SKID2 by sam


 What is SKID2?


 SKID2 is an electronic book, the sequel to the electronic novel SKID. Read 
it, pass it onto your friends, anybody that might be interested, everyman and 
his dog. If you like what you read and want to check out what happened in the 
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 SKID2


 Prelude


 Raele wondered what was happening on Skid and more importantly wondered 
whether it was time he headed home. Inel should have long since re-called him, 
an order that Raele would have gratefully received. But the communications 
channel had remained silent, as if he had been completely forgotten, cut off 
and left adrift in space.


 The implications of this worrying state of affairs were beginning to loom 
large in Raele's increasingly troubled mind.


 After leaving the offworlders on their home world, Raele and the crew of 
the patrol craft had gone on an aimless joyride around the universe. They 
sampled the delights of Candour. Tarried on the planet Guide where time stood 
still for them, for who knows how long? A few days, a few years, a century or 
two? Too long?


 Then they did a beat up of Celcious B. Raele wouldn't land there, he 
didn't want to be swamped by the locals wanting food and other goodies as the 
Celcions would mistake his patrol craft for one of the heavy bellied 
freighters that no longer called.


 It was fun, roaming around without any particular mission bar that last 
directive to delay their return home until ordered. Raele had been bemused by 
this last minute change in his flight plan, not least because he was informed 
of the change personally by Inel and not by Noslow his secretary. But also 
because Inel, usually so grim and distant, never betraying any emotion, had 
clearly been disturbed about something.


 Raele had been anticipating the forthcoming mission in the unaccustomed 
luxury of a long range patrol craft. He didn't recognise Inel's obvious 
discomfort for what it was until they were well under way on their mission. He 
had been far too busy contemplating, with a rising sense of anticipation the 
delights of unlimited food and agbar supplies and other luxuries now in 
unbelievably short supply on Skid. Not forgetting certain other 'comforts' 
reserved for long distance space travellers in case they were stranded out of 
reach of a service crew.


 Crashing anywhere was an unlikely event for a Skidian craft, created as 



they were by the most sophisticated beings in the known universe. Raele 
thought it more likely that the presence of females aboard was a transparent 
ruse to keep them from straying from their appointed tasks.


 Recreational sex was unheard of on Skid, Raele didn't even know such 
delights existed until he first experienced the rites of new patrol pilot. 
Since then his whole life had revolved around the pleasures of the flesh and 
counting down to his next space patrol.


 Speaking of comforts, Raele turned over and looked at the female lying 
beside him, compared her smooth white skin with the offworld female they had 
recently despatched. Quite sometime ago now, Raele thought guiltily.


 The communication channel had been open for days, Raele had been hoping 
that there would be some kind of traffic, some message waiting for him 
ordering him home. There had been nothing.


 Nor was there any traffic on the channels that should have been busy 
with chatter from short range patrol and freighter traffic.


 Raele's stomach was upset, he felt generally irritable which was itself 
unusual for a Skidian which was probably why the others had been avoiding him. 
Worry was beginning to gnaw at him like a live thing. Anxiety caused by the 
realisation that he was going to have to make a decision himself. For some 
unknown reason those that should be relieving him of this irksome burden 
seemed to have disappeared.


 There were other patrol craft, on missions like his probing further and 
further into the universe and dealing with potential threats to Skid's 
security. Or merely watching over primitive planets like the offworlder's that 
were as yet no threat to Skid's security. Raele wondered what their crews were 
thinking, whether they were as bemused as he at the lack of communication from 
Skid, if they were still alive.


 Raele rolled off the bed and wandered through to the control room to 
check the communication's channel once again. He scrolled through the log, 
still nothing. He entered a message and waited for a reply. Nothing answered 
except the whisper of the universe through the speaker. He checked the 
scanners as they were close enough to Skid that they should be picking up 
local traffic.


 Nothing.


 Reale's finger hovered over the console. Over the switch that would tell 
the autopilot to bring them to the space port at Sietnuoc in a few short 
hours.


 Raele knew something was dreadfully wrong. But what could possibly be 
wrong? He pressed the switch and was relieved to hear the quiet beep that told 
him that the homing beacon was operating.


 Normally Raele was excited by the final approach to Skid, this time he 
was filled with dread. Raele flipped on the viewing screen, picked out Skid 
from the cluster of other planets and watched as it steadily filled the 
screen.


 Soon Raele could pick out familiar landmarks, the continents, the 
clusters of light that marked the cities of Skid and the salty seas. As the 
patrol craft got closer to Skid he noticed that several things looked 
different from his previous trips home.


 For one the atmosphere seemed murky, as if a haze covered the entire 
planet.


 There was no sign of any other patrol craft or the swarm of freighters 
that normally orbited the planet waiting to join the landing queues at the 
spaceport that normally bustled with activity. Usually hundreds of craft would 
be jostling for landing positions or departing for all parts of the known 
universe.


 Raele tried the communication's channel again but it remained silent, 
hissing at him as if the channel had been accidentally left open on another 
craft.


 Surely there must be someone down there he thought frantically, wondering 
what he was going to do if there wasn't. 



 Passing the darkened side of Skid above where Ndgar should be the haze 
was thickest. It seemed to billow towards the patrol craft and glowed, as if 
untold lights burned below.


 Then they were past Ndgar and headed across the salty water to Sientuoc. 
What was going on? Raele wondered, truly afraid now. For a moment he 
seriously considered turning the patrol craft around and heading back into 
space.


 "What is happening down there?" A voice articulated Raele's own thoughts. 
Raele turned and found Amatm, one of the sociologists peering into the 
screen and trying to rub the sleep out of his eyes simultaneously. 
"I don't really know," Raele replied, temporarily forgetting that he was 
supposed to pretend to know everything even if he didn't.


 Amatm shrugged and walked across to the food dispenser. He wasn't looking 
forward to returning to Skid and leaving the luxury aboard the patrol craft. 
Back too unheard of restrictions on the use of agbar. Strict controls over the 
dispensing of food and all the other unheard of restrictions that were being 
placed on everyday Skidian life before they had left on their mission.


 Amatm snatched a furtive glance at Raele. He saw Raele still staring at 
the screen so stuffed his pouch and pockets with agbar before turning to eat 
from the bowl that had filled under the dispenser.


 He casually strolled back to where Raele stood and took another look at 
the screen. This was the end of his first trip into space so he didn't know 
what was usual and what wasn't but he saw the haze and remarked casually: 
"Looks as if the planet


 Once they landed Raele carefully peered through the hatch which 
automatically flopped open. There was nothing remarkable in the few patrol 
craft lined up neatly beside his own or in the service crew that was hurrying 
over to them.


 There was the hint of a foreign smell in the air though, one that Raele 
couldn't identify, like the flesh that the offworlder used to prepare for 
eating. The offworlder was half the universe away so it couldn't be that.


 Raele stepped gingerly through the hatch and started across the space 
port to the controllers office.


 'Probably asleep,' Raele decided wondering why nobody hustled out to to 
meet him. No officious clerks or attendants. No special messenger from Inel. 
Not even any other pilots greeting fellow travellers and swapping stories of 
the latest mission with. Nobody, nothing.


 The only sign of normality was the service crew unobtrusively going about 
it's business on his ship.


 Raele walked across the space port which was flanked by tall structures 
the offworlder had called trees. He was headed toward the building that housed 
the senate when it was in session and where Inel also had his offices. Surely 
someone would be there?


 Raele found the building empty as he had half expected, his footsteps 
echoed hollowly and he shivered slightly. Where had everyone gone? Raele 
searched Inel's private apartments and found them empty as well. He sat behind 
Inel's desk and looked at his console. From here Inel kept tabs on every part 
of Skidian life. It also meant death for anybody to intrude into this inner 
sanctum, though Raele was beginning to doubt that anyone would disturb him.


 The console came to life surprising Raele and then began to make its 
preprogrammed status report as if he were Inel.


 Raele read as the report scrolled down, noting that everything seemed 
normal enough. Even the problems with the syn plants had been solved while he 
had been away. Skids vast industrial complex was running as it always had, a 
monument to Skid's technological abilities and sophistication.


 So where was everybody?


 The report continued scrolling, detailing production of different 
essential industries, the status of defense systems, inbound and outbound 
flights. Only his own had been logged Raele noted. Population statistics.


 Raele gazed at the figures scrolling off the bottom of the screen and 



then scrolled them back up not believing what he was seeing.


 Almost the entire population of the planet had disappeared! Raele sat 
stunned for, he didn't know how long, staring at the figures. That they were 
true he had no reason to doubt, so where was everyone?


 one


 Sue looked at her doctor expectantly, wondering why he had such a 
congratulatory expression on his face. She had visited him a few days 
previously, complaining of nausea. After filling the toilet bowl with vomit 
for the third or fourth time she decided she must have picked up some kind of 
bug.


 Who knew what nasties really lurked in the streams where they'd drunk? Or 
hid in the rough cooking areas where they had prepared their food during the 
trip into the forest she'd recently returned from?


 A slight bout of food poisoning or a tummy bug, Sue wasn't too concerned 
though she visited the doctor just in case.


 The doctor was a small frail looking man, with a tight skin that fitted 
him like a scrubbed plastic glove. His soft clammy hands had made her shiver 
uncontrollably when he had run them over her bare abdomen as Sue had described 
her symptoms.


 After a cursory examination, the doctor had asked a few seemingly 
meaningless questions about her periods that left her a little bewildered. He 
didn't think she was pregnant did he? The mere thought was laughable, not only 
was she on the pill but she hadn't slept with anyone in months, almost a year.


 The idea of pregnancy didn't cross her mind again. Sue lay stiffly on the 
examination table made up with crisp white sheets that almost crackled beneath 
her and rested her head on the small pillow.


 The doctor took her pulse, holding Sue's hand limply in his clammy paw, 
checked her blood pressure and then asked her to untuck her blouse. Sue tried 
not to shudder as the doctors clammy hands slid over her abdomen again. 
Pressing here, tapping there.


 "All right Miss Clarke." Did he emphasise the 'Miss? ' Sue wondered as he 
withdrew his hands and stepped away so that Sue could tuck in her blouse and 
slip off the table.


 She watched the doctor mince around his desk with an action that reminded 
her more of a dog than any human she'd ever seen.


 "Woof!" A dog barked an affirmative reply somewhere close and Sue allowed 
herself a secret smile.


 Sue watched the doctor scribble something on a form as she straightened 
her clothing and sat in the chair across the other side of the desk.


 "There isn't to be anything to be unduly worried about," the doctor had 
begun with a smile. "It's a good idea to get some tests done just to be sure," 
he had added handing over the form. "If you see the nurse outside, she'll 
look after you."


 Sue found herself unable to ask the questions she had been meaning to. 
Instead she stood passively as the doctor opened the door and showed her out 
of his surgery wondering where the dog was.


 That had been two days ago.


 This morning the doctor's receptionist had rung asking Sue to return to 
the surgery as her test results had returned from the lab.


 Sue was a little surprised to find that the doctor wanted to see her 
again. She had thought all she would need was a tonic of some kind, a few 
pills from the chemist and 'she'd be right!'.


 She began to worry that she had contracted some fatal disease, cancer, 



aids even. Sue didn't have much time to run through the whole gamut of 
possibilities as the nurse ushered her into the doctor's office.


 The doctor had risen as she entered with this congratulatory smile on his 
face and motioned Sue to sit.


 Surely there wasn't anything seriously wrong she thought but the doctors 
first words confused her.


 "I'm pleased to confirm your pregnancy Miss Clarke."


 Sue sat bolt upright in her chair, hands clenched at her side, unable to 
speak for a moment.


 "How?" She gasped, not meaning to speak aloud.


 "Surely you realise that contraceptives aren't entirely infallible?"


 "No, sorry," Sue replied, her face feeling hot and flushed, "the news 
just comes as a bit of a shock, that's all."


 What she didn't ask was whether he believed in immaculate conception. 
Before she thought of anything else Sue began to worry about what she would 
tell her parents. How her mother might react, let alone her father.


 "There is nothing to worry about," the doctor droned on, blissfully 
unaware that this pregnancy could create modern medical history. "You're a fit 
healthy young woman and it's only early days yet. Make an appointment for a 
month so we can monitor your progress. Until then carry on as usual."


 The doctor stared at Sue, noting that she was clearly distressed at the 
news. Well he was a doctor his work was done. He wasn't a psychiatrist or 
social counsellor. If this woman had problems with the father or candidates 
for father then that was someone else's problem, not his.


 It couldn't, just wasn't physically possible. It just couldn't be true!


 "Bloody hell." Sue was as surprised as the doctor who looked across the 
desk at her a pained look on his face. Sue froze at the disjionted image that 
flashed in her head before she could comprehend it. Like an elusive word on 
the tip of her tongue she couldn't quite grasp it's significance. It wasn't 
her voice that had uttered the words, but one that was intimately familiar to 
her.


 But? Sue asked herself.


 Shaking her head to clear her confusion Sue looked up and found the 
doctor looking pointedly at his watch. As if saying: it is after three and if 
you don't get going I'll miss my golf game.


 Sue managed to retain her composure until she was outside and rummaging 
through her handbag for her car keys. She opened the door, tossed her bag onto 
the seat and cradled her head in her arms on the roof. Sue just couldn't 
believe it. Pregnant! It just wasn't possible.


 Dabbing at her tears with a handkerchief Sue reached over to put the key 
into the ignition. 
"Oh shit!" Not for the first time in recent days she found herself 
sitting in the right-hand seat and not the left when she meant to drive away. 
"What's happening to me?" She asked herself sliding across the seat until 
she was behind the steering wheel. 'Am I going nuts or what?' 
Sue didn't bother returning to work, what was the point in being the boss 
if you couldn't take time off when you felt like it? 
Instead she stopped off at a liquor store on the way home and bought 
herself a sixpack.


 What am I doing here? She asked herself again as she got back into the 
car. She rarely drank alcohol, though this last week she'd had an almost 
desperate need to drink. No not simply to drink, to drink with someone. 
Pulling a can of beer out of the fridge when she got home was almost a habit 
now. A pile of empty cans in the rubbish bin confirmed that.


 For the first time in the short while she knew she was pregnant Sue 
smiled. Didn't women crave certain food when they were pregnant? That was the 
reason.


 How pregnant am I? Sue asked herself. The doctor had muttered something 
about eight weeks she thought. Not that there was any point in counting the 
weeks up, there had been nobody. 



 Sue knew it wasn't possible that she could be pregnant, however much she 
was. The symptoms all fit and the tests were supposed to be infallible.


 Unable to concentrate on anything for more than a few moments at a time, 
Sue gave up trying to work out how it had happened. She didn't really think it 
was an immaculate conception but there didn't seem to be a better explanation 
for her state.


 Back at her apartment Sue unconsciously pulled a can from the sixpack 
she'd bought and took a long swallow. The trip home had been harrowing, not 
least because she continually believed that she was driving on the wrong side 
of the road. Though it was clear from the traffic flow that she wasn't.


 Sue had suddenly found that driving wasn't the instinctive process that 
usually was, she had to concentrate on what she was doing!


 Sue had put the irrational idea of driving on the wrong side of the road 
down to stress and shock. She wasn't sure about that, driving on the left-hand 
side seemed so natural somehow. Too many run of the mill everyday things felt 
weird and out of place to her. Pregnancy was just another example. Even the 
very familiar, her parents, her house, her work, felt strange and out of 
place. It was as if she had just returned from a long trip only to find that 
the only thing that had changed while she had been away was herself.


 "Gees Wayne, this tastes like weasel's piss!" Sue regarded the can 
frankly, then dropped it fearing she was going crazy.


 The voice had been loud and clear as if someone had spoken beside her. 
Unnoticed the beer frothed out over the floor. Sue looked around to make sure 
she was alone and screamed.


 Nothing happened, the voice was gone but she tensed at the sound of 
footsteps hurrying along the path outside. A head popped up in the window.


 "Are you all right dear?" Sue relaxed a little. It was only old Mrs Pratt 
from next door."I heard a scream."


 Sue nodded dumbly through the window.


 "Are you sure?"


 Sue nodded again, wishing then old busy body would go away and leave her 
to her misery.


 "I thought I saw a mouse," she said weakly, sounding unconvincing even to 
herself.


 Mrs Pratt stared at Sue with and expression of utter disbelief and 
unhappily lowered her pistol. She'd been prepared for anything and was quite 
disappointed that Sue wasn't in some kind of trouble.


 Mouse indeed! Grunted the crusader against evil doers and all men, as 
she strode purposefully back to her own apartment. 
Sue reached for a cloth and wiped up the mess at her feet, then drained 
what was left of the beer before tossing it carelessly at the waste bin.


 The usually fastidious Sue ignored the can that had missed it's target 
and rolled across the floor. Instead she grabbed another full one and sprawled 
in an easy chair.


 A bell rang somewhere and Sue was just about to get up and answer the 
door when she realised it was the phone.


 "Hello?"


 "Hello dear," her mother answered on the other end of the line.


 Just what I needed Sue thought, grimacing.


 "How are you dear?"


 "Oh pretty well," Sue lied wondering when her pregnancy would begin to 
show. She couldn't hide that from her mother for long.


 "Are you there dear?" her mother obviously hadn't heard.


 "I'm fine mom, fine really."


 "I just rang to see if you were still coming down on the weekend?"


 "Eh?" It seemed months ago that she had planned the visit. Surely she 
had been already?


 "Oh sure mom," Sue recovered quickly, suddenly realising what had 
happened. Not that this discovery made her feel any better. She had lost time 
somewhere, somehow time had passed her by without her being aware of it. That 



was the only way to explain the pregnancy, the feeling she had been away, she 
might have had some kind on amnesia attack. There was a blank space in her 
memory as if something had been scrubbed out. But what?


 Sue inserted a yes and no here and there in her mother's inconsequential 
gossipy conversation. Meanwhile her mind reeled at each new possibility that 
occurred to her. All she wanted to do was to scream and scream and scream as 
she speculated at what might have happened during that lost time. Got pregnant 
for one.


 Tramping last week. Every thing before and after was clear enough in her 
own mind but the actual tramping trip itself was a different story. She 
remembered going, and coming home, but what had happened sometime was a bit of 
a blur. How would that explain her pregnancy? The trip was only last week 
afterall.


 "Ok mom, I'll see you on the weekend." Sue cut her mother off, suddenly 
impatient with her. She didn't want to know about Mrs Jones's piles or how 
well her nieces and nephews were doing at bible class, or anywhere else for 
that matter.


 Sue didn't know what else to do so he stayed sprawled in the chair until 
the can was empty and then went into the kitchen for another. Halfway back to 
her chair she had second thought and grabbed the remainder of the six pack and 
set it down beside her chair. Before opening another can she used the remote 
to flick through the television channels until she found something that 
appealed to her.


 She watched staring blankly, nothing really registering, mechanically 
finishing off the six pack. At last she tried to stand and found that she was 
more than a little drunk.


 What a mess she must look, Sue thought with a giggle.


 "Oaark,"she burped loudly and giggled again and with great deliberation 
stumbled over to the couch and fell on it.


 Within minutes, some inane game show blaring on the television, she was 
sprawled untidily on the couch, sound asleep in the land of dreams.


 Sue dreamt of strange looking men, tall pale men wearing light coloured 
robes that concealed everything but their heads and feet.


 Angels, she dreamt. Angels assessing her suitability for entrance to 
heaven, staring but not speaking as she stood before them, their distaste for 
her clearly evident in their faces.


 Sometime in the night Sue woke, finding herself on the couch for the 
third time that week. She got up wearily, switched off the television and 
stumbled to the bathroom. There she tipped two aspirins into a glass and 
swallowed them on the way to her bedroom.


 Sue forgot any more dreams that night but woke in the morning knowing how 
she had got pregnant. It hadn't been a dream but a vision. The angels weren't 
assessing her qualifications for heaven, but as a vessel for another of god's 
children. Immaculate conception was the only explanation that made any sense 
to her.


 two


 Cop stretched himself at the end of his chain, shivering a little as 
another squally shower passed over. Can and Punch barked loudly almost 
alongside him. They needed to announce themselves to the only world they had 
once known.


 Despite the bleak start to the day Cop was glad to be home in familiar 
surroundings. Then sensing rather than seeing the boss moving around the 
house, he joined the expectant chorus of the other two dogs.


 Cop was also pleased that the boss appeared to have returned with them. 
He wasn't bad as bosses went, if a bit niggly at times. But weren't they all? 
At least he made sure they were fed most of the time and didn't hit them too 
hard when they got a bit cocky. Not that the other two would ever realise how 
lucky they were. 



 Cop had enjoyed their trip away, though the food hadn't been the best 
most of the time and there hadn't been a lot to tempt the taste buds. Except 
when they managed to bury a particularly tasty morsel for a few days without 
some machine coming along and sucking it up.


 Watching the boss trudge through the wet grass towards them, Cop wondered 
whether his new bitch had shown up. Cop didn't think so, leastways she hadn't 
come back with them.


 Cop tugged impatiently at his chain as the boss seemed distracted by 
something.


 "Hurry up," he barked imperiously as befitted his top dog position.


 "Get out of it you noisy bastards!" The boss yelled in a voice that made 
Cop think he'd better shut up and keep still. That trick always worked. Punch 
couldn't control himself and got a light kick in the ribs for his trouble 
until he held still long enough for the boss to unclip his chain.


 Free of the chain Punch ran around in circles trying to chase his tail. 
He leapt up and down a few times and then lit out across the paddock closely 
followed by Can, barking like a mad thing.


 Cop was far more circumspect. He stayed close to the boss trying to suss 
out his mood as the boss strode over to where the noisy horse was kept.


 Looks ok, Cop decided.


 The horse started up with a loud rattling noise and then carried the boss 
up the hill paddock. Cop closely followed by the two other dogs trotted off 
with the boss to see what had changed since they'd been away.


 Nothing, everything seemed the same as it had before they left, whenever 
that was? Quite a few moons ago he thought. Well almost everything, Cop was 
sure that they had moved all but one mob of cattle before they'd gone. Now 
they seemed to have to do the job over. The boss didn't seem to notice though, 
so Cop didn't worry about it and concentrated on having too run up and down 
hills again.


 Cop was quite pleased with his mornings work, especially when the boss 
threw a decent chunk of mutton at him.


 Sheep! Decent tucker at last. Cop loved his sheep tucker, especially 
stuff that had been dead for a few weeks out on the farm somewhere. The boss 
didn't seem to share this appreciation, but now that they were home he was 
making sure they had their favourite tucker.


 Cop attacked his meal enthusiastically. Getting fed usually meant that 
the day's work was over, which suited Cop since his recent idleness left him 
feeling unusually tired after the mornings' running around.


 Bruce made his way through the morning on auto pilot with vague feelings 
of deja vu. As if he had been this way before.


 Well of course he had. The difference was he felt that he'd lived this 
day before. Especially when he had been out on the coast looking out to sea as 
he went to shift the last mob or two.


 Staring out at the white crested waves under the darkening sky Bruce 
had shivered slightly and waited for something to happen. When it didn't he 
shrugged his shoulders in disbelief and carried on.


 It was still raining heavily and bitterly cold when he finished moving 
the last mob of cattle. Feeling unusually miserable Bruce decided that the 
weather was a good enough excuse to spend the rest of the day indoors. He'd 
have a snooze where it was nice and warm.


 Must be old age catching up with me he decided glumly. It wasn't really 
that cold. However, at this stage of proceedings, old age and grey hairs were 
the last thing Bruce wanted to deal with on top of all his other real or 
imagined troubles.


 Last night was a bit of a blank, he knew he'd had more than one or two 
beers too many. More like half a crate more by the way his head was banging 
away and his stomach churned and gurgled.


 Bruce half-expected somebody to turn up or catch him on the phone to 
remind him of what a idiot he'd made of himself the previous night. 
Or to tell him to leave so and sos' wife alone if he knew what was 



good for him.


 Though he wasn't sure about anything Bruce felt burdened by a deep sense 
of shame and guilt that weighed heavily upon him all day.


 What had he done now, who had he offended this time? Bruce waited for the 
axe to fall.


 He must have done something silly or obnoxious if he couldn't remember 
and he certainly didn't do it at the house as there were no signs of a binge 
there. No empty, half empty bottles or ashtrays over flowing with old fag ends 
and that stale beery smell in there.


 "What the hell did I do yesterday for that matter?" Bruce found himself 
struggling to remember what he'd done the past few days. Had he lost a day or 
two somewhere? Shit! Must have been a real bender he thought, which didn't 
make him feel any better.


 But nobody rang or called by, or gave him the fingers as they drove past 
while he was working on the road fence. Call; the neighbour had even waved and 
shouted a friendly greeting when Bruce had gone down to check the mail as he 
drove past on his way to town.


 Bruce started to believe that he might not have had a big night on the 
piss after all, or made a complete dick of himself in the process. However he 
couldn't shake a growing suspicion that something was definitely not right 
either within him or with the world.


 The form of this sneaking suspicion or incipient fantasy remained 
frustratingly elusive. In the same way his brain refused to forward the word 
he was trying to dredge up to explain this phenomenon, Bruce couldn't yet 
articulate what was little more than a funny feeling.


 During the evening television news weather forecast Bruce suddenly 
realised that the daily temperatures were considerably lower than what he 
thought. He was freezing, so how had he managed to get such a good tan in the 
middle of winter?


 Bruce didn't really feel like sleeping either, his sleep was disturbed by 
pseudo nightmares involving tall pale men and women, and oddly out of context, 
a single black woman. All of whom seemed to be demanding something of him. 
Exactly what that entailed also remained disconcertingly elusive.


 Bruce didn't find the nightmares particularly disturbing, in fact he was 
quite intrigued by them in some ways. It was the regularity of the dreams and 
the fact that Bruce felt he'd met, knew some characters, that was starting to 
worry him.


 If he didn't have enough problems of his own the bloody dogs had gone to 
pot as well. After half an hours' running around they were completely 
knackered and all three of them had collapsed beside a gate and refused to 
move for half an hour that morning.


 If that wasn't bad enough,Bruce was further disgusted to discover that 
almost overnight he'd put on weight. Somehow or rather his belly was now 
starting to bulge over the waist of his pants.


 Maybe I need a holiday Bruce thought. Maybe I should just bugger off for 
a month or so before taking over the farm from the old man. Though after the 
uncertainty of the last few years when it seemed his old man would never give 
up the farm, Bruce wondered whether it was a good idea to delay his return 
home any longer than he had to and give the old bugger another excuse to stick 
around.


 As the weeks ticked by, Bruce became increasingly restless, continually 
feeling that even though all he had worked for over the years was coming to 
pass, he had missed out on something else.


 Bruce kept this inner turmoil to himself, not that he could share the 
growing belief that he was losing his mind with anyone. The boys at the rugby 
club wouldn't understand and the neighbours would just assume that he had 
flipped his lid.


 Gradually Bruce began to withdraw himself almost entirely from what had 
been his usual routine. The hour's drive to the pub on a Friday night became 
the exception rather than the norm. He was usually the first and not one of 



the last to leave rugby training if he bothered turning up at all. Not going 
to training meant that he missed games. He stopped visiting his sister or 
friends when he went to town to do his shopping. Increasingly, interaction 
with others became a major trial and he soon ceased to even try and be 
sociable.


 Bruce, who had never been the most gregarious of creatures at the best of 
times was rapidly becoming something of a hermit.


 Although Bruce was aware of this change in character, he felt powerless 
to prevent it. He knew that he should be forcing himself to get out, make 
training or drop in on people but he simply lacked the energy and the will to 
do so.


 Bruce was disconcerted to discover his self confidence, his confidence in 
his ability and competence was being eroded and for the life of him he 
couldn't work out why. Even more disconcerting was; for no apparent reason 
finding himself on the verge of bursting into tears.


 "What am I going to do? " He asked himself repeatedly until he couldn't 
force the words from his mind.


 Soon sleep became a prized commodity that he only seemed possible if he 
was drunk. Even then the weird and disturbing dreams still intruded and he 
became convinced they contained some kind of message for him. Not that Bruce 
really believed in all that kind of shit.


 Bruce tried desperately to shrug off the nagging suspicion that he knew 
the characters that inhabited his dreams. Especially the black woman who now 
seemed to assume greater prominence than the others. How could he have met 
her? It just wasn't possible.


 Then the dreams seemed to change subtly, with the woman beckoning him 
while the others were consigned to a grisly but ill defined death among mighty 
fires which devastated the place they lived.


 That part of the dreams made sense to Bruce, in the past he'd had 
problems with matches and cigarette butts carelessly discarded with disastrous 
results. He was paranoid about glowing butts flicked out of the ute's window 
flying back in the cab to smoulder unnoticed behind the seat or the dying 
embers of a fire in the grate flicking out on the carpet and setting the house 
alight while he slept.


 It was all nonsense Bruce tersely told himself time after time, but he 
couldn't shake the sensation that something really weird was going on.


 Despite the mediocre standard of programming on television, Bruce found 
himself spending more of his time veging out in front of it, drinking 
innumerable cups of coffee. This habit and his increasingly sedentary 
lifestyle did nothing to ease his growing and frustrating insomnia. While he 
had been a heavy smoker for years his consumption increased from little more 
than one packet of tobacco to two or three a week. His standard of 
housekeeping never a strong point totally lapsed which culminated at one stage 
in him finding a desiccated mouse carcass underneath his toaster as he 
relocated it one morning.


 From the odorous nature of the kitchen there were obviously other things 
deceased about the place as well.


 His disgust was complete when several fat maggots wriggled on out of the 
mouse carcass and he almost brought up his breakfast on the bench that he 
wasn't really interested in tidying.


 "Fuck!" He screamed and forced himself to give the kitchen and the rest 
of the messy cottage a desultory clean up.


 three


 Dizzy and faint, Sue fumbled with her keys and flopped into the driver's 
seat of her car and rested her head on the steering wheel.


 The last few months hadn't been easy. The daily bout of morning nausea 
she experienced soon made her consider employing a manager to operate the 



agency during her increasing absences.


 Sue wondered if feeling nauseous most of the time was normal, she 
couldn't talk with her mother about it, because she couldn't face the trauma 
of revealing to her that she was about to have an illegitimate child. But 
she'd have to do something soon, the growing bulge of her tummy was hard to 
hide.


 The doctor had said not to worry, both she and the baby were perfectly 
healthy in every respect, but Sue couldn't stop herself from fretting.


 After a few moments Sue slipped the key into the ignition, put her foot 
on the clutch and turned the key. Then she waved her hand around the steering 
column to grasp the column change gear shift.


 "What am I doing?" She almost cried. Why was she continually looking for 
things that weren't there as if she were used by force of habit to finding 
various objects in certain positions? Her car was an automatic with a floor 
change.


 "Because I'm pregnant," she whispered hopefully, looking behind her to 
make sure nothing was behind the car and taking note of the pile of beer cans 
on the floor. Cans that she was too shy to put out in the rubbish, in case of 
what the neighbours might think of her drinking. Despite the doctors 
assurances that the morning sickness was only a passing phase, it didn't pass 
and Sue was growing tetchy and irritable as the days passed.


 Poked into her letter box, along with the usual pile of junk mail and a 
bill for some flowers she had sent her mother Sue found a copy of the some 
religious tract exhorting her to come to the lord.


 "Just what I need," she thought. As if being 'saved' by parishioners of a 
particular sect could be of any real comfort to her. 
Sue slipped her favourite CD in the stereo and lay down on the couch, 
wondering what she should do about an evening meal. 
"You must try harder to eat well Miss Clark," the doctor had admonished 
her when she had gone for her check up earlier in the afternoon. 
While she was thinking about what to eat, halfway between consciousness 
and sleep, Sue suddenly discovered she was paralysed. 
Unable to move a muscle, her chest constricted as if metal bands had 
been wound tightly around her, she screamed for help.


 Infuriatingly the man across the room sitting comfortably with a can of 
beer in his hand seemed not to notice her plight. Sue panicked, she couldn't 
move, couldn't see properly, couldn't do a thing to save herself, she knew she 
was a goner.


 Sue was struck by the man's familiarity, which all but overwhelmed her 
but Sue knew she didn't know him.


 "Arggh," she tried screaming again, "help me," she pleaded silently.


 Then as quickly as she had found herself paralysed, Sue sat up and the 
man disappeared even as she reached for him. Despite the intensity of the 
experience it was just another dream.


 The CD was finished, the red standby light on the stereo glared at her 
like a single accusatory eye and Sue realised she couldn't remember hearing 
any of the recording.


 She got up and checked the fridge, found it contained a sixpack of beer, 
a piece of mouldy cheese, a punnet of yogurt that could have been sitting 
there for a month or so and a withered forlorn looking cucumber. Her nose 
wrinkled distastefully and she slammed the door shut.


 "Bugger that!",The expletive coming to her lips easily, no longer 
startling her. Sue had given up asking herself why she had started swearing, 
just as she had given up wondering who the father of her baby was.


 Staring at the fridge Sue brightened a little and decided to eat out. She 
hadn't even been close to the little steakhouse down the road that she'd been 
meaning to try for weeks.


 To her distress Sue found that the steakhouse had become an ethnic 
restaurant seemingly overnight. Still it looked interesting and she was hungry 
so she took a seat at the bar and waited for somebody to serve her. 



 "Can I have a table?" she asked.


 "Yeah sure miss, do you want to join another single diner?" The waiter 
asked, not trying to matchmake but to save having to clear another table.


 "No, not really thank-you."


 "Rightio, this way please," the waiter said leading Sue off to a table 
and pulling a chair out for her.


 "Here's a menu, now a drink? beer, juice, wine, whatever?"


 The waiter's accent intrigued Sue and she tried to place it. Looking 
around she saw this was definitely not your average ethnic restaurant.The 
walls were filled with large action shots of sports stars. Sue didn't 
recognise any of them or the games they seemed to be playing. There were also 
large photographs of cattle and herds of sheep and men on horses moving along 
dusty roads that twisted around green hills.


 "Umm, a beer please," Sue replied automatically, even though she knew she 
shouldn't.


 "What's yer poison, local stuff, Fosters, Steinlager. . .?"


 "Fosters?"


 "Yeah well this is an ethnic restaurant you know, gotta have the dinkum 
product for authenticity's sake you know."


 "Dinkum?" The man was obviously speaking English, but not any kind of 
English she'd ever heard.


 "I'll er,. . . try the Fosters, unless," Sue hesitated, "unless you have 
any....."


 "Yes?" asked the waiter attentively.


 "Fosters will be fine thanks." Sue had been about to name another brand 
that had suddenly slipped into her mind.


 "No worries."


 Sue stared at the menu, trying to make some sense of the suddenly jumbled 
words and numbers until the waiter reappeared with a frosty chilled glass half 
filled with beer and a distinctive blue can on a tray.


 "Decided what you want to eat?"


 "Um, what about an ivo . . . p, sorry." What's an ivop Sue asked herself? 
"Um I'm not sure yet," she blustered after a moment to the waiter who gave her 
an odd stare.


 "Ok" He said deciding they had a right one here, "I'll come back in a few 
minutes.


 Sue watched the waiter make his way across the restaurant to a group of 
noisy, boisterous customers were clustered around a large television screen.


 "What's it this week Trev?" One of them asked as the waiter pushed a 
cassette into a video recorder.


 "Auckland versus Waikato, last Saturdays game.


 "Who won?"


 "Watch and find out, I'm not going to spoil it for you mate," the waiter 
said with a chuckle and turned back to Sue's table.


 "Ready now miss?"


 Sue studied the menu desperately unable to make her mind up.


 "The chef's surprise please," she said catching the entry at the bottom 
of the menu.


 "OK, it's a surprise so I won't tell you what it is, entr‚e?" He asked 
making a note on his pad.


 "No thanks."


 "Rightio." The waiter walked off towards the bar and returned with a 
plate of crisp buns and a small punnet of butter.


 "Compliments of the house."


 "Thanks," Sue muttered, but the waiter was gone.


 Sue turned and looked at the large television screen set up on one wall 
that the men across the room were watching intently.


 "Hey Trev, turn the sound up will ya?" one of them yelled over his 
shoulder.


 An excited voice suddenly appeared and called out two comparative lists 



of names. In the background two sets of men wearing multi coloured jerseys ran 
out onto a large stadium, tossing a football around between them.


 "There has been a late change to the Auckland team with Michael Jones 
being replaced after failing a fitness test."


 Sue watched a player place the ball on a small pile of sand in the middle 
of the field, step back and ruck up his little white shorts and then trot 
forward.


 "Watts kicks off," the commentator continued as the ball sailed skyward 
and fell towards the point where two groups of men were converging on the side 
of the field.


 "The ball is taken in by Wilson, but it's not going to come out of there 
in a hurry," he said as the two groups of men fell into an untidy heap on the 
ground. Quickly most of the men formed themselves into some kind of scrimmage 
and folded together with an audible bone crunching thump.


 "Shit I'd hate to be in the middle of that lot," one of the watching men 
muttered to the general mirth of his fellows. The crowd roared and seemed to 
be chanting 'weight, weight' and then there was a combined roar of excitement 
by the crowd as the ball seemed to roll out of the scrimmage and was passed 
backwards to a player who began to run and jink through tackles . . .


 Sue felt the hairs on the back of her head rise and she broke into a cold 
sweat. Before she could clamp down on it, she brought up the beer she had 
drunk and what little food she had consumed that day all over the table.


 "Oh shit!" the waiter grumbled. "You haven't even eaten anything yet!"


 "I'm sorry, very sorry," Sue mumbled apologetically through the paper 
tissue she dabbed at her mouth.


 "She's right lady, here," the waiter said, gently pulling Sue to her 
feet," go and get yourself cleaned up in the ladies. Over there," he pointed 
beyond the men watching the video who hadn't even noticed the drama being 
played out beside them.


 "Go and dribble some nice cold water on your face while I clean this up."


 The waiter grimaced distastefully at the mess but decided after a more 
thorough investigation that it wasn't all that bad, really. Most of the vomit 
and bile had been deposited neatly on the table cloth. Before Sue had got 
inside the ladies toilet the waiter had dropped the table cloth into a bucket, 
wiped the table down and was preparing to re set it.


 "Ok now dear?" He asked solicitously when Sue reappeared.


 "Thank-you, I'm sorry, I just don't know what came over me."


 "No worries, you still want to eat?"


 "I think so." That was the least she could do, Sue didn't really want 
anything now but felt obligated to at least order something after making such 
a mess.


 She didn't want the new can of beer that the waiter arrived with either. 
But when he said: "on the house," she couldn't refuse.


 "I must apologise for the mess," Sue began.


 "Oh don't worry about it," the waiter said," happens all the time."


 Sue didn't think it looked that sort of place. The men watching the 
television were putting it away to judge by the stack of cans and bottles on 
their table but they didn't look as if they were the type to drink until they 
dropped.


 Sue ate the chef's special as she tried to work out what was happening on 
the screen. The commentator and the men watching, the crowd's reaction, coming 
through on the soundtrack seemed more than a little excited but Sue was little 
the wiser.


 "What was the chef's special this evening?" Sue asked as the waiter 
cleared away her empty plates.


 "Mountain oysters," he replied without elaborating in case the woman 
brought up her dinner.


 "They were very nice too."


 "Can I get you some desert, coffee?"


 "Decaf, I only drink decaf." 



 "Sure, milk, sugar?"


 "No just black please." Sue had acquired another new habit along the way. 
"By the way, what is that game on the screen. The men were watching intently, 
howling in outrage one moment, sculling their drinks the next and slapping 
each other on the back. Sue kept on catching phrases like: "He's been doing 
it all day ref," and snippets of the excited commentator but couldn't make 
head or tail of the game. It looked a little like organised unarmed warfare.


 "It's a rugby game, my brother in law tapes all the big ones for me and 
sends them over."


 Again the hairs on the back of Sue's neck rose and her scalp crawled as 
she began to feel quite faint.


 Sue's growing distress went unnoticed by the waiter who appeared keen to 
explain, especially as the woman seemed interested.


 If he were lucky he might get his leg over later, she wasn't a bad looker 
in a sort of dark sultry way he decided rambling on.


 To her total astonishment Sue found herself almost anticipating the 
waiters' every word, as if she had heard an almost exact word for word 
explanation of the game before. But she'd never seen anything like it before, 
or had she?


 Abruptly Sue stood up, delved inside her handbag and flung two twenties 
at the astonished waiter and then ran for the door and her car wishing that 
the voice in her head would stop. A voice explaining the game continued in her 
head even as she got to her car and drove away, until suddenly it stopped as 
if somebody had turned off a radio.


 four


 Bruce sat slumped in his favourite chair half listening to the radio, 
staring blankly out the window. Beside him on the floor lay the morning's 
paper in an untidy pile. On a low table alongside the chair sat a dirty glass 
half full of cold coffee and a saucer that he used as an ashtray, overflowing 
with butts.


 Outside the day was uncharacteristically bright and warm for that time of 
the year and Bruce knew that he should be outside enjoying it. It was the 
weekend after all but he couldn't bring himself to do anything. A wave of 
intense loneliness and despair, swept over him. For some reason he felt cut 
off from the world about him.


 It was if he had just returned from a long stint away from home and 
needed to re establish himself again with his friends and family. Building new 
relationships, finding a new job.


 He seemed to have lost his confidence, a self confidence that he'd never 
questioned before, it was if he were recovering from some traumatic 
experience, an accident of some kind. As if he were a prisoner re entering the 
world after years away inside only to find that he was entering a foreign 
land.


 But none of these things was true, so why then could he not face the 
world? Why, last night when he had gone to town to do his shopping had he not 
even called into the pub on his way home even though he'd recognised the cars 
of a neighbour and several team mates in the carpark?


 Even stopping for a feed of fish and chips proved to be an ordeal that he 
couldn't face.


 Bruce was afraid that he was in danger of becoming a bitter and twisted 
old hermit, subconsciously anyway, he was already halfway there.


 "Pull yourself together," he repeatedly told himself. But still he sat 
around listlessly wondering what to do with himself, until even reading the 
paper, let alone attempting the crossword was too much for his atrophied 
brain.


 Bruce got up and made himself another cup of coffee from the hot tap and 
lit up yet another cigarette, despite the fact that he was waterlogged and had 



a headache.


 I should write a letter he thought. But who to was the next question, so 
that bright idea died on the vine. No worries he thought a little later, I can 
fill in the name some other time.


 But Bruce ran out of inspiration after a line or two and tossed the pad 
across the room in disgust.


 Bruce thoughtfully regarded his little finger for a moment, deciding 
whether it was clean enough to pick his nose with when the phone rang. He let 
it ring for a while even though it was within easy reach, making a pretence of 
being busy.


 He half-hoped it wouldn't be somebody coming out for a visit, or somebody 
asking him if he wanted to go anywhere, despite the fact he was intensely 
lonely.


 After six or seven rings Bruce reached out for the receiver.


 "Hello?"


 But the ringing tone continued in his ear


 "Shit." Bruce tried to crook a finger around the cut off button but the 
ringing continued unabated. He whacked the phone a couple of times which freed 
the button but the ringing stopped.


 "Bugger it," he almost cried. Apart from the girl in the supermarket 
checkout and the bloke at the service station the day before, Bruce hadn't 
spoken to anyone in days.


 After a while Bruce got up and scrabbled through the pile of paperbacks 
in the corner of the room, found one he hadn't read in at least six months and 
guiltily curled up under a blanket on the couch with it.


 That didn't work either so he tossed it on the floor and tried to have a 
snooze, before long he picked the book up again and continued to read.


 Even though Bruce had read this particular Le Carre spy thriller several 
times before, he read it as if for the first time, completing the lengthy 
novel in one long sitting, pausing only for more cups of coffee and to get a 
new packet of smokes from the kitchen. By the time he'd finished the day was 
used up and the dogs were barking at their kennels because he'd forgotten to 
feed them and let them off for a run.


 Feeling guilty about the way the day had disappeared Bruce embarked on 
another fit of cleaning up, improving on but only slightly the purge of a few 
days previously.


 The inside of the microwave got more than a cursory wipe to clean off 
layers of accumulated fat while the shower and toilet both got a decent scrub 
out and Bruce also made inroads into the pile of dirty clothing that had 
accumulated around the washing machine.


 Yet despite his efforts Bruce felt no sense of achievement and quickly 
lost interest in his domestic chores.


 After the best part of an hour Bruce slumped down in his chair again and 
castigated himself roundly for not going to the game that afternoon. Even if 
he hadn't of played, right now he could be sitting in the club rooms warming 
himself up with a beer, just being with people.


 He glanced at his watch, the game would just be finishing. If he 
hurried.....But the mere effort of even thinking about going out was too much 
for Bruce, he couldn't be stuffed making the effort.


 Perhaps the call earlier had been from the coach who wanted him to play 
because the team was short again.


 Could've been anyone.


 Tomorrow was Sunday he reflected." Stupid bastard, of course it was," he 
rambled on to himself trying to develop a plan of action that would get him up 
and out of the house. Make a plan he thought, thinking also that he might not 
necessarily follow it anyhow. Bruce was flexible like that.


 As the boss came up the path towards them Cop thought he looked a bit 
niggly. Actually Cop didn't think the boss looked niggly, he knew the boss was 
niggly. Neither he, nor Can nor Punch could do anything right these days. 



 Cop knew what the problem was, but not how to fix it. Yet. It was that 
female boss, the one who hadn't come back here on the big bird. She would have 
made all the difference Cop reckoned. Cop's only real problem was that he 
didn't know how to tell the boss where the female boss was. But he would soon, 
he was sure of it and when he did the boss would be the first to know. Cop 
thought he owed him that much at least for taking him on the trip on the big 
bird that had changed his life for ever.


 Cop wasn't sure what had changed, though he was convinced he wasn't the 
same dog he'd been before they had left. Can and Punch weren't either but the 
changes were less noticeable than in himself. All they did was grumble about 
returning home after their adventures, while Cop found himself having thoughts 
and ideas that had never occurred to him before.


 Now all he had to do was work out how to tell the boss where his mate was 
and he could be rid of him while he worked out what he could and couldn't do.


 Bruce had another lurid dream about a black woman that he seemed to know 
so well. Or was it the first time? Bruce couldn't remember, but he had the 
uncanny feeling that the dream was more a memory than dream. But that couldn't 
be right.


 Then there were more important things to worry about.


 Bruce watched the rural delivery agent stop at his letterbox from the 
hill above the house and decided that it was time for morning smoko. Along 
with the morning's paper, a two-litre plastic container of milk that he 
wouldn't drink in a week and a loaf of fresh bread was a letter.


 Bruce took in the post mark and stamp, his heart missing a nervous beat 
for a reason that he couldn't fathom. He turned over the letter and looked at 
the return address.


 "Wonder what he wants?" Bruce muttered sticking the envelope between his 
teeth and carrying the other bits and pieces up to the house.


 The contents of the letter put Bruce right off his morning smoko, just 
when he thought he was rising above self inflicted misery. The letter informed 
him that the owner of the farm he was minding was planning on returning 
earlier than expected.


 "What a bugger," this is all I need he thought. Bruce had been counting 
on staying put for several more months yet and now he had nowhere to go except 
back home a couple of months before he was ready. Or perhaps more correctly, 
months before the appointed time when his father was going to hand over the 
reins of the family farm.


 Later that night, beset by a caffeine induced insomnia, in the safe warm 
cocoon of his bed, Bruce tried to make effective plans for his immediate 
future which dissipated like wind blown leaves in the grey light of the next 
morning.


 Bruce couldn't find anything positive or heartening to boost his sagging 
morale and could never concentrate for long enough on the problem to decide 
anything, let alone formulate an effective course of action.


 Eventually he decided to rely on the tried and tested method of forward 
planning that had served him so well in the past and let fate take a hand in 
his future. For despite his low spirits and general lack of confidence he was 
sure that something would turn up, as something usually did.


 five


 Sitting in the bath, Sue wondered how best to let her mother in on the 
good news, or the bad news maybe depending on your point of view. Sue was 
starting to like the idea of having a baby and wasn't troubled by the thought 
of bringing it up by herself.


 Once her mother was in on the secret, then it would be time to work out 
how to deal with her father who would most likely immediately bring out his 
shotgun on hearing the news and demand to know where the perpetrator of this 



evil deed was. That was the worst part of the whole situation if she knew the 
father then there would be no problems, well less anyway, especially with the 
possibility of marriage in the wind.


 Sue's deeply religious parents and had carried their conservative 
christian faith with them when they had migrated from the South to the 
promised land of California. They'd maintained their allegiance to the 
fundamentalist sect that they'd belonged to all their adult lives and had 
found ample opportunity in the west to continue their need for enlightenment 
and support.


 Dad was a sturdy if unimaginative pillar of the church and had passed on 
not unnaturally to his two eldest children his deep sense of conviction in his 
god. Somewhere along the way Sue had largely missed out on this legacy and she 
knew that her father would take her present condition as a personal affront to 
his dignity. Even if he didn't voice his displeasure she knew that both her 
parents would be gravely disappointed with her, though Sue felt her mother 
might be secretly pleased at having another baby to fuss over.


 Unconsciously Sue played with the little plastic duck that had 
accompanied her in the bath ever since she was a child. She pushed it gently 
through the cloud like masses of foam, between her breasts, the ducks' rough 
underside gently scraping her belly already swelling with the developing 
child.


 Sue had considered an abortion, then rejected the idea when she 
considered that she could look after the child and give it a decent life.


 Couldn't she?


 The phone started to ring on the bench beside the bath, disrupting her 
train of thought.


 "Hello?"


 "Hello dear, mother. I just thought I'd call just to make sure you were 
ok....are you there dear?"


 Sue gripped the handset and realised that her mother had picked that 
something was wrong when she had last seen her.


 "Yes mom, mom I'm glad you rang I've got some news for you. You're never 
going to guess what happened."


 Sue looked at the duck bobbing in the swell created as she wriggled about 
in the bath, it reminded her a little of an old sailing ship lost at sea.


 A vessel?


 "Yes dear?" Sue's mother waited expectantly on the other end of the line 
knowing her daughter was still there because she could hear her breathing into 
the mouthpiece.


 A vessel? Am I a vessel? Sue pondered the question. Immaculate 
conception, if it were true would please her father. Making him believe that 
such a thing was possible let alone herself was another story. Although not a 
rational explanation exactly, immaculate conception was still the most logical 
cause of her pregnancy that Sue could think of.


 Thinking about it suddenly brought her closer to god and her parents than 
ever before. Everything made sense now!


 "Are you all right dear?" Sue recognised the hint of concern in her 
mother's voice now.


 "Yes, sorry mom. I just had an idea that's all."


 The figures in white, they must be angels. Was the other man she kept on 
dreaming about an angel too or god perhaps, Jesus maybe? Not that he really 
equated with the contemporary vision of god, sitting in front of the 
television, with a beer in one hand and a cigarette in the other. And what 
about the three funny looking bobtailed dogs that followed him around in most 
of her dreams?


 "Mom I'm pregnant," Sue blurted before she was aware of what she was 
saying.


 "Oh." Her mother's startled voice came down the phone line after a 
moment's pause. Perhaps more hurt than shocked, as if she had been expecting 
something like this even if just to prove her wayward daughter's fall from 



grace.


 "Are you sure dear?"


 "Yes mom the doctor confirmed it a week or two back."


 "What does the father think?"


 "I don't know really, I don't. Uh, I haven't told him yet." Sue didn't 
think this was quite the right time to tell her mother that she didn't know 
who the father was, if there was ever going to be a right time.


 "Don't you think telling the father would be a good idea?"


 "Yes I suppose so," Sue replied diffidently, still wondering how she was 
going to explain the lack of a father for her child and how she would deal 
with the resulting fallout.


 "I hope he's going to do the right thing by you dear," Sue's mother 
continued, meaning marriage, white dresses, and all the trappings of a church 
wedding.


 "I'm sure he will," when I find him Sue didn't add, feeling rather guilty 
about misleading her mother this way.


 "Shall I come up and stay with you for a few days? No don't worry I'll 
come up tomorrow and then I can meet your nice young man.


 "Mom," Sue was about to try and dissuade her mother, but once she had got 
the bit between her teeth there was no stopping her.


 "Sure. See you tomorrow." Sue caved in, bereft of the energy needed to 
dissuade her.


 "I'll see if your father wants to come," Sue's mother continued blithely 
unaware of the turmoil she was causing.


 "Oh god!" Sue thought, that will make things even worse, she could just 
imagine the way her father would spend the time brooding over her 
misbehaviour. Never actually saying as much but making his feelings pretty 
well clear.


 "We'll leave after church then."


 There wasn't much else to say, Sue hung the phone up on her mother while 
she was in midstream and slid down in the bath until her head was submerged 
wishing she could simply wash her troubles away.


 six


 Bruce could hear the phone ringing shrilly in his dream, a phone unlike 
any he'd ever seen. The only contemporary thing about it was the irritating 
demanding noise it made.


 Instead of a small plastic phone, Bruce found himself looking into a 
screen of some kind at some woman. The black woman had come back to haunt him 
again.


 Who was that sheila?


 Bruce suddenly woke just as he felt the woman was about to say something 
vital about the relationship between them. But vital to what?


 The phone was ringing. Bruce shrugged off the blankets and climbed out of 
bed, stumbling out of his bedroom and across the lounge to the phone.


 "Yeah?" the phone seemed to have cured itself of it's problems of a few 
days previously.


 "Bruce?"


 "Yeah, who is it?" Bruce demanded drowsily not recognising the voice on 
the other end of the phone.


 "Barry Blank," boomed the voice from the other end of the line so loudly 
that Bruce held the receiver a few centimetres from his ear.


 "Oh hi, how's things? Are you back already?" Barry Blank was the owner of 
the farm Bruce was managing.


 "No not yet. You got my letter? Um, look we've decided to stay on for a 
few more weeks, I hope that doesn't upset any plans you might have made?"


 "No, she's right." It was a relief to Bruce to be able to put off moving 
on for a few more weeks. 



 "Good, I thought I'd better ring. I'll get in touch by letter in a few 
weeks and let you know our return date. Hope I didn't get you out of bed." 
With that the phone when dead in Bruce's ear. Barry was a man of a few loud 
words.


 Bruce shrugged his shoulders, looked at his watch and decided it wasn't 
worth going back to bed.


 "Smart bugger!" Swanning around Europe on holiday, getting his kicks by 
waking people up on the other side of the world.


 Bruce pulled on some clothes, it was a bit chilly standing there with the 
phone in his hand, naked as the day he was born with a frost on the ground 
outside. He made him self a cup of coffee, he didn't think he could stomach 
breakfast just yet and tried to recall the vivid dream he'd just had without 
success.


 Outside in his warm dirty kennel, half wrapped up in an old eiderdown, 
Cop scratched his nose and cursed all bosses. Why hadn't the boss stayed 
asleep a little longer? Cop thought he'd just about cracked it and now he'd 
have to wait until the next dark time and try again to get his message 
through.


 Cop had a pretty good idea where the female bosses' kennel was. It had 
taken him days to sift through all the boss talk and then work out how to send 
the boss talk that he remembered back to the boss as he rested in the dark.


 "Oh well, there would be another dark time soon," Cop knew unless the big 
bright thing in the sky decided not to grow again and fell on them.


 Was he heading for some kind of mental breakdown? Bruce wondered for the 
umpteenth time as he nursed his coffee on the back porch watching the hills 
slowly brighten as the sun rose. Yesterday he'd felt so helpless that he 
almost started crying again while he was out mustering. People just didn't do 
that sort of thing unlessthey were losing their marble's Bruce reckoned.


 Bruce tried to concentrate on the working out what he was going to do 
once Barry got back. In about a years time his father was going to move off 
the farm and he was going to take over. His father had ideas of buying a 
bookshop or something but in reality Bruce couldn't see him leaving the farm 
that had been his whole life. Bruce couldn't really see the two of them 
working together either because they'd never gotten along. Especially since 
his older and more favoured brother came home late and drunk one night, 
collecting a milk tanker on the way.


 Bruce knew his father had never really recovered from his first born 
sons' death. Certainly he had become more distant and less forgiving of his 
younger son's mistakes from that time. No matter how hard he had tried Bruce 
had never matched up to his father's expectations, nor the expectations he'd 
had for his other son. Communication between the two of them had mostly been 
on a monosybalic level for as long as he could remember.


 Perhaps unkindly, it seemed to Bruce that the only reason his father had 
acceded in turning over the farm to him was to ensure that a Harwood continued 
to farm land that had been in the family since 1861. Probably with a little 
help from his mother who desperately wanted to move to town for some unknown 
reason, because surely there they would soon wither away and die.


 Neither of them had made things easy for him, Bruce reflected ruefully, 
he was going to have to pay through the nose to finance their retirement.


 Not to worry, he decided.


 So he couldn't go home, not yet anyway. What about a holiday? Now that 
sounded like a good idea. Six months or so overseas, mucking about before 
being tied down.


 So where should he go? Oz? Nah., too many ockers there he thought. 
Europe, America, Asia? Bruce couldn't decide, nor could he think of anywhere 
that he might like to revisit from the year he had spent travelling through 
those very places.


 "I'll make a decision," he muttered, "when I know what's going on." Which 
neatly set that problem aside for another time. 



 Suddenly as if a great weight had for no apparent reason been lifted from 
his shoulders, Bruce felt more alive, far more happy than he had been in 
months.


 With great determination and vigour he strode outside to make a start on 
the days work, not realising until almost lunchtime that he was in the process 
of wasting a perfectly good Sunday.


 seven


 Sue talked herself into believing that god would certainly speak to her 
if she went to church. On the other hand she knew it was a completely 
irrational fantasy because if god really wanted to speak to her, he'd speak to 
her anywhere. She decided to make the effort anyway.


 While she selected an outfit to wear, a dress not slacks, nothing too 
flashy or too sombre, she still hoped that god would speak to her like he did 
to others and let her know what was going on.


 Eventually she chose a severe suit, the sort of thing she wore when she 
wanted to impress somebody and headed for a church. One of those churches 
where the congregation was whipped into a frenzy of religious fervour by the 
pastor. On the way Sue firmly rejected the possibility that god might decide 
to speak to someone else in their moment of ecstasy; she was the chosen one.


 Afterwards with no great insights revealed, she hadn't started rolling 
down the isle frothing at the mouth or speaking in a tongue nobody could 
understand, Sue decided it had been a rather unfortunate service.


 The pastor had thundered on about immorality and promiscuity in 
particular, which had Sue squirming in her seat uncomfortably. Her neck felt 
hot as if it was glowing and she imagined that all eyes were upon her accusing 
her of the very behaviour that the pastor railed so energetically at. A silly 
thought, Sue knew, but she didn't realise the how true these feelings were 
until she looked at her feet on leaving the church and noting the real 
disapproving stares that were directed at her.


 On leaving her apartment earlier, instead of wearing the neat black pumps 
that she was sure she had slipped her feet into, she wore instead a pair of 
'thongs' that she kept by the door for quick trips out to the garage or 
garden.


 Instead of waiting around to congratulate the pastor on his edifying 
sermon, Sue made a dash for her car and headed home. Her mother and father 
would be arriving at anytime and she needed to stop and get something decent 
to eat for lunch. But slowing for an intersection, a 'thong' jammed itself 
against the accelerator, which sent her careering across the road in front of 
a truck. With a piercing squeal of it's brakes and a loud blast on the horn 
the truck missed the car by inches. Sue saw the angry fist of the driver wave 
at her out his window and made off home as quickly as possible in case the 
irate truck driver decided to follow her.


 Sue was starting to calm down and think about venturing out to a bakery 
to get something for her parent's lunch when their car rolled up the driveway.


 Steeling herself, Sue walked to the door to greet them.


 "Hi mom, hi dad, have a good drive up?" Sue asked brightly and turned her 
head slightly. Ominously the usual fatherly peck on the cheek wasn't 
forthcoming.


 Sue looked at her parents and noted their expressionless faces. They 
looked as if their whole world had caved in on them. Like those pictures of 
famine victims on the television Sue thought.


 "Come on in," Sue said, her hurt evident in her voice. If her parents 
wanted to subdue her, their tactics had worked. She held the front door open 
for her obviously hesitant parents.


 Sue put a hand to her mouth as she noticed the over flowing rubbish bin 
that she had meant to empty, three or four beer cans lying on the floor beside 
it. 



 Her father, strictly teetotal as per the precepts of his church shook his 
head disdainfully as he spied them. She saw the: Backslider, look on his face, 
the visit wasn't going to be easy.


 Sue's mother shot her a sad questioning look but said nothing for the 
moment.


 Trying to put on a brave face Sue put the jug on and began to prepare a 
pot of coffee.


 "How have you been?" she asked trying to get her parents to at least 
speak to her.


 "Quite well," her mother replied for the two of them, "considering," she 
added with an uncharacteristic coldness.


 Sue caught her father looking around almost furtively, as if to see if 
somebody else was in the apartmentelse. He caught her eye and quickly looked 
guiltily away. Sue dropped a couple of teaspoonfuls of tea into the pot and 
then remembered that her parents didn't drink tea, probably didn't even know 
what tea was. But then Sue had only started drinking tea recently herself.


 What the hell she thought. They can like it or lump it and dad can look 
all he likes but he won't find the baby's father. What business is it of his 
anyway? She decided with a toughness that surprised her.


 Sue heard her father clearing his throat the way he did when he had 
something important to say.


 "Yes dad?"


 "Umm, your mother says that you are going to have a baby?" He began as if 
it were such a big deal. Not exactly the opening that Sue had expected.


 "I expected that we would meet the father here this morning so we could 
talk about the wedding, is he coming?"


 "Not today." Sue replied shortly, "he won't be coming today,"or any day 
she didn't add. "He's, um overseas at the moment," Sue improvised in a none 
too convincing manner.


 "Oh." Her father's disappointment was evident. "We were looking forward 
to meeting him so much." He said digging, wanting his daughter to tell all so 
he could forgive her wanton behaviour.


 For that he needed all the details.


 Eyeing the jug and willing it to boil, Sue decided to carry on the 
fiction about the father of her child being overseas, that she didn't know 
where he was or that he wasn't going to be back for a while. She couldn't tell 
her parents that she didn't know who the father was could she? And her fantasy 
about bearing a child of the gods would only inflame her father's evident 
anger.


 "Are you going to keep it then?"


 "Of course," Sue had definitely decided against an abortion but hadn't 
really considered what she was going to do once the baby was born. Though she 
had decided to call the child Bruce if it was a boy.


 She didn't know why the name Bruce seemed so important to her and hadn't 
even considered a girls name. The name Bruce just seemed to spring into her 
mind. She didn't know why, nor could she understand why the name's Cop, Can 
and Punch almost seemed to mean as much to her as the name Bruce did. But that 
was the least of her immediate worries.


 News of the existence of an evidently responsible father seemed to ease 
the atmosphere, as if the spectre of an impending illegitimate birth had been 
avoided. Now they could concentrate on how best they could help their wayward 
daughter.


 Sue loved them for it even more for it and softened her feelings towards 
them.


 "Oh dear," Sue's mother began to sob and her husband reached over to hold 
her wrist to comfort her.


 Although Sue was used to her mother's demonstrativeness, the sight of 
tears coming to her father's eyes as well came as such a surprise that she 
felt her own cheeks suddenly moist in sympathy.


 Beside her the jug was boiling, spilling hot water over the bench top. 



She filled the teapot and after a few moments poured three cups of tea.


 "I've got no milk," Sue apologised as she sat and the three of them eyed 
each other tearfully for a few moments before all three started laughing.


 "This should be a time for happiness my dear, "Sue's father said and rose 
from his chair so that he could hug his daughter.


 Oddly Sue was uncomfortable with this sort of behaviour, especially so 
when her mother reached over and gave her a kiss, although it had been the 
norm all of her life. As if she had suddenly grown up or away Sue was 
profoundly embarrassed by these overt shows of affection.


 As if nothing untoward had happened Sue's father went out to the car and 
brought in the presents they had brought along, as if Sue had first to prove 
that she was worthy of them.


 While they prepared lunch, Sue's father parked himself in front of a ball 
game on the television.


 "You must make sure you eat well now dear," Sue's mother reproached her 
gently after making a survey of the cupboards and the refrigerator, sturdily 
refraining from mentioning the beer cans.


 Later, after her father blessed the food with a grace asking for gods' 
protection and forgiveness, they talked of inconsequentiality's as they ate.


 Until that is the talk turned to the arrival of the baby and Sue's 
mothers insistence that she return in a few weeks to stay until the baby was 
born.


 "I don't think so." Sue knew the decision would upset her parents, he 
mother a little but she wasn't willing to give up her independence just yet.


 "Maybe a little closer to the birth," she suggested wanting to keep the 
two of them at arms length in case there were developments. Exactly what 
'developments' Sue wasn't able to define. But she felt in her bones that 
something unique was about to occur. Whether that special event was simply 
going to be the birth of her child Sue didn't know. Mind you, that would be 
special enough she decided.


 The rest of the afternoon passed true to form. Sue's father soon dozed 
off in front of the television, snoring softly and Sue and her mother gossiped 
and began to make a list of what the baby would need when it arrived.


 Sue's father woke suddenly a few hours later and decided it was time to 
begin the two hour drive home if they were to get there in time to comfortably 
settle down in time for the evening's televised ball game.


 Then it was a quick peck on the cheek from each of her parents and they 
were gone. Once her father decided to move nothing slowed him down .


 Sue was relieved by their departure, it had been nice to see them and 
after the difficult start, their visit had gone off rather better than she had 
expected. But she want to relish her freedom while it lasted. Once the baby 
came along she wouldn't be able to enjoy her own company for a long time.


 That night she dreamed again about the man she now thought of as god. Sue 
realised if she were dreaming about god then she was having a vision and 
revelled in the religious ecstasy of it.


 It was a disturbing vision, god looked down on her as she lay upon a bed 
with a swollen belly and shook his head sadly. He seemed to reach for her 
outstretched hand but she never felt his hand clasp her own and then he was 
more interested in one of the dogs that kept following him around. In fact Sue 
was disturbed by the idea that the dog looked more interested in her than god. 
Sue didn't know what to make of that.


 Then as if he had read her mind, as he surely could, god finally rested 
his hand on her belly, as if feeling for a baby's kick and Sue smiled at the 
beaming face looking down at her. As suddenly as it came the vision was gone, 
replaced by another where she found herself lying on a bed in which she woke 
screaming when she found god in her bed. Or maybe found herself in his bed? 
She wasn't clear about that.


 At last she woke and found herself reaching out for the body that she was 
sure lay beside her, to see his face and to know him and when there wasn't 
simply slid back into sleep. 



 Finding it increasingly difficult to muster the energy and motivation to 
put in a daily appearance at her office, Sue decided to look for a manager. 
There must be untold people who would jump at the chance of running a 
burgeoning travel agency. She wasn't wrong. An addvertisment in the 
situations vacant section of the local paper elicited such an avalanche of 
replies from the qualified, the dreamers and the over qualified, that Sue 
didn't have any idea of how to cope with them.


 Eventually after much vacillation Sue turned the matter over to an 
employment agency who before she was really ready presented her with their 
best choice, whom she accepted without any reservation.


 Well informed about the situation, the new manager, an enormous hunk of 
a man who had financed his education via a football scholarship at a leading 
university, soon had the situation under control. His grades were not as it 
may have seemed connected to his prowess on the football field.


 After several weeks one problem emerged that Sue had not foreseen, Hal 
the hulk seemed to think that she herself came with the job. Perhaps Hal 
thought he could marry into the business. Whatever his intent no amount of 
persuasion appeared to dampen his ardour. Her obviously delicate condition, 
increasingly delicate condition, proved no barrier to Hal's attentions.


 Hal took to calling Sue over minor details that Sue knew he was more than 
capable of dealing with himself, he asked her out to dinner, to the movies, 
for walks in the park, there seemed to be no stopping him.


 One afternoon Hal turned up on her doorstep after she hadn't called or 
dropped by the office for a few days. Sue tried not to allow him in the house 
but Hal carefully though forcefully insinuated himself inside even as Sue 
tried to close the door in his face.


 "What do you think you're doing?" Sue asked.


 "I thought you might need a man about the place," Hal replied quite sure 
of himself.


 "If you don't get out of here I'll sack you and make sure the employment 
agency knows all about your behaviour," Sue threatened him half heartedly.


 Just her luck Sue thought, first I get pregnant and then I get accosted 
in my own home by a hulk with fetish for pregnant woman. Unconsciously an 
epithet came to her lips, one so virulent and delivered with such passion that 
Hal blanched beneath his designer tan and tucking his tail between his legs 
hurriedly departed the scene he'd thought to dominate with Sue's cruel 
laughter ringing in his ears.


 "If you don't fuck off I'll kick you in the balls so hard they fly out 
yer arse!" Which was a bit much really as Sue stood about five foot eight and 
Hal was something like six foot six in his socks.


 Sue slammed the door shut and lay back against it, unsure whether to 
laugh or cry.


 Instead she froze as a vivid recollection flashed in her mind.


 God had spoken like that once, if not directly to her, in her hearing.


 The two of them were standing, the image was a bit hazy, but it was the 
two of them standing on a small rise looking out over a vast empty plain as if 
waiting for his flock to come into view through the cloud of dust that filled 
the horizon.


 Sue was puzzled, god shouldn't talk like that, not according to 
conventional wisdom anyway. Did this mean that the man in her dreams wasn't 
god then? That the white robed figures weren't angels? Or was the conventional 
wisdom concerning the nature and character of god a bit astray?


 More perplexing was that if god wasn't god, then who was he? If he were 
the father of her child then how did he do it?


 Sue screamed, sure she was going crazy. Sobbing, bewildered and fearing 
for her sanity she searched frantically for the phone number of the 
psychiatrist she's visited to help her get over Tom.


 She hadn't thought about Tom in a long time and the memory was a painful 
one.


 Scattering loose pieces of paper and the contents of two address books 



over the floor in her panic she eventually found the number and with trembling 
fingers dialled his office.


 "Doctor Dykes office," a bored receptionist answered, surely too 
dispassionately for one dealing with traumatised psyches.


 "Can I help you?"


 "I wish to make an appointment to see the doctor as soon as possible."


 Sue heard the receptionist flicking through an appointments book.


 "I can fit you in at nine fifteen-tomorrow morning."


 "That's no good," Sue screamed frantically into the phone, "I need to see 
her today, it's urgent." Sue pleaded, on her knees in front of the phone as if 
the receptionist could see and would heed her prayer.


 Sue listened to the sound of more pages flipping over, the tap of 
computer keys and finally the detached sigh of the receptionist as if she were 
well used to such calls.


 "Hold the line please."


 Sue waited, almost pulling great hunks of hair from her skull in her 
desperation. Tears poured down her cheeks blurring her vision and making small 
puddles on the telephone table and she almost missed the return of the 
receptionist through her loud sobs.


 "Are you there?"


 "Yes," Sue replied just before the receptionist cut the line.


 "If you can make it to the office in half an hour the Doctor will fit you 
in." She didn't sound too happy about having to stick around the office for an 
extra hour.


 "Thank-you," Sue sobbed hanging up, in her distress forgetting even to 
leave her name.


 The psychiatrist's rooms were a ten minute walk away, she would get there 
easily on foot, besides she was too distraught to drive. Anyhow the walk might 
help to settle her down, as long as if she didn't see men in white robes or 
little green men even on every street corner.


 Without another thought Sue grabbed her handbag, made sure she had a 
house key, slipped on her thongs and let herself out. She didn't stop to dry 
her tears or make sure her hair was tidy and her somewhat dishevelled 
appearance as she strode purposefully head down along the pavement attracted 
many mildly alarmed stares as she passed through the opulent suburb.


 Sue made the psychiatrist rooms in the local medical centre with ten 
minutes to spare.


 The receptionist didn't need to identify the patient, Sue was easily 
identifiable by her distress.


 "Go right in Miss, Mrs?" She needed Sue's name for the bill.


 "Clarke.S."


 "Thank-you," the receptionist pressed a button on her desk and like a 
jack in the box released as a child's surprise the psychiatrist appeared at 
the door and ushered Sue into her office.


 "And how are you today?" she asked.


 Stupidly Sue thought. How the hell did the silly bitch think she felt? 
Sue bit her lip and didn't respond which wasn't quite the reaction that Doctor 
Dyke had been expecting.


 A tricky one then Doctor Dyke decided. Something to get her teeth into. 
Most of the people she saw had no real problems apart from loneliness and 
laziness. What most of her patients needed was simply a sympathetic ear to 
listen and she saw nothing immoral with taking their money for the service she 
provided.


 "Sit where ever you feel comfortable," Dr Dyke told Sue and motioned to 
the chair and the traditional couch.


 These days Sue felt most comfortable lying on her back. If she had sat at 
the desk Dr Dyke would have sat behind the desk, now she sat in the chair that 
Sue might have. If Sue, if any patient had sat in the chair behind her desk, 
she didn't know how she would react.


 Sue waited expectantly for the psychiatrist to begin sorting out her 



problem, she had forgotten that she was supposed to start the discussion off. 
Doctor Dyke wondered where to begin once the silence between them settled upon 
the room, she couldn't get a handle on what the problem was if the patient 
didn't speak. Then she recalled Sue and the upset she had experienced when her 
partner had left, at about the same time she noticed that Sue was pregnant.


 Finally she began, sensing that Sue, she remembered her name now, while 
obviously very upset was not exactly unstable. But that was more a subjective 
intuitive conclusion an objective clinical one.


 Her training really meant nothing most of the time Doctor Dyke reflected, 
she mainly relied on her wits and a kind ear to fulfil most of her client's 
needs.


 "You are obviously pretty distressed over something, do you want to tell 
me about it?"


 Sue almost laughed but choked instead, the opening gambit sounded so 
corny and cliched to her ears. She might just as well unburden her self to Mrs 
Pratt. She stumbled because she was suddenly afraid to voice her fears. What 
am I doing here? She asked herself critically. What's the doctor going to 
think if I tell her that I think I'm carrying god's baby?


 "I don't know where to start really," said Sue feeling as if she were 
about to be hustled down a white sanitary corridor in a strait jacket full of 
feel good drugs if she articulated what was really on her mind.


 Her mind a blur, Sue forced herself to think, why indeed?


 "I think I'm going nuts," she declared quietly admitting the fear even 
though it seemed a bit silly now. She might be a bit upset, but she was 
coping, functioning wasn't she?


 "Why do you think you're going nuts?" Doctor Dyke asked, a little 
disappointed, she'd been expecting something rather more juicy. This one 
wouldn't be any different to the others.


 "Well you won't believe me, but." Sue decided on a variation of the 
truth.


 "As you can see I'm pregnant."


 "A perfectly natural condition, is it troubling you?"


 "I know it's a perfectly natural condition," Sue retorted hotly, "what I 
don't know is how I came to be pregnant, I don't know who the father is!" 
There Sue thought, I've finally said it. But it didn't make her feel any 
better.


 Doctor Dyke leaned forward with interest.


 "There are that many candidates then? Doctor Dyke asked with a trace of 
envy in her voice.


 "No, I haven't explained myself properly, I have no recollection of a 
sexual act that might have led to my pregnancy. I think god might have done 
it," she added very quietly.


 Definitely crackers Doctor Dyke thought with an inward smile, quickly 
reassessing her first impression of her patient. She's obviously had a 
sympathetic pregnancy as a result of the emotional trauma of the breakup of a 
previous relationship.


 Doctor Dyke leaned forward further, far more interested in her patient 
now.


 "Yes?"


 "Well it's like this. I've been celibate for almost a year now and unless 
I've totally blanked out at some stage, this baby couldn't possibly have been 
conceived naturally."


 "Oh really," Doctor Dyke had to work hard to suppress a chuckle. Despite 
her years in practice Doctor Dyke never failed to marvel at the fantasies 
people developed to try and forget or gloss over their stupidity or behaviour 
they knew to be simply wrong, criminal or otherwise.


 "You're sure about this then?"


 "Well not really," Sue admitted, "you see I've been having these really 
weird dreams. Most of them seem to revolve around this man." Sue went on to 
describe what she could recall of her dreams, her visions and the recurring 



elements of them.


 "So you have a suspicion that your baby was immaculately conceived," Dr 
Dyke concluded. "Surely you know that's not possible? "You might just as well 
believe that some space traveller impregnated you one night while you were 
asleep"


 Sue hadn't entirely discounted that possibility either but she thought 
she had said enough along those lines now.


 "Shit woman!" Sue took a deep breath and got herself under control. "See 
there I go again, someone or something keeps on putting words into my mouth, 
do you see?"


 Doctor Dyke didn't.


 "Don't you think you could be reacting verbally, just as you have because 
that's the way you have learnt to respond?" She suggested.


 "Well no, of course not. I have never spoken like that. If my mother or 
father had ever, even now caught me talking like that they'd wash my mouth out 
with soap and water.


 'This woman needs a lot of help,'Doctor Dyke decided wondering whether 
she should prescribe some kind of tranquilliser.


 "Explain these dreams to me again," she suggested trying to discover a 
consistent pattern in them.


 Sue began to describe the angels and the man she thought might be god, 
though he was a god that didn't seem to fit any characterisation of god that 
she'd ever heard of. Then she remembered the dogs that were part of almost 
every dream but whom she hadn't mentioned to Doctor Dyke yet.


 "The dogs?"


 'At last, ' a voice in her mind seemed to say.


 "What have dogs got to do with the dreams?"


 'Heaps.'


 Sue shook her head and realised by the incredulous frown on Doctor Dykes 
face that she wouldn't be any help.


 "Fuck this, I'm going to p.o.r.,!" She said getting up off the couch. 
Where do these phrases come from, I've never heard them before.


 'Yes you have,' insisted the voice that seemed to have formed a 
connection into her mind. Sue didn't find this connection any more disturbing 
than any of the others, especially as there seemed to be no malice in it. But 
she knew that if she explained this new event to the psychiatrist that she 
would think she had really tripped over the edge of sanity.


 Sue slipped her feet into her thongs, grabbed her handbag and fled the 
rooms as if she were being chased by a thousand demons.Past the open mouthed 
receptionist, out onto the street and then hurrying up the road as fast as her 
legs would carry her.


 Sue cursed herself as she ran, it had been a mistake to go there in the 
first place. Then she began to feel a little paranoid.


 Would the psychiatrist chase after her or worse still send somebody else 
after her with a straitjacket, some tranquillises and a free ticket to the 
local funny farm?


 She quickened her pace and looked nervously over her shoulder in case she 
could pick out somebody following her. But what exactly she would do if a van 
full of big men in white coats drew up beside her she didn't know.


 Finally after what seemed hours Sue made it home unscathed and then hid 
under the bed for a while in case somebody did turn up to take her away. After 
ten minutes or so Sue crawled out, made a mental note that it was about time 
she cleaned under there and fell on the bed feeling more than a bit silly.


 She lay back, burying her head in a pillow and tried to get a grip on her 
racing mind as it cycled from one horror to another.


 "Please, please," she sobbed,"leave me alone." But Cop didn't hear her 
plea, it was night time on the other side of the world. Besides not much of 
what was going on in Sue's head was his doing.


 The voice that had spoken to her had ceased, but still the unconnected 
images flashed through her mind like a kaleidoscope, and then Sue hit upon the 



idea of forcing her mind to be blank. She imagined a white wall and for a 
while this seemed to work and she slept.


 Initially the wall remained fixed in her mind, then slowly as a dog 
thousands of miles away snuffled in his sleep and decided he needed to have a 
piss a line slowly grew in the centre of the wall.


 Despite herself Sue watched the line grow upwards and downwards until it 
met the upper and lower edges of the wall. Then in a detached way she watched 
the line develop into a gap as the two halves of the wall began to draw apart.


 Subconsciously Sue became quite interested in the dream, was the dream. 
Not that she could comprehend that part of it.


 The wall drew apart to reveal, nothing. The nothing had no colour or 
texture, no form. No light, no darkness, this can't be true a part of her 
said, there is no such thing as nothing.


 Shouldn't there be something there? Of course. Of course there was 
something. A light grew from a central point, at first it was just a fuzzy 
little smudge. The light grew steadily in intensity reminding Sue of a fetuses 
development from conception to birth shown using time lapse photography.


 A part of her recognised this similarity as being of some importance and 
filed the information away. How apt she thought.


 Then there, replacing the nothing was a film screen. Sue felt as though 
the brief interval, in reality only micro seconds long, between the end of the 
adverts and promo's and the beginning of the film had been stretched to an 
eternity.


 Sue woke with a start and watched the film begin, finding herself in a 
cinema surrounded by people staring raptly at the screen, mechanically 
stuffing themselves with popcorn and ice creams. She looked around for a 
familiar face but couldn't recognise anyone in the darkness.


 She sensed the body beside her moving and saw him smile. His teeth, how 
was she so sure it was a he? Were brilliantly white in the darkness. Relaxed 
and at peace, somehow reassured, Sue settled back comfortably as the screen 
credits rolled by. She'd missed the title by this time and didn't see any 
names she recognised, but she forgot all about that as with an audible sigh 
from the people around her the movie began.


 It didn't come as a shock for Sue to see herself crouching in the 
undergrowth of a forest with a crazed expression on her face.


 Someone's idea of a joke she thought, one of the others on the tramp 
she'd been on a few months ago, it seemed like years ago now, must have had a 
video camera.


 But what was she doing?


 Sue stiffened in her seat and felt the life draining out of her body, 
like the way water drained away out of a bath once the plug was pulled. I was 
lost, I was lost a voice echoed inside her head.


 She screamed but nobody seemed to hear, not even the man sitting beside 
her, maybe everyone was seeing their own private nightmare and screamed along 
with her. Sue didn't know.


 'That's right, I was lost, ' Sue remembered calmly, as on screen she got 
to her feet and stared around her, moving one way then the next obviously 
panicked and not knowing which way to turn By her feet rested a large bright 
pack, she looked down and was about to pick it up, but ran into the trees 
instead. Then the picture fade, replaced by a harsh grimy light, like a blank 
classroom over head projector image flashed up onto a dirty screen.


 Sue wasn't aware of how long the screen remained like that. Time now 
seemed to have no meaning for her.


 "Are you looking forward to the movie?"


 "Eh?" The person beside her was a 'he' Sue discovered. Hey the lights 
were on she discovered. The man shrugged his shoulders, rebuffed by Sue's 
attitude.


 Sue started to get to her feet, the movie was over, she must have fallen 
asleep and missed it. She tried to stand upright but an unseen hand pushed her 
back into her seat. The lights dimmed, the film rolled again. 



 Now Sue saw herself looking a little furtive, not scared, her trousers 
pushed down below her knees as she did her business among the bushes.


 "Hey that's not fair!" she yelled."How dare you take a picture of me 
pissing in the forest!" she yelled at the unseen photographer."


 The picture faded again, not before Sue watched herself shoulder her 
pack, wriggle a little to get it comfortable on her shoulders and then step 
out onto a track just in time to see a similarly burdened figure disappearing 
around a large tree.


 'Toot toot.' Sue heard the neighbour's car reverse down the drive past 
her bedroom window, illuminating her bedroom wall for a moment as the car 
swung onto the road.


 Sue pinched herself to make sure she was really awake this time and with 
a calmness that felt strange after the recent constant turmoil, went over the 
dream which she could still clearly recall.


 Her subconscious was trying desperately to tell her something, something 
vital she realised, as half a world away Cop cocked his leg on the long grass 
beside the shed while he waited for the boss to get his small noisy horse to 
move.


 Cop wondered if the female boss had got the message yet, Cop thought she 
was probably about as thick as Punch. He'd better have another go at getting 
through to her when it got dark again, after he made sure the bitch next door 
knew where she was supposed to be tonight.


 Then Sue remembered, if remembering what had happened made her feel any 
better. She recalled getting lost and panicking after stepping off the track 
to go to the toilet on the tramping trip a few months ago as part of a Forest 
Tramping Tour Promotion.


 She saw the panic at being suddenly, realising that she was lost. She 
remembered crashing through the undergrowth, calling out in the hope that 
someone would hear her or realise that she was missing. Then finally she 
slumped to the ground minus her pack, which had slipped off somewhere, 
exhausted, the forest darkening as night began to fall.


 Sue got the impression that she must have had some kind of black out 
because the only thing she could really recall with any clarity was walking, 
no running up the track to catch someone up after completing her ablutions 
behind a tree.


 What was going on? Sue forced herself to think, to draw those suppressed 
memories into her consciousness. Unafraid now, certain that she had undergone 
some weird supernatural experience.


 Focusing hard she found that some fuzzy images appeared in her mind as if 
the memories had been imperfectly retrieved.


 Frustrated by her inability to get a clear image she balled her fists 
impotently trying to separate fact from fiction.


 Fact one, let's do this methodically Sue decided.


 Fact one I was lost.


 Fact two I'm pregnant.


 Fact three I wasn't lost, I can't remember being lost.


 Fact four, I'm hungry, thirsty and going crazy.


 The last observation wasn't a worry to Sue now. I'm not, she willed 
herself to be at peace with herself and found that she was.


 The last dream had stilled her fears for some unknown reason, Sue felt as 
if she had changed worlds, leaving one on the point of death arriving on 
another before she'd left the first. However irrational or unlikely it 
sounded Sue began to think that this explanation wasn't far from the truth. 
Somewhere in the middle she'd inhabited another world, perhaps with the 
characters of her dream world who must be real. She patted her tummy and 
thought: there's the proof.


 What really happened Sue knew she might never know, but it didn't seem to 
matter anymore.


 She was here, wherever that was, she was alive and she had two futures to 
look forward to. 



 "No worries," she said out loud, her favourite saying and then remembered 
where she'd heard the expression before. A television commercial How silly 
I've been she thought, but then a dose of the warm fuzzies didn't explain the 
baby. She shuddered distastefully at the sudden feel of warm firm hands upon 
her body and then realised that the hands were gentle, fondling and caressing, 
welcome and all she felt was the wanting and the need to have those hands upon 
her once more.


 Strobe like uncoordinated flashing half images of a body pressed against 
her own flooded Sue's mind and she ashamedly realised what had happened.


 She'd gone out and got drunk, or perhaps someone had slipped something 
into a drink and she'd allowed herself to be picked up. That she couldn't 
remember anything disturbed her a little but how unattractive the truth was, 
'that's what must have happened,' she decided matter of factly Immaculate 
conception indeed she snorted derisively. Lack ofcontraception more like she 
told herself wondering if the father knew or cared about their baby.


 eight


 Raele walked slowly out of the space port and out into the city proper. 
Far behind him he could hear somebody calling his name. Amatm or one of the 
others from the patrol craft was looking for him, probably wanting him to hold 
their hands and tell them everything was ok.


 The city was eerily quiet, empty except for the odd service unit going 
about it's business. Raele moved cautiously, constantly looking about him for 
some sign of life. He had never known the city to be so empty and quiet and it 
made him nervous.


 He had never known a time when he had been so completely alone either. 
Always there had been that security of knowing that somebody was close by. In 
the next room, standing shoulder to shoulder in a crowd at a stim game.


 Uneasily he began to move through the familiar empty streets, towards a 
vast building that dominated the city. Surely there would be somebody there 
Raele thought, hoping there would be.


 Raele continually expected some unspecified lurking danger to leap out 
and do him some kind of injury. Exactly what, Raele didn't have the 
imagination or experience to even hazard as a guess. It was just that 
Skidian's weren't used to being alone or in places empty of people. He 
wondered how the offworlders who seemed to thrive on being alone in the far 
greater emptiness of the organic plant had coped with the unknown.


 If they could, he could for he was a far superior being. He wasn't some 
primitive from a backwater planet that didn't even know that space craft from 
civilisations thousands of light years away regularly cruised their airspace 
without detection on joy rides and inspection tours.


 With that thought in mind Raele put his fears into a compartment in his 
head and shut the door on them. He began to take note of the city around him 
and tried to work out what felt so different. It wasn't just the lack of 
people. It took a long while for Raele to realise that the buildings, the 
walkways, everything was new. Or if not new had been completely renovated 
recently.


 The open areas that had always seemed slightly shabby, the paths, the 
plazas the small areas of organic material were all neat and tidy, the 
buildings shone brightly where once they merely glowed dully under a layer of 
grime.


 Raele pushed open the door of one of the vast entertainment centres that 
he was passing. It was empty of course but the hum of machinery told him that 
everything was operating as usual, like everywhere else he had been. He walked 
outside again and watched a service crew pulling down a large scaffold that 
they had obviously been using to work on the upper levels of the building.


 Raele watched them for a while and then realised that they weren't a 
service crew at all, but one of the heavy duty crews used for major 



construction projects. He had seen the like of them before when he had been 
stationed at one of the industrial complexes in his early years in security.


 Raele looked up at the vast building that he was heading towards and 
thought that he could see a similar crew working there.


 It occurred to him that if he could get up there he would be able to see 
a large part of the city.


 Even better if I had a patrol craft. Raele wondered why he hadn't called 
one from the space port before instead of moving around the city on foot. He 
walked over to a console, placed his hand in the identification slot and 
bashed his request onto the keyboard.


 Within minutes he was staring down over the vast empty arena where stim 
events were held on a daily basis. He watched the construction crew for a 
while and saw the arena wasn't complete either.


 Raele flew further out over the city and began to realise that something 
had gone desperately wrong. The further he went he saw more construction and 
service crews and more buildings in various states of repair.


 On some of them work had barely begun but there was activity everywhere. 
Crews building, service crews and untold vehicles moving along the ground 
laden with construction materials all fanning out from the centre of the city 
as if they had started work there and were steadily pushing their way outwards 
towards the outskirts of the city.


 All this activity puzzled Raele, what did it mean? He asked himself, how 
does this explain the absence of people? Soon he was over one of the vast 
outer dormitory areas of the city and what he saw he was both at odds to 
explain and horrified by.


 Here there was little activity, bar that of thousands of the flying 
creatures that lived on the great salty waters and occasionally could be seen 
flying over the city if one bothered looking up. Raele couldn't see what they 
were doing but they seemed to be walking through the black twisted remains of 
what had once been buildings. Sometimes they would flutter upwards and he 
could see some of them struggling with each other over objects they picked up 
from the ground.


 Raele looked closer and in places could see fog still rising from the 
ground and wondered what that meant. He hovered just above the ground and 
tried to identify the smell that was coming through the patrol craft's 
ventilation system.


 It was the smell of rotting bodies and smoke, of burnt wood and plastic 
and ash mixed in with dirt, it was the smell of dampness and death. Raele had 
never encountered anything like that before, death to him was something 
sanitary and clean that nobody really understood, even if they happened to zap 
someone with a dazierwogga which reduced a body to a small pile of ash.


 Staring down at the scene of desolation Raele wondered how such a thing 
could happen on Skid. The sight didn't explain to him where all the people 
might be, where were they?


 Deciding that he wanted a closer look, Raele let the patrol craft sink 
slowly to the ground. The birds rose to meet him flapping and squawking 
angrily as the patrol craft intruded on their meal.


 As he stepped out of the patrol onto the soggy ground craft Raele pinched 
his nose to block out the terrible smell that seemed to assault him and 
permeate his hair clothing and flesh in an instant. No wonder no Skidian 
remained here! As he trudged over to a set of blackened ruins little clouds of 
ash fluffed up and clung to his legs and made dirty, damp stains on his white 
robe. Metres from the patrol craft his foot pressed into something that was 
both firm and yielding to the downward pressure. As he peered down to see what 
he had stepped into he heard a long drawn out groan, like the sound of 
tortured metal when a patrol craft landed too heavily and skidded on its belly 
along the ground.


 As something hot and acidic forced it's way up his throat and past his 
hand Raele knew what had become of all those that were missing and ran back to 
the patrol craft. 



 nine


 Bruce cursed, but not too much, as water leaked on to his bare foot 
through the hole in the roof. The windscreen wiper sort of kept the windscreen 
clear of water, though infuriatingly so, the wiper must had slipped on it's 
pinion so it's path started halfway up the screen and finished well outside 
the window frame.


 Not to worry Bruce thought as saw an empty parking spot right outside the 
travel agents'. Without indicating to the cars following behind him, stopped 
and manuervered the ute with a series of backwards and forwards movements 
into the empty space.


 The ute was still well out on the road when Bruce gave up trying to park 
the heap of shit properly. Who gives a shit he decided studiously ignoring 
the angry toots and gestures that were directed his way as he flung the door 
open and stepped out, slipping his jandals on and then grabbing his cheque 
book off the dash.


 Bruce didn't bother locking the ute, there was nothing inside worth 
pinching and nobody in their right minds would want to pinch the ute itself. 
It was little more than a mobile rust bucket and Bruce decided that he would 
drive it into a creek once he got home and make a crossing out of it.


 "Hey Bruce, ya useless bugger!"


 Bruce swung around and saw Dick Todd standing across the road, "aw shit," 
he groaned inwardly.


 "How are ya mate?" Dick called dodging the traffic as he ran across the 
road to where Bruce stood.


 "Not bad, how's yourself?"


 "Can't complain, nobody listens anyway," Dick chuckled, "what are yer up 
to, haven't been down to the club lately?" Dick spent most of his spare time 
propping up the club bar with his ample frame and didn't seem to understand 
that some people had better things to do than spend their free hours getting 
pissed. He was a fairly likeable chap for all that.


 "Not a lot, I'm just about finished up at Bogside," Bruce replied, edging 
towards the Travel Agent's door.


 "What are ya up to now, wanna beer?"


 "Maybe later eh?" No way, Bruce thought, well maybe he decided after a 
second's further deliberation, "I've just come into town to tidy up some loose 
ends and book myself a holiday." Bruce motioned towards the Travel Agent's 
sign.


 Oh yeah mate, I've heard that one before too mate, Dick thought, who do 
you think you're kidding? But he said:


 "Where're ya going, Oz?"


 "Haven't really decided yet," Bruce answered diffidently, which was true. 
He planned to buy a ticket for the first destination that popped into his head 
when he sat down inside.


 "Well I'll be down the club later on. Pop in for a beer."


 "Ok," Bruce reluctantly agreed, not intending to at all, anything to get 
rid of Dick.


 'Do I really want to do this? Bruce asked himself as he looked inside the 
office. He'd seen the girl inside appraising him, trying to decide on his 
potential as a customer and then her dismissive look. Bugger to her too, he 
thought and pushed through the door.


 She was a pretty wee thing and Bruce had to fight down the urge to plant 
a kiss on her sweet looking lips and give her tits a squeeze for good measure. 
He breathed in her fragrant perfume and hoped that his lust didn't show 
through too much. At the same time he felt a bit intimidated by her apparent 
sophistication. Maybe she thought she was better than this two cow town and 
liked making people feel awkward and provincial.


 "How can I help you sir?" 



 "Ah, um. I want to book a holiday somewhere," Bruce grunted 
inarticulately." He could've kicked himself for sounding like such a clod.


 "Anywhere in particular sir? Have you anywhere in mind, we have some good 
deals to resorts around the Pacific at the moment."


 "Umm, Oregon," he said before he knew what he was saying as he 
desperately scanned the large world map on the wall above the girl's head.


 "Portland, Oregon," he added firmly as if that had been his destination 
all along.


 "Ok, let me see what I can do." The girl flipped her flight book open. " 
Who would you like to fly with and when would you like to go? And oh, have you 
a current passport?"


 "Nobody in particular and yes I have a passport and a multi entry visa in 
to the US," he said putting the dog eared booklet on the table. "I'm looking 
at leaving in three or four weeks, sooner if you can get me on an earlier 
flight.


 You realise you will need to get a visa before you can go," the girl 
continued as if she hadn't heard Bruce while she swivelled around and began to 
punch away at her computer keyboard.


 "I can't write you a ticket until have proof," she added without looking 
up.


 "Yeah no worries," said Bruce flipping open the passport, "I've got a 
multi entry visa that's valid for another sixteen months or so."


 "How did you get one of those?" The girl asked suspiciously looking at 
the document, and the number of entries in the passport.


 She looked at Bruce with new interest, he didn't look like an experienced 
world traveller.


 "I can do you a flight pretty well as soon as you like to San Francisco, 
you'll have to catch an internal flight from there, the sixteenth suit you?"


 Bruce nodded.


 "What about an internal flight, hotel accommodation?"


 "Not at this stage."


 "Ok, that comes to $1400. 10 percent now and the balance when you pick up 
the tickets, or you can pay the lot now if you want."


 Bruce dragged out his cheque book and painfully wrote out a cheque for 
the full amount.


 Though he had planned to jump straight back into the ute and disappear 
back to the farm when he had finished his business. Bruce forgot about the 
list of jobs he had made and tucked away in his pocket and found himself 
pulling into the club carpark beside Dick's battered old landrover.


 Feeling strangely elated he strolled through the bar, already high on the 
smell of stale beer and cigarette smoke before he downed the pint that Dick 
shouted him just for coming along.


 It occurred to Bruce, standing at the bar that Dick didn't have anywhere 
else to go and he felt sorry for him. Not that Dick seemed to mind too much. 
He had the run of the place, helping out the well-painted bar lady, helping 
himself to jugs of beer and holding a pretty open court in 'Dick's' corner. 
Today he was engaging in an animated conversation with a little old man 
proudly displaying a tarnished RSA badge on the lapel of his dowdy jacket.


 Something about dog bones. The old man already looked half chooked, 
though it was barely two in the afternoon.


 Bruce leaned happily against the bar. After a few gulps of beer he took 
out his going to town smokes and flicked a cigarette into his mouth.


 "Anyway Phil," Dick said turning to Bruce. "This is my mate Bruce. Bruce 
meet Phil.


 Bruce shook the proffered limp dank hand and said: "Giddae Phil."


 "Did you organise your trip mate? Bruce is going overseas Phil."


 "Yeah? I was overseas once, in the desert," Phil said, his eyes glazing 
slightly at the memory of sights and sounds better left forgotten. "Didn't 
like it much."


 "What the fighting?" 



 "Nah, not that." He said without elaborating and then sort of drifted 
away to the other end of the bar and some of his old cronies.


 "Funny sort of old beggar," Dick said shaking his head sadly as he 
watched Phil meander away. "Used to be a top shearer in his day, has a beaut 
farm over Tuakau way and lives there in an old shack, while his son has a big 
flash house. Doesn't want to move apparently."


 "So where're you going?" Dick asked changing tack.


 "Yeah."


 "Is it a secret then mate?"


 "Oh, sorry. Nah not really. I'm starting off in San Francisco and want to 
head up to Oregon. I've got about six months to fill in."


 "Sounds ok to me, there's nothing like travel to broaden the mind," Dick 
pontificated. Not that he'd ever travelled anywhere. Even a trip to the big 
smoke, less than a couple of hours away was a major mission for Dick.


 Phil had wandered back and nodded sentimentally, his eyes glistening 
slightly as he recalled the good bits of his own O.E. He'd gone off on a 
troopship with all his mates in thirty-nine and come home by himself six years 
later. But these youngsters wouldn't want to hear all about that he decided 
drifting away from the bar again.


 "Well you're in luck boyo," Dick said slapping Bruce on the back. "Did 
you ever meet my younger brother Trev?"


 "Yes I think so," Bruce lied.


 "Well he's just started a restaurant in a place called Portland I think. 
I'll give you his address and you can go and see him if you like?"


 "Sounds good to me." Bruce said, thinking what a coincidence.


 Now I have a reason to go up there he thought. "I'll certainly do that," 
he added thinking how strange he felt because he meant it.


 Bruce quickly polished of his jug and bought another couple and then one 
for Phil who had shown up again but was looking rather the worse for wear.


 Please god don't let me end up like that Bruce thought, pitying the old 
man.


 Then Phil drifted away again and Dick said with a leery wink that he had 
another engagement and it was time to go.


 "Well Bruce," Barry extended his hand," thanks very much for the way you 
looked after the place. You've done a great job."


 Bruce shook Barry's hand, a little embarrassed by the compliment.


 Barry and his wife had returned from their trip and while his wife was 
dallying in town, Barry had come down to the farm immediately on his return.


 There shouldn't be any complaints either Bruce reckoned. He was good at 
his work. He looked around the farm a little wistfully, sad to be leaving in 
some ways for he had mostly enjoyed his stay.


 Oh well, he mused. Nothing lasts forever.


 "If you've got any queries Barry, you have my olds' phone number. I'll be 
there for a week or so before flying out."


 And that was it. Bruce made sure the dogs were chained up on the back 
securely and climbed into the ute.


 The dogs were whimpering expectantly, knowing that something special was 
up because riding on the ute meant something out of the ordinary was afoot.


 "I'll be off then," he said to Barry as he started the engine and drove 
slowly down the driveway and onto the gravel road.


 Bruce left what sentiment he had at the gateway. There was no lingering 
on the road that passed through the farm. He had another hour on the gravel 
before he hit a state highway and then the motorway north, an hour or so on 
the motorway and then another thirty minutes of gravel before he made it home. 
Bruce didn't want the trip to take any longer than necessary.


 The trip north was mostly uneventful, a female service station attendant 
remarked how cute his dogs were when he stopped in the middle of Auckland to 
fill up with fuel and didn't bat an eyelid when Bruce bought the dogs a pie 
each to munch on. 



 His paranoia that the ute would finally shit itself in the middle of the 
motorway rush hour proved unfounded. Before he knew it the trip was almost 
over and he was stopped on the hill overlooking the farm, his nose full of the 
sweet smell of fennel that grew alongside the road, hot oil, and dust. 
Overlaid over those evocative odours was the greasy woolly smell of sheep on a 
hot day. This was home and Bruce loved it.


 Bruce watched the temperature needle on the dash rise as the ute idled 
away and got stiffly out of the driver's seat. One by one he unchained the 
dogs.


 "Get out of it," he snarled half heartedly as each of them strained on 
the end of their chains and they leapt of the ute one by one to investigate 
their new pad. Bruce let them trot down the hill behind the ute and he began 
to wonder about the reception he might receive at home.


 For once his father seemed pleased to see him and said so and his mother 
didn't try and overwhelm him as if he hadn't been sighted for several years.


 "Have a good trip up? His father asked emerging from the garage as Bruce 
pulled up.


 "Yeah." Bruce found it difficult to cope with his parents straight away, 
there needed to be a settling in time before he felt even a little 
comfortable.


 The dogs came puffing up the drive which immediately caused an outbreak 
of barking and growls as Bruce's team and his father's dogs acquainted 
themselves. The uproar was complete when his mother's ancient corgi joined the 
cacophony.


 "Shut up you bastards!" Bruce meant to tie his dogs up to the fence while 
he sorted out where they were going to be housed while he was away but his 
father forestalled him.


 "I built those for you," he said pointing to some new kennels that Bruce 
hadn't noticed.


 "Thank's, Bruce grunted, unaccustomed to his father's thoughtfulness.


 The uproar mostly subsided as Bruce shut his dogs up, then he followed 
his father indoors.


 Neither of his parents complained when Bruce lit a cigarette while his 
mother made a cup of tea. She even provided an ashtray for him. As usual they 
sat around the table uncomfortably with the television on to provide a 
distraction and as an excuse not to talk to each other.


 This afternoon though, none of them were interested in yet another re-run 
of 'Mash,' now well past it's sell by date.


 "Well," Bruce's father broke the uncomfortable silence punctuated by 
canned laughter from the television.


 It get's worse as I get older Bruce thought, as he made a valiant attempt 
not to pick his nose. Communication between himself and his parents was mostly 
a non event.


 "Um."


 "Yes?" Bruce knew his father well enough to realise that he was working 
himself up to saying something. He watched his parents look at each other, as 
his mother opened her mouth his father forestalled her with a wave that said. 
Ok I'll do it.


 Bruce's stomach knotted in anticipation. What now?


 Not what he expected.


 "Your mother and I are sorry Bruce."


 "Eh, sorry, what for?" Bruce asked not hiding his consternation.


 "Umm, we're sorry for the way we've treated you over the years, the way 
we neglected you after your brother died."


 "Oh," was the only comment Bruce muster at his father's stunning 
revelation.


 "I've been thinking about it for a while, we made things pretty difficult 
for you at times, most of the time. I, we just want to say that were both 
proud of you."


 Bruce watched his father's cheeks glisten and turned away totally 



embarrassed. Did the old bugger want a hug now?


 "I dunno what to say," he said looking at his teacup.


 "Especially recently," his father continued," over the farm that is and 
we think we'd like to negotiate a more favourable deal for you."


 Bruce nodded, wondering why this sudden change in attitude. His old man 
wanted a Harwood to continue on the farm all right, but he'd also wanted Bruce 
to pay over the odds for the privilege.


 "Recently we've been supporting the local farmer's support group. You 
know Bunty Watson lost his place? You'll know how tough things have been 
recently? Anyway it was only after listening to some of these people that we 
realised how your brother's death had affected us."


 'That was fifteen fucken' years ago! Bruce thought. He was about to say 
so, then he looked at his parents and saw what the effort of talking had taken 
out of them.


 "We know we can't change what's happened in then past but we hope things 
will change in the future."


 Bruce did the only thing he felt in the circumstances and said: "She's 
right." He thought at the same time that it was easier to forgive than to 
forget. But at least he wouldn't feel like a stranger in his own home any 
longer. This was home now


 "Bugger this," his father said. He got up and returned moments later with 
two cold bottles of beer. For the first time that Bruce could ever remember he 
and his father got drunk together with his beaming mother looking on as she 
genteelly sipped her gins as the two men in her life finally got to know each 
other.


 There was reservation on both sides until the alcohol began to break down 
their inhibitions and then all three of them communicated more or less 
properly for the first time.


 Food appeared and was demolished with gusto, bottle were emptied and 
taken away and finally the level in the whisky bottle fell by a considerable 
amount.


 "What are you planning to do until you go?" Bruce's mother asked as she 
stood over a frying pan of bacon. That his mother was actually cooking him 
breakfast was a measure of how much things had changed.


 "Dunno really, muck about here I s'pose. I hadn't given it much thought 
really. What are the fish running like?"


 "Oh a few filets of snapper would be nice for tea." His mother piped up.


 "They are catching a few down the harbour, not many around here. The 
boat's more or less all ready to go if you want."


 "When's the tide in?"


 "About two this afternoon eh dear?"


 Bruce noted that his parents seemed to be much closer than they ever had 
and wondered what was behind it all.


 "So what are your plans for the future?" Bruce's father asked, serious 
again. "You still want to come back here?"


 "Yeah." Bruce still wasn't totally comfortable in his new role as 
favourite child.


 "What I mean to say son is that don't feel you have to hurry back on our 
account, we can hang on here for a while yet."


 "Ok dad."


 "Good, that's settled then," his father grunted and then tucked into his 
bacon and eggs.


 Bruce's week at home sped past quickly, too quickly for Bruce as he began 
to feel guilty about leaving so soon. But his parents seemed to understand, 
there would be plenty of time when he came home again.


 They went fishing and Bruce did a bit of work around the farm and even 
though he wanted to, wondered whether he was ready to come home and take over 
the reins of a farm that was so established that it didn't seem to hold any 
challenges for him. He turned out for the big local rugby game of the season, 



the married men against the single. He visited the family solicitor with his 
father and then before he knew it, found himself at the airport where the 
parting was as stiff and formal as always.


 As the jumbo thundered down the runway then spiralled up into the sky 
Bruce finally relaxed, smiled at the young woman sitting alongside. Bruce 
thought he'd like to get into her pants but before he could fantasize about 
that he was asleep.


 ten


 Raele watched Amatm and the others clustered in a tight group staring up 
at him as he hovered overhead. They would be waiting for him to tell them what 
to do, what was happening. They would be waiting for anybody that they 
recognised as their superior on Skid to tell them what to do for that matter. 
They might be waiting a long time Raele decided.


 Raele decided that he didn't want to face them just now, at any moment 
another patrol craft pilot might return from a mission with a pilot that would 
see to them. In any event they wouldn't stray far, Raele was sure he'd find 
them still there however long he left them. He couldn't be bothered with them 
for the moment and pushed forward trying to think of somewhere any survivors 
might have gathered, survivors who might be able to tell him what had happened 
and brought the mighty civilisation of Skid to an ignominious end.


 Of it's own volition the patrol craft swept over Sietnuoc, the rest of 
the city looked the same to Raele. Either it was in various stages of 
reconstruction or totally devastated, empty of life.He dialled in the on board 
computer and then wondered why he hadn't before, in an attempt to locate a few 
Skidians. They seemed to be scattered across the face of the planet, some in 
the centre of the other cities, a few scattered around the fringes, some in 
the industrial complexes and a few more scattered through the wilderness. What 
they would be doing out there Raele didn't know. But there they were 
scattered in ones and twos, small groups totalling several thousand in number. 
A tiny fraction of Skids population pre; whatever disaster had befallen it.


 The patrol craft left the city behind and headed into the wilderness. 
Raele felt a twinge of anxiety, he'd never flown over the wilderness alone 
before. This was a bit of a worry to him and though he was safe inside a 
sophisticated piece of Skidian machinery he kept on looking around to make 
sure that someone or something didn't sneak on board and get him. What exactly 
might get him, Raele didn't have the imagination to conceive. When something 
didn't leap out and do him a mischief Raele gave up worrying. He could have 
thought, 'I have more important things on my mind.'


 But he didn't, he simply didn't know what to do next.


 Raele dialled in a course that would take him to the vast industrial 
complex closest to Sietnuoc then settled back in his seat. The largest group 
of Skidians he had detected on his monitor was clustered there, surely they 
would have some idea of what had happened?


 Looking down at the wilderness Raele saw that he was over flying the 
organic plant that had been built by the offworlder male. There were Skidians 
there, though Raele didn't think of landing. He did wonder how Skidians came 
to be there when he had immolated the place just before Inel instructed him to 
return the offworlder's to their own planet.


 The organic plant must have been rebuilt after he had left Skid, for as 
far as Raele could see it still seemed to be operational. Then he was past the 
organic plant and overflying one of the vast groups of primitive nameless 
beasts that inhabited the wilderness.


 Suddenly the communication's channel that had been silent for so long 
crackled into life."Patrol craft xt2135-2 please identify yourself and the 
nature of your mission."


 The voice startled Raele, what's more as a high ranking officer in the 
security forces, his right of passage across Skid had never been questioned. 



Times have certainly changed he told himself.


 "I am RO Raele Inel," Raele said giving his full name and rank.


 "I have lately returned from a mission to planet 100083l in the Lani 
Galaxy."


 "State the nature your mission."


 The attitude of whoever was calling him was starting to irritate Raele. 
He wasn't used to being interrogated as he flew about his own planet. He 
replied carefully though, conscious of the weapons systems that could blow him 
and his lightly armed patrol craft out of the sky in a flash of blinding 
light.


 Raele watched the freight docks loom larger and larger in the distance. 
These ports were the only evidence of the vast subterranian complex.


 "We have a positive identification, you are cleared to land," the pompous 
voice told him over the comms channel.


 'Of course I am,' Raele grunted.


 "You may dock at port number one."


 Raele thought that was odd, surely there would be fat bodied freighters 
docked there? Should be freighters docked there loading, supplies for the rest 
of Skid or other planets that Skid serviced. If the situation was bad here 
what must it be like on other planets' that depended on Skid for almost all 
their needs.


 What he had seen of Celcious hadn't struck him as abnormal though, there 
seemed to be plenty of Celcions still. Now that was a worry, what if some 
Celcions managed to take over a patrol craft or freighter and get to Skid? 
Raele shuddered to think what might happen, Skid had long kept the Celcions at 
bay by not allowing them technology of any sort after the last Celcion 
invasion attempt centuries ago. The Celcions would show no mercy to those few 
Skidians still left alive, Raele was sure of that.


 Raele's heart leapt as he saw some Skidians waiting for him on the dock 
as the patrol craft settled into it's cradle.


 He stepped out a little hesitantly and surveyed the group, noting 
nervously that they all wore dazierwoggas strapped to their waists as if they 
expected some kind of trouble. Raele made sure that he wore his own, encased 
in it's special sheath in case of trouble.


 Not that Raele didn't believe for one moment that he couldn't deal with a 
few technicians and minor officials still enamoured by the aura of their petty 
positions which was what these Skidians obviously were.


 "That's far enough," one of them said, placing a hand ostentatiously on 
his dazierwogga. But Raele saw that the fool hadn't armed the weapon, nor had 
any of the others. The weapons were just for show, they obviously didn't know 
how to use them properly.


 Raele stopped and waited for their next move.


 "Use the checkpoint to formally identify yourself please." The Skidian 
who seemed to be the leader of the group demanded, the Skidian who looked 
ready to use his useless dazierwogga.


 Raele put his hand into the console and watched his details flash up. His 
rank was given, his status since returning to Skid and details of his last 
mission. Not all the details' Raele noted curiously, as far as Skid was 
concerned he had simply been on a routine patrol.


 The reception party visibly relaxed when Raele seemed to be what he was.


 "We can't be too careful sir," the self appointed leader muttered 
respectfully.


 "Are you expecting some kind of disturbance?"


 "We don't know what to expect after what has happened in recent times."


 "What did happen?"


 "Nobody really knows sir." Which wasn't quite right, these people 
certainly knew what happened, what they didn't know was why.


 Raele led the group of men into the pilots' lounge and slowly the story 
came out.


 Soon after Raele had left Skid, production from the synplants had all but 



ceased, strategic stockpiles were exhausted and Skidians began to go hungry. 
The inhabitants of the industrial complex had watched it all on their screens 
with mounting horror as Skidians roamed the streets and the fringes of the 
wilderness, looking for food, eating anything they thought might sustain them.


 Stuffing organic material into their mouths, even resorting to eating 
each other and then dying of un heard of diseases, wasting away to nothing.


 Then there were the infernos that swept through the cities, reducing them 
to piles of smoking rubble and trapping most of those that were left in their 
paths until only a few scattered groups of stunned survivors remained, eking 
out a basic existence as best they could.


 Raele knew there were other groups at the other industrial complexes who 
had access to synfood and other products that would sustain them indefinitely. 
He wondered if these Skidians had worked that out yet.


 "Then the service crews began to work, rebuilding the cities, they kept 
the synplants operating as if nothing had happened," the sorry tale continued.


 It didn't matter to the machines whether there were any Skidians about 
Raele realised, they would carry on with their tasks Skidians or no Skidians.


 "Are the plants operating to their usual capacity?" Raele asked.


 "Yes, the problems we had before the disaster have rectified themselves 
now and everything is back to normal."


 Raele decided from the man's tone that while he would like to take credit 
for solving Skid's problems he couldn't because he couldn't explain why the 
synplants had returned to normal.


 He sat quietly and thought for a while, then he noticed that the 
technicians were waiting for him to do something. Whatever aspirations they 
might have had of their own they recognised that he was for all intensive 
purposes their legal ruler. Traditionally he would follow his father in 
assuming the position of chief mati, late father? Though it was just as likely 
that he would be assassinated or exiled to Celcious through the plotting of 
some other high born mati that also coveted the role.


 "Inel?" He asked.


 "Inel died before things got bad," one of the technicians replied. "He 
was operating from the organic plant set up in the wilderness." Added another.


 So the place had been the death of him Raele thought sadly. There hadn't 
ever been much communication between the two of them as was the Skidian way 
but Raele did feel a pang of sorrow at learning of his passing.


 Raele knew that for the moment that these Skidians looked to him for 
leadership, even if he didn't know what should be done. If he didn't show some 
kind of leadership the few remaining threads of Skidian society that still 
bound these Skidians to him would unravel forever taking with it the best 
chance to rebuild Skid to its former glory.


 "How many of you are there?" Raele asked, sure there must be more 
Skidians throughout the vast complex.


 There appeared to be several hundred, the normal complement of the 
complex either attending to their normal duties or following the meeting in 
their recreation quarters.


 Raele didn't want anything to do with them really, the burden of command 
was already heavy on his shoulders. For the moment he was expected to lead, 
even if this was only a temporary measure until Skid came right again. But 
Skid wouldn't ever come right again, not the way it had once been. Or before 
somebody else decided they were better equipped to run what was left of the 
greatest civilisation that had ever been.


 "Very well I must continue my inspection tour," he said adding to the 
apparent spokesman that had met him when he landed: "Mischief I will leave you 
in charge until I return." Raele watched Mischief's chest swell on being given 
authority and hoped it wouldn't give him ideas beyond his station.


 "I want a daily report on your activities. Your readiness and production 
reports must be kept up to date and I want an investigation into what happened 
to the synplants." Raele hoped that would keep Mischief out of mischief for a 
while. "I also want you to make contingency plans for locating and bringing 



every Skidian still surviving to a central point where we can start a new 
community. You must also provide me with options on where the best place might 
be to begin rebuilding this community."


 One of the precepts of Skidian political theory was that the more 
concentrated the population the easier they were to control. Fewer numbers 
didn't mean fewer problems if they were spread all over the planet as far as 
Raele could see.


 Mischief nodded quickly and before he could ask any questions Raele 
quickly stood and made to leave, not that he had any idea where he was going.


 Back to Sietnuoc he supposed to Amatm and the others, the welcoming arms 
of the female back on the patrol ship. He felt his loins stir at the prospect 
and speculated about whether he would have to change Skid's procreation 
conventions to ensure rapid population growth.


 He should also visit the organic plant he decided on the way out to the 
ship and visit at least once the grave of his father.


 Soon Raele stood by the marker that showed the spot where Inel had been 
burnt in the traditional manner by the inhabitants of the organic plant, even 
if not with the usual ceremony accompanied by the passing of the planet's 
chief mati.


 In the manner of Skid Raele and his father had never been close but he 
felt a little sorrow at his passing. He paused by the marker trying to 
understand what Inel had done at the organic plant.


 What he had found stunned Raele. The technicians at the industrial 
complex were cowed and fearful of their future, but here the Skidians were 
happy and carefree as if they were really enjoying life. It wasn't merely 
their attitude, these Skidians looked different. From working on the organic 
plant on who's production they tried to exist, they said. Not that they relied 
on the on the organic plant for everything, if they couldn't produce something 
they ordered it through a service provider as all Skidians were used to doing.


 But unlike the Skid that Raele knew they no longer relied totally on 
Skid's technical sophistication for their existence.


 From what Raele could see Inel had gathered some of the younger 
independent thinking Skidians, the sort that would normally be sent to 
reeducation centres for conspiring against the Skidian Way. From their numbers 
and disparate origins Raele guessed that Inel must have been engaged in and 
encouraging this treasonable activity for sometime.


 Here the hierarchical Skidian caste system had all but ceased to exist 
and even newcomers that had stumbled on the organic plant or had been found on 
the residents wide sweeps of the wilderness and trips to the devastated cities 
seemed to accept this as the way of things despite their previously carefully 
programmed lives.


 More startling to Raele was that he seemed to be expected here. After he 
had spent an acceptable period beside his father's memorial they led him to 
the offices from where Inel had run Skid until he had died.


 Here Raele found that he had access to the entire computer database of 
Skid and the secret archives passed from chief mati to chief mati and his 
trusted associates.


 Raele knew all about the archives as previously he had limited access to 
them. He entered his password and found he not only had full access but also a 
long message from his father.


 eleven


 Sue looked around the gynaecologists' opulent office and sas where a fair 
chunk of his exorbitant fees went.


 The man himself was leafing through a pile of files on his desk.


 "Now Miss Clarke," he said appearing to be having trouble tracking down 
her file. A level of disorganization did nothing to put her at ease. She was 
already worried about her own doctor's insistence that she make this 



appointment.


 "A very interesting case my dear," he began, finally tracking down the 
right file. "Nothing for you to worry about, though you may possibly be about 
to make medical history."


 'In more ways than one.' Sue still hadn't entirely ruled out the 
possibility of immaculate conception.


 "Ok," he continued, unaware of the anguish he was causing. "I want to 
ask you some very personal questions which I hope you will answer frankly. 
Then I will attempt to explain these test results which, I don't mind telling 
you, baffle me."


 "What do you mean?"


 "Oh as I said nothing to worry about, yes most intriguing," he continued 
glancing at the open file. "At the moment," he added under his breath.


 "Eh?"


 "Sorry, what can you tell me about the father? If that's not a traumatic 
experience."


 "I can't recall much about him." Sue faltered, more embarrassed than she 
could ever remember. "I don't know anything." She began quietly.


 Sue watched the gynaecologist looking at her over the half glasses 
perched on his nose.


 "Look Miss Clark, I've been a doctor for thirty years and I've heard or 
seen everything. I'm not here to censure you but to help you. I take it you do 
know the father?"


 Sue thought hard before replying. It would hurt to tell the truth on the 
other hand a lie could be more destructive in the long term.


 "I don't know," she said quietly.


 "Oh." These cases were so sad, the gynaecologist thought with some 
sympathy. But this one was too interesting not to pursue a little further.


 "What about explaining the situation to me then."


 Sue wanted to believe that the gynaecologist genuinely sounded more 
interested and concerned with her plight than her own psychiatrist had been 
and she let her guard down a little.


 "It's difficult to explain," Sue began, her mind crowded with images of 
angels, god, and a warm faceless body beside her on a bed. "I can't recall any 
sexual activity that would have led to my pregnancy, unless I was drugged or 
something at the time which I think is pretty unlikely."


 One for the shrinks then?


 "I guess I must be repressing memories, repressing memories of an 
unattractive experience. That's the best explanation that I can give anyway."


 The gynaecologist was a little disappointed, he'd been expecting a story 
that showed a little more imagination. He expected a story along the lines of 
'I was kidnapped by men from outer space.' He could only guess about the 
history of the woman sitting across the desk from him but there was certainly 
something odd about her pregnancy which couldn't be explained by a simple mix 
up of dates. He was certain she was still keeping something back.


 "In all respects you appear to be a normal healthy young woman. However, 
there seems to be something quite fascinating about your pregnancy. No don't 
worry," he added quickly when he saw he had alarmed Sue. "I have every 
confidence that you will deliver a full term baby. But unless we can come up 
with another explanation you seem to be confounding medical history."


 "Is everything all right?"


 "I assure you it is and I won't spoil your fun by telling you the sex of 
the child unless you want me to either."


 "Then what's wrong?"


 "There's nothing wrong as such, tell me how advanced do you think you 
are?"


 "I don't really know," Sue replied. How can I know when I don't even know 
how or when I got pregnant? She had taken the date of conception to be around 
that of the tramping trip that she had gone on almost six months before. "Six 
months or so?" 



 "Yes, that concurs with the tests that your own doctor carried out, the 
hormone levels don't usually lie but I'll tell you now to prepare for the 
birth in a few days, ten days at the outside. Your baby's development has been 
incredible and if your latest scan is to be believed it's almost full term."


 "Oh god." Sue's composure finally broke and she began to sob. This on top 
of everything else, am I some kind of freak?


 "Have one of these," the gynaecologist said handing over a box of tissues 
and he made a few sympathetic clucking noises while Sue dabbed at her eyes and 
blew her nose.


 "As I said there's nothing to worry about, what I want to do is run a few 
tests and ask a few questions to see if we can't establish what happened. I 
think we can forget about Martians and such like," he chuckled.


 Sue wasn't so sure.


 "How can you say there's nothing to worry about?" Sue demanded through 
her tears, "there's so much I don't know."


 "Just take your time and tell me about it dear, we've got all day if you 
need it."


 "There's nothing much to tell, one day I woke up feeling sick. After a 
few days I went to the doctor and after a few tests he told me I was pregnant. 
Simple really, "Sue said sarcastically, "now all I need to know is how."


 "Have you had any sexual contact that could have resulted in your 
pregnancy, taken any drugs that might enhance your reproductive capacity, 
anything like that?"


 "Not that I can recall."


 "Hmm, let me show you a diagram." The gynaecologist placed a sheet of 
paper on the desk where Sue could see it and began to explain it's 
significance.


 "This shows the different levels of hormones in the blood stream of a 
normal woman during pregnancy. I won't go into the different names and the way 
they work. But generally these levels here are consistent at the beginning of 
a normal term. This is the usual concentration of the hormones in your 
bloodstream during pregnancy and this is the line that shows your levels." He 
pointed to a series of lines that rose and fell at odds with the others." Sue 
tried to work out in her own mind what the lines represented and failed.


 "So what does this mean?"


 "Well it means that according to this data you've had an unusually rapid 
gestation period and that you're about to give birth."


 Sue stroked the large bulge beneath her best maternity dress. I thought 
you were Big Trouble, she though. Sue'd taken to calling the unborn baby; 
Trouble simply because it had caused her so much.


 Sue listened with half and ear as the gynaecologist rambled on about 
taking tests and making sure that she was prepared for the birth. Sue was past 
the stage of caring, all she wanted was the baby born so she could carry on 
with life and put the past behind her. The baby would always be a reminder of 
that unknown past but she thought she could cope with that.


 Ambling out of the medical centre, a big modern place with lots of glass 
and polished metal, Sue was struck by how familiar it felt to her. She had 
been there several times by now of course but the feeling was more than that, 
as if she had been in another such building, a similar place but not quite the 
same. She ducked as a plane flew low overhead and took a suspicious look 
around. Just what she was looking for Sue had no idea, something anyway.


 I'd better ring mom she decided as she pulled on the seatbelt, so she can 
be on hand while the baby's born.


 Sue swung out onto the road, mercifully free of traffic and slammed the 
brakes on. She'd added driving on the wrong side of the road to her 
idiosyncrasies. Concentrate, she told herself as she swung across to the right 
side of the road, after all you're driving for two now.


 While she was driving home it occurred to Sue that she was hungry and 
that the nice ethnic restaurant like no other was just around the corner.


 Sue found the attractive waiter still in place who smiled at her with an 



odd greeting for a restaurateur.


 "No wonder you chucked when you were here last time lady. You'll have to 
bring the young fella in so we can help you wet his head," he added with a 
chuckle, a genuine display pleasure that Sue found somehow reassuring.


 "Wet the baby's head?" Did he mean a christening, was he some kind of 
celebrant as well?


 twelve


 "You had a good sleep."


 "Eh?" Bruce looked around and found the girl sitting alongside smiling at 
him.


 "You had a good sleep, we're at least halfway there now."


 "Oh bugger, I'd hoped to sleep the whole way," Bruce smiled back He 
rubbed the sleep out of his eyes, yawned and rubbed a hand over the stubble on 
his chin. He probably should make the effort to have a shave he thought. On 
the other hand he couldn't really be bothered. He thought he'd like a smoke to 
but that was definitely out of the question.


 "On holiday are you?" the girl asked.


 "Yeah, what about yourself?"


 "I'm off on my big trip, been planning it for months." She replied. "I'm 
meeting a friend in a few weeks and we're going off towards Europe, England of 
course and then back home through Greece and India probably. My names Carol, 
what's yours?"


 Listening to the girl Bruce detected a hint of nervousness in her voice, 
as if she were saying I don't really know what I'm going to do or if my friend 
will actually turn up but I'm going to enjoy myself if it kills me.


 "Bruce," replied Bruce.


 "What about yourself then Bruce?"


 "Oh well I've got no real plans, I've got a few months and I plan to work 
my way up the coast to see some friends."


 "Oh that sounds neat," Carol said and they chatted away until eventually 
she dozed off.


 Bruce had brought along a book he'd meant to read for a while and read 
until the flight attendant droned her blurb as the plane started it's descent.


 "Please have you travel documentation ready when you disembark," the 
flight attendant droned lethargically, as she had many times before. She said 
a few other things as well that Bruce didn't catch.


 Then the plane was on the tarmac and Bruce joined the general scramble to 
grab his hand luggage and join the queue to get off.


 In the terminal Bruce ignored the no smoking signs plastered everywhere.


 "Sir?" He felt a tap on his shoulder and turned to find himself 
confronted by a huge black security guard.


 I"m sorry sir but you're not allowed to smoke in here."


 Bruce gave the guard a good look, noted his gun, rolled his eyes 
theatrically, and decided not to argue.


 "No worries mate." Bruce handed the astonished guard the cigarette and 
stalked off to the toilet to have a smoke in peace.


 Bruce brushed his teeth, left his designer stubble alone and had a few 
swigs of duty free whisky while he enjoyed his smoke before joining a queue to 
claim his luggage from the carousal and then another to pass through 
immigration. Then he was outside wondering what to do next.


 Simple, find somewhere cheap to spend the night, but not too cheap he 
decided.


 "What are you doing now?" A subdued voice asked at his elbow.


 Carol, laden down with a big pack stood there hesitantly.


 "Um, I'm going to suss out a place to stay for a night or two."


 "I need a place to stay as well," Carol said and explained that her 
sister was going to meet her but at the last minute couldn't make it. Instead 



Carol was going to make her own way to where she lived over the next few days. 
She also looked as if now confronted by the enormity of a strange country, 
travelling by herself wasn't such a good idea afterall.


 "You can tag along with me if you like." Bruce said half seriously and 
was a little surprised by Carol's enthusiastic response. He walked over to a 
bus stand clasping an accommodation guide, thinking strange things happen at 
sea.


 "Dormitory or double room? The receptionist at the backpacker's hostel 
asked.


 Bruce wasn't about to sleep with a whole load of yahoo's grunting and 
groaning all night and was prepared to pay for the privilege. Carol could do 
what she liked.


 "Double please," he said handing over his youth hostel concession card.


 "Oh New Zeaaaland," the receptionist gushed, "we sure get a lot of you 
guys here. Enjoy your stay." She added handing over the key to his room with a 
list of the house rules.


 Bruce slung his bags over his shoulder and wandered along a corridor and 
into a lift.


 Carol stepped in behind him.


 "What are you doing?" He asked.


 "Well you paid for a room, I thought I might as well share it," she 
replied with a nervous smile.


 Bruce shrugged his shoulder's a little taken aback.


 The room was small, dominated by the bed, but tidy and clean. Bruce 
dumped his bags on the floor and looked around. His eyes rested on Carol 
standing hesitantly in the doorway and he realised how young and innocent she 
looked.


 A stab of guilt lanced Bruce's heart and he knew he wouldn't be able to 
restrain himself from taking advantage of her.


 "OK," he said, "I don't know about you but I need a wash." Bruce opened 
one of his bags took out a towel, sponge bag and a bathrobe and headed for the 
shower down the hall leaving Carol to arrange herself as she saw fit.


 Fifteen minutes later feeling much refreshed and supplied with the 
address of a decent local eatery off an English tourist he'd met in the 
bathroom, Bruce wandered back into the room. He planned to have a wander 
around, maybe have a drink somewhere, something to eat and then get an early 
night.


 Carol had also managed a shower as well and stood in front of the dresser 
brushing her hair wrapped in a towel. She turned as Bruce entered and Bruce's 
eyes were drawn towards her breasts and then towards her barely covered 
thighs. He wanted desperately to reach out and touch them, to run his hands 
over the soft curves of her body, through her thick luxuriant hair. When Carol 
didn't utter a word Bruce reached over and kissed her.


 She tasted fresh and sweet, and her lips were as eager as his own, her 
flesh firm but yielding to his touch. Carol's towel slipped to the floor and 
Bruce quickly shrugged off his robe and ran his hands over her body, cupping 
her breasts and then pressing his lips against her nipples.


 Bruce marvelled at they seemed to swell and harden at his lightest 
touch. Carol gasped and pressed her lower body against his and then tried to 
hook a leg over his hips.


 "Hey settle on woman! " Bruce muttered against her neck as he gently 
lowered her to the bed.


 Carol chuckled lustily, wiggled her bottom and wrapped her arms around 
Bruce's neck.


 "Shouldn't we?" Bruce began to ask but Carol put a finger to his lips to 
silence him. Who cares about condoms anyway? Bruce thought as their bodies 
merged into one.


 Later as he lay awake staring at the ceiling of the dark stroking Carol's 
hair gently as she lay in his arms it occurred to Bruce that this wasn't the 
first occasion in recent times when he'd knocked off a woman totally 



unexpectedly. But who was the other one?


 Bruce knew that he had done it, but he was struggling to remember who. 
All he saw was a tangle of dark arms and legs. A black woman? He'd never 
bonked a black woman. Never even met one as far as he could recall. Bruce 
hoped that it wasn't a black bloke.


 Sunning himself outside his kennel Cop turned his nose up in disgust. 
Bosses he thought, how come they could run everything and be so stupid at the 
same time? If I could walk on two legs and talk boss talk I'd rule everything 
he thought. Cop wasn't quite sure what everything was and the wonders he'd 
seen over the last few moons left him wondering whether his world, dominated 
by sheep and cattle was the world at all.


 He looked at the female boss, they weren't to far apart now and it looked 
as if she were going to have pups and wanted the boss there. If the boss was 
anything like himself he wouldn't care less about the pups. However the female 
boss was another matter and Cop knew that the boss would never be happy until 
he found her again. Cop sighed and scratched at an itch that had been 
annoying him, what dog could ever understand a boss?


 Bruce and Carol stayed for several days at the hostel, enjoying each 
other hungrily and seeing some of the sights of the famous town. They rode on 
the cable car, sampled the restaurants at the Fisherman's Wharf and generally 
played the tourist part. But after a day or so Bruce felt as if invisible 
threads were tugging at him, willing him away, he began to feel that he should 
be elsewhere. Even though he was enjoying himself a part of him wanted to be 
away and with somebody else.


 At first Bruce didn't try and explain himself to Carol, but when he 
mentioned that he should be moving along she simply suggested that they both 
travel up to her sister's place.


 "I'm sure she wouldn't mind."


 Bruce was surprised at Carol's surprisingly tearful response.


 Carol's suggestion was certainly tempting but surely she still wanted to 
carry on with her own trip? Bruce had no intention of changing his plans for 
her.


 "Tell you what," he suggested, "let's go on to your sisters and then I'll 
be on my way and maybe I can catch up with you later on."


 "Ok," Carol agreed almost reluctantly as if she realised that was as much 
of a commitment she was going to get out of Bruce.


 Carol was keen to hitch her way northwards. "Two of us should be safe 
enough shouldn't we?"


 "From what? Drive by gunmen and casual robbers and rapists. You can 
hitch if you like but I'm going to rent a car." Bruce retorted. Some people 
just didn't have a clue he thought. Silly girl, sometimes her complete 
innocence bordering on the inane made him want to shout at her: "Grow up!" Her 
cloying clinginess was beginning to grate on him.


 Bruce was tempted to tell Carol to buzz off though he knew that wouldn't 
be fair. The problem was that in the space of a few days she had gone from the 
passenger in the seat bedside him to a partner who seemed reliant on him for 
total comfort and support. Bruce didn't feel as if he needed or wanted that 
at the moment. It crossed his mind that maybe Carol had suddenly decided that 
the prospect of her big trip away was just to much to comprehend and had 
decided to latch onto him instead.


 Oh well, might as well enjoy it while it lasts he thought sliding his 
hand over her thigh, marvelling at how Carol's legs spread to receive him at 
his slightest touch. Perhaps that was part of the plan as well?


 thirteen


 Raele felt a little guilty as he gazed comfortably at the plain. He knew 



he should have long since completed the tour of Skid that he had been embarked 
on before stopping at the organic plant.


 He sipped on his beer and puffed contentedly on his agbar. All around 
him the inhabitants of the organic plant that they still called Aotearoa, the 
unusual name that the offworlder had bestowed, twittered happily, but 
respectfully leaving him alone with his thoughts.


 The Aotearoian's seemed to accept him as their rightful leader and 
accorded him the respect that befitted his stature. Though thisdidn't stop 
them from going about their own affairs pretty much as they pleased.


 Raele had immersed himself in the affairs of the plant as just another 
inhabitant learning how to tend the organic food and after a trip to the space 
port to collect his crew had stayed put.


 Amatm and the rest of the crew hadn't settled into their new life as well 
as he had. Not having experienced the destruction of the Skid they knew, they 
still hankered for the old ways and had formed their own uncooperative clique 
within the small community.


 In the old days they would simply have had them disinfected or have them 
deported to one of the re-education cadres for correction of their antisocial 
tendencies. That wasn't a valid option these days Raele thought. Not least as 
according to the archives they would need every able-bodied Skidian to 
participate in the priority objective of re- populating the planet.


 The archives also told him that this latest disaster wasn't the first 
time that Skid had been visited by a catastrophe that threatened to destroy 
the greatest civilisation that had ever graced the universe. That such events 
had occurred in the past served in Raele's mind to confirm that they were the 
greatest civilisation in the known universe simply because despite their 
reverses they had always emerged from these periodic crisis more powerful and 
sophisticated than ever before.


 Still Raele could see many problems looming, not least Amatm and his 
small group that were like a cancer eating away at the harmony that existed at 
Aotearoa. The template for the society that in his last notes to him, Inel had 
suggested he use for restoring Skid to it's former glory.


 Raele had been studying from afar the other communities that were slowly 
developing around Skid. The Skidians who had stayed in or around the 
industrial complexes were surviving quite well, though they still lived in 
fear of what disaster would befall them next.


 These Skidians were arming themselves against unknown threats, would be 
leaders were tentatively trying to assert command functions to replace those 
that were lost. All of them were waiting for someone they recognised from the 
ancient legends to be resurrected and lead them to salvation. Raele wondered 
if he were the figure they expected. He surely had powers greater than their 
puny weapons could counter and far more power to assert his authority than he 
had ever suspected.


 Unless he did something soon, these relatively comfortable groups would 
emulate the position of Amatm here at Aotearoa, unless he could bring them 
into the fold he would have to excise them.


 There were other Skidians roaming the planet, many making for the fringes 
of the old cities after wandering through the wilderness living a hand to 
mouth existence as word spread that the cities were miraculously being 
rebuilt. Most of these survivors lived in the hope that somehow like the 
rebuilt cities their lives would once again become the comfortable existence 
they had known and they could get on with their lives.


 These waifs and stragglers were from the vast majority of Skidians that 
had never had to do anything to justify their existence. They had simply lived 
out the allotted span of their years as untold millions of Skidians had done 
for generations before them.


 Raele was sure that gradually these lost souls could be gathered to 
provide the breeding stock on the organic plants that Inel envisioned as the 
basis for the next leap great leap in the Skidian civilisation.


 A civilisation based on Skidians earning rights not existing and 



receiving as of right, one that controlled the technology that had developed 
over the generations and not one that was ruled and overtaken by it's 
multitude of achievements.


 Raele wondered about the Skidians who had made Skid what it had become. 
While there were those who survived that could operate Skid's technology with 
the aid of the service crews. Who had, or how had the service crews had been 
established in the first place? It was as if the infrastructure for the 
technological development of Skid had always been there and regulated itself 
with minimal Skidian input. Surely at sometime in the past Skidians had 
developed this technology themselves? Raele hoped so, otherwise who, or what 
had?


 The cities would remain mostly empty while the populace learnt to work 
for a living, gained the sort of training and skills that had always been 
reserved for those that had the right genetic profiles while the rest of the 
population had existed as a supply of mindless drones, simply existing.


 Really, he thought, most Skidians had lived with little more rights than 
the Celcions for example. Skid had enslaved the Celcions for generations by 
depriving them of any technology that would allow them to even feed 
themselves.


 Raele wondered how the Celcions were getting on without the regular 
shipments of food and other material from Skid. He knew from his recent visit 
that a fair number of them still survived. However from what he could see 
from the information he could sift through at his command console Raele was 
learning that survival was a relative concept.


 There was a big difference between the almost idyllic life around 
Aotearoa and the lives of those trying to eke out an existence by scavenging 
in the wilderness and those cooped up in the industrial complexes that were 
evolving into prisons.


 Raele finished his beer with a single gulp. In moments a full glass 
replaced the empty one. Mistril, the comforter he had used while aboard the 
patrol craft, of all the crew seemed to have settled into the new world of 
Aotearoa effortlessly. Raele had a sneaking suspicion that her attentativeness 
wasn't without reason, apart from anything else he was the chief mati of Skid 
for the moment and with the lack of any suitable consorts it probably wasn't a 
bad bet that she could become the vessel for his heirs.


 There were other options Raele knew, more likely vessels, with better 
lineage, not just at Aotearoa but elsewhere around the planet. Obviously aware 
of his own mortality while he was compiling the messages he had left to his 
son, Inel had urged him to make sure that he make the production of offspring 
a priority.


 Nobody knew it yet but Raele had ceased the addition of the 
contraceptives to all synfood products. Soon females would become pregnant and 
the communities around Skid would not only have to concern themselves with how 
to deal with offspring but with the birthings themselves. There would be no 
more prepackaged adolescents ready to enter Skidian society as there had been 
in the past, Skidians would be responsible for the production and development 
of their own offspring.


 Raele didn't understand the full implications of that but he realised 
that he would have to begin to let others have access to his database so that 
at least they would have some idea of what to expect.


 In the old days this would have been an unthinkable act, making 
information available on anything to any but the ruling classes. Access to 
information and the ability to use it was the main threat to the continuance 
of the Skidian way. But today there were physcians remaining and if the 
Skidian way was to remain in any form or other, then Skidians had to know how 
to go about rebuilding, if not creating a civilisation. The task was certainly 
beyond one Skidian.


 That's something he could do for the Skidians here he thought, import 
some medical experts. There were one or two that survived wandering about the 
wilderness and a few more in each of the industrial complexes. 



 Despite the presence of people all around him and their chatter Raele 
couldn't get over the quiet, the stillness of the wilderness.


 Always, except when on patrol missions he had been surrounded by the 
hustle and bustle, the never ceasing barely audible murmur of millions of 
other Skidians going about their business. At Aotearoa, especially in the 
early morning or evening there was nothing, just the occasional call from one 
of the ivops down on the plain and the noise the wind made rustling through 
the large organic structures around the house.


 Raele had quickly come to realise that the reason why the wilderness had 
always seemed so awesome was the lack of noise and it's very emptiness. 
Apparent emptiness for Raele now knew that it had never been empty. There was 
nothing to fear out here at all.


 "When are we going to return to Sietnuoc?" Amatm demanded angrily. Raele 
hadn't seen him approach and had barely registered the sudden silence that had 
settled around him.


 Raele turned to look at Amatm and found himself looking at a dazierwogga, 
another unarmed dazierwogga. Skidians like Amatm simply expected everything 
they picked up to work. Poor fool, Raele thought. At least you have given me 
means to get rid of you that won't alienate the others here.


 After making sure that his own dazierwogga was armed and ready in it's 
sheath, staring unconcernedly up at Amatm, Raele ran through his options. He 
had to get rid of Amatm now or he was simply allowing a rebellion of sorts to 
fester, one which would quickly get beyond his ability to control.


 Raele watched with grim amusement as the hand that held the dazierwogga 
began to waver, Amatm obviously expected him to accede immediately. But as he 
had remained silent and outwardly unconcerned, Amatm's confusion was growing.


 The other crew members from the patrol ship who had enthusiastically 
followed Amatm to this point now nervously backed away leaving Amatm by 
himself.


 "We want to return to Sietnuoc now, the wilderness and living like 
primitive peoples is no place for Skidians." He added in a quavering high 
pitched voice, as if he suddenly didn't have the courage of his convictions 
and realised that whatever support he might have believed he had, had 
evaporated.


 Raele had some admiration for Amatm, he was the type of Skidian that Inel 
suggested he gather about him, determined, with a high intelligence quotient 
and marked independent tendencies.


 Raele had checked his profile and realised that Inel had specially 
selected the crew for his last mission. Unfortunately for Amatm his major 
failing was his conservatism, unlike most of the others at Aotearoa he didn't 
want to change, couldn't understand that the Skid he'd always known had 
changed ireccovably.


 Oh well the profiles had never been an infallible tool.


 "We are not going to return to Sietnuoc and live the old ways for a long 
time, if ever Amatm," Raele said calmly, making his feelings known publicly 
for the first time.


 He heard grunts of approval from some quarters and a shuffling as the key 
members of the Aotearoian community began to flank his seat, according him the 
honour of openly accepting his leadership in a way they never had before.


 "You want to give up these unknown freedoms, a life that has purpose and 
promise, for the life you used to lead in Sietnuoc Amatm?" Raele asked.


 "Of course," Amatm replied fiercely," who wants to live like the 
primitive beasts we tend down there," he pointed towards the plain.


 The hand holding the dazierwogga shook even more as Amatm became more 
agitated, as he realised he was fighting a lonely, losing battle.


 "What freedoms do we have?" Amatm demanded.


 "You have the freedom to go," Raele suggested, waving vaguely at the 
wilderness.


 "You cannot do that!" Amatm screamed shrilly as Raele ritualistically 
cast him out. "I'll kill you first." 



 "You have a choice Amatm." Raele began setting an unheard of precedent, 
"either leave now and wander forever," which was as good as signing his death 
warrant. "Or kill me now." Raele said knowing that even if he tried Amatm 
couldn't possibly do so.


 Raele watched the indecision in Amatm's face as he grappled with emotions 
that generations of programming had long suppressed.


 Raele didn't want to disinfect him, he wanted Amatm to wander off into 
the darkness and simply die as was the usual way when a Skidian was cast out. 
But he kept his finger on the trigger of his dazierwogga just in case.


 Raele was also conscious that winning this confrontation would reinforce 
his leadership position. It would be a long while before anyone at Aotearoa 
sought to stand up to him if he ruthlessly dealt with Amatm now.


 He watched Amatm's knuckles tighten on the grip of the dazierwogga and 
fired, suddenly tired by Amatm's indecision and despising the weakness of his 
convictions.


 The sudden conversion of what had micro seconds before been a Skidian to 
a small hot glowing pile of ash stunned the crowd. Few Skidians had ever seen 
such a thing. The disinfection of a fellow Skidian always struck Raele as a 
little sad. But often there was no other way as had been the case here, to 
root out a disruptive influence on society.


 As had always been the case when he had disinfected Raele felt the need 
for a female, as if he could somehow put things to rights in the act of 
creating a new life. Tomorrow, with new found confidence due to his handling 
of the confrontation with Amatm and the reaction of the rest of the Skidians 
he would begin his work to bring the rest of what remained of Skid under his 
domain.


 For the moment though he accepted the agbar ceremonially offered to him 
and stuck it in his nostril. For the first time since his arrival an attentive 
subject produced the glowing metal taper to light it for him.


 fourteen


 Bruce knew he didn't need a good excuse not to stick around longer than 
absolutely necessary when he met Carol's brother in law. Bruce didn't like the 
look of him one bit. He was one of those supercilious superior bastards that 
said he was a real estate developer, but was merely not a very good builder 
who had, had a run of luck from what little Bruce saw of his work.


 His effortless good looks, pristine image and holier than thou 
sanctimonious attitude irritated Bruce from the moment that he walked through 
the door and shook the man's hand. In his opinion Carol's sister wasn't much 
of an improvement and he began to wonder how such a sweet woman could have 
such a bitch for a sister.


 But they seemed fairly close and at least Carol's sister didn't try to 
demean him as much as her husband tried to.


 Bruce's first inclination was to give the wanker a punch in the head. Not 
that he thought that would be a particularly diplomatic action. It would 
simply have given him a bit of satisfaction, but there was more than one way 
to skin a cat.


 The brother in law seemed to feel he had to prove who was the better man 
and kept on baiting and challenging Bruce to various petty and childish tests 
of manhood. What did he have to prove, why the competition? What was his 
problem? Maybe Bruce's impression of the man was too apparent?


 Eventually having achieved some sort of psychological dominance over 
Bruce or so he thought, John the brother in law, invited him to his health 
club in order to overwhelm with his physical prowess and prove who was the 
better man once and for all.


 After all a man that had served his country with distinction in the US 
Marine Corp., the toughest fighting force in any mans' army should have no 
problems thrashing some hick farmer from a country he'd never heard of until 



he had met his wife.


 "Play squash?" He asked superciliously as Bruce stepped out of the car 
and headed for the sign that said: bar.


 "Not much lately," replied the New Zealand junior champion of nineteen 
eighty and something.


 "Would you like a quick game then?"


 "Now? I wouldn't mind actually, might blow a few cobwebs away. But I 
don't have any gear." Bruce thought he might be able to whack John over the 
head or something while they were playing and shut him up for a while.


 "I can sort that out if you like." John replied, struggling under the 
weight of flash gear bag that just happened to be in the boot.


 "Ok."


 John wasn't going to make things easy for Bruce and before he had hardly 
scored a point John had wrapped up the first game.


 "I haven't played in a while." Bruce wheezed leaning against the wall 
between games trying to get his breath back and vowing for the umpteenth time 
to give up smoking.


 The second game was a lot closer, Bruce only lost by a point this time 
and John had to fight hard for that. Bruce had got his second wind and decided 
that if it killed him he was going to teach the smart bastard a lesson he'd 
never forget.


 Bruce was all warmed up and the cobwebs were being swatted away with each 
furious swipe of the racket.


 "Sure you want to carry on?"


 "Shut up and serve smartarse." Bruce grunted between gasps.


 "Tutut. Temper temper," John laughed and served.


 Bruce attacked the ball and bounded into mid court ready for the return. 
He took a mighty swipe at the return but at the last moment delicately placed 
it in the corner just above the tin where John had no chance of reaching it.


 "Very clever Bruce, think you can do it again?" But Bruce was already 
serving for the next point.


 "Wasn't ready." John protested.


 He wasn't either which was just the opening Bruce was waiting for. Bruce 
stalked across the court waving his racket at John.


 "Now look here shithead, if it was ok for you to pull a few fast ones' 
it's ok for me. Complain again and I'll punch you in the neck." With that 
Bruce turned and served before John had a chance to respond and promptly won 
the next two sets.


 But in the fifth Bruce knew he was beaten, he just didn't have the wind 
to compete and at eight six down he knew he had to do something drastic if he 
were going to win.


 He took the pace off John's serve and deftly tucked it into the corner. 
John raced in sensing that all Bruce needed to get back into the game was a 
few quick points. Bruce didn't even need to give John the planned kick as John 
slipped on a damp patch and cannoned nose first into the wall.


 John got up holding his nose from a which a thin trickle of blood flowed.


 "I'm bleeding," he whined as the bell that rang to end their court time.


 Bruce grinned reached for a towel and then in no uncertain terms, with a 
great deal of satisfaction, told John to fuck up.


 It was customary for John to stay and have a beer with his victims after 
the on court demolitions that he seemed to get his kicks from. It was a custom 
that didn't find disfavour with Bruce.


 John's fellow club members had enjoyed watching him get his comeuppance 
on the squash court and soon dragged Bruce away into their own conversations 
leaving John by himself, muttering darkly into his drinks.


 "We're going," He spluttered thickly after sometime.


 "Ok, see youse fulla's again." Bruce said waving to his new acquaintances 
as he followed John out to the car.


 Bruce took John's keys away after watching him prod a few times at the 
door lock much to John's disgust. 



 By the time the two of them had returned to the house John was loudly 
accusing Bruce of purposely running him into the wall. The exertion caused by 
voicing his outrage made his nose start to bleed again.


 Bruce knew he'd outstayed his welcome, which was a pretty good effort 
seeing as though he'd only been there a few hours.


 From the looks Carol gave him he thought she might have outstayed her's 
as well and said as much as they were getting ready for dinner.


 "We were never really close." Carol said. "I knew something was wrong 
when she said she couldn't meet me at the airport."


 "Oh well not to worry, we can head off in the morning." Bruce said 
without thinking. Then cursed himself for forgetting that he really wanted to 
head off by himself.


 "What about the friend you were meeting?" He asked, "weren't you planning 
on meeting here?"


 "She's not coming either." Carol replied with a sob. "This whole trip's 
turning into a complete disaster."


 That was one way of looking at it, though Bruce couldn't see much point 
in crying about it. There was nothing stopping Carol carrying on by herself.


 On the other hand he had noticed that she wasn't particularly 
independent, sometimes Bruce felt that he couldn't even go to the toilet 
without Carol fretting.


 Carol's sister appeared in the bedroom doorway and gave the two of them a 
disapproving frown. Bruce wasn't sure whether she just disproved of him or him 
and Carol.


 "Dinner is ready," she said icily.


 "Thanks." Bruce replied, "we'll be down in a minute."


 Dinner was a subdued affair, John and his wife were merely going through 
the motions with their hospitality, Carol hardly said a word. Bruce didn't let 
the atmosphere trouble him. He felt quite cheerful, a difficult evening was a 
fair price to pay for a decent free nights' sleep and he'd really enjoyed 
bringing John down a peg or too.


 He didn't respond to John's continual flow of insults and gripped Carol's 
hand reassuringly when her sister made a few particularly nasty comments.


 Bruce couldn't understand the acrimony, Carol was family after all and he 
had made it quite plain that he only intended staying the night. But neither 
of them had made the slightest effort at being cordial. Must be one weird 
family Bruce thought, and I thought mine was bad enough!


 After a while though, Bruce just couldn't resist making a few digs of his 
own, he had nothing to lose.


 "This food tastes like dog shit." He said and had the satisfaction of 
watching John's jaw drop and a mouthful of potato tumble out onto the table. 
Carol's sister immediately broke into tears and fled the room, she'd obviously 
had enough of something.


 Carol's face turned red as she tried to suppress a giggle.


 Bruce stabbed a piece of meat on his fork and sniffed, grimacing as if it 
was terribly offensive rather than a choice chunk of steak.


 "What do you think Carol? " He asked brandishing the fork in her face. "I 
don't think i can eat anymore of this shit."


 But Carol was almost in hysterics and couldn't reply as she watched John 
scrape up the potato that had fallen out of his mouth. Bruce watched John's 
mouth open and shut slowly as he tried to say something.


 "How dare you!" He managed after a few moments.


 "What are you talking about? You've been such an arsehole all night that 
I thought it was acceptable behaviour around here."


 "Don't take that attitude with me you commie bastard!" John yelled at the 
top of his voice, "we don't stand for the likes of you around here."


 "At least I'm not a dickhead like you shit for brains." Bruce retorted 
rising from the table and having the satisfaction of watching John shy away 
from him.


 Bruce felt a little silly, he'd should've just ignored the twit and left, 



with or without Carol. Baiting John and his wife in the end hadn't even been 
fun. It was time to go, apart from the events of the day the insistent nagging 
idea that he should be on his way north was upon him again. He hurried up to 
the room he was sharing and felt his shadow close behind.


 "Are we leaving tonight?" She asked.


 "Well I think I'd better don't you?"


 "And leave me here by myself?"


 Bruce decided that wasn't such a good idea under the circumstances.


 "Do you think it would be a good idea to ask for the lend of a car?"


 "Well my sister might lend us her's for a few days just to get rid of 
us." Carol laughed and skipped off down the stairs.


 She was back a few minutes later dangling a set of keys just as John 
started ranting at his wife.


 "She really wanted to come with us but I told her that wouldn't be a good 
idea," said Carol who then turned somewhat alarmed as she heard her sister 
scream.


 Bruce ran down the stairs, if there was one thing he couldn't stand; that 
was men beating up on their wives.


 What he found stunned him for a moment and then caused him to collapse in 
hysterics.


 Wives' beating up on their husbands was a different matter. John was 
curled up on the ground, moaning, clutching at his nether regions. His wife 
stood over him with a foot on his chest like a triumphant amazon, her chest 
heaving, her face wreathed in a triumphant smile.


 "He won't be any more trouble." She said recognizing her would be 
champion for what he was and thanking him, "feel free to stay the night if you 
want."


 fifteen


 Sue groaned and cursed the absent and unknown father of her child as 
another painfull spasm ripped through her lower body. The gynaecologist had 
been right, her labour pains had started just three days after her visit.


 She was alone bar the midwife, the doctor was on his way but the midwife 
seemed to fully expect that the baby would be born well before he arrived. She 
had a competent air, an air that didn't make Sue feel any easier. From the 
books she'd bought on child birth and all the movies where normality suddenly 
became tragedy she knew that anything could go wrong. Lately, anything that 
did happen to her did go wrong. At that moment she didn't care, all she wanted 
was for the baby to be born and an end to the pain.


 "Push, gently now." The midwife said gently.


 "What the hell do you think I'm doing?" Sue screamed.


 "There look, he's coming, push again."


 Sue felt the Midwife's hands between her crudely spread legs and felt 
something else give inside her. Just like on television she thought, except on 
television there was no pain, pain so intense that Sue wondered how any woman 
in her right mind would consider having any children, let alone a whole tribe 
of them.


 Suddenly there was a spasm of agony much worse than she had experienced 
in the last few hours accompanied by a tearing sensation.


 "What's going on?" Sue asked seeing the grin on the midwife's face 
looking down at the bloody mess between her legs as she put something a towel.


 The midwife held the swaddled shape up for Sue to see.


 "What's that?" she asked.


 "A beautiful baby boy."


 Sue watched the midwife cut the umbilical cord with a pair of scissors 
and then rub most of the mucus and blood from the tiny body.


 "Can I hold him?" Sue sighed relieved at the baby's outward normality, 
relieved that it was all over at last. Relief anyway. 



 "Here you are dear." Said the midwife handing over the small bundle.


 Sue and rested him against her breast guiding his tiny mouth towards a 
nipple. She looked her baby over and was relieved to note that he appeared to 
have all his fingers and toes. Though he looked a little pale, though his hair 
was thick and dark. But his skin was nowhere near as dark as her own. That's a 
bit odd she thought, looking at the wrinkled little face still damp and 
slightly red from the its passage from her womb.


 Then the baby opened it's eyes which had been tightly closed till now to 
have a look at this strange new world.


 His mother screamed which wasn't quite the welcome that one would expect, 
not that the baby cared much one way or another as it tried to come to grips 
with his new environment.


 "It can't be mine, there must be some sort of mistake!"


 The midwife who was used to distraught mothers tried to soothe Sue.


 "There, there. Of course the he's yours, a very nice little chap he is 
too."


 "But he's got blue eyes!"


 "Lots of babies have blue eyes and light hair like this little one."


 "But I'm . . ." Sue didn't complete the sentence and lapsed into silence 
for a few moments.


 She thought about it for a moment. Of course the baby was hers. It was 
impossible for it to be otherwise.


 She looked again for a glimpse of his eyes but they remained firmly shut.


 "Shall I call the father in?" The midwife asked.


 "No, he's not here. He's ah overseas." Sue lied. "This one came a bit 
sooner than expected." Sue didn't see much point in changing the story that 
her parents had accepted, if not believed.


 What would they think when they saw the baby. An illegitimate child was 
one thing, but an off white illegitimate one?


 Sue didn't know how they would react to that, her father had some 
peculiar ideas about racial purity which was one reason why she hadn't kept on 
at their church where he got these ideas after she'd left home.


 "But you could let my mother in, she's waiting outside." Might as well 
get that over with as soon as possible. "N. . ." Sue was about to stop the 
midwife and then decided more matter of factly than she would have thought 
possible that she might as well get it over with. The midwife hadn't even 
broken her stride. No doubt she was used to distressed new mothers.


 Sue's mother wore a radiant smile as she came through the door. The 
prospect of seeing another grandchild, even if not the first and not 
legitimate was something she looked forward to.


 Sue watched her mother approach the bed, appraising the little nativity 
scene. The quickly re-freshed mother, the baby wrapped in a clean towel at her 
breast. She saw her mother stop and do a double take and then clutch the 
headboard for support.


 The babies undoubted illegitimacy and her daughter's sluttish behaviour 
could be forgiven, if not forgotten. But this? It was the ultimate insult, her 
daughter had let some white trash boy take advantage of her.


 Sue's mother had a guilty start. There had been a time before she had met 
her husband that she had all but sinned with a white man and he hadn't been 
trash, well not then anyway.


 'I haven't thought of him in years,' she thought guiltily, the expression 
on her daughter's face shaming her.


 "Hello dear," she said as if she meant it.


 Sue held out her baby and was pleased to see that whatever her mother 
felt about the colour of his skin she couldn't resist holding her first 
grandson.


 "What are you going to name him dear?" She asked as the thrill of the 
child overcome any other emotion for the moment.


 "Bruce." Sue exclaimed drowsily, a bit of a disappointment to her mother. 
She had hoped that Sue might choose one of her own or her husband's family 



names. Rufus Junior had a nice ring to it she thought. Maybe Rufus B Clarke 
Junior, yes that did have a nice ring to it she thought.


 She looked at the baby which was trying to see past the skin and hair 
colour and the eyes. We obviously aren't as nigger as we thought, must be some 
white massa there somewhere in the background for this little one to be so 
pale.


 Sue watched her mother glare at her baby, then watched her expression 
soften somewhat. But why Bruce? That's a bloody awful name. I'm sure mom has 
an idea, naming it after her father perhaps might soften the blow of the 
evidence of her bad behaviour. Even if she couldn't remember being bad. This 
time at least.


 What was it about the name Bruce that had made her suggest it as a 
possible name for her child? Before she had spoken, she had been considering 
names, she hadn't given the idea of naming the child once it was born much at 
all, that was the least of her worries.


 There was a book at home, more than one listing endless possible names 
for children. Sue had been aghast at some of them, who in their right mind 
would bestow a name like Saffron or Moonbeam or something else equally as 
weird and immediately start the poor kid off on the back foot.


 Sue also had books on child rearing and baby care, sex after child birth. 
Not much need for that really. But she had barely begun shopping for the baby 
before her mother had arrived a few days previously. If her mother hadn't of 
come no doubt she still wouldn't have nappies, baby clothes and bottles, a 
bassinet and all the other things that needed to be bought for the baby.


 Her credit cards had taken one hell of a beating and Hal on one of his 
regular calls had made noises about the liquidity of the Travel agency with 
all her recent spending.


 Fuck Hal she thought, relishing the silent use of the obscenity, and how 
aptly it described the way she felt.


 FUCK the father well. If he ever turns up, I don't know what I'll do to 
him. The effort of thinking about what she might do almost exhausted her.


 Her mother watched Sue's eyes droop, blink a few times and then suddenly 
close for good.


 Poor thing, she thought and satisfied that the baby wasn't in immediate 
need of feeding put it in the bassinet by the bed and quietly left the room.


 She thought about what she would do to the father if he turned up. But 
her immediate concern was what to tell her husband about the boy. He would be 
waiting by the phone to hear the good news.


 Waiting for the news was also a good excuse to stay glued to the 
television with a bottle of softdrink and a bowl of popcorn beside him instead 
of doing something useful like mowing the lawn or washing the car. She knew 
her husband had a secret fantasy that the father might be one of his football 
heros. A basketball or baseball player for second preference. How to tell him 
that the neither was likely?


 He would have to accept that his daughter had strayed badly and learn to 
forgive. Not that Sue's straying meant that she had to tell him everything 
straight away, he hadn't yet come to terms with the fact that his daughter had 
strayed so badly.


 He was also suffering in his own way for he had sought the advice and 
guidance of their pastor who on hearing the news had promptly begun to 
publicly voice doubts about brother Rufus's suitability to hold church 
offices.


 Losing his position in the church might be a blow from which he would 
never recover. Having to retire had been bad enough, losing the roles that he 
had developed to fill the yawning gap left by not having to work again might 
be the end of him.


 Sally Clarke was normally a mild mannered woman who always tried to see 
the best in people. But standing in the corridor outside her daughters room, 
if the child's father had been present she would have throttled him.


 The birth had the potential to destroy her life and all she held dear. 



She also knew in that moment it wasn't the baby's fault for being born, Sue's 
for that matter or even the father's, god rot his soul. She would nurture the 
baby as she would one of her own.


 How everyone else would react and the shame that they as a family would 
be forced to bear in order to make everyone else feel righteous and pure would 
be the heaviest burden to bear.


 The absent father was a different story, she'd wring his neck if she ever 
got the chance. How dare he do this to them!


 Sally Clarke found a phone and dialled her husband to inform him he now 
had a grandson. The excitement in his voice convinced her not to disclose the 
rest of the details of the child other than both mother and child were well. 
There would be time enough for that out later, besides as his sight was no 
longer the best he might not notice anything amiss until it was too late.


 Though she was exhausted from the birth Sue dozed fitfully. She was 
disturbed by visions of the man figure she thought might be god. She also got 
up several times to check on the baby, he was such a quiet soul that she 
thought he might have stopped breathing. Sue was quite paranoid about the baby 
suddenly dying on her. Everything about her pregnancy hadn't gone to plan from 
the unknown conception through to the full term, though apparently premature 
birth. Anything could and probably would happen she thought as she saw her 
mother slip back into the room. Soon doctors and nurses would be fussing over 
her and the specialist would no doubt want to take tests to figure out why she 
had given birth so soon. She dozed off only to awaken again after what seemed 
to be several minutes to find her mother arguing with someone.


 There was something odd about the man, he held a little square box in 
front of her mother's face and was rattling on hardly giving her a chance to 
speak.


 "The public has a right to know, Mrs ah, you're the mother right?"


 "Yes, now. . . "


 "Our paper will pay good money for an exclusive interview, lots of baby 
clothes, a slot on some high profile talk show, the skies the limit."


 "Ah look she's waking up." The man had turned to look at Sue.


 Sue clamped her eyes firmly shut and wished the man would just go away, 
not understanding or caring what was going on.


 "Young man," Sue heard her mother say firmly,"there's a security guard 
down the hall, if you don't leave immediately I'll. . ."


 "You wouldn't do that would you, I'm only trying to make a living you 
know." The man was changing tack, hustling, trying to pierce Sally Clarke's 
formidable defence's.


 "Peddling scandal and lies in some trashy tabloid?" Sally Clarke retorted 
hotly.


 "I'll have you know madam that our publication has the highest level of 
editorial integrity in the land and is read by thirty million Americans every 
week!"


 "Trash!"


 "No madam we do not print trash, only carefully researched human interest 
stories and such material that we think the public has a right to know."


 "So what does the public need to know about my daughter?"


 "We have it on good authority that your daughter slept with an alien."


 "What!"


 Sue sat bolt upright in the bed stunned by the accusation and the wind 
was taken out of her mother's sails. Sue watched her visibly sag, almost 
crumple to the ground and then after a moment straighten again holding the 
partially open door for support.


 "Get out!" She screeched at the top of her voice. "Get out of here this 
instant, how dare you make such obscene accusations about my daughter!"


 Before Sue had a chance to react, her mother was trying to shut the door 
on the reporter to force him out of the room. She also heard the sound of 
rapidly approaching footsteps in the corridor.


 The door burst open and a man brandishing a large, heavy revolver in one 



hand and a card in the other burst into the room.


 Just like on the movies Sue thought as she dropped back and drew the 
bedcovers over her head.


 "Freeze!" He yelled at the top of his voice. "Everybody down!" The 
command was superfluous as both the reporter and Sally Clarke were on the 
ground. Then to cap it all off the baby started howling.


 "FBI," the man with the gun yelled a little less loudly.


 "Are we a police state, this is police brutality." The reporter was the 
first to regain his wits. He was already barking into his small tape deck 
while the FBI agent was still darting anxious looks around the room trying to 
work out what was happening.


 "Give that here." The agent said holding out his hand for the tape deck.


 When the reporter said:" You can't do that." The agent replied, "Yes I 
can." He took the recorder and handed it to another man who had appeared in 
the doorway.


 "You can't do that." The reporter insisted again.


 "I just did," The agent replied, whipping out a set of handcuff's and 
before the reporter knew what was happening, cuffed both hands behind his 
back.


 "Take him away," He said after listening to a few moments invective "and 
lock him up with the other nutters."


 "Wait till we print this outrage," the reporter yelled at the top of his 
voice as the second agent dragged him screaming from the room. "You'll wish 
you'd never been born."


 "So will you when we've finished with you," the first agent called after 
his retreating figure.


 Sue pushed the covers back and reached out for the baby to try and soothe 
it. She was in time to watch the FBI agent slip his revolver back into it's 
holster and reach out to help her mother to her feet. He looked a lot less 
intimidating, a child with a dangerous toy Sue thought as he smiled sheepishly 
at them.


 While she made cooing noises and held the baby to her breast Sue tried to 
appear unconcerned at the reporter's accusations. How had he found out?


 Were the agents here to arrest her or keep an eye on her?


 "I'm sorry we had to disturb you ladies." He said. "But we're guarding a 
special patient down the corridor."


 Just as well he didn't have a gun, Sue said to herself a little relieved 
that she wasn't the one that the FBI were interested in. Unless of course she 
was and the agent simply wasn't letting on.


 "Why don't you stick him somewhere else instead of putting my daughter in 
danger," Sally Clarke insisted having regained her composure.


 "I'm not at liberty to say madam," the agent responded trying not to 
watch Sue suckle her baby.


 "Well what are you at liberty to say young man?"


 "Nothing madam, except that you are quite safe."


 "Hah!" Sally Clarke snorted,"Who do you think you're kidding sonny? You 
can't even keep a reporter out of here."


 "Yes madam, well I must be off ladies, please stay away from the far end 
of the corridor if you haven't already been informed," the agent told them 
backing out of the room.


 They hadn't been informed of course, another stuff up of were they, she, 
the object of their interest?


 sixteen


 Raele returned to Sietnuoc to pick up a longer range patrol ship. He 
liked the idea of being able to go anywhere in the known universe at a moments 
notice. Being in charge must have some perks afterall.


 At Sietnuoc's space port he found the patrol ship that he had used to 



return the offworlders to their planet all serviced and waiting for him.


 Raele had half expected to find, half hoped really, that other patrol 
craft had returned. Fellow pilots, used to employing a little initiative, the 
cream of what remained of the Skidian technocracy were the sort of Skidians he 
needed to help rebuild Skid.


 Skid had been a world where admission to the ranks of the technocracy was 
a jealously guarded privilege. Skidian society worked so well because most of 
the population not only knew nothing, they didn't know how to do anything 
except live from day to day either.


 Raele found the space port as empty as he had found it on his arrival. 
Even more unfortunately, once he climbed aboard the patrol craft and taken off 
he found that the service crew had made a few modifications to the auto pilot 
when he tried to enter his the coordinates for his intended destination. 
Normally the problem would have been picked up and rectified by the 
supervisor. But there was no supervisor anymore. Raele wondered what else 
around Skid might not be as it seemed after a service crew had worked on it 
without supervision.


 Raele wasn't too concerned about the auto pilot system. After all he had 
plenty of time and no distractions to correct the problem, it was a long way 
back to the offworlders' planet.


 Later, panels, modules, and fasteners strewn across the floor, 
replacement modules stacked alongside a diagnostics and repair kit Raele had 
to admit that he was beat. Somehow the service crew had placed an override on 
the outbound navsystem. Until he worked out what they had done he couldn't 
alter the patrol craft's course. If he couldn't discover a way to circumvent 
it then it looked as if he were locked into a course back to the offworlders 
planet.


 Raele tried punching in a Skidian bound course and saw it entered in the 
priority schedule. He hoped this meant the patrol ship would set course for 
Skid after it completed it's program. Which was? The log said a routine 
patrol of carbon based planet 100083L. The schedule also noted that he had 
full manual control so Raele didn't have a lot of faith in the log.


 Throughout the trip Raele tried to bypass the override without success, 
despite almost rebuilding the whole system from scratch so he could manually 
pilot the craft. As he got closer to the offworlder's planet he began to 
wonder what the service crews had programmed for him. More importantly whether 
the program would return manual control of the craft to him once he got close 
to the planet in case evasive action was necessary.


 Raele hoped so. He didn't really look forward to waiting on the planet 
for a rescue crew without a 'comfortor 'if something went wrong. He really 
should have brought one along just in case he thought.


 Too late, he was almost there. Raele felt the patrol craft begin 
decelerating as it passed the planets single moon and made the default 
approach. He watched the planet grow larger on the screen and noted not for 
the first time it's superficial similarity to his own planet.


 Give them a few thousand more years and they might be where Skid is he 
thought, remembering the primitive nature of the offworlders. He'd inspected 
the craft they'd left on their moon, or intercepted in space and wondered how 
they had managed to get so far with them. He also knew that all kinds of 
debris, primitive expended fuel packs, satellites and other space junk orbited 
the planet.


 Why don't they clean it up? He wondered, could they? What race in their 
right mind would advertise their lack of concern for their environment the way 
these offworlder's did?


 A warning light began to flash. Raele scanned the read out on the screen 
and saw a shape almost directly in front of him rapidly growing larger and 
larger. One of their patrol ships, space shuttles they called them. Craft that 
were only able to orbit the planet at fairly low altitudes, hardly worth the 
tag of space craft at all he decided with a superior grin.


 Raele had encountered these shuttles before at a distance, always he was 



able to steer well clear of them and rely on his own ship's cloaking devices 
to avoid detection. This time he had no control over the ship but still 
expected it to veer away, leaving the unarmed shuttle to continue it's way 
completely unaware of his presence.


 This time however his craft didn't change course and the shuttle grew 
larger and larger on the screen. Raele became a little concerned. What was 
going on here, what had the service crew done to his patrol craft?


 He glanced at the schedule again, the preprogrammed patrol would be 
complete within minutes. Just enough time to orbit the planet once at a low 
altitude and then it would be away again, released to his control. Raele hoped 
so anyway.


 Raele watched as their approach velocities slowed, cloaking devices or 
not the people aboard the shuttle couldn't help but see him out their windows 
now. The communications channel scrolling through all possible frequencies 
suddenly opened between the two craft so Raele could listen to the frantic 
conversations both on board and between the shuttle and it's ground 
controllers.


 "Columbia to ground control. We have encountered an unmarked object that 
appears to be an alien space ship."


 "A what? Columbia, our sensors show nothing."


 "Neither do ours control, hold on a moment we'll vector a camera on him. 
There do you see?"


 "Holy shit!"


 "What's he up to do you think?"


 "No idea control, what do you think we should do?"


 Raele's craft slowed and swung around to keep station on the shuttle, so 
close that Raele could see right onto their flight deck. He could see the 
excitement of the offworlders. Some of them pointed up at him, one waved so 
Raele waved back, others seemed to be working frantically at their consoles.


 "He's right beside us now. Bastard waved at us. Is this some kind of joke 
control?"


 "No it's not," snapped back a voice. "Have you tried making contact with 
the vessel?"


 "No control, though Commander Hasset did wave at him."


 "Is the ship showing any aggressive tendencies?"


 "No it has just changed course and is now on the same heading as 
ourselves. We'll try making contact."


 Raele wondered whether he should open communications with the shuttle but 
before he had time to consider the idea which was strictly forbidden. 
Forbidden by whom, he was the leader of the Skidians now his patrol ship 
abruptly swung away and resumed it's previous course.


 "He's gone control, heading your way." The owner of the voice sounded 
relieved Raele thought, he was somebody else's problem now.


 But who's?


 "Ok Columbia, we think we've got him now. You will now abort your mission 
and return immediately to base immediately. Repeat abort your mission and 
return immediately. And maintain radio silence except for mission related 
communications."


 Raele took another look at the schedule. Hopefully in a couple of minutes 
he would regain control of the ship and then he would head back to Skid.


 No doubt his unscheduled presence would confound and confuse the 
offworlders but he had more important matters to attend to back on Skid.


 The planet loomed larger in his screen and then he was flying through the 
atmosphere the patrol craft changing course regularly to make a wide birth 
around the other craft sharing the same airspace.


 "Unidentified craft entering US controlled airspace please identify 
yourself or we will take defensive action." A voice demanded over the 
communications channel.


 Raele almost laughed out loud, but he didn't reply. The offworlders had 
nothing to that could touch him. Without any concern for his safety he watched 



ungainly craft loaded with primitive missiles labour into the air.


 "Unidentified craft please identify yourself." Raele knew they were 
getting worried down on the planet's surface now and didn't really blame them. 
It must come as quite a shock to discover a space craft from another planet 
suddenly flying through your airspace and realise there wasn't much you could 
do about it.


 Raele watched the scene beneath him unfold as his patrol craft sped 
across the planet. One moment he was crossing a great salty water, the next 
the craft jinked across a large city that didn't look unlike a city on Skid, 
then over vast empty spaces.


 The offworlders could track him easily now Raele thought, his craft had 
slowed somewhat and their offensive craft could almost keep up with him. As he 
thought this a ball of fire bloomed to his left, then another ahead of him and 
shockwaves generated by the explosions rocked his craft slightly. They're 
firing at me Raele noted as his ships defensive systems identified, tracked 
and then destroyed the incoming missiles. Then there were more explosions far 
behind as the craft that had fired the missiles were also destroyed.


 "Unidentified craft you have destroyed several of our aircraft that were 
simply tracking you without aggressive intent. We now deem you to be a 
hostile and will take steps to destroy you unless you immediately turn to 
heading one four five true and form on an aircraft who will lead you to one of 
our bases where you will land."


 Raele thought about the unknown speaker's words, not sure if he had 
understood him correctly. Hadn't they fired first? He certainly had no 
intention of landing to explain that he was only defending himself.


 Beep beep beep. The control console announced that the override that had 
been placed over the auto navigation system would be released in thirty 
seconds, or so Raele hoped. Nothing was working out at the moment as it 
should. He just hoped that the service crew hadn't done some other programming 
that he didn't know about.


 The craft was approaching a high mountain range and smoothly ascended to 
crest it. It had accelerated now leaving any potential pursuers far behind, 
though his monitors detected sudden bursts of fire told Raele that they were 
still trying to attack him. As Raele wondered at how the range was covered in 
a white material near it's summit he realised that his craft was barely going 
to clear it on it's present course.


 Raele watched the timer count down estimating that he might have a few 
seconds to save himself and the ship from disaster if control reverted to him 
at the end of the program. He flicked the manual control switch and placed his 
hand on the joy stick that stuck up like a pistol grip from the console ready 
to wrench the craft over the obstacle.


 With one eye on the timer Raele still had time to marvel at how the white 
material smoothed out the harsh rock that threatened to smash into his craft. 
Raele decided that the white material must be some kind of powder as it blew 
out behind the craft as it passed. Maybe that's why the service crew 
programmed the trip like this he thought, they wanted to see what the white 
material, to see if it had any possible utility on Skid.


 They were cutting it pretty fine if that was their idea. Raele felt that 
if he could reach outside the craft he would be able to touch the ground.


 He watched the timer scroll down to zero and wrenched back on the 
joystick putting the craft almost on it's end. Raele felt a slight bump, the 
service crew had slightly miscalculated. A quick glance at the control console 
told Raele that the outer integrity of the craft's hull had been breached as 
it crested the summit.


 Raele pondered his options for a moment. He wouldn't be able traverse 
true space until that breach was repaired, though otherwise his craft was 
operational. He had to find somewhere to land and if he couldn't repair the 
breach himself await the arrival of a service crew to complete the task. He 
armed his distress beacon and began the task of selecting a suitably isolated 
site to land and inspect the damage. 



 The chasing craft seemed to have lost him for the moment, perhaps 
believing that he had ploughed into the mountain Raele thought. He swung back 
over the mountain and headed for the ground knowing it would be almost 
impossible to be tracked at low levels and that a reciprocal heading would be 
the last thing they expected.


 Voices still called to him over the communications channel, but they 
obviously didn't know whether he was hearing them or not because the same 
warning was repeated over and over. Warning him of the dire consequences of 
not following their demands to land and promising sure destruction if he 
didn't.


 Raele began to search ahead of him for a large open space where he could 
land his patrol craft.


 It didn't occur to Raele that there were many such places on the planet 
but far from being isolated and largely empty of people they were often 
bustling places called airports.


 After a detailed search he found what he was looking for. A large open 
space that conveniently had some kind of large buildings at one end. Raele 
thought he might be able to park his craft in one of the large buildings while 
awaiting the service crew who were already on their way in case he needed 
them.


 There seemed to be few offworlders about and only the occasional traffic 
leaving or entering the area, so Raele decided to trust in his cloaking device 
and land.


 As the patrol craft came to a stop outside the open door of one of the 
large buildings Raele caught sight of some figures fleeing out the back. They 
didn't concern him overly, how could they hurt him? Gingerly he rolled the 
craft into the building and parked it beside one of the offworld craft inside.


 Raele wondered how such a large and unwieldy craft could fly with it's 
wings and large externally propulsion units engines. He wanted to have a good 
look at it once he had surveyed the damage to his own craft. Perhaps he could 
even take it for a test flight he thought.


 As he stepped out of his patrol craft Raele heard a loud piercing wail 
and rumbling noises that seemed to be approaching him. Somewhere a distorted 
voice called unintelligible commands. There were other sounds that Raele 
couldn't identify, like the sound of heavy rain on a metal roof that he'd only 
heard at Aotearoa. But it wasn't rain.


 Raele wasn't perturbed, he carefully checked the hull and found a large 
ragged gash in the outer hull. He peered inside the gash and saw that the 
inner hull was undamaged. In between the two hulls he could see a repair crew 
cautiously making it's way along on the inspection rail, surveying for 
possible damage as it did so.


 Raele watched as it's metal arms ran along the smooth skin of the hulls 
checking for more holes and other structural damage.


 When it came to the large gash where it's rails had been damaged Raele 
watched as always in a little awe as the small robot rapidly rebuilt it's 
pathway. Once that was done, it began work on tidying the damage so that the 
service crew could begin work immediately they landed.


 There wasn't much Raele could do for the moment except wait. He 
sauntered over to the offworlder craft and sat himself on one of the large 
round things that it seemed to be supported by. What were they? He wondered 
rolling himself some agbar, blissfully unaware of the no smoking signs around 
the building.


 He thought he could possibly repair the damage to the hull himself if he 
had the right materials. Judging from the alloys used on the offworld craft he 
sat under he decided it probably wasn't worth the effort.


 Raele could see out the door of the building from where he sat and was 
satisfied that the area in front was quite clear. If he stayed where he was, 
he was sure the offworlders would never locate him. He got up and strolled 
around the offworlder's craft wondering how it managed to claw it's way into 
the sky and how he might enter it to make a survey. It looked to be a vast 



craft but much of it's bulk consisted of the wings and it's propulsion units.


 He found what looked to be an access way leading up to the fuselage. Did 
it have sensors that would prevent unauthorised entry similar to his own 
craft.


 Raele climbed the stairway and peered inside the empty fuselage. A cargo 
ship then?


 As he considered whether to enter a loud distorted voice, similar to the 
one he'd heard earlier suddenly called out.


 "You there, stop right there and put your hands' up."


 Raele walked down the stairs so he could see where all the noise had 
suddenly come from. There in the doorway was a crowd of men holding a variety 
of simple weapons, not dissimilar to the one that the offworlder had used on 
Skid to destroy the beasts called ivops when he wished to consume one.


 "And put that damn cigarette out!" Another voice called.


 Raele put his agbar in his nostril and considered the situation. He 
didn't see the crowd of offworlders as any real threat. One blast from his 
dazierwogga would deal with them. Maybe he thought, if I just ignore them 
they'll go away.


 He saw several of the offworlders slowly approach him, gesturing with 
their weapons while others moved across to his patrol craft no doubt hoping to 
cut him off from it. Well it's not going anywhere for the moment he thought 
wondering what the gestures meant.


 Raele watched as one of them cautiously walked up the short gangway and 
peered nervously inside. Then he went one step too far and suddenly 
disappeared in a cloud of smoke. Raele's nose wrinkled at the offensive smell 
and saw the crowd of offworlders was visibly shaken and those closest to him 
quickly stepped back.


 "Do you understand?" The harsh distorted voice demanded.


 Raele didn't bother dignifying the question with an answer. Just who did 
this offworlder think he was? Of course he understood.


 "Now what?" He asked himself just wanting to be left alone until his ship 
was repaired.


 "Do you understand me?" The voice from before repeated.


 Raele ignored the questioner once more and decided he might be better off 
back in his own craft.


 He walked to the bottom of the stairs and began to cross the floor.


 "Get him," the voice called and Raele suddenly found himself surrounded 
by offworlders reaching out and clutching at him. He was so stunned by the 
offensive manners that he didn't know how to react for a moment. By the time 
he decided to reach for his dazierwogga he found that his arms had been 
restrained by two metal bracelets.


 The offworlder with the loud voice approached Raele and looked up at him.


 "Well what have we here?"


 Raele stared down at the pompous little offworlder who wore a uniform of 
colours and braid like a Celcion peasant pretending to be a warrior and 
remained silent. He'd met his kind before on official trips to Celcious and 
always found that the best way to deal with them was to ignore them.


 "Take him to the infirmary and see he is well guarded." The little man 
said. "The people from the government will want to see him as soon as they 
arrive."


 Raele felt himself pushed toward the doorway and an odd vehicle that 
stood there. Raele thought about using his dazierwogga, again, the offworlders 
hadn't found it. Why bother he decided I might as well use the time while I 
wait for the service crew. Might even learn something from the offworlders. 
But as he watched the pompous little offworlder stride up the ramp into his 
patrol craft and immolate himself Raele thought that hardly likely.


 seventeen 



 'Haute Tucker,' read the sign over the restaurant when Bruce finally 
found it in an area that seemed given over to trendy boutiques and eateries. 
Not the sort of place he expected at all, nor did he expect to be a 
half-expected visitor. Dick had come through for once it seemed.


 A little bit of work about the place for the both of them for free board 
and tucker, grog not included seemed a pretty decent deal to Bruce.


 "Business was a bit slow at first," Trev said as he poured Bruce a beer 
in the bar." But it's picking up nicely now. There's quite a few Kiwis and 
Aussies floating about the place who provide the hard core clientele and more 
of the locals are coming in. I think the antipodes are the in thing at the 
moment."


 "Oh yeah." Bruce said diffidently more interested in the rugby game on 
the television if the truth was known, even though he'd watched it live before 
he left home.


 "By the way, what happened to that girl that was with you?"


 "Dunno really, she just decided she wanted the car for a while. Dunno why 
she asked really, her sister's car."


 "Thought she was shooting through actually, she took all her gear with 
her."


 "She didn't say anything to me, maybe she's gone to the laundromat or 
something." Bruce suggested .


 "Don't think so mate, she looked like a woman on a mission that one."


 Bruce secretly hoped that Carol might have slipped away, though he was a 
little miffed that she hadn't said anything. Come to think of it he thought, 
she hasn't said much for the last couple of days.


 Oh well, Bruce thought not to worry.


 "I'd better have a look upstairs I guess." Bruce decided finishing off 
his beer.


 Upstairs in the room that Trev had given them Bruce found his bags and 
clothes discarded untidily on the bed where he'd dropped them earlier. Of 
Carols' belongings there was no sign. As if she had never been except for the 
slight trace of her perfume and the envelope on the pillow where she must have 
intended he'd see it.


 Dear Bruce, the note began. Well didn't they all?


 I've decided to go and meet my boyfriend as planned.


 Boyfriend? Bruce had thought all along that Carol was going to trip 
around with one of her girlfriends.


 Thank you for the wonderful time over the last few days but I'm going to 
sneak off now, without saying goodbye.


 Bruce didn't bother reading the rest, except to note that Carol added a 
few 'x's after name. He actually felt a great sense of relief as he walked 
back down to the bar. That was one job that he wasn't looking forward to out 
of the way.


 "Gone?" Trev asked.


 "Yeah." Bruce replied, crumpling the note and envelope in his hand and 
tossing it into an ashtray.


 "Oh well not to worry."


 "Yeah you get that on the big jobs," Bruce replied eyeing up a couple of 
sophisticated looking woman who had just walked in to try out the latest in 
ethnic eateries.


 "What are you doing tomorrow night?"Trev asked.


 "Dunno, don't I have to work?"


 "I've got some tickets to a State of Origin game that's being played here 
tomorrow night. Wanna come?"


 "Yeah sure," Bruce replied not really interested in what Trev had to say, 
beginning to smart over Carol's hasty exit.


 Then he laughed, she'd had one over on him all the time.


 The rest of the night was a blur of raised raucous voices and glasses and 
conviviality. Bruce knew he should have slowed, stopped drinking when he was 
all but legless. But he couldn't stop himself. 



 The beer flowed easily down his throat, half smoked cigarettes filled an 
ashtray at his elbow. Squint eyed, he tried to concentrate on another video 
but the picture wouldn't stay still.


 He felt sick, he had another beer and then he saw that the bar was empty, 
the lights going off one by one and Trev was telling him to go up to bed.


 "What for?" Bruce asked, looking at his watch and deciding that it was 
only about eleven o'clock. "I wanna go raging," but he allowed himself to be 
led away to his room.


 "Take my bike and have a look around the place, "Trev suggested the next 
morning as the two of them sat around a table eating breakfast.


 Bruce didn't feel like doing much at all. He had a shit of a hangover but 
a good feed of bacon and eggs, a cup of coffee and several aspirin soon had 
him feeling much better.


 After demolishing the big greasy breakfast, managing to hold it down 
without too much effort he wondered whether the previous evening had been 
nothing more than just another dream. What had he done?


 "Ok Trev, that sounds like a good scheme to me." Domestic duties around 
the restaurant didn't really appeal to him.


 Outside Bruce kicked the bike into life and carefully made his way out 
into the midmorning stream of traffic trying to decide which way to head. He 
was still thinking about it five minutes later as he stopped at a set of 
traffic lights.


 A sign caught his eye as he waited fro the lights to change and somewhere 
in his subconscious a recognition signal flashed.


 'Nah bullshit." Bruce thought, 'I'm out of my mind.' He started as a horn 
tooted from behind him.


 Bruce rode through the lights and pulled across the road, oblivious to 
the squeal of brakes and toots of the angry motorists he cut across in front 
of. He pulled the bike onto it's stand lit himself a smoke and then sauntered 
back the way he had ridden so he could get a look at the sign that had caught 
his eye.


 'Trekkers Tours,' it read with, 'Travel Agents for the Intrepid,' in 
smaller lettering underneath.


 The name rang a bell with Bruce, but he couldn't say where it had rung 
for him. He walked up to the sign, rubbed his chin thoughtfully for a moment 
then pushed inside.


 Bruce looked at the travel posters of inviting tropical beaches, snow and 
mountains, a promotional map of Australia and the like.


 "Can I help sir?" Asked a giant of man who had silently appeared at his 
side.


 "Nah, actually I dunno really." Bruce tried to rationalise his decision 
to walk in off the street.


 "Can I see your boss please?" He asked before he knew what he was saying 
in his best business like manner.


 "I am the manager sir, how can I help you?"


 "Who owns the place mate?"


 "I am delegated by the owner to operate the business, while she," he 
hesitated for a moment.


 A her then, that rang a bell somewhere.


 "While she is er absent."


 "Oh, I'm running an Adventure Tour Company in New Zealand and had a 
proposal to put to her. I guess I should really speak to her about it. When 
she will be back?"


 Bruce felt that he really did have something to say to the owner of the 
travel company. But what? He remembered saying something about travel to 
somebody, perhaps last night when I was pissed he thought.


 "Would you like to come into my office sir, we can talk there." Hal said.


 The imposing bulk of the man standing over him gave Bruce little choice 
in the matter for the moment, especially as Hal grabbed Bruce by the arm and 



almost marched him away.


 "You have credentials?"


 "I have positive identification if that's what you mean."


 "Australian you said?" Was this bloke for real Bruce thought.


 Calls himself a travel agent. He decided to let the man conjure himself 
up visions of Australian entrepreneurs and their well known unorthodox modes 
of operation.


 "Hal Lindstrom," Hal said proffering his hand for Bruce to shake. "Your 
approach is a little unusual, took me by surprise." Hal said trying to crush 
Bruce's hand in his awesome fist.


 Bruce saw that Hal was the type of man that like to dominate others by 
the sheer force of his presence, which Bruce had to admit was pretty 
impressive. He squeezed back and a thirty-second test of strength began until 
Bruce tried to retrieve his hand. He wasn't comfortable with the way some men 
liked to hang onto other men's hands.


 "You have a business proposition, which you are loath to discuss with 
me?"


 "We've looked over this place pretty carefully and decided that you're 
our best shot with the type of market that we're aiming at." Bruce didn't 
believe he was saying these things but he was beginning to enjoy playing the 
big shot. Surely Hal must smell a rat, if I'd really checked the place out I'd 
know all about the boss. Maybe Hal was as gullible and impressionable as he 
was big?


 Bruce was wondering what to say next when saw a letter addressed to a Mss 
Sue Clarke laying on the. That name also rang a bell.


 "I've just returned from a trip home and decided to make a direct 
approach to." Mss or missus? "Mss Clarke."


 "Mss Clarke is indisposed presently, I could pass on a message if you'd 
like to give me a general outline." Hal suggested.


 Bruce felt an irrational imperative need to meet Mss Clarke but couldn't 
work out why. It was as if a part of his brain knew why but wasn't letting him 
know. Bruce felt as if he had been impelled by an unknown force all these 
months towards a hidden goal and suddenly realised it was almost within reach.


 'I'll get the bitch.' A con artist! It stood out a mile. What a good way 
to get back at the bitch, he thought and grinned secretly, the bitch that had 
rebuffed his advances. Hal still smarted at this setback, he wasn't used to 
being rebuffed.


 Hal was a vindictive man by nature and he saw in front of him the weapon 
he'd been waiting for to exact his revenge. He'll fuck this outfit for sure he 
thought.


 "Look," he said," I think the best I can do is give you a phone number 
and an address where you might be able to contact her. I'll leave it you how 
you do it."


 Bruce watched Hal laboriously write out a phone number on a piece of 
paper. "Here you are." Hal said hand it over.


 All Bruce could think of was that the culmination of months of unfounded 
yearnings and anxieties was almost imminent, an awareness that Bruce hadn't 
really been aware of until precisely that moment.


 Bruce picked his nose unconsciously considering the proffered note and 
without thinking pulled out his smokes and lit one up.


 Hal's nose twitched distastefully as he held out the note.


 "Oh yeah, thanks mate," he said grabbing the piece of paper wondering 
what was on it but not wanting to show himself up by looking at it in the 
office. "Well we'll see ya later eh?" Bruce said standing to shake Hal's hand.


 Hal looked at the hand, ignored it but automatically stood to hold the 
door open for Bruce as he wandered out of the office wondering what the hell 
he was doing.


 "Thank's." Bruce muttered as he wandered out onto the street and found 
himself looking at a phone box.


 He rang the number and immediately wished he hadn't. He heard the phone 



connect and then the warble of an answer phone kicking in.


 "Hello, Sue here. I'm not able to come to....."


 Bruce hung up and found to his surprise that he was breathing heavily as 
if he had just run a mile or so up the road in his gumboots. He was also 
grateful that Mss Clarke hadn't answered, he needed sometime to think about 
what was going on.


 This calls for a bit of thought. He decided that a beer or so was needed 
before he did anything and headed back to Trev's restaurant.


 eighteen


 The noisy roar of a motorbike going down the street outside woke Sue from 
her afternoon sleep. Woke the baby which squalled disconsolately in the cot 
beside the bed.


 Sue wanted to get out of bed and soothe the child with milk from her 
heavy swollen breasts. But I'm so tired, she thought. It was turning out to 
be a tiring occupation raising a child.


 The bedroom door opened and her mother poked her head inside the room.


 "Aren't you going to feed him, do you want me to look after him for a 
moment dear?"


 "I'll feed him in a few minutes, he'll be all right then."


 "You can't keep calling the baby 'him' for ever dear. Why not call him 
Bruce like you said?" Sally Clarke caught the look on her daughter's face and 
decided to let the matter drop. It was unnatural for the baby not to have a 
name, even more unnatural to announce a name and then decide to change it as 
soon as she got home. But then the whole business of Sue's pregnancy had been 
unnatural. Sally Clarke didn't know the half of it.


 "I'll make us a cup of coffee then."


 Sue nodded tiredly and wondered whether having and then caring for a 
baby was always this fatiguing. Having a baby, watching it develop day by day 
should be a fulfilling and wonderful experience, all the books said so. It 
wasn't working out that way for Sue.


 She felt as if the baby was sucking her dry, he drank insatiably and 
seemed to grow in front of her eyes. There was something strange about this 
baby, she could see it written in the doctors and visiting specialists face's 
when they came to check up on her.


 Sue was sure the baby wouldn't survive long, even though he looked 
healthy enough, they just hadn't let on yet what it was. This was why Sue had 
forgotten about the name even though the baby was a few weeks old.


 For the last few days he had cried a lot more than usual and no amount of 
feeding, the usual remedy for his distress would quieten him. His gums were 
hard upon her nipples, making them feel bruised and tender.


 Sue could hear the motorbike that had roared up the street earlier 
returning like an irritating fly buzzing around the house.


 She heard the engine noise die, then stop completely as it seemed to stop 
outside the house. Must be going next door Sue decided, she didn't know 
anybody that rode a motorcycle.


 "Sue, Sue!" Her mother yelled bursting into the room a few minutes later, 
"there's a man, a white man," she didn't forget to say, "coming to the door. 
What shall I do?"


 "Who, what?" Sue asked tiredly. Hal didn't ride a motorcycle did he?"


 "He's probably lost or something. Just answer the door and see what he 
wants. He probably won't bite." Sue added as her mother hovered nervously by 
the bedroom door.


 "He might be dangerous." Sally Clarke was more than a little apprehensive 
and didn't mind admitting it.


 "Oh mum, don't be so silly." Sue forced herself out of bed, picked up the 
baby, draped a bathrobe around her shoulders and walked up to the front door 
Her mother stood anxiously looking over her shoulder a hammer in her hand just 



in case as Sue opened the door.


 "Hello."


 Bruce stood on the doorstep wondering if the people inside were ever 
going to open the door. He'd seen a disembodied face peer down at him through 
the curtains from an upper story window and then just as quickly disappear 
when he waved. What sort of place was this he wondered? Maybe I'd have been 
better off to ring instead of being clever and getting the address out of the 
phone book he thought. But when he found the address was so close to where he 
was, it seemed silly not to just truck on down there.


 Bruce was just about to give up and ride away when he saw a figure 
through the glass door. He stood there shifting uncomfortably from foot to 
foot and waited for the door to open, scratching his bum through the fabric of 
his trousers and smoothing his tousled hair.


 "Giddae." He muttered awkwardly wondering what he was going to find as he 
heard the door being unlocked and watched it swing open. "I'm looking for . . 
. " Bruce didn't complete the sentence as he was confronted by a sight that 
left him temporarily stunned.


 "You?" The recognition was mutual. Then Bruce had to duck as a hammer 
came flying through the air at him.


 "You'd better come in." Sue managed to say after a moment or two. God had 
come to her as she had secretly hoped he would.


 Bruce nodded and wiped his boots on the door mat. He didn't say anything 
because he was a little bit dazed. This was the black woman that inhabited his 
dreams but where did the baby come into the picture? He stepped carefully over 
the inert body of Sally Clarke who had fainted in the hallway after throwing 
the hammer at him.


 "Hold your baby while I make sure she's all right." Sue said handing over 
the baby and bending over her mother.


 "My baby? How can that be?" Bruce asked taking the baby in his arms and 
suddenly overwhelmed by an incredible sense of achievement.


 Wow, my very own sprog he thought as holding the little bundle seemed to 
be the most natural thing in the world.


 Bruce looked at the baby's face and saw how familiar it looked. How the 
features reminded him of his own baby photo's, indeed of photo's of his father 
and those of a cousins kid who was unfortunate enough to have a striking 
resemblance to both himself and his father. Only the skin colour was a little 
dark. Though it was surely impossible, there was little doubt in Bruce's mind 
that he could well be the child's father.


 He sat himself on the sofa with the baby while Sue revived her mother and 
dragged her into the kitchen.


 Sue watched god play with their child. Was it time to broach the problem 
of his name? She was going to suggest that they call him Joseph but perhaps 
that could wait. Sue decided that god seemed to have a way with the child, it 
gurgled contentedly in his arms. But then god would have a way with children, 
wouldn't he?


 Bruce sensed that the woman was looking at him and looked up with a 
depreciating smile.


 The woman looked familiar, in fact Bruce felt he knew her almost as well 
as himself, except that he'd only ever come across her in his dreams.


 "He's a cute little bugger isn't he?"


 Sue didn't know how to answer that one, she wanted to kneel before god 
and receive his benediction. But she was afraid to do anything until she was 
told. Perhaps she should kneel in front of him?


 Bruce looked up expectantly. "I think he might need a feed don't you?"


 Sue nodded dumbly.


 What the hell have I stumbled into here? Bruce wondered watching the 
woman kneeling at his feet and trying to work out what she wanted.


 "Here." Bruce thrust the baby at her.


 Sue grasped her, their child and still kneeling on the floor pulled her 
nightgown apart and let the child suckle hungrily at her breast. 



 Sally Clarke entered the room bearing a tray of steaming cups.


 "What are you doing Sue?" She asked shocked to find her daughter breast 
feeding her baby in front of a total stranger.


 "It's ok mom," Sue mumbled trancelike.


 "I think it's disgusting," Sally Clarke screeched and then it dawned on 
her who Bruce might be. "As for you." She said turning on Bruce remembering 
her intention to kill the father if she ever came across him. But she saw that 
the two of them were totally ignoring her.


 Sally Clarke threw up her hands in despair and ran out of the room. She 
ran up the stairs and quickly threw her clothes into a suitcase.


 Minutes later she had stomped out of the house to her car and was sitting 
there waiting for Sue to come and out and say she was sorry. Say something. 
But the minutes ticked by and Sally Clarke realised that at least for the 
moment as far as her daughter was concerned she didn't exist.


 Bruce for his part was watching in silence as his baby sucked away at one 
large dark breast and then watched as Sue unconcernedly swapped the baby to 
the other breast.


 Bruce grabbed one of the cups of coffee that the old woman had left and 
balanced it on the arm rest while he rolled a smoke.


 God had human weaknesses then Sue saw. If only one of those blood and 
thunder television evangelists could see him.


 The baby rested in the woman's lap now apparently sated a little white 
liquid dribbling from his lips.


 "I'll just change him." Sue said rising to her feet.


 "I'm sure he will." Bruce said watching as Sue grabbed an old-fashioned 
nappy from a pile by the door and an absorbent pad. He watched the blissful 
domestic scene with a warm heart. It was almost as if by some strange twist 
of fate that he'd stumbled on what he had been searching for all these years.


 Bruce got up and watched Sue put the baby in it's cot, kissing it's 
forehead before quietly backing out of the room and closing the door.


 Bruce picked his smoke out of the pot plant that he was using as an 
ashtray and polished off the remainder of his coffee while Sue stood before 
him.


 "Sit down."


 Sue sat stiff and straight alongside Bruce on the sofa waiting for god's 
next command, not that god knew what to say.


 "I s'pose my turning up here must come as a bit of a shock." Bruce said, 
"I mean you probably don't even know who I am."


 "Yes I do."


 "Eh? You do?"


 "Yes."


 "Well how come I didn't know who you were today? Though I've dreamed 
about you for ages."


 "Oh." It was Sue's turn ro be surprised," was she only one of god's 
vessels then?"


 "What's your name?"


 "Bruce."


 Sue thought that god must be travelling incognito. Deep down though she 
knew she wasn't dealing with a divine being but a flesh and blood man who like 
herself was trying to find some missing pieces of his life.


 To Sue it was obvious who the father of her baby was and Bruce thought he 
must be. Both of them were at a loss as to explain how.


 "How long have you been here Bruce?"


 "Where?"


 "Here in Portland I mean."


 "Oh just since yesterday morning."


 "Are you sure?"


 "Yeah of course, what do you think I am?"


 "I'm just trying to work that out you fuckwit." Sue clapped a hand over 
her mouth. She had never spoken like that to anyone, never. 



 But Bruce didn't seem to notice.


 "Look at what you did to me."


 Bruce looked at Sue and couldn't see what her problem was.


 "What?"


 "Isn't that obvious?" Sue yelled at him."What do you think that is in the 
bedroom, a blow up doll?"


 "No of course not, it's a mystery to me as well." He muttered.


 How was it that this woman had a baby that was the spitting image of 
himself at the same age?


 "It must be you." Sue accused him, "I've had dreams about you."


 "I've had dreams about you as well." Bruce said, "and tall weird looking 
men wearing dresses." He added not sure how he could admit responsibility for 
the baby.


 Bruce scratched his nose contemplatively. "Can you tell me something?"


 "What?" Sue snapped back.


 "Who the hell are you and what am I doing here?" Bruce asked a little 
more harshly than he had intended.


 "My name is Sue, as if you didn't know. You found me didn't you?"


 "Yeah but only by accident really. Well I dunno about that quite so 
much." Bruce didn't know how to explain how he had come to be there yet.


 "Well what you did to me was no accident." Sue retorted. "You took 
advantage of me and that baby is the result."


 "But where did we meet? I haven't been to this part of the world before 
have you been down our way recently?"


 "Your way, I don't even know where your way is."


 "New Zealand."


 That stumped Sue for a moment. It didn't occur to her that the man 
sitting alongside her might be from the other side of the world.


 "New Zealand? I don't even know where that is."


 "I know." Bruce replied absently. "You told me."


 "So you have met me?"


 "Well I must have, but I don't know where."


 "I've seen you in my dreams." Sue admitted after a while. "Do you think 
we shared a former life somehow?"


 "Shit!" Bruce snorted," get a grip on yourself, another life indeed!"


 "Well we must have shared something, somewhere!" Sue snapped at Bruce.


 "Well I'm not disclaiming responsibility for the mite you know, It just 
doesn't seem possible to me that's all."


 "There are tests you know."


 "Yeah I know, but all they'll prove is what we probably already know."


 "Would they?"


 "Yeah, the little bugger's the spitting image of me when I was a kid, 
poor bugger." The idea of being a father was really growing on Bruce. He 
scratched his nose free of the chunk of snot that had been irritating him.


 "Something really weird's going on here you know." And he began telling 
Sue about the recurring dreams in which she had played a part. How he thought 
for a long time that he was losing his grip on reality, how he had the nagging 
feeling that somehow he had not been there in spirit at least for some length 
of time. How all of a sudden he and his dogs had put on weight and other 
minor events that put together must mean something. And how for months now 
he's felt an invisible thread dragging him along to this meeting.


 Sue in turn told Bruce about her dreams of him and how she thought he 
must be god.


 "Do you have dogs?" She asked.


 "Yeah three of them." Which explained the dogs.


 "Well they were there too and those men who looked like angels."


 "Yeah they had me stumped as well....."


 "By the way?" Sue asked." What's your name, did you tell me?"


 "Bruce, Bruce Harwood


 "I thought my dreams of you were actually visions." Sue confessed, "I 



thought you were god and I was your vessel."


 "Christ." Bruce guffawed and chuckled to himself for a few minutes.


 "And now we've met I have this weird sensation that we have met. "Sue 
continued undeterred." But where? "


 Bruce didn't know what to think, but he had a pretty vivid imagination.


 "Do you hear voices calling to you, talking about you?" Sue continued 
just as Bruce was opening his mouth to speak.


 "Well not exactly you know."


 Bruce was saved from elaborating by the telephone. He picked up the 
receiver.


 "Hello?" Bruce liked disconcerting people when answering telephones in 
other people's business and homes. "What can I do you for?" But he wasn't 
quite prepared for the earful he received this time.


 "I want to talk to you, you lecherous immoral bastard." A loud, obviously 
angry, male voice roared down the telephone.


 Bruce held the handpiece away from his ear while the tirade went on. In 
the background Bruce could hear someone crying, soothing voices and the 
clatter of crockery as if somebody was making a cup of tea.


 "Not a problem." Bruce said when the tirade had stopped, replaced by 
tortured sounding heavy breathing." I think it's for you." He said passing the 
handpiece to an astonished Sue.


 "Sue speaking."


 "What have you done to your mother?" An angry voice demanded, one that 
Bruce could clearly hear even though he had stood and moved discreetly across 
the other side of the room, close to the door. He needed to get away and 
think.


 "Ok well come up now." Bruce heard Sue say and his heart stopped. He 
definitely didn't want to face her irate father.


 "We can't, your mother crashed the car on the way home, she was in such a 
state." Sue's father roared in a way that made Sue wonder whether he was more 
angry about his car or her behaviour.


 "That was my father." Sue said switching off the phone a few seconds 
later.


 "I'd never have guessed."


 "He want's to tear your head off."


 "Chance will be a fine thing." Bruce decided making for the door, he 
wasn't planning to be around for that.


 nineteen


 Cop gave up disgustedly.


 "Into him Punch." He muttered, or rather, thought in simple doggie terms.


 Punch leapt at the two disbelieving listeners biting and snarling 
viciously. He wasn't a big dog, however since their trip away, the tourists 
found themselves beneficiaries of all kinds of super dog capabilities.


 Cop was able to communicate and articulate in a manner he'd never 
imagined possible. One day he'd tell the bosses boss what a silly old duffer 
he was. He couldn't wait to have a decent chat with his own boss. But until 
the boss returned Cop wasn't about to put his new powers to the real test. 
Unfortunately Can and Punch were as thick as they'd always been. Pretty thick.


 Can could now view the world about her in colour, but could make limited 
use of this ability.


 Punch, well if Punch had a brain it would be lonely. A gangly overgrown 
puppy if ever there was one who could run tirelessly for hours, barking 
constantly as he loped along. He liked nothing better than to drool over the 
boss or any other boss for that matter while they were eating in the hope of 
some titbit of boss tucker. Somewhere along the line Punch had acquired a 
ten-fold increase in strength which meant that he would have been quite 
capable of tearing the two doubting rovers to pieces if they had not been 



separated by a few well placed whacks with a baton by the bosses boss.


 "Bruce's dogs have always been trouble." Rangi Tauroa, the Harwood's 
nearest neighbour complained as he gave his dogs a whack, believing they'd 
picked on his Bruce's pup. Bruce's father eyed the three dogs who now sat 
watching him.


 "Ya know, they're a strange team, seem to know what you want before you 
do. Can't stand know all dogs."


 "They'll let you down when you least need it or expect it." Rangi 
expounded philosophically.


 Cop listened to the discussion of the two old bosses. It had been Rangi's 
arrival that had sparked off the little fracas.


 Rangi, one of his dogs maintained was the blackest boss in the world and 
his mate was even blacker. Cop of course had seen a blacker one and said so 
and what's more his boss had mated with her. He also told the other dogs about 
the trip on the big silver bird with his still limited vocabulary.


 It was a silly issue to have a fight about but Punch was keen and Cop was 
sick of all the doubting rovers. He reckoned that all the other dogs in the 
district were jealous of their travels.


 Rangi might say that there would be trouble sometime but Cop, Can and 
Punch were content to wait for their next trip on the big silver bird that Cop 
was sure would happen sooner or later.


 "Better lock them up before they create any more mischief. "Bruce's 
father said. Before he could make a move the three dogs trotted over to their 
kennels and leapt in.


 "See what I mean?"


 "Trouble." Rangi said darkly.


 "Where did that come from?" The stunned air traffic controller muttered 
as an unidentified signal appeared on his screen without warning. "Shit it's 
almost ready to land." He quickly told the only other inbound aircraft to 
abort it's landing approach and maintain a designated holding pattern while he 
furiously tried to contact the inbound craft.


 "What is it Tom?" The senior controller asked as the jets of a Starlifter 
suddenly went to full thrust over their heads, shaking the control tower.


 "Unidentified aircraft approaching runway oh-three-oh at, I don't believe 
this 2500 kilometres per hour. Correction unidentified craft landing on runway 
oh-three-oh." Tom stood up and looked out his window searching the horizon for 
incoming missiles and saw instead a small oval object making for the hanger. 
The hanger that had a security blanket draped over it like none he had ever 
seen.


 Half the bases staff had been unceremoniously confined to quarters and 
the base was ringed by an almost solid wall of armed guards to prevent anyone 
entering or leaving the area. Tom himself hadn't been home in a week and was 
worrying what his wife might be up to.


 The two air traffic controllers watched the small craft speed down the 
runway. It hadn't actually landed yet Tom saw, it just seemed to hug the 
runway. Soon it was lost from sight between the hangers and other buildings 
but neither of them had any doubt where it was headed.


 One of the hangers down that way was the centre of attention. Whatever 
was in there somebody was powerful enough to keep it well under wraps.


 The senior controller knew what was in there but didn't let his junior 
colleague in on the secret, it was probably more than his life was worth. 
Though it seemed that life was pretty worthless around here anyway.


 Apart from the bases security commander who had been first to try and 
enter the space craft soon after it had landed no fewer than thirteen 
technicians had been zapped trying to enter the aircraft. No amount of 
tinkering and testing had yet allowed anyone aboard let alone told them 
anything about the craft bar it's exterior dimensions.


 What had become of the sole occupant nobody knew except that he had been 
whisked away to some same place where security was even tighter than it was at 



the base.


 The service craft stopped outside the doors of the building that housed 
the craft they had come to repair. The craft's sensors told them that the 
building was surrounded by inhabitants of the planet. The sensors also showed 
that most if not all of them were carrying primative weapons, armed and aimed 
in their direction.


 It also appeared that the inhabitants were trying to communicate with the 
service crew. Probably in an attempt to deter them their task. However, the 
service crew wasn't about to be deterred. The craft hovered outside the 
entrance to the hanger and waited for the inhabitants to disperse.


 The hanger door wouldn't respond to commands to open either, until the 
service crew realised that the motor driving the pulley system that lifted the 
door didn't have a computer memory that they could hook into. The patrol craft 
moved close to the hanger door until the front of the craft was nudging the 
door.


 "Remain stationary or we will open fire." A loudspeaker called to the 
patrol craft which ignored the message. It continued to nudg forward until the 
hanger door bowed and then fell inwards startling the technicians and guards 
inside and sparking an indiscriminate broadside aimed at the craft as it 
hovered at the entrance.


 Soldiers opened up with rifles, antitank missiles, grenade launchers and 
surface to air missiles. Several tanks and armoured personnel carriers that 
had been stationed opposite the hanger added their fire power to the 
fusillade. The firing kept up for several minutes and it was testimony to the 
training of the soldiers and the accuracy of their weapons that the hanger 
became a raging inferno and all the surrounding buildings were peppered with 
holes caused by shells and shrapnel.


 The aircraft controllers watched from the relative safety of their 
control tower as a pall of thick black smoke rose above the base and fire 
crews raced across the runways headed to the scene.


 To the astonishment of everybody watching the raging fire was 
extinguished as if somebody had suddenly turned the gas off the barbecue. As 
the smoke dissipated, a few shapes could be seen moving around inside through 
the thick greasy smoke.


 The soldiers stood around looking haplessly at their commanders wondering 
what it was they had fired at.


 Still, the alien space craft had disappeared in the inferno which was a 
great weight off everybody's mind. Nothing could survive that sort of heat and 
live to tell the tale.


 As the smoke cleared the shapes moving around in the wreckage were 
revealed as not twisted hunks of metal swaying in the breeze but robots. 
Robots that looked as if they were clearing up what was left of the hanger. 
Before the eyes of the startled soldiers the debris was being sucked up by a 
vast vacuum cleaner that was even larger than the small space ship it had 
emerged out of. Other smaller machines were clearing an area around both the 
space ships which miraculously had appeared to have survived the inferno 
intact.


 Nobody knew what to do.


 The smaller space ship had survived intact an assault to that of any 
battleships broadside intact. Nothing short of an atomic bomb would probably 
shift that and nobody was prepared to order one of those up, yet.


 The robots went about their business in ignorance, apparently in 
ignorance of the intense scrutiny aimed in their direction.


 Tirelessly they worked, clearing what remained of the hanger away and 
then turning their attention to the first space ship.


 One of the robots disappeared inside and several others began to work on 
the gash in the hull which proved that the ships weren't invulnerable. Then 
shortly all the robots piled back into the ship they had arrived on.


 Raele watched the service crew on the small box that the offworlders had 
brought into the room they had provided for him. An offworlder stood beside 



the box asking him questions. He wanted to know what was happening, whether 
his people were planning to invade and several others that Raele had already 
forgotten.


 Raele didn't bother answering any of the questions for they were so 
obviously stupid. What would Skidians want here? And wasn't it obvious that 
the second craft was the service crew that had arrived to repair his craft so 
he could go home?


 Were the offworlders so primitive as not to understand these things and 
that by Federation convention, travellers on non hostile missions were 
supposed to be allowed to come and go as they chose?


 Maybe the offworlders didn't know this.


 Whatever, Raele wasn't very impressed with the hospitality he had 
received though he was most interested to find that he had been housed in an 
offworld baby factory.


 The offworlders had unceremoniously bundled him into a vehicle and 
whisked him away to a room where a lot of angry rude offworlders had begun to 
interrogate him. Raele quickly decided that if they weren't going to accord 
him the necessary respect as a visiting leader of another planet then he 
wasn't about to answer any of their impertinent questions.


 He had been searched given some kind of medical examination, though what 
they hoped to find eluded him. He wasn't diseased or ill, the offworlders were 
the ones that were most likely in need of medical attention Raele thought. 
None of them seemed too happy, all of them wore masks as if to hide unsightly 
disfigurements, some of them had even marched importantly about in clumsy 
suits glaring at him through helmet visors pressed up against his face.


 Even though they had stripped him and then provided him with offworld 
clothing that Raele found stiff and constricting, basically uncomfortable, 
they hadn't detected his dazierwogga. Raele had considered using it so that 
he could have a rest while waiting for the service crew.


 The next indignity was that an imperious sort of fellow that Raele 
gathered was from one of the offworld security forces had shown up and 
apparently taken over the task of looking after him.


 Raele wasn't impressed with his idea of hospitality either.


 The security officer had whisked him away on a longer journey in another 
primitive craft that beat the sky with three long blades. Whup whup whup it 
went across the sky, in an irritating fashion over the vast empty spaces that 
reminded Raele of Skid.


 This craft moved so much slower than his own which gave Raele a good 
opportunity to have a closer look at the offworld. The offworld wilderness 
looked much like Skid's, though it was dotted with what looked like small 
settlements. Offworlders obviously lived there and travelled across it in 
fairly large numbers. How did their leader control them when they were so 
spread out? He wondered meaning to ask when he found somebody that looked as 
if they might be able to explain this and many other things that he had 
noticed.


 The passed over larger settlements that looked much like smaller versions 
of Skid's cities, except that the air above them was often dirty and smelly.


 After a while the noisy craft began to descend towards what Raele now 
knew was an offworld baby factory. Though all he knew about offworld baby 
factories was that they were noisy places full of screaming offworlders and 
people dressed in funny white clothing.


 "What's happening over there mister?" The offworlder beside the small 
picture box asked for what seemed to Raele the hundredth time.


 Wasn't it obvious? Couldn't the offworlder see that the service crew had 
repaired his craft and were waiting for him to set off his personal beacon so 
they could come and get him?


 Raele didn't want to do that yet, he still hoped the offworlders would 
bring their leader to him so they could have a talk.


 "I want something to eat." Raele replied, which was about the only thing 
he said to the offworlders. Though he didn't much like their food. Somewhere 



between what he was used to on Skid and the few meals of organic food that the 
offworlder Bruce had produced from time to time.


 Raele thought about the offworlder Bruce and wondered if he might see 
him. Maybe after he got back on his ship.


 "No more food until you begin to cooperate with us?" The security agent 
said.


 How was he supposed to cooperate? Raele wondered. After all he had let 
the offworld medical teams strip his clothing away, allowed himself to be 
subjected to all their primitive testing without taking offence and then they 
turned around and said he wasn't cooperating. There was no satisfying these 
offworlders.


 "I want to learn about your baby factory." Raele countered. "I want to 
look around your cities, I want to meet your leader, I want a female." Raele 
recited his list of what he considered were reasonable requirements.


 "You aren't getting anything buddy unless you start cooperating with us. 
Why are you here?"


 Raele wasn't about to admit that a service crew had made a navigation 
error, what would these offworlders think of Skid if he admitted that 
sometimes they made mistakes?


 Not that Raele had said anything about Skid yet, he didn't want to talk 
about important matters with a minor security functionary that wouldn't 
understand.


 "Look buddy, we're gonaa keep you here for ever if you don't start 
answering some questions, you ain't never going to leave this room or one like 
it unless we say so."


 Raele glanced around the room and decided that he'd been in there long 
enough anyway. The security people had let him walk up and down the corridor 
outside and escorted him each time he used the washing device and rerlived 
himself but now Raele decided he wanted to go further. Maybe he could find the 
offworld leader by himself.


 "Where do you think you're going buddy?" The security agent asked as 
Raele stood up and made for the door. Raele didn't bother answering and opened 
the door.


 "Stop or I'll shoot."


 Raele flipped out his dazierwogga, turned and blew the offworlder's 
primitive projectile weapon out of his hand.


 The offworlder wrung his hand that must have been affected by the latent 
heat of his weapon disintegrating and looked up to find himself staring down 
the short rectangular muzzle of Raele's dazierwogga.


 "Where did you get that from?" he asked weakly. But Raele just smiled.


 "Do you still want to stop me or be my guide? He replied. The agent 
watched helplessly as Raele walked out of the room and decided his best course 
of action was to try and follow the alien and see that no harm came to him.


 Raele dealt with resistance to his passage with the other guards as he 
had done the first and began to make his way around the building.


 "Let the director know what's going on." The first agent gasped as he 
bustled by the other agents supposedly guarding the alien.


 Whose idea was it to keep him in a public hospital anyway?


 The agent got to the end of the corridor and found Raele being pushed out 
of a delivery room.


 "You can't come in here sir. Your wife must be in another room."


 The woman bemused Raele because the nearest thing he had to a wife was 
untold light years away. Why couldn't he just watch?


 "You can't go in there buddy." The agent said grabbing Raele by the arm 
and leading him away. "Lets' go outside and have a drive around." The agent 
added trying to gain some sort of control over the situation.


 Raele let himself be dragged away. They entered a lift and minutes later 
were walking across the vehicle park to where a vehicle was waiting for them.


 Raele was glad of the company, he didn't really know where he wanted to 
go. He also doubted that the offworlder leader was close by, otherwise he 



would surely have seen him by now.


 "Feel like a burger?" The agent asked, wanting to keep the alien busy 
while they organised a more secure place to keep him. Though he also wondered 
that short of drugging him or forcibly restraining him nowhere would be secure 
enough. An even bigger worry was how they were going to contain these aliens 
if there were more of them on the way.


 Raele was intrigued by the way offworlders seemed to have to provide 
tokens in return for food, it was quite a novel idea he decided. Pity about 
the food though. It was fairly bland and tasteless, packaged in non-disposable 
materials which Raele thought was something of a waste.


 After weeks of being cooped up in the hospital, special agent Watts was 
beginning to enjoy himself. The alien didn't seem to be too hard to please and 
didn't appear to be much of a threat to anybody even though he was obviously 
capable of inflicting considerable damage. Maybe he was on some kind of jaunt 
after all.


 Now he thought about it the second space ship looked a lot like a 
mechanic called out to repair a broken down car. Besides if there really was 
an invasion fleet of aliens out there maybe it would be a good idea to make 
friends with this one. Watts didn't really believe their was an alien invasion 
fleet waiting out by the moon or the sun like some of the military and FBI 
people he reported to did but a man could never be too sure.


 As they passed down one of the wide streets filled with ground vehicles 
Raele spotted a sign that made him think back of Skid for the first time in 
days.


 For some unknown reason the offworld male had built something in one of 
the organic plants in the wilderness with lengths of organic material. Nobody 
had been able to work out what he had done or why, especially as the shape was 
only clear if you looked down on it from above.


 Raele had noticed that the organic material had now changed colour and 
the shape was much easier to discern. Nobody knew what it meant but Raele was 
sure he had just seen a shape very much like it outside a building they had 
past.


 Much to the astonishment of Agent Watts sitting in the drivers seat 
beside him Raele flipped open the panel on his wrist and noted the coordinates 
of the sign. It was too much of a coincidence to ignore.


 twenty


 Sue couldn't find it within her to blame Bruce for getting out of the 
house as fast as possible. She thought he'd be back, for she believed that he 
sincerely like the idea of being a father. If he didn't want to see her, he 
would most likely be back to see the baby. When he did perhaps they might be 
able to sit and work out what had happened to them.


 Sue didn't blame Bruce for not wanting to be around when her father and 
possibly her brothers turned up either. Sue didn't really feel like being 
around herself. What would they do if she wasn't there? She thought she might 
as well find out.


 It had been sometime since she had promised Trev down at the weird 
restaurant that she would bring along her baby to show it off. Maybe today 
would be a good day to do just that.


 Sue had a shower and felt much better, she woke little Bruce, cleaned him 
up and put him in his pushchair. It was a nice day and a short walk would do 
them both good. Sue felt as if she hadn't been out of the house in ages.


 Mrs Pratt caught up with her as she left the house. Sue saw she had her 
gun with her. Sue thought she might have to borrow it later on when she had to 
face her father.


 "That's a nice little boy you've got there." Mrs Pratt said shoving her 
face at the pram and peering myopically at the baby. At least Mrs Pratt 
didn't persist in asking awkward questions about the father for which Sue was 



grateful and even better had offered to babysit for a few hours if Sue ever 
felt the need to get out by herself. Sue wasn't sure about that, she didn't 
think that Mrs Pratt lived sufficiently in the real world to be entrusted with 
a teddy bear, let alone a real baby.


 "You can borrow my gun if you like to shoot the father if he comes back." 
Mrs Pratt said helpfully handing out the weapon. "I'd like to see it put to 
good use before I go."


 "Not today I think Mrs Pratt." Sue replied declining both offers for the 
moment. "But if you hear a commotion over here later feel free to come over."


 The restaurant was a bit further Sue remembered so she was a little hot 
and bothered by the time she got there. Trev fussed over her like a broody hen 
when she arrived, sat her down brought her a pitcher of iced water and without 
asking picked the baby out of the pushchair and dangled it on his knee.


 "Handsome little devil ain't he." He said. "Just the sort I always like, 
all care and no responsibility. Gotta name for him yet?"


 "Bruce I think."


 "That's funny." Trev said," I've got a Bruce here too, just showed up 
yesterday."


 Sue's heart missed a beat. It couldn't be she thought, coincidences like 
that just weren't possible.


 "Hey Trev." A voice called from the kitchen." How the fuck do you connect 
these kegs up?"


 "Ah Bruce mate, could you please tone it down we do have customers you 
know." Trev called back winking at Sue. "He's a bit of a hard case that one." 
He murmured.


 "I bet." Said Sue who's heart was beginning to pound knowing what was 
coming.


 "Hey Bruce. Come here and meet a friend of mine."


 "You!" They both snapped at the same time as Bruce emerged carrying a rag 
in one hand which he threw it to the ground as hard as he could and stood 
there with his hands on his hips.


 "Did you follow me or something?" He demanded.


 "No. Of course not. I just did the same thing as you and walked out when 
the going got too tough."


 "You know each other?" Trev asked in surprise," do you mean to tell me 
that this yours?" He asked pointing at the baby, putting two and two together.


 "We um think so." Bruce admitted, but didn't really want to commit 
himself.


 "I know so." Sue snorted.


 "Tell me about it then." Bruce retorted. "Cos I don't recall ever meeting 
you he lied. He vaguely did recall meeting Sue. It was the when and how that 
were a mystery to him. He watched Trev dangle his baby on his knee and decided 
it would be a good idea to throttle Trev. Instead he poured himself a large 
whisky and gulped it down.


 "What gives here?" Trev asked.


 "It's a long story." Bruce replied pouring himself another whisky." 
Problem is we don't know the half of it."


 "Would you mind telling me what's going on here?"


 "I wouldn't mind Trev, except that neither of us really know." Bruce 
replied somewhat enigmatically joining the other two at the table.


 "How are you boy?" Bruce asked of his son. He dipped his little finger 
into the glass and held it out for the baby to suck on.


 "Don't do that!"


 "Why not?" Bruce asked as Sue grabbed his hand and pulled it away from 
the baby who was looking for something to suck on. "It can't hurt him."


 "Look will you two tell me what's going on here?" Trev asked a little 
exasperated.


 "How can we tell you when we don't know ourselves?"


 "What do you mean, you don't know, you both act as if you know each 
other, you." He said pointing at Sue," call your baby Bruce and you turn up 



out of the blue and find out that you're a dad. Don't tell me that you don't 


know."


 "Well it's true I tell you." Bruce protested. "Ask her."


 "This is god's baby." Sue said recognising Bruce's bantering tone, "and 
Bruce is god." Sue laughed for the first time in ages and felt much better for 
it.


 "I don't understand you two." Trev said shaking his head sadly thinking 
that the both of them were a pair of nutcases or they had set him up a beauty. 
He looked at the baby and wondered. It did look a little like Bruce but then 
could anybody really tell?


 Bruce stared moodily into his glass and Sue wondered whether she should 
grab little Bruce back from Trev.


 Trev for his part was wondering what was going on, he'd met some pretty 
weird ones on his travels. He didn't have to look very far, his own family was 
full of weirdos, eccentrics some people called them. He thought he was pretty 
normal himself but there was no real telling. He could start foaming at the 
mouth any moment and start chewing on table legs like a dog gnawing a bone. 
One of his uncles was infamous for doing that sort of thing. What really 
worried Trev was that he actually felt like chewing on table legs from time to 
time.


 Bruce stood up and walked over to the bar. He didn't content himself with 
a large glassful of whisky this time but brought the whole bottle back to the 
table and a couple more glasses.


 "I've got a restaurant to run." Trev protested as Bruce poured him a 
glass.


 "And you think you've got problems!"


 "You won't solve them by looking in a whisky bottle. Sue said rather 
piously.


 "Yeah but it might give me some inspiration or the balls to tell our 
little story to Trev here." Bruce said splashing whisky into the third glass. 
"One won't do you any harm." He said pushing it toward Sue, who didn't argue.


 Bruce felt decidedly warm and fuzzy. You're already half pissed he 
thought.


 "It's like this Trev." Bruce began, not sure that he should. But they 
had to tell someone. "We think we have met, we think the sprog here is ours, 
we don't know when or how. Sue thinks that the baby was conceived immaculately 
and I have dreams about her." Bruce didn't think Trev would appreciate the 
other bits about angels and what not, just at the moment. "Personally I think 
we were abducted by little green men. Big white men in dresses actually." 
Bruce added without thinking.


 "I think you're both nuts." Trev said getting to his feet." And if you'll 
excuse me I do have a restaurant to run." Shaking his head sadly Trev stalked 
out to the kitchen leaving them to it.


 Bruce and Sue sat there eying each other up warily, neither wanting to 
say something that would upset the other but both with a desperate need to 
talk with the only other person that might be able to solve their own 
nightmare.


 "Are we both nuts?" Bruce asked after a long silence.


 "Well I don't know about you." Sue retorted but I certainly aren't.


 "I wasn't sure about myself there for a while." Bruce replied 
thoughtfully picking up his son. "But this little bloke really defies any 
explanation now I've met you I know that it isn't for the first time."


 "Do you really think that aliens might have got us?"


 "Not really Sue, but I can't really think of a better explanation can 
you? Until the last week or so I was back in New Zealand and had been as far 
as I know for several years. You have never been there. So how did we meet?"


 "I don't know."


 "So what do we do now? Get married? Try to track down the people in our 
dreams whoever they are? If everything else is real are they? Or What?"


 "Or what?" 



 "Well I dunno." Bruce shrugged his shoulders. He didn't know what to do, 
what to think, didn't know if he wanted to know anything. All he wanted to do 
was find somewhere warm and cosy and hide for a while. He looked at Sue and 
decided he wasn't likely to get away that easily.


 "Maybe we should just settle for getting to know each other." Bruce 
suggested warily.


 "I thought maybe you might know me better than you seem to be admitting." 
Sue snorted cursing herself as she did. She didn't want to sound or act 
bitchy, Bruce was obviously at as much of a loss to explain things as she was. 
She softened her tone and realised Bruce must have said something similar to 
her at some other time. Earlier in the day, or before? Sue had no idea.


 "You've suggested that to me before."


 "Yeah it's as if we've been through this once already. Sort of conjures 
up visions of a room somewhere and just the two of us. And me dogs." Bruce 
added.


 "And funny looking men, tall men wearing white robes with funny names."


 "Yeah that's it, I dreamt that sort of stuff too. Dreampt about all kinds 
of weird and wonderful stuff in my. . . " Bruce stopped in mid sentence. 
"Maybe they weren't dreams, maybe it was real."


 "So all we've got to do is find one of these men and he'll be able to 
unravel the mystery for us. Fat chance." Sue said as the car carrying Raele 
and Agent Watts drove past the restaurant. "Anyhow I have to go, my parents 
are probably waiting for me so they can have the satisfaction of disowning 
me."


 "I s'pose I'd better come along to then." Said Bruce wondering what his 
own parents would make of the him turning up with a woman and a baby in tow.


 Sue gave Bruce a long look and wondered whether she should let him know 
what he was in for. But it would be nice to have some support on her side so 
she didn't bother.


 "But what are we going to tell them?" Bruce asked.


 "We'll think of something between us I'm sure." Sue smiled feeling 
particularly chirpy all of a sudden. "No worries eh?"


 "Yeah." Replied Bruce who hoped Sue's old man wasn't in the habit of 
carting a shotgun around.


 twenty two


 "Is it safe to have a closer look?"


 The replacement base security commander looked over the head of the 
president at the secret service guard behind him who was rolling his eyes and 
screwing up his face.


 The honest reply would have been to say: "We don't really know."


 But he didn't know if that answer would satisfy a man reknown for his 
recklessness.


 The commander decided that the truth might not be such a bad thing 
anyway.


 "We don't really know Mr President, neither craft has made any aggressive 
moves and have only retaliated to our own fire so far. But there is no real 
way of telling sir."


 "And what of the alien aboard? I'd like to meet him."


 "He's been kept at a secure location sir." That was a lie as the 
commander had just been informed that the alien had broken out of the hospital 
and was driving around Portland. Hopefully he wouldn't run amok and the 
situation could be controlled.


 "I'd like to meet him as soon as possible." The president said, clearly 
meaning to be obeyed whatever misgivings his various advisors might have.


 What a coup! The president was thinking, me on national television 
shaking hands with an alien, me on national television pledging intergalactic 
mutual support and cooperation. The rating's will go through the roof and 



there's an election in six months.


 The president eyed the two space craft with interest. They even looked 
like space craft. His only real worry was that this might just be another 
right wing ruse to discredit him. But he didn't think so, the discovery of the 
first ship and the way it had delivered itself and their passenger into the 
military's hands and the arrival of the second one had sent a shock wave 
through the military establishment that had to be seen to be believed. The 
idiots had just been given a clear indication that despite all their fancy 
toys the whole country, the world perhaps was wide open to an attack from a 
power from outer space. It was the stuff of the cheap sci fi books and the 
comics he used to read as a kid.


 The president wasn't a vindictive man but he had taken great pleasure in 
watching the might of the military and the military-industrial complex 
rendered impotent by something they couldn't understand. The weight of opinion 
was that the alien was dangerous and should be neutralised. He on the other 
hand felt that the alien should be treated like any ambassador from a foreign 
power. For what if he were some kind of ambassador or the vanguard of some 
unknown civilisation that wished to make contact with the inhabitants of 
earth?


 Nobody else seemed to realise that any alien power that had the 
capability to land on earth more or less with impunity probably had nothing 
much to fear from any military power that earth could muster. All he had seen 
and been briefed on so far served to emphasise how right he had been.


 "I don't think we have much to worry about. The president said to nobody 
in particular." And began walking towards what was left of the hanger.


 He felt most of those around him fall unhappily into stride with him, he 
didn't blame them really he could well be leading the lot of them to their 
deaths. He saw however that the security commander didn't seem too perturbed.


 "What do you make of this?" The president asked.


 "I think it's pretty clear that the first ship got damaged in some way 
and had to land and the second one came to repair it." The commander said 
after his initial surprise at being asked for an opinion.


 "That's what I think son, but the biggest brains in the space 
administration, the military and everyone else thinks differently." The 
president turned and saw that his normal human shield had clearly lost it's 
collective bottle. "And the secret service think I'm nuts." He said a little 
louder. "Oh stay where you are." He added as his guards hurried up to him. 
"You don't have to worry about the aliens." He laughed." Just make sure nobody 
else wants to shoot me."


 The security commander had never seen his president up close before. He 
was surprised at how haggard, grey and strained the man looked. But he also 
noted the jaunty glint in his eye.


 "Well let's have a closer look eh Mr?"


 "Wisneski Sir."


 The two men approached the space craft a little warily. But really there 
was nothing to fear. Both had been extensively surveyed, on the outside 
anyway, it was only when somebody tried to enter either that the trouble 
began.


 "It's pretty hard to believe isn't it." The President said quietly, 
running his hand over the smooth cool surface of the smaller craft. "Makes you 
realise how insignificant we really are when these things can come to earth 
and go about their business and we can't do a thing about it. Can't even keep 
one solitary alien under control." The president grinned as he caught the look 
of alarm on Wisneski's face. "Oh yes I know he's done a runner with a bevy of 
the FBI's top agents in tow."


 "I'm sure they have the situation in hand."


 "Well you've got greater faith in them that I have. These people can't be 
told that we're dealing with something far beyond their experience. Personally 
I think the alien will do just about whatever he wants, we've just got to hope 
that whatever he does is in our best interests." 



 "I think so to Sir." Wisneski ventured a hesitant suggestion. "I don't 
think the owners of these craft, the pilot also are concerned at all about 
landing here. They don't perceive any personal danger."


 "That's right son and if we do the alien a mischief there's no telling 
what might happen. The whole situation is almost out of hands anyway." The 
president continued. "Did you know that the first UFO ran into the space 
shuttle Columbia and gave the crew such a fright that they're still cleaning 
the brown stains off the seats?"


 "No Sir."


 "Once the crew starts talking or some other highly placed big mouth 
wanting to make a splash in the news the situation will really go ballistic. 
The media will be screaming invasion, will want immediate access to the alien. 
The churches will start talking about Armageddon and the devil's arrival, you 
know the sort of bullshit."


 "Yessir." Wisneski tried to suppress a grin and failed. But the president 
if he noticed didn't seem to mind.


 "And that's only in our own country, can you imagine the drama in the 
rest of the world? It's a diplomatic nightmare. That's why we've got find out 
what this alien wants and get him off the planet as quickly as possible."


 "But don't too many people know about him already?"


 "Yes but once he, is he a he? Is gone there won't be any evidence, no 
evidence and then I can just say it's all a figment of the imagination." The 
president knew it wouldn't be quite that easy but at least there were plenty 
of previous hoaxes to set a precedent.


 "You let me worry about that, you just go get this alien and bring him 
here."


 Wisneski wasn't sure he had heard right and wasn't sure that he wanted 
the job, who knows what an angry alien might do to him? By all accounts he 
carried around a small arsenal secreted about his body.


 "He does want to see me you know, I've listened to some of the tapes they 
have of his interrogations. The chain of command won't let him, doesn't think 
it's a good idea, think I might offer, say the wrong thing. What do they 
know?" The president scoffed.


 He walked around the larger craft and rubbed his hand over the scar on 
the hull where it had been repaired.


 "You boy's sure made a mess of this place didn't you?" He said looking 
around at the ruins of the hanger." And not a scratch on these beauties except 
for that?" He pointed to the scar that marred the smooth lines of the hull.


 Wisneski remembered the way his pants had almost filled when the first 
craft had appeared at the end of the runway. How tense and frightened they had 
all been when they confronted the second craft and how it was worse when the 
firing had stopped and the robots had got out and they all realised that they 
were dead men.


 The silent ufo's didn't seem particularly lethal now. Though neither had 
the alien when they had taken him into custody and look what he had done 
since.


 "Our engineers think he must have hit something pretty hard. Rock 
probably, they discovered traces rock on the hull, as if he snagged the 
Rockies as he whipped over them. Similar sort of material apparently."


 "Yes I noticed that, makes me think that these aliens might not be as 
clever as they think they are."


 "I wouldn't know sir."


 "Oh come on Wisneski, the arse lickers are over there." The President 
waved vaguely in the direction of his entourage who were looking on but not 
game to approach the ufo's.


 "Well it did occur to me that the alien was somewhat disorganised, as if 
he didn't know what he was getting into. Why did he land here when there must 
be untold other places where he could have hidden himself away while his ship 
was being repaired?"


 "You know what I think? I think this particular group of aliens don't 



think very highly of us at all. They obviously don't consider us a threat."


 Wisneski recalled the way the alien had nonchalantly strolled around the 
hanger when he had first arrived. Even a company of fully armed soldiers had 
failed to concern him. It was only when a few of the soldiers worked up 
enough courage to ring the alien that they had taken him into custody.


 "I wouldn't be surprised." He said. Afterall if they can travel through 
space undetected by us then they probably do have nothing to fear from 
us."That would explain a lot Wisneski thought. The idea that he might be 
considered a primitive being didn't make Wisneski feel all that special.


 "Ok Wisneski." The president slapped the hull of the smaller ship and 
started to turn away. "Take whoever or whatever you need and bring that alien 
back here as soon as you can."


 Wisneski nodded and watched his commander in chief stride purposefully 
back to where his entourage waited for him. The president was immediately 
engulfed and hustled away, presumably to somewhere safer. But with these 
things here was anywhere safe?


 twenty three


 Bruce walked past the car parked in Sue's driveway and felt the hostile 
glares of the passengers on the back of his head as he stood behind Sue on the 
doorstep.


 "Are you coming in?" Sue asked as she turned the key in the door.


 After a moments hesitation and what seemed to be a hurried conversation 
three car doors fell open and three men climbed out.


 Bruce's heart missed a beat, they were huge and as black as the ace of 
spades. Bruce had never considered Sue as being black, but these three 
certainly were. The older man must be her father he decided and the other two 
her brothers, who were big and so black they looked almost purple. And they 
didn't look all that friendly either. Bruce heaved a sigh of relief when he 
saw none of them was carrying a shotgun or any other visible weapon.


 The three men sat wordlessly on chairs in the lounge while Sue put the 
baby in it's cot. Bruce leaned uncomfortably against the table and took out 
his smokes. He watched three sets of lips curl distastefully in his direction 
and then remembered his manners.


 "Hi I'm Bruce Harwood." He said moving over to where the men sat and 
offering his hand to be shaken.


 One of the younger men shook Bruce's hand. "John Clarke." He said. An 
angry glare from their father made the other brother sink back into his seat.


 "Huh." The man who Bruce thought must be Sue's father grunted.


 "Likewise I'm sure." Bruce said politely, feeling much less intimidated. 
The old boy was just being difficult he decided.


 Sue walked into the room and kissed her father on the top of his head as 
the older man tried to brush her away.


 "Hello John, Michael." She greeted her brothers." I see you've met my 
fiance Bruce already."


 Bruce was a little taken aback at this sudden elevation in status but did 
his best not to choke on his cigarette.


 "Fiance?"


 "Yes didn't mom tell you?"


 "No." The old man sounded surprised.


 Bruce felt the atmosphere in the room ease a little. Up till then he felt 
it could have been cut by a knife and then two pieces would simply fall apart.


 "I didn't expect Bruce back so soon, he's been overseas working." Sue 
explained mysteriously.


 "Whereabouts?" One of the brothers asked. Bruce wasn't sure which one.


 "Umm, I can't really talk about it." Bruce replied. Which was true 
because how can you explain what you don't know. "Commercial sensitivity you 
know." 



 "Oh I see." The brother said. Bruce couldn't decide whether he was 
believed or not but that didn't really matter.


 "Where are you from son?" Sue's father asked.


 "All over really." Bruce said.


 "But I can't pick your accent son, you're not an American are you?"


 Sue came to Bruce's rescue, since she was telling the story.


 "I don't think Bruce is allowed to say at the moment dad."


 "Well is he allowed to say when he's going to marry my daughter?"


 "Soon dad, there's just a few things to work out yet." Bruce felt that he 
was almost superfluous to the conversation. This was probably just as well 
because more than likely he would have put his foot in it. However, the strain 
of being on his best behaviour was beginning to tell. He still wasn't feeling 
particularly comfortable as he pulled on his smoke.


 "Um Mr Harwood," the old man began, "we know so little about you can't 
you tell us anything?"


 "Oh we'll invite you to the wedding," Bruce joked. A statement that 
effectively ended the conversation as the old mans jaw dropped open and the 
two brothers looked at him in surprise.


 Sue tried to get her father and brothers to stay a while and talk a 
little but she was fighting a losing battle. Her brothers seemed keen to stick 
around but her father had evidently had enough, just as his wife could no 
longer stomach being in the presence of his daughter.


 Bruce thought the old man's reaction was a bit much really, he'd only 
been joking. The old man seemed crushed as if the whole weight of the world 
was bearing down on his frail shoulders.


 "He'll get over it Sue, it's just a surprise that's all," John the oldest 
brother said to Sue as he shook Bruce's hand firmly.


 "As far as he's concerned this sort of thing only happens to other 
people." Bruce thought that all the members of Sue's family were lucky they 
only knew the half of it.


 "Give him a few weeks to get used to the idea and then you two go down 
for a visit," the second brother suggested.


 The old man showed his impatience by angrily tooting the horn until the 
two brothers emerged from the house. Sue waved at her father and wasn't 
surprised when her father didn't wave back.


 "I'm sorry," said Bruce standing behind her and wrapping his arms about 
Sue's waist. Sue relaxed a little and lent against him as she watched the car 
disappear down the road.


 "For what?" She asked.


 "For saying something stupid, that's what got the old boy all wound up."


 "Oh don't worry about that," Sue replied. "Like John said he'll come 
around. Or at least I hope he will, I don't think he really realises sometimes 
that the christian principles of charity and forgiveness that he sets so much 
store by should start in the home." Sue's words were tinged with bitterness as 
if she felt let down by her father's behaviour. He hadn't even wanted to take 
a look at his latest grandchild.


 Sue twisted in Bruce's arms so that she was facing him.


 "How will your parents react when they find out you've got a child, that 
you had it by a black woman and are going to live thousands of miles away from 
them?"


 "My grandma once asked me if I was a pouf, I guess being a dad will put 
that worry to rest. As to you, the colour won't worry them, one of our 
neighbours is blacker than you and I used to go out with their daughter for a 
while."


 "What about living here?" Sue insisted.


 "What about it?" Bruce replied evasively. He didn't believe Sue would 
understand the obligations he had at home, obligations that he desperately 
wanted to fulfil. How could he explain his almost spiritual attachment to the 
land first farmed by his family four generations previously?


 "I don't think you'd fit in around here somehow." Sue suggested, "I don't 



think I do any more come to that," Sue added much to Bruce's surprise.


 "Well we've got a month or so to decide what we do." Bruce said after a 
moment.


 Sue saw Mrs Pratt looking out behind a curtain at them and could just see 
the barrel of her pistol protruding over the windowsill. The pistol was 
quickly removed from view Mrs Pratt caught sight of Sue looking at her.


 "I'm going to need at least that long to sell my the Agency," Sue said 
looking Bruce in the face deciding one issue.


 Bruce didn't realise how tense he had become in the last few minutes 
until he relaxed and Sue's body moulded itself against his own. Bruce didn't 
think it was the right time to explain to Sue that living three quarters of an 
hours' drive from the nearest shop in a fairly isolated area was quite a big 
step from living in the guts of a large city.


 He relaxed his grip on her waist and led her inside, kicking the door 
closed with his foot. Sue looked at him expectantly but not a word passed 
between them as Bruce led her through the house and into the bedroom. He 
kissed her passionately and letting his lips roam over her shoulders and neck 
as he unbuttoned her blouse, released her bra and exposed her large breasts 
heavy with milk. Just like a dairy cow he thought teasing a nipple with his 
tongue.


 Bruce felt Sue's hands at the waist band of his trousers and wiggled his 
hips to help her ease his trousers down and then they were both frantically 
tearing at each others clothing in their urgency until they lay naked on the 
bed in each others arms.


 "I don't know why I'm doing this," Sue giggled," I hardly know you."


 "I think we've done this before though," Bruce said his lips buried in 
her hair as he rolled over and made himself comfortable on the bed. Then the 
baby started to cry.


 "Oh shit," Bruce said stopping what he was doing and rolling over on his 
back.


 "I guess we'll just have to get used to that," Sue said as she got up and 
brought the baby to the bed.


 It suddenly dawned on Bruce the size of the commitment he was apparently 
taking on and wasn't sure that he was ready for it. He felt like backing away 
as he saw his child suckling at it's mothers breast, was he responsible 
enough to help bring up the infant?


 For a moment he seriously doubted it.


 "Say hello to your son Bruce," Sue said passing the baby to him. Bruce 
didn't know what to do, how to hold it? How tight to hold it and wasn't 
particularly enthralled when it both vomited on him and wet it's nappies 
simultaneously.


 Who'd want to be a father? Bruce thought, not seeing the fruit of his 
loins or something to cherish but a millstone around his neck. How are you 
going to get out of this one? He asked himself nicely gamely trying to play 
the role of a doting father. Maybe I'll enjoy it more when it's got big 
enough to hold a cricket bat or pass a rugby ball he thought.


 twenty four


 Raele had always thought that he and those who kept watch on the 
offworlders knew almost all there was to know about them. As he became 
exposed to more of the offworlders as they moved aimlessly around the city 
Raele began to realise that their understanding was flawed. The offworlders 
were at the same time far more sophisticated and more primitive than they had 
imagined.


 Maybe the service crews or the computer network that controlled them was 
trying to tell him something? Surely there must be some reason for their 
routing his craft this way? In passing he wondered what was happening back on 
Skid, whether the small community at Aotearoa and it's idyllic life style 



still survived much as he had left it. Or had the technicians from the 
industrial centres begun to flex their muscles in an attempt to define what 
strength they had. Or had some of the roving bands of desperate Skidians who 
in ignorance of both those communities lived on whatever they could find come 
into conflict with either group and if so what was the result?


 Raele was torn between wanting to return to Skid as soon as possible and 
seeing what he could learn from the offworlders seeing as though he was 
already there on the planet.


 Raele didn't think that he had much to learn from their security 
apparatus from what he had seen of it. The offworlders didn't seem to have the 
capability to deter even a service craft, let alone a fully armed medium range 
patrol craft. Nor did their security forces seem capable of controlling a 
single Skidian patrol craft pilot he thought rather arrogantly.


 The planet seemed rich and prosperous and bustling with the sort of 
activity that made Skid in some respects seem like a peaceful backwater by 
comparison. Ground vehicles of various shapes and sizes sped by and the 
offworlders seemed to hurry as if their was some purpose in their lives, 
though what that might be Raele couldn't tell.


 Raele was shocked when Watts informed him that people had to offer their 
efforts in return for food and shelter. There were no service crews here to 
keep their industries in production.


 This was a foreign concept to Raele who had always lived in a society 
where all that an individual required to lead a satisfactory existence was 
provided without any form of transaction taking place, a Skidian simply 
existed to live.


 Away from the hustle and bustle of what Raele figured must be the centre 
of the city he saw much that reminded him of Skid. Wide open spaces dotted 
with tidy pleasant looking homes, where offworlders strolled around and the 
pace appeared slow and more peaceful, Skidlike.


 Then Watts muttered something that Raele took to mean he had made a 
mistake in his navigation.


 "Made a wrong turn there, don't worry we should be ok."


 Raele couldn't see anything wrong but he did note that they had entered 
an area that seemed to have been neglected by whoever looked after that sort 
of thing on this planet, away from the leafy suburbs and the hustle and bustle 
of the city. Raele felt a little depressed just looking at it. The large 
houses, apartment blocks, Watts called them, had an air of neglect and the 
people here were obviously less well cared for. There was a furtive hopeless 
air to them as they went about their business. The streets were choked with 
rubbish and the rusting bodies of unused ground vehicles and people could be 
seen accosting each other on the street.


 Raele couldn't understand how a society that on one hand appeared fairly 
prosperous could allow such a blot on the landscape to exist alongside it. Nor 
could he understand how the offworlders could allow their industrial complexes 
to sprawl unchecked over the landscape spewing smoke into the air and pouring 
waste into the ground and the moving water that ran through the city. He could 
feel the grit in the air on his skin and the smell was terrible, something 
like what he had experienced in the parts of Sietnuoc that the service crews 
had yet to rebuild, the smell of death and decay.


 These offworlders had much to learn, and that it seemed to Raele might be 
the sum total of what he had to learn from them.


 Suddenly Raele felt Watts tense in the seat beside him and mutter 
something under his breath.


 "Shit!" He grunted.


 Raele looked about without alarm and saw a crowd of offworlders 
approaching them as they sat at one of the trees with lights on it waiting for 
the green light to shine. He thought they didn't look to happy. Many of them 
were gesticulating angrily and waved pieces of metal and masonry above their 
heads.


 Beside him he could sense Watts getting more agitated. He called for 



something called backup on his communication's device and then tried to move 
the ground vehicle which then stopped for some reason.


 "Start you bastard," Watts said as the vehicle made an odd noise. No 
amount of talking to the thing would make it move. Funny sort of vehicle 
Raele thought.


 One of the offworlders ran towards them and brought his metal bar down on 
the windscreen which shattered under the force of the blow. Suddenly they were 
surrounded by a mob who beat the car, rocked it from side to side and then 
tried to grab Raele and Watts and pull them out through the shattered window.


 Raele looked at Watts to see what he was going to do about this outrage, 
but Watts was too busy screaming curses, trying to free his weapon from it's 
holster and beat away the hands that grabbed at him. Then a chunk of masonry 
hit him on the head which snapped back. The crowd growled and cheered as Watts 
slumped forward with blood pouring from a deep gash in his forehead.


 While he was unclear as to what was happening Raele thought he'd better 
do something. As the first cheer at the sight of blood pouring from Watts's 
head wound subsided, Raele had flipped his dazierwogga out and raked the area 
in front of the ground vehicle.


 A sudden silence greeted the fourteen or fifteen piles of glowing ash 
that appeared. The rest of the mob froze, gaped at the sight and then simply 
vanished into thin air. Raele slipped his dazierwogga back into it's 
compartment and got out of the vehicle.


 Across the street someone was pointing some sort of weapon at him, he 
flipped his dazierwogga out but the offworlder disappeared around the side of 
a building and Raele let him go.


 In the distance he could hear some sort of mechanical screaming noise 
that seemed to be getting closer. Watts began to moan and talk to himself.


 "Where am I?" He asked. Raele wasn't about to bother answering such an 
obvious question.


 Raele looked at Watts and decided that he wasn't going to be much use for 
a while, especially as the ground vehicle seemed to have given up. Typical of 
the offworlders Raele thought, to put faith in technology that was so 
unreliable. He checked his position in relation to the sign that had caught 
his eye a little earlier, worked out a course and headed in that direction. 
As he crossed the street several vehicles carrying flashing lights screamed 
towards him. By the time they stopped, still wailing and screaming around 
Watts's ground vehicle he was already out of sight.


 The silence on the streets was vaguely disquieting to Raele. Avenues 
that had been pulsing with life only minutes ago were now empty, though Raele 
felt that more than one set of hostile eyes upon him.


 A few minutes later Raele heard a ground vehicle draw up beside him. He 
stopped and looked at the vehicle as an offworlder dressed in the uniform of 
their security forces got out.


 "I've come to take you to our President." The offworlder said opening the 
door for him.


 Raele didn't know who the president was but getting a ride in another 
ground vehicle seemed to be a good idea, so he got in without a word.


 "My name is Wisneski," the security officer said.


 Raele nodded but didn't say anything, wondering whether he should make 
Wisneski take him where he wanted to go or go with him to see this president. 
Raele decided he didn't have anything better to do for the moment, the other 
task could wait.


 While they travelled in silence to the Airforce Base, a man hurried to a 
local television station easily evading the security net that had been thrown 
around the block where the riot had occurred. In the pocket that he nudged, to 
make sure it was still there at each hurried step he took, was a video tape 
that he hoped would bring him fame and fortune.


 Raele recognised the Airforce Base, though he didn't know it by that name 
while they were still some way away. Oh well he'd just have to take the patrol 
craft to check out the building on his way home he thought pleased now that he 



had accepted the ride from the security officer. Raele suddenly found that he 
was eager to get back onto his craft, where he could find some decent 
clothing, eat some decent food and have a decent sleep without the offworlders 
security devices watching every move he made.


 But Wisneski had other plans as he pulled up beside - under -one of the 
large ungainly offworld craft. A group of offworlders stood around the 
stairway that led up into the side of the craft. Raele felt their intense 
scrutiny as he stepped out of the ground vehicle and followed Wisneski to the 
steps.


 "Where do you think you're going Mr?" One of the agents asked.


 "The President wants to see us as soon as we arrive, I have my orders," 
Wisneski snapped at the senior Secret Service man. "And may I remind you that 
my authority on this base exceeds your own." He added for good measure. 
Wisneski wasn't sure that it did but in his experience the man with the 
biggest, angriest bark usually won the day in these situations.


 The secret service man knew who Wisneski was, but he didn't think he knew 
his companion even though he looked vaguely familiar.


 After a moment, withering under Wisneski's glare he gave in, deciding 
that Raele looked soft and harmless enough and decided to forgo even waving 
his metal detector over Raele. Besides it would be on Wisneski's head if 
anything went wrong.


 The president must have been warned that he had visitors because as the 
two men walked up the stairway he appeared at the door in the fuselage ready 
to greet them.


 The Secret Service agent watched the president shake hands with 
Wisneski's companion. As the three men disappeared from sight the Secret 
Service agent suddenly remembered where he had seen Wisneski's companion, it 
was the alien!


 "Shit!" He said tearing up the stairway only to find his way barred at 
the doorway by one of his own junior agents.


 "Let me past, Jones!"


 "Sorry Sir, I have my orders," the man said a little sheepishly, not 
wanting to antagonise his boss even more than he already was.


 "I'll have you for this Jones!"


 "Yessir."


 A gale of hearty laughter issued from the cabin that was barred to the 
Secret Service man, laughter that he recognised as coming from his president. 
Perhaps there was nothing to worry about he decided.


 Inside the aircraft Raele felt a little bemused. He was obviously meeting 
a man of great importance, but one who didn't appear to have the requisite 
dignity of a leader.


 "You are the president?" Raele had asked as they had been introduced.


 "Why yes I am The President of the United States."


 "Oh I thought I was going to see the ruler of the whole planet," Raele 
replied disappointed that he'd been so gullible as to believe this man ruled 
the planet.


 "What does he mean?" The president asked Wisneski more than little 
bemused himself.


 "I think Mr, er Raele was under the impression that he was about to meet 
the President of Earth and not the most powerful man on the planet sir." This 
was the observation that caused the president to double up with laughter.


 Raele didn't know what to make of this and decided that the best place 
for him was back on his patrol craft, safely on the return trip to Skid.


 Raele flipped open the control panel on his wrist and preprogrammed his 
patrol craft for takeoff as soon as he was aboard. He noticed the sudden 
alertness of the offworlders in his presence and noted the weapons pointed in 
his direction as he completed his programming.


 "What are you doing?" The president asked with interest as Raele flipped 
the compartment closed and looked back at his host.


 The president unlike most of his advisors was almost overawed with the 



potential that this alien with the funny name presented.


 He, they'd established beyond doubt that he was a he, was the key to 
providing them with a great technological advantage over the rest of the world 
if only they could somehow make him believe that it was to the alien's 
advantage to help them.


 The only problem was the how and that was the biggie which was why the 
president had decided, despite the possible dangers to meet with the alien 
himself.


 "Pre-flighting my patrol craft," Raele replied as an idea occurred to 
him?


 "You're planning on leaving then? " The president asked, the regret 
showing in his voice as he knew he probably couldn't stop the alien even if 
he tried and there was so much he wanted to know. Where was he from, why was 
he really here, what kind of planet did he come from?


 "Yes," Raele replied without elaborating as a sudden commotion began 
outside the aircraft.


 There was the sound of small arms fire, a few yelled commands and 
suddenly the President was surrounded by his guards who had whipped out their 
weapons, pushing Raele and Wisneski aside in the process.


 "What's going on?"


 "One of the alien motherfucking spaceships is moving," the most senior 
agent panted, wondering what he was supposed to do now.


 Raele bent down and peered through one of the small windows in the side 
of the offworld aircraft just in time to watch the service craft skim along 
the ground and then streak upwards into the sky where it was quickly lost from 
sight.


 "What about the other one?"


 "No sign of movement," called an agent tapping nervously his earpiece.


 "Your doing?" The president asked Raele.


 Of course, Raele didn't say, once the preflight checks were completed 
successfully there was no need for the service crew to remain.


 "I sure would like to see inside your ship mister," the president said 
somewhat wistfully much to the horror of everybody but Raele.


 "If you wish," Raele replied and started toward the door, deciding that 
it was time to go and also deciding that it might be a good idea to take this 
president back to Skid with him. Raele was beginning to see the possibilities 
in having a leader of the offworlders around to help him return Skid to it's 
former glory.


 That the use of offworlders had proved to be difficult and non productive 
in the recent past didn't deter Raele in the least.


 "Well come on then boys lets go," the president said with boyish 
enthusiasm to the further disquiet of those charged with his safety.


 Raele wasn't too happy with the idea of a whole tribe of offworlders 
parading about his patrol craft, cleaning up the mess after he had disposed of 
them would be a trial if nothing else.


 So he said in the slightly high-pitched voice that made everyone he met 
on the planet wonder, along with his mincing steps if he were a queer or not: 
"I have only room for one guest." Which made people wonder what else might be 
inside an outwardly commodious craft.


 "Very well," the president agreed, effectively forestalling the insistent 
stares and whispers that sought to forbid him his childish whim.


 Raele walked out of the aircraft and down the steps ignoring the hostile, 
fearful looks from the large numbers of offworlders below and behind him as he 
made his way to his patrol craft.


 He walked up the ramp that had miraculously lowered unnoticed by all and 
sundry and beckoned to the president to follow him aboard.


 twenty five 



 Bruce quickly tired of watching Sue suckle their son and must have 
drifted off to sleep. He was enjoying a particularly lurid dream of no 
particular form when somebody started to scream into his ear. Bruce woke with 
vague recollections of another time and an erection that he gazed at fondly 
for a few moments until the screaming. No somebody was yelling at him to get 
his attention.


 "Come here quickly," Sue yelled at him from the direction of the lounge.


 Remembering where he was he came fully awake with a start and moved in 
the direction of the noise picking up his strides but not bothering to pull 
them on.


 "What's the racket all about?" He grumbled looking at Sue who to his 
astonishment looked as if she were about to have a fit. Her complexion had 
turned grey as blood drained from her face and she was pointing at the 
television and trembling like a leaf.


 Dramatic music issued from the television and a newsflash graphic 
appeared.


 "What's going on?" He asked sitting and draping an arm over Sue's 
shoulder.


 "It's them," she gasped as one of the toothy mass produced newscasters 
gave his audience the benefit of his stern frown.


 "Who?"


 "We have grave news about the president of the United States of America," 
he began sombrely but with a smile that Bruce thought was out of step with the 
gravity of the situation.


 "Several hours ago the president was allegedly kidnapped by an unknown 
assailant, we have just received this footage from the Rowlands Airforce Base 
outside Portland, Oregon." The shot cut to a reporter who could hardly keep 
his excitement in check, backgrounded by what appeared to be a bombed out 
aircraft hanger.


 "Thank's Roger," another pair of glistening white teeth chomped behind a 
pair of carefully shaped lips. "Yes well it seems that the authorities have 
been hiding something from the people of America, the world. And that is that 
they have been entertaining an envoy from outer space here at the airforce 
base."


 Bruce felt Sue flinch as a still photograph of what was an inhabitant of 
his own dreams, if not Sue's flashed up on the screen.


 "Several hours ago," the reporter droned," President Mitchell was coerced 
onto the aliens space craft which then promptly lifted off for parts unknown." 
A shot of the president, an indistinct figure walking toward and inside 
something that might have been a stealth bomber or a ufo replaced the earnest 
face of the reporter which then to the evident surprise of all and sundry 
promptly shot out of the hanger and disappeared into the sky.


 "Was the president forced on board Wilt?" The anchorman asked.


 "Not as far as we can figure out Roger," the reporter replied. Wilt had 
already heard from several sources that the president had voluntarily gone 
aboard, alone, against the wishes of the secret services, the national 
security advisor and half a dozen other people. But it wouldn't be half the 
story if the truth was told. America didn't want to hear that.


 "What is the constitutional position Wilt?"


 "Vice president Wilmot is at this moment conferring with constitutional 
advisors as to the legal position but I must say Roger that for all intensive 
purposes until we know what has happened and where the president is, Vice 
president Wilmot is in charge."


 "Thanks Wilt," the anchorman purred, "special reporter Sissy Bucktooth is 
standing by at the White House at a special news conference."


 "Thanks Roger," Sissy took up the commentary in her huskiest most sensual 
voice. "It has just been announced that Vice President Wilmot will assume the 
executive role until the issue of President Mitchell's disappearance has been 
resolved."


 Vice President Wilmot appeared on screen and made the necessary 



regrettable noises, but even Bruce could see that he relished the chance to 


have a go at the top job. Who wouldn't?


 "You reckon it's them?" He asked Sue incredulously.


 "Shhh," Sue hushed him as the report continued.


 "In a separate, apparently unrelated incident Roger, everybody's 
trustworthy source of news confided," an individual answering the description 
of the alleged alien that allegedly kidnapped President Mitchell was 
implicated in the slaying of fifteen youths who were peacefully protesting 
Portland Cities decision to increase apartment rentals in municipal housing 
estates."


 Honest Roger's face was replaced by a series of clips with an amcam logo 
on the bottom of the screen. A mob tore down a street brandishing lumps of 
wood, metal bars and what looked to be rocks or bricks. They paused at an 
intersection and attacked a car that had stopped at the lights. The image 
jumped about as if the photographer of the scene was jostled or running with 
the mob.


 Images of a frightened face suddenly disintegrating behind a shattered 
windscreen and a sudden spray of blood filled the screen. Then there was only 
a tall pale man climbing out of the car onto a suddenly empty street.


 The tall figure calmly surveyed the scene and then casually strode off as 
sirens could be heard in the distance.


 Suddenly the door crashed open and a voice called out: "Freeze you 
fucker." A shot which Bruce reckoned later almost parted his hair rang out and 
he flipped over the top of the couch dragging Sue with him.


 Somewhere in the background the television was still droning on and Sue 
was struggling in his arms.


 "Let me go you idiot," she grunted, "and put that gun away Mrs Pratt!"


 "Are you sure dear?" A rather mild, tremulous voice asked.


 "I'm sure Mrs Pratt," Sue said struggling to stand up while Bruce 
struggled with his strides.


 "It's ok Mrs Pratt, I want you to meet Bruce, my er. My fiance, little 
Bruce's dad."


 "Pleased to meet you Mrs Pratt," Bruce said peering over the top of the 
sofa wondering whether it was polite to shake hands with some old bat that had 
just tried to shoot him.


 "Pleased to meet you."


 "What are you doing here Mrs Pratt?" Sue asked angrily, Mrs Pratt had 
woken the baby with the racket she made, which annoyed Sue more than her grand 
entrance. Almost as much as missing the end of the special news bulletin who's 
graphics were fading.


 Sue felt as if the whole day had been some sort of weird dream, soon she 
would wake up and be back in the real world. First Bruce arriving, then the 
strained abortive arrival of her father and brothers, one of the men from her 
dreams on tv., and then Mrs Pratt firing shots in the house and putting a hole 
in the ceiling that would have to be patched before it rained.


 When would all the madness stop? Sue looked at Mrs Pratt and caught the 
eerie glow in her eyes. She glanced at Bruce scratching his chest, registered 
the baby's cries above everything else.


 "Why don't you go and see to little Bruce, Bruce?" She asked feeling as 
if she were teetering on the edge of an emotional precipice.


 "I'll get him," Mrs Pratt volunteered to Sue's surprise, handing Bruce 
her pistol and heading in the direction of the crying baby.


 "Now what are we going to do?" Sue hissed as soon as Mrs Pratt was out of 
earshot.


 "Do what?" Bruce wanted to know. The poorly defined figure on the 
television might or might not have been one of the figures of his dreams. Even 
if it was, Bruce's inclination was to lay low, to do or say nothing that might 
draw attention to himself. What could he do anyhow?


 "We've got to do something," Sue whispered in something between a hiss 
and a whisper as Mrs Pratt came back into the room holding the baby. 



 "He's such a handsome little chap, I could just eat him up," she said 
somewhat ominously Bruce thought.


 Sue reached for the baby and then decided little Bruce would be safe in 
Mrs Pratt's care for a while.


 "Bruce and I have got to go out for a while, could you possibly look 
after little Bruce for a half hour or so Mrs Pratt?"


 "Oh I'd love to Sue."


 "There's some milk in the fridge if he gets hungry, clean nappies...."


 "Oh don't worry Sue, even though it's been a long time I do know how to 
look after a baby," Mrs Pratt said cutting her off. She sat as if Bruce and 
Sue weren't there, started talking to the baby as if a six week old child was 
a fully articulate member of the human race.


 Just like some people talked to their dog's Bruce thought, at least the 
little bugger had stopped crying.


 "Come on."


 "Come on where Sue?"


 "Lets go for a walk or something," she said picking up Mrs Pratt's pistol 
and handing it to Bruce.


 "What do I want this for?" He asked sticking it in his waistband like 
he'd seen people do on television. Then frightened that he might shoot himself 
in the foot or worse blow his dick off, he left it on the sideboard.


 "Lets go and see Trev."


 "Ok." Bruce wondered whether he should pick up his gear and bring it back 
to Sue's place. Did she expect him to move in or what?


 "What are we going to do Bruce?" Sue asked,waving her arms about, clearly 
agitated.


 Bruce didn't know what her problem was, the alien could be well, any 
alien at all. Could you believe anything that happened on television at all 
these days?


 "Come on Bruce you're not being too helpful."


 "Well what do you want me to say?"


 "Say anything you like Bruce," an odd voice said in his head.


 "What?"


 "Yes it's me!" An image of a dog that looked remarkably like Cop 
insisted.


 Bruce tried to blank out the image in his mind but it refused to go away.


 "What are you doing boss?"


 "Eh?"


 "Bruce! Are you listening to me?" Sue demanded looking at him strangely.


 "What?" Bruce was having great difficulty coping with two conversations, 
one with Sue and one imaginary one going on inside his head. He felt a sudden 
urge for a drink. Perhaps two.


 "What's going on Bruce?" Sue asked as if coming to the end of her tether.


 "Oh I don't know," Bruce replied truthfully. "Bugger off Cop!" He 
muttered and the dog obediently faded away.


 "What did you say, bugger the cops?"


 "Something like that," Bruce mumbled.


 "Well who do we tell about our suspicions then?"


 "Your suspicions you mean, you can leave me out of this," Bruce said 
wondering why his life had suddenly become so complex and surreal. Perhaps 
that was what happened when people were losing their marbles.


 "But. . . " Sue's voice trailed away. She was outraged, she wanted to do 
something. The president was missing after all and a dangerous alien was on 
the loose, one that she might somehow know. She had to do something, didn't 
she? Surely Bruce wanted to do something as well, go to the authorities, tell 
their story. To whom? Sue realised that to tell their story was to tell the 
world and become creatures of the media. She had no desire to be paraded as 
one of the weirdo's that opened their souls to the world on every available 
talk show, on the cover of Time or some sleazy tabloid.


 With a shudder Sue remembered the journalist that had somehow got into 



her hospital room and his claims that she had slept with an alien.


 Bruce found the door to the restaurant locked which was a little odd.


 "Fucking wanker," he said giving it a good kick as his key was upstairs 
inside his room.


 "Shouldn't it be open?" Sue asked. "Who ever heard of a restaurant being 
closed at lunchtime?"


 "Should be," Bruce agreed, wondering what the story was. "Trev!" He 
bellowed through the door,"let me in will ya, ya wanker! I'm sure there's 
somebody in there," Bruce said turning to Sue wondering if Trev might be 
bonking one of his waitresses on a table or something.


 "I can hear somebody coming," Sue said pressing her ear against the door.


 "'bout bloody time too," Bruce grunted as the door swung open to reveal a 
very unhappy looking Trev.


 "What's the matter mate? " Bruce asked, "you look as if you've seen a 
ghost or something."


 Bruce pushed past Trev who appeared to be trying to say something, his 
mouth opening and shutting like a gasping fish but no sounds came out.


 "Been robbed or something Trev?" Sue though that was more likely and 
suddenly wished Bruce still had Mrs Pratt's gun stuck down the waistband of 
his pants.


 "Nnnooo." Trev stuttered and slammed the door shut behind Sue and fumbled 
with the chain that secured it.


 "Oh fuck."


 Sue bumped into Bruce who had stopped part way into the restaurant.


 "Do you need to swear Bruce? It gets a bit much at times." She 
complained.


 "Well what do you think of that then?" Bruce said pointing to one of the 
shapes that sat at the bar in the darkened room.


 As her eyes became accustomed to the dim light Sue found herself in a 
quandary, should she be frightened by the unmistakable presence of the alien 
or awed by the presence of the President of the United States who seemed to be 
happy enough sitting comfortably by the bar with a drink in his hand.


 Sue stepped closer to the alien and thought he looked vaguely familiar 
without realising that she was more than familiar to him.


 Raele wrinkled his nose distastefully as he recognised the offworld 
female, he was a bit better disposed towards the offworld male standing in 
front of her whom he also recognised.


 "Good day sir." Raele greeted Bruce. If Raele was surprised that among 
the teeming billions that inhabited the planet the two offworlders that he was 
familiar had just walked in the door he didn't show it.


 "Where are your companions?"


 "What companions?" Bruce asked genuinely surprised that the alien if 
that's what he was, seemed to know him.


 "Us you fucken half wit," Cop said in a voice that almost exactly 
reproduced Bruce's.


 "Oh them, back home I guess."


 "What's he talking about Bruce?"


 "Dunno really," Bruce didn't think this was quite the time to tell Sue 
that one of his dogs seemed to be talking to him. He had enough on his plate 
dealing with the real world at the moment.


 "What's going on here?" Bruce turned to Trev who was nursing a bottle of 
whisky.


 Trev took a rather large swig at his bottle before replying, he wasn't 
just frightened out of his wits, he was also drunk.


 "Don't ask me Bruce. This big chap here just appeared out of nowhere and 
asked me where the offworlder was that drew the sign outside the door. Can you 
believe it?"


 "What sign?"


 "Oh you know the kiwi sign hanging up outside the door. I told him that 
some signwriter painted it for me and that it was a symbol, nobody owned it. 



But he was pretty insistent."


 "Would somebody please tell me what's going on here?" The other man who 
looked most out of place demanded.


 "Who the fuck are you?"


 "Bruce," Sue tugged at Bruce's arm trying to keep him quiet.


 "The President of the United States," the man responded with dignity.


 "And I'm the Queen of Sheba," Bruce retorted. Bruce looked at Sue 
planning to ask her what she thought she was doing by stamping on his foot, 
saw the furious look on her face heard and Trev laughing hysterically behind 
him.


 Bruce took a closer look at the man and thought maybe he'd better 
apologise.


 "Sorry mate," he mumbled and went around behind the bar to pour himself a 
drink. All we need now is the pope and the queen and we can have ourselves a 
party he thought.


 Raele couldn't believe his luck, not only did he have experts in organic 
food production but he also had some sort of expert in offworld government. It 
was time to finally leave this planet he thought and stood abruptly.


 "Are you ready to leave?" He asked his passengers.


 "Leave where?"


 "What about us?" Cop asked.


 "What about you?" Bruce retorted forgetting where he was.


 "Bruce are you all right?" Sue was alarmed by the way Bruce had suddenly 
started talking to himself.


 "What do you think?"


 President Mitchell looked on wondering what sort of nuthouse he was in 
and starting to get a bit worried about the way events were unfolding. For a 
start it had been quite an adventure but he was sure that by now people were 
starting to worry about his absence.


 "Where are you taking us?" The President asked Raele.


 "Back to Skid." Where did this offworlder think they were going Raele 
wondered?


 "Skid?"


 "My home."


 "I don't know anything about a place called Skid." Bruce said even 
though, like the alien the name was vaguely familiar to him.


 That stopped Raele for a moment, the offworlder was right. But he could 
change all that once they were all aboard the patrol craft. He flipped open 
his wrist and tapped several keys.


 Suddenly without noticing anything except that their stomachs seemed to 
be left behind momentarily Bruce, Sue, and President Mitchell found themselves 
standing with the alien on what could only be the alien's space ship.


 Trev watched the empty space where the four of them had been and wondered 
if they would be back. Then he wondered what he was going to say about the 
events of the past hour or so. Nobody would believe him that was for sure. 
Maybe he'd just make it his secret and tell nobody.


 Trev morosely finished off what was left of the whisky and silently 
bemoaned being left behind and being denied the chance off going off on some 
great adventure.


 end of book two.