Prologue
Part of the problem, Nita thought to herself as she tore
desperately down Rose Avenue, is that I can't keep my mouth shut.
She had been running for five minutes now, hopping fences, sliding
side\xADways through hedges, but she was losing her wind. Some ways behind her she
could hear Joanne and Glenda and the rest of them pounding along in pursuit,
threatening to replace her latest, now-fading black eye. Well, Joanne would come
up to her with that new bike, all chrome and silver and gearshift levers and
speedometer/odometer and toeclips and waterbottle, and ask what she thought of
it. So Nita had told her. Actually, she had told Joanne what she thought
of her. The bike was all right. In fact, it had been almost exactly the
one that Nita had wanted so much for her last birthday\x97the birthday when she
got nothing but clothes.
Life can be really rotten sometimes, Nita thought. She wasn't
really so irritated about that at the moment, however. Running away from a
beating was taking up most of her attention.
"Callahan, " came a yell from behind her, "I'm
gonna pound you up and mail you home in bottles!"
I wonder how many bottles it'll take, Nita thought, without much
humor. She couldn't afford to laugh. With their bikes, they'd catch up to her
pretty quickly. And then...
She tried not to think of the scene there would be later at
home\x97her
father raising hands and eyes to the ceiling, wondering loudly
enough for the
whole house to hear, "Why didn't you hit them back?";
her sister making
belligerent noises over her new battlescars; her mother shaking
her head,
looking away silently, because she understood. It was her sad look
that would
Nita more than the bruises and scrapes and swollen face would. Her
mom would shake her head, and clean the hurts up, and sigh....
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Crud!
Nita thought. The breath was coming hard to her now. She was going to have to
try to hide, to wait them out. But where? Most of the people around here didn't
want kids running through their yards. There was Old Crazy Swale's house with
its big landscaped yard, but the rumors among the neighborhood kids said that
weird things happened in there. Nita herself had noticed that the guy didn't go
to work like normal people. Better to get beat up again than go in there. But
where can I hide?
She kept
on running down Rose Avenue, and the answer presented itself to her: a little
brown-brick building with windows warmly alight\x97refuge, safety, sanctuary. The
library. It's open, it's open, I forgot it was open late on Saturday! Oh, thank
Heaven! The sight of it gave Nita a new burst of energy. She cut across its
tidy lawn, loped up the walk, took the five stairs to the porch in two jumps,
bumped open the front door and closed it behind her, a little too loudly.
The
library had been a private home once, and it hadn't lost the look of one
despite the crowding of all its rooms with bookshelves. The walls were paneled
in mahogany and oak, and the place smelled warm and brown and booky. At the
thump of the door Mrs. Lesser, the weekend librarian, glanced up from her desk,
about to say something sharp. Then she saw who was standing there and how hard
she was breathing. Mrs. Lesser frowned at Nita and then grinned. She didn't
miss much.
"There's
no one downstairs, " she said, nodding at the door that led to the
children's library in the single big basement room. "Keep quiet and I'll
get rid of them. "
"Thanks,
" Nita said, and went thumping down the cement stairs. As she reached the
bottom, she heard the bump and squeak of the front door open\xADing again.
Nita
paused to try to hear voices and found that she couldn't. Doubting that her
pursuers could hear her either, she walked on into the children's library,
smiling slightly at the books and the bright posters.
She still
loved the place. She loved any library, big or little; there was something
about all that knowledge, all those facts waiting patiently to be found that
never failed to give her a shiver. When friends couldn't be found, the books
were always waiting with something new to tell. Life that was getting too much
the same could be shaken up in a few minutes by the picture in a book of some
ancient temple newly discovered deep in a rainforest, a fuzzy photo of Uranus
with its up-and-down rings, or a prismed picture taken through the faceted eye
of a bee.
And
though she would rather have died than admit it\x97no respectable
thirteen-year-old ever set foot down there\x97she still loved the
children's li\xADbrary too. Nita had gone through every book in the place when she
was younger, reading everything in sight\x97fiction and nonfiction alike, fairy
tales,
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science
books, horse stories, dog stories, music books, art books, even the
encyclopedias.
(Bookworm,
) she heard the old jeering voices go in her head, (foureyes, smartass,
hide-in-the-house-and-read. Walking encyclopedia. Think you're so hot. )
"No, " she remembered herself answering once, "I just like to
find things out!" And she sighed, feeling rueful. That time she had
found out about being punched in the stomach.
She
strolled between shelves, looking at titles, smiling as she met old friends,
books she had read three times or five times or a dozen. Just a title, or an
author's name, would be enough to summon up happy images. Strange creatures
like phoenixes and psammeads, moving under smoky London day\xADlight of a hundred
years before, in company with groups of bemused children; starships and new
worlds and the limitless vistas of interstellar night, outer space challenged
but never conquered; princesses in silver and golden dresses, princes and
heroes carrying swords like sharpened lines of light, monsters rising out of
weedy tarns, wild creatures that talked and tricked one an\xADother....
I used to
think the world would be like that when I got older. Wonderful all the time,
exciting, happy. Instead of the way it is\x97
Something
stopped Nita's hand as it ran along the bookshelf. She looked and found that
one of the books, a little library-bound volume in shiny red buckram, had a
loose thread at the top of its spine, on which her finger had caught. She
pulled the finger free, glanced at the title. It was one of those "So You
Want to Be a... "books, a series on careers. So You Want to Be a Pilot there
had been, and So You Want to Be a Scientist... a Nurse... a Writer...
But this one said So You Want to Be a Wizard.
A what?
Nita
pulled the book off the shelf, surprised not so much by the title as by the
fact that she'd never seen it before. She thought she knew the whole stock of
the children's library. Yet this wasn't a new book. It had plainly been there
for some time\x97the pages had that yellow look about their edges, the color of
aging, and the top of the book was dusty, so you
want to be a wizard. hearnssen, the spine said: that was the author's name.
Phoenix Press, the publisher. And then in white ink, in Mrs. Lesser's tidy
handwrit\xADing, 793. 4: the Dewey Decimal number.
This has
to be a joke, Nita said to herself. But the book looked exactly like all the
others in the series. She opened it carefully, so as not to crack the binding,
and turned the first few pages to the table of contents. Normally Nita was a
fast reader and would quickly have finished a page with only a few lines on it;
but what she found on that contents page slowed her down a great deal.
"Preliminary Determinations: A Question of Aptitude. " "Wizardly
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occupations
and Predilections. " "Basic Equipment and Milieus. "
"Introduction to Spells, Bindings and Geasa. " "Familiars
and Helpmeets: Advice to the Initiate. " "Psychotropic Spelling.
"
Psychowhat?
Nita turned to the page on which that
chapter began, looking at the boldface paragraph beneath its title.
WARNING
Spells of
power sufficient to make temporary changes in the human mind are always subject
to sudden and unpredictable backlash on the user. The practitioner is cautioned
to make sure that his/her motives are benev\xADolent before attempting spelling
aimed at...
I don't
believe this, Nita thought. She shut the book and stood there holding it in her
hand, confused, amazed, suspicious\x97and delighted. If it was a joke, it
was a great one. If it wasn't\x97
No, don't
be silly.
But if it isn 't\x97