’s heart and conscience stirred at the trust she gave him. This woman was the enemy, the daughter of DiSanti, architect of his family’s and his country’s destruction. He could not allow himself to soften toward her. To do so threatened not only his heart but the lives and well-being of his people. She could be nothing more to him than a weapon to end her father’s reign of terror. But neither would he see her abused. Outside the chamber, he spoke briefly to the hovering Althea. With a quick nod she hurried into the room to start her vigil at Graham’s side. Confident that his honor, if not his heart, was safe, Kyne carried the now sleeping Sianna to his chamber. She never stirred as he laid her on his bed, stripped off her bloodstained tunic, and bathed her hands and face. Warda followed close at Kyne’s heels and settled at the side of the bed. His shaggy head resting a whisper from Sianna’s fingertips, his dark, liquid eyes gazed at Kyne in distress. “Easy, boy, she’ll be fine after some sleep. Your mistress is just worn out,” Kyne soothed the hound and himself. How innocent she appeared, almost childlike, fragile limbs relaxed, moist lips slightly parted. But the rounded curve of her hip and the swell of her full breasts against her simple white shift drew his gaze and destroyed the illusion of childhood. Her fragrance rose on the warm chamber air. Clean and fresh as a mountain meadow, it banished the smell of blood and pain. The longer he spent in her company the less he believed she disguised an evil heart behind gentle ways. But to concede her innocence was to deny vengeance, not a simple choice. She moaned, her body twitching in response to some nightmare. Drawn by an urge to ease and console her as he would Zoa, and his own building need to touch this woman, he reached for her. Guilt battled compassion. Revenge warred with desire. His heart grew cold and heavy. This was no child in need of comfort. This was a woman grown. A woman whom evidence proved had seduced and betrayed his brother. Kyne turned and fled. Nine Unwilling to expose his outrage and fear to DiSanti, Timon kept his gaze impassive as he eyed the prisoner lying on the cell floor. In the dim dungeon light Timon could see that the man’s clothes hung in bloody tatters and his face was swollen so even his mother wouldn’t recognize him. “Leave me,” he told the guards. “I will question the prisoner alone.” “But...” DiSanti began to protest. One guard stepped to Timon’s side, a subtle threat obvious in the tilt of his spear and his hand on the hilt of his sword. Timon knew this was not part of DiSanti’s plan, but his power, though spreading like a tangled nika root, was still circumscribed by the castle guards’ loyalty to the royal family. By torturing a prisoner, DiSanti had pushed the limits of his authority. With ill-concealed anger he bowed, whirled and left the dungeon cell. As he passed Timon, he whispered, “You surprise me, pup, but make no mistake, the throne will be mine. Soon.” Dread slithered down Timon’s spine. DiSanti made no idle threats. The two castle guards also paid homage to Timon, their bows deeper and sincere, before they too turned and left. Closing the door they took up a position just outside. The sour smells of blood, urine and fear churned Timon’s stomach. Despite the loyalty of the castle guards there was little he could do against DiSanti’s growing power outside the castle walls. Evidence of his increasing control huddled in the dank dungeon cells. During King Dracken’s rule the dungeons had gone unused. Now the moans and cries of the imprisoned echoed down the dark, narrow corridors. Cramming his fear into a corner of his mind, Timon turned and, ignoring the dirt floor, knelt next to the prisoner. “You wished to speak with me?” The man’s one uninjured eye opened. He studied Timon in the dim light. “Prince Timon?” he rasped. “Yes. You are a messenger for those who kidnapped my betrothed? What is it they demand for her release?” The man struggled to sit up. Timon moved to help, but the man glared until Timon withdrew. Bracing his back against the damp stone wall, he stared at Timon and asked, “Are we alone?” Timon could barely hear the man’s hoarse whisper, a result no doubt of screaming. Anger tightened Timon’s resolve. He must find a way to break DiSanti’s control, to regain his kingdom and his family. But how? Did this barely breathing man hold the key? Were there others outside the castle walls who fought DiSanti’s hold on Dramon? “What demands do these kidnappers claim? Money?” “No. The girl is nothing but a pawn to gain DiSanti’s attention...and yours. Because you are but a lad, Rul Cathor thinks you are innocent of your father and DiSanti’s destruction of Dramon. Is he right? Or do you follow blindly where they lead?” The man’s condemnation of his father sparked Timon’s own anger. “My father is king. He does naught to destroy his country or people.” Though he spoke with vehemence, Timon knew his father’s addiction to nika, however unintentional, was what had thrown Dramon into DiSanti’s hands. If something was not done soon, there would be no turning back. Anger faded out of the man’s eyes. “And DiSanti?” “I follow no man. I am crown prince and until my father is well enough to once again sit upon his throne, I rule in his stead.” A small smile twitched at the man’s swollen lips. “Well spoken, young prince. I’m Je’al. Perhaps the news I bear will help you to do just that.” Timon listened closely as Je’al told him of the building resistance to DiSanti’s harsh rule, the growing rebellion among the people. Rage built within Timon. He’d known DiSanti was putting undue pressure on Dramon’s populace, but isolated in the castle with little access to news from the outside, he’d not realized how bad things had become. “Does Rul Cathor have your support in ridding Dramon of DiSanti?” Je’al finished on a wheezing breath and slid back to the ground. At that moment Timon realized Je’al was only a few annum his senior. What courage did it take for this young man to risk his life to come to him? What had Je’al lost to DiSanti’s greed? “I’ll do what I can, but my power is fading. With each passing day more Ruls pledge their allegiance to DiSanti. Only a few, along with the castle guard, are still loyal to the royal family. And DiSanti holds my mother and sister to guarantee my cooperation.” How could he risk his mother, his sister? And what of his father, that withered, mindless man locked away in his room eating nika? What choice did he have? “My sympathies, but many have lost family to DiSanti’s ever-growing ambition. Will you sacrifice all of Dramon to keep yours safe?” Timon rose and turned away from Je’al. The man’s question opened his eyes, and grief blossomed in his soul. His mother and sister were already lost to him. He had no choice to make. “DiSanti must fall. Be ready.” “Ready for what?” Je’al reached out and snagged Timon’s robe. “What do you plan?” Timon didn’t turn. “Your escape.” Ten The next morning Althea rose as Kyne entered the small chamber where she sat with Graham. “Sit,” Kyne told her. Graham’s pale and drawn features were a match for Sianna’s. “How does he fare?” “Well enough. The drug has faded from his system, and he now sleeps a normal sleep. Your woman is a skillful healer. Graham will live, and he will keep his legs, but...” she paused, her watery eyes full of sorrow. “I doubt he will walk again.” His woman. The rest of Althea’s words lost meaning. With all that had happened he had forgotten his pretense of Sianna being his woman. The deception worked too well. Everyone within the castle sang her praises, and he found himself somewhat disconcerted by their not-so-subtle interest in his bedchamber activities. What would be their reaction when they learned the truth? Who would bear the brunt of their anger? Sianna? Or himself? No matter. Graham would live. But could he resign himself to life as a cripple? “His dressings need changing, but I hesitate to disturb him before necessary,” Althea said. “I fear when he wakes, the pain will be intense.” Graham stirred, gave a low groan and opened his eyes. He squinted up at Kyne. “Blast. I knew I’d end up consigned to Oblivion, but I didn’t think the Unredeemed would be so damned ugly.” A chuckle started deep in Kyne’s chest and grew to a shout of laughter. Despair slipped from his shoulders like a heavy cloak on a warm day. “Cease cackling like a mad rooster and get me a drink. My throat is drier than a landbound water worm.” Kyne’s laughter slowed as the forced quality of Graham’s humor registered. He leaned over and helped Graham sit up. After gulping two cups of water, Graham slid back against the wall and sighed. “Better.” He looked at Althea. “Good healer, would you see to obtaining me some food? My legs were broken, not my innards. I’m hungry,” he complained. A grin broke over the old healer’s wrinkled face as she nodded and hurried to do Graham’s bidding. “Are you in any pain?” Kyne asked. “Of course I’m in pain, you moon-cursed fool,” Graham growled, shifted his hips and grimaced. “Would you have a draft to kill the pain?” Kyne reached for the flask of nika root infusion Sianna had left. At the moment, nika seemed a lesser evil than Graham’s suffering. Somehow Kyne knew Graham’s pain did not reside in his limbs. Graham stayed his hand. “Pain and I are old friends. I will deal with it. What I have need of is....” Color touched his cheeks as he directed his glance toward the pot hidden beneath the bed. “Graham?” Two male heads swiveled to the doorway where Katya stood poised to enter. Dressed in sadly rumpled clothing, her blonde hair tangled around her tear-stained face, she looked more child than woman, but the love and hope shining in her eyes as they settled on Graham told Kyne she was no little girl. Graham’s injury had forced her beyond the boundary that separates girl from woman. Perhaps now she was worthy of the love he knew Graham felt for her. Humor drained from Graham’s face, and he stiffened. “Graham?” Kyne’s usually brash young sister took a tentative step into the chamber and looked to Graham for welcome and reassurance. “I wish no visitors.” Closing his eyes, Graham slid down on the bed and effectively shut himself away from Katya. Her face crumpled. Tears sprang to her eyes as she turned and dashed away. “What did you do that for?” Kyne demanded. He wanted to shake Graham. Not only for hurting Katya, but for the hurt he did to himself. “Your love for Katya is a well-known secret. Why reject her now?” he insisted when Graham remained silent. “I heard the old healer’s words. I may never walk.” Graham’s accusing glare met Kyne’s. “You’ve forced life on me, but I’ll not force my broken body on Katya. She deserves a whole man.” “Bloody moons!” What could he say? In the same situation what would he do? Kyne had no answer for Graham. Had Sianna saved Graham’s life, yet left his ka to perish? *** Awareness returned to Sianna slowly. She stretched and groaned as her body protested the movement, but the pain was not truly physical. Instead her ka, the center of her being, felt bruised and battered. Why did she ache so? Graham! She bolted upright. Warda gave a yelp as her sudden movement dislodged him from her side. He slid to the floor and gave her a baffled look when she ignored him. How long had she slept? Last she remembered, the shadows had been long. Now sunlight streamed into the chamber. Had she slept through the night and into the next day? After a healing she often needed as much as a day and night’s sleep to recover, but at the valetudinarian the Sisters would watch over her patient while she slept. Who watched over Graham? Disregarding the weakness of her limbs and the wave of dizziness that washed over her, she grabbed and pulled on the clean tunic she found draped over a chair. Barefoot, she hurried toward the door. Her feet refused to follow her orders, and she stumbled. Graham needed her. Had he died while she slept? Panic and urgency filled her. She closed her eyes and reached out for him. He was there, his consciousness veiled by slumber, but strong and sure. A sigh of relief staggered her, and she sank to her knees. Head bowed she waited for her strength to build so she could go to his side. She’d given Graham all that she could. Was it enough? Memory of melding her energy with Kyne’s burst over her. How had she forgotten? When her hands clasped his against Graham’s body, she’d been jolted by the power that flowed out of Kyne, into and through her. Though he appeared unaware of his ability, Kyne, like herself, could heal with his touch. Without conscious thought she had channeled their combined healing force into Graham. Holding Kyne’s unfocused power along with her own fading strength had nearly burned her out. Between them they had performed what she alone could not have done—restored the possibility of mobility to Graham’s shattered legs. Whether or not Graham would walk again now depended on his own efforts. Somehow she and Kyne were connected. But how? “Two bloody moons! What are you doing, woman?” The curse snapped her head up and drove out her questions. Kyne stood framed in the open doorway. Had she breathed too deep of the nika fumes and imagined everything? Where was the gentle man who had caught her as she fell and tucked her into bed? The healer who added his strength to hers to save a friend? A hostile warrior stood in his stead. She met his glower with more courage than she felt. “Going to see to my patient.” “On your knees?” Three strides brought him to her side. His caustic tone and angry eyes made her cringe as he reached for her. She hadn’t the energy to cope with Kyne now. Graham’s healing required her entire concentration. “If needs be, but now that you’re here you may assist me.” She lifted her hand and placed it on his forearm. “When quinar fly!” She gasped and clung to him as he swung her into his arms and deposited her on the bed. For a moment she lay stunned, then ignoring the pounding in her head, she scrambled to her knees and faced him. “I must see to Graham’s care.” Legs spread in a stance of command, hands fisted on his lean hips, he stared down at her. “Althea sits with him while he sleeps. He has no need of you right now. Time and nature must take its course. It will not speed his recovery for you to wear yourself to exhaustion at his side.” His voice softened slightly. A warm glow began inside Sianna. Did he have a care for her? His next words shattered that frail hope. “And if you carry Aubin’s babe? Would you sacrifice its health with your foolishness?” Aubin’s babe? “Have I no value beyond brood mare to your brother’s child?” she whispered the question without thinking. “What would you have me say? You are a hostage, a pawn to bring down your father. What more would you be?” Cold and clipped, his words froze in the air between them. What would he do if she told him there was no babe? That she was not whom he believed her to be? That her father would likely not respond to their demands for her return? That he would abandon her to her fate and save himself? Would her life be forfeit? She searched Kyne’s impassive face for a clue to the emotions he hid so well. Why couldn’t she see into his heart as she saw into the hearts of others? What force blocked her empathic talent, yet let them link to heal? And what of those times when she touched his emotions and knew he felt hers as well, if only briefly? Something other than blood prevented her from reading him, for when they did join, the bond was stronger than any she’d ever known. A communion, a merging of their kas. He grabbed her upper arms and pulled her up so her eyes were level with his. “Why did you dally with Aubin?” At his touch, emotions jolted through her—Kyne’s jumbled emotions. Did he feel hers as well? “I...” She shook with reaction to the searing agony housed in his ka. “Wasn’t a marriage to Prince Timon and the power of the throne enough for you? Did you have to break Aubin’s heart then throw him to your father’s mercy?” “You don’t understand.” She struggled to block the maelstrom of dangerous debris whirling within Kyne—hatred, anger, desire, guilt. Only his strong will kept the deadly emotions from breaking free to wreck havoc and destroy him, but weak as she was, Sianna couldn’t shield herself. “La...I loved Aubin.” The pain of his fingers biting into her arms couldn’t compare to the torment his pain caused her. Like a hungry water worm he fed his passions with her life force and left her drained. “Love? You used Aubin for your own selfish ends, then cast him aside. You and your father are takers. What could you know of love?” Tell him the truth. Tell him who you really are, a small, traitorous voice inside her whispered, and he’ll turn his hatred elsewhere. And Laila? What will become of her? Defeated by loyalty, Sianna pressed her lips together to keep from revealing the truth. Kyne clutched Sianna’s arms with uncalled for force, but couldn’t loosen his hold. With his grip he fought the urge to bend his head to hers and take her moist lips. He used harsh words to drive out the need to push her back on the bed and bury himself in her soft, womanly body, to ease with her heat the chill of loneliness in his heart. His efforts failed to quench his desire. Rage made him rash. Why deny himself? What difference would his possession of her make? The babe growing in her belly proved her no innocent, that she had lain with a man. Even though the man had been his own brother, the thought enraged Kyne. Sianna belonged to him. He would not share her, even with a dead man. He wanted her hot and wet and willing. He wanted to brand her with his taste, his touch, his smell, until she forgot she’d ever lain with another man. Until she forgot Aubin. His brother. “Aubin.” He groaned his brother’s name. Kyne felt Sianna’s twinge of pain as his fingers tightened on her arms. Guilt doused passion. “Let him go,” she whispered. “You need peace, and he needs to move on.” “I can’t. He’s part of me. The better part, I fear.” Her slim hand spread over his chest. “You’ll always carry Aubin in your heart.” “Aubin was my heart. His goodness. His gentleness. His quiet strength bonded my family, our people, together.” Kyne laughed harshly. “I wonder if, when your father killed Aubin, he knew he struck a mortal blow? Without Aubin we have no heart. We’re lost, floundering. Though we fight on, to what purpose?” No longer could Kyne believe Sianna had any part in Aubin’s death. The woman he’d come to know was caring and gentle. She forgave without hesitation any who hurt her and gave unstintingly even to those who named themselves her enemies. She was as much a victim of her father as Aubin. With this conclusion, Kyne found a measure of serenity in his desire for her. Still, she was DiSanti’s daughter and had been Aubin’s lover. Had she loved him? She avowed so. The thought caused an ache deep in the heart he claimed he no longer possessed. “You’re wrong. Aubin is still with you. Here.” She touched his chest. “And here.” She touched his forehead. “You fight on because it’s right to do so. My fath....” she faltered then continued, “DiSanti is an evil man. He must be stopped.” At her condemnation of her father and the feather light brush of her fingers across his chest and brow, Kyne’s desire surged anew. Purged of anger and guilt, his passion built. Whatever their past, whatever their future, for this moment Sianna belonged to him. Her hands framed his face, and she pulled him down to meet her kiss. “I’m not Aubin,” he groaned against her lips, giving her one last chance to stop him. “I know.” Her low moan reached past his anger. He loosened his grip and closed his eyes against the accusation he would see in her eyes, but unwilling to release her, retained his hold. Struggling to regain control, he opened his eyes. Except for the rapid beat of her pulse at her throat which betrayed her agitation, she met his gaze boldly. Taking a deep breath, he opened himself and sensed her presence within him. Emotions not his own tugged at him— longing, forgiveness, hidden guilt. No longer could he deny the connection between them, the feeling that some unknown force bonded them together. He lowered her to the bed. Warda growled and bared his teeth. At Kyne’s sharp reproach, the hound whined and slunk away. Honor demanded he punish her for her part in Aubin’s death. Honor demanded he remain aloof from her. Honor demanded he deny what his heart told him of her. Honor be damned. He would have her. *** Sianna closed her eyes as Kyne’s head swooped down and his lips captured hers. Expecting to feel anger in the crush of his mouth, his tender caress surprised an unexpected response from her. At the sweet stroke of his lips, her body softened and went pliant in his now gentle embrace. Warmth spiraled in her belly, a tumbling, chaotic feeling that left her breathless and yearning for something she’d never experienced, but knew she needed to be complete. This man, and this man alone, could fill the emptiness she’d carried inside herself for so long, the aloneness, the longing. Her hands fumbled with his shirt and trousers. She never thought to protest as he stripped off her tunic and bared her skin to his heated gaze. With a frustrated snarl, he ripped away the remainder of his clothes. Braced on his arms, he hovered above her, his skin gleaming like smooth, dark honey in the sunlight. She lifted her hand then hesitated. What did he want of her? Would he welcome or reject her caress? His jumbled emotions gave her little guidance. “Touch me.” His warm whisper stirred the down of her cheek. In a distant corner of her mind she felt the bed against her back, the rumpled sheets and the brush of the silky bed robe. Then the heat, touch, taste and scent of him surrounded her until she lost any sense of where she ended and he began, as if the joining of their lips also melded their spirits. Doubts and fears melted away. They were one. Mind and body. Her flesh his. His flesh hers. Familiar, yet new and exciting. Like a baby first explores its own body, they discovered each other. Touching. Stroking. Feeling. Warm and solid, his chest muscles quavered beneath the palm of her hand, and his breath caught in his throat. On either side of her, his arms trembled. Made bold by his response, she let her hand drift lower down the ridges of his abdomen. His flesh was as smooth and hard as polished crystal yet warm and pliant beneath her touch. She glanced up at his face, and the look of naked longing in his eyes stirred her own growing desire. Her fingers brushed over his heated length, and he jerked. At his groan, she knew what he needed and cupped his weight in her hand. A surge of heat shot through her own groin as she experienced the touch of her hand on his body. Did all people feel this way? Or did the unique bond between Kyne and her make their mating different? When he bent his head and took the peak of her breast into his warm, moist mouth, her questions dissolved. A sweet river of emotions swirled around them, their essences blending into a rapid rush. Forgetting all that lay between them, she let sensation carry her into an unfamiliar realm of wonder. Kyne felt Sianna’s presence, a part of him, yet separate. How honestly she responded to his touch, no tricks or guile in her reactions. The catch in her breath, the arch of her body toward his, the flush of pink staining her chest and cheeks revealed her arousal. She affected him far beyond the physical. Made uneasy by the thought, he focused on the merging of their bodies—the brush of skin against skin, the soft moistness of her lips under his, the tingle of her cool, slim fingers grazing shyly over him. He couldn’t stop his groan as those fingers worked their way down his body and cupped him. Heat flared. Need battled patience. Blood ran hot and thick through his veins. Every muscle and tendon strained to let loose, to run this race full speed rather than savor each sweet moment. On a voyage of discovery, her hands, wanton yet somehow innocent, wandered across his flesh and sought out his secrets. Afraid it all would end before it began, he took her hands in his and pinned them above her head. “Relax and trust me,” he soothed when she started to protest. Clear azure eyes searched his. Before the tension in her delicate wrists eased, he sensed her surrender. Satisfaction shot through him as her lips parted slightly on a sigh and she yielded herself to his care. He released her hands and knelt over her. Though her gaze followed him, she didn’t lower her arms or attempt to cover herself. Bare to his view she stretched out on the bed, fearless, a proud offering to some ancient god. A cool harvest breeze contrasted with the warmth of the sun streaming in through the open windows. Specks of dust glittered and danced in the sunbeams, bathing Sianna in a shimmering haze. With one large, calloused hand, Kyne cupped her soft breast and stroked the nipple with his thumb. Instantly, the pink bud puckered and stood erect, demanding attention— attention he had no intention of denying it. Her breathy gasp when his mouth closed over her breast echoed inside him. His own nipples contracted and his stomach clenched at the sweet suction of his mouth on her breast. He felt her delight in his touch as he knew she felt his pleasure in her caress. The realization that they were connected beyond the norm unsettled him, but a torrent of sensation dissipated his concern. Breath whispered through her parted lips and her back arched, thrusting her breasts upward in a silent offer. Her steady, undaunted gaze never left his. Held captive by his reflection in the dark depths of her eyes, he surrendered to her power and levered his body over hers. At the slight nudge of his knee, her legs slid apart to accept him. Like sun-warmed silk her inner thighs brushed his hair- rough skin. He clenched his teeth against the urge to drive himself into her body without first seeing to her pleasure. His need to stroke and satisfy her went beyond enhancing his own enjoyment in their physical coupling. “Love me.” He swallowed her husky whisper and plunged his tongue into the hot, wet cavern of her willing mouth. Arms winding around his neck, she arched into him, her soft curves filling his hard hollows. His hand closed over her warm, damp woman’s mound, and he felt a corresponding pressure over his own groin. Her whimper of need echoed his moan of demand. Against her belly his arousal throbbed in time with the rapid beat of her heart. Eager hands stroked over trembling flesh. Kyne couldn’t tell who stroked and who trembled. It didn’t matter. They were one, both reaching, straining for a distant summit. Parting the downy softness of her nether curls, he found the tiny nub hidden in her folds and began a rhythmic massage. With each stroke of his fingers her body grew taut and her breath short. Lost to rational thought, she twisted compulsively beneath him, legs twitching, body undulating, fingers clenching the bed sheets. Concentrating on bringing her to completion, Kyne tried to ignore the shafts of pleasure darting through him with each stroke. “Please, Kyne. Please,” she pleaded. “I can’t...I didn’t....” Glazed now with passion nearly met, her eyes fluttered shut and her mouth formed a soundless “O” as her body arched into his hand and went rigid. Pink tinged her throat and chest, and her nipples turned hard and red. For long moments she hung there, suspended by the ecstasy coursing through her. Echoes of her pleasure speared through Kyne, then moisture streamed over his fingers. With a ragged exhalation, she sank back to the bed. “I didn’t know it could be like this.” Her bemused confession confused him. Had Aubin left her wanting? “There’s more.” She shook her head slowly in denial, her sated lethargy stealing over him. “More?” “Much more.” With hands and mouth he bent to fan the glowing embers of her desire. When the inferno raged again, he positioned himself above her trembling form and plunged into the heated blaze. A fragile barrier blocked his thrust. At her shocked cry and the brief piercing pain in his groin, the connection between them ended. Though they remained physically joined, their minds were no longer as one. He was alone. Frozen, he fought his body’s demand to move, his arousal throbbing insistently inside her hot, tight sheath. A virgin? She was a virgin. The thought had barely formed when she shifted beneath him, and her long, slender legs wrapped around his hips. The movement snapped his brittle control. Nothing mattered except he purge himself in Sianna’s fire. Groaning in defeat, he let instinct take charge and, regardless of the consequences, embedded himself to the hilt in her body. Again and again he withdrew and thrust. Though virgin, she matched him thrust for thrust until sweat slicked both their bodies and the tempo of their breathing grew hoarse and ragged. Suddenly she shuddered, and her internal muscles milked him. With a harsh moan he surrendered to his own climax and gave her his seed. Though more intense than any coupling he’d yet experienced, Kyne sensed that the sensation was only a fraction of what could have been if they had maintained their link. Drained and confused, he sagged against her limp form. Questions hammered at his mind. Virgin? Who was she? Laila, daughter of DiSanti? Sianna, Daughter of Light? What of her relationship with Aubin? This woman would bear no child of Aubin’s. Grief for the loss of Aubin’s child faded before primitive male elation—she had lain with no other man. She was his. Determined to confront her and demand answers, Kyne lifted his head. Words died on his lips. Framing her porcelain features like a scarf of midnight silk, her long hair spread across the white sheet. A dark lock curled around her breast and teased a dusty-pink nipple. Moisture pooled in his mouth at the thought of tasting that soft little bud. Through parted lips, her warm breath brushed his cheek, and deep inside her his body throbbed to life. Even in sleep she held him. “Moon madness!” As he uttered the curse, he jerked away. Cool air swirled between them, drying the sweat on his skin. Sianna shivered and murmured a protest, but didn’t wake. She curled onto her side, her tangled hair draping over her body like a misty black veil. Easing himself from the bed, Kyne stared down at her. “Sleep for now, little liar. Soon enough I will know the truth.” Eleven When Sianna awoke later that evening, the setting sun cast the room in blue-green shadows. Bemused by her strange languor, she forced herself to rise to see to Graham’s care. Her muscles protested the movement, and a sticky dampness trickled down between her thighs. Flecks of red stained rumpled white sheets. Her tunic lying on the floor stirred her awareness and brought heat to her cheeks. She pushed the memories aside. Later, she would deal with what had passed between her and Kyne and how it would change things. Work would take her mind from the dangerous path it sought to wander. For now, she ignored her aching body and heart, snatched up the wrinkled tunic and yanked it over her head. With shaking fingers, she combed the worst of the tangles from her hair and quickly braided the long mass. Warda rose from his place by the hearth, stretched, and followed as she made her way out into the hall. Like an unexpected wind, heartbreak made Sianna stagger just before Katya barreled around a corner and into her. In a tangle of arms, legs and fur, they went down to the hard stone floor, Sianna on the bottom. Warda yelped and scrambled to his feet, his nails scraping Sianna’s belly and thighs as he did so. Pain distracted her for a moment. Over her, Katya pushed herself to a kneeling position. “I’m sorry,” she sniffed. Tears trickled down her cheeks. Stunned by both the impact and Katya’s lack of animosity toward her, Sianna lay still. “Let me help you.” Warily, for physical contact heightened the flow of emotions, Sianna accepted Katya’s outstretched hand. As their fingers touched, Sianna sensed Katya’s deep sorrow, but her rage had burned away. Katya pulled Sianna to her feet. Fingers entwined, Sianna felt the young woman’s newfound maturity. “You no longer hate me?” Surprise flashed in Katya’s eyes. She snatched her hand away. “Hating you is useless. It will not bring back Aubin. It doesn’t punish you nor your father for your crimes. It only tears apart my soul. And whatever else you’ve done, your skill has saved Graham’s life. For that, you have my gratitude.” Sianna could both see and feel the effort it took Katya to keep her voice steady, but it broke on Graham’s name. Without hesitation she sought to reassure Katya. “Graham is a proud, stubborn man. Right now he can’t see beyond his injuries, and he would not burden those he cares for.” She didn’t speak of Graham’s love for Katya. It was for him to tell her. “Let him heal some before you offer him your love.” “Love!” Katya’s eyes snapped denial. “I’d as soon wake a hibernating sardak than approach Graham again. Only a fool would try to love that overgrown, obstinate, exasperating bear of a man.” Hiding her grin of understanding, Sianna said, “But then love makes fools of us all, doesn’t it? Be patient with him as he has been patient with you.” A reluctant smile tugged at Katya’s lips. “Perhaps.” “I must see to Graham’s care, but I find myself weak. Will you help me down the stairs?” “I will not beg at his door!” “No one asks you to. Merely lend me your arm for a moment.” When Katya offered her arm, Sianna leaned on it heavily, grateful for the support as they headed down the stairs to the great hall. Weariness tugged at her and hunger burned at her innards. Could she take a moment to eat? “You are different from any healer I’ve known,” Katya mused. “They treat only the body, but your touch goes deeper, to a person’s heart, doesn’t it? Are you a witch?” Sianna both heard and felt Katya’s sudden awe and niggle of fear. “I’m but a skilled healer. Unless you would see me dead, be careful what you say. Your people would burn me as quickly for being a witch as they would for being DiSanti’s daughter.” “You are right. I should not bandy the name witch about. I would not see you dead for what is naught but a silly superstition. There are no witches, only that which we’ve yet to understand.” Her tone hardened as she continued, “If you die, it will be for Aubin’s foul murder.” At the foot of the stairs, Katya halted abruptly and turned to face Sianna. “Then again, the lessening of my hatred toward you smacks of spells and witchery, and the emptiness I felt at Aubin’s death is no longer so deep or dark. Have you touched my ka with your magic?” “No magic. Love.” Love surely played a part in Katya’s maturation. But while Sianna disclaimed the title of witch, she often wondered about the source of her healing skills. The good Sisters didn’t possess her talent, and they were the most learned of healers. Was she blessed or cursed? And what of Kyne? Katya snorted. “Love, indeed. I am naught but fond of Graham. Why, he’s old enough to be my father.” She seemed to have forgotten her tearful confessions of love when Graham was carried into the castle. Sianna refrained from reminding her. Soon enough, Katya and Graham would have to sort out their relationship. “You can try, but in the end love will not be denied. Older he may be, but not quite so old as to be your father.” At the door to Althea’s chamber, Katya stopped and stepped back. “Can you manage?” “Yes.” She touched Katya’s arm. “One last favor.” Suspicion darkened Katya’s eyes. “What?” How quickly the fragile truce between them ended. “Ask Betha to prepare a tray of food for Graham and me. He is sure to be hungry and so am I.” At that moment Sianna’s stomach grumbled, and humor eased some of the tension from Katya’s body. She nodded and headed toward the kitchen. Feeling Graham’s bitterness, Sianna faced the closed door with misgiving. He didn’t believe he would walk, and without that belief he wouldn’t. “Will Graham live?” Zoa’s tearful voice drew Sianna from her worried thoughts. She turned to look down at the child standing next to her. Tears made pale tracks down the girl’s dirty cheeks. Where had the child been? Judging by her crumpled, dirt-stained clothing, with the hounds. Apparently, in the confusion of the caravan’s arrival and Graham’s injury, Zoa had slipped away from her nurse’s care. “Etam says Graham will be a cripple. I called him a liar and hit him! He tried to hit me back, but I ran and hid. Grenna called and called, but I didn’t come out until I saw you.” She threw her arms around Sianna’s waist. The impact of Zoa’s small body and her tangled emotions of fear, hope, anger and trust staggered Sianna. In an instinctive response to Zoa’s cry for comfort, she knelt and wrapped her arms around the child. “Don’t let him die.” Sobs punctuated Zoa’s words. “There now, Graham isn’t dying.” Knowing she lacked the strength, she resisted the urge to offer more than a physical soothing and merely stroked Zoa’s back. “Make him walk again,” Zoa demanded and pulled away. “You healed me. Make him better.” “How do you know I healed you?” Shocked, Sianna didn’t deny Zoa’s pronouncement. Other than Kyne, no one was ever aware of her when she touched their emotions or performed a healing. Zoa shrugged. “I tingled funny when you touched me, and then I breathed better.” With the simple logic of a child, Zoa easily made the connection between her own restored health and Sianna’s touch. Could she show Graham the same? If she revealed her skill, would he believe and welcome her touch, or cringe in fear of what he didn’t understand and denounce her as a witch? Not for the first time, she bemoaned the fact that her connection with people’s emotions did not give her insight into their thought processes or knowledge of how they would react. Like a fallen leaf on the water, she merely rode the stream of their emotions, unable to change or direct the flow. Only when she attempted a spiritual healing could she channel a person’s emotional energy, but such healing took a psychic toll greater than for healing the body, and even then she couldn’t read the thoughts behind the emotions. “Zoa, you little scamp.” Grenna threaded her way around the infirmary’s pallets to their side. “I’ve been looking everywhere for you.” She tsked and shook her head. “Just look at you. Have you been rolling in the mud with the shoats? Come along now. It’s time you were bathed and put to bed, young lady.” “Don’t wanna.” Zoa’s lower lip pouted out, and she clung to Sianna. “Wanna see Graham.” Sianna gently eased the child away and raised her face. “You can’t see Graham just yet. He’s still very sick, but I promise he’ll get better.” Another promise made. One only Graham could keep. “Go along now with Grenna. Maybe tomorrow you can visit Graham.” Hope sparked in Zoa’s dark eyes. “Really?” Without waiting for an answer, she slid from Sianna’s embrace and grabbed Grenna’s hand. Arms empty, Sianna watched the child skip away. “Really?” At Kyne’s voice from behind her, Sianna rose slowly to turn and face him. From a face carved of crystal, without a hint of warmth or compassion, his eyes stared at her as if their connection had never been—as if they had never made love. She reached out to him empathetically, but felt nothing. Pain staggered her as unacknowledged dreams died in her heart. “What are you doing here?” he demanded. “I’ve come to see my patient. His dressings need changing, and I would check for fever and infection.” Struggling against her need to flee from Kyne’s icy composure, she took a step toward the door. He barred her way with an outstretched arm. Unable to read his emotions, she couldn’t interpret the stiff set of his broad shoulders or the rigid press of his lips. Did he hate her for being her father’s daughter, or for the lies he now knew she told? “Graham has no further need of you. Althea can see to the rest of his care.” “You’re wrong. Graham needs me even more now. Haven’t I proven myself to you? Please let me see to him.” She couldn’t keep the pleading note from her voice. “Your actions do not change the fact you are DiSanti’s daughter.” His expressionless gaze settled on her face then moved lower and studied her. “Or are you?” Memories of his hands and mouth on the same flesh that his eyes now touched flooded through her. Her nipples beaded against her soft shift material, and moisture gathered at the juncture of her thighs. A wave of heat brought the pungent scent of sex to her nostrils. Warmth blossomed in her belly while her tongue froze in her mouth. She hadn’t considered what her virginity would mean to Kyne. His belief that Laila had lain with Aubin and might carry his child now made him question her identity. Could she lie yet again? Deny her relationship with her father? What of Laila? Guilt and fear made her drop her gaze. “I am his daughter,” she whispered. A twinge of what felt like distress touched her, but it disappeared before she could confirm it. “See to your patient.” Relief surged through her. She swayed, catching his arm to maintain her balance. Beneath her fingers he felt warm and solid. A sudden longing to rest in his embrace caught her off guard. Stiffening her resolve, she thrust aside her hopeless feelings for Rul Cathor. He could be nothing to her or for her, but Graham needed her. “Are you strong enough?” Reluctant concern threaded Kyne’s words but revealed nothing of his true feelings. Unable to speak for the emotion clogging her throat, she nodded. “You may have saved his life, but he’ll not thank you for it,” Kyne cautioned. “I don’t seek his gratitude, only his rehabilitation.” “Will he walk? Althea thinks not.” “Graham’s recovery will not be easy or painless, but if he’s determined enough he should regain almost complete mobility. I’ve done what I can. The rest is up to him.” “See to him.” Kyne stepped away from her, and her fingers slid off his arm. “After you finish with Graham, we will speak in my chamber.” He turned and strode away. Dread lodged in Sianna’s heart. Of what would they speak? Her virginity? Or rather the recent loss of it? Her true identity? What answers could she give to his questions that would not endanger her sister? “Milady? Are you well?” Sianna pushed aside her worry and turned to meet Betha’s troubled gaze. “I’m fine.” Tantalizing aromas of fresh bread, roasted shoat, and spiced fruit drifted up from the loaded tray the plump little woman carried. Sianna smiled and buried her apprehension in a dark corner of her mind. “More than fine if this tray is for me. It smells wonderful.” “For you and Graham,” Betha said. “Katya asked me to prepare it for you. Open the door for me, please.” “Stay, Warda.” The beast snuffed in protest, but settled just outside the door. Sianna opened the door and stood aside for Betha to enter the small chamber. “Get out,” Graham bellowed. “I said I wanted no visitors!” Betha quaked and would have dropped the tray in fright if Sianna hadn’t reached out and taken it from her shaking hands. “I’ll take it from here. Close the door behind you, Betha. No need for the rest of the castle to hear Graham’s tantrums.” With a quick, grateful nod Betha scurried away. The soft click of the door sounded loud in the silence following Graham’s outburst. “I hope you’re pleased with yourself. You scared the poor woman with your ill-natured roaring.” As she scolded, Sianna busied herself arranging the tray across Graham’s lap, careful not to put any weight on his injured thigh. Graham didn’t answer. She sensed the conflicting emotions chasing through him—relief and regret. Arms over his bare chest, he glared at her. Anger simmered in the small chamber. Pale and drawn, he still possessed a powerful and unpredictable temper. She steadied the tray and prayed he wouldn’t toss it away. Though concerned for her patient’s well-being, her mouth began to water in anticipation of food. “Eat, then I’ll check your dressings.” She held out a knife and fork. When he didn’t take them from her, she picked up his hand and closed his fingers around the utensils. “I’m not hungry,” he pouted. She took note of the way Graham’s nose twitched at the smell rising from the cloth-covered tray and how he licked his lips. “Of course you’re not, but now that Betha has gone to the trouble of preparing this tray, it would be sinful to waste food. If you don’t mind, I’ll join you. I’m starved.” She sat on the chair next to the bed and lifted the cloth. As she helped herself to the meal, Sianna felt the battle raging inside Graham. His strong survival instinct commanded him to eat and live, no matter what, but his stubborn male pride demanded he live as a whole man or not at all. His internal struggle played havoc with her already delicate stomach. Finally, she stabbed a piece of meat and held it to his compressed lips. “Eat.” With obvious reluctance, yet undeniable eagerness, he accepted the morsel and ate. Only when the tray was nearly empty did he lower his fork and look at her. “That wasn’t so hard, was it?” she teased. A cagey grin eased the tension from his face. “Think you’re smart, do you,” he answered, his normal good-humor slipping past his angry distress. “Of course.” She smiled and removed the tray. “Now let me look at your dressings.” Without waiting for his approval, she flipped back the blanket and set to work. A small corner of the cloth preserved his modesty and hers. Though his legs were swollen—the discolored skin stretched taut over abused bone and muscle—no telltale streaks of red around the gash gave indication of inflection. Her neat stitches held the flesh together, and the bleeding had ceased. She adjusted the splints that held his legs immobile. The skin around his mouth went white, but he didn’t object or move. But he grabbed her hand when she started to spread a creamy salve over the raw flesh. “What is that?” “Naught but an herbal ointment to ease your pain and promote healing. I’ll not injure you further.” The mistrust in his voice and eyes hurt worse than she had anticipated. Would they never accept her? Would her father’s sins be forever laid at her feet? *** Kyne closed the door to his chamber behind him and leaned against the raw wood. Though exhaustion dogged him, inner turmoil kept him tense. What would he say to Sianna—if that was her name—when she arrived? His gaze went to the rumpled, stained bedding, then darted away. Guilt and satisfaction stabbed him in equal measures. Virgin. The word and memory lingered in his mind. Aubin’s last words had been of the possibility of a child. But if Sianna was not DiSanti’s daughter, who was she and why did she lie? Questions tormented Kyne, but he’d find no answers until Sianna arrived. Determined to rest, he moved toward the bed. One small lamp bathed the room in a soft, mellow glow and forced his attention to changes in the once barren chamber. Instead of walking across cold stone floors, his booted feet sank into large sardak-fur rugs. A piece of lace cloth covered the rough wooden mantel over the hearth. On the cloth a cracked clay pot held a profusion of wild flowers. He touched the fragile petals. The silky softness and delicate perfume reminded Kyne of Sianna’s skin and her own sweet, fresh fragrance. Disgusted to find himself mooning like an untried youth, he jerked his hand away. Two chairs and a small cloth-covered table placed before the hearth invited him to sit and relax. A bottle of wine and a glass along with a bowl of fruit rested on the table. With a few small touches, Sianna had turned his chamber from merely a place to sleep into a comfortable retreat from the demands outside the door. Faced with anger and hostility, she had created a haven of peace around her. Defeated by her solicitude, he sank into a chair and stared at the cold hearth. Too weary to rise and light a fire against the growing chill of night, he let his head fall back and his eyes close. How many times while fighting DiSanti’s forces had he slept on the hard, cold ground and listened to his men moan in pain? Too many to count. In comparison, the discomfort of an evening breeze was nothing. Soft cushions cradled his body, and wild flower perfume filled his nostrils, but sleep evaded him as he waited for Sianna. Sianna eased the door to Kyne’s chamber open and shushed Warda as he pushed past her into the dark room. The rest of the castle slept. Did Kyne? She prayed so. The meal she’d shared with Graham sat heavy on her stomach. Grit grated in her tired eyes, and the ripe smell of her own body made her nose burn. The flesh between her thighs ached and throbbed with each beat of her heart, a constant reminder of Kyne’s possession. She had used nearly all her remaining strength to reach through Graham’s fear and hostility, but she now felt confident he would recover. Physically and emotionally drained, she wanted nothing more than to curl up and sleep, which she could do only if Kyne allowed. In the morning she would be better able to deal with his questions. “How does Graham fare?” Startled, she whirled to face Kyne where he sat before the hearth. “He does well. The bones are properly aligned and should heal straight. With work he’ll soon be back on his feet.” Kyne stood, a tall, menacing shadow outside the lamplight’s welcoming circle. A fall of dark hair concealed his expression from her, and she received no hint of his emotions. Was he angry? Hurt? What did he feel about her lies? Suddenly she no longer wanted to sleep, she wanted to confront him, taunt him, tease him, until he let loose his rigid control and freed his emotions to mingle with hers. She wanted...she wasn’t sure just what, but knew she would find it only with this man. A rush of exhilaration pushed her toward Kyne. His hard gaze locked with hers, and a twinge of apprehension touched her. Where was her fear? Was she foolish enough to prod a sleeping sardak? Her shiver had nothing to do with the chill of the chamber, but she continued until she stood before him. She tilted her head back and searched his eyes in the cool, blue moonlight. “Kyne.” The word was both question and plea. With a strangled groan he reached out and cupped her face in his hand. “Who are you?” His thumb stroked her cheek. A shudder coursed through her. “I’m Sianna Di...” Placing his fingers against her lips, he silenced her reply. “No. Don’t answer. For tonight who you are doesn’t matter. Who I am doesn’t matter. I won’t let it. For tonight there is no Aubin. No DiSanti. No rebellion. No Kyne. No Sianna. Tonight you are naught but a woman and I am naught but a man. Tomorrow we will sort out the truth.” He held out his left hand to her, palm up, fingers slightly spread. His fierce command ignited an answering spark in Sianna. Trembling, she placed her right palm against his and watched as his strong, dark fingers closed over her slim, pale ones. Once again he offered his protection, and once again she accepted. For this night. With dawn would come the questions. Would she have the right answers? Twelve Sianna didn’t question as Kyne led her from the bed chamber and through the great hall. Her feet flagged only briefly when he lit a small lamp and started down a darkened stairwell. Would he now confine her to the castle’s supposedly nonexistent dungeon? The warm squeeze of his strong fingers around hers banished her fleeting fear. For this moment in time she trusted him without hesitation. Like a quiet, dark shadow Warda padded along behind. Still, she asked, “Where are we going?” Kyne’s smile flashed white in the dim lamp light. “To the bathing cavern below. After the trials of this last day, I thought you might enjoy a bath. The mineral waters are warm and soothing, the pool deep enough to swim in.” Glad the darkness hid her sudden flush, she nodded. “You are kind.” “Not kind. Practical. At this late hour it would be difficult to rouse someone to heat bath water and carry it to my chamber.” “Kind,” she insisted, “both to myself and those who would serve you.” He grunted in reply and strode ahead, his spine stiff with male pride as if to deny his gentle gesture. A sigh escaped her. Would she ever understand this dangerous, demanding man? Would he ever lower the barriers surrounding his heart and grant her entrance? At the opening to the bathing cavern she hesitated. She had no doubt if she entered she would again join her body with Kyne’s. Could she be satisfied with a physical joining, when she craved so much more? “Stay,” he commanded Warda at the entrance. With a muffled grunt the beast collapsed across the opening, a shaggy guard to their privacy. She watched Kyne move around the perimeter of the cavern and light the lanterns hanging at intervals on the walls. Redolent with the smell of water and rock, warm moist air swirled around her. Below the heavy mineral smell, a bouquet of herbs and spices rose from the rushes scattered across the rock floor. She breathed deep and let the scent calm her fluttering nerves. Like yellow stars in an inky night sky, lantern lights reflected off the pool’s smooth, black surface. Moisture glistened on rough rock walls and stone floor like crystal flakes. In this enchanted place, doubts and fears faded. “There are towels and bathing powder over there.” He pointed to a shelf filled with fluffy towels and crystal carafes. He didn’t wait, but started to strip off his clothing, letting it fall in a forgotten heap. Unexpectedly shy, she averted her eyes from the sight of his bared flesh. At the small splash and the ripples on the water’s surface, she glanced up. Kyne had disappeared. She stepped to the pool’s edge and gave a strangled cry when his head surfaced at her feet. Water lapped the cool stone and soaked through her thin slippers. Despite the warmth of air and water, she shivered. Pushing back his sleek, wet hair, he grinned up at her and held out his hand. “Join me.” Trust me. She sensed his unspoken plea. Did she dare? Could she not? Water dripped down his sculpted cheeks, beaded on his eyelashes, and trickled over his lips. Her tongue slipped over her own dry lips. She sucked in air and another scent assaulted her—warm wet male. The naked need in Kyne’s eyes stirred Sianna’s own dormant passion. Memories of their earlier encounter flickered through her mind, until her inner heat threatened to consume her. He wanted her—Sianna. Anticipation tingled in her heart and body. Before there had been no conscious choice, she had given herself to him without premeditation or thought. This time she must decide. She kicked off her slippers and took a step forward. At the edge of the pool she paused. The stone felt wet and warm beneath her bare feet. “Are you going to bathe in your clothes?” His tone held a teasing note, but his gaze burned through her thin tunic. Tendrils of emotion wafted around her. Longing. Fear. The two emotions twisted and turned within Kyne like mating water worms, each struggling to dominate the other. She knelt in front of him, her gaze searching his. “What do you long for?” Surprise crossed his face. “You.” “What do you fear?” “You.” The word ended in a groan of defeat. She loosened the ties that held the neck of her tunic gathered and allowed the loose garment to slither down her body and puddle around her feet. Kyne’s sudden intake of breath sparked an answering gasp from her. “Beautiful.” Leaning forward, she rested her palms on his wet shoulders. Warmth crept up her arms, but faded in comparison to the searing heat of his hands closing around her waist. With deceptive ease, he lifted her. Shivering, not with cold but with scalding desire, she seemed to hover above him. Her naked breasts gleamed white and brushed against his rough cheek. Her nipples tingled and contracted into small, hard beads. Then he let her down into the dark, welcoming depths of the pool, her body gliding along his. Each touch generated a wave of longing. She pressed close, melding her flesh to his from shoulder to knee. Secure in his embrace, she floated. Like liquid satin the water stroked them, while scented steam drifted above the black surface of the pool, swirling gently in the air. “Touch me,” he groaned. His tongue teased the sensitive hollow behind her ear. Made bold by his plea, she ran her palms down his arms. In response his fingers dug almost painfully into her waist. At her small sound of distress his grip eased, and his hands stroked over her hips to clasp her buttocks. His arousal throbbed insistently against her belly. Fingers probed between her thighs. In a moment of panic her muscles clenched, then memories stirred, and her body seemed to liquefy. Except for the band of Kyne’s arm around her hips, she felt at one with the pool—soft and flowing, warm and open. Her legs drifted apart. She rested her cheek against his shoulder and pressed her lips to the moist skin of his throat. His low growl of pleasure spurred her to imitate his actions and taste the flesh behind his ear. “No more, little witch, or I’ll disgrace myself. I was too rough and quick this morning. You are still raw and swollen.” His fingers lightly stroked the sensitive flesh, and she felt a twinge of pain. But the feeling was quickly overwhelmed by others far more compelling. Wanting more, she pressed her hips into his hand. His soft chuckle made her flush with embarrassment and bury her face in his shoulder. When he held her at arms’ length, she felt abandoned. Despite the warmth of the water, cold seeped over her. How could he want her? She was his enemy’s daughter. If only she could read his emotions, but aside from a few fleeting moments of connection, he remained closed to her empathic talent. After the warmth of the water, the rock felt cool against her backside as Kyne seated her at the pool’s edge. Ashamed of her brazenness, she shut her eyes and wrapped her arms protectively around her chest. He placed his fingers beneath her chin and said, “Look at me, Sianna.” Reluctantly, afraid of what she might see, she opened her eyes and met his gaze. She hoped the dim light and moist air hid the tears trembling in her eyes. His dark eyes reflected the flickering glow of the lamplight, but revealed little of his thoughts or feelings. She started to rise. “I’ll get dressed now.” His eyebrows lifted in surprise. “Dressed? Whatever for?” He held her in place with his hands on her thighs. “Have I frightened you? Don’t be afraid. There will be no pain this time, I promise. We will take this slow and easy.” His tender, concerned looked eased the building ache in her heart. He slid his hand behind her head and pulled her forward. “Kiss me.” Because he asked and did not demand, Sianna’s doubts and fears melted away. She pressed her trembling mouth to his. Molten desire boiled through her—hers or his, she could no longer discern. With the touch, their emotions melded. In that moment they became one. She felt the heavy silken weight of her hair on his one hand, the soft skin of her thigh beneath the other, along with the smooth, wet flesh of his biceps under her palms and his hot, slick tongue tangling with hers as they kissed. Kyne’s emotions and sensations became hers and, by his body’s ripple of satisfaction, she sensed that hers became his. Excitement raced through her veins like the bubbles of fermented wine. This is what she had longed for—the blending of souls, the becoming as one with another. And yet they were not one. She still knew nothing of his thoughts. Only his desires and physical sensations were clear to her. For now they were enough. She refused to think beyond this moment, to the future, the distant morning when he might again look at her with anger and hatred. She clutched his head to her breast and gave herself to this instant out of time. He freed his head from her clasp. With his hands on her inner thighs, he spread her legs wide apart and moved between them. Water lapped over the edge of the pool to lave her exposed flesh. She gasped in startled awe and clenched his hair in her fists when the liquid fire of his tongue replaced the warm balm of water. Her back arched and her hips thrust forward to meet his hot mouth as it closed over her. With every stroke of his tongue, tension coiled in her belly like a whip ready to crack. Sweet and salty, her own taste and scent pooled in her mouth. Like a shower of crystal dust, feelings cascaded over her skin. Low, animal-like moans echoed in the cavern. She trembled on the brink, unwilling to pull back, yet afraid to step off into the unknown. But it wasn’t unknown, she reminded what little remained of her consciousness. Kyne had shown her this abyss once before. He would keep her safe. With a sigh she surrendered to the glory of his assault and let herself take flight beneath his touch. Boneless and weak, she sagged forward, resting her chest on top of his now lifted head. His low chuckle of masculine satisfaction barely made her stir. She smiled, wondering who was the conqueror and who was the conquered. “You taste like warm honeyed wine, sweet and tangy.” Heat flushed Sianna’s cheeks at his brash words, but she felt no true embarrassment. Nothing that passed between them could be ugly or wrong. He lifted her upright and tugged her forward into the water once more. She flowed into his arms like the river flows into the sea, without hesitation or awareness of where one ends and the other begins. Her legs wrapped around his hips, and he slid smoothly into her tight sheath. She pressed her face to his chest. “Look at me,” Kyne commanded and nudged her chin up with his knuckles. “Don’t be shy. Yes,” he said when she gave him a startled look. “I can sense your emotions. What kind of unholy bond has been forged between us?” Fear and a fierce sense of exultation surged from him to her. Locked in his embrace, his body intimately joined with hers, she had difficulty forming her words. “I’m unsure. I’ve never experienced this before.” His laughter vibrated throughout her body. “That was obvious this morning, but I wasn’t referring to the joining of our bodies.” Stung by his seemingly casual dismissal of their lovemaking, she stiffened. “Neither was I.” “I know.” He tightened his hold, allowing her no room to pull away. “I but teased. How is it I sense your emotions? Feel what your body feels?” He moved his hips and groaned. The sensation of him sliding in and out of her drove any rational thought from her mind. Though her insides quickened to his motion she went limp in his arms, unable to speak an answer. He didn’t ask again. Instead, he backed her against the smooth stone wall of the pool and began to rock his hips. His muscles went taut beneath her hands. She knew he held his need in check while he drove her again to the brink of the abyss. This time she didn’t hesitate. She plunged willingly into the unknown. Moments later he threw back his head with a triumphant shout and followed her. Only a damp towel separated his backside from the hard rock floor of the bathing cavern, but Kyne felt no desire to move. Like a fragrant silk coverlet, Sianna’s damp hair draped across his chest. Her head rested on his shoulder, and one leg nestled deep between his thighs. The brush of her nether hair teased his hip, while her gentle breath stirred the underside of his chin. Though well-sated by their hours in the pool, his body roused to her touch. Contentment radiated in the air. He could almost reach out and touch it, but feared to do so. Like a cloud or a dream, if you gripped it too hard it would dissolve. And, like a dream, this feeling could not last. Outside the bathing cavern the world waited. He chided himself for succumbing to her feminine charms. With the finish of their sex—he refused to acknowledge their joining as lovemaking—the strange bond he had felt with Sianna evaporated like a morning mist. Perhaps what he felt was nothing more than the sensations of a man who had long denied himself the pleasure of a woman’s body. He clung to the thought and ignored the small voice inside that countered the idea. Damping down his growing arousal, he moved her aside. He needed to rise. There were questions to be asked. Decisions to be made. By remaining here he only delayed the inevitable. “Kyne?” she questioned sleepily. Flushed from the cavern’s moist heat and passion well spent, her cheeks and chest were rosy. Dark, tangled hair tumbled over her shoulders, blocking his view of dusty pink nipples. Guilt prodded him as he rose. What excuse did he have for taking what she offered when he didn’t know who she truly was? “Get dressed,” he ordered. At his harsh tone, color leeched from her face. With trembling fingers she snatched up her stained and crumpled tunic. Clutching the cloth to cover her nakedness, she faced him with a courage he rarely saw. Even warriors often cringed when he used this tone. “You regret what we’ve done.” She spoke the words as a statement, not a question. “Do you regret your lies?” Anger sparked in her eyes. Her chin lifted. “Lies! What lies? I am my father’s daughter?” Her voice gained volume with each word. One hand fisted at her waist while the other clutched her tunic to her chest. The limp fabric hid little of her charms. The curve of her hip peeking from around the faded material distracted him. “Does what we shared mean so little to you?” “What exactly did we share? Sex.” Her lips tightened. “It was more than mere sex.” He rejected her claim.”And how would a virgin know the difference?” “I may have been a virgin, but I have eyes and ears. In my years with the Sisters of Light as a healer I saw and heard much about what goes on between men and women. Deny it all you like, but we shared more than just our bodies.” “Seeing and hearing are far different from experiencing. You read more into our joining than was there.” Kyne dismissed his memory of the bonding between them as the fantasies of a man too long without a woman. “If you truly believe so, you are denser than the rock surrounding us. I will waste no more breath arguing with you.” Though he discounted her words and his own nagging thoughts, at her show of outrage, Kyne’s annoyance faded. He smothered a smile. When riled, the little shecal would bare its teeth. “We will speak of this further, but not here. In my chamber. I will have the truth from you.” “You wouldn’t know the truth if it bit you in the ass,” she muttered and turned her back to him. Sianna quickly pulled the tunic over her head and secured the cord at her throat. The soiled fabric clung to her damp skin like guilt clung to her soul. Though she hid behind bold words, her own weakness and longing had led her down this path. At any time she could have cried “no,” and he would have stopped. For a moment of pleasure she had led Kyne to corrupt his honor. For that he might never forgive her. “Kyne, I....” Warda’s low growl interrupted her. Unmindful of his nakedness, Kyne pushed her behind him and grabbed up his sword. “Who goes there?” “It’s just me, Etam, Rul Cathor.” Eyes downcast, the boy shuffled nervously into the cavern. “The guard sent me to find you, but...” he stammered, “I didn’t want to disturb you.” Kyne glared at the poor lad. Even in the dim lamplight Sianna could see the boy’s fiery blush. Heat at what he might have seen flooded her own cheeks. Kyne yanked up his trousers and strapped on his sword belt as he questioned the boy. “Did the guard send a message?” “Yes, Milord.” Etam’s tousled head bobbed. “And?” Kyne prompted with ill-concealed impatience. “Je’al has returned. The guard says to bring the healer as well. Je’al is injured.” Having delivered his message, Etam bowed and quickly scampered away. Je’al. A chill of foreboding crept through Sianna. He would have word from her father. Soon Kyne would know the truth of her identity, but not from her lips. She had to speak first. Explain her lie. And find a way to continue to conceal Laila. Thirteen Kyne crowded close behind Sianna in the small, dim chamber. Her backside rubbed against his groin as she bent over the bed and brushed sweat-soaked hair from Je’al’s bruised and battered face. Her gentle touch contrasted sharply with the brutality inflicted by her father. Half-dead, Je’al groaned when she opened his shirt and ran her hands over his chest. Dried blood covered his white, still childish flesh. If he died, Kyne knew the fault lay on his shoulders. He’d sent a lad to do a man’s job. Kyne’s fingers closed around the hilt of his sword. Along with his other sins, DiSanti would pay for this. “How bad is he?” He forced the question past a throat tight with anger. Brow furrowed in concentration, Sianna leaned over the lad. She carefully wiped away the crusted evidence of her father’s inhumanity. “Bruises. Cuts. He’s been...tortured.” Her voice broke, then firmed as she continued. “His ribs are broken, as well as one arm.” For a moment Kyne waited and watched. With each pass of her hand, Je’al’s ragged breathing seemed to grow easier, while hers grew more labored. A tinge of color touched his chalky cheeks, and the glaze of death faded from his eyes. Her shoulders slumped. She turned to Kyne. “Will he live? Can he speak?” With one hand against Kyne’s chest, she held him away. The warmth of her fingers burnt through his shirt. “Do not badger him. He must rest. His information will wait until morning.” “Do you fear what he might say? Will he live to see the dawn?” Anger made him discount the weariness in her tone, and he jeered at her concern. “I seek only his welfare. If you do not trust me to care for him, I will wake Althea.” He felt the stab of pain that flashed in her eyes as she turned away from his harsh accusation. Before he could retract his words and soothe the ache he knew had settled in Sianna’s tender heart, bloodied fingers gripped his arm. Je’al struggled to sit up. “I will speak.” Disregarding Kyne’s presence at her back, Sianna slipped an arm behind Je’al’s shoulders and settled him against the wall. “Drink this.” She held a cup of heated alt root broth to his mouth. His lips curled in distaste, but he didn’t hesitate to drink the foul-smelling brew. “Prince Timon sends greetings to Rul Cathor,” Je’al rasped. Rul Cathor. Elation rushed through Kyne. With two words, Prince Timon acknowledged Kyne’s position and declared his own. Though yet a lad, Prince Timon would some day rule Dramon. If he lived and if he did not support DiSanti, there was hope. Sianna bathed Je’al face as he spoke. He caught her wrist in a punishing grip. She flinched. Before Kyne could protest, the lad eased his hold. A look of bemusement settled over his old-young face as he stared up at Sianna. His lips twisted in a odd smile. “My thanks, Lady Sianna. And my apologies.” His words held a meaning Kyne could not decipher. She nodded and smiled. “Send the woman away. The prince’s message is not for her ears.” “Leave us.” Kyne felt her distress at Je’al’s harsh tone. Hurt flashed in her eyes, and her brief accord with Je’al shattered like brittle crystal. She pulled her arm from Je’al’s hold, straightened her shoulders and threw back her head. Damp, tangled hair slapped and stung Kyne’s arm. The blaze burning in her blue eyes promised she hadn’t finished with him. Puzzled, Kyne watched her stomp out of the chamber. What had happened to the gentle, frightened woman Katya had stolen from DiSanti’s palace? The woman who worked tirelessly healing the sick and injured and setting the castle to rights? The virgin temptress who answered his passion kiss for kiss? Who was this angry impostor? “Rul Cathor?” Je’al drew Kyne’s attention. The mystery of Sianna must wait. There were other more important questions to be answered. “Prince Timon will support our move to unseat DiSanti. For just a lad he has done what he can to undermine DiSanti’s growing power.” Kyne hid his smile. Je’al was only a few annum older than the prince. “You forget he has been raised to some day rule. Politics and intrigue were spoon-fed to him along with pabulum in his cradle.” Je’al coughed and weakly wiped the blood-flecked foam from his swollen lips. Kyne’s inner amusement died before it could flower. Pain, treachery and loss quickly killed childhood. “Were you followed?” “No. There are still those loyal to the Royal family. They helped the prince secret me out of the dungeon. DiSanti was told I died of my injuries. Before I left, Prince Timon learned that DiSanti will come to the place you named to bargain for the return of his daughter. He believes what you had me tell him—that she was abducted by outlaws for ransom. Despite his torture, I told him nothing else.” Justifiable pride laced the lad’s words. Not many men endured DiSanti’s methods of persuasion without breaking. “He has agreed to the price, but he’ll not come alone,” Je’al added. “I never believed he would. DiSanti is no fool. However, it will not matter. Alone or with a troop of men, he will fall into our trap.” The anticipation of satisfaction flowed through Kyne. Soon his blade would taste DiSanti’s blood. “Does the prince understand what we will do? Does he accept the risk?” Je’al nodded. “Those loyal to the prince will do what they can to protect him, but he knows his life along with that of his family might be forfeit in the chaos that follows DiSanti’s death.” “We will do everything to safeguard the prince and the royal family. The lad is Dramon’s one hope of avoiding civil war. With DiSanti gone, the populace will rally around Prince Timon, and the Council will follow. Were you able to determine who among the Council supports the prince?” “No. DiSanti either bought them outright, killed them or forced them into hiding. If any are loyal to the prince they are not saying. The Prince’s support comes from the servants, the palace guard, the ranks of the army and a few of the commanders. With DiSanti dead, his rogue generals will fight to maintain control, but will be like a sand worm without a head. They will devour themselves.” And any who get in their way. “I pray we’re right, or we’ll be plunging Dramon into a bloody civil war.” “Better to die fighting for our freedom than to die as DiSanti’s slaves.” Je’al’s heated protest did little to ease Kyne’s apprehension. “DiSanti is a wily bastard. He’ll not be easily defeated. How many will die to gain freedom for the rest?” “As many as necessary,” Je’al declared. *** In Kyne’s chamber, Sianna stripped off the damp and soiled tunic. Exhaustion tugged at her. Each breath made her chest ache. Je’al would live. She’d told Kyne of Je’al’s broken ribs but neglected to mention his punctured lung. Only her special touch had saved the young man from drowning in his own blood. Coughing, she wrapped her arms around her waist, leaned forward and waited for her body to absorb the damage. When would she learn to ration her talent? To give only what was needed rather than trying to heal all? Never. She couldn’t hold back. Though draining, when she offered a healing touch she received more in return than she bestowed—a satisfaction, a benediction. The Eternal One had blessed her with a gift. One she must share. Despite the risk, she couldn’t be miserly with it. The coughing stopped and the ache faded as her body returned to normal. Warda whined anxiously and nudged her with his cold, wet nose. She shivered, suddenly aware she crouched naked in the middle of the room. “I’m fine,” she reassured the hound. “But,” she huffed through the fabric of the clean blouse she pulled over her head, “your master is a complete fool. He cannot see the truth about me,” she complained as she tugged a fresh skirt over her hips and slipped her feet into slippers. She plopped down into a chair by the hearth. Heat from the cheery fire eased some of the chill from her flesh as she turned her attention to her tangled hair. The teeth of Kyne’s comb snagged and yanked at the knotted mass. Tears sprang into her eyes, but whether from pain or heartache Sianna couldn’t say. Warda laid his shaggy head in her lap. She fondled his ears and asked, “What is the truth? I am my father’s daughter, but I am not who Kyne believes me to be. By not telling him my father has two daughters, I lied to Kyne. But I only did so to protect Laila and myself. I didn’t know Kyne then as I do now. Because I couldn’t read his emotions, I didn’t know what he would do if he thought I wasn’t Laila. Now that I know he’s incapable of hurting an innocent, I could reveal the truth and know I’ll be safe.” Her hands stilled on Warda’s head. “But what of Laila? What if he discovers her presence here in the castle? Will he still think her guilty of Aubin’s murder? Can I be certain of what Kyne will do? And what of the others? Even if Kyne offers Laila pardon for her supposed crimes, will his people allow the pardon to stand, or will they seek their own justice against her?” The questions haunted Sianna. As if offering comfort, Warda pressed against her leg. “No. I cannot risk her nor the child I believe she carries until I am assured of their safety. I must seek Laila out and convince her to leave this place. Only then can I reveal myself to Kyne. But your master will want some explanation for my...” Heat rushed up her throat and into her face as memories crowded her mind. “...being a virgin when he thought I...Laila...had lain with Aubin.” She shoved away thoughts of Kyne’s hands and lips touching her, stroking her, introducing her to the passion between a man and a woman. “What do I tell him?” “Yes, what do you tell me?” Sianna gasped and looked up. How much had Kyne heard of her conversation with Warda? Legs spread, he stood in the open doorway, silhouetted in the light spilling into the chamber from the hall. In her rush to dress she had neglected to light any lamps, finding her way by the glow of the fire. “About what?” she managed to squeak. “You tell me.” He stalked toward her. Behind him the door closed with a thump. She winced at the finality of the sound. Judgement was at hand. On trembling legs she rose and moved behind the chair, putting it between him and her, meager protection if he decided to grab her. His tone told her nothing of his mood, and shadows shaded his expression. Like his face, his emotions were hidden from her. A sudden longing for the bond she’d felt with him settled in her heart. Would she ever again know that sense of completion? Warda woofed a greeting and trotted over to Kyne. “Traitor,” Sianna accused, then smiled as the hound wove around Kyne’s legs and he stumbled. He swore softly. “Lie down, Warda.” With a grumbled growl, the hound found his corner and settled into a shaggy ball, head buried beneath his tail. Sianna watched and wished she could curl up away from the questions she knew Kyne would ask. Questions she still had no idea how to answer. “Come here, Sianna.” Kyne sat in the chair across from the one she sheltered behind. Flickering flames cast his features into sharp relief, all hard angles and dark shadows, but she still could gain no clue as to what he might have heard. Had she revealed all? “I’ll not hurt you.” Regret laced Kyne’s voice, and in that instant his emotion came clear to her. That she might fear him gave him pain. Though he was a warrior, Kyne, like all people, desired to be loved not feared. Though frightened of his judgement, she knew he would not raise his fists to her. She could not let him believe otherwise. Kyne watched the flicker of emotions dance across Sianna’s pale features: fear and misgiving, understanding then compassion. In a rush she came to kneel at his side and rested her head in his lap. Like a skein of tangled silk, dark hair spilled down his legs, leaving her slender throat bare and vulnerable. The warmth of her cheek against his thigh and her display of trust sent a jolt of longing through him. He wanted to gather her into his arms, soothe her fears, ignite her passion and his, but he no longer had the right—if he ever had. He wished her anger had remained. Anger he could counter. Her gentle understanding near defeated him. He pushed her away and stood. “In a matter of days, your father will fall from power. He will be captured, tried and found guilty of his crimes. My sword will soon separate his head from his body.” He hardened his heart and stared down at Sianna. “Will you stand at his side and share his fate? Speak. Convince me of your innocence.” She lowered her head, refusing to meet his glare. “I am DiSanti’s daughter, but I am guilty of nothing else.” Kyne knew he must pass judgement on the slender woman at his feet. Could he do it? Condemn her to death? Lift his arm and bring his sword down across her neck? His stomach lurched at the thought. What other choice did he have? She claimed to be DiSanti’s daughter and as such shared at least a portion of his guilt. “Aubin’s dying words were of the child he and his lover might have conceived. But you came to me a virgin. Why would Aubin lie? Did he love you so much he sought to protect you from my vengeance even in the face of your betrayal?” Sianna’s head shot up. “I did not betray your brother!” Kyne grabbed her shoulders and yanked her to her feet. “Liar! When I found him, Aubin still clutched a note from you asking him to meet you at the Lyon’s Head tavern.” His fingers dug into her flesh but, caught up in his memories, he didn’t ease his grip when she flinched. “Your father’s men waylaid him in the woods. Do you know what they did to him?” He punctuated each word by shaking her. Images flashed through Sianna’s mind. She felt his pain and anguish. She saw what he saw that terrible day—Aubin lying broken and bleeding in the mud. Tears streamed down her cheeks as Kyne held his brother’s mutilated body in his arms—her arms—and begged him not to die. She heard Aubin’s pained whisper when he spoke of Laila’s betrayal and the child she might carry. She trembled with the intensity of Kyne’s memories—now hers. But below them all she sensed something more, something stronger than pain or guilt or fear or hate. Stronger even than vengeance. An elusive something that drew her like a flower draws a bee. A force that commanded her. Staggered by the cruel reality of Aubin’s death, she felt faint as she realized the depth of the connection Kyne had forged with her. In this instant she bonded with Kyne beyond what she had ever imagined possible. She became him. “Give me a reason not to condemn you. Save yourself. Save me.” His voice trailed off to a whisper, and he released his hold on her shoulders. As suddenly as it had come, the connection between them ended. Pain left her limp. The bond went only one direction. None of herself reached into Kyne’s ka. To him she remained DiSanti’s daughter. He understood nothing. She sagged into the chair and raised tear-filled eyes to Kyne. “I can’t.” I can’t save myself at the cost of another. But in saving Laila would she destroy Kyne? If he executed her alongside her father, then learned the truth, guilt would shatter his ka. “So be it.” He turned away. “You seal your own fate. Tomorrow we leave to meet your father.” He strode to the door and left. Warda’s warmth pressed against her knees. She buried her face in his fur and sobbed. She cried for Kyne. For Aubin. For Laila. For the suffering caused by her father’s lust for power. For lives wasted and lost. For the stillbirth of Kyne’s love for her. For her hopeless love for Kyne. When her tears ended she rose on shaking legs and went looking for her sister. An hour later, Sianna found Laila in the stable. Dressed in a clean blouse and trousers, her cropped, dark hair and skin freshly scrubbed, Laila’s tall thin frame looked more like a lad’s than a woman’s quick with child. Only the full jut of her breasts beneath the thin material and the roundness below her waist hinted at her condition. Brow furrowed in concentration, she rhythmically stroked a brush over her quinar’s already sleek coat. Eyes shut, the beast nearly purred with contentment, his massive head resting contentedly on Laila’s shoulder. Sianna stepped forward, intent on talking with her elusive sister. “Laila.” Laila whirled around. The brush dropped from her hand, and a knife flashed in front of Sianna’s eyes. “By the moons, woman. Don’t you know enough not to sneak up on a person?” She relaxed her battle stance, and the knife disappeared into whatever hiding place she’d retrieved it from. “And my name is Lisha.” She turned back to the quinar and soothed its agitated prancing. Sianna swallowed her sudden fear of this near stranger and approached. “I must speak with you. It is not safe for you here. Rul Cathor has become suspicious of my identity. If he discovers our father has two daughters, he will begin to hunt for you. In his eyes you bear equal guilt with our father for Aubin’s murder. Think of the child you carry.” Laila gave a harsh laugh. “Believe me, I think of little else.” “Then you do carry Aubin’s child?” “Yes, and as long as our father lives, no one is safe in Dramon, especially not my child. Given half a chance DiSanti would rip the babe from my belly. Where better for me to hide from him than in the lair of his most feared enemy? Tell me, little sister, what has roused the good Rul’s suspicion?” Heat rushed into Sianna’s cheeks as Laila stared at her. “I know not,” she stuttered. “You are a poor liar. No wonder Rul Cathor doubts your identity. Or have you given him other proof you were not his brother’s lover? Hmmm?” “I...I....” At Sianna’s renewed blush and stammer, Laila grinned. “It matters not. On the morrow, Cathor and his men ride out to meet DiSanti. I ride with them.” “Are you mad? You cannot! There may be fighting. You might be injured.” “Perhaps. It matters not. Cathor intends to take DiSanti prisoner. The fool believes in justice and would try our father for his crimes before executing him. I will kill him and save Cathor the wear on his blade.” Like hot lava spewing from a long dormant volcano, Laila’s hatred drenched Sianna in fiery agony. She staggered against the burst of raw emotion, the blood bond between them intensifying the connection in a way Sianna would not have thought possible. “And if you are injured or killed, what becomes of Aubin’s child? Does he die with you?” Indecision flashed across Laila’s face. She placed her hands protectively over the swell of her belly. Sianna rested her palm over the back of Laila’s hand and was surprised by the flicker of life she felt within Laila. “He deserves the chance to be born. To have his mother there as he grows. Don’t throw Aubin’s gift away to avenge his death. With his last words, Aubin spoke of the babe the two of you had created, knowing his brother would stay his vengeance until the birth. Perhaps Aubin believed by then you would have convinced Kyne of your innocence.” Laila jerked away from Sianna’s touch. Her gaze turned hard. “Why are you so convinced of my innocence? You barely know me. Perhaps I did betray Aubin. Power is a heady wine, and DiSanti nursed me on the brew. He would have me rule at his side.” “No. There is no evil in you to do such a thing. You loved Aubin. I’m sure of it.” “Then you are a fool.” She turned her back to Sianna. “I love no one and nothing. DiSanti beat love out of me years ago.” “Then why are you so angry over Aubin’s death?” As if in pain, Laila’s shoulders hunched forward. “Aubin was mine until I chose to let him go. DiSanti stole what was mine. He will pay for it,” she rasped. “Now leave me. I tire of your questions. My mind is set. I ride with Rul Cathor and his men on the morrow. I will take my chances on my identity being discovered. As you said, my pregnancy will protect me— at least for a time—from Cathor’s wrath. As long as DiSanti dies first, I will be content. Tell Cathor the truth now. Protect yourself. You have my blessing.” “Just one more question.” “Very well, but then be gone.” “Did you write to Aubin asking him to meet you at the Lyon’s Head tavern?” Even before she heard Laila’s whispered “No,” Sianna knew the answer. Fourteen Though the pale, emaciated form on the bed no longer held his beloved father’s spirit, his physical presence gave Timon comfort. Breath rasped through King Dracken’s toothless, slack mouth. Chewing nika rotted a person’s teeth along with his brain. Timon gently wiped away the spittle from the king’s chin. How often in the last two annum had he sat at his father’s side and begged him to wake from his nika-induced stupor. Pleaded for advice and answers to the dilemmas facing him? But the only time his father stirred was when his body’s craving for the drug that had destroyed his mind set him to screaming in agony. Then only a mouthful of the harmless looking leaves eased his pain and let him drift back into whatever limbo he found peace. Timon strode to the window and gazed out over the castle’s quiet courtyard. Hours before, DiSanti and his loyal personal guard had left for their rendezvous with Rul Cathor. The outcome of that meeting worried Timon. If DiSanti escaped Cathor’s trap, there would be no doubt in his mind as to who had betrayed him. With only a few of the remaining palace guard loyal to DiSanti, Timon didn’t fear for his own well being. As he waited, his own guard were securing the palace. Even if DiSanti regained control of the palace, he needed Timon too much to do more than threaten and bluster. And his father would probably embrace death. But what of his mother and Thomasa? None of Timon’s spies or informants had been able to discover where DiSanti had hidden the two women. Timon could only pray Rul Cathor would be successful. If not, Thomasa and his mother might pay the price. Had he been foolish to put his faith and trust in a man he didn’t know? A man declared an outlaw by the Council. A Council controlled by DiSanti. Rul Cathor hadn’t been to court since the death of his parents six annum prior. Eight at the time, Timon remembered little of the Cathor family or the tragedy and scandal surrounding their deaths. He knew that year heralded the beginning of DiSanti’s rise to power and his father’s decline into nika addiction. He gripped the stone sill. What choice did he have? Cathor offered him his only option other than meekly submitting to DiSanti’s dictates. If Cathor succeeded, the battles would be far from over. DiSanti was but the head of a large and ravenous beast. The death throes of a headless sardak could still kill. How soon before he heard? A soft rap at the door heralded his manservant with his morning meal. Though food did not interest him, Timon ate. He had much to do to prepare. Whatever the outcome of the encounter, this day DiSanti’s rule of Dramon ended. *** Swirls of thick mist hung over the mountain valleys. Dew clung to the courtyard’s meager vegetation and slicked the paving stones beneath the restless feet of the waiting quinar. Scents of milling animals, unwashed men, wood smoke and hastily cooked morning meals flavored the cool air sour and sweet. Dawn barely lit the sky as Kyne mounted Hakan. They must leave to set the trap for DiSanti. Time grew short, but only fools traveled the mountain trails in the dark. In the grey morning light he watched as Hamon, his second in command since Graham’s injury, readied his troop of fifty men for departure. Though stout of heart and filled with courage, they were a ragtag bunch made up of mostly old men and beardless lads. The few men of fighting age stood out like early autumn leaves on a summer’s landscape. Swords and daggers flashed in sun’s first feeble rays. Thanks to the raid on the supply caravan, at least all were well armed. Did he have enough men to carry his plan through to success? They desperately needed the element of surprise on their side. If DiSanti reached the rendezvous point before they did, they were lost. Je’al said DiSanti believed his story of outlaws, but DiSanti was a cunning adversary. Though told to come alone, how many men would he bring with him? Enough, Kyne was sure, to defeat what DiSanti would think to be a small band of desperate men. Outlaws were common throughout Dramon since DiSanti’s rule began. Any man faced with the starvation of his family might turn to thievery, but most died before they became adept at it. With luck, DiSanti would discount the risk and come with only a few soldiers. Hamon was a good man, strong and brave, but he did better following orders than giving them. Kyne would miss having Graham at his side during the coming encounter. Both for his strong arm and for his solid counsel. Kyne frowned as Je’al rode up beside him. Though a far cry from the pathetic bundle of skin and bones who’d arrived just the previous morning, the lad couldn’t be well enough to ride into battle. Before Kyne could question the lad’s strength, Je’al said, “I am fine, my lord. You have need of every man.” “And woman.” The woman Lisha urged her mount between Je’al and Kyne’s, and lifted an eyebrow as if challenging him to object. Other than a general dislike for women in battle, Kyne had no valid objection to her presence. He nodded his agreement. “You proved your worth in the caravan raid. I welcome you at my side.” A slight easing of her tense stance was her response. Since their return he’d not seen her around. With her face and hair washed and combed, her trim, full-breasted body clothed in fresh garments, she was a handsome woman. Something about the clean lines of her face struck a familiar cord in Kyne’s mind. Clear blue eyes met him stare for stare without flinching at his scrutiny. She held her full lips in a tight, unsmiling line. The rising sun caught blue glints in her short, black hair. Sianna ran out into the courtyard, Warda charging at her heels. She grabbed Hakan’s bridle. “No, Kyne. She cannot go with you.” Startled, the quinar reared and yanked Sianna off her feet. With a growl, Warda lunged at the quinar. In panic Hakan swung his massive head and half-reared. His feet beat a tattoo on the stone pavement. Sianna dangled in air. Only her grip on Hakan’s bridle kept her from falling beneath his flailing hooves. Blood thundered in Kyne’s head. Before he could react and control his mount, she murmured a few words, and the beast settled down. Her feet touched the ground, but Kyne’s heart still raced. Warda crouched at her side, fangs bared, eyes focused on the still nervous quinar. “Are you mad, woman,” he gritted out, not willing to risk startling Hakan yet again by shouting. He leaned down, wrapped an arm around Sianna and hauled her across his lap. He braced himself for a reoccurrence of their strange emotional connection, but nothing happened. Instead of the relief he knew he should feel, he was disappointed. Still, her fear and agitation communicated itself clearly to him. Her slender body quivered in his arms, her breathing as fast and erratic as his own. Gripping his coat front to maintain her precarious balance on his lap, she squirmed around until she faced him. He shivered as the cold of her fingers sliced through his thick shirt. The feel of her soft, round buttocks grinding into his groin stirred an unwilling response from him. He almost missed her next words. “Lisha cannot ride into danger. You must forbid it.” With her now safe in his arms, he nearly laughed at the command in her tone, but was oddly hesitant to humiliate her in front of his men by calling her on her arrogance in giving him orders. Silence had fallen over the troop as they waited to hear the rest of the conversation. Kyne considered dismissing them and moving the women to a secluded area, but before he could act, Lisha spoke. “Sianna. This is not your concern.” Anger and warning rang in Lisha’s words. “I am my own master. No man commands me. Do not meddle in this.” “Someone has to. You are too reckless for your own good.” The argument sounded like one of some standing, yet how could that be, Kyne wondered. The two women had met just days before and hadn’t been together at all that he knew of those few days. What went on here? “Lisha has already proven herself a capable warrior. Why shouldn’t she ride with us?” he asked. “Because....” “Sianna.” Lisha’s low growl stopped whatever Sianna had been about to say. She glared back at the other woman, defiance obvious in her mutinous expression. Both women were good at giving commands, but neither seemed willing to take them. “Well?” Kyne prompted. From the look of Lisha’s set, angry features, a war waged within her. For a moment her mouth quivered and her eyes moistened, then her shoulders went rigid and she whirled her mount away from them. “I ride with Rul Cathor,” she shouted. Her quinar reared up at her command. “Who rides with us!” Battle cries filled the air. Men whooped and hollered. The quinar went a little mad, adding their raucous screams and stamping feet to the commotion. One arm occupied holding Sianna, Kyne struggled to restrain Hakan from following suit. He barely felt her shudder of despair as she clung to him, her cheek pressed to the hollow of his throat. The women’s argument forgotten in the excitement of pending battle, the troop went on with its preparations. “Keep her safe from harm, my lord,” Sianna whispered. “She cares not what she risks in search of her vengeance against my father.” “Tell me why she should not ride with us, and I will command it.” Why did he feel the urge to fix whatever was wrong in this woman’s life? If not his enemy in fact, she was his enemy’s daughter. Her distress should not weigh heavy on his shoulders. “I cannot. She must follow her own destiny, but if she suffers an injury or...death, only the Eternal One could forgive me for my silence, for I never will.” She raised tear-filled eyes to his. “I can only beg you to guard her with your life.” “I guard all my people. Is this stranger so important to you?” “Yes.” Je’al moved closer and spoke. “The troop is ready to leave, my lord.” Kyne nodded and reined Hakan over to the edge of the courtyard where Katya stood. He let Sianna down. Cold touched him at the loss of her warmth against his chest. His arms and his heart felt empty. “Keep a close watch while we are gone,” he told Katya. “I doubt DiSanti has knowledge of our fortress, but I would take no chances.” “It will be as you command, brother.” In the last few days Katya had changed from a petulant, angry child to a woman. Now she faced him as an equal, confident in her strength and knowledge, but mature enough to admit her limitations and accept guidance and command from one with more experience. Determination shone in her golden eyes. How like Aubin she looked. Pain mingled with pride in Kyne’s heart. She smiled, and the resemblance to Aubin faded. While Aubin’s smile burst with the radiance of Sol, Katya’s was the soft glow of a waning moon. “In my absence I charge you with the care of the castle and its people.” He glanced at Sianna, who stood at Katya’s side. She followed his gaze. “I will protect all.” “Moon stones! Sons of water worms!” Graham’s deep curses burst from the castle followed by his body carried on a chair by two lads. “Clumsy oafs! Do not jostle me so.” Several feet away the lads stumbled. The chair thumped to the stone paving. Graham’s face went white. The chair creaked ominously. He groaned. Katya scowled. Sianna’s eyes widened, and her fingers flew to her lips. Both women rushed to the fallen giant’s side. They fluttered like sparrows around a downed quinar. “Fool,” Katya yelled. “Have a care for his legs,” Sianna fussed. “Take him back to his bed.” “Leave me be, you knocked-kneed, ham-fisted moon blights!” Heads swiveling from Katya to Sianna to Graham, the lads turned and bolted into the safety of the castle. Graham slumped in the rickety chair. Kyne dismounted and came to his side. At his quelling look, the women fell silent and took a step back. If only they obeyed his other commands so easily. “Apologies, my lord. I had no wish to detain you, but I would say my farewells,” Graham rasped. Bending down on one knee, Kyne clasped Graham’s shoulder. “It is I who owe you an apology. I should have come to you before I left.” “Would that I could ride at your side.” “You will for our next battle.” “Pray to the Eternal One there is no next battle, my lord. I grow too old for fighting. I weary of the clash of swords and find myself wishing for quiet days beside a warm hearth, children and pups playing at my feet.” His heated gaze stole to Katya. Color slashed across her cheeks seconds before she whirled and disappeared into the men and quinar milling in the courtyard. Graham’s shoulder sagged beneath Kyne’s hand. Kyne smothered a grin. Graham and Katya’s game of advance and retreat amused him. “Have patience, my friend.” Kyne stood and glanced at the rising sun. Apprehension trickled down his spine. “I must leave now.” Graham sighed and nodded. He turned and bellowed into the castle hall, “Come back here, you weak-willed, puling pups and carry me to my bed!” “Farewell, friend.” Kyne quickly swung into Hakan’s saddle and pulled the beast around. Sianna bustled to Graham’s side. Though she said nothing, Kyne could feel her gaze like a warm summer sunbeam on his back as he herded his troop out of the courtyard and down the mountain trail. *** The hours passed slowly into night. Other than her visits to Graham, there was little to occupy Sianna’s time. A grumpy, difficult patient, he allowed her attentions, did the exercises she prescribed, then demanded to be left alone. She tried not to be hurt when he permitted Katya to spend time at his side. She should be thanking the Eternal One for his wisdom in bringing these two lost souls together rather than feeling jealous of their growing love. The infirmary emptied of patients. Zoa, her lungs healed, scampered and played with the other children. Their laughter cut like sunshine through the thick air of tension in the castle. People stopped at their chores and smiled when a group of children passed at their games. Though anyone in the castle would welcome Sianna and include her in their activities, she found herself discontent with their company. Night birds dipped and swayed through the dark sky, their high chirps like the tinkle of crystal bells. Few insects flew in the snow-scented harvest air. Soon the birds would flock to their hidden caves and sleep through the coming winter. Sianna sighed, her warm breath fogging the air in front of her, and wished she could do the same until Kyne returned, but sleep eluded her. She leaned forward against the cold, damp stone wall and gazed sightlessly into the night. Long ago the joining moons had set. Night lay over the mountains like dirt covering a grave. No glimmer of light came from beyond the castle’s walls. Her longing and worry for Kyne kept her from sleep. Eager for dreams of his embrace yet fearful of nightmares of his death, she shunned his bed. Instead she walked the battlements, eyes searching the gloom for a sign of his return. Her heart reached out to him, but like a pebble tossed into a bottomless well it fell endlessly. Still, she tried again. Was he dead? No. She knew the emptiness within her would be different—deeper, darker—if he were. For now her ka waited in limbo. Lost in thought she jumped when a strong, warm arm wrapped around her waist from behind and tugged her back. “I’d advise you not to lean on the stone.” A voice whispered in her ear. Breath stirred the fine hairs on her cheek. Katya spun her around and pulled her away from the edge of the battlement. She kicked the low wall where Sianna had rested her arms. A portion crumbled and tumbled into space. Moments later a dull thunk echoed in the night. “Castle Vareck is in need of some repairs.” Sianna stared at the ragged gap in the battlement and dark emptiness beyond and shuddered. She touched her fingers to Katya’s hand. “Thank you. You saved my life.” Katya’s arm tensed. Her muddled emotions flowed over Sianna, none clear enough to decipher. “Why do you haunt the night when a warm bed waits in Kyne’s chamber?” “Because that bed is empty.” The admission slipped past Sianna’s cold lips. “You love him, don’t you?” Tentative belief sounded in Katya’s voice. “Yes. More than my life.” “Did you love Aubin?” Katya’s tone hardened. “I never knew him. Until you abducted me, I’d never even heard his name. I was not his lover nor his betrayer.” “Who are you?” “I am Sianna DiSanti, daughter of Endric DiSanti.” Katya threw up her hands. “You befuddle me. You are not what I expected of the spawn of DiSanti. If you tell me you are not kin to him I will believe you. Kyne will believe you. Deny DiSanti! Save yourself from judgement.” Katya’s voice grew to a shout. “I cannot. For all his sins, he is my father. His blood flows in my veins.” “Cannot? Or will not? You are a stubborn woman. Suit yourself, but DiSanti does not deserve your loyalty.” “Perhaps not. But he gave me life, and for that I cannot deny him.” Snow started falling. A fat white flake landed on Sianna’s face and melted. Like a tear it ran down her cheek. She shivered. Katya reached out and touched her arm. “By the moons! You are frozen. Why do you wander the battlements dressed in your night clothes? Do you court lung sickness?” She shrugged out of her heavy woolie coat and draped it over Sianna’s shoulders. White speckled the darkness beyond the battlement, drifting softly to cover the ground. Sianna smiled at the motherly concern in Katya’s young voice. The coat warmed her flesh, and Katya’s caring blew a breath of summer across her chilled soul. But only Kyne’s safe return could coax the bud to flower. “I’ll walk you to your chamber.” Katya tugged at Sianna’s arm. “Kyne will not return at least until morn. No one wanders Azul Mountain trails at night.” *** One misstep, and the journey would end. Like a heavy shroud, darkness blocked Kyne’s progress along the mountain trail. Hakan picked his way behind Kyne. His hooves crunched the frost covered ground, the sound as harsh as the rasp of breath from the woman draped over his back. “Hold on, Lisha. We are almost there.” Kyne spoke, but he knew the woman was beyond hearing. Unconscious, she didn’t respond. “Sianna will heal you,” he whispered his hope. He pushed away the thought of others that could no longer benefit from Sianna’s healing touch—Je’al among them—and crushed the seed of grief. He would mourn later. The trap had sprung true and well. DiSanti’s small guard had fallen quickly before Kyne’s larger troop, but just when victory lay within their grasp, the prey had escaped. Separated from his men, his sword shattered by another opponent’s blow, Kyne faced DiSanti alone and unarmed. Gleefully, DiSanti toyed with Kyne, making him dance to the tune of his sword. “I know you, Rul Cathor. Outlaws indeed. I should have guessed this was naught but a trap. Do you even have my daughter?” “Of course.” Kyne laughed. “How badly do you want her back? Her marriage to Prince Timon will solidify your hold on the throne. What do you offer in exchange for her life?” The words tasted foul on Kyne’s lips. He stalled, trying to distract his opponent. He needed time for his men to reach him. “Where is she? Tell me, or I’ll kill you now!” DiSanti feinted to the right. “You can try.” Kyne danced left. The blade flickered inches from his eyes. DiSanti seemed to study the length of his sword. “Your father died on this blade. He begged for his life,” he taunted. “I granted his wish, long enough for him to watch me ride his wife, then slit her throat and listen to her moans of pleasure turn to strangling as her life’s blood stained the ground at his feet.” “My father would never beg!” Enraged, Kyne lunged. DiSanti danced out of reach. “Temper. Temper. Remember your lessons, pup. A swordsman must always remain in control.” His blade flashed, slicing Kyne’s left arm from shoulder to elbow. Pain cooled his rage. He eyed DiSanti’s stance, the graceful movement of his sword. If he’d had his sword, he and DiSanti would be evenly matched. Without it he was a cornered rodent to DiSanti’s lyon. “Aubin also tasted of my blade. I used it to carve him as I would a plump hen for my dinner.” “You killed him for the crime of loving your daughter.” DiSanti’s eyes glittered with madness. His sword swayed erratically. “I killed him for being Cathor spawn. Slaughtered him like I would a shoat for stealing what was mine!” He lunged again. Clutching his injured arm, Kyne fell back from DiSanti’s attack. A quick glance told him his men were still too far away to hear his call. He stumbled on the rough ground, fell and rolled. DiSanti pressed forward. His blade nicked Kyne’s cheek. “My blade is thirsty for more Cathor blood. First it will drink yours. Then your sister’s and any who would side with you against me.” The other sounds of battle died away. DiSanti glanced over his shoulder and went still for a moment. Two men raced toward them. At this distance Kyne could not tell whose men. “Your men are defeated, DiSanti. It’s over. Surrender to me, and I promise you a fair trial. Or my men will strike you down where you stand.” Honor demanded Kyne speak the words, but he threw them like arrows at DiSanti’s pride. DiSanti growled. “But they’ll not reach us before I kill you. Be still, Cathor and I promise to kill you quickly. Trouble me more, and I’ll fillet you like a fish.” “Come then and do so.” A cool battle calm took hold of Kyne. His heels hung over the edge of a cliff. One step more, and he’d fall to his death and save DiSanti the trouble. “With pleasure.” He started to lunge. “Face me, you coward!” Lisha shouted. Sword flashing, she attacked. DiSanti whirled and blocked her blow. Swords clashed. “You!” With a howl of unholy rage, DiSanti struck out and knocked her arm wide. His blade slashed down her throat and across her chest. Surprise registered on her face. Then blood welled. Over DiSanti’s shoulder her eyes met Kyne’s in a mute plea. The sword dropped from her fingers. DiSanti raised his sword and lunged. Kyne sprang forward. Too late. From the left a man jumped between Lisha and DiSanti. DiSanti’s sword skewered him. Leaving the sword, DiSanti jumped back. “Tell Prince Timon his mother and sister shall pay for his betrayal,” he shouted, then turned and fled. Kyne let him go as he caught Je’al in his arms. He gently eased Je’al down and tested the depth of the sword in his chest. Je’al blinked owlishly and gave a crooked grin. “It doesn’t hurt as much as I feared.” Blood gushed from his mouth. He coughed and slumped into death, eyes wide and unseeing. Like Aubin, Je’al died, a smile on his lips, in Kyne’s arms. Hatred burst anew in Kyne’s heart. He would see DiSanti die by inches and snuff the DiSanti name from the world. Next to Kyne, Lisha’s eyes rolled back in her head, and she crumpled to the ground. Crimson stained her once white shirt from shoulder to waist. He pressed his hand to the bleeding wound. Warm and red, blood seeped up through his fingers to mingle with Je’al’s and his own dripping from his arm. A group of his men approached silently. Hamon knelt beside Kyne. “We’ve a need to stop the bleeding.” He touched Kyne’s injured arm. Kyne jerked away. “Your shirt, Hamon. Press it to her wound.” Hamon shook his head. “She’s all but gone, my lord.” “She will not die.” Through clenched teeth Kyne hissed orders at his men while he tightly bound Lisha’s chest with strips of cloth. Now her only chance of survival lay up a treacherous mountain trail. Caution told him that to attempt the climb at night would result in his death, but to wait would doom the woman. Blood drained from her body despite all efforts to stanch its flow. First light would see her dead. So Kyne put Hamon in charge, sent them on to Prince Timon and began the ascent. DiSanti’s death would have to wait until another day. Kyne could only pray that DiSanti realized he’d been lured out of the palace and betrayed, and would not attempt to return there until he’d gathered his forces. Sianna’s final words haunted Kyne. What foreknowledge of events did she have? What were these women to each other? In what way other than as a brave comrade in arms was this woman important to him? He’d never seen Lisha before, and she claimed no political connections. Was he foolish to risk both their lives on the chance Sianna could save Lisha’s? Fifteen An unborn scream on her dry lips, Sianna bolted upright in bed. In the darkness, icy sweat beaded her brow and slithered down her back. She pressed a palm to her chest to calm her racing heart and looked around. Other than the crackle of the fire and Warda’s whiffling snores, the chamber lay still and quiet. Yet something woke her. Evil stalked the night and threatened all she held dear. Closing her eyes, she mentally sought out those she loved: Katya, sleeping peacefully; Graham, stirring in restless discomfort. Zoa. Etam. Betha. All were well. She tried to sense Laila, but could feel nothing of her sister. Dread lodged inside Sianna as she reached out for Kyne and prayed for the power to break through the barrier between them. Physical pain slammed into her, but she knew his injury was—at least in his own mind—minor. Like angry waves against a rocky shore his confused emotions battered her. Determination set his course. He was returning and would arrive soon. She scrambled from the bed, hastily flung on her clothing, then paused as another emotion struck her. Grief. For whom did Kyne grieve? Seeking to strengthen the bond between them, she touched his thoughts. Faces and images flickered in her mind, none clear. She could not sort his jumbled emotions. He lived. It was enough. For now. Moving quietly through the dimly lit corridors of the castle, she woke Althea and together they readied the infirmary. “Who is there?” Graham’s voice came from Althea’s chamber. Sianna hadn’t yet moved him back to his own quarters. With most of the men gone, the few left at the castle were too busy to take the time to carry Graham up the steep stairs. Besides, they feared the bite of his sharp tongue. The stronger he became the more he chafed at his inactivity and helplessness. Only Katya had the fortitude to face the sardak in his cave. He didn’t thank her for it, but neither did he chase her away. She stepped into the doorway. “Kyne is returning. There are injuries. I am preparing.” Graham leaned over and lit a lamp. In its glow, Sianna saw Katya stretched out on a pallet near his bed. “Are you sure? Kyne must be desperate to risk climbing the mountain trail in the dark.” He ignored the woman sleeping at his side. “Who is injured?” “I am unsure, but they will be here before morning.” Katya sat up and blinked. “Kyne is hurt?” “Yes, but I don’t believe seriously.” “I’ll help you prepare.” In the small chamber, Katya’s hip bumped Graham’s bare shoulder as she stood. She stumbled. Before she tumbled across his lap, he caught her shoulders. For a minute she rested in his strong grip, their lips nearly touching. A sensual cloud of repressed longing heated the air in the tiny chamber. Sianna caught her breath. Color flared in Katya’s cheeks, and she scrambled upright. Head bowed she mumbled something incoherent and hurried out. Graham grinned and, arms folded over his broad chest, relaxed back against the wall. “The little pika grows wary of the kite.” “A wise mouse knows to flee from a bird of prey before she’s caught in his talons.” With a thoughtful frown, Graham flexed his battle-scarred fingers. “My talons will never pierce her soft skin.” “It’s not her flesh she fears will be torn asunder, rather her tender heart.” She wrapped one of his large hands inside her own smaller ones. “Hold it with care.” He touched her cheek. “How is it one so young is so wise?” The warmth of his touch and the depth of his affection for her eased the chill of fear in Sianna’s heart. Among this small band of desperate rebels she’d found the home and the family her father had long denied her. Praying silently that her father wouldn’t destroy them, she followed Katya to the infirmary to await Kyne. Near dawn a sentry called out Kyne’s arrival. Dread lodged in Sianna’s throat at the sight emerging from the mist; a blood- splattered man leading a quinar with a limp form draped over its broad back. The acrid tang of blood and sweat corrupted the crisp night air. “Laila!” The name burst from her lips. She rushed to her sister’s side. Beneath the pallid skin of Laila’s throat a faint pulse still throbbed. Blood soaked the makeshift bandages binding her chest. Disturbed by the sentry’s cry, people emerged slowly from the castle. They rubbed sleep from their eyes while they struggled to walk and dress at the same time. A small crowd formed around Kyne and Sianna. “Help me get her to the infirmary.” Swallowing her sick fear, she directed two young men to lift Laila from Hakan’s back and carry her into the castle. Over Laila’s body, Sianna’s eyes locked with Kyne’s angry glare. He’d heard her involuntary cry. He now knew Laila’s true identity, the depth of her lie. Did he understand what he would lose if Laila died? He leaned toward her, blood tricking from a cut on his cheek and staining his torn clothing. “What other lies do you conceal?” His whisper scraped her raw conscience. “Althea, please see to Rul Cathor’s injuries.” She pulled herself away from his silent accusations and followed Laila into the castle. Kyne brushed Althea aside and berated himself for not seeing the obvious sooner. Everything he’d learned about Sianna had told him she could not have seduced and betrayed Aubin, but he’d clung to that scenario, never guessing the truth. DiSanti had two daughters. Laila and Sianna. Despite Kyne’s best information, DiSanti had managed to conceal this fact. He’d hidden Sianna’s existence from everyone. Unwilling to brave his angry scowls, the small crowd dispersed back to their beds. None seemed to have heard Sianna’s startling revelation, which was just as well. Hatred for DiSanti would put both women’s lives in jeopardy. Did she carry Aubin’s child? Was that small living link to his brother doomed to die because of his failure and Sianna’s silence? Brushing aside the few who attempted to see to him, he turned Hakan over to the stable master and stalked into the castle. Inside, the castle was awake. The scent of baking bread and frying meat floated through the great hall as Betha supervised the morning meal. A few sleepy-eyed children played quietly near the hearth while their mothers stirred the embers to flame. In the infirmary Althea and Sianna bent over Laila’s motionless body. Katya stood to one side ready to fetch and carry as directed. Several other people formed a ragged circle around the women. Helpless to do anything but watch, Kyne slipped into Althea’s chamber. “Welcome home, my lord. How went the battle?” “DiSanti’s force was defeated, but he escaped. With any luck Prince Timon’s men gained control of the palace in DiSanti’s absence. Hamon and the rest have gone ahead to act as reinforcement. I’ve sent messages to the other rebel leaders to strike now while DiSanti is off balance. His commanders need to be neutralized before they can regroup and seize power. The ministers must be convinced of the power of the rebellion.” Thoughts of the coming struggle sapped Kyne’s resolve. He sank into the chair next to Graham’s bed and massaged the bridge of his nose with thumb and forefinger. “Many will die before this is over. Je’al was killed and Lisha was injured.” “How badly?” “It will be a miracle if she survives.” “You believe Sianna will provide that miracle. Why else would you risk climbing the trail in the dark?” “Perhaps. I only know I couldn’t just stand and watch her bleed to death. She is Laila DiSanti. He has two daughters.” “It makes sense, but how did he keep Sianna a secret all these years?” Graham’s dark brows pulled together. “After Sianna had been here awhile, I couldn’t believe her capable of plotting Aubin’s murder. I could barely accept she’d lain with him. She wears innocence like a cloak.” Heat flashed through Kyne. How sweetly she bestowed that innocence on him even as he thought her guilty of Aubin’s foul murder. “Nor do I believe Laila plotted with DiSanti to kill Aubin,” Graham continued. “Neither do I. But I believe she and Aubin were lovers. She commands the liking and respect of the people. Either she truly hates her father, or she is an extremely clever spy, but none of her actions or those of DiSanti bear this out. On the battlefield she saved me from DiSanti. He struck her down without a qualm.” Kyne sank into a chair. Shoulders bowed, he buried his face in his hands. “She carries Aubin’s babe.” Graham touched Kyne’s shoulder. “Seek your bed. There’s naught for you to do but pray. If any can save the woman and Aubin’s child, Sianna can.” *** Sianna straightened and groaned as her back protested the motion. Her work was done. The immediate danger past, Laila’s life now lay in the Eternal One’s hands. Outside, long shadows signaled the coming night. A hush hung over the great hall, broken only by the clink of crockery and the murmur of voices. Over the sour stench of blood, the aroma of Betha’s cooking tantalized Sianna’s nose. She hadn’t eaten since the previous night, and then only lightly. “You’ve done all you can. Go eat. Rest. I’ll sit with Lisha.” Though tempted, Sianna looked at Katya and hesitated. Blood covered Katya’s hands and clothing. Red streaked her straggling blonde hair while exhaustion painted dark circles beneath her eyes and etched lines around her mouth. “But, you....” “Go. Don’t worry about me. When Althea awakes I’ll retire.” Katya waved her hand toward the old healer, asleep on a nearby pallet. “And there are others who will gladly sit with the woman who saved their Rul’s life.” Sianna sighed and nodded. Would they be so eager if they knew the truth? More than their father’s blade imperiled Laila’s life. Sympathetic eyes followed her progress across the hall, but guilt turned the love they tried to wrap around her into a funeral shroud. Watching these people’s affection turn to hate would be a bitter brew to swallow. Heart and feet heavy, Sianna headed up the stairs toward Kyne’s chamber. Warda hugged her side, his shaggy body warm and comforting. Too soon the chamber door loomed before her. Did he wait for her? Fear dissolved hunger. What answers would he demand? Her hand drifted protectively to her belly. What truths could she tell him? The handle moved beneath her hand, and the door swung inward. A cozy fire burned in the hearth, casting a flickering glow over the dim, quiet room. Darkness shrouded the rest of the chamber. Beside the hearth, a cloth-covered tray rested on a table. The yeasty scent of fresh bread mingled with the smell of spiced wine and roasted vegetables. “Come in.” Low and gravelly, Kyne’s voice came from a murky corner. Sianna jumped, and the door swung shut with a bang behind her. Warda growled and pressed close. “Go lie down,” Kyne commanded the hound. Warda turned his dark, liquid eyes to Sianna. “Go,” she whispered. Reluctantly, the hound lumbered to his spot by the hearth and crouched in the shadows. His wary gaze moved from Kyne to Sianna and back again. “You’ve won them all to your side.” Kyne gave a humorless laugh and stepped into the light. “Even Katya follows at your heels. What will they say when they learn the truth?” He had bathed and changed, but his battle with DiSanti had left its mark. An angry red cut marred his cheek, and flecks of blood soaked through the white bandage around his arm. Firelight flickered over his chest, left bare by his open shirt, and cast a sheen of red to the still damp hair falling over his shoulders. Like an angry god he stood straddle-legged, fists clenched at his sides, the cords of his neck taut, eyes cold and hard. A shiver flowed down Sianna’s spine. She struggled to reconcile this merciless stranger with the man who had so gently introduced her to passion. Stiffening her resolve, she moved toward him. “Will you kill me now? Or may I eat first?” Surprise and confusion drew Kyne’s brows together. “Kill you?” Sianna slid into the chair by the table and looked up at him. “That has been the plan all along, has it not? Use me to draw my father into your trap. Kill him, then me as punishment for our crimes. Why do you hesitate? I don’t carry Aubin’s babe. I am DiSanti’s daughter. Kill me, and part of your vengeance is done.” Why did she taunt him? Deep inside she knew he would not raise his hand to her. But could he accept her — love her — despite her parentage? The words continued to flow withoutaccord from her lips. “Oh, I forget Laila. Yes, she is pregnant. But can you be sure it is Aubin’s babe? No? Well, I suppose even you would balk at the murder of an innocent. So Laila will live until the child is born. You think you still need me to save her and the babe she carries? Be assured I have done all I can. The rest is in the Eternal One’s hands. You may kill me without risking the babe.” Laila’s babe. Kyne stormed forward. “What nonsense do you spout?” His fingers bit into her upper arms as he yanked her up. “May the Eternal One give me peace. I do not kill innocents.” Face to face, her feet dangling above the floor, she looked into his stormy eyes. “Reveal my true identity to your people, and they will do the deed for you.” “No!” She felt his horror before he released her and turned away. She staggered against the back of the chair. Warmth from his denial spread through her and eased the chill of loss that had settled around her heart. Though he had not spoken the words, he was as aware of the strange bond between them as was she. The knowledge did nothing to solve the dilemma they faced, but a spark of hope flared in her breast. Should she tell him of the newer, more fragile bond they also shared? “Eat,” he commanded roughly. “There is a bath prepared for you.” He pointed to a screen blocking a corner in front of the hearth then stalked toward the door. “Then sleep. We will speak of your future in the morning, when both our tempers are calm.” A thin wisp of fragrant steam wafted across the room from the heated, waiting water. She sagged into the chair. Tears burned the backs of her eyes. Though Kyne spoke of her comfort and her future, his stony gaze and tone told her he had hardened his heart to her. He might not kill her body, but without him, her ka would surely perish. Kyne did not return that night. The next day passed in a blur of activity. Despite his words of the night before, he never approached her throughout the day. At times she felt his gaze, but when she looked up he would be gone. Under Sianna’s healing touch Laila’s condition stabilized and improved. Late that evening, Sianna retired to Kyne’s chamber. He did not join her. The next two days passed much the same. Tension coiled like a living thing inside her. On the evening of the third day a royal messenger arrived. When Kyne broke the seal and opened the folded parchment, Sianna felt a blast of emotion from him—anguish—then nothing. She fled to his chamber. As the sun crept over the edge of the mountains, Kyne entered his chamber. Warda stirred briefly and gave a low growl until he recognized Kyne’s scent, then he closed his eyes again. Aside from the crackle of the fire and Warda’s whiffling snores, the chamber lay still and silent. Sianna watched Kyne settle himself near the hearth. He ran a hand through his hair then rested his head against the back of the chair. She slid from the bed and padded to his side. Other than the weariness he wore over his broad shoulders like a rain heavy cloak, he guarded his emotions well. Without conscious thought she sought out the tight muscles of his neck. Strong and sure, her fingers massaged the knots. In a sensuous cascade the warm black silk of his hair fell over her hands and forearms. His moan of pleasure-pain at her touch startled her. She started to pull back, but he wrapped his fingers around her wrists and held her hands to his neck. Fire sizzled up her arms and burst like lightning in her belly. “Touch me, sweet healer. Cure me of this mad obsession I have for you.” Sianna gasped both at his words and as he pulled her around and into his lap. Through the fragile crystal silk of her nightdress she felt the hard evidence of his desire and smelled it on the musk that rose from his skin. She pressed her palms against the warm, solid wall of his chest. His breath fanned her cheeks. When his mouth sought and found the sensitive skin of her throat, her head fell back, and her answer melted in the liquid fire of his kisses. The past ceased to exist. Tomorrow was a lifetime away. Only here and now held meaning. Eager hands stripped away clothing. Limbs entangled, they tumbled to the fur rug in front of the hearth. Lips touched. Bodies fused. Afraid any hesitation would recall the barriers between them, they came together in a frenzied rush. Kyne plundered Sianna’s soft mouth and body as if to imprint himself on her, not caring if she cried out in passion or pain. She seized the moment, aware that beneath his heated kisses and savage loving he hid something from her, a desperate need. “I love you,” she whispered. “Don’t,” he growled against her lips. “You’re the daughter of my enemy. I cannot love you back.” With a hair-roughened knee, he spread her thighs and plunged into her. She accepted his invasion with a small gasp. “You may lie to yourself, but you cannot lie to me.” She met him thrust for thrust. Raw passion banished rational thought and drove her mindless with physical need, until she screamed her release and he spent himself within her. Afterwards, they sprawled naked across the fur rug, the night air cool against their sweat-dampened skin. Eyes closed, Kyne’s chest heaved. His skin glistened in the firelight. Anxious to share the heat radiating off his large body, she wiggled closer. At her touch he rose and turned his back to her. She shivered from more than the chill air. “Get dressed and come down to the hall.” After dressing, he strode out of the chamber. Though he hadn’t hurt her physically, her ka felt bruised and torn by the contempt in his voice. A blush of anger heated her skin. His words proved he hated the very blood that ran in her veins, yet she accepted his kisses and more without protest. Like a faithful hound she waited on his convenience. She pulled her torn nightdress over her nakedness. Pride, long subdued by the Sisters’ training, and more recently by guilt, rose within her and stiffened her spine. Legs trembling she stood. Despite her father’s crimes, no longer would she beg at Kyne’s feet for crumbs of affection. Sixteen Kyne leaned against the stone mantle while the hall came slowly to life around him. When he scowled, a young boy sent to tend the morning fire scurried away. He straightened and crumbled the prince’s message in his fist, tempted to toss the thing into the fire. Loyalty and common sense prevented him. But could he obey the prince’s command? When his parents were murdered on DiSanti’s order six annum ago, he took on the burden of raising and protecting Katya and Aubin, as well as the responsibility of leading the rebellion. Others looked to him for strength and guidance. They searched in vain. He had none to give. How he missed his younger brother’s quick wit and intelligent insights. No matter the tragedies or hardships, in Aubin’s company no one remained downcast for long. His death had snuffed the joy from life. Until Sianna. What would Aubin do? Kyne’s heart knew the answer. Could he follow his head in this matter? At what cost? “Are your thoughts so dark, brother?” Katya placed her hand on his arm. “As black as a moonless night.” He turned to face his sister. “How fares the warrior woman?” “Though her wound was severe and she lost much blood, she does well. First Graham, now Lisha. Without Sianna they would both be dead. I don’t know what magic she wields, but I thank the Eternal One for it and her.” Awe and affection rang in Katya’s voice. “What of your hatred of her? She is still DiSanti’s daughter.” He refrained from revealing Lisha’s true identity. Sianna may have earned Katya’s devotion with her saving of Graham, but Laila was as yet an unknown quantity. Katya’s eyes darkened with pain, but she held his gaze. “Love is stronger than hatred. Sianna herself is evidence enough that her father’s crimes are not hers. Do you really doubt her? I know you too well. If you thought her guilty of Aubin’s murder, you would not have taken her to your bed.” Kyne started to protest. “No, don’t deny it. I may be as yet unschooled in physical matters between men and women, but I am not blind. I’ve seen the way you look at each other.” “You see too much,” he grumbled and shoved the prince’s message into her hands. “Read this.” She smoothed out the wrinkled parchment and leaned toward the fire for better light. Her brows drew together as she digested the words. “You cannot seriously consider this.” “We have few options. DiSanti wasted no time gathering his forces. Prince Timon and our men are under siege.” “DiSanti attacks the royal palace, and the Council does nothing?” “The province ministers bend like river reeds with the wind. They wait to see which side proves stronger. If they are swayed in DiSanti’s direction, the monarchy will fall. A wedding between Prince Timon and Sianna will draw DiSanti from the shadows so he can be dealt with.” “And guarantee Sianna’s death. When she is found pregnant, her fate will be a gruesome one.” “We have no evidence yet that she carries Aubin’s babe.” But what of his own? The thought rocked Kyne, but he continued. “I have a tenday to appear with Sianna at the palace. DiSanti holds Queen Theone and Princess Thomasa. He threatens to execute them before the palace walls if Sianna does not marry Prince Timon on the morn of the tenth day.” “He wouldn’t dare. The Council....” “...strongly favors the match. They are old men, afraid for their own skins. To pacify DiSanti they will delay action until it is too late. The prince is but ten and four. Will he have the strength to stand and watch his mother and sister murdered when he could save them by agreeing to marry an eligible young woman?” “There must be another way.” “Think of one and I will consider it. Otherwise, I must take Sianna to the palace.” Somehow he would find a way to protect her. “If you can condemn to such a fate the woman who may carry your brother’s babe, I shall consider both my brothers dead.” Katya’s voice broke as she tossed the royal missive into the fire and fled. Kyne watched the heavy paper smoke and curl as the fire licked at its edges. In seconds the letter burst into flames and was gone. If only his plight were so easily dispensed with. Katya spoke true. After the marriage ceremony a royal bride was examined by the king’s zard. While the prince could either ignore her lack of virginity or annul the union, if found pregnant, she would be sentenced to treason—a crime punishable by impalement on a spike. Though unused for over three hundred annum, the penalty remained law. Kyne knew that when the prince had made his suggestion, the old law did not concern him. He considered Rul Cathor an honorable man. Once Prince Timon joined with Sianna her fate would pass out of Kyne’s hands. If she carried his babe, she would die. The image of Sianna broken and bloody made his gut churn. Perhaps a royal zard could be persuaded to lie? Unlikely. Notoriously independent, the mystical holy men rarely followed orders—even royal ones—succumbed to bribes, or gave in to threats. And if she were not pregnant? She would be queen. Sianna would make a great queen. Loyal, just and loving, she would mold Prince Timon into the king he was meant to be. Under their rule Dramon could not help prospering. Why didn’t the thought ease his mind? Even if it destroyed his ka to keep her safe, it fell to him to assure his seed did not quicken inside her. Althea would have knowledge of how to prevent a pregnancy. “KYNE CATHOR!” Graham’s roar echoed throughout the great hall. Kyne winced. People stopped at their morning chores, and heads turned. Katya had wasted no time in carrying the tale to Graham. From the shadows Sianna watched Kyne move across the hall like a reluctant boy called to task by an angry schoolmaster. But his words banished any humor. Marriage to Prince Timon was no longer an option. She searched for a trace of Kyne’s emotions, but found nothing. He hid his feelings behind an unscalable wall. Though he’d promised her nothing, his betrayal cut deep. Foolishly, she had thought to heal these people of the wounds inflicted by her father, and in doing so find a home for herself. Against her own blood she offered her love and loyalty to Kyne and his people. Would death be her reward? Her hand settled protectively over her flat belly. Already, she sensed the new life quickening within her. While she might offer herself to save Kyne and the others, she could not forsake her child. She had to flee. But to where? Kyne’s tale of a place of peace hidden in the depths of the Azul Mountains gave her an answer. She would find Andacor. A short time later, with a pack of provisions concealed beneath a cloak she had borrowed from Kyne, Sianna left the castle amid the steady procession of people headed to the fields to glean the last of the crops before the snow fell in earnest. Frost crunched beneath her boots, and her feet struggled for purchase on loose stone. Without Warda, the space at her side seemed as empty as her heart. Dosed with a mild sleeping draught, the hound remained locked inside Kyne’s chamber. She refused to risk the faithful beast’s life in her attempt to escape. The well-traveled trail down the mountainside beckoned. Instead, she chose the path leading further into the mountains. When Kyne found her missing he would not think to search the higher reaches for her. Perhaps he would even believe she had fled to her father’s side. A feeling she couldn’t express in words drew her toward the sheer blue peaks. Despite their cold, harsh facade, she sensed a warmth radiating from the center of those craggy rocks. Ever since she had watched with Kyne as the blue twilight burst across the valley, she had known that some day she would search for Andacor. She had hoped he would be at her side. Though her heart was far from pure, she prayed for guidance. The one growing within her deserved a chance at life, no matter how slim. Early morning bled into midday, and like a fading dream the castle vanished behind the mountainside. Browned foliage gave way to stunted trees and boulder-strewn slopes. The higher she climbed the less the sun warmed the thin air. Shivering inside Kyne’s heavy cloak, she picked her way along the nearly imperceptible path. Her lungs ached with effort, but she pushed on. By now Kyne would have discovered her absence. In case he somehow guessed her direction, she had to put as much distance between them as possible. Churning grey clouds obliterated the last rays of the waning sun. As night approached, the temperature dropped. Cold, snow- laden wind tore at her cloak and froze the moisture on her cheeks. Afraid she would weaken and turn back, she fought the urge to reach out for Kyne. When he learned she was gone, what would he do? What would he feel? He would pursue her, but for what purpose? As a pawn in his struggle against her father? Or to save her from her own recklessness? A loose rock turned beneath her foot. With a cry of pain, she went down. Sharp stones scraped her palms. Cradling her hands to her chest, she sucked in the salty smell of blood along with thin, icy air, and looked around the barren mountainside. Doubts began to eat at her resolve. Her hand moved unconsciously over her belly. Was it better to die pursuing a dream than to meekly accept an unjust death? She stood, and her feet carried her forward despite her misgivings. Where was she going? Andacor was a myth. How could she seek sanctuary in a nonexistent place? Even when Katya first abducted her, Sianna hadn’t felt so frightened and alone. Her ankle throbbed in time with the rapid thud of her heart. Stones rattled down the trail. She froze. Something moved toward her without regard for silence or caution. Kyne’s warnings of the sardak and big cats that called the mountains home made her breath grow ragged. Absorbed in her thoughts, she’d ignored the warnings her empathic nature provided. Scooting on her backside until she bumped against a large boulder, she clutched a rock in her aching hand and scanned the growing gloom for whoever or whatever followed her. Soft sobs sounded in the silence. Seconds later, a small form emerged from the shadows. The rock fell from Sianna’s fingers as she scrambled to her feet and limped toward the crying child. “Zoa, what are you doing here?” She picked up the shivering girl and enfolded her close to her chest beneath Kyne’s cloak.. “I heard Father and Katya arguing about you. Then you left. So I followed, but it got cold and dark. I got scared. Can we go home now?” A ragged cough shook Zoa’s tiny frame as her tears subsided to muffled hiccups against Sianna’s breast. Though healed of the lung sickness, Zoa was far from strong, and the thin, cold mountain air took its toll on her limited stamina. If Sianna didn’t see her warm and dry, Zoa could well fall sick again. What had she thought to accomplish by running away? She had acted without thinking. Now her lack of faith in Kyne threatened not only her life and that of her unborn babe, but Zoa’s as well. She shivered in cold and pain. Night covered the mountain slope. Later, if the clouds parted, the joined moons would rise and cast their red glow, but for now they couldn’t travel. “I’m cold, Sianna. Can we go home?” Zoa asked again. Sianna carried the child over to the boulder and settled her against it. “Rest here. I’ll light a fire, and you’ll soon be warm.” Start a fire with what? She looked around. Vegetation was scarce along the rock-strewn path, but there were a few stunted thorn trees. Her palms stung as she broke branches from one and gathered an armful of dry leaves. Though the wind had died, fat, wet flakes of snow drifted from the dark sky and quickly blanketed the world in white. “I want to go home.” Zoa started to cry. “We have to wait for the storm to let up, then we’ll go home,” Sianna promised. Zoa’s tears trailed away. She nodded. “Father will come for us.” Yes, Kyne come for us. Like a prayer, Sianna opened her heart to him and sensed a response, felt his fear and determination as her own. For that moment they became one. Then the connection snapped, and she was again alone. “I’m cold, Sianna.” Zoa’s teeth began to chatter. The child’s shift and leggings did little to shield her from the cold. Sianna bundled Zoa securely inside Kyne’s cloak. In minutes the girl’s breathing eased and her eyelids started to droop. Left in only her tunic, Sianna shivered. She used the rock to strike a spark, then coaxed a flame to life. Billowing smoke from the green wood burned her eyes and throat. She choked, but the fire caught and held. Soon a cheerful blaze lit the whitening world with a reddish glow, but she knew the small supply of branches would not last through the night. Moisture trickled down her cheeks as soft and silent snow continued to fall. Sinking back on her heels, she held out her icy fingers to the fire. What had she done? Her fear and lack of trust in Kyne now endangered another. Neither her own fate nor that of her unborn babe could take precedence over Zoa’s life. No matter the risk, come first light she would take the child home. She would tell Kyne of the child growing within her and trust him to keep them safe. With her decision came a sense of peace. Next to her Zoa stirred and poked her head from under the cloak. “Who is singing?” “It is just the wind.” Sianna crawled beneath the cloak and tucked it securely around them. Meager warmth crept over her. “Now, go to sleep.” “They sound like angels.” Zoa’s voice trailed away into slumber. Beneath the wail of the wind, voices filled the air with a beguiling song. Sianna strained to decipher the words, but though the sound was clear, the meaning was not. Purity rang in those sweet voices, wrapping her in a sense of peace and comfort. Surely the singers would help Zoa and her. Cold and fear forgotten, she stood and followed the sound into the darkness. *** “Saddle Hakan!” Fear lent strength to Kyne’s roar. His cloak flying like the wings of some great bird of prey preparing to pounce, he stormed across the great hall. People scattered. He pushed past a woman serving last meal. Her tray tipped. Plates clattered to the floor. Food splattered. Etam darted out to do Kyne’s bidding. Katya chased him into the courtyard and grabbed his arm. “Where are you going?” He whirled around. “Sianna’s run off. I found Warda in my chamber. Drugged. I’m after her.” “In this weather? Alone?” Katya matched his long strides toward the stables. “By the moons! She must have heard us talking. Where would she go?” Feet dancing over the snow-covered cobblestones, Hakan emerged from the spangles of white filling the air. He snorted and shook his head, throwing a shower of snow from his already dusted hide. At his side, Etam struggled to hold the beast. “To her death.” Kyne leapt into the saddle. He sawed the reins, forcing Hakan’s head around, and prepared to kick him into a gallop. Katya snatched Hakan’s bridle. “Kyne, wait!” “Let loose.” The thick mantle of falling snow muffled his shout. “Which way will you search? It’s near dark. You can’t chance the trail. The snow will have erased her tracks. Why not wait until morning?” “There’s no time.” “Then I’ll go with you. Etam, saddle Deju.” “No.” Katya’s rational words calmed his first rush of panic, but nothing could ease the fear eating away at his heart. Because of his rash words, Sianna wandered the mountainside, frightened and alone, easy prey to predators and elements. Why would she flee? Not for fear of marriage to Prince Timon. By her own admission she was resigned to her father’s plans for her. Only a babe growing in her womb could send her fleeing into the night. With her knowledge of healing she could easily rid herself of a babe. Instead, to protect that babe—his babe—she had dashed headlong into danger. He pulled Hakan’s head free of Katya’s grip. “Come first light organize a rescue party and search the downward trails. Rouse Warda if you can. He can track her. Tonight I’ll head upward as far as a woman afoot could travel in a day. If I don’t find her, I’ll turn back and meet you along the trails.” Common sense suggested Sianna would head down the mountain. Few people ventured higher into the Azul Mountains, and even fewer returned. Danger lurked around each bend for the careless or unwary. Death hid in the sharp claws of a hungry sardak, a fall of loose rock, a misstep over a steep cliff. With each thought, he whispered a prayer for Sianna’s safety. Still, something urged him toward the craggy peaks. He remembered well her fascination with his stories of the mythical Andacor. Katya nodded and stepped back. “Take care. And find her.” Calling on childhood memories of his mother’s tales and his own adventuresome nature, Kyne guided Hakan up the little used path. As though he knew what was at stake should he hesitate, Hakan sprang forward. Hours passed, and the storm intensified. The wind howled around Kyne, turning the gentle fall of snow into a swirling gale. He squinted against the sting of icy pellets and watched the trail for sign of Sianna’s passage. The higher he climbed the thicker the downfall. Drifts soon slowed them to a walk. The steep trail exposed them to the raging elements. Eyes slitted, Kyne hunched forward over Hakan’s neck. Moisture froze on his cheeks. His fingers grew numb. The quinar’s rear hooves slid off the ice-crusted trail. For a moment he floundered on the edge of oblivion, then with a mighty surge he staggered forward. Sides heaving, Hakan lowered his head and stood trembling. His own heart racing, after a moment Kyne nudged the beast into the leeward side of a large boulder. Until the storm broke they could travel no further. He could only pray that Sianna too had sought shelter. As he dismounted, the faint scent of wood smoke teased his nose. His foot disturbed the remains of a fire. He knelt. Smothered by snow, green wood still smoldered, but cast no heat or light. Sianna had been here. Where was she now? Kyne looked up. A few feet away, huddled against the boulder was a small, snow-covered mound. Heart pounding, he reached out and brushed away the white blanket. In the snow lit darkness, he could just make out the brown of a travel cloak. Frightened by what he might find below, he lifted the edge. Dark, sleepy eyes blinked up at him. “Zoa?” In a glance he took in the child, wrapped in Sianna’s his cloak. But where was Sianna? “Father. You came. I told Sianna you’d come.” Zoa’s thin arms reached out for him. Kyne shook the snow off the cloak and rewrapped her in it. “Where is Sianna?” Fear tightened his vocal cords. Zoa yawned and snuggled into his embrace. “We heard voices. Singing. She followed them. I’m hungry. Can we go home now?” “How long ago? Zoa? How long?” Her small head flopped against his shoulder, and her eyes fell shut. Asleep, she didn’t answer. He eased the child back into the shelter of the boulder and stood. Hours or minutes, it didn’t matter. He couldn’t track her. No footprints marred the smooth expanse of snow. Even his and Hakan’s footprints were filling rapidly. Wind whistling through the rocks could resemble muted voices singing in the distance. Befuddled by cold, dressed in naught but her tunic, did she search for a chimera of sound? He turned in circles. Which way had she gone? He had to find her? But how? And what of Zoa? He couldn’t leave her alone. Nor could he drag her further into the storm. “Sianna! Where are you? Come back!” The wind snatched his words and whirled them back at him, but gave no answer. Like twin beasts of prey, guilt and grief clawed his heart. Because of him Sianna would die on this mountain. He lifted his head and howled his anguish. Seventeen While the storm continued to rage, Zoa slept, curled warm and lax in Kyne’s lap. He found no such escape. Sorrow haunted his dreams. Guilt devoured his heart. Sianna was out there somewhere. Alive? Dead? Either way, he vowed to find her, but duty demanded he first see Zoa safely returned to the castle. The storm cleared, and the sun inched up into a placid blue sky to glint off a blanket of white. Sparkling like silver crystal in the early morning light, rivulets of melting snow streamed down the trail. The tinkle of water coursing over rock provided a soothing sound that didn’t touch Kyne’s pain. He eased Zoa from his lap and stood, preparing to return her to the castle then continue his search for Sianna. The child slept on. A few steps away, a mound of white gave a mighty heave upward and shook. Snow flew. Through the storm, the quinar’s bulk had provided a living barricade against the cutting wind. Now he snorted and stamped his feet. Clumps of snow clung to his furry hide. The deep baying howl of a hound pierced the tranquility. Warda! Kyne recognized the beast’s voice. “Rauk!” Hakan rasped in answer. Kyne stepped out onto the trail as the clatter of hooves against rock echoed in the quiet. Led by Warda, two riders approached. Katya and Graham. The quinars’ sweat-lathered coats steamed in the cold. “Rul Cathor!” “Kyne!” Graham and Katya shouted together. Graham sat his quinar awkwardly, his splinted legs sticking straight down and slightly outward. Deep lines of pain bracketed his mouth and, despite the crisp mountain air, sweat beaded his pale skin. Katya rode just behind, her gaze darting from Graham to Kyne then back. Warda raced ahead. He halted at Kyne’s side, snuffed at Zoa, then head down, he crisscrossed the ground around the boulder. Catching a scent, he gave an anxious whine and dashed away, only to pause head up, as if waiting for Kyne to follow. Hope flickered in Kyne. Would Warda respond so if he smelled death? Kyne wasted no time. As Graham and Katya rode up, he leapt into Hakan’s saddle. “Katya, take Zoa home. And this crazy man as well.” He turned toward Graham. “Sianna will tear a strip from your hide for your foolishness.” If she survived her own. “I’m fine.” Graham gripped his saddle with white-knuckled fingers and looked around. “Where is she?” “She wandered off in the storm before I arrived.” Katya’s gasp of dismay reflected Kyne’s own fears. She slid from Deju’s back and picked up Zoa. He chafed against this small delay. “Want Sianna.” Zoa muttered a sleepy protest. Sianna’s name came out sounding like mama. Kyne’s heart lurched at the thought of a babe, his babe, in Sianna’s arms. Had his quest for vengeance driven her to her death? Katya handed Zoa to Graham and strode over to Kyne. “What of Prince Timon’s command? Clearly Sianna carries Aubin’s child. Why else would she flee into the night?” Katya’s tone and look conveyed her contempt for his actions and its consequences. “She cannot marry the prince. Nor is it safe for her to return to Castle Vareck. The prince’s messenger leaked word of Sianna’s parentage. Though she has friends who rise to her defense, tempers run hot over her deception. What will you do?” “I will find her.” A sudden surety came over him. With every breath he took, he felt Sianna’s living presence, her heart beating in time with his. “And then?” Graham asked. “You have nine days until DiSanti carries out his threat to kill the queen and princess. Dramon hovers on the brink of civil war. DiSanti will push the country into chaos with his madness.” “Let him,” Katya shouted. “You can’t sacrifice Sianna or Aubin’s child to his lust for power.” “But....” Kyne stopped Graham’s objection. “Katya is right. Sianna’s pregnancy changes everything. Her death on the spike would throw the country into turmoil as surely as the deaths of the queen and princess. There’s naught we can do to prevent war. Go back to Castle Vareck and send messages to the rebel leaders to prepare. When I find Sianna, I will return and join the battle.” “What do we tell Prince Timon?” Graham’s quiet question nearly shattered Kyne’s resolve. He knew well the pain of losing one’s family. How could he stand by and do nothing to save Timon’s? His own queen and princess? Yet what could he do? Kyne met Graham’s gaze. “I hope you are better than you look, my friend. I need your help.” Graham’s back straightened. “I am well enough to ride. I can do whatever you require.” “And I, what he cannot,” Katya added. “Good. Take a small troop of men and infiltrate DiSanti’s siege. Seek out his weaknesses. Find where he holds the queen and princess.” With growing impatience to be off, Kyne relayed the rest of his hasty plan. “Go. I’ll see you in nine days.” He turned Hakan and started up the trail. Warda trotted alongside. For an hour they pushed upward through melting drifts of snow. Then he saw her. Like warmed wine, relief flowed through Kyne’s frozen veins. Body poised, arms outstretched as if to embrace an approaching lover, Sianna stood at the edge of a cliff, her slender body outlined against the sky. Snow dusted her dark hair and dampened her tunic until it clung like a second skin, but she was oblivious to the cold, her gaze focused inward. One step, and she would tumble into a vast chasm. “Sianna.” She gave no indication she heard him. Warda started toward her. “Warda. No.” The hound stopped and gave a reluctant whine. Kyne dismounted. Beneath his feet the snow-covered ground groaned. Hakan snorted in fear. Kyne dropped the reins, and the quinar shuffled backward. Step by cautious step, Kyne crept closer until an arm’s length separated them. “Sianna?” She turned her head to him and smiled, her gaze still unfocused. Her eyelids fell shut, then rose again in a languid motion. Moisture spiked her lashes and glistened on her pale cheeks. “Do you see?” Puzzled, he followed the sweep of her arm over the mist- shrouded valley below. For a brief moment he thought he saw a city of white and gold gleaming in a warm summer sun. Simply garbed people strolled along flower-lined paths which wound around unpretentious yet elegant buildings. The sound of music drifted on sweetly scented air. Then he blinked, and the image blurred to a swirl of snow. “See what? There’s nothing but rocks and snow.” “Andacor.” “The cold has muddled your mind.” Slowly he reached out his hand. “Come to me, Sianna. Andacor is naught but a myth.” His fingers brushed her shoulder, but she slid away from him, closer to the edge. The icy feel of her flesh pierced through his gloves and chilled his heart. If he didn’t warm her soon, she would be beyond his help. “You’re wrong. Andacor is real. It is here.” A confused look settled over her serene features. “I can see it. Hear it. Smell it. Almost feel it, but I can’t find a passageway.” She leaned forward and stretched out her hand. His heart jolted as her body bent over the drop, but didn’t plummet into the abyss. Something held her back, an invisible barrier he couldn’t see, the same barrier she fought to find a way through. He inched forward to try to grab her arm. With an ominous creak, the ground shifted under his feet. He stumbled backwards and fell to his knees. A few yards away Warda paced back and forth, whining. Hakan pawed the ground and shook his head. Both beasts sensed the unstable ledge he and Sianna stood on. Any moment it could give way and plunge them to their deaths. He had to act quickly. On his hands and knees he crawled toward her. Through the barrier, Sianna could see Andacor spread out in front of her, a dream of perfection. Here she and her child would never know fear or pain, anger or discontent. Harmony flowed in the air. Peace and serenity beckoned her to enter this otherworldly place. One more step and she would be home. She lifted her foot. “For moon’s sake, Sianna! Step back. If I come any closer, the ledge will crumble under my weight. I cannot reach you. Step back.” Kyne’s heartfelt entreaty stayed her efforts. She paused and glanced back at him. He crouched just out of reach. Fear tightened his lips to a thin line. “There’s nothing to dread. This is Andacor. Laila told me my mother was from the mountains. These are her people. I feel it in my ka. I belong here.” “There’s nothing in front of you but oblivion. Andacor is a myth, an illusion of light.” He rose. The ground groaned. “You belong to me. I’ll not relinquish you to a mirage. Either come back to me, or I’ll come to you and we’ll both die.” Poised at the gates of paradise, she hesitated at his words. “You would risk death rather than release me?” “What is mine I hold. Come to me, Sianna.” Though hardly a declaration of love, possessiveness rang in his voice. She was his. And he knew it. But he was not hers. In her mind, wordless voices drowned out Kyne’s harsh command. She cocked her head to listen. Later she would consider Kyne’s feelings for her. They are of us. An elderly woman spoke first. She is Mala’s daughter. A younger man said, The man’s bloodline is thinner than the woman’s. His connection to us is weaker, third generation. Perhaps even fourth. He does not believe. Few outsiders trust in what they cannot see, hear or touch. To them we are naught but a tale with which to put young ones to sleep. We are the world that was. They are the world that is. She spoke with resignation, then addressed her words to Sianna. Child, all who accept our reality are welcome in Andacor. Sianna smiled at Kyne. “The people of Andacor welcome us.” No, child. You may enter, but the other may not. He walks the path of vengeance. It destroys him. Hatred blinds him to this world. Andacor does not exist for those without faith, hope or love. Forgiveness is his only path to salvation. Understanding blossomed inside her. She and Kyne were of two worlds, but they could live only in one. Kyne denied Andacor’s existence. If she chose Andacor, when he tried to stop her, he would fall into the void below. Even if he did not die, his current path would ravage his ka until there was naught left but an empty shell. There was no choice. Farewell. She turned and stepped into his embrace. The ground shifted beneath them. Kyne threw himself away from the edge, and they fell backwards into a snowdrift. With a sharp crack and a low rumble, the ledge sheared away at their feet. A cloud of snow and dust rose in the air. Kyne’s rasping breath in her ear muffled the sound of falling rock and dirt. Like an icy rain, reality drenched her. How close he’d come to death. Shuddering, she buried her face in his shoulder. She lay on top of him, their limbs aligned from shoulder to knee. Heat from his body seeped through her chilled flesh, his warm breath slid over her frozen skin, sending shivers down her spine. The rapid thud of his heart matched the uneven thumping of her own. He stood, taking her with him. His fingers dug into her cold-numbed arms, and he gave her a shake. “Foolish woman. Why did you run off? You could have died of exposure. Fallen off a cliff. Been ravaged by a sardak. What were you thinking?” At his touch, his anger swept through her, sparking her own. She shoved away from him and crossed her arms over her heaving chest. “I did not give up paradise to be scolded like a naughty child.” “Then cease to behave like one.” Cold rattled her teeth as she challenged his accusations. “Are the deaths you speak of any worse than death on a spike?” Only after she had blurted her question did she sense the fear he’d hidden below his anger. One hand flew to her mouth, the other settled protectively over her still flat belly. Did he realize what she admitted with her rash words? Rage faded from his eyes. “I would not let harm come to you. Could you not have trusted me?” Tension eased out of her body. All along she had seen past his angry words. “I never truly doubted you.” A curt nod acknowledged her belated trust. He said nothing of his babe, but his gaze drifted to where her hand rested, and his expression softened. “You know?” She ducked her head, shielding her face from his eyes with her tangled hair. He placed a finger beneath her chin and tipped her head up. “I know.” With his smile and soft words, the knot of fear inside her unraveled. Together they could face any challenge. He stood and pulled her up next to him. When her legs trembled, he swung her into his arms. “I can walk.” “Perhaps,” he agreed as he plunked her atop Hakan’s broad back. “But not today. I’ve wasted enough time chasing after you.” Though his tone was even, she could sense the crack in his inner control. Like grapes crushed in a mesh bag, the wine of his emotions oozed forth, a sweet, heady liquid that infused her battered ka with hope. When he swung up behind her and wrapped her inside his cloak, she snuggled into his warmth. With one hand he held Hakan’s reins. The other slipped under the heavy cloak and came to rest on her belly. “It’s time to go home.” Despite the warmth of Kyne’s bulk pressed against her back and thighs, Sianna shivered uncontrollably. Home. Like a lamp in the darkness the word beckoned her. She peered up at his face, but could detect no forgiveness there. If not for the reassurance of his gentler emotions flowing through her, his scowl would indicate his anger with her. “Is Castle Vareck my home?” A muscle at the corner of his mouth tightened and pain flashed in his eyes, then his lips softened and he looked full into her face. “Your home and life are now with me, my little Daughter of Light. From this moment your former life ceases to exist, and you are reborn.” The meaning of his words and emotions crashed over Sianna. She stiffened in his embrace. “You would have me deny my father? I cannot. Whatever his crimes, his blood flows in my veins. He gave me life. For this alone I must honor him.” Kyne’s eyes took on a wintery hue. “Why? There is naught to honor in such a butcher. When he is dead, he’ll soon be forgotten.” His grip tightened painfully. “You will forget him.” “You are wrong. We must never forget him. Only in remembering can we avoid a reoccurrence of his sins. And only in forgiving can we find peace.” “DiSanti’s blood on my sword will give me the peace I seek. Then the cries of those he’s murdered will no longer haunt my dreams.” A feeling of terror jolted Sianna as Kyne’s hatred stirred his unborn babe to wakefulness in her womb. “Sh-h-h,” she crooned beneath her breath. Cold and exhausted, she pulled away from Kyne’s harsh emotions. Later she would deal with his quest for vengeance. For now she settled deeper into his embrace. She soothed their fretful babe back into slumber and sought the same escape for herself. Kyne guided Hakan down the slippery mountain trail, his thoughts and emotions in turmoil. Sianna’s slight form resting against his chest had little to do with the heavy weight around his heart. How could he care for her? He refused to consider the word love. Daughter of his enemy, the man who had killed nearly all those he loved? The man who in his lust for power had brought an entire country to the brink of ruin? Yet how could he not care for her? Her actions proved her innocent of DiSanti’s evil. Her loyalty, though misplaced, could not be faulted. Could it be forgiven? Kyne splayed his fingers over her belly. Awareness fluttered through him. She carried his babe. The fragile connection to his unborn child eased the doubt from his heart if not his mind. Sianna was his. DiSanti would have no part of her. *** “Hmmm.” Sianna sighed in pleasure as a firm warmth massaged her icy feet. Where was she? Her eyelids flickered open. Shadows obscured the ceiling above her while firelight danced across the walls of Kyne’s chamber. She stretched and sighed again. On the bed, his body silhouetted by the fire behind him, Kyne knelt over her bare legs. Memory threatened to destroy this moment of accord between them. There was much they needed to settle between them. She started to sit up. Dark skin against pale, his strong fingers stroked up her calves, drawing a groan of satisfaction from her lips as she went limp against the bed. Rational thought was driven away by his touch. He glanced up and smiled. “Do you like? Or shall I stop?” His enjoyment in his action enhanced her own delight. “Please continue.” She watched as his hands glided around her knees, nudged them apart and kneaded her inner thighs, his thumbs teasing the sensitive flesh where her legs joined. Her breasts swelled, nipples puckering. Nothing covered her body. Suddenly shy, she tried to clamp her legs together, but he gently held them open with his own. Cool air swirled over her heated liquid core. Heat flooded her neck and cheeks at her obvious response to Kyne’s seduction. She closed her eyes against his self- satisfied, knowing grin. They flew open again at his intimate kiss, his tongue lapping the dew of her desire. Back arching, her fingers tangled in the dark, silky hair spread out over her thighs as he drove her on. Without warning, her climax exploded inside her, a burst of sensation so intense she cried out Kyne’s name. Lost in wonder, her body convulsed. Tears streamed down her face. “Oh, Kyne.” She stretched out her arms to him. His gaze locked on hers, he slid up and into her. Their bodies fit together without hesitation, a mighty sword in its silken sheath. “You are mine,” he growled in her ear. Despite his possession of her body, he still doubted what he sensed was in her heart. “I am yours,” she reassured him. As you are mine. “Always and forever,” he answered her unspoken words. His mind might deny the bond between them, but his heart knew. Then as he began to move within her, all conscious thought fled. Later, she curled against his side and listened to the steady thud of his heart beneath her ear. Above the heavy bed robe the air was crisp as the fire in the hearth had burnt to embers. The scent of wood smoke and sex perfumed the air. Sleep evaded her. Kyne’s disquiet seeped into her and banished the contentment she should feel after hours of his thorough loving. The weight of his worries were hers as well. “I will go with you to see Prince Timon.” “No.” His response was as quick and firm as his hold. She felt his panic at the thought of her condemned to die on the spike. An answering shudder went through her. “As long as I don’t attempt to marry the prince, I am safe from that fate. But, perhaps between us we can find a way to rescue the queen and princess from my father without the need of marriage.” “You are not going anywhere near the palace, the prince or your father. You will stay safely here.” “But....” “I’ll not let you risk the life of my babe with your foolish attempts to save your father from my wrath.” His babe? Hurt, she pulled away from Kyne. Anger heated her next words. “I have no intention of putting my babe in peril, but I must go with you to speak with my father, to convince him to give up his mad scheme. Perhaps I can appeal to some remnant of his love for me.” He climbed out of bed and began to dress. “You are beyond foolish if you believe DiSanti has a care for you. He loves no one and nothing beyond his quest for power.” She felt his absence in her arms and, with his words, he ripped himself away from her heart. Clutching the bed robe to her chest, she knelt and faced him. “And what do you care for beyond your pursuit of vengeance? Is there room in your heart for love? For me? For our babe?” He kept his back to her as he strapped on his sword and headed toward the door. “DiSanti killed my heart years ago. Is his daughter the Eternal One to resurrect it?” Sianna sensed the lie, but knew Kyne truly believed himself incapable of love. He thought he could possess her and their babe, keep them safe, but prevent his own pain by never giving them his heart. For to love meant the threat of loss, and he couldn’t bear to lose anyone ever again. He thought DiSanti’s death would free him of his burden of guilt and pain, but she knew it would destroy his ka. Before she could respond, the door closed behind him. The click of a key in the lock roused her from her stupor. She bolted from the bed and ran to the door. The knob rattled beneath her hand, but the door refused to budge. With a cry of despair, she sank to her knees and leaned her head against the wood. *** Aside from Betha’s twice daily, silent visits, Sianna saw no one for the next three days. On the fourth day when the chamber door opened, she rushed forward. “Please, Betha, talk to me,” she pleaded. “Where is Kyne? Katya? Zoa? Graham? How fares Lisha? I must know what is happening.” Though pity sparked in Betha’s eyes, she shook her head, placed a tray of food on the table and turned to leave. “Please, I’m going mad with worry.” Since her bonding with Kyne, their connection remained constant, but she received only vague impressions rather than clear feelings. Flickers of anger fought with hurt, betrayal with forgiveness, love with hate. He replaced the solid wall between them with a locked door and retreated from her presence. Betha paused at the door and, without turning, whispered, “Lisha recovers rapidly. Rul Cathor, Katya, Graham and most of the fighting men are gone from the castle. I’m not privy to their plans.” In his effort to keep her safe, Kyne denied the bond between them and went to confront her father. A shadow of future anguish shivered through her. They would destroy each other. “Now that people know your true identity,” Betha continued, “the Rul locks you in here for your own protection. There are those who harbor hatred in their hearts for any child of DiSanti and would do you harm.” Her own emotions in turmoil, in part because of her father’s and Kyne’s actions, but mostly due to the influence of the new life she carried, she found it difficult to focus on Betha’s. Unclear and unfocused, her babe’s feelings swirled through her and left her dizzy. Was the strength of her babe’s emotional connection with her normal? With no one to ask, she made a conscious effort to contain the babe’s disruptive influence. “Do you hate me?” Back still turned to Sianna, Betha’s shoulders sagged. “You risked your life for my child, and for that I owe you. But you share the blood of the man who stole my husband and other sons from me.” She left the room without answering Sianna’s question. At least Laila was safe. No one yet knew her identity. But what of Kyne? In six days, if she did not wed Prince Timon, her father would kill the queen and princess. Guilt ate at her. How could she have run away? Her fingers fluttered over her belly. Were hers and her child’s lives any more precious than those of Prince Timon’s mother and sister? Could she do something to prevent this tragedy? Persuade her father to abandon his mad quest for power? Reach some uncorrupted part of him? Perhaps Kyne was right and her father was truly evil, but she had to try. But how? She sagged into a chair by the fire and eyed the chamber’s heavy door. Through the window, the waning light of the day reflected blue off the Azul Mountains, casting the chamber in a shadowy gloom. By now last meal would be finished, the great hall quieting as people went about their final evening chores before they retired. Soon fires would be banked and silence would descend for the night. In a dark corner of the room lay her herb bag. An idea formed. When Betha returned with her evening tray, Sianna was ready to act. “Are you feeling ill?” A flicker of concern edged Betha’s question. She placed the tray on the table and stepped over to the bed where Sianna lay. As she leaned over, Sianna sat up, opened her hand and blew the powdered herb she held there into the startled woman’s face. Before fear could enter Betha’s eyes, they closed. Fast asleep, she slumped across the bed. Sianna scrambled up. With a bit of work she managed to remove Betha’s shawl and outer tunic and tuck her beneath the bed robe. Anyone glancing inside the chamber would mistake Betha’s form for her own. By the time Betha awakened, Sianna would be long gone. After donning Betha’s tunic over her own, Sianna wrapped the shawl over her head and shoulders. Similar in height to the plumper woman, if she kept her head down she might slip by undetected in the dim light. She eased the door open and peered out. Warda rose as she attempted to leave the chamber. “Don’t try to stop me,” she warned the hound. “I cannot wait here while Kyne needs my help.” At the mention of Kyne’s name, Warda whined and shoved his muzzle beneath her hand. Though far from a simple-minded beast, his emotions as complex as any person’s, Warda’s concern for his master was clear and sharp. She knelt, took Warda’s head between her palms, and looked into his eyes. “You’re worried about him too, aren’t you? Shall we go find him?” Warda didn’t object as she stood and moved down the hall. He followed at her heels. Together they slipped down the stairs. At one end of the hall, a fire burned low in the hearth, leaving most of the large chamber in shadows. The main entryway loomed ahead. She paused. By herself she could never lift the heavy beam that secured the latch, nor budge the massive aronwood door. “Sianna.” Damaged by her father’s sword stroke, Laila’s voice rasped from behind her. Hand to her chest, Sianna spun around. Warda pressed closer, but otherwise didn’t react. “Laila! Where do you think you’re going? You shouldn’t yet be out of bed. You’ll tear loose your stitches.” Laila gripped Sianna’s arm and pulled her to the edge of the hall, out of sight of any casual observer. “The same place as you, I would imagine. To confront our father.” She spat the words. Even in the dark, Sianna could see the lines of pain on Laila’s face, her pallor. “You’re in no condition to confront anyone. Let me help you back to bed. No one here yet knows your true identity, so you’re safe. Rest. If not for your own sake, then for the sake of the babe you carry.” Laila’s hand covered her belly in a protective gesture, then her fingers curled into a tight fist. “Aubin’s babe cries to me for vengeance. Until DiSanti lies dead by my hand, I’ll not rest.” Sianna couldn’t control her gasp. “You would kill your own father?” “Father?” Laila croaked. “I have no father. Planting a seed in a woman’s belly does not make a man a father.” Her fingers traced the wound running across her throat and down her chest. “I owe him for this. And murdering my unborn babe’s father.” “No,” Sianna whispered. For too long she’d harbored a hope that Kyne and the others were wrong about her father. Now she could no longer deny the truth. Remembering the vicious wound inflicted on Laila, Sianna’s stomach lurched. “Yes,” Laila insisted. “We have no father, merely a sire who bred us to further his own ends. You, he seeks to sell into marriage to cement his base of power. Me, he sought to train as his successor. And I allowed him to. I never questioned his actions, his methods, or wondered about the people he hurt in his quest for dominance. Until Aubin, I was deaf, dumb and blind to DiSanti’s evil.” She rested her hand on the hilt of her sword. “Now he will pay for his crimes with his blood. When he and I meet again, one of us will die. Are you with me?” “I cannot contemplate the taking of a life, even a life committed to evil. It goes against all my training, everything I know...all I am. I go to see to the safety of Rul Cathor and the others.” “Very well, you can play nursemaid to men more than capable of defending their own interests. I’ll take care of our father.” “Killing our father will not bring Aubin back to you.” “But it will allow him to rest knowing his death has been avenged. Let us be off before someone wakes and attempts to stop us. What of the hound?” “Warda comes too.” Laila headed toward the kitchens and the smaller door which led to the stables. Sianna stopped her. “If I can find a way to save our father’s ka, I will do so.” Back to Sianna, Laila stiffened. “You may try, but do not get between him and my sword.” Eighteen “Where is my daughter?” DiSanti’s voice carried across the open land between his encampment and the palace wall. “Produce her by morn, or face the consequences.” From his hiding place in the woods, Kyne saw Prince Timon standing on the palace battlement. Though the distance was too great for Kyne to make out the boy king’s expression, Kyne knew the lad’s feelings. Helpless fear. “Do your mother and sister mean nothing to you?” DiSanti dragged Queen Theone from his tent and paraded her in front of the palace wall. The woman had been beaten. Her hair hung in dirty, tangled strands around her bruised face, but she held her head high, stood straight, and walked with as much dignity as her weakened state allowed. She looked up at her son. “Stand firm, my son. Do not ransom my life with that of others.” Her voice rang clear and strong in the hush her appearance caused. DiSanti jerked the queen to her knees and slapped her. “Be quiet, she-hound!” Uneasy silence from DiSanti’s troops echoed the growl of anger emanating from the men lining the palace battlements. Kyne resisted the urge to send an arrow through DiSanti’s black heart, knowing others loyal to the man would strike the queen down. And of Princess Thomasa there was no sign. Earlier, Katya, disguised as a boy, had infiltrated DiSanti’s camp, but during her three days there she had found no indication of where he held the young princess. Katya came up next to Kyne. “Our forces are gathered and ready to attack on your command. The rebel leaders brought every able-bodied man to fight. They grow eager to do battle.” “Are they so impatient to die?” “No, to be free. Every day more of DiSanti’s men defect and join us.” “Then perhaps in a few more tendays we would stand a chance in open battle. But we are yet outnumbered two to one, and time is short.” “But we have the advantage of surprise. With the palace controlled by Prince Timon’s guard, DiSanti’s forces will be caught between. He has no idea he is surrounded. His rage over his daughter’s abduction has made him careless. When he left the palace unguarded by his troops he forsook reason. His madness overwhelms his logic.” Kyne nodded. “We attack tonight.” “What of the queen and princess?” Katya voiced the question that plagued Kyne and had but one answer. “May the Eternal One protect them. DiSanti must be stopped here and now. No matter the cost.” *** Arms and legs aching, Sianna squeezed her eyes shut and clung to Laila’s waist as she pressed the tired quinar beneath them for more speed. To help him maintain the killing pace Laila set, for the last three days Sianna had bonded with the beast. Now both were exhausted. She had no more strength to give. “Stop, or the quinar will collapse, “ she whispered. Unable to keep pace with the fleet quinar, Warda had fallen behind two days earlier, but she knew the hound would continue to follow. Laila slowed the quinar to a walk, but did not stop. “There is no time. Tomorrow is the tenth day. We must reach the palace this night if we are to prevent DiSanti from murdering the queen and princess.” From deep inside, Sianna summoned the last of her reserve and gave it to the quinar. He responded with a surge of speed. Darkness descended long before they stopped at the bottom of a cliff just out of sight of DiSanti’s troops. From their hiding place they could hear the murmur of men as they prepared for battle, as well as smell the odor of their cook fires. Sianna slid from the quinar’s back. Her legs wobbled as she leaned against the beast. Their labored breaths misted the crisp night air. Languor stole over her as she watched Laila strip the saddle from the tired animal with quick, efficient motions. Mercifully, the babe inside Sianna slept, comforted by the continuous motion. But what of Laila’s unborn babe? Her injury? From what hidden store did she draw her energy? “Vengeance gives me strength.” Unaware that she’d spoken her question out loud, Sianna started at Laila’s answer. “I’ll not rest until DiSanti lies dead at my feet,” Laila’s damaged voice rasped. “Then you may bury me.” “And Aubin’s babe? Shall I bury him as well?” Though Sianna’s connection with Laila was tentative, she sensed Laila’s child was male, as she knew her own was female. “Do not fear. I shall live long enough to give birth to Aubin’s child, but I will not be his mother. If I could strip his body of my tainted blood, I would not hesitate. Instead, I will give him into the care of his father’s family. I can only pray their honor will dilute the DiSanti poison flowing through his veins.” “Do you refer to the poison of an ungrateful child’s betrayal?” DiSanti’s black cloak swirled around him like a dark cloud as he stepped out of the forest. The red glow of the joined moons above cast crimson shadows over his smiling face. He looked at Sianna. “But I do thank you, Laila, for delivering your sister to me. As much as it pains me to admit it, she’s a necessary element for my plan to succeed. Seize them!” Weapons drawn, soldiers surrounded them. Sianna gasped as Laila pulled her sword. She grabbed Sianna’s arm and held the blade to her neck. “I’ll kill her myself before I’ll give her into your hands. Stand back.” The soldiers started forward. Again Sianna felt the prick of crystal and the warmth of blood trickling down her throat. As before she made no move, no protest. She didn’t doubt her sister capable of carrying out her threat. By his tense stance, apparently, neither did their father. He held up his hand, and the soldiers halted. Death hovered a hairsbreadth away. And she did not want to die. She soothed the panicky flutter in her belly with a gentle touch of mind and hand. With all her being she called out for Kyne. Deep within, she felt his wordless answer, his awareness of her flaring to life. He would come. A sense of peace settled over Sianna. “Send them away, Father, and I’ll release her. This fight is between you and me.” “After our last encounter I’m surprised you’re still eager to cross swords with me. You’re such a disappointment to me, child. I reared you to rule at my side, but you threw it all away on the second son of an exiled traitor.” With one hand DiSanti stroked his chin. The other played lightly over the hilt of the sword at his waist. “Perhaps it is time I finished this. Very well, Daughter. Return to camp,” he told the soldiers. Without question the men melted back into the darkness. “Your hounds are well trained.” “My daughters should be so obedient. Now release Sianna.” The blade dropped from Sianna’s throat. “Hide in the woods. Kyne will find you,” Laila whispered. “I’ll not leave you.” Sianna whirled in front of Laila and faced her father. “You can’t do this. We’re your daughters. Your blood flows in us as it does in you. Kill us, and you kill your ka and your future. Even now we carry your immortality in our wombs.” “You’re breeding! By whom?” DiSanti laughed harshly. “Why do I ask. Rul Cathor, of course.” He pinned Laila with his glare. “And you by his brother. I should have killed the lot of the Cathors. It never pays to leave the sons of your enemy alive.” “Give way, Father,” Sianna begged. “Release the queen and princess. Renounce your desire for power. Without my marriage to Prince Timon, you cannot hope to control him or the Council for much longer.” His stance deceptively easy, DiSanti slid his blade from its sheath. “True, but there are other ways. By ruling through you, I only sought to prevent a brutal civil war.” His twisted smile gave lie to his words. Sianna cringed as his excitement opened him to her, and she glimpsed her father’s inner emotions. He relished the thought of the killing and destruction a civil war would bring. Her heart ached at the depth of his ugliness. Did the evil go all the way to his core? Did any of his newborn innocence remain hidden deep within him? Had he completely destroyed his innate human potential? Was there a way to reach his center and resurrect his drowning ka? Did she have the strength to save him from eternal damnation? The courage to risk her own in the attempt? “But I’m not adverse to sitting on the throne. In fact, I rather like the idea. Prince Timon’s forces are not up to the task of defeating my troops. It is but a matter of time before the palace falls into my hands. With the royal family dead, it will take little to convince the ministers to crown me king.” His gaze raked over Sianna and Laila dismissively. “To a king, daughters are nothing more than pawns in the marriage mart. A king needs sons to carry on. As I am still young enough to father many sons, I find I have little need of two soiled daughters.” “He is as I told you, without conscience or ka,” Laila said. “Your pleas fall on barren ground, Sianna. Go. Now.” Sianna resisted as Laila pushed her toward the cover of the forest. “Yes, run away child.” He shrugged off his cloak. Like a living thing, the rich, black material floated to the ground at Sianna’s feet. “Hide if you can while I finish off your deceitful, ungrateful sibling. Then I will find you and do the same.” Her father’s callous words shattered the last of Sianna’s illusions. They would fight, and she could do nothing to prevent it. Nothing to salvage his ka. Nothing to save Laila. In the face of their hatred and anger, her love was meaningless. But neither could she abandon them. She could sense her father’s soldiers lurking in the shadowy woods—their twisted loyalty, their growing blood lust. If she ran, her death at their hands would not be quick or easy. Sword drawn, Laila pushed her aside. Sianna stumbled to her hands and knees and clutched the cool, damp silk of her father’s cloak between her fingers. Swords clashed. Sparks, turned crimson by the Blood Moon, danced in the night air. To and fro they moved in a deadly ballet. Laila’s breath rasped a counterpoint to the ring of crystal. DiSanti glided around the clearing, toying cruelly with his injured, pregnant daughter. He laughed and whirled. His blade sliced across her sword arm. Blood welled up. Laila faltered. Fingers numb, strength spent, her sword dipped, exposing her to his final thrust. Head high, she stood motionless as he lunged. Laila’s calm acceptance of her own death and that of her unborn babe’s shattered Sianna’s helpless terror. “No!” She surged to her feet and threw DiSanti’s cloak. In a swirl of black, the crystal silk snaked around his blade. His aim went wide, but the honed edge of the sword made quick work of the fabric. Shredded silk fluttered free. He stalked toward Laila. Sword again raised, she backed away. His chuckle held no hint of humor, no hesitation. “You can run, but you cannot escape.” Beneath Sianna’s feet, the ground vibrated with the thud of her heart. Head cocked, DiSanti paused as the rumble grew louder. Quinar burst into the clearing. Sianna and Laila staggered back as the animals thundered between them and DiSanti. Clods of dirt spewed upward from their churning hooves. She recognized the moonlit faces of the riders: Graham, Katya and Kyne. DiSanti swung around to face this new threat. His face reflected sudden fear. Then the clearing erupted in shouts as his troops swarmed forward from their concealment in the shadows. “Seize them!” Outnumbered twenty to three, Kyne, Graham and Katya fought while DiSanti melted into the woods. Swords swung and flashed. Blood spurted. Men screamed and cried out in agony. Confusion blanketed the clearing as clouds covered the glowing Blood Moon. Darkness hid friend from foe. Where was Laila? Kyne? Sianna reached out for them. Pain. Terror. Anger. Emotions battered her from all sides, drowning out any single person. Unable to see, afraid to move, she stood rigid amidst the chaos. Kyne’s first instinct was to run down the fleeing DiSanti. Then he saw a soldier lift his sword to strike Sianna. Kyne swerved, and Hakan’s bulk knocked the soldier aside. Kyne swept Sianna into his arms as DiSanti disappeared into the forest, but Kyne couldn’t regret his decision. Sianna’s safety mattered more than vengeance. His chance at DiSanti would come again. Dangling at his side, Sianna screamed and thrashed against his hold. “Be still. It’s me.” Kyne hauled the squirming mass of feminine outrage up onto his lap with one arm, all the while he fended off DiSanti’s foot soldiers with the other. “Kyne,” she whispered and sagged against him. A man grabbed her skirt. She started to slide out of Kyne’s grip. “Kyne!” Her fingers clutched at his arms. He reached across her with his sword and sliced through the man’s arm at his wrist. The man shrieked and fell back. For a moment, his fingers remained attached to her skirt, then she kicked, and the severed hand dropped away. With a shudder she buried her face in his chest. “I’ve got her,” Kyne shouted and whirled Hakan toward the woods. DiSanti was nowhere to be seen. The sounds of fighting faded as Hakan carried them away from the clearing, deeper into the surrounding forest. No foot soldier could hope to keep pace with a quinar. Once assured that none followed, Kyne slowed Hakan to a walk. The animal’s heavy breathing, the snap of branches and thud of his hooves against the ground broke the night’s quiet. Sianna peered up at Kyne. In the clouded moonlight, her expression of love soothed the terror he’d felt when he’d first sensed her presence. “You came,” she breathed. “I called to you, and you came.” Kyne couldn’t explain the sudden urge that had come over him. He only knew that Sianna needed him. Her cry for help echoed in his heart and mind, demanding a response. Even now he could sense her inside himself. They were linked, joined. He felt her pain and fear, her love and sorrow. Her spirit curled inside him like a contented kitten. Who her father was no longer mattered. She had had no part in his crimes. Her hands were clean, her ka pure. Her love washed the hate from Kyne’s heart and mind. DiSanti still needed to be stopped, but her sweet, fresh love quenched Kyne’s thirst for vengeance. He cupped her chin in his hand and lifted her face. “You’ve crawled deep within me. Where you are, I am. Where you go, I go. Run from me, and I will follow. Call me, and I will come.” Like liquid crystal the poetic words flowed from his lips and hardened in the air around them, ready to shatter if she denied their bond. “You’re within me as well. Without you I become an empty shell. I....” The rest of her words were lost beneath the clatter of hooves as Katya and Graham approached. Kyne felt Sianna’s quick stab of anxiety along with his own. “Where is Laila?” she asked. Katya and Graham exchanged a puzzled look, then comprehension dawned on their faces. “Lisha is Laila DiSanti!” Katya’s eyes blazed with angry confusion. “Why didn’t you tell me?” she demanded of Kyne, then turned on Sianna. “Why did you lie to us? Who are you?” “I tried to tell you I was not Laila, but you chose to believe differently. I am DiSanti’s younger daughter. When Laila arrived at Castle Vareck, I lied to protect her and the child she carries— Aubin’s child.” Katya sagged. “Aubin’s child,” she whispered. “But where is she?” Kyne’s own awe and joy at the thought of Aubin’s immortality was tempered by the woman’s absence. Graham rode forward. “In the confusion of the fight, she followed DiSanti.” Blood streaked his too pale features, but it was not his own. He gripped his mount’s saddle with a white- knuckled hand. His still splinted legs stuck out and had surely been knocked about during his rush through the trees, but he made no complaint nor asked for any concessions to his pain. “Oh, no,” Sianna cried. “He’ll kill her. We have to stop her.” “We can’t help her now. The battle is begun. DiSanti knows we’re here. There’s no time to waste.” Kyne felt Sianna’s quick rush of worry and grief, but was relieved when she didn’t argue. “Graham, rejoin our men.” Graham nodded his agreement and urged his quinar into a run. The two quickly disappeared into the night. Kyne moved his mount next to Katya. “Katya, take Sianna back to camp.” “Where are you going?” Sianna clung to him as he tried to pass her to Katya. “You’re going after the queen and princess aren’t you? I must come with you.” “It’s too dangerous. Go with Katya.” He attempted to pry loose her fingers. Of all the people in his care whom he’d failed, he would not fail to keep Sianna safe. “I can use my skills to help you find them.” “No....” “She’s right,” Katya interrupted. “I don’t know exactly what talent she has, but without her help, you’ll never locate the princess. DiSanti has her well-hidden.” Sianna’s resolve swept through Kyne. If he forced her to go with Katya, she would follow. Better to keep her by his side. Nineteen Hakan pranced nervously, his hooves slipping on ground made slick with blood as Kyne guided him around the edge of the carnage. Sianna buried her face against Kyne’s chest to block out the sights, but battlefield images burned in her mind. The acrid smell of blood and urine scorched her nostrils. Her ears rang with the clash of swords and cries of men fighting and dying. Nor could she shield herself from the combatants’ emotions. Her whole being trembled with the force of their suffering, her normal barriers dissolving beneath a psychic whirlpool of rage and fear, pain and despair, threatening to swamp her senses and drown her ka. “Sianna?” Kyne’s voice broke through the oppressive cloud covering her. She reached out for him, and he was there in her heart and mind, a sturdy lifeline of sanity. His presence created a dam against the chaos. She took a shaky breath and lifted her head. His eyes blazed with determination. The battle roused within him the sleeping beast that lives in all men, stirred the blood lust that allows a man to fight and kill to protect those he loves. Only her presence and the need to rescue the royal family held him back from joining the attack. “Can you sense where the queen and princess are being held?” She sat up and looked around. Hakan stood in the middle of DiSanti’s encampment. With the battle raging, it was nearly empty. No one challenged them. Cautiously, she opened herself to the emotions flowing around her. A flood of anguish poured through the crack, and she jerked away. “I can’t...there’s so much pain...death...it overwhelms me,” she gasped. He pulled her tight against his chest. A shudder of understanding ran through him. “I know, but you must try. You’re their only hope. If DiSanti reaches them before we do, they are doomed. Use my strength to keep the emotions at bay. Together we can conquer the darkness.” “Together,” she whispered. Together they were stronger than the sum of their parts. Together they were invincible. She reached out to him. A bolt of energy surged through her. “We can do this.” Amid the emotional labyrinth of injured, angry men, she hunted for the soft aura of two frightened women. While she searched, the force of Kyne’s presence in her mind held back the tangle of negative emotions. Feminine strength and outrage blasted her. “The queen is here. That way.” She pointed toward the far edge of the encampment and a large tent shrouded in red-black gloom. “Laila and my father are there also.” With her talent merged with Kyne’s, Sianna found her family’s emotions were no longer barred to her. In Laila, anger, loss, and grief metamorphosed into a wrath that left a bitter taste in Sianna’s mouth, but DiSanti’s hatred and destructive quest for power stole her breath. Their intent was crystal clear. “Hurry! They’ll kill each other.” Kyne kicked Hakan into motion. At the tent, Kyne dismounted. “Stay here.” Sword in hand, he strode toward the tent. She felt as Kyne readied himself to do battle, then he blocked himself away from her. His absence left a dark, cold void in her heart. If he were killed in his fight with DiSanti, her ka would shrivel and die. But if he killed her father out of revenge, part of Kyne would perish, and in death DiSanti would triumph as he couldn’t in life. Kyne must choose his own path. She could only pray he followed the right one. She slid down Hakan’s side. Something warm and furry brushed by her legs. She strangled a shriek before she recognized Warda. Her legs wobbled, but she quickly followed Kyne to where he stood just outside the tent’s entrance. She slipped up behind him and crouched in the shadows. A lamp illuminated the scene within and hid them from the occupants’ view. His back to Kyne, DiSanti held the dazed queen before him, a shield against Laila. “Are you a coward as well as a madman, Father?” Laila taunted. “Hide behind a woman’s skirt if you want, but it’ll not stop me from killing you.” “But I’m your father.” His tone echoed his encroaching madness. In the maze of his mind, he justified his actions and blinded himself to the evil he sowed. Even now, faced with reaping a bitter harvest, he refused to admit his guilt. Grief tore through Sianna. Like wormy fruit, at his core, her father was rotten. “Father?” Laila spat the word like a foul curse. “A pity you didn’t remember that when you killed the man I loved. Fight me, Father, or die where you stand. You’ll not escape.” “Very well, Daughter. Prepare to die.” DiSanti shoved the queen aside. She hit a support post, slid to the ground and lay still. The lamp swung to and fro. Harbingers of doom, shadows careened around the tent. He pulled his sword free and faced Laila. Their dark fury rocked Sianna’s hope. She grabbed Kyne’s arm. “Stop them. She’s no match for him.” Sword drawn, Kyne darted into the tent. “Face me, DiSanti!” Breathing hard, his gaze wild but still filled with cunning, DiSanti slashed through the side of the tent. “Some other time, Cathor.” “No,” Laila screamed. She blocked Kyne as he lunged after DiSanti, then she crumpled at his feet. Sianna rushed to Laila’s side, further aborting Kyne’s chase. He tried to push past the two women when Queen Theone’s grip on his arm brought him up short. “Rul Cathor? Is it you?” “Yes, Your Highness.” Frustrated rage churned in his gut, but he stopped as DiSanti disappeared into the night. “DiSanti?” she asked. “The coward has fled.” At the sound of her satisfied chuckle, Kyne’s head shot up to meet her gaze. Though battered, her clothing torn, her hair hanging lank around her face, the woman held herself regally. Eight years under DiSanti’s control had taken its toll on her body, but had not diminished her pride or bearing. “You have my gratitude, young Cathor.” She inclined her head and held out her hand. “Your assistance, if you please.” Despite his protests, the queen insisted on rising. Wobbling slightly in Kyne’s respectful embrace, she looked down at Laila. “How does she fare?” Sianna examined her sister’s injuries. “She’s opened her wound, but she’ll recover. Her babe rests safe and secure.” Sianna tore a strip from her shift and rebound Laila’s wound, then took a step toward the queen and motioned toward the bruise forming on her head. “May I?” Queen Theone hesitated. “Sianna is a trained healer. She’ll not harm you,” Kyne said. With a simple touch, Sianna lent the queen strength. The queen gave a startled gasp, then smiled her thanks and started to speak. “We need to return to camp,” Kyne interrupted. “Can you walk, Your Highness? Or shall I carry you?” Queen Theone gave a regal sniff, and her spine went rigid. “I can most certainly walk, young man. See to the other woman and let us be on our way.” She shrugged off Kyne’s hands and strode out of the ragged tent. Kyne lifted Laila in his arms and shared an amused smile with Sianna as they hurried after the determined queen. He would deal with DiSanti—soon. First he must see to the women’s safety. Queen Theone and a groggy Laila shared Hakan’s back while Kyne and Sianna walked. They picked their way by the dim glow of the stars. Warda trotted at their side. Around them, with the setting of the joined moons and waning light, the sounds of battle faded. Kyne found the silence deafening. “Is the battle done?” Sianna’s voice quivered with exhaustion. Each passing moment strengthened the link between them. Her emotions and thoughts became his as his became hers. He knew her inner struggle to block out the pain and fear swirling around them. To shelter her battered ka, he projected a mental barrier. She smiled, and he felt the tension drain out of her. Would that he could protect her from every horror this world inflicted on the innocent. “Mayhap in the darkness they cannot tell friend from foe,” Queen Theone said. Kyne glanced over his shoulder and asked, “Do you know where DiSanti holds Princess Thomasa?” “I know not.” Darkness couldn’t hide the look of raw pain in the queen’s eyes. “Three annum ago we attempted an escape. We were betrayed. DiSanti’s guards caught us along a mountain trail. When one reached for Thomasa, she kicked her quinar to evade him. The beast reared, and she fell down the mountainside into the Aron River. The current snatched her away. Her screams yet haunt my dreams.” Her voice dropped, along with her head, hiding her tormented gaze from Kyne. “Over the years, DiSanti has taunted me with various tales of her capture, torture and death, but he could never show me her body. A loyal servant confirmed what I already know. DiSanti didn’t recapture her. She is out there somewhere. Alone.” Her voice broke on a strangled sob. Kyne doubted a child of eleven annum had survived a plunge into rocky river rapids. That DiSanti never found her battered body was no proof the princess lived. The river ran for hundreds of leagues and split into three branches. Proper decorum abandoned, Kyne took the weeping queen’s hand in his, surprised at how fragile she felt. Her imperious tone and commanding attitude had effectively hidden her physical state. Her strength was all mental. There were no words to ease her ache. “It will be dawn soon. We must hurry. My camp is but a league away. You can rest there.” Queen Theone straightened. “Of course.” Though her voice trembled, her mask of control was back in place. Kyne led, cutting a path through the forest undergrowth with his sword. He grimaced as the finely honed instrument took a beating from the tough saplings and rough bark. His crystalsmith would complain when he saw the condition of the blade. Sianna walked beside Hakan to help the queen hold Laila, but her gaze constantly strayed to Kyne’s broad back, watching the easy flow of his muscles as he slashed a way through the forest. Firmly joined with him, she easily channeled him strength. In turn, he maintained the wall protecting her from the mental chaos roiling around them. She smiled. They made a good team. She allowed herself only a brief moment of sorrow for her father’s wasted life. In the end, his quest for power would destroy him. She could only pray it would not ruin Kyne as well. Despite the cool harvest air, sweat trickled down her back. She longed to return to the bathing cavern of Castle Vareck. At the thought, images of being there with Kyne made her squirm. Heat rushed to the juncture of her thighs. Her heart began to pound. Soon. She started at Kyne’s amused thought. Other than with the people of Andacor, she had never been able to send or receive thoughts, just emotions. With each passing minute the bond between Kyne and her grew. How far it would progress she could only guess. By the time they reached their encampment, dawn lightened the eastern sky. Tents camouflaged with paint and brush blended into the wooded glen, invisible until they were practically on them. Tired, wounded men rested around small fires clutching cups of steaming gana. The smell of wood smoke and the sweet aroma of the nourishing drink barely covered the stench of blood. Katya rushed forward, hugged Kyne and burst into speech. “Thank the Eternal One you’re safe. The battle is won. Runners carried the news of DiSanti’s desertion. Demoralized, his troops surrendered immediately. Graham has gone to coordinate the disposition of DiSanti’s commanders, disperse the men and see to the care of the wounded. Are you hurt? Sianna?” She looked over Kyne’s shoulder and saw Laila slumped in the queen’s arms. Her voice died away as she dropped into a deep curtsy. “Your Highness.” “Rise, my child. Please show me to a spot where I might lie down. I fear I am quite done in.” “Of course. Forgive my poor manners.” Queen Theone’s chuckle eased the strain of the moment. Kyne lifted Laila from Hakan’s back and handed her to the waiting arms of another man, then lifted Queen Theone down. Katya slipped her arm around the queen’s waist and the two headed toward one of the small tents. Sianna started after Laila. “There is much work for me here.” She opened herself to the emotions flowing through the camp. Though bruised and battered, the men’s feelings of restrained jubilation washed over her. Even in those grievously wounded, she no longer sensed deep despair. Kyne grabbed her arm. “Do not overtax yourself.” “But I must heal the injured.” “Do what you must, but practice good judgement. Use your healing talent only on those truly in need. I will join you later.” “Where do you go?” “To help Graham.” “Be careful. My father will not accept defeat easily. He will strike without conscience or warning.” “Do not concern yourself. DiSanti will not prevail,” Kyne’s tone brooked no argument. “The need for vengeance still burns within you. Do not let it reduce our love to ashes.” “DiSanti’s death will not change my feelings for you.” Sorrow filled her heart as she felt him block his emotions from her. “Nor my love for you.” She touched his cheek and gazed into his eyes. “Seek justice, but do not let revenge direct your actions, or it will destroy you along with my father.” And me. He pulled her against him and slanted his lips over hers in a possessive kiss, then put her away from him. “I will do what must be done.” Though the injured kept her busy, worry made the night hours drag by. The sun stood straight overhead before Kyne and Graham returned to camp. One look at Graham’s pale, sweat-strained face and Katya hustled the man to bed. Sianna could hear his grumbled protests as she turned to Kyne. His harsh expression stilled her words of greeting. Exhaustion bowed his broad shoulders and dimmed the sparkle in his dark eyes. Blood stained his hands and clothing rusty brown. Dirt and sweat streaked his face. “There is no glory in victory.” His head nodded forward as if pulled by a heavy weight, shielding his face from her gaze. “So many dead. Crippled. Lives destroyed. All for the greed of one man.” All through the night, Kyne had continued to provide the protection she needed to work with the injured. Now, in his anger and despair over the destruction her father had caused, he closed himself away from her. Cold and numb—pain would come later—she asked, “Do you reject me?” “Reject you?” His head shot up. Confusion disturbed his stony calm. “Never! You are my heart.” His arms whipped around her waist and drew her tight against him. Emotions flooded over her. Rage. Fear. Wrath. Disgust. Guilt. But beneath them all—love—for her. To find peace he needed her strength. With a full heart she gave, filling him with her energy. Like a never-ending ring, their power circled between them, growing with each exchange. He scooped her into his arms and carried her to a tent. There her laid her down upon a pallet of soft furs and provided her with a physical expression of his love. Twenty “May DiSanti and his misbegotten seed rot in eternal damnation!” Timon shook his fist at the pink and gold of the rising run. Tears blurred his vision, but not his resolve. DiSanti would pay for his crimes against Dramon. From the battlement, Timon stared out over the carnage below. Like a putrid mist, the odor of blood and urine drifted up from the bodies littering the open ground. Soldiers and villagers alike moved among the dead, searching for loved ones. Earlier Timon had sent out the palace guard to see to the onerous task of identifying and burying of the dead. Above, their raucous cries a discordant echo of the deep melodious tolling of the castle bells, scavenger birds circled and dipped, waiting for a chance to dive and snatch a quick, gruesome meal. “The King is dead. Long live the King.” He barely heard the crier. With the news of DiSanti’s defeat, Timon’s beloved father had smiled. For one brief moment his breathing eased and his gaze cleared. “Rule well, my son.” His throat damaged by nika, his raspy whisper was nearly inaudible. “Tell your mother and sister I love them.” Then he had closed his eyes and died. Only now did Timon realize the strength his father’s presence had lent him. Now the burden of rule fell solely on his shoulders. “Sire?” A servant came up behind him. Timon banished the tears from his eyes and his heart and faced Pagas, one of the castle servants who had remained loyal through DiSanti’s rise to power. “Yes.” “Rul Cathor and his entourage have arrived.” “Already it begins.” “Pardon, Sire?” “Nothing.” “The queen is with them.” “Is she well? And my sister?” He schooled the eagerness out of his voice. Eight annum. Would they know him? How had they changed? “The queen is resting comfortably in her quarters. Though tired she appears in good health. There is no sign of the princess. Rul Cathor requests an audience. Perhaps he has further news.” “Settle them into rooms and advise the Rul I will meet with him at six bells in my chambers.” Cathor would have no news of Thomasa. Three annum ago, Timon had felt the twin connection between them break. Search as he did with his heart and mind, he never again found trace of her. Hope died. His sister was dead. “As you wish.” Pagas hesitated. “And?” “Sianna DiSanti accompanies the Rul.” Rage exploded. DiSanti had fled beyond reach. His daughter was here. “I will see her burn in Oblivion.” *** Sianna gazed at the opulent palace with wide eyes. Nothing in her life had prepared her for the elegance of the royal palace. Neither the simple, utilitarian enclave of the Sisters of Light, her father’s well-appointed but cold castle, nor the rundown, overcrowded Castle Vareck could compare. Polished marble floors and walls, intricate tapestries woven with gold and crystal silk thread, and rich aronwood furnishings upholstered with rare furs and silks were a feast to her senses. Her booted feet clicked a lively rhythm on the hard floor as she wandered about the room and trailed her fingers over the lush fabrics. Fresh flowers filled the room with a heady scent. Laughing in delight, she twirled around and around in the middle of the bedchamber to which the solemn servant had escorted them. She dismissed her misgivings about the hostility the man directed toward her. “I gather you approve of our quarters, my lady.” She turned toward Kyne, smiled and nodded her head in what she hoped was a regal manner. “They will do, my lord.” Her dizzy giggle somewhat spoiled the effect. She flopped backward onto the bed. He looked down at her. “For the first time in my life I feel young and carefree. You’ve lifted a heavy load from my shoulders.” Had she? She chose to ignore his lingering desire for vengeance. Perhaps her father had fled far away, and Kyne would never have to choose between revenge and the love he professed for her. He spread his hand over the soft swell of her belly. She covered his fingers with her own. “Soon, I’ll carry a heavy load.” He laughed and dropped down next to her. For a long time words were not needed. *** “My condolences on the death of your father.” Kyne knelt before the boy king. “He is at peace now. Rise, Rul Cathor.” Kyne stood. Though he had yet to reach his full growth, the new king’s eyes reflected an age and wisdom bred of pain and adversity. Thrust at the tender age of six annum into a situation many men would be unable to handle, Timon had matured alone into a strong, honorable man. He would rule well. The tantalizing aroma of meat, bread and wine reminded Kyne he’d foregone mid-meal to tumble Sianna on the broad, silk-covered bed. At the thought, his body which he had believed well-sated, stirred to life. He didn’t regret the trade, but now his stomach emitted a loud rumble. Timon’s laugh eased Kyne’s embarrassment. “Come share last meal with me.” The king pointed toward a table loaded with steaming platters of food set before the blazing hearth. As they ate, they spoke of the future of Dramon— reparations, repairs, reforms. Kyne was favorably impressed with the young king’s knowledge of the inner workings of the country. Dramon would prosper under this king’s rule. DiSanti’s name was noticeably absent from the discussion. If the man was wise, he’d find a way to disappear, but Kyne doubted they had heard the last of him. Part of Kyne welcomed the coming confrontation. Aubin and Dramon deserved satisfaction for DiSanti’s evil. But below his anticipation, Kyne dreaded the consequences of striking the killing blow to Sianna’s father. Her warning against pursuing vengeance sat heavy on his mind. The fire burnt low and only crumbs remained when their conversation turned to more personal matters. “How fares my moth...the queen?” Timon asked. “Your mother is a strong woman.” “I barely remember her.” Timon’s facade of adulthood slipped, and Kyne saw the lonely young boy hidden within. “She insisted on bathing before presenting herself to you. Then she fell asleep over her meal. Her attendants put her to bed. I’m sure we’ll all feel the sharp edge of her tongue on the morrow.” “I look forward to it.” Timon smiled, then the mask of king slid over his face. “Rul Cathor, for your service to crown and country, your lands and title are forthwith restored. As soon as the money counters calculate your losses, there will be a monetary settlement as well. But, I also offer you a reward of your choosing.” “You are too generous, Sire. No reward is required.” “Very well, but know that the crown...and I...owe you a debt of gratitude. You have my pledge. If ever I can be of assistance to you, you have but to ask and I will grant any favor.” Before Kyne could respond, the king continued. “On to other things. I find myself in need of a First Minister. Have you any suggestions?” Kyne gave the matter some thought before he spoke. “Minister Derric from the Southern Province proved his loyalty on the field of battle. Or perhaps Rul Mikken of the Western Province. He has always stood with the crown. There are many who would serve well. I would be happy to compile a list of candidates for your perusal.” “That will not be necessary.” Timon grinned. “Are you typically this dense?” “Pardon?” “I wish you to accept the position of First Minister.” Kyne collapsed back in his chair. Next to the king, First Minister was the most powerful man in Dramon. That was how when King Dracken fell under the influence of nika, DiSanti was able for all practical purposes to seize control of the country. “First Minister? I am too young and lack experience. I’ve never served as minister.” Suddenly, Kyne felt decades younger than Timon. Timon leaned forward. “I have neither age nor experience, but I’ve learned that loyalty, compassion and wisdom count for far more than either. Say yes. Dramon needs men of your caliber at the reins. We will make a good team.” “Yes.” The word slipped out before Kyne could think of a reason to refuse the king’s offer. “Excellent.” The king rose. “I suggest we both retire. Tomorrow begins a new chapter of Dramon history.” He struck his right fist to his chest. “Live hard. Die well, First Minister Cathor.” Kyne surged to his feet and struck his fist to his chest. “Live well. Die hard, Sire.” Behind him, the chamber door crashed open. They whirled around. Blood streaming from his throat, a guard stumbled over the threshold and collapsed. Kyne pulled his sword and placed himself in front of the young king. A figure stood silhouetted in the doorway, another guard dead at his feet. “Guards,” Timon shouted. “They cannot hear you.” DiSanti’s evil laugh sent a chill through Kyne. *** Kyne’s sudden rage caught Sianna unaware, then there was nothing. She bolted upright in bed. Something was wrong. Very wrong. Again he had shut himself away from her. DiSanti! The name echoed through her. Her father was here! In the palace. With Kyne. She scrambled off the bed toward the door. She had to go to him. Warda growled and followed. They flew through the corridors of the unknown palace, guided by the faint thread that still connected Kyne and her, as well as Warda’s unerring knack for finding his master. The lack of guards to stop them fed Sianna’s panic. Gasping for breath, she stumbled over the dead guard outside the door to the king’s chamber. Not willing to distract Kyne, she crouched alongside Warda in the doorway and watched the battle unfold. DiSanti met Kyne’s thrust. Their blades clashed. Sparks flew. Unarmed, the king wisely stayed out of reach of the flashing blades. Warda growled and went to jump into the fray. She held him back. “This fight is between Kyne and my father. They must finish it alone. We cannot interfere.” She could only pray Kyne’s lust for vengeance did not destroy him along with her father. As he fought, Kyne blocked her from his heart and mind, but on a deeper level they remained connected. His unfamiliar and uncomfortable desire to fight and kill choked her. Though she had no control, no say in his actions, in this they became as one. His body, her body, his ka, her ka were bound together. What he experienced, she experienced. His victory would become hers, as would his death. With a whimper of distress, Warda pressed against her side. His whole body trembled with suppressed need to go to his master’s aid. Only Sianna’s command held him back. The light from joined moons poured into the room and bathed the macabre ballet between the combatants in a reddish glow. Advance. Retreat. Parry. Thrust. They moved in time to a soundless music, a death song only they could hear. The discordant melody rang in Sianna’s ka. The clash of their blades meeting echoed the recent battle. Kyne’s red crystal sword shone with purity, while DiSanti’s white crystal seemed to reject the light the moons cast. Their labored breathing was a harsh refrain to the ring of their weapons. Blood dripped from shallow cuts to mingle with sweat, staining the air with a sour, metallic scent. His strength and spirit fading with each blow given and received, her father slipped on the blood-covered floor. Kyne pressed forward. Sianna closed her eyes against the taste of his blood lust on her tongue, but she couldn’t close her heart. His pursuit of vengeance left her powerless. DiSanti tripped over the dead guard and fell. His head hit the edge of the room’s stone hearth, and he lay still. Kyne’s savage exultation struck her like a death knell. Inside him, vengeance tore a path of devastating destruction as her father’s unredeemed ka reached out to ensnare him. Her father’s evil doomed him to death, but she couldn’t let him drag Kyne into the pit of damnation. Though physically helpless, her father’s emotions drenched her in a black, oily poison of hatred and twisted satisfaction. Like acid, it ate at Kyne’s ka and fed his desire for revenge. If he struck down DiSanti now, her father would achieve in death what he could not in life—Kyne’s downfall. She moaned in pain and tried to break free, but their intense emotions held her captive. She didn’t have the ability to fight them both. She needed Kyne’s strength of heart and mind to combat the lethargy stealing over her. Without him she would crumble beneath the force of despair swirling around her. Her body might survive, but her mind and ka would be lost in limbo. She sank to her knees. In the dark, Warda pressed against her as if to offer consolation. She clung to him. “Kyne, help me.” His attention focused on DiSanti, Kyne barely heard Sianna’s voice. But like a warm ray of light in a dark, dank cavern, her mental plea pierced the ominous shadow that had him in its grip. Her despair rocked him. He felt her terror, her fading life force as she teetered on the brink of a bottomless chasm. He looked into the darkness of the pit and realized the power to save or destroy her rested in his hands. Linked together, his actions impacted her. If he slew the defenseless DiSanti, Kyne would lose not only a part of himself, he would ravage Sianna’s ka. The choice was his. Kyne let his sword arm drop to his side. He no longer needed to strike the killing blow to find peace. Living and loving life fully would be his revenge against the devastation DiSanti had wrought. Let others determine the man’s final fate. He strode to Sianna’s side. Crouching next to her, he wrapped his arms around her trembling form, and with his heart, mind and ka he reached out and pulled her away from the edge of the abyss. Their connection was instant and powerful. Energy surged through them as love overpowered hate. She curled into his embrace, her gentle hands stroking over the numerous cuts and bruises DiSanti had inflicted. Warmth tingled in the wake of her caress. Pain faded away, replaced by a new vigor. “Enough, my love.” He captured her slim, cool fingers in his own to stop her. “Do not spend your strength in healing me. My wounds are minor.” “In healing you I heal myself. Your strength is mine as mine is now yours. In this as in all else we are now one. Together our power is more than doubled. We are connected. Do you accept this?” Her gaze rested on his face. Through their strange joining he felt her fear of his rejection. He glanced at the unconscious DiSanti. Kyne’s anger flickered briefly to life. Then she placed his hand over her belly, and her love vanquished the ghost of revenge. Like the sun’s rays reflecting off crystal prisms, Sianna’s smile blinded him inside and out. She stretched up on her toes and fitted her mouth to his. Hard and fast, desire surged through him. His sword fell unnoticed as he snatched her up until her feet dangled above the floor, and he feasted on her soft lips. Then with a groan he gripped her arms and held her away. “As much you tempt me, love, this is not the time or place.” He felt her blush as she turned aside. “Do not be shy.” He caught her chin in his hand and turned her face to his. The red glow of the joined moons deepened her blush. “When the time is right, I’ll welcome your advances.” “Stand aside, First Minister,” King Timon’s voice quavered with restrained anger. Kyne turned to face the king. “Sire?” There was no disguising the air of power and command that hovered over the young king. “Guards,” Timon bellowed. There was no response. He strode forward and stood before them. His gaze focused on Sianna. “Which daughter of the devil are you?” Instinctively, Kyne tried to move Sianna behind him, but she slipped out of his embrace and silenced his objection. Head high, she faced the king. “I am Sianna DiSanti.” “The bridal pawn.” Faced with Sianna’s courage and fragile beauty, the king’s tone softened. “A pawn is just how my father saw me. I had no say in his plans.” “Where is the other? The devil’s spawn? What of her?” “Your wit is quick, Sire,” Sianna acknowledged the king’s flash of humor. “She fought alongside Rul Cathor and was wounded in battle against our father.” Doubt flickered in the king’s eyes. “Why should I believe that DiSanti’s heir, the daughter he reared to stand at his side, turned against him? Though she did not come to court, news of her exploits in quelling the people from rebellion against DiSanti’s rule reached even my ears. She was your father’s strength in the field. Her ruthlessness nearly matched his. Why would she relinquish such power?” “For love.” “Love?” “She speaks the truth, Sire.” Kyne wrapped his arm around Sianna’s waist. Though she appeared calm and fearless, he felt her tremble as she leaned into his strength. Their fate lay in the king’s hands. “Laila DiSanti carries proof of her love for my brother in her womb. When DiSanti had Aubin murdered, she renounced her father and joined with those who stood against him.” Rage faded from the king’s gaze. “You would guarantee her allegiance to the crown?” “As my own, Sire.” “And this woman?” The king’s gaze settled on Sianna. “Do you chance your life on her loyalty as well?” Kyne turned and looked into Sianna’s eyes and smiled. “My love for her is no gamble. She holds my life, my heart, my ka in her hands. Without her I am hollow. She is my mate and carries my child.” Indecision flickered across Timon’s face. “You risk much for the daughters of our enemy.” Kyne dropped to his knees at the king’s feet and bowed his head in supplication. “Sire, you offered me a reward for my service to you. I beg you, place the lives of Laila and Sianna DiSanti in my hands. They are not your enemies.” Time stretched out unbearably as Kyne waited for his king’s verdict. No matter what the king decided, Kyne knew he would protect Sianna with his last breath even if he lost all in the process. No. Sianna’s denial sounded in his mind. He is a just king. He’ll not demand my death. Timon placed his hand on Kyne’s shoulder. “Rise. A First Minister begs favors from no man—not even his king. I’ll not force you to choose between two masters. The women’s lives are yours. See that they cause no further trouble.” Relief coursed through Kyne as he stood. Though he sensed Timon’s doubts, in time the young king would learn Laila’s loyalty and Sianna’s true worth. “You have my humble thanks, Sire.” “Do not thank me too quickly. There are conditions. The DiSanti name must cease to exist. By royal decree I declare that Laila DiSanti was wed to Aubin Cathor. And,” Timon’s sudden grin revealed the mischievous youngster hidden beneath the burden of kingship. “You must wed Sianna DiSanti. Is this acceptable to you?” he asked Sianna. “Yes, Sire.” Joy sparkled in Sianna’s eyes and voice. “And you, First Minister?” Kyne straightened and began to return Timon’s broad smile. “How tender,” DiSanti rose behind Timon. Kyne shoved Sianna aside and dove for his sword, but the point of DiSanti’s blade against the king’s throat stopped him. Slowly, Kyne eased his hand from his sword and stood up. Blood trickled down Timon’s neck, but he didn’t flinch. Warda’s growl warned Kyne the hound prepared to attack. DiSanti’s blade bit deeper. “Call off your hound, Cathor, or I’ll slit the boy’s throat now.” “Warda. Hold.” The hound whined, his body quivering, but he held. “Release the king, DiSanti. You can’t hope to harm him and leave this room alive.” DiSanti’s laugh held little mirth and no sense of sanity. “Do you think I care? What is there left for me to live for?” He turned his glare on Sianna. “I curse the day you were born. You and your whoring sister. All my plans. Dreams. You’ve destroyed them all. Well, I’ll not die alone. The king dies first. Without him to rally the ministers and people together, Dramon will crumble into anarchy. I will have my revenge.” “He’s gone mad,” Sianna whispered. “And now you die, Your Highness!” DiSanti pulled back his sword and prepared to drive the point into the king. Before Kyne could react, Sianna sprang forward. She knocked DiSanti’s sword aside and threw herself between them. The king fell backwards out of harm’s way. “No!” DiSanti screamed and plunged his blade into her back. Pain staggered Kyne as Sianna collapsed in his arms. He sank to the ground with her. Howling, Warda sank his teeth into DiSanti’s sword arm and held him. The man shrieked and fell back, struggling to keep his feet and prevent the hound from reaching his throat. Sianna’s fingers closed around Kyne’s sword and thrust it into his hands. Inside, he felt her life force slipping away. “Sav...save yourself,” she whispered. “End...his evil. Not for vengeance, but for sal...salvation.” Warm from her touch, the hilt settled into his grip. How could he leave her? Without him, she would surely die. And without her, his life held no meaning. But if he didn’t stop DiSanti, he would kill them all. “Hold on, my love.” Vengeance played no part in his actions as he tore himself from her side. His thoughts focused on Sianna’s fight for life, he sprang to his feet, whirled around and struck. The red crystal blade found its mark deep in DiSanti’s chest. Kyne released his grip and stepped back. DiSanti’s sword fell from his fingers. Hands clenched around the hilt of Kyne’s blade, he went to his knees and looked up. Disbelief etched his face. Then his gaze went blank and he fell forward, dead. Warda sniffed at the corpse, then went and lay down near Sianna. Kyne felt no elation at the death of his long-time enemy, his thoughts centered on Sianna’s fading life force. He knelt and gathered her limp body into his arms. Blood covered her back. Breath wheezed through her parted lips. He barely noticed as Timon scrambled to his feet and came to their side. “I’ll fetch help.” He ran from the room, shouting for assistance. Kyne tried to stanch the flow of blood. “Sianna. You must live. For me. For our daughter. Without you, life holds no meaning.” Fate could not be so cruel as to steal her from him. With every beat of her heart he felt a stab of pain. “You are a healer. Heal yourself.” Anger heated his demand. Her hand touched his cheek. Cold already seeped through her flesh. “I...cannot.” She smiled at him, but it was as if she looked beyond him to a world out of his view. Her serene gaze held no fear of death. “But you...can. You ha...have the gift. I felt...it when I healed...Graham. I...could not...have done it...without you.” “Help me. What do I do?” “Do?” She looked puzzled as life and awareness drained away with her blood. “How do I use this gift?” “Just be...lieve.” The glaze of death crept over her eyes before they fluttered closed, and she went still in his arms. He clutched her close and searched for their connection, but where her ka had touched his he found himself alone and empty. Though her breath still stirred the hair at the nape of his neck, he no longer felt her presence or her pain. For this journey she had separated from him. If he didn’t act soon, she would move to where he could not reach her. A faint flicker of light pierced the darkness. Believe. The word sounded in his mind. Did he believe in this gift Sianna had and claimed he had as well? How could he not believe? Without it, she was dead. He’d seen the miracles she wrought. Zoa. Graham. Laila. By the two moons, to save her, he would believe. He pressed his lips to hers and whispered, “I believe.” With every ounce of his being he willed his energy into Sianna’s limp, cooling body. He spread his hand over her back. Warmth infused him, flowing through him and into Sianna as he absorbed her injury. Icy agony pierced him. He bit his lip to keep from crying out. Wave after wave of pain washed over him. Then like the twilight on the Azul Mountains, a blue light flashed around their entwined bodies. With each crest, the pain lessened and finally faded. Chest heaving, she gave a ragged cough, and her eyes opened. Love shone in her now clear gaze. She smiled and touched his lips with her own. Inside, he felt the renewed vitality of her body and spirit. With hasty fingers, he searched her back for the wound DiSanti inflicted, but found only smooth, unbroken skin. Miracle or witchcraft, he didn’t care as long as she returned to him. “Are you well?” She placed his hand over her belly. “We are both fine.” He felt his daughter’s presence, her reality. The soft flutter beneath his fingers echoed the awareness in his mind. A laugh of pure joy bubbled inside him. With this promise of the future, the past fell away. “I would name her Atrianna, Atra for my mother, and for you.” Sianna smiled up at him. “I believe our daughter approves.” Her smile faded. “My father?” Kyne stiffened at her continued claiming of DiSanti as her father. “He is dead.” Tears trickled down her cheeks. “He does not deserve your grief.” Kyne could find no forgiveness in his heart. The sadness in her eyes reflected her understanding. “I don’t grieve for the man he was, but for the man he might have been. No matter the circumstances or his actions that followed, he gave me life. Don’t ask me to disavow him. In doing so, I would lose a part of myself. I cannot change the circumstances of my birth. Nor can I deny the blood that flows in my veins, as it does in Atrianna’s.” Kyne couldn’t deny her words when her very being had healed his wounded ka. “Without DiSanti you would not exist. For that alone, I find I can put the rest behind me. For you I forswore vengeance. For your love, I will put aside hatred.” “The future is now ours to create.” Kyne grinned and stroked her belly. “I do believe we already have.” Don’t Miss Elysa Hendricks’ Gemini Moon ISBN: 1-893896-57-9 A warrior by nature, a prince by birth, Ash del Gar resigns himself to a loveless, political marriage with the princess of a neighboring country. On his wedding night he discovers his bride is Raaka—one without a soul. For peace to reign, the marriage must produce children, so when a holy man tells Ash of a way to retrieve the princess's soul, he agrees to try. In the midst of a storm, through the power of a crystal medallion, Ash is struck by lightning and transported to Earth. Lame since childhood, Cathy Lawrence expresses her longings for love only in the imaginary world and the imaginary lover she's created in her art. When the naked embodiment of her dream lover appears in her studio, Cathy fears her fantasy world is becoming more real than reality. Using the power of the storm, Ash abducts Cathy to his world. Cathy struggles to find her way back to Earth and sanity, while Ash fights his growing love for the woman whom he must convince to save his world by sacrificing her soul... Available Now from ImaJinn Books About the Author Elysa Hendricks resides in Northern Illinois, but her imagination allows her to visit 1870's Texas, alternate universe and other planets. A voracious reader, she began writing in the early 90's. She helped found both the Windy City and the Futuristic, Fantasy and Paranormal chapters of RWA. Owned by two cats, one dog, two sons, a mortgage and two car payments, she dreams of escaping to a tropical island with her hero husband. For the time being, she keeps warm by writing hot, sensual love scenes. Elysa loves to hear from her readers. You may contact Elysa through her web site, www.geminimoon.org, or write to her in care of ImaJinn Books.